#this is exactly how i portray ellie in everything that i write and im learning this about myself

[dykeomania]

ellie's sneaky confidence is so real. i really value her initial blatant social incompetence. she's constantly shifting weight between the balls of her two feet, she finishes people's sentences to compensate for how hard her mind is trying to keep up with the conversation, she doesn't look people in the eyes in any social setting where she isn't angry. and then she gets comfortable. starts making sly little jokes -- you find out she's wittier this way. looks you in the face while you're speaking, because you do the same to her. narrows her eyes at you when you narrow your eyes at her, smiles when you start smiling at her, breaks out into laughter when you start laughing. she's such a "oh, i don't know, ahhhh, i can't sit still" to "i'm just looking at you. what, i can't look at you?" pipeline ass bitch i love her so much