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most recent anon—thanks for the heads up, appreciate it
#personal#just saw the ask right before going to bed so didn’t have time to type out a proper reply#but i looked a little bit into it and yeah. really not a fan#pretty triggering tbh
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need u to share your kandrew agenda 🫶 tell me all about them
ALL about them? dangerous territory my friend...but i will try my best
kandrew are my favorite pair of worsties like i'm not even kidding i love writing them as friends to lovers because they could be having r-rated pg 18++ thoughts about each other at any given moment but they will die before they confess. im talking off the charts sexual tension okay the air is fucking charged. i do have a few fics on them but they're building up to kandreil...sadly no solos yet...
my brain says (🤓☝️) they have an understanding that goes deeper than a lot of the other relationships kevin has. i think one of andrew's best qualities is to listen to someone talk about the worst thing that has happened to them and not overreacting or coddling them afterwards (which is something im personally fond of and love to see) so he may as well have been a tether for kevin when he left the nest. (not to mention how similar jean and andrew are and going from one 3 to another would fit kevin well) to me, if someone sees them together at times they'll feel like andrew and kevin DETEST each other. they're ultimate bickering couple, constantly roasting each other, arguing as a build up to sex, they drink like their life depends on it, they hate each other, they're in love and i am watching all this with popcorn. they get each other tbh like they get it. they may not fully understand but they do get it.
also something about a dog collar but that thoughts not fully developed yet.
have some memes that might help:
#wymack hates them#loathes them really#if u wanna know smthn specific then u can ask ofc!!! i know most of this was pretty vague#aftg#kevin day#andrew minyard#kandrew#there's a lot more to say tbh#like i actually love fwb kandrew because of how hesitant they both seem to admit their feelings#but we all know that doesn't work#just feel like they'd be physically and humorously and emotionally present and comfortable around each other a lot of the time#but both of them have easy triggers and bad tempers which is a recipe for disaster and angst and i love that hehe#eeeeeeee they're actually really funny to me i love writing them have fun and then makeout#wheres that one post about how everyone should actually imagine kevin day bent over a desk with andrew doing unspeakable things to him#hmmm#i think kandrew is the most physically affectionate kevin ship i like
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I went to a bachelorette party last night and went to bed at like 5am lmao I woke up pretty early today cause today is elections day here in my country and like I wanted to get that out of the way immediately
So if today I'm slower than usual is cause I'm sleep deprived lol BUT i will answer everyone's asks eventually
#it was pretty fun though i don't drink cause i have a histamine intolerance#and one of the many things that trigger it is alcohol lol#i was the only sober one there and acted as The Designated Driver lmao#but I'm so used to going to parties be sober and be the driver that i made peace with it years ago lol#plus u get drunk out of like the atmosphere/vibes especially if the vibes are great lol#anyway as a lesbian i think it was funny seeing all the d*ck decorations everywhere lmao#drinking my plain water with a straw in the shape of a d*ck was an experience lmao#bachelorette parties are so funny as a lesbian tbh like everyone tellinf stories of het sex while i was there like#WOMEN#lmao
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I haven't seen this mentioned anywhere yet, so I'll say it myself:
Did anyone else get the feeling that Ms. Manee, the woman Great hit with his car, was forced to do what she did? That someone made her do it for some reason and it wasn't because she was suicidal?
Idk why, but her face, how desperate she looked and how she was staring at the upcoming vehicles (as if scanning for the one she was looking for) made me wonder if there's more to her story than what we've been told. Also, the place it happened seems weird to me; a tunnel that passengers would only use if necessary, because it's dangerous to cross with the speed of the cars passing by.
Wouldn't she go to a more accessible spot to do it? Or am I being naive in my thinking here?
People have mentioned the possibility of her having debt as a reason for her decision to commit suicide, but to me, that's a potential tool for her to be threatened with, pushed to the limit, to do what she may have been ordered to do: give Great('s family) some trouble. Maybe she was told that if she did it, her son would be spared - because yeah, even if I'd like to ignore it, her son being mentioned not once but twice, seems important. Like her son could be a character in the story - an essential one even.
I'm just typing as I'm thinking this, but I couldn't get this theory out of my head, so I'm sharing it.
#idk guys Ms. Manee seems pretty sus to me#and the way she talked to Great also made me wonder#as if she was mourning sth by opening up to him about her son - as if she was indirectly asking for forgiveness#Maybe I'm reading too much into it but this event is what basically triggers the whole plot#Sammon can't have put her in the script just for shits and giggles#it'll depend on who her son might be and how he'll be used as a character tbh#my bet is that it's Jjay if my other theory about him is false but we shall see#4 minutes#meta post
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honestly the scene where Ji Ah finds out that Yeon killed her in her past life and her subsequent reactions to it provides so much of an insight into her character and her abandonment issues and her absolute devastation when the first person she opened up to after so long turned out to have been hiding things from her (esp something as big as that)
Like woman lost her parents at the age of nine, nobody believed her when she said that something supernatural sent them away, she was sent to a mental hospital, which she escaped, and then she presumably lived mostly alone with little to no friends and put all her energy in her job and finding her parents again so she wouldn't be alone anymore
and then Yeon turns up and saves her and protects her and cares about her and believes her for the first time- she can't help but open up to him because of all of this because she isn't used to this- she starts out not trusting him, but as time goes along, she slowly starts to get attached
for the first time, she doesn't have to deal with the world on her own- for the first time, she has someone who doesn't invalidate her feelings and is willing to bear the burden of the weight of the world together- someone who has proved multiple times that he will always be there for her, and that she can trust him-
how can she not get attached?
and when she finds out he killed her in her past life... and when he tells her it was all an act-
that's what's happened to her all her life, hasn't it? anyone she cares about just leaves, and she grew to prefer being alone because that's only way you won't get hurt. and her view just gets proved when she sees what Yeon has done to her. Yeon, the man who she gave up so much for, and who gave up so much for her, and it was all an act
of course it was all an act. of course she believed the lie the second she heard it because all her life, she was left alone by everyone. why would it be any different this time?
#tale of the nine tailed#nam ji ah#she's just so dhbhjdfbhjwgf#see tbh it was obvious Yeon was lying when he went all 'boohoo i only used you to defeat imoogi im a villain thats what i am'#like if you think back on all that the man did for her#no rational person would do THIS MUCH for someone they claim is a pawn for something#and honestly ji ah is a pretty rational and level headed person in general and if it hadnt hit this particular trigger#she would've seen through his bs immediately#and that's true to what happens in the show bc i think this was one of the only times we saw her emotions get ahead of her#and that's because of her abandonment issues and her making herself vulnerable for the first time#she's such an interesting character and its so much fun to see all the layers on rewatches#yeonjiah#lee yeon x nam ji ah
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The Random Buff mod has a card called Paranoia that makes you see phantom creatures (they spawn randomly and can’t hurt you, and they disappear when touched) and it always seems to be a red centipede or daddy longlegs. And it always nearly gives me a heart attack
#it’s a temporary thing and tbh it’s a pretty fun idea for a debuff#it doesn’t affect the gameplay but it will make you jump#the first time it triggered I was SO startled.#‘WHY IS THERE A DLL IN OUTER EXPANSE’#personal
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#I’m like mostly recovered tbh but the irreversible physical changes of weight gain are triggering the fuck out of me rn#and it’s worse bc I know they’re in large part due to [redacted] and it’s like my fault pretty much so I got no one else to blame! 🤡#and knowing that every day I get older and every day it gets that much harder to lose the weight again bc that’s just what bodies do#I wanna d*e like. knowing I’ll never look the way I did before even if I never eat another morsel of food ever again#I know I don’t wanna go back to the way I felt and behaved when I did look ‘good’ like that but just. idk something about knowing I can’t g#*get that back no matter how hard I might theoretically try to in the future. I will always look inferior to that now#helpppppppp I’m just so [redacted lest I get the cops called on me]#ed tw
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im hereby issuing a challenge to my tumblr friends to find me some new blorbo material, just, like, for fun, for giggles. imagine this post as a kind of like a place for abandoned pets except it's your tall dark-haired tortured unhinged desperate weirdos that you think fit well in a spectrum of daddy issues -> mommy issues along with adar, abner krill, crais, loki, simon monroe, axe woves, boba fett, guy of gisborne, marcus kane, bucky barnes, peter hale, garcia flynn, cliff legrand, and the like. humor me. do your worst. i'd like to think i know the contemporary blorbo landscape pretty well but if there are men who fit the bill out there that i have yet to discover i would like to discover them.
#it's late so maybe i should get off tumblr instead of this? no? okay i'll keep talking#im someone who generally prefers live-action to animation so take that into account#but i'm open to pretty much everything as long as i can look at trigger warnings in advance lol#...tbh i go for a totally different vibe in women so yeah this post is limited largely to men sorry
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it really is hell trying to figure out which companions are monogamous so i can plan my next playthroughs
#i’ve heard conflicting things about shadowheart and karlach. i read that gale wasn’t poly but tbh idk how much i trust reddit#pretty sure astarion and lae’zel are chill about it (currently romancing shadowheart and astarion and there’s been no conflict so far)#i got wyll’s approval to exceptional but no flirty dialogue ever triggered so idk about that. gotta finish karlach’s quest but idk#if she’ll actually sleep with me. she def flirted with me but i haven’t had the option to progress things yet#halsin i know is poly but i’m still at moonrise so i’m not really worried about him yet#v curious to see if jaheira is romanceable?? i know in my heart she’s a womankisser so#anyway i moved so i haven’t had the chance to play lottie ‘gotta catch ‘em all’ tavews in a hot minute#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#if anyone wants to rb with what they’ve learnt pls feel free#tadpole polycule
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People when fucked up media is actually Fucked Up and not just "haha silly little gremlin makes SEX JOKE?!?!🤯 so DEVIOUS..."
#mercy talks#this is about many things tbh#LIKE. idk it just makes me mad when ppl say they like darker or more depressing media and turn their nose up when its a character actually#being a bad person and doing bad things . like yeah thats what you came here for what did you expect#of course im not asking people to subject themselves to possibly upsetting/triggering media because its “”better“” or wtv#nor am i trying to police ppl for what they like#but idk.. just dont be surprised to find Fucked Up Thing in the Fucked Up Thing Store#its hard to verbalize myself but i hope u get it . i dont want tgis to sound like a braindead take Although I wouldn't be posting it if#i thought it did#some art is not meant to be pretty. some art isnt even meant to be art at all#because sometimes these things are not artistic or beautiful in any way#anyway mercy out!!
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Something concerning I noticed with all discourses the past years, is that people lost the ability to ask / wonder / think about WHY someone (fictional or rl doesn't matter) could have done or say something bad or uneducated...
There are so many other possibilities other than them being the personified evil reincarnated.
Like:
simply being uneducated or not having full information
didn't think it through, made a mistake
got manipulated, lied to by others
what they said wasn't what they actually meant (typo, bad wording, false interpretation by the receiver etc)
they were too emotional that moment to be rational
could be coerced, forced, mentally ill of some sort (distortion of reality)
don't understand what's going on
and so on
Societies bad faith reading of literally everything atm is scary af... since it often leads to cancle culture. Like we are mentally so back in the dark ages atm...
#that kind of behavior is pretty triggering tbh#this is about general discourse in all kinds of corners. politics and fandoms
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I am once again warning you that guns and violence will be present (. . )
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#kimda rude to nabi tbh im pretty sure ive seen soldiers who are small and nervous#riot kings#tw guns#tw violence#THIS MAN HAS NO TRIGGER DISCIPLINE SMH#whump#whump comic#tw bruising#comic#hostage
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i was about to post something like "the worse he is emotionally the more he isolates" before realizing ep 80 exists and it's already a thing. fox and the grapes. the more desperate for approval and attention and human connection and UNDERSTANDING he is the more he doubles down and detaches and convinces himself he can give himself all he wants already
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#keroro#musing#all my fav characters share this trait it's pretty troubling#he feels misunderstood thus isolated (''no one understands'') n it hurts so much he convinces himself he doesnt NEED them to understand him#doesnt need them at all. he can thrive on his own.#obviously thats not true but unless u know this specific trigger intimately u wont know how it is#headcanon that he has frequent intrusive thoughts about nobody loving him tbh
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Amnesia but it's one of those infection aus
#technically this already exists#Yk that one main Stephano account with all the pretty artwork#Yeah I think they did it first?#All the way back in 2013#bro kudos to them#We miss you Cas#Wonder what kind of artwork you do now#Honestly what happened to most of PDP Amnesia's fanbase?#Like what are the popuar artists doing now#I miss Martvy (I say like they're not just a discord chat away)#I also miss the one popular artist friend that drew Skullphano for me#that was cool#I think I'm friends with every surviving Amnesia person there is#Never thought I'd see the fandom die though#I still think about it a lot even if it isn't my main hyperfixation anymore#Tbh the only reason it stopped was because it began triggering my qpp and that made me miserable#I'm going to try getting back into it again
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A song you’d choose to introduce someone to your favorite genre:
Uhhhh. I used to use Wanna Talk About Me to convince people country isn't that bad. It worked.
This is how I was introduced to it btw:
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These days I'm more likely to recommend someone like Darius Rucker (Wagon Wheel, it was all over every popular radio station here a few years back) because uhhh I am not a conservative Christian anymore. It's been. Interesting. I hate it, honestly. I'm glad I know better now, but believing in something was simpler.
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I was thinking the other day. That the fact that I don't want to let go of things like this is probably related to how the church told me to get rid of everything "demonic." I got rid of some comic books I loved because of that. They burned a tapestry I got on a mission trip (while we were still on the trip) because of that.
I don't want to burn it. I want to keep what it means to me and leave the bad shit behind.
Anyway. I don't know if most people know that Darius Rucker is black. I keep meaning to build a list of black country musicians, because they get a lot of flack from racists.
I don't actually have a favorite genre. This one is just inextricably linked with my upbringing.
A song you know every word to:
I'm slowly memorizing most of Dessa's discography, I think. Very thankful for the person who introduced me to The Bullpen.
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Yes, it's Marvel. The editing is great. Shh.
Dessa has this line in Dutch that says
"I keep Pope in glovebox, Plath on the dash"
I think that's a good way to summarize her writing. There's a play on words every other line. It's the sort of shit I could probably write essays about. I love her.
You kind of have to be in a specific mental place to appreciate her, I think. I wasn't ready for her at first when another blogger on here started mentioning her. Most of her lyrics are kinda moody and jaded. It felt oppressive until I got sad enough.
She tried to write an upbeat song and came out with something melancholy. She kept trying and came up with one of my favorites, and she's still comparing love to a business transaction. I'm obsessed with her.
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"Sealed with a kiss, signed with an epipen
You gotta tolerate some risk if you wanna make a margin
Wanna make a friend? We can live a little large and split the dividends"
Listening to an album feels like reading a book. I like to mix it up most of the time, but sometimes it's time to just listen to a Dessa album again.
If anyone wants a simpler option, I sang Can't Help Falling in Love to myself at least three times today. There's a lot of options here, really.
A cover song:
Haley Reinhart's version of Benny and the Jets. First time I'd heard a woman growl. I want bucketfuls of this please. I'm not kidding, please give it to me
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#dessa has this one recording of a live performance where she's like 'yeah i had them scan my brain to see if i could ever stop being sad'#i think it's in her book but idk if I'm remembering correctly#i shouls see if i can check that out#'hadn't learned the word for melancholy yet' babygirl was depressed#i think that one is from children's work?..#her younger brother didn't speak for so long that her mom thought something was wrong#'dad said you'd be fine i thought you were the prophet of 1989'#if i go over every favorite dessa line I'm gonna be here all day#'laced drill bits to my pointe shoes#piroutte through the hardwood to hit paydirt'#'they say there's good grief but how can you tell it from the bad?' GOOD QUESTION#that one guts me#fire drills and and and and and#okay. okay. okay. I'm normal. alright.#asking games#i don't like the rest of haley's stuff as much because it's more polished tbh#gimme growly#GIMME#anyway#I'm pretty sure you weren't looking for country music recs with this#i wasn't really expecting to trigger the religious upbringing tripwire either#it is what it is.
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me waking up at 6am this morning and immediately having the thought "maybe Guz still gets angry a lot because strong emotions are difficult if not impossible to control esp if its rooted in abuse trauma BUT he learns how to apologize, and thus - especially in the beginning - he would lash out as an automatic response but quickly realize what he's doing and apologize for it and we'd move on and be okay" like it had been beamed into my brain from some divine source.
also junebug (waves. thats literally just me.) would have to do their own hard work to learn to not automatically fawn when someone starts seeming the littlest bit potentially displeased or unhappy (because that is unhealthy for all parties involved). they'd BOTH be putting in the work to make it work !!!!!! 🎉
#i keep looking at my extremely strong fawn response and idk what to do about it#but in pkmn world if i got away from parents then I'd probably have some kind of chance at unlearning it fjfkdl#u cannot get better in the place u got sick or whatever the saying is#anyways uhhhmm i think so much about them and the ways in which they make things work even with all the trauma on both sides#by they i mean both Guz and Junebug fjdmfkl#it may not look healthy to outsiders with no knowledge of trauma but it IS genuinely healthy. it is steps to make things work!#so yeah he might yell for a minute but then he immediately apologizes and steps back and they talk it out together#anger especially is a difficult emotion to handle and if you've been physically abused i think yelling is like... pretty mild tbh DBDJLDL#i feel like sometimes a person will never be able to reach NormalTM. sometimes u do the best with what u ARE able to do#and i would be very happy to make space for his automatic anger reactions as long as he recognized it and apologized for it#and im sure it'd lessen over time as we both work through our shit bc brains do slowly rewire themselves over time and practice#and he would also be happy to make space for my (likely tiring and irritating) automatic fawn response as long as i made sure to catch it#and backtrack it and apologize and then work through whatever was coming up that triggered that response#we both are somewhat burdensome but thats okay bc we are happy to carry that burden for each other as long as we're both trying !#UMMM ANYWAYS LOL. i could ramble about trauma work and recovery and making relationships work ALLLL day sdfjkl#💜a boy and his bug🪲#💜so good at being in trouble#junebug🪲
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