#oh my god soft danny is my fav danny

[lnfours]

a nonsense christmas | l.n

summary: f1 heartthrob meets pop girlie central

face claim: sabrina carpenter

warnings: social media!au, language, this is my second ever social media au pls bear w me

y/ny/l/n 📍london, england

liked by landonorris, madisonbeer, zendaya and 1,200,732 others ‘sue me’ mv is out now! 💋 829,382 comments

zendaya i’m obsessed with you

y/ny/l/n

tell thomas to move aside bc im coming over.

zendaya

LMFAAOOOO

y/nfan1 lando norris??? what’re u doing here??

formulawhore

i was just about to ask the same thing 😂

madisonbeer i’m literally in love with you

y/ny/l/n

will u pls accept my hand in marriage?

madisonbeer

of course

landonorris london, huh?

y/ny/l/n

🫣

fan1

Y/N X F1 CROSSOVER??

danieleicciardo wait, landonorris, this is her?

dannyric3444

WHAT DO U MEAN DANIEL

landonorrizzz

WHAT DO U KNOW DANNY!!!!

landonorris

whatve you done, mate?

landonorris 📍london, england

liked by y/ny/l/n, oscarpiastri, maxfewtrell and 3,899,013 others home is where the fun is 😁 1,820,848 comments

maxfewtrell home is where i am, that’s all that matters

formulaonefan444

ur the best wag of them all, truly

landonorris

keep telling yourself that, mate 😅

y/ny/l/n as a wise man once said: london, huh?

landonorris

you can’t use the same lines on me that i use on you

y/ny/l/n

or what? 🥴

fan1

OH????????

danielricciardo

lando.jpg content??

landonorris

🫣

maxsredbull

OH YES WE WON!

madisonbeer

i didn’t know u knew how to dress 🤨

landonorris

funny 😐

madisonbeer

i’m ur fav 🥰

landonorris

ur just full of jokes today aren’t u

madisonbeer

ik where u live

landonorris

😰 uh oh

y/ny/l/n

📍london, england

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madisonbeer one chance is all i’m asking for PLEASE

y/ny/l/n

u always have a chance 🥰🥰🥰

madisonbeer

TELL HIM TO MOVE THEN!!!!

fan2

HIM?? WHOS HIM???? MADS!!!

landonorris nice hat

y/ny/l/n

thanks 😁

oscarpiastri

didn’t know you had a new merch line out, mate?? landonorris

landonorris

FUCK OFF???

y/ny/l/n

oscarpiastri LMFAOOO

lewishamilton lovely to meet you ❤️

y/ny/l/n

you too!! 🥹🫶🏻

lando.jpg 📍london, england

liked by y/ny/l/n, danielricciardo, carlossainz55 and 1,210,039 others don’t let her fool you, she’s in her element 732,939 comments

madisonbeer she’s so pretty

y/ny/l/n

shut up i’ll marry you

madisonbeer

FINALLY

fan3

the way he captures her?? YOU CANT CONVINCE ME THEYRE NOT A THING!

landonorrizz4

oh they DEFINITELY ARE

dannyriccowboy

SHE WAS AT THE MIAMI GP!! IM CONVINCED THEYVE BEEN TALKING SINCE

formulaoneee

OMG SHUT UP!!!!!!

y/ny/l/n

hey, ur pretty good at this photography thing!

lando.jpg

helps when i’ve got a pretty good model

f1lewis44

SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y/ny/l/n 📍london, england

liked by landonorris, carlossainz55, madisonbeer and 2,673,482 others it’s cuffing season, or whatever sza said 914,444 comments

madisonbeer FINALLY!!!

y/ny/l/n

:)

lewishamilton 🥺🥺 the note

y/ny/l/n

I KNOW 🥺🥺

oscarpiastri i don’t think u understood what she meant by big boy

y/ny/l/n

oh no, TRUST me, i got it 😌

oscarpiastri

IM GONNA GO WASH MY EYES WITH BLEACH

danielricciardo

IM JOINING YOU oscarpiastri

charlesleclerc this is adorable, actually

landonorris whoever wrote that has terrible handwriting

y/ny/l/n

and no rizz 🙂

landonorris

now that’s a violation

landonorris 📍london, england

liked by y/ny/l/n, maxfewtrell, lewishamilton and 3,444,009 others tis the season 1,932,004 comments

y/ny/l/n love ur face 🤍

landonorris

love urs more ❤️

maxfewtrell that last pic 😭

landonorris

im honestly surprised she hasn't stabbed me yet

y/ny/l/n

sleep with one eye open tonight

landonorris

oh no

madisonbeer so like... hard launch of soft launch?

landonorris

both

danielricciardo FINALLY GOD DO U KNOW HOW HARD OF A SECRET THIS WAS TO KEEP

oscarpiastri

^!!!!!

landonorris

SORRY

charlesleclerc

what kind of cookies were u making tho?

landonorris

chocolate chip 😁

charlesleclerc

ayeee

f1fan04 I KNEW IT!!!

y/n/l/n 📍london, england

liked by landonorris, danielricciardo, riabish and 2,873,004 others wrote a cute christmas song about a cute boy, 'a nonsense christmas' is out now 🧡 1,229,983 comments

madisonbeer MY EARS HAVE BEEN BLESSED

y/ny/l/n

me whenever u release new music

landonorris 🧡 i love you

y/ny/l/n

i love u, too, my papaya boy 🧡🧡

fan5

‘my papaya boy' IM CRYING

maxfewtrell i don't know what i was expecting but it wasn't THAT MY GOD.

y/ny/l/n

🫶🏻

danielricciado 'im talking big snow balls' now...

charlesleclerc

i never thought we'd hear her sing about balls but here we are

oscarpiastri

idk how im supposed to look the two of you in the eyes ever again

y/ny/l/n

CAN YOU BLAME ME??? IM NOT GONNA APOLOGISE, I MEAN LOOK AT HIM!!!

landomclaren043

real.

[tripthelightfandomtastic]

listen to me… imagine babysitting your neighbors baby because they had an emergency or something, and danny comes home from the studio all like “honey!! im home!!” and then stops in his tracks, wide eyes set on the baby and he says something like “wha- how long was i gone for??” and everything is soft and to see this gentle giant hold this curious baby who looks even tinier in his arms (he definitely asks for help when the baby has a tight grip on a hair curl)

he’d be so shy with his baby fever 😭😭

Oh I love baby fever in men, makes me so weak.

You didn't think you'd be spending your Friday afternoon holding your neighbors baby. They were in a rush to go to the hospital and had no one to watch their baby, so being neighborly, you were able to take her in for the day, waiting for a knock at the door to relieve you of your babysitting duties. But the person who got to the door first was not your neighbors, it was your boyfriend Danny, home from the studio.

"Oh honey, I'm hooome!" He'd sing out, you work to hold the baby closer to you as she starts to stir from her nap. "Shh, shhh." You whisper, trying to hush her from getting fussy again. Danny loudly closes the door and tosses his keys by the front door, making a heinous clattering sound, you never realized how loud he was before until now. "Hi baby-" "Shh!" You hush him as he enters the room, looking confused at your scolding. "Oh, my baby has a baby?" He asks confused and quieter than before. "It's the neighbors daughter, the Romero's next door. Her moms appendix burst and they needed to hurry to the hospital and needed someone to watch her. Mr. Romero will be home later tonight to pick her up, she's been here since this afternoon, she's been pretty good actually." You explained while going to stand to show Danny the little baby girl bundled in your arms.

"Why didn't you call me?" Danny asks in an exaggerated whisper of confusion that makes you smile. Seeing him so surprised is always such a treat. "I've kind of had my hands full today." You joke as you bounce her a bit as she begins to stir awake from all of the excitement. "No no, it's okay, you're okay." You soothe as you attempt to calm her. "Ugh, it's probably her dinner time. I need to heat up her bottle-" "I can do it?" Danny offers sweetly. "Can you hold her? My arms are killing me, I'll make it, just, here-" you say hurriedly, the baby beginning to cry a bit louder as you show him how to hold her. "Just support her head, okay, just hold her close to you." You say as you fix the blanket swaddled around her before walking to the kitchen to warm up the bottle. The baby starts to cry, following your instruction Danny holds the baby closer to him and looks over to you, looking towards you but drawn silent looking for a way to solve the problem without bothering you. He starts to mimic your hushing but she only begins to cry more, "Hey, hey, hey, it's okay! Hi baby, I'm Danny. You're okay, you just hungry? It's okay sweetie, it's okay." He says softly. "Try bouncing her a little! She really seems to like it when I do it!" You call from the kitchen.

Danny looks nervously down at the infant, "But maybe she just likes you?" Danny replies as he starts to awkwardly bounce with the crying child. You come back to his side, bottle in hand, you come over to his side, placing a hand tenderly on the small of his back. "Just bounce lightly, just move like you're keeping time to the beat, use your foot to rock a bit." You instruct him kindly, Danny looks so nervous to be holding such a little thing, it's so endearing to see him this way, so cautious and careful. He begins to move a little more subtly, swaying a bit, the cries start to subside as he moves with her. "See, just like that." "Hey sweetie, that all better? Hm?" Danny asks the little baby girl as she begins to quiet down, "I think she likes when you do it too." You smile softly at him as he begins to get the hang of the motion, he smiles at your compliment, watching as the baby making small sounds as she calms down. "What's her name?" "Adelaide." You replied, "I like that, that's sweet." He grins, you start to move him over to the couch. "Here, wanna give her her bottle?" you offer, handing him the warmed bottle as he sinks down to the couch beside you. He takes it and brings the bottle to her lips, she easily suckles it, making sweet little drinking sounds, as her eyes start to flutter shut. "I think she's sleepy." He whispers as to not disturb her. "She's a baby. They do that." You smile, looking at your gentle giant of a man, holding such a small innocent little thing. "I think we could have a baby." He whispers, you suppress a laugh, "We can have a baby, darling. But for now, let's just babysit." You negotiate kindly, his eyes meeting yours, a wide smile on his face as he holds her. The two of you spend the rest of the evening together watching tv until Adelaide's dad comes by to pick her up, watching as Danny quells Mr. Romero that it was "no trouble at all," and how good she was and how they can, "bring her over anytime you need a sitter!" He almost seemed sad handing her back over. It's official, Danny has baby fever.

[zigtheeortega]

out of time

✿ pairing: sienna x danny

✿ word count: 3354

✿ warnings: death, loss

✿ author’s note: well, i thought i’d just flesh out what we didn’t get to see, since i highly doubt they’ll expand on it since it’s off screen. it’s not my best work, but it was written out of spite so hopefully that makes up for the lack of quality LMAO. anyways, i tagged everybody who liked this post and added it to the end since there were quite a few! [sidenote: i wrote this post after i’d started this fic so if you see similarities, that’s why] i really hope you like it and that i did both sienna and danny justice!

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She sprinted down the hallway, pager still beeping erratically on her hip, the weight of the numbers enough to make her feel like she was slugging through wet concrete.

No, no, not him, please, not him, she chanted to herself, vision blurring with tears before she had the chance to let the negative possibilities set in.

He’s gonna be okay. It’s okay. We’re okay.

Thankfully she was only one floor away, taking the steps two at a time, shoes squeaking against the waxy floor. Sweat formed on her brow as she shoved through the stair’s exit door, pushing past every intern in her way.

Normally she’d stop to apologize, but not today. She didn’t know how much time she had. It could be minutes, and she wasn’t going to waste even a second apologizing when someone’s life was on the line.

She saw the small crowd forming outside of the room and barrelled towards them without a second thought, tearing her way to the front.

When she saw Spencer’s terrorized gaze, her chest tightened involuntarily. Her body covered the entrance to the room, so she could barely see into the room, but she did catch a glimpse of something that made her blood run cold.

A purple pant leg strewn across the floor, ankle relaxed, unmoving, peeking out behind Spencer’s side.

“Sienna, stop. You can’t go any further,” Ethan murmured, gently holding her in place with his arm.

“But I have to – Danny – he’s –” she struggled against his grip, lip wobbling.

“Please,” he said, more of a statement than a question, like he was holding back, too, the strain in his voice enough to stop her in her tracks.

She watched, helpless, as Spencer and Rafael scrambled to seal the room, Bobby convulsing on the ground, Travis passed out, and Danny getting weaker and weaker by the second.

It was like turning on the news and seeing tragedy after tragedy – she always felt absolutely helpless. Her empathy always felt like a curse in those moments. She couldn’t stop herself from feeling everything, whether she wanted to or not.

She wrapped her arms around herself, digging her fingernails into her side, rocking from foot to foot. She couldn’t tear her eyes away from Danny’s frail form on the ground.

“Hey, I came here as fast as I could,” a voice huffed at her side. She turned, met with Jackie’s concerned gaze, hands on her hips as she panted, tiny sweat stains dotting her teal scrubs.

“It’s… All of them, Jackie, –” she couldn’t find the words to quite describe the soul crushing weight of the situation.

Bobby, Rafael, Spencer, and Danny… people that had been her emotional rocks through the lowest points of her life.

Bobby was her unsung hero. He’d keep guard while she cried in the supply closet so she wasn’t disturbed, in return for a dozen of her chocolate chip cookies. After the first few times, she brought him baked goods weekly regardless of whether she had a breakdown or not.

Rafael was her empath twin, as weird as it sounded. She’d branded them that as a joke, between giggles, on her late night break at the cafeteria. Despite it being stated jokingly, it was true – they found themselves confiding in each other each time they faced a difficult situation, bonding over the fact that their jobs took a lot more out of them than the normal person.

Spencer was her late night confidante, the person who she’d crawl into bed with at 3 a.m. after having another detailed nightmare where she was cursed with endless terminal patients. There weren’t that many people she’d platonically cuddle and sob until she was a snotting mess next to.

And Danny… he was the future. He was a vision of what she’d always wanted.

It took her too long to break away from Wayne’s hold. She knew he was toxic, but she didn’t want to admit it – how was she supposed to admit that she’d been wrong for that long?

With Danny, she was comfortable. He got her in a way no one else did. He had the potential to be every single role that her friends played simultaneously.

God, and she’d told him she needed time. She hadn’t properly healed from Wayne so she needed some time before she moved on and –

Now it’s too late, she thought to herself as she watched them wheel out Travis and Danny in glass cases.

And Bobby in a body bag.

“Holy shit,” Jackie breathed, eyes widening. “Fuck – Oh my god, Sienna –”

The tears were already flowing as she slammed her face into Jackie’s chest, body wracked with inconsolable sobs.

She’d never hugged Jackie like this before, as she hated physical affection unless it was… PG-13.

Jackie stiffened, but wrapped her arms around Sienna’s shoulders, patting her back, slowly melting into the embrace.

“We’ll visit him as soon as we can,” she said in her ear, holding Sienna up as she nearly crumbled.

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Danny’s body was still, the only movement his heaving chest as he took shallow, labored breaths, his normally warm skin tone muted, drained of color.

“Hey, it’s me,” she called as she closed the door behind her, voice shaky, tote bag at her side. “I hope you can hear me.”

No response.

“Uh… I brought some of our favs. Secret of Ninradell and some music to play so hopefully it makes your dreams a little sweeter – ” she forced a laugh, trying to keep her brave face. “I brought some cookies that I baked last night – uh, I’m sorry they’re not fresh – I –”

Her voice cracked, and she rolled her lips together to keep her chin from trembling. She dragged a nearby chair closer to the glass box, sliding into it, never taking her eyes from his face.

God, why did it have to be you? She thought to herself, covering her mouth with her hands as she cried, her soft sobs muted by the loud machines monitoring his vitals.

She popped open the cover of the hardback, highlighter in hand. “I’m gonna read this to you, if that’s okay? I’m highlighting passages that remind me of you,” she smiled sadly, watching his eyes roll underneath their lids. He was dreaming.

“I know you hate when I mark up books. That’s the librarian speaking, huh?” She giggled, remembering the time he told her about his job in the campus library, and his deep hatred for the Dewey decimal system.

She began reading, trying her best at different accents, failing miserably, but it distracted her from reality if just momentarily.

Her year had been full of blow after crushing blow, both professionally and personally. Losing Wayne, breaking the news to terminal patients, dealing with the toll it took on her mental health, as well as dealing with an intern that was using her – she wasn’t stupid. She just would rather suck it up than have someone upset with her that was supposed to look up to her. Stupid, but she couldn’t handle the thought of disappointing another person.

Hours later, voice hoarse, pages and pages marked up, her hands stained with neon yellow ink, she was drifting off to sleep where she sat – but a groan startled her awake.

“Uhhhhhh,” he moaned, visibly in pain, writhing uncomfortably.

“Danny? Hey, I’m here,” she rushed forward to the box, pressing her hand up against the side, hoping he could feel the warmth of her hand through the glass.

“Sienna…?” He asked, eyes fluttering open and closed. He couldn’t focus on her face.

“I’m here. I’m not leaving.”

“Good,” he croaked, weakly flopping his hand to touch the glass.

He didn’t know it, but those two words were enough to strengthen her withering resolve. She fell asleep cradling the glass, arm slung over the top.

–––

She was ripped from her sleep by intense beeping from the machines surrounding Danny, and she glanced down, peering through the glass at Danny’s quivering form, switching between violent shakes and gentle shivers.

She slammed the emergency button and quickly went to work trying to find the source of the issue, waiting for the nurses to come as back up.

“Danny. Danny, stay with me. Listen to my voice. Hold on, alright? Nurses are heading here now, and we’re going to take care of you,” she said calmly, betraying her shaking hands.

They set to work immediately, trying to keep him from slipping into unconsciousness, all four nurses working swiftly, nimble fingers and precise movements, never getting into each others’ way.

Sienna watched from outside as they worked, glass box open, desperately wishing she had a hazmat suit. Ethan and Jackie observed, giving calm commands.

“Sienna!”

She turned, eyes red rimmed from crying and lack of sleep, startling Elijah as he rolled to a stop next to her.

“Jackie asked me to send an intern up to bring you a hazmat suit… but I thought I’d bring it myself, to check on you,” he said, eyebrows furrowed, handing the folded hazmat suit from his lap to her arms.

“Don’t feel like you need to talk to me right now, alright? I’ll wait out here, if you need me.” He gave her a sympathetic smile as he patted her arm.

“Thank you,” she mumbled, hastily throwing on the hazmat suit and ripping at the zipper, growing more and more frustrated as it caught on her clothes. “Come on. Come on, come on –”

“Here, let me help,” Elijah offered. “Bend down and I’ll zip it up.”

She followed his instruction and squatted as Elijah glided the zipper upwards, patting her back softly when he was done.

And like before, she had no time to thank him. She didn’t want to miss one second with Danny.

She burst into the room, not disturbing the hive-like efficiency of the nurses.

She watched as they poked and prodded and worked tirelessly to keep him conscious. There was an undeniable tension in the air, stretched so thin it could snap at any moment.

The strained atmosphere of the room didn’t come from the doctors – it came from the nurses. Sienna knew how much Danny meant to his coworkers. He was always the first to resolve conflict and make people feel at ease.

They were tight knit; losing Danny would be a crushing blow.

“Please, Jackie, tell me what’s happening,” she said between panicky breaths, unable to contain her anxiety. “I need to know.”

“We’re trying to stabilize him… but we’re not sure what’s causing him to go into shock in the first place,” Jackie said, brows furrowed.

Three long, painful minutes later, his heart rate returned to normal, his whole body in a feverish sweat.

“That took a lot out of him,” Sienna whispered, watching a nurse press a damp, cool cloth to his forehead and neck.

“You know we have to get rid of your bag, right? It’s contaminated,” Jackie grimaced, motioning to the nurse that was zipping it into a sealed bag, about to throw it away.

“No, you can’t – I didn’t even get to finish reading Ninradell to him last night,” Sienna pleaded, rushing forward to the nurse.

“You can’t take it out of this room,” Ethan shook his head, his statement dismissive, but his tone of voice sympathetic.

“Can I at least finish reading it to him? I promise I’ll dispose of it properly. I just… I need some more time with him.”

“I don’t think –” “I’ll stay with her,” Jackie nodded, holding Ethan’s gaze. “Don’t worry, I’ll page you if anything happens.”

With one firm tilt of his chin, he left the room, presumably towards Spencer and Rafael.

“We think he can hear what’s going on around him, so it’s actually a great idea to read to him,” Jackie said, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips. “It might help pull him through this.”

Jackie grabbed the bag from the nurse wordlessly, handing it back to Sienna. “You can take a break,” she said to the group of nurses anxiously huddled next to Danny. “We’ll watch over him.”

One of them started sealing the box, but Sienna stopped them with a frantic “Wait.”

“Keep it open. I’ll seal it later,” Jackie ordered gently.

She slipped into the seat next to him, holding firmly onto the edge of the glass.

Jackie must’ve noticed she was debating whether or not she should touch him, so she confirmed it for her. “You can touch him. Don’t be afraid.”

“But I am,” she said, voice cracking, tears threatening to spill. It was tiresome how much she’d cried over the past twelve hours.

She was thankful he’d held on for that long, but she had no idea when it was coming. From his steadily declining health as well as appearance, it was inevitable.

“I’m so scared,” Sienna whispered, refusing to look at her, eyes trained on the rise and fall of his chest.

“You have every right to be, babe. I’m so sorry,” Jackie said, striding over to rest an arm around her shoulders.

“I… told him I needed more time to be me, you know? I needed to figure out more about me because with Wayne and with surviving last year and the stuff with Spencer and Mrs. Martinez and – and –” she cut herself off, trying to regain her composure.

“You lost sight of who you were.”

“Yeah, that’s exactly it. Everything I thought I knew was thrown out the window and it’s like I haven’t even had time to recover,” she said, her voice still wavering.

“I did the same thing last year. But you can’t beat yourself up about it. You never in a million years would’ve guessed that this could happen.”

Sienna took a deep, shuddering breath, trying to unravel the tight coil in her chest. “But he was the only thing making coming to work worth it. I like him a lot and I just… told him to wait.”

“If he had a problem with that, he would’ve moved on.”

She glanced up, met with Jackie’s soft expression, sympathetic and kind – so much different than the tough exterior she was used to. “Don’t blame yourself, Sienna. It’ll break you.”

She knew she was right, but the nagging voice at the back of her mind wouldn’t allow her to let it go. 

She cracked the book open, flipping to the last page she’d read from, about two-thirds into it. But before she could start reading, Danny stirred.

His hand twitched, his fingers flexing like he was grabbing for something. Without a second thought she grasped his hand between her glove-clad palms, the book clamoring onto the ground.

“Sienna…” he whispered, trying to open his eyes, but they fluttered shut, like a weight pulling at his lashes.

She wanted desperately to see his bright eyes again, to hear him to reassure her that it’d all work out. That she’d be okay. That he’d be okay.

“Hey, I’m here,” she said, lightly squeezing her hand.

He moaned, presumably in pain, wiggling like he couldn’t stay still.

“How bad is your pain on a scale 1-10? I’m gonna count up and you squeeze my hand to stop me, alright?”

He gave a weak tilt of his chin, a single nod the only thing he could muster.

She began counting. “One… two… three…”

Nothing.

She kept counting, feeling a weak squeeze when she said “Nine.”

“I’ve never felt this bad before,” he whispered, Sienna having to lean in to hear him.

“Danny, if it’s a ten, you need to tell me,” she chewed the inside of her lip, already racking her brain for the best pain medicine that wouldn’t react with the mystery poison.

“It’s not at a ten…” He stirred, wincing, managing a weak smile. “Because you’re here with me.”

He sighed, like it took a lot out of him to say two sentences.

“That was so sweet,” she said, glancing up at Jackie, knowing her haunted expression would ruin the moment if she let him see it.

Jackie looked equally as upset, her jaw set, fists clenched at her side.

“Stop it, Dr. Varma… you’ve done –” he took another deep, shuddering breath. “You’ve done so much for me already.”

“So have you. You’re a trooper,” Jackie nodded, looking up at the ceiling. Sienna couldn’t tell if she was trying to hold back tears or keep herself from thinking about it. “Thanks for holding out for us, Danny.”

“I don’t know how much longer I can, though,” he said, gripping Sienna’s hand, opening his eyes unexpectedly.

She shook her head, holding his hand to her chest. “No, don’t think like that. You can hold on for a while longer. I believe in you.”

“Sienna… You’re my favorite person,” he breathed, looking up at her with a spark of life in his eyes, a contrast from the gaunt look of his face. His dark circles gave the allusion that his eyes were sunken in, a skeleton of who he was less than 24 hours ago.

It scared the hell out of her how quickly he changed – and how content he looked with slipping away.

“You have to let them test on me,” he squeezed her hand. “It’ll help.”

“No, you’re gonna be fine –”

“It’s okay,” he reassured her, a soft smile adorning his lips, pale and cracked. “You’ll be okay.”

He craned his neck, trying to hold his head up. Sienna slipped her hand underneath the nape of his neck, supporting him. He tilted his head forward, lightly pressing his damp forehead against her hazmat suit.

She leaned forward, pressing hers against the loose protective fabric, feeling the warmth of his skin through it. 

“You can’t go, I – your family hasn’t even gotten to visit you –” She choked, the warm tears dotting the thick plastic screen, streaking down to fall farther into her suit.

“They couldn’t get here in time,” he said, matter-of-factly.

They sat there like that for a while. Her concept of time was thrown out the window as soon as she got the initial page, so it could’ve been ten seconds or ten minutes.

“Thank you for reading to me.”

She laughed, sniffling. “We spent all night talking about Ninradell, so it was only fitting I stayed up all night to read it to you.”

Another little while passed. Talking took so much out of him, that he had to take a few breaks between his speech so he wouldn’t pass out from exhaustion. “Don’t blame yourself,” he said, cutting through the silence. “You couldn’t have stopped this.”

She stared at her hands, clasped around his own, drained of color. He’d closed his eyes, so thankfully he couldn’t see her pained expression.

“I know. I can’t help but feel responsible for everything, even when it’s out of my control… I’m so sorry,” she said, voice breaking for the millionth time. She could barely form words without choking on them.

She cursed herself for not being stronger. Overwhelming emotion was enough to render her speechless, meanwhile Danny was pushing through searing pain in order to leave her with words she’d carry with her forever.

He’d mustered his last bit of energy to tell her to be kind to herself.

The machine behind him beeped. His heart rate had slowed to a crawl, and he was gone before Jackie could spring to action.

And when his hand went limp in between her palms, she let out an inhuman wail that no one, not even Spencer, had heard before.

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[redrobin-detective]

Fanfiction writer asks: 1,4, 5, 11, 12, 13, 23, 27, 28, 33, 40, 44 and 48, please.

Holy cow, okay here we go.

1) Already answered!

4) What is your favorite genre to write for?

I really do like writing gen/fluff, things that are soft and happy but man is it fun to twist the knife with angst now and again. Also just like any fic that involves worldbuilding is my shit

5) If you had to choose a favorite out of all of your multi chaptered stories, which would it be and why?

I don’t have many so it’s easy, I&E (Innocence and Experience) probably. I think it’s my most cohesive story, it has it all: time travel, angst, comedy, character exploration, action. It’s one fic I can reread and NOT constantly beat myself up for poor writing and narrative choices.

11) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

Hmm, no? I have taken down a few text posts when I was told how uncool they were (please call me out when need be) but not fics. I did end up changing the ending of TLWA partially due to reviewer opinion but that was just one small piece of that jumbled mess.

12) Who is your favorite character to write for? Why?

There’s some characters you just get a feel for and those are the easiest and most fun to write for. Canon Izuku, TLWA Izuku (who ended up a completely different character lol), Batman, Tim, Danny. Pretty much all my favs

13) Who is your least favorite character to write for? Why?

The characters I don’t like in general I have a harder time writing, I struggled for a while writing Bakugou, same with Shigaraki. Basically characters I can’t rationalize in my head, like if I don’t know WHY you do things or what your personality is I just, can’t write. 

23) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?

Depends, if I’m IN THE ZONE, I can have music going and it will fuel my writing. For example, I had How Far We’ve Come by Matchbox25 on loop for the TLWA Todoroki/Izuku fight and I still can’t hear that song without mentally teleporting back to that scene. But if I’m struggling, still picking through the story, it becomes a distraction.

27) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow?

Longer stories start with a premise, then a beginning and an end and slowly connecting the two points. I’ll usually do a super basic outline while planning but then start writing and let the story/characters guide me. For shots I usually just hammer out the first thing that comes to mind and letting it flower from there.

28) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fanfiction?

Before? It’s been so long, I guess something that I try and keep in mind with every fic is that I write for me first, this is the story I want to tell and I’m not doing it for reviews or whatever (doesn’t hurt tho). Sometimes I get caught in my head like ‘oh no people don’t want to read THAT’ and it really bums me out and makes me not want to write. Being afraid of not providing a perfect product for readers has stopped/stalled a good many of my fics.

33) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?

I’ve said before the greatest thing you can review with, to me, is “I came back to reread” like MAN that dumb story i wrote stuck with you enough that you actually came BACK. It’s the most amazing thing. Also having people really analyze my writing, I generally put a lot of thought into word choice, and characterization and how things are presented and when people pick up on subtext I gently laid out it’s pretty rad like ‘hey I did this thing well enough that people got it’

 40) Do people know you write fanfiction?

Some, one of my besties has been my beta forever and half our meetings are me crying over some fic I’ve been slaving over. My bf has to listen to it sometimes too, we drove two hours to a friend’s house one time and I occupied a good hour with “oh god do I kill All Might or not”. My folks know I write but dismiss it as a stupid hobby so i just ignore them.

44) What is the last line you wrote?

For a fic it was from that Isolation AU “After all, according to most people, there are no vigilantes in Gotham City and that’s just how her heroes like it.”

48) What’re your favorite tropes to write?

Uh found family for sure, time travel hell yeah, that thing where small, quiet people are also super dangerous, things resolving but not in the way you expected, really like parental fics.

[alotta-lovin]

giMME THE MUSHY GUSHY LOVEY DOVEY ASKS FOR YOU AND CRO. Just. Fcucking all of em. yes. ~(i-kiss-kurloz)

1) Do you love how they look even when it’s just the most simple task? and vise versa with them?

Y e s— i do. very much. Watching him just slightly dance in the kitchen and hum along to the music while cooking, honestly just about anything i lose myself with him and just sit there with a goofy smile on my face and very clearly love in my eyes—

With him— i— i’m not sure? ive caught him staring at me a few times when i end up forgetting people are around me and i start dancing or singing and its just a soft happy smile and his fins slightly wiggling its– its wonderful… he’s a cutie you know? but i guess the most i catch him looking at me is when its like a “dance like nobodies watching” moment or “sing like nobodies there” moment.

2) What’s your favorite thing about them? what’s their favorite thing about you?

favorite thing? you mean just him? all around?… his hands, arms, his eyes, lips, nose, fins, everything… does that count???

Id have to say for him it— would be either my hair or my freckles/moles (that i never draw cause there’s too fucking many.)

3) Do you and your fav(s) have matching outfits?

W e want to— his “matching” outfit is more like a couples costume for halloween…

But ideally we would like to at least try and emulate the outfits from Grease in the final scene with “Bad girl” Sandy and Danny–

but i get really embarrassed for some odd reason— dont know why but i guess its the compliments he might end up saying and just instantly a flustered Sunny and just “O K A Y AND THIS IS COMING OFF N OW”

4) Best date you’ve had with them?

I guess—- it was technically our first date but we weren’t a “couple” yet and he hadn’t considered feelings or i dont think had feelings for me at the time.

But it was a rough night, we were texting back and fourth, and i mentioned i was having a bad day and what not. he decided to message back asking what i wanted to eat and where i lived… and we just kinda— ate Mcdonalds and talked– sat in the car for a bit then on the living room floor.

I consider that one of the best dates– all of them are great but the fact he was willing to come over, late at night and bring something to eat too just… w o w.

5) Goofiest thing they’ve done to impress you? Have they almost gotten in trouble trying to impress you?

He does this all the time, if its been a relatively rough day for me and or ive just been tossing shitty dice all day he will stand up on something tall, and either 1) sing to me… o r 2) get as many people’s attention and basically proclaim his love for me as loudly as he possibly can— we’ve almost been kicked or banned from the mall more than once.

6) Cutest gift they’ve given you? Not so cutest gift they’ve given you?

Cutest gifts Include : Both Dogs, flowers, T-SHIRTS, records, cacti (thats all i can think of)– W A I T BLANKETS. THOSE TOO.

Not So Cute Gifts : I —– i’m not sure if this means pervy or not but theres a fair few pervy gifts that have been given…

7) Do you love waking up to them? What’s the best and worst part of waking up to them?

O H— I LOVE IT. SO MUCH HONESTLY—

Best Part : He’s warm. oh my god is he warm. C U D D L E S. sleepy kisses on the head/forehead or cheek. sleepy back rubs.

Worst Part : When i finally decide its time for me to get out of bed. he. doesn’t. let. go. and will grumpy if i actually find a way to get out of his grasp and purposefully get his ass up, find me, pick me up, put me over his shoulder and drag me back to bed, if i try to get out again that results in shoulder biting.

8) Do you ever just hold each other?

Y e s. its either him walking up to me and picking me up just to hug me and hold me, or i walk up to him and hug him from behind and he’ll move himself to turn around and hug me and just slight swaying in each others arms and hugs.

9) Are they the type to listen to you say the things you like and give you gifts of that nature later, or do they forget often and try to make up with kinda things you like, or are they something else entirely?

it ranges, either he forgets completely or remembers something i said i liked from over a year ago and will get it.

L i ke— he forgets sometimes the most recent thing i’d like or something and that either results in him buying me another blanket, or t-shirts/hoodies.

t h a t or he remembers the fact i said “i’d like a record player some day” O V ER A YEAR AG O AND BUYS IT WITH LIKE 12 OR SO DIFFERENT RECORDS FROM ARTISTS I LISTEN TO ON A DAILY BASIS.

O r if he completely forgets– l i k e recently– he ended up buying this big ass “bean bag” chair, which is actually basically a glorified pillow and brought it home and then proceeded to cuddle with me, the dogs, the cat in it with a big ass blanket… that then resulted in a 4 hour long nap. considering it was bigger than him and had to be shoved through the door— i emphasize on “glorified.”

10) Silliest thing you two have done together?

O k a y—

We were late night grocery shopping cause well– we didn’t wanna be around a lot of people that day, and at this store you can text in a song to who ever does the music or what ever the fuck does it and it will play the song. apparently one of the other customers requested “Summer Lovin” and other songs from Grease. Back to fucking back. and that then resulted in me putting the cart to the side so it wasnt in the way and us L O U D L  Y singing along and picking up the things we needed and putting them in the cart, and on occasion dancing with each other in the middle of the isle.

I’m pretty sure we saw a fair few of either older people just staring at us or a teen or two taking a picture and walking away— 

I hope these will suffice @i-kiss-kurloz o v o

[largelungs]

END OF YEAR *2*0*1*9*

Girls who love computers // Meathead sad boy hardcore // Extremely horny pop music // Weirdo dance music // Inoffensive indie pop // “World” music // Rap that white people like // Rap that nobody likes // Things that sound like Yung Lean // Things that are Yung Lean // A bunch of stupid shit that sounds bad

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03 Greedo / Trap House

100 gecs / money machine - I fucking hate this band

Aldous Harding / The Barrel

Amnesia Scanner / AS Aca

Anamanaguchi / Lorem Ipsum (Arctic Anthem) - I’m never not listening to this song

Angel-Ho / Business

Angel Olsen / New Love Cassette

angelic milk / acid & coca-cola - the most normal sounding song by a Russian artist on this playlist

Ariana Grande / 7 rings

Babyface Ray / The Streets - The Levels section of Pitchfork is criminally underrated and they told me that Babyface Ray is the Voice of the Detroit, which I believe because I just believe everything I read

Baby Fendii / Glock19 - I don’t know shit about this song but I just looked up the music video and its in my fav genre of “hoes with guns in the pool”

Bad Bunny / Callaita - I literally can’t tell the difference between Bad Bunny and any other reggaeton but FUCK IT

Bella Boo / Do The Right Thing

benny blanco & JUICE WLRD / Graduation - this song played at Juice WRLD’s funeral

Bicep / Glue

Big Thief / Forgotten Eyes

Bill Callahan / Young Icarus - really haven’t sat down with my very good friend Bill Callahan’s new album (he’s my friend) and given it a hard listen but I’ve been a big fan of this song so far so I just listen to it a bunch

Billie Eilish / bad guy - this song was refreshing af to hear on the radio at my old cafe; you can make a valid argument that billie eilish is super corny but, uh, she’s seventeen??? I hope she sticks around cause I’m really curious how her work’s gonna mature if its already this realized

Blind Seagull / Nails - I was always under the impression that Russia has two genres of music: pretty sexy boy and ugly old man who is yelling at me, but it turns out they also make insanely catchy post-punk! Detritri records is a godsend and I’ve listen to so much Russian music this year that I can’t relate to any of my friends anymore

Bonnie Baxter / ELF OWL - One of my favorite genres is “dropped a bunch of stuff on the ground and then recorded it”

BUMP OF CHICKEN / 記念撮影 - Despite the ridiculous name this band is huge in Japan; I found out about this song cause its used in an emotionally overwhelming One Piece music video that is just a 5 minute ad for noodles.

Burna Boy / On The Low

Caroline Polachek / So Hot You’re Hurting My Feelings - It’s the singer from Chairlift! Remember them??

Cate le Bon / Home To You

CHAI / Great Job

Channel Tres / Sexy Black Timberlake - house music + hip hop

Charli XCX / White Mercedes - I am nothing if not a Charli XCX stan - put it on my fucking headstone, baby

Charly Bliss / Under You - I know nothing about this band but this song was used in a promo for a dope looking DIY slice of life game

Clams Casino / Rune - Am I supposed to rap over this?

Control Top / Office Rage

Counterparts / Wings of Nightmares

Danny Brown / uknowhatimsayin¿

Dorian Electra / Career Boy

Drinking Boys and Girls Choir / National Police Shit

Dump Him / Unimportant - finally, a lesbian Tom Delonge

Earl Sweatshirt / El Toro Combo Meal

EARTHGANG & Young Thug / Mirrorland

Ecco2k / AAA Powerline - This is Swedish culture like it or not

Ecco2k & Thaiboy Digital / Western Union - SONG OF THE YEAR SONG OF THE YEAR SONG OF THE YEAR

E-Saggila / Aziza - Dropped stuff again but the stuff is really heavy this time

Fire-Toolz / Field Whispers (Into the Crystal Palace) - it’s like Burzum but he’s trapped in a computer (and also not a Nazi)

Floating Points / Bias

Galen Tipton / Fake Meat - This time you dropped a bunch of baby toys

Grimes /  4 AEM - The more you hate Grimes the more I stan her, and I honestly DO NOT KNOW WHY

Griselda / Chef Dreds - Buffalo rap! RAP RAP RAP!!! STREET SHIT!!!

Hannah Diamond / The Ending - You’re gonna hate this

Headie One / Both - The UK’s best exports are grime, breakfast, and bar brawls

Holly Herndon / Frontier - this album is Holly Herndon and an AI choir and its fucking INSANE

James Ferraro / Recycled Sky

The Japanese House / You Seemed So Happy

Jay Mitta / Don Bet - AYYYYYYY

Jenny Hval / High Alice

JPEGMAFIA / Jesus Forgive Me, I Am A Thot

Juan Wauters / Blues Chilango

Knocked Loose / Mistakes Like Fractures - I listened to a lot of a meathead hardcore this year but legit it all sounds the same so this is just a stand-in for all those albums

Koffee / Toast

Lafawndah / Ancestor Boy

Leonard Cohen / Happens to the Heart - He ain’t dead bitch!

Lil Reek / Maintain - Rap game Andy Milonakis

Lil Tecca / Ransom

Lingua Ignota / MAY FAILURE BE YOUR NOOSE

Loraine James / Glitch Bitch

MahiToThePeople / Madaanoumigaaokattakoro

Mannequin Pussy / Patience

Mindforce / Excalibur - Somehow it took this long for someone to mix hardcore and high fantasy

Moor Mother / Imagines - Death Grips adjacent

The Mountain Goats / Possum By Night - My favorite song about being a possum

Nilufer Yanya / Heavyweight Champion of the Year

Nikvek / Walking in a Spiral Toward the House

Nonlocal Forecast / Celestial Nervous System

Octo Octa / Imminent Spirit Arrival - New Hampshire house music

Organ Tapes / Springfield - Actually my most listened to album of the year

Oso Oso / basking in the glow - The logical progression of Long Island emo / glad to see Jade Lilitri still getting love years after State Lines

Otoboke Beaver / datsu . hikage no onna

Partybreaker / Cвет истины - Russian straight edge hardcore

Pharmakon / Spit It Out - I was gonna see her live but I bailed cause I AM OLD

Polo G / Through Da Storm

Pop Smoke / Dior

Restraining Order / Don’t Really Think - less meathead more snot-nosed

(Sandy) Alex G / Hope - Snuck in Alex G real quick last minute; I have not listened to them in like two years lmao

Shin Guard / Kennedy

Shirokuma / Black Lungs - scratches that blackened atmospheric emo itch left by Pianos - who are apparently still a band?

Shitty Life / We’re Dead - SNOTTY!

Shortparis / Страшно - soundtrack to my Russian fever dream

Shygirl / BB

Sisso / Biti No. 5

Slayyyter / BFF - Reminds me of crunkcore but somehow even hornier?

Slowthai / Doorman

Solange / Stay Flo - I think I can name more Solange songs than Beyonce songs??

Soul Glo / 31 - Brings the total number of black dudes in hardcore to like 6

Storm{O} / Ho Chi Minh - Huge soft spot for Italian hardcore

Sturgill Simpson / Sing Along - this man is literally the only country musician actually innovating the genre besides maybe Hank Williams III who made an album that’s just blast beats and cattle auctioneers

Substance / Countdown

Sudan Archives / Confessions

Swan Meat / Suckling - I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHIT

Tami T / Princess - I literally cannot tell if this is good but I’m fucking obsessed with it (also SWEDISH)

ТЭЦ / Видел я немало лошадей

Thom Yorke / Dawn Chorus

Tre Oh Fie / Give it 2 Em

Triad God / Gway Lo

Tyler the Creator / EARFQUAKE

Vampire Weekend / This Life

Vi som älskade varandra så mycket / Men livet går vidare - SCREAMO FROM THE MOTHERLAND

Weezer / The End of the Game - I’m sorry

Weyes Blood / Andromeda

Wizard Apprentice / You Won

yeule / Pretty Bones

Young Thug & Lil Baby / Bad Bad Bad

Yung Cortex / I’ve Been Waiting - I have no idea what the fuck this is but its terrible and I fucking love it

Yung Lean / Blue Plastic

Yu Su / Little Birds, Moonbath

[transssexualheart]

All

oh boy

1. namerain

2. age14

3. three fearsnever being loved back, hurting the people i care about, and the people i love secretly hating me

4. three things i lovepokemonnice weatherthe piano

5. 4 turn onsgetting hit by a car is apparently one of themi actually dont know honestly if i’m attracted to you, because i so rarely find people attractive, everything u do will Get Me Goin and that’s all i can think

6. 4 turn offsdamn bitch idk

7. my best friendyall know who i would choose if i had to choose one do i really gotta say it again

8. sexual orientationim pan, i also think i’m demisexual but god who knows

9. my best first datei don’t even know what qualified as a date bc ive only gone on dates with one person and i don’t know what we actually considered a date or just hangin out??

10. how tall am iuhhh i cant remember exactly i think i’m 5′5

11. what do i miss?honestly?? i kinda miss the way things used to be before i confessed to liking the person i currently like. i mean nothing has actually changed between us but i still feel bad about liking her and hate that i can’t comfort her without it seeming like “oh, you just think i’m great and talented because you have a crush on me” i feel like me comforting her ends up less sincere now and i hate that and it’s also,, like god i didn’t want to feel this way i really intended on taking a break from romance but my dumbass heart was like “no” and ughh fuck

12. what time was i bornidk

13. fav colorblue

14. do i have a crushfeel like i just made that pretty clear

15. fav quote “And you know it’s not good–that there is no good–that there’s absolutely nothing that can ever come of it.But you do it anyway. And then…Well. Then you burn.”(from Carry On by Rainbow Rowell)

16. fav placethis is gross but anywhere with her

17. fav foodidk

18. do i use sarcasmof course 

19. what am i listening to rni’m being Exposed,, i’m listening to sarah smiles by p!atd

20. first thing i notice in a new personusually their clothes, like the way they dress

21. shoe size8 and a half or 9 in womens

22. eye colorbrown

23. hair colordark brown

24. fav style of clothinguhh idk

25. ever done a prank call?no

27. meaning behind my urlit’s just a pokemon lol

28. fav moviewho knows

29. fav songi really like robbers by the 1975 and rn i’m obsessed with do i wanna know by arctic monkeys 

30. fav bandgosh idk

31. how i feel right nowgay

32. someone i loveall my friends!! all of u!!

33. my current relationship statussad

34. my relationship with my parents:/

35. fav holidayeither halloween or xmas

36. tattoos and piercings i haveone piercing in each ear lobe and one tat on my ankle

37. tattoos and piercings i wanti kinda want a lip piercing but idk and i wanna be like,, covered in tats 

38. the reason i joined tumblrmemes

39. do i and my last ex hate each other?no, i dont hate any of my exes

40. do i ever get good morning or good night texts?sometimes goodnight texts

41. have i ever kissed the last person you texted?god i wish,, no tho

42. when did i last hold hands?gosh it’s been so long i don’t remember

43. how long does it take me to get ready in the morning?like an hour maybe more

44. have you shaved your legs in the last three days?idk i forgot

45. where am i right now?my bedroom

47. do i like my music loud or at a reasonable level?loud

48. do i live with my mom and dad?ya

49. am i excited for anything?excited to die

50. do i have someone of the opposite sex i can tell everything to?nah

51. how often do i wear a fake smile?i usually don’t, i just let myself look sad and my friends usually don’t say anything or they’re making me laugh and i’m distracted

52. when was the last time i hugged someone?i huged @strawberrymilk-kid when getting off the bus today

53. what if the last person i kissed was kissing someone right in front of me?i’d be like “dude!! did you get a girlfriend holy shit i’m happy for u!!”

54. is there someone i trust even though i shouldn’t?nah

55. what is something i disliked about today?um all the parts where i started being a jealous bitch 

56. if i could meet anyone on this earth who would it be?dan avidan

57. what do i think about the most?wtf do you think bitch

58. what’s my strangest talent?haha talent whats that

59. do i have any strange phobias?no not really

60. do i prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?depends

61. what was the last lie i told?this is emo but probably that i was alright hah

62. do i prefer talking on the phone or video chatting?gosh idk,, calling is less stressful bc i don’t have to worry about my disgusting face i guess

63. do i believe in ghosts? how about aliens?there are probably aliens, but idk about ghosts i mean like who knows

64. do i believe in magic?could be real, might not be, who knows

65. do i believe in luck?yeah i guess

66. what’s the weather like right now?it’s alright

67. what was the last book i read?hitchhikers guide to the galaxy

68. do i like the smell of gasoline?no

69. do i have any nicknames?my mom calls me rainbow but not really other than that but i love nicknames so someone call me by a nickname

70. what was the worse injury i’ve ever had?i sprained my arm once

71. do i spend money or save it?spend

72. can i touch my nose with my tongue?no

73. is there anything pink ten feet from me?im wearing pink so

74. fav animal?idk

75. what was i doing last night at 12am?sleeping after a long day of mental breakdown 

76. what do i think satan’s last name is?burke

77. what’s a song that always makes me happy when i hear it?uhh idk

78. how can you win my heart?be funny, love music (especially if you play it/can sing), and if you have curly hair or freckles i’m probably already in love with you so

79. what would i want written on my tombstone?“i’m gay”

80. what is my fav word?i have a few, my top three are “gentle”, “lover”, and “soft”

81. my top five blogs on tumblrman i dont know

82. if the whole world were listening to me right now, what would i say?that’s too much responsibility 

83. do i have any relatives in jail?my dad went to jail a few times, two of my uncles have been in there too, but none of them are still in there

85. what would be a question i’d be afraid to tell the truth on?i sat here trying to think of one for live five mins and i cant86. what is my current desktop pic?danny sexbang 

87. had sex?no

88. bought condoms?no

89. gotten pregnant?no

90. failed a class?not for a quarter grade or anything but there have been times where i was failing

91. kissed a boy?yeah i think so

92. kissed a girl?no sadly

93. have i ever kissed somebody in the rain?no

94. had a job?no

95. left the house without my wallet?probably

96. bullied someone on the internet?no

97. had sex in public?no

98. played on a sports team?i was on the soccer team in seventh grade

99. smoked weed?nah

100. did drugs?no

101. smoke cigarettes?no

102. drank alcohol?no 

103. am i a vegetarian/vegan?no

104. been overweight?nah

105. been underweight?idk

106. been to a wedding?ive been to two

107. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?probably

108. watched tv for five hours straight?probably

109. been outside my home country?no

110. gotten my heart broken?yep

111. been to a professional sports game?no

112. broken a bone?no

113. cut myself?no, but i’ve wanted to

114. been to prom?no

115. been in an airplane?yeah

116. fly by helicopter?no

117. what concerts have i been to?i went to one twenty one pilots concert that’s it

118. had a crush on someone of the same sex?oh yeah

119. learned another language?no

120. wore makeup?i wear it everyday

121. lost my virginity before i was 18?i’ve never had sex so no

122. had oral sex?no

123. dyed my hair?yeah

124. voted in a presidential election?nope

125. rode in an ambulance? no

126. had surgery?i had a tooth extracted but that’s it

127. met someone famous?no

128. stalked someone on a social media account?dude every time my friends are online i look through their whole blog just bc i like seein what my friends are rebloggin

 129. peed outside?a long time ago but yeah

130. been fishing?yeah

131. helped with charity?i don’t have money to donate to charities 

132. been rejected by a crush?hoooo boy i sure have been

133. broken a mirror?no 

134. what do i want for my birthday?a nude binder

thank u for asking!