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There’s this patient that everyone has written off as being drug/attention seeking. Crazy old lady, mean as hell. Asking for dilaudid all morning, refusing her Percocet (oxycodone + Tylenol, good shit), and has no actual injuries to “justify” it. Refuses to let anyone do anything that isn’t giving her dilaudid.
Welll. I’ve been in her room for most of the past 4 hours. Talking to her, explaining things (ex. Hello ma’am, I’d like to talk to you about your medication. I know you’re in a lot of pain and you want something strong, but you’ve been refusing the percocet. Did you know it made from oxycodone? Would you like to try it? And shocker—she did!) and just letting her talk.
My nurse won’t even go in her room. When I came out after a straight hour, she asked what I’d been doing bc she couldn’t find me. I told her I was just talking to the patient (about her family, life, etc.), and she didn’t ask me for medication a single time. Nurse was shocked. The patient accepted the percocet that she’s been refusing for 2 days. She let us draw her labs, which she’d been refusing even longer.
Yeah, she’s still a crotchety old lady, but she’s lonely. When it comes to elderly patients, they tend to report pain in 2 ways: 1. They severely underreport bc they dont want to be “one of those” old people that complains about everything, or 2. They are one of those old people that complains about everything, because what they really want is attention, company, and comfort. They just don’t want to be left alone.
Pain management and comfort is very important to me. I hate being in pain, and I don’t want my patients to be in pain. So I’m going to advocate for them as much as I can. But part of that advocation is recognizing when pain medication will do more harm than good, and more importantly, when it won’t actually fix the problem. No amount of dilaudid is going to solve my patient’s loneliness. But I can stay with her and let her tell me about her family, and find that it helps just as much.
#cookie speaks#I don’t like it when nurses automatically dismiss patients as drug seeking#look at WHY they’re drug seeking#this is a frail old woman who’s comeoletelt alone and miserable#ofc she wants to get high#she’s at rock bottom
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*I worship you Tumblr please don’t remove it
#I just want to draw them wearing fancy stuffs#I love problematic women#cithis#otta#dungeon meshi#side note#otta is NOT leonardo dicaprio#like#have you seen how giddy she gets when she talks about her girlfriends?#she’s just a girl in love!!! (aside from her horrendous crimes against basic morality ofc#and she is literally the only elf who doesn’t infantilize half foot#also#I somehow see cithis’ character as holly golightly but bloodier and instead of romcom she’s in freaking Game of Thrones#I just find the fact that she came from poverty really intriguing#like she’s regal and elegant but she also committed crimes out of jealousy and spite#she hates high class but still drawn to their power
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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'
#cw blood#SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten#its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then#fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something#also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve#but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere#ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP#THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed#kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me#from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream#and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him#she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she#is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK#I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs#LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH#THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED#TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER#oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much
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nobody callie breaking up with her boyfriend posting?! nobody kyle as jeff lite? nobody callie afraid of what her mother could do to him? nobody callie afraid of what She, her mother's daughter, could do to him? nobody kyle as a version of jeff that shauna doesn't have anymore? nobody kyle, jackie taylor's version?
#no im sure it has been said but still let's talk about kyle some more!#Callie breaking up with him the way Jackie would have ofc broken up with Jeff#''I was the high school boyfriend''#and he WAS the high school boyfriend when he was jackie's and now he's a man and if you wanted him because he was jackie's what do you do#with him now that he is an older version of himself jackie never met#now that he is more yours than hers!#the parallel between jackie looking at the photo of shauna and shauna looking at a photo of kyle#is not for nothing#kyle is the jeff that jeff was when he was jackie's#and now he's just shauna's.#so the marriage starts to fall apart the more jeff becomes a person jackie wouldn't know#and kyle becomes the reminder of that#meanwhile callie is caught between deciding if she's ''like mom'' or jackie or both or neither#and either way kyle has to go for it to happen#he – or who he represents – can't get in the middle again#yellowjackets#callie sadecki#shauna shipman#jeff sadecki#kyle yellowjackets
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Why did they create such a useless character to show Cinder's backstory when Salem is literally right there AND the real question the audience wants answered???
Imagine if it had been Salem who stayed at the hotel and saw something of herself in the scrappy servant girl. She saw how the Madame treated little Cinder and offered a way out only if Cinder has the power to be useful to her. Maybe she put Cinder to a test of how far she was willing to go for freedom, or maybe Salem wanted something from the Madame that she wouldn't give so it was up to Cinder to provide
Either way, Salem gets a young disciple that's ruthlessly ambitious and easy to manipulate and Cinder gains the illusion of freedom under a new master
#rwde#ofc salem wouldnt be grimmified in this version bc she'd stand out too much to do under the table shit#or she still could be but the world actually looks like an anime like it did in the beacon days#v4 on is far too grounded in reality design-wise#where the hell are the folks w wild ass hair colors and styles?? the most we get is joannas green but she says like 10 words so who cares#tis some bullshit and why i refuse to call v4+ rwby an anime#anyway this was somehow prompted by me comparing vergil to cinderella#as you can see i am Completely Normal tm#ngl tho vergil is a better cinderella if instead of riches-rags-riches its power-powerless-power#cinder starts at the bottom so her baseline mentality is way off if you want to do a cinderella remake#rags to riches is abt underdogs clawing up the social ladder against all odds#but riches rags riches is abt reclaiming what was yours#if we use cinders random disdain towards schnees in v8 as inspiration we could have a story of rival businesses#cinders father gets booted from power/high society thanks to Jacques's maybe legal maybe not methods and meddling#could go several ways from there:#her father could die and she'd be left homeless and alone in the cruel underbelly of the wealthy and powerful#she could find work w the Madame and try to endure the abuse so she and her father can pay the bills#her father could straight up sell her to the madame#itd be a horrific way to learn the significance of power and how easily it can be taken#i wanna like cinder so bad but v5 on fucked her irreparably. she doesnt even dress well anymore ffs
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#blackened bones au just got so wild y'all#mr 'whats a king to a god whats a god to a nonbeliever' jaehaerys targaryen over there who is not king btw#and is instead like a 12 year old hand of the king (sorry tywin) because his oldest brother has a huge case of 'weird flex but okay'#and his extra early elopement and subsequent earlt creation of the doctrine for Reasons#made aegon go you have been promoted u are now one of my elite employees!! took him from cupbearer to hand. as one does#but anyway aegon mr black maegor black magic baby electric boogaloo was unable to produce more than one pregnancy in his wife lol#because the black magic is FUCKED for REASONS (maegor skewed it gay. also for reasons. namely fucking aenys reasons)#and now he has no (male) heir and HE wants to make aerea his heir bc aegon is the chad of this family. also visenya got to him young#rhaena the lesbian is on board for obvious reasons but alyssa is decidedly Not & either is the council bc like. the targs have been wilding#in one decade they balerioned the starry sept and vhagared the sept of remembrance killing like. most of the high ranking sevenists lmao.#lol even. plus jae and aly also eloped cause ofc they did the council was trying to marry her to a hightower. oh and also the doctrine#been a bit of a decade and all that happened in just 9 years. also viserys and lysarra (oc first maegor/aenys daughter) got married#which was the first post doctrine marriage. they're the two crazies. she has a mini balerion. went wonderfully as im sure you can imagine#anyway the targs need to CHILL. give the realm a breather. NOT CHANGE THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF INHERITANCE PRECEDENT.#aegon the chad is not helping them do that. so alyssa uses her big brain. & she's like well aegon is a black magic baby (thnx maegor)#and he's king. so why not get him a Surrogate and make him an heir. for Reasons it can't be any of his fellow maegor black magic babies#(black magic babies can't have kids with each other bc they're barely fertile on their own lol) and his remaining options are aly & vaella#both of whom are out bc they're a) 14 and 11 respectively and also b) married and a future nun. shit happens.#viserys is a no cuz lysarra is Crazy and aegon knows it and respects it. that leaves jaehaerys 😁 the good dutiful fourth son 😁#the og machiavellian propaganda maker 😁 who will do Anything to get what he wants 😁 esp for the good of his house and the Realm 😁#long story short jaehaerys the nonbeliever to hardcore sevenist loser gets valyrian magic gender fuckery & gives birth to the heir <3#a delight to negotiate with alysanne as im sure you understand. truly didn't almost end the marriage he rewrote the law and religion for#shit happens <3 long live the third prince of dragonstone aerys targaryen who is the second shipname baby future king#(the first was aenys. aegon = ae rhaenys = nys. now aegon the uncrowned that WAS crowned named his heir aegon = ae and jaehaerys = rys)#(bc naming his first daughter after aerea and his second after rhaena wasn't enough evidently. he is a crazy person)#(he names the twin [they're twins it is the worst year of jaehaerys's LIFE think renesmee & bella] alystair. for alysanne.)#(he is a crazy person x2.)#and that's on today's episode of:#blackened bones au
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OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity
#abby talks#i want them to do another one...#then we went to this sketchy weird party. well FIRST we saw one of my old buddies at the show!!!!!!!#hes gonna help w my thesis film and then he was gonna come to the party but by the time he was ready we were leaving#it was crazy me and my friends were so high and we were just in this absurd house. fucking maze ass layout#so anyway these dudes r playing mario kart. i asked my friend if there were going to be mostly straight ppl there and well that was a yes#these two dudes trailed me until i found a way to perch in a corner with my friend next to me. anyway. these dudes r playing and bring up#brba bc of course. im sorry u guys know when we talk abt that show its extremely thin ice. bc this guy is ofc hating on skylar and we're#lit all like ok misogynist like. she was just a woman living her life with an insane gaslighting husband. but he Kept his values the whole#way thru... ok. anyway hes like genuinely getting mad like we can see him take pics of us and angrily type to someone LOL and them hes just#pissily playing the game. so anyway yeah then we went back outside. then left after watching ppl do keg stands#i get so scared for college girls. literally felt like i was staring daggers at all the guys around the vibes were just off.#anyway. so fun night.#the show was genuinely amazing im so excited to see the one person in my class this week. she played mac
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It's really funny comparing the sims 4 retail experience to the sims 2 retail experience because the sims 2 has it beat easily
#twist rambles#like ok..ive been getting notifs for the thrift tea store in 4. was super excited about the concept of thrift shopping and maybe they had#like unique clothes there that u cannot find anywhere else. would have been super cool. first off i have to look up where the fucking store#is because it came w high school stories and i havent played w that pack for a while. then i get to the lot. i am immediately lost on what#to do. stores in ts2 had a VERY clear register area that u could buy stuff. so i try and find the owner since thats how ts4 businesses work#she does not want to sell me anything she just wants to talk about fashion trends. i click on the racks. i see you can make an outfit with#“kawaii” aesthetic. which my god ok sure sims team. then i see cottagecore and dark academia. like this is gonna age like SHIT.#its just like not a clear or fun experience to go clothes shopping in 4 because in 2 u had to shop to makeover ur sims but u dont have to i#4 so like. why would i ever go. also ofc well 2 is FAR less buggy for ur own businesses lmao. im never not petty abt how bad businesses are#in ts4 because its legit unplayable.
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The Astranova army grows…
#monster high#dollblr#monster high dolls#astranova#I love this one so much idk if I can get rid of one of my extras lol#I just love the little aliens#so they’re my alien army now ig#monster high collector#monster high collection#I wasn’t expecting 2 more when I got that box tbh#I’m happy tho because I’ve wanted the blue violet one for forever#I got the light purple one as a kid (the one in the picture with the blue violet one) and I love her ofc#but I thought the other one was pretty too..she looks like the night sky
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ok but what if the [dead god] is "The Devil"
Buddy has been talking a lot about hell and brennan has talked before about how devils in opposition are part of the same pantheon as the respective gods
not dead but unrecognizable
bill seacaster on his way to kill The Devil
pride goeth before the fall. I gotta go back to the first season where brennan's talking to emily about the first devil to say "Fuck this" and swan dive-d into hell.
#fantasy high spoilers#and obvy it's not literally lucifer bc helios isn't jesus etc etc#but. isn't lucifer like 'the evening star' or something#and hear me out.#LUCY FRostblade... lucifer...#ok but current timeline lucy has some inkling about ruvina's missin g sibling#sophomore spring break the bad kids Livestream turning a 'dead' god into a live one#kipperlilly copperkettle ofc says anything she can do i can do better and they work on getting this summer god back#but there's something about kristen being 'the chosen one' that an average cleric can't do what she can#and they do some rituals and find out where the god is now and lucy wants out (hence withdrawal paperwork)#but the rest of them are like 'no no let's hear them out'#something about ruben suddenly becoming popular and one of the Iconic Deals with the Devil™ being music#so now they are slowly cooking everyone in rage by the music lyrics and sigils in their stickers#to lead up to their ritual using the god baby hospital kristen built#fantasy high
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One thing you should never underestimate about my autism is the ability to combine one special interest with another! I was thinking about ways to insert a version of Kepler into the mha universe and vice versa with the mha characters into the sw universe
Not to mention my existing theory that the mha universe is a branch of the sw one, a FAR distant future where facets of space technology and latent alien dna still exist and their landmarks are named after the small pieces of history that still survive
#jane journals#me: you underestimate the uber instincts of my uber autism 😤😤😤#like ALSO HOT TAKE THAT MY MHA S/I IS JUST A DISTANT DESCENDANT OF BREA#HOW ABOUT THAT#i think in an au where the mha kids are in star war itd be set in the old high republic#not the clone wars era or the new republic or anything#and ofc the kids are all padawan learners#and i was thinking if kep was in mha his skill set is actually already perfect to compliment my s/is???#like. my s/i is a field medic or first responder to terrible accidents and big disasters and she heals#keplers strong suit is reading energy thru the force so the equivalent would be an empath!!#hed be good for calming people who are in shock!#and also reading ppls true intentions when it comes to negotiations in certain situations#itd be perfect!!#ive wanted to draw some things but yanno#i get burn out periods ajfggkg#i think im lowkey in one#but soon!! i hope
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#now that i have completely changed setting for my plot i am like#i need to get gayer i need to get angstier i need get Self indulgent More#the amount of things i can get away with has increased now that the setting has gone from vaguely realistic urban fantasy to High Fantasy#folklore wiyh creative Liberties with some slice of life on the side#anyway im just thinking how i can make my ocs plots worse for them and better for me#Reynante and naoise already have a lot going on but i also have to (want to) add more Depth and by depth I mean angst and Gay#and then kia who is now just a little guy with maybe some vague fae fuckery going on and a bit of angst that i need to elaborate on....#and feliks has a good foundation for plot but he needs more ingredience i feel#and the. ofc there are the ocs i want and haven't gotten around to fiitting in yet#Joseph and mara are there in theory#erina and penelope Need to be there but i have yet to figure out how and i am mad about it#trying to figure out the ratio of human charatcers to fae characters ? human charatcers are boring as a concept to me Now but I don't want#to overdo the fae thing too hard#a few more humans is fine but they will need plots#i feel liek erina is just by default and essence a fae no matter what but idk what she should do!!!!!!#holds my ocs like icecreams abd shakes them around
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some day i will pitch a scooby doo show and it will be all the good parts from the various iterations combined. and scrappy doo will be there
#in my mind ok#it’s like#two seasons and each season is divided in half#and each half has a diff member of the gang as the protagonist#it’s animated in a style close to wnsd but a little more modern#it’s lighthearted. and still fairly episodic but w some overarching. sort of that typical formula#monster of the week + one main antagonist#but there isn’t rlly ANGST. there’s just growth w each chatacter over their half season#and development of the gang as a whole#i actually have thought abt this extensively 😭#the first season is abt daph she just moved to coolsville high and wants to be a journalist#and after not getting a spot on the school paper bc the term has started she starts her own news blog. and then solves a mystery w the help#of some new friends. and then they become besties ofc#there is emotionally driven moments but it’s still very much a comedy. driven by their friendship and adventures#and it’s sweet and silly and mysterious and Good.
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plots please :)
send me " plots please " | @hehosts gets some suggestions!
i'm gonna focus on ren since he's your main muse, but if you want some ideas for anybody else, just lemme know! i'm sure i can cook something up <3
bc ren plays piano, i thought about the possibility of he and makiko having known each other when they were kids! though she didn't stick with it bc of the increasing pressure from her parents to be " the best, " she did love it and took lessons for a while, so maybe they met during lessons or recitals! and maybe they kept in contact, or maybe they lost touch and meet again later -- either way, i think it would be neat to explore the different paths they end up taking. plus who doesn't want a pal who will cook them their favorite comfort meal when they've had a hard day?? and oh!! her mom is a retired cellist, so!! say ren ever wants to get back into piano... makiko will definitely get her mom to pull strings so he can have opportunities to play!
for ren's kny verse, i have my metal hashira, miss tamako, who i think would maybe make a good sparring/training partner since both of their techniques rely a bit on watching for opportune moments to strike. depending on the timeline of ren's verse, they could possibly be from the same round final selection, if you wanted!
if you also enjoy giving ren headaches to handle, i recommend hyouka bc she'll hear he's got a unique technique and light up!! start pestering him to show her and teach her some moves!! she's annoying but lovable i swear :' )) i think everyone deserves an annoying lil sister <3 ooh and once again, depending on his timeline, he could possibly be the slayer that saves hyouka and satsuki from the demon that killed their family, if that's your cup of tea! could maybe be one of his first missions?
going back to ren's main verse, maybe? bronwyn could stir up a lil trouble since she also deals in... deals asdfg i'm imagining that maybe she'd be new to the area ( she moves to different countries every so often ) bc otherwise, she doesn't tread upon other supernatural entities' areas or business without good reason. and i dunno if ren would even contemplate trying to get out of what he has going on with goro? goro seems scary it's just a thought bc if ren really wants something, bronwyn will gladly help for a price : ) f
#hehosts#ofc it's no big deal if none of these ideas or muses strike your fancy bc i got more muses to bounce off of ya!#and btw makiko is a hq! muse so interactions with her would be post-timeskip when she's a professional volleyball player#i just wanted to point that out to avoid confusion bc her bio starts her in high school asdf#get ready to ramble | ooc
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bein a lifestyle lolita is such an ultimate goal 4 me but no1 rly talks how mostly unattainable n expensive it is
#mostly cuz i feel like havin it as a lifestyle requires a kind of 'romanticising' yr life & surroundings to an extent#weve all heard of it yeah. idk but this is my own interpretation#im sure lolita lifestyle means different things for different people#to me its very focused on everythin arnd u bein clean beautiful n elegant which is most befittin of lolita!#ofc the vibes depend on the substyle sumtimes i think#like sweet vs gothic#idk perhaps im diggin too much into this & ik no one has the option to have a full 24/7 perfect lolita lifestyle! cuz life is more than jus#dressin up prettily n goin to a high tea or goin for a walk in a park or a cemetery#but even more accessible lolita coded things r hard to come across here..#i can think of a few art galleries & theaters in the city center#& a few pretty architecture points too#but its not the sameeeeee#this place is so bleak n sad#lolitas in small cities we gawta stay strong#the only thing dat keeps me goin is thinkin how im Just like momoko ryuugasaki kamikaze girls#she wld b proud of me#but yea no i get sad a lot i want lolita friends i wanna meet up n go to a fancy restaurant i wanna walk arnd nice clean streets with my#parasol i wanna go to the baby store n pick out sum new accessories i wanna go for a walk in a beautiful green park with cute benches n#flowers n fountains. we have parks but they r all so sad lookin bein mostly for kids (so theres a lot of like slides n stuff)#idk i want sum whimsy#shit is so hard i been keepin an eye out for anime / cosplay events cuz i jus wanna see if mebbe local lolitas attehd.
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Ignore me :)
#me: breathless#then-me: breathless enough for my lungs to be painful for almost an hour#*bringing up the fuck you enough to telly parents: ENOUGH/ bc i gave them 4 hours of my saturday*#gave them all the energu of my weekend#till my body was shaking#sacrificed cleaning my apartment which is NEEDED#sacrificed resting Which i desperately needed#bc ofc i do that when my parents demand bc no is not a word my paeents undersyand or acvept#so whhen i twll them: i cant do this anymore my fucking lungs hurt a moment ago just before i waljed the dog for you that youre dogsitting#they're also acting theyre doing ME a favor by dogsittiing the dog??? like what#and im like this is stressful for me and the cats and the dog the fact that your doing this construction this weekend#and also this already took longer than they said whichh was expected bc you can never trust what they say#it was already more than they said it would be#and i was like i cqnt#and my fatther was like: can you just help lift this one last thing thats like 5x your weight 3m high bc we cant do it alone#and i was like.... i can try but i cant guarantee i'll make it far#...bc i am willing to be buried by a metal bar doing what my father wants bc he's an idiot who doesn't care#my mother than mentioned it's all unsafe and she's not playing along esp bc of my father's conditions and bc my sister and she are generall#y not as strong as me#and i was like you right i would never risk any of you get struck down by the bar so i won't risk trying to lift the bar and falter bc#my lungs give out on mr#i would riisk myself#and it seems like everyone is fine with my lungs taking a toll#thats just this family#i realized the other day that there was not one situation where i was evver comforted by my mother#that's..#not normal is it?#i've held her when she sobbed more than once and had to soothe her but she's never been a comfort to me#i've never been held when i was breaking or scared#i was just sent to school and pushed to keep going past my boundaries bc oh you're so sensistive :)) so yeah thats fun
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