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the-cookie-of-doom · 8 months ago
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There’s this patient that everyone has written off as being drug/attention seeking. Crazy old lady, mean as hell. Asking for dilaudid all morning, refusing her Percocet (oxycodone + Tylenol, good shit), and has no actual injuries to “justify” it. Refuses to let anyone do anything that isn’t giving her dilaudid.
Welll. I’ve been in her room for most of the past 4 hours. Talking to her, explaining things (ex. Hello ma’am, I’d like to talk to you about your medication. I know you’re in a lot of pain and you want something strong, but you’ve been refusing the percocet. Did you know it made from oxycodone? Would you like to try it? And shocker—she did!) and just letting her talk.
My nurse won’t even go in her room. When I came out after a straight hour, she asked what I’d been doing bc she couldn’t find me. I told her I was just talking to the patient (about her family, life, etc.), and she didn’t ask me for medication a single time. Nurse was shocked. The patient accepted the percocet that she’s been refusing for 2 days. She let us draw her labs, which she’d been refusing even longer.
Yeah, she’s still a crotchety old lady, but she’s lonely. When it comes to elderly patients, they tend to report pain in 2 ways: 1. They severely underreport bc they dont want to be “one of those” old people that complains about everything, or 2. They are one of those old people that complains about everything, because what they really want is attention, company, and comfort. They just don’t want to be left alone.
Pain management and comfort is very important to me. I hate being in pain, and I don’t want my patients to be in pain. So I’m going to advocate for them as much as I can. But part of that advocation is recognizing when pain medication will do more harm than good, and more importantly, when it won’t actually fix the problem. No amount of dilaudid is going to solve my patient’s loneliness. But I can stay with her and let her tell me about her family, and find that it helps just as much.
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squarecloud73 · 5 months ago
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*I worship you Tumblr please don’t remove it
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sluckythewizard · 4 months ago
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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'
#cw blood#SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten#its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then#fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something#also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve#but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere#ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP#THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed#kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me#from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream#and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him#she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she#is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK#I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs#LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH#THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED#TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER#oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much
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nataliesscatorccio · 10 months ago
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nobody callie breaking up with her boyfriend posting?! nobody kyle as jeff lite? nobody callie afraid of what her mother could do to him? nobody callie afraid of what She, her mother's daughter, could do to him? nobody kyle as a version of jeff that shauna doesn't have anymore? nobody kyle, jackie taylor's version?
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constantvariations · 1 year ago
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Why did they create such a useless character to show Cinder's backstory when Salem is literally right there AND the real question the audience wants answered???
Imagine if it had been Salem who stayed at the hotel and saw something of herself in the scrappy servant girl. She saw how the Madame treated little Cinder and offered a way out only if Cinder has the power to be useful to her. Maybe she put Cinder to a test of how far she was willing to go for freedom, or maybe Salem wanted something from the Madame that she wouldn't give so it was up to Cinder to provide
Either way, Salem gets a young disciple that's ruthlessly ambitious and easy to manipulate and Cinder gains the illusion of freedom under a new master
#rwde#ofc salem wouldnt be grimmified in this version bc she'd stand out too much to do under the table shit#or she still could be but the world actually looks like an anime like it did in the beacon days#v4 on is far too grounded in reality design-wise#where the hell are the folks w wild ass hair colors and styles?? the most we get is joannas green but she says like 10 words so who cares#tis some bullshit and why i refuse to call v4+ rwby an anime#anyway this was somehow prompted by me comparing vergil to cinderella#as you can see i am Completely Normal tm#ngl tho vergil is a better cinderella if instead of riches-rags-riches its power-powerless-power#cinder starts at the bottom so her baseline mentality is way off if you want to do a cinderella remake#rags to riches is abt underdogs clawing up the social ladder against all odds#but riches rags riches is abt reclaiming what was yours#if we use cinders random disdain towards schnees in v8 as inspiration we could have a story of rival businesses#cinders father gets booted from power/high society thanks to Jacques's maybe legal maybe not methods and meddling#could go several ways from there:#her father could die and she'd be left homeless and alone in the cruel underbelly of the wealthy and powerful#she could find work w the Madame and try to endure the abuse so she and her father can pay the bills#her father could straight up sell her to the madame#itd be a horrific way to learn the significance of power and how easily it can be taken#i wanna like cinder so bad but v5 on fucked her irreparably. she doesnt even dress well anymore ffs
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novococain · 6 months ago
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#blackened bones au just got so wild y'all#mr 'whats a king to a god whats a god to a nonbeliever' jaehaerys targaryen over there who is not king btw#and is instead like a 12 year old hand of the king (sorry tywin) because his oldest brother has a huge case of 'weird flex but okay'#and his extra early elopement and subsequent earlt creation of the doctrine for Reasons#made aegon go you have been promoted u are now one of my elite employees!! took him from cupbearer to hand. as one does#but anyway aegon mr black maegor black magic baby electric boogaloo was unable to produce more than one pregnancy in his wife lol#because the black magic is FUCKED for REASONS (maegor skewed it gay. also for reasons. namely fucking aenys reasons)#and now he has no (male) heir and HE wants to make aerea his heir bc aegon is the chad of this family. also visenya got to him young#rhaena the lesbian is on board for obvious reasons but alyssa is decidedly Not & either is the council bc like. the targs have been wilding#in one decade they balerioned the starry sept and vhagared the sept of remembrance killing like. most of the high ranking sevenists lmao.#lol even. plus jae and aly also eloped cause ofc they did the council was trying to marry her to a hightower. oh and also the doctrine#been a bit of a decade and all that happened in just 9 years. also viserys and lysarra (oc first maegor/aenys daughter) got married#which was the first post doctrine marriage. they're the two crazies. she has a mini balerion. went wonderfully as im sure you can imagine#anyway the targs need to CHILL. give the realm a breather. NOT CHANGE THOUSANDS OF YEARS OF INHERITANCE PRECEDENT.#aegon the chad is not helping them do that. so alyssa uses her big brain. & she's like well aegon is a black magic baby (thnx maegor)#and he's king. so why not get him a Surrogate and make him an heir. for Reasons it can't be any of his fellow maegor black magic babies#(black magic babies can't have kids with each other bc they're barely fertile on their own lol) and his remaining options are aly & vaella#both of whom are out bc they're a) 14 and 11 respectively and also b) married and a future nun. shit happens.#viserys is a no cuz lysarra is Crazy and aegon knows it and respects it. that leaves jaehaerys 😁 the good dutiful fourth son 😁#the og machiavellian propaganda maker 😁 who will do Anything to get what he wants 😁 esp for the good of his house and the Realm 😁#long story short jaehaerys the nonbeliever to hardcore sevenist loser gets valyrian magic gender fuckery & gives birth to the heir <3#a delight to negotiate with alysanne as im sure you understand. truly didn't almost end the marriage he rewrote the law and religion for#shit happens <3 long live the third prince of dragonstone aerys targaryen who is the second shipname baby future king#(the first was aenys. aegon = ae rhaenys = nys. now aegon the uncrowned that WAS crowned named his heir aegon = ae and jaehaerys = rys)#(bc naming his first daughter after aerea and his second after rhaena wasn't enough evidently. he is a crazy person)#(he names the twin [they're twins it is the worst year of jaehaerys's LIFE think renesmee & bella] alystair. for alysanne.)#(he is a crazy person x2.)#and that's on today's episode of:#blackened bones au
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therosevest · 1 year ago
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OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity
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volfoss · 1 year ago
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It's really funny comparing the sims 4 retail experience to the sims 2 retail experience because the sims 2 has it beat easily
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lemonyfrog · 1 year ago
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The Astranova army grows…
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dragoncharming · 8 months ago
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ok but what if the [dead god] is "The Devil"
Buddy has been talking a lot about hell and brennan has talked before about how devils in opposition are part of the same pantheon as the respective gods
not dead but unrecognizable
bill seacaster on his way to kill The Devil
pride goeth before the fall. I gotta go back to the first season where brennan's talking to emily about the first devil to say "Fuck this" and swan dive-d into hell.
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rexscanonwife · 1 year ago
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One thing you should never underestimate about my autism is the ability to combine one special interest with another! I was thinking about ways to insert a version of Kepler into the mha universe and vice versa with the mha characters into the sw universe
Not to mention my existing theory that the mha universe is a branch of the sw one, a FAR distant future where facets of space technology and latent alien dna still exist and their landmarks are named after the small pieces of history that still survive
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ruairy · 1 year ago
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daenrys · 2 years ago
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some day i will pitch a scooby doo show and it will be all the good parts from the various iterations combined. and scrappy doo will be there
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tvrningout-a · 1 year ago
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plots please :)
send me " plots please " | @hehosts gets some suggestions!
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i'm gonna focus on ren since he's your main muse, but if you want some ideas for anybody else, just lemme know! i'm sure i can cook something up <3
bc ren plays piano, i thought about the possibility of he and makiko having known each other when they were kids! though she didn't stick with it bc of the increasing pressure from her parents to be " the best, " she did love it and took lessons for a while, so maybe they met during lessons or recitals! and maybe they kept in contact, or maybe they lost touch and meet again later -- either way, i think it would be neat to explore the different paths they end up taking. plus who doesn't want a pal who will cook them their favorite comfort meal when they've had a hard day?? and oh!! her mom is a retired cellist, so!! say ren ever wants to get back into piano... makiko will definitely get her mom to pull strings so he can have opportunities to play!
for ren's kny verse, i have my metal hashira, miss tamako, who i think would maybe make a good sparring/training partner since both of their techniques rely a bit on watching for opportune moments to strike. depending on the timeline of ren's verse, they could possibly be from the same round final selection, if you wanted!
if you also enjoy giving ren headaches to handle, i recommend hyouka bc she'll hear he's got a unique technique and light up!! start pestering him to show her and teach her some moves!! she's annoying but lovable i swear :' )) i think everyone deserves an annoying lil sister <3 ooh and once again, depending on his timeline, he could possibly be the slayer that saves hyouka and satsuki from the demon that killed their family, if that's your cup of tea! could maybe be one of his first missions?
going back to ren's main verse, maybe? bronwyn could stir up a lil trouble since she also deals in... deals asdfg i'm imagining that maybe she'd be new to the area ( she moves to different countries every so often ) bc otherwise, she doesn't tread upon other supernatural entities' areas or business without good reason. and i dunno if ren would even contemplate trying to get out of what he has going on with goro? goro seems scary it's just a thought bc if ren really wants something, bronwyn will gladly help for a price : ) f
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gurorori · 1 year ago
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bein a lifestyle lolita is such an ultimate goal 4 me but no1 rly talks how mostly unattainable n expensive it is
#mostly cuz i feel like havin it as a lifestyle requires a kind of 'romanticising' yr life & surroundings to an extent#weve all heard of it yeah. idk but this is my own interpretation#im sure lolita lifestyle means different things for different people#to me its very focused on everythin arnd u bein clean beautiful n elegant which is most befittin of lolita!#ofc the vibes depend on the substyle sumtimes i think#like sweet vs gothic#idk perhaps im diggin too much into this & ik no one has the option to have a full 24/7 perfect lolita lifestyle! cuz life is more than jus#dressin up prettily n goin to a high tea or goin for a walk in a park or a cemetery#but even more accessible lolita coded things r hard to come across here..#i can think of a few art galleries & theaters in the city center#& a few pretty architecture points too#but its not the sameeeeee#this place is so bleak n sad#lolitas in small cities we gawta stay strong#the only thing dat keeps me goin is thinkin how im Just like momoko ryuugasaki kamikaze girls#she wld b proud of me#but yea no i get sad a lot i want lolita friends i wanna meet up n go to a fancy restaurant i wanna walk arnd nice clean streets with my#parasol i wanna go to the baby store n pick out sum new accessories i wanna go for a walk in a beautiful green park with cute benches n#flowers n fountains. we have parks but they r all so sad lookin bein mostly for kids (so theres a lot of like slides n stuff)#idk i want sum whimsy#shit is so hard i been keepin an eye out for anime / cosplay events cuz i jus wanna see if mebbe local lolitas attehd.
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halinski · 2 years ago
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Ignore me :)
#me: breathless#then-me: breathless enough for my lungs to be painful for almost an hour#*bringing up the fuck you enough to telly parents: ENOUGH/ bc i gave them 4 hours of my saturday*#gave them all the energu of my weekend#till my body was shaking#sacrificed cleaning my apartment which is NEEDED#sacrificed resting Which i desperately needed#bc ofc i do that when my parents demand bc no is not a word my paeents undersyand or acvept#so whhen i twll them: i cant do this anymore my fucking lungs hurt a moment ago just before i waljed the dog for you that youre dogsitting#they're also acting theyre doing ME a favor by dogsittiing the dog??? like what#and im like this is stressful for me and the cats and the dog the fact that your doing this construction this weekend#and also this already took longer than they said whichh was expected bc you can never trust what they say#it was already more than they said it would be#and i was like i cqnt#and my fatther was like: can you just help lift this one last thing thats like 5x your weight 3m high bc we cant do it alone#and i was like.... i can try but i cant guarantee i'll make it far#...bc i am willing to be buried by a metal bar doing what my father wants bc he's an idiot who doesn't care#my mother than mentioned it's all unsafe and she's not playing along esp bc of my father's conditions and bc my sister and she are generall#y not as strong as me#and i was like you right i would never risk any of you get struck down by the bar so i won't risk trying to lift the bar and falter bc#my lungs give out on mr#i would riisk myself#and it seems like everyone is fine with my lungs taking a toll#thats just this family#i realized the other day that there was not one situation where i was evver comforted by my mother#that's..#not normal is it?#i've held her when she sobbed more than once and had to soothe her but she's never been a comfort to me#i've never been held when i was breaking or scared#i was just sent to school and pushed to keep going past my boundaries bc oh you're so sensistive :)) so yeah thats fun
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