#jiwoo x jseph

[mykoreanlove]

I loved your angst Jackson scenarios, can you do one with BM from Kard where his partner wants to break up with him but he's trying to prevent it but fails? Could be because he cheated or wasn't giving enough attention to them

Pleeeeaase and thank you

hey anon, thank you so much for reading and enjoying my stories - that means the world to me :)

you are the first request I ever had (yeyyyy) so I hope you like the story I came up with.

all the love xo

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BAGGAGE

“Where does this train even go?”, he mumbled under his breath.

Head tilted; he was watching the worldly scenery vanish quickly in front of him. He found comfort in the rapid change outside as his thoughts were racing equally hasty. He hadn’t heard from you in weeks but still he couldn’t stop thinking about you.

He composed the memories of you the same way he composed his songs.

First, he imagined your breathtaking visuals: your bright eyes, your cute nose and sensuous lips. Then, he added the sounds of your cute laughter and silent gasps. And lastly, he imagined you saying the most beautiful words: I love you, Matthew. I can’t picture my life without you, you’re all I need. Thinking of you like that always filled his heart with the utmost love. The warm fuzzy feeling spread through his whole body, leaving him happy and fulfilled. That tender feeling didn’t last long though, as the most recent memories clouded his mind too soon. What started out as the loveliest tune turned into the most caustic remix. Now he saw your tearful eyes and worried frowns, heard your desperate screams and spiteful words and listened to you breaking up with him. Those warm and fuzzy feelings turned icy, numbing his whole body.

He took a deep breath. “Fuck, I miss her so much. What should I do?”, he muttered silently. Once again, he grabbed his phone and opened your chat. Your picture was still there. He felt the relief as he realized you had not deleted his number – maybe you missed him, too? Maybe you were looking at your phone and hoping for him to text you, too? Hyped up by his delusional fantasies he decided to text you.

Y/N… I miss you.

Eyes glued to his phone, not daring to even blink. His throat was dry, hands jittery and stomach tied into a knot. “She will answer, won’t she?” He gasped as he saw you typing. By now his heart was beating as fast as the train was going.

I miss you, too.

His eyes lit up as he processed those words.

You do?

Of course, I do. I think about you all the damn time.

Are you serious?

Yes. You wouldn’t believe how often I picked up my phone just to text you.

Yet you didn’t…

Yeah, I decided it was better not to.

Why?

I don’t know, I just felt like it wasn’t right.

It didn’t feel right? Texting me didn’t feel right?

He felt his blood boiling up again.

Yeah, to be honest I didn’t feel like you treated me well, so I backed off.

Oh, that’s funny of you to say. I felt the exact same way.

You did?

Yeah.. I really struggled those past few weeks.

I’m sorry. I didn’t want to hurt you, Matthew.

Why did you though?

Do you want me to be honest?

He had to think about that for a while. Did he want your honesty? BM often thought about the possible downfalls of your relationship. Did he spend too much time on his music? Did he spend too much time in the gym? Did he not make you feel loved? Did he not please you sexually? Was there someone else? He ruminated on all those questions countless times and never found an answer. So maybe it was time to finally reveal the truth.

Yes please.

When I first met you, I was head over heels in love with you. I know this sounds cliché but it’s true. I never met someone like you before. You showed me parts of you that I adored so much, and you also showed me new sides of myself that I got to love as well. I loved spending time with you. We always had a great time, didn’t we? Kissing you, hugging you, laughing with you, fucking you, talking about serious stuff with you – that all felt so comfortable. I knew that I didn’t want to be in a relationship when I met you but given the nature of all this, I changed my mind about it.

BM scoffed as he read the last sentence; the hurt of you dumping him still deeply ingrained in his heart.

You changed your mind about it? And yet you threw me away like I was garbage?

I can see why you would feel that way. But don’t you think you dumped me first?

NO?!

BM never had a heart attack, but this had to be it. What was that supposed to mean? “How the hell did I dump you first? I’ve been crying for weeks because you left me and now you have the guts to tell me I did that to myself?”, he was furious.

What the fuck do you mean?

Matthew.. Don‘t you think that you broke us up yourself?

Are you serious right now? No. No, I don‘t think that. At all. You abandoned me!!

You abandoned me long before I did. Has that ever occurred to you?

Well, enlighten me please, how did I do that, huh?

Weren’t you the one that decided that this relationship, this thing between us, could not work? Weren’t you the one that decided that it was doomed from the start? Weren’t you the one that declared that I was going to break your heart?

For a moment he forgot how to breathe. He stared at the screen, unable to answer, unable to process what was happening.

Weren’t you the one that got so much into your head and focused on your fears? Weren’t you the one that was dead set on me hurting you? Weren’t you the one distancing yourself because you were afraid?

Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes.

Weren’t you the one that was convinced that I wasn’t serious about you? Weren’t you the one thinking that I must be fucking dudes on the side and only be toying with you? Weren’t you so sure about me being an easy girl that simply fucks around? Did you honestly think I would not notice this?

By now it was hard to read the messages, tears completely clouding his vision. “I never said that to her, what the fuck. It’s… it’s like she saw right through me. She saw what I was thinking about her, about us. How is that possible? How did she grasp my fears like that?”

Y/N

I-

Matthew, I wanted to love you. I wanted to stay by your side and build this beautiful connection I thought we shared. But you painted me as the bad guy. You made me into this menace that only used you for sex. You saw me as someone taking advantage of you and that irked me. I got so disgusted by you, that’s why I left. It felt unfair – you took my beautiful love and turned it into something so ugly. What does that say about you?

BM wiped away his tears, pulling his black beanie further down. Shame was flooding his whole body now. He asked for honesty, and he got it, all of this was true. What kind of person was he? Why the fuck did he always assume the worst? Why was he always sabotaging love? Deep down he knew why but he never had the courage to share his dark fears with others. Would it have been different if he had shared it with you? He started typing his reply to you, being totally honest and transparent for a change.

Y/N, you are right. About everything. I am so sorry. I am so sorry that I hurt you like that. I don’t know why I can’t stop doing that. I guess I’m just fucked up. I made horrible experiences in the past and got hurt, badly. I know I shouldn’t compare you to the girls I dated back then, honestly, I couldn’t even if I wanted to as they wouldn’t stand a chance. But the hurt they ingrained in me still lingers and that’s why I did that. I was afraid that you would break my heart. I was afraid that you would turn out like they did. I was afraid that this was too good to be true. And by fearing all that I created a monster. Out of myself and out of you. I am so sorry. You didn’t deserve that. Deep down I know how wonderful you are – that’s the reason I fell in love with you. My fear made me see things that were not there and by doing that I pushed you away. I get that now. I guess you're right – I did abandon you first, even if it was only in my mind. But somehow you caught on to that and now you’re-

BM’s breath got stuck in his lungs as he noticed your picture disappearing. He didn’t have the chance to finish his side of the story as you finished it for him. “Gone”, was the last word he muttered before he deleted his whole paragraph and put away his phone. He stared out of the window again, lost in thought, wondering if he could ever change.

[pinievsev]

Okay but like. I need more KARD fanfiction on Here. So guess what. FROM NOW ON, I'M WRITING FOR KARD ASWELL! Please please please request!!

[vesvosmozhno]

Now Presenting: I cannot stop fucking double biasing in groups

Just a random guide to my biases and my problem with double (or more) biasing. I'd cry if you made me pick between these

ATEEZ - Seonghwa and Yeosang

Stray Kids - Bangchan and Felix

Seventeen - Dokyeom and Hoshi

BTS - Namjoon and Yoongi

Oneus - Xion and Seoho

Monsta X - Hyungwon and Changkyun

TXT - HueningKai and Yeonjun

Enhypen - Jungwon and Sunoo

KARD - Jiwoo and Jseph

ITZY - Chaeryeong and Yeji

thx for coming to my long ass ted talk :)

[sirensunrise]

outside of nct, i can see kard and 3/4 mamamoo doing of. and maybe gidle but idk them well enough to point to who.

soyeon? maybe? wooyoung would do it too the fucking SLUT!!! solar’s of would be lethal holy shit. also… kard’s…. jseph… dont be shy. jiwoo…….. just saying. monsta x too. wonho is halfway there.

[philosopher-of-fandoms-switched]

*awkward laugh*

Ahem, so, to anyone reading this, remember that KARD fanfic I wrote a while back and only posted the first part because I wasn't done it? No? Not surprised it was when I was new to tumblr lmao. Well, ya see, the thing is, it got a little a lot long. Plot just kept adding on. I had intended it to be a two part one shot but um... *mumbles* it's getting to be around 12k words. Soooo, I'm just going to finish it up whenever I can, because school is a bitch and then post it in chapters ig as well as AO3.

Anyhow, to the person reading this you can check out the first unedited part here:

[sunpopp]

kard reaction to you being thick??? btw i LOVE this blog 😺 your vibes are immaculate 😼

A/N: Thanks, bubbs, I really appreciate your support! 😘 Also?? FINALLAAAAAY, A KARD ASK, I'M GONNA PISS MYSELF-

Geared towards: gn!reader

((THIS IS MATURE, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED))

Taehyung ♡:

• looooooves your body

• like, LOVES, your body ✋🏽💀

• anytime he's fucking with his computer to either write down lyrics he thinks would be good for something or just to mess around, and you walk near him

• bro-

• "Come here for a sec?" He says, stopping you in your tracks from entering the kitchen and causing you to turn on your heel to see what he wants, letting out a chuckle when he leans in to press a kiss to your stomach and squeeze at the backs of your thighs

• "Done?" You ask after a second or two

• "Yup."

• likes to rest a hand on your hip while in public and lightly pinches at the skin there

• takes any chance for you to sit on his lap when possible

Matthew ♡:

• you're literally so fucking comfy and soft to touch, bye-

• broo literally nobody will rival this man's love for your body-

• yes Matthew, we know how much you love ass and tiddies 🙄

• anytime you walk past him?

• "DAAAAAAAAMN LOOK AT THAT ASS 😩"

• getting dressed in front of him or when he walks in?

• "SHIIIIT LEMME TOUCH FOR A SEC-"

• literally just standing there?

• "BROOOOHOOOOO HOW ARE YOU SO DAMN FINE 😷"

• has a habit of giving your butt a tap whenever you pass eachother

• or says hello to it in the mornings by rolling you onto your stomach and putting his head on your lower back while petting it-

• "good morninggg. I missed you, juicy 😙"

• likes the way you jiggle, as much as it sounds offensive to say JSJDJSJ

• that's why he's always slipping his hands past the waistband of your pants to touch on your tummy or caress your thighs/ass

Somin ♡:

• can get turned on just by looking at you ong

• never fails to get surprised by how nice your proportions actually are

• like everytime she focuses on you, she always covers her mouth and says "Oh!"

• doesn't wanna be rude by randomly groping you so she just kinda.. stares..

• Somin said: 👁️👄👁️ damn

• has like, a type of fascination with your figure

• like she can talk about it for hours

• "It's just so.. you're so beautiful. I wonder what it's like to have a big butt-"

• since she already likes to shower with you regularly, it means she is able to have an excuse to touch you

• and that's good or bad depending on how high your sex drive is

• favorite thing to do is press her chest up against your back and let her hands roam your body so she can wash you, as well as feel you up. Fingers especially attentive to your chest, she'll allow her other hand to trail downwards of your sternum, across your stomach, and between your thighs

• she has a habit of unconsciously initiating shower sex

Jiwoo ♡:

• BAAAAABYYYY 😭♥️

• finds the extra fat cute

• also gives her more cushion for the pushin-

• sorry 💀

• but she do indeed love to sit you on her lap so she can massage your thighs :D

• actually made a habit out of just touching you in the mornings when you both lie on your sides and do cute shit

• like running her nail against your bare hip in lazy eights

• or shuffling closer to give you kisses while affectionately squeezing your ass

• "Mm, did you sleep ok?"

• always wraps her arms around your waist cuz it's comfy

• restrains herself from being too touchy but if you give her the go-ahead, she will definitely be more open

[ggreactionsandscenarios]

This is my first request ask from u! Can you possibly do a Jiwoo [Kard] x reader one shot where the reader is the fifth member and she's really close with Jseph so Jiwoo assumes they're a couple? But in reality the other members been teasing both the reader and Jiwoo cause they know they like each other. Just some pure fluff

Jiwoo🃏x Reader

Clueless line

Spring, what a good time in a year, you were so happy to celebrate the beginning of it with your members for once. None of you could go to your parent’s because of corona so you settled in a five people little celebration.

You were currently heading to the arcade in order to make today a special day, you had reserved the place for the five of you, pandemic necessity indeed. 

Your goal for today was to beat the shit out of Jseph in every game since he promised to buy you food If you succeed. It was a tough task but you were confident in your abilities to win and get the best food ever because free food is good food.

The only difficulty was that if you end up being the one losing, Jseph made you promised that you’ll confess to Jiwoo, which wasn't just a tough task but actually a terryfing one. She’s been your friends for years now, you knew her preferences very well and were convinced you weren't one of them.

"Let's go people !!"

You had to put your hands over your ears in order not to be deafened because of BM’s excited screams. You swear he must have never grown up since middle school except in height.

You felt an arm wrapped itself around your shoulder and you didn't needed anything else to know who it was.

"Ready to loose ? I hope your speech for your girlfriend is ready, we wouldn't want you to stutter. "

Jseph was referring to a particularly awkward event which happened two weeks before. You swear those interviews where people ask you who you would date among your members would be the death of you one day.

Of course that interviewer decided to ask you first and your dumbass self couldn't figure out if you could say a same sex answer or not. So you started stuttering, eventually letting the 'Ji' of Jiwoo slip out of your mouth before changing it to 'Jseph'.

You cheeks had reddened so much that you had to hide your face behind Jseph because of embarrassment. He was smirking so much after this that you had to slap him a few times out of frustration. He knew what you wanted to say and was teasing you so much about using his name to cover up your real choice.

"I'm not going to loose anyway, so ready to pay Oppa ?"

As you two were chatting about how you would defeat the other, a slightly different conversation was taking place behind you.

"Look at them seriously, I don't think I can stand it the whole day."

"They're just chatting Jiwoo-ya, you really need to stop thinking they are a thing when they really aren't anything else but friends."

Jiwoo stopped in her track to look at Somin.

"She literally chose him as her ideal match."

Somin rolled her eyes before grabbing Jiwoo's arm to make her follow the group again.

"I swear your really clueless sometimes."

"What do you mean ? Clueless of what ? Her being in love with Jseph ? No I'm not, YOU are."

"You know what ? If you're so convinced about her liking him why don't you tried to seduce her and see what happened ?"

"She'll just turn me down."

"Perfect then you have nothing to loose. Let’s go."

Jiwoo would have answer that her dignity was at sake if she had the time but Somin didn't let her any and entered the arcade place.

Heaving a sigh Jiwoo followed the group, her brain already considering the idea of trying to seduce you. She had nothing to loose indeed not even her dignity.

So far you destroyed Jseph in every game, pacman included. He was sulking like a ten years old since you got to the restaurant area.

"I told you, you would have to buy me food oppa, hand over the wallet."

"No no no, no way I'm leaving on a defeat you have to give me one last chance. Let's play it at bowling, if you win I'll pay you food and a massage after every practice."

You considered it for a second before shaking his hand.

"Okay deal."

After finishing eating, all of you got to the bowling alley.

"Come on, that's your chance. Make her loose the game by distracting her, just trust me on this one."

Somin knew more than both you and Jiwoo together, Jseph told her about the bet and she was determined to make it the end of your hidden crushes on each other.

You were put in a team with Jiwoo while BM was on his own and Jseph and Somin were together. You haven't had time to argue that they already enter the teams' names on the screen and were ready to play.

BM named you 'Clueless line' after smirking at both of you devilishly. You thought it referred to her and she thought it was referring to you, another sign of how obvious both of you were.

Truth was that it was the name the trio use to talk about both of you since they found out you both had feelings for each other but none of you believed it was reciprocate.

Fast enough they dropped the subject and the pin sets started to fall. You weren't bad at bowling, however you're team was still last because Jiwoo couldn't hit a pin for her life.

Or rather she was faking not being good at bowling when she could actually easily get a strike. To be honest losing was painful even for her but she trusted Somin amd did her best to lose.

"Don't just be lame, distract her too."

Jiwoo rolled her eyes, she was too embarrassed to make a move on you either to seduce or distract you.

You were about to throw the bowl again when she got beside you, making you frown, not understanding what she was doing.

"Jiwoo step aside, I can't throw if you're that close."

She didn't listen to you and simply waited for you to play. You groaned from annoyance but you knew you couldn't just push her away so you prepared yourself to throw.

But as you were about to throw she grabbed your other hand in hers, making you shiver.

You turned around to face her, confused and flustered but she wasn't even looking at you. When you looked back at the alley as she was, you saw your bowl getting out of its trajectory and right into the gutter.

You pouted sad and annoyed because you were sure if she hadn't touch you, you would have got at least a spare.

"I'm going to win this game Y/N."

Jseph's comment made you even more mad at yourself for reacting like this to a simple touch from her. As you were sulking, Jiwoo took a look, amused by your grumpy face she pulled you out of the way. It was BM's turn.

Her hand did not let go of yours, even when she made you sit on the chairs she didn't take it back. She seemed to be comfortable that way, your hands on her crossed knees.

And she actually was, she was wondering how she waited that long to do a thing as simple as that. That's why she wanted to make it last, she wouldn't detached your hands if you don't.

As if you would dare, your whole time crush was holding your hand and as embarrassed as you were there was no way you were going to stop her from doing so.

From the corner of your eyes you could see Jseph smiling proudly, your best friend was for sure very proud of you. Yes you weren't the one who initiated it but you didn't gay panic as much as you usually would when she touches you during choreographies.

At the end of the day, losing at bowling didn't feel that bad neither did confessing to Jiwoo, especially because she confessed too. You spend karaoke night together, Jiwoo and you never too far from each other.

Maybe clueless line was a thing back then but dating line was on its way now.

Finally some K.A.R.D. content yay ! Sorry for the time it took me, I had trouble making it more fluff than angst lmao. Anyway hope you like your first request, give feedback 😁 -Ael

[clowninyourfeed]

Justice never rests

[louisemwrites]

Fall For Me Again

Summary: On her first day of work, fresh graduate Jiwoo Jeon gets assigned to the editorial department and gets introduced to the head editor. Panic ensues when she realizes that her new superior turns out to be her first love.

XX.

“Have you finally calmed down?”

Jiwoo looked at him with a disgruntled expression and Tae-hyung flinched. He pushed the tissue box closer to her on the space between on the bench and she plucked one out. Then she blew her nose for the fourth time.

Tae-hyung licked his lips nervously and looked at the massive fountain spurting water ahead. They’d move to a nearby park after a company guard found them still inside the company well after working hours and asked them to leave. He bought her a drink from the convenience store on the way, bought her a lot of chocolates and candies because he had heard somewhere that eating sweets could make a girl’s disposition sweeter too. He was banking on that fact. He needed Jiwoo in an amiable mood so he could talk to her without her biting his head off or running away again.

“Where is it?” she suddenly asked.

He twisted his neck to her direction so quickly he gave himself whiplash. “What?” he said with a wince, rubbing the back of his neck.

“Your explanation.”  

Tae-hyung let his hand fall to his lap. Looking at her, a smile formed on his laps.

“Don’t just smile,” she told him irritably, tearing open a part of a chocolate bar’s wrapper before biting in. “Tell me.”

He waited for her to swallow. Then he said, “Can’t I just ask you out already and kiss you after?”

Even in the semi-darkness of the park, he could see her blush. “No. And you’re awfully sure I’ll say yes.”

“I like to think positive.”

“And you like to sidetrack people and change topics.”

“Because it’s embarrassing,” he muttered.

It was embarrassing to tell her now that he thought about it.

“I love you, Tae-hyung.”

Jiwoo told him this, wringing her hands together with her face in flames.

Tae-hyung swore his eyes bulged out of their sockets.

Did he hear her right?

Did she just say she loved him?

He threw back his head and started to laugh.

Damn.

Damn, it was mutual all along.

She felt the same way he did all along and he was so damn pleased.

He thought it was a coincidence when he found her name in most of the books he'd read. But he knew it wasn't when he began to mark all the books he'd borrowed  and found out she'd read all of them, even the weird ones. He’d also recently started to notice her staring at him when she thought he wasn’t looking, even following him around the library as he weaved through the shelves.

Tae-hyung wanted to beat himself up for not noticing this sooner. Finding out that she was stalking him in the library while he’d been so focused on studying, reading or thinking of ways he’d get her to be aware of him made him feel so stupid because of all the time wasted. She must have liked him if she was stalking him like this. So he waited. He waited for her to make her move but when she didn't, he grew impatient.

So he confronted her. Finally found the gumption and the reason to do it.

And he was so pleased she'd felt the same way as he did.

Then he felt pissed.

He stopped laughing and muttered, "What the hell?"

He was supposed to be the one who confessed, not her. He'd already planned it out with the library staff, asked them to close the library for the two of them so he could talk to her properly. . Damn, maybe he shouldn’t have ambushed her. He’d just been just too excited to finally be able to speak to her that he didn’t think this through.

He looked down to tell her that he too felt the same way.

But to his surprise, she was gone.

“Oh,” Jiwoo softly murmured after Tae-hyung finished speaking.

Tae-hyung looked a bit disconcerted after his explanation. Jiwoo bit her lip to stop herself from smiling. He was right. It was embarrassing. She’d never guessed he’d been so scared to approach her back then because he was quite the brazen man right now.

“Yeah,” he muttered. “It’s my fault too. I suck at this. I’d had all of this planned out before I left for the conference, you know. I was going to ask you out over a candle light dinner and tell you I love you. If I hadn’t come here, I would have lost you all over again. I shouldn’t have waited. I shouldn’t have been so pathetically gutless.”

“All this time, we’d be running around in circles,” she muttered wistfully.

“I should have explained to you everything right away when we first met.”

She shook her head. “You didn’t know how I felt. I shouldn’t have run away too. Sometimes, I do think about how I should have just stood there and waited for you to reject me properly rather than leaving like that.”

He looked upset when he said, “I really did hurt you right?”

“But you didn’t mean to. I also hurt you right? Not coming back to the lib?”

Tae-hyung chuckled. Then he put his hand on top of hers, curling his fingers around hers and Jiwoo felt her heart flutter.

“We can both make it up to each other now,” he told her.

“You… you don’t really know me,” she stammered. Tae-hyung was now pushing the food and tissue box aside to sit closer to her.

“We both don’t know each other well. But this is a chance for us to do it.” He wagged his eyebrows suggestively. “Up close and personal.”

Jiwoo chuckled. If he was gutless before now he was complete shameless and brazen to the point of arrogance. “I may not be the person you think I am.”

“And am I? I’m sure you think I’m annoying.”

“That you are,” she said in total agreement.

He wasn’t offended. He laughed instead. “So will you still run away?” he asked teasingly.

Will she?

He bent his neck down and brushed her lips against hers.

Jiwoo blinked when it was over. Then she blushed.

No. She didn’t think so.

This time, when Tae-hyung touched his lips to hers, his kiss was long and she kissed him back.

“Have you fallen for me again?” he asked when their kiss ended.

She smiled.

“I’ve never really stopped loving you, Tae-hyung,” she admitted. “I’ve tried so hard to deny it but I never really did.”

Never.

Ever.

And he smiled.

End

Not really. 

There will still be an epilogue. 

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[pinievsev]

Your BM post was so cute!! I never get to see Kard fics, thank you ❤️

Thank youuuuu! I have more requests for KARD so if you want to be added to my taglist you can find it pinned on my blog (HELP THE BELL JIST RANG (IM HIDING IN THE SHCOOL BATHROOMS) RUNNING) BYE BYE MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH!!

[victoriazanaademi]

KARD has done it again with yet another amazing comeback!!!I love the theme of gods and goddesses here. This is why KARD is my ultimate favorite K-Pop group.

Remember to stream Dumb Litty and vote so KARD can get their first win.

[jsominie]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤThe kings are at home

[dusulys]

''Eat your fucking steak, J.Seph''

''No, you eat your fucking steak, Jiwoo''

[thoughtsfromaclutteredbrain]

Something happened to you, right? You don’t look good You’re hiding something, right? You look distressed Trust me, hug me Trust me and tell me you love me

[Trust Me- KARD]

Karamel Song Lyrics Series 22/?

Gif requests are open.