#javier escuella you will always be famous

[artsploon]

a couple of rdr2 doodles,, they make me so :(((

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ty izzy for letting me draw our cowboy sonas as chismosas

[rosemary-morgan]

Javier Escuella x F.Reader: My special angel

Good day to all of you 😄🌷 Dear @eddesceulla​ This is for you. I hope you´ll like it 🌷😄 I´m so sorry that I have kept you waiting so long!! But here is your story with Javier. 

Please excuse some mistakes - English isn´t my native language. And thank you @micau2​ for helping me with the Spanish translation 💗💗

If anyone want a translation for Javier's song, just ask me. By the way, it´s a famous song -  Bobby Helms - My Special Angel

Warning: Nothing. There's only much, much fluff. I´m a romantic fool 

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My special angel

With a heavy sigh, you wipe the sweat from your forehead and you were very exhausted. A break would actually do you good, but there was still so much to do in the camp and you had to do your part. Also because many had become ill in the past few weeks and had to stay in bed for days. A lot of work was leftover. Unfortunately, you didn't notice yourself how you had overworked. You were very stressed and that was reflected in your mood. You were usually very cheerful, but your mood has been more than bad in the past few days. You were irritated very quickly and of course one or the other in the camp took advantage of that. Micah was one example. You had never had a good relationship with this man and you doubted that one day you and Micah would become friends. The only thing you could do was avoid him - but as on some other days, Micah tried to be close to you. You were hanging a wet piece of clothing on the clothesline when Micah stood next to you. He leaned comfortably against the wagon and carved on a piece of wood with his knife. "Y/N" "Mister Bell" You didn't feel comfortable around him and you didn't feel like talking to him and you wouldn't start a conversation with this man because you knew that he was only looking for a fight. But you felt his look - it seemed to be burning on your back. "You know, it's very rude to turn your back on me! It's disrespectful." You rolled your eyes and then you looked over your shoulder at him. "You don't need to teach me respect!" Micah had to laugh softly. You were very irritable and of course, Micah had fun with it. He loved to provoke other people. "I think... you need a little enjoyment, sweet pie!" "Get off, Micah! Can't you see I'm working ?!" You knelt on the floor again to wash more clothes and you ignored Micah. At least you tried, but it wasn't easy. "Oh, Y/N... you have so much temperament. I'm sure you're a very wild cougar." You stopped moving and you looked up at the blonde man. Your eyes narrow and you gave him a dangerous look. He should be careful with his choice of words. You already understood what Micah was trying to do, but you wouldn't get involved in this stupid game. He was a disrespectful bastard and that was one of the reasons why you didn't like him. "Oh, don't look at me like this, sweet pie! As long as Javier isn't in the camp, I can sweeten your hours. You need a little bit... well, let me say it this way... sugar!" That was enough! That was clear enough. You got up from your seat, took the wooden bowl in which you had just washed the clothes and poured the water directly onto Micah. That finally silenced him and he looked at you in shock. You truly dared to do this to him?! "Asshole! No wonder nobody likes you!" Micah looked after you with an evil eye as you left and he called after you angrily: "You'll regret that, honey! You can be glad that we are not alone in the camp!" But you ignored Micha's threats and just went your way. Micha's molestation had really given you the rest for today and you wished Javier was here. He's been gone all morning and you really needed someone to cheer you up...

When Javier came back to the camp that evening, he had brought some fish with him. He had been fishing with Arthur and had no idea what a stressful day his girl was having. Of course, Javier noticed that you had been working a lot lately and he was planning to take you with him to his little fishing trip, but you insisted that Javier go alone with Arthur and have fun with him - especially since you just didn't have time. Javier and Arthur brought the fish directly to Pearson, who of course enjoyed the good catch. As nice as this trip with Arthur had been, but Javier wanted to spend the evening with you comfortably around the campfire. Javier's eyes wandered across the camp and he was looking for you. Where have you been At least you weren't outside. He would surely find you in your tent that you share. But before he would approach you, he wanted to get rid of the smell of fish from his hands, because you couldn't face a lady like that. He washed his hands with curd soap on one of the water-filled barrels and when he had washed off the smell, he went to see you in your tent. "Y/N? You here?" He entered the tent and he saw you sitting on the cot - crying and sobbing. At first, Javier just looked at you in confusion because he didn't know what was happening here. What was wrong with you "Y/N? What is going on here?" His voice was very gentle and he knelt next to you, put his hands on your shoulders and he looked at you very worried. He couldn't stand to see you cry - that hurt his heart. "Mi amor?" You sob quietly and just looked at him sadly. Javier put his soft hand on your cheek and stroked your it with his thumb. "Something happened?" You sighed heavily and then you shook your head. "I um... it's all too much!" "What is too much, dear?" Javier asked carefully, stroking her soft hair, not taking his eyes off you. He was very worried about you and he wanted to do something about your grief. "Everything, Javier! I've been working hard at the camp for weeks because men like Bill and Micah don't set their lazy butts in motion and just do stupid things! Oh, and Uncle not to forget! Drinking and sleeping! All-day!"

You got louder and you rose from your seat, sighed heavily and stroked your hair as you turned your back on Javier. "I have the feeling that... oh God. I don't know either, Javier! The mood in the camp is..." Again you sighed and Javier could understand that you felt that way. But he had warned you - you had done too much work and now the result was: you were not well and you needed a break and Javier would take care of you. "...the mood has been so down lately. What's wrong with everyone? We're all scared! But we can't stop working! We need food, we need clothes, money and...! "Javier rose with a sigh from his seat and he went to you, put his hands gently on your arms, stroking them up and down as he put his head to your Shoulder, then gently buried his face on your neck. "Mi Rosa... it's okay. You have worked enough and you totally neglected yourself. You can´t work continuously." Javier was right and you knew that. You had the well-being of others in mind and you had forgotten yourself. But Javier would now take care of you. Javier gently turned you around and he looked into your pretty face, gently touched your nose with his and he smirked. A small smile came over your lips too and this time it was a satisfied sigh that left your lips. Javier's soft hand lay on your cheek as he leaned forward to kiss you - a tender, slow kiss and you enjoyed it. "How about we pack our things tomorrow and go to Strawberry for a few days? Just you and me?" "But Javier, we can't just go! I mean..." Javier cut you off by putting his finger on your lips. He smiled at you and he shook his head gently. "Relax, querida. Close your eyes." You did as Javier said and you closed your beautiful eyes. Javier looked at your beautiful face as he considered where he would kiss you first. But first, he gently stroked your cheeks with his knuckles, his eyes looking at you full of love. He looked at every move on your face. Your soft lips looked so delicious... Javier had to smile. He couldn't believe how lucky he was to have you. To be allowed to love you. You were an incredible woman and he loved everything about you. Everything. Your urge for righteousness was to be admired and also that you were so self-sacrificing - even if Javier did not often agree. After all, you were the most valuable thing in the world to him and he didn't want you to force yourself to do too much work because of people like Micah or Bill. His thumb caressed your lower lip and you had to smile because his touches were always so gentle and so thoughtful. Javier saw that you were slowly relaxing, but your body was still in a cramped posture and he would do something about it. The young man leaned out to your neck and he started kissing you gently. His soft lips touched the sensitive area and he knew how much you liked it when he kissed you there. A sigh of pleasure came from your lips and Javier took your hands in his, interlocked his fingers with yours and he whispered to you: "You're my special angel - heaven is in your eyes, mi rosa." His words made you blush a lot and you had to giggle softly because he was a real sweet talker. He slowly kissed your throat up to your chin and when he reached your sweet mouth he gave you a deep and intimate kiss. Your arms wrapped around his neck as his passionate kiss slowly robbed your senses. Oh, that felt so good. It felt so good when Javier kissed you and touched you. He was a special man and you loved him very much. Javier was always tender, had never been disrespectful.

When the kiss was slowly released, you slowly opened your eyes and you looked directly into his brown soul mirror. Your tender hands lay on his chest as he stroked your soft hair. "Come on, mi amor." "Where do we go?" "I just want to play for you this evening. For you alone." When he said that you had to smile and you thought it was a very good idea. It would be good to spend an evening alone with Javier - in complete privacy. And Javier saw it the same way. He wanted to be alone with you and a short walk would be just the right thing. Not far from the camp, because the night was slowly approaching and the sun would soon announce its end. Javier took his guitar and he led you out of the tent. You couldn't wait to spend time with him. If you were alone, then he was a true romantic - well, actually he was always romantic, but in front of the curious eyes of the others, he couldn't express every thought, since they were very intimate and they were only your business. "Oh wait", Javier suddenly said and he handed you his guitar. "Would you hold that for a moment, please? We forgot something" You looked at Javier questioningly and raised your eyebrow. "What have we forgotten?" Javier went back into the tent and a few moments later he came out and held a fine knit blanket in his hands. Oh, you have forgotten about that. You had to smile because he was so attentive. "Oh, thank you, Javier" Javier put the blanket over your shoulders and his fingers gently brushed your soft skin. Javier put an arm around your shoulder as he led you out of the camp. You felt how his presence relaxes you and that slowly took away the stress of the past few weeks and days from you. "How was your trip with Arthur? Did you make a good catch?" "Yes. We picked up some fish." During your leisurely walk, Javier held you close and you enjoy the peace that surrounds both of you. You talked to each other about many things. Often it was little things, but listening to each other alone was the point. To hear each other's voices and to enjoy each other's company. Javier whispered a few romantic and slippery things in your ear here and there, which made you giggle gently. And you liked it a lot because you felt loved and desired by Javier. When Javier found a quiet and cozy place, he sat down with you under a tree. The sun would soon set and it was getting cold. It was a good idea to take the blanket with you, but the last warm rays of the sun, warmed your skin and you leaned comfortably against the tree and you enjoyed Javier's guitar playing and singing. And he sang just for you alone...

Eres mi ángel especial Enviada desde allá arriba El señor me sonrió Y me envió un ángel para amar Eres mi ángel especial Directo del paraíso Se que eres un ángel El cielo está en tus ojos La sonrisa de tus labios revela la luz del sol de verano Lágrimas de tus ojos desatan la lluvia Siento tus caricias, tu cálido abrazo Y estoy en el cielo otra vez Eres mi ángel especial Para toda la eternidad Tendré

a mi ángel especial Aquí para cuidarme - La sonrisa de tus labios revela la luz del sol de verano- -Lágrimas de tus ojos desatan la lluvia- Siento tus caricias, tu cálido abrazo Y estoy en el cielo otra vez Eres mi ángel especial Para toda la eternidad Tendré a mi ángel especial Aquí para cuidarme - Aquí para cuidarme

You listened to his words and your heart beats like crazy. You could understand a few words and they flattered you very much. Romantic words, full of love and affection and it felt so good to be around him. Javier looked at you while he was singing because he couldn't get enough of your beautiful sight. Besides, eye contact with his loved one was the most important to create a romantic atmosphere and of course - to seduce you. Everything about you enchanted the young man. Your beautiful eyes sparkled like two jewels, your full lips that were as soft as rose petals, and your body that he desired so much. God, could he put his love for you into words? That was hardly possible. After Javier ended his song, he put his guitar aside so that he could pull you into his warm arms and do what he had been longing for all day. You snuggle comfortably with a sigh into his arms and you close your pretty eyes, perceive its pleasant fragrance. "That was so beautiful, Javier." You looked at him and a gentle smile was on your lips. "I love you." "I love you too, Y/N." He kissed your soft lips and when you put your arms around his neck, Javier sighed comfortably in the kiss. His right hand slid into your full hair, while his other hand gently slid down your spine. That gave you goosebumps - it felt so good when he touched you. Javier was always so tender when he touched you and his kisses were passionate. His tongue slid over your soft lips as your delicate fingers clawed into his blue jacket and you opened your mouth a little so that Javier could slide his tongue in and when he did so a lusty moan came over your lips and Javier enjoyed it. It was a passionate dance your tongues shared and Javier dominated you in this game, but you didn't mind. This kiss was passionate but without haste and greed. It was slow, deep and full of love - love that you felt for each other. His soft hands cupped your face and he stroked your tender skin with his thumbs while his mouth captured yours. As you slowly released the kiss and your eyes met, you both smiled and Javier pulled you into a loving hug in his arms. "You need to take better care of yourself, darling", he said quietly, caressing your soft hair. You nodded because Javier was right. "Promise, Javier."

After a long time, you could finally relax and enjoy the peace that you deserved. Together with your Javier, who would do everything for you to be happy. Would it be an exaggeration to say that this man would even bring you the stars from the sky? No, probably not...

[fandorkofeverything]

Doubts And Scars Chapter Five

/Katherine's P.O.V/

"Please don't tell Dad!"

"He's gonna find out, Kat."

I gave Javier my signature smile and deep brown eyed look that he can't resist. He turned around and crossed his arms.

"Nope! Not falling for it this time!" I walked towards him, forcing him to look at me. "No. no, not gonna look." I smiled as Javier finally did look at me and groaned in response.

"Fine! Fine! Just stop with the eyes! It's embarrassing!" I giggled as he shielded his eyes, giving him my famous I-win-smile. "He's going to find out anyways, you know? A random horse hanging around our camp. Yeah, that doesn't sound suspicious at all." Javier added sarcastically and I rolled my eyes.

"I'll take care of it!" I promised and he scoffed lightly, walking up to me.

"Will you?" He questioned and I nodded.

"Yes!" We were now face-to-face. His familiar scent, that I could never put my finger on, was fairly close to me. Javier smiled at me and I copied. Bubba's voice made us both jump in surprise.

"I told you, we should set up camp in Horseshoe Overlook near Valentine. We'll be able to hide out there no problem, as long as we keep our noses clean."

Only half paying attention to my grandfather, I looked back to Javier, with a half-laugh.

"So…. Warm country again, hmm?" I asked, crossing my arms and Javier smiled, looking to the side, as if to see if anyone was around.

"I know you've been feeding the O'Driscoll siblings." I freezed for a moment. "It's okay. We'll be hiding for weeks, and if we're not feeding them, we won't get any information out of the O'Driscoll Siblings. And we're counting on you to get it."

I looked down and sighed, then looking him in the eye. "Kieran and Raine." I told him and he raised his head at me slightly. "Their names are Kieran and Raine Duffy."

Javier sighed and nodded. "Fine. Keep feeding Kieran and Raine. we need them alive." Javier walked away to help the others load the wagons with our supplies.

"Katherine! Get the O'Driscoll Siblings, if you may!" Pawpaw waved at me and I nodded.

"Yes Sir!" I told him, walking out the barn and murmuring under my breath. "It's Kieran and Raine."

I walked into the barn and untied Kieran with my knife, he rubbed his hands from the tight rope that had been tied around him for a few days.

"Are we leaving?" Raine asked and I nodded.

"Yep! We're headed for Horseshoe Overlook." I informed her and she nodded.

"Let's just pray that it's warm." Kieran commented and I smiled, pushing him slightly forward.

"Come on. You'll be riding on a wagon with me, Javier, and Aunt Susan." I told them and they stopped for a moment.

"On a wagon?..." Kieran asked, slowly.

"With you, Javier and Miss Grimshaw?" Raine finished and I smiled.

"I know it's not ideal for you two, but you could be riding Branwen next to Micah if you prefer." I commented and they walked in front of me faster than Black Rose's gallop. I smirked and followed.

"Katherine, you're shoah you'll be fine with the O'Driscoll Siblings?" My Dad asked and I sighed, shaking my head.

"They're not dangerous, Dad. The most harm they could cause is accidently whip a horse too harm, their not—"

"Speaking of horses," Dad gently grabbed my wrist and took me to the flaxen roan horse. I froze. "Any idea where she came from?"

"Not at all. I noticed her hanging around the barn. She looked hungry and cold, so I took her in. Is that so wrong?" I lied through my teeth and Dad eyed me, I knew my voice had gone slightly high, but I hoped he hadn't noticed.

"And she just happened to show up when the boys and I went to rob that train." Dad commented and I shrugged.

"Yep! Guess so." I smiled and he sighed.

"What's her name?"

"Branwen."

"Katherine," Dad looked directly at me. "You know that this horse wasn't wandering around here. I know that this horse wasn't wandering around here. So, why don't you tell me where she really came from?"

I sighed and crossed my arms in defeat.

"I went out with Raine on Black Rose after y'all left for the train job. We were near Mount Hagen and Lake Isabella. I caught her and brought her back. She's Kieran's horse." I admitted and Dad shook his head.

"I told you to stay here!"

"You can't always tell me what to do!"

"Yes, I can! I'm your father!"

"And I'm an adult!"

"Not with that attitude you're not!"

I groaned in response and walked away towards the wagon. This was going on where.

"Katherine Bessie Morgan! Don't turn your back on me young lady!"

"We're just going to end up scream at eachother, and that'll get us nowhere!" I yelled back and got on the wagon, sitting between Javier and Raine.

"Everything okay?" Javier asked and I scoffed.

"Don't even ask." I told him, leaning on my arm, rolling my eyes. Thankfully, he dropped the subject.

"Okay, Katherine, Mr. Escuella. We're ready to go." Aunt Susan got on the wagon, and forcibly sat herself between Javier and I, forcing us to move over to the side. We exchanged a glance and smiled. I took a sip of alcohol, looking away for a moment.

"I do not plan on become a great-aunt anytime soon."

At that comment, I spit out on alcohol all over Raine. I covered my mouth in surprise. Did NOT mean to do that.

"Close your mouth, you are not tasting this." Kieran wiped Raine's face off with his sleeve, Raine closed her eyes as she did so.

"Sorry Raine…." I said, barely above a whisper.

"It's fine. Kieran, I think you got it all." Raine tried to push her brother off, but he smiled.

"Not yet a didn't." He tickled her stomach, causing her to laugh.

"Kieran! S-S-S-Staaahhhhppp!" She exclaimed, trying to push him off. I smiled at the sight, but then it faded. I'll never know the love between a brother and sister. I don't have any siblings, though Jack is like a little brother to me, but still… I'll never know what it'll be like. I then found my smile again. That doesn't matter now. I have my family. And that's all that matters. "Okay! Okay! Get off!" She exclaimed, finally able to push him back, Kieran holding his bands up in mock-surrender.

I heard a crash and I looked outside the wagon and stifled a laugh.

"Aw shit!" I heard my Dad yell.

"Everything all right Dad?" I asked, with a smirk.

"Does everything look all right, Katherine?!"

"What's going on?" Javier asked, finally turning to face the other wagon.

"Ahh, I broke the goddamn wheel!" I finally lost it and just died on the wagon cart, laughing my ass off.

"Miss Morgan! Control yourself!" Aunt Susan reprimanded me, but I just continued gasping in between laughs.

"I…I… Can't! sometimes, I…. Just can't control myself!" I laughed, covering my face with my hands.

"Is she okay back there?" I heard Reverend Swanson ask, looking back from the driving seat.

"She's fine. She's having another laughing fit, continue on Mr. Swanson." Aunt Susan told him, as I still continued to laugh.

"Get ahold of yourself, señorita." Javier told me and I shook my head. No doubt my face was red from laughing.

"Is she always like this?" Kieran asked, out of curiosity and probably worry.

"Yep." Javier and Aunt Susan said in usion.

"Okay… Okay…." I breathed for a moment and smiled. "I'm fine."

"Good. 'Cause we're here." Aunt Susan told me and I looked outside.

Wow.

So, this is Horseshoe Overlook. I nodded in approval, stepping outside. It was a nice patch of grassy field, and there was a nice place for the horses to be put up. Big spaces for the tents and Pearson's cooking, and maybe I could convince Pawpaw to get an extra tent for Kieran and Raine.

Yes. This place will do for now.