#im tired and i am SICK
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need ceo!jay to whisk me off my feet so i never have to work again
#aj talks#im out here chanting 'i love my job i love my job i love my job' bc i DO love my job#i just hate some of the people i work with#as if my mood hasnt already been shit all day š®āšØ#im tired and i am SICK#i hope someone saves me
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#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd things#heartbreak#dark aesthetic#toxic relationship#tw self destructive thoughts#tw depressing stuff#su1c1dal#i'm so mad#i feel stupid#i am so tired#why am i like this#i am alone#im not okay#living with borderline#im sad and lonely#i'm so sick of myself#loosing myself#i am sad#heart been broke so many times#tw self destruction#tw depressing thoughts#bpd feels#bpd problems#actually bpd#trauma#ptsd
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breaking the sign in two by how hard im tapping it
#im putting the word queerbait in a very tall box on a very tall shelf and none of you get it back until you actually learn the definition#sjonnies edits#queerbait#queer media#queer#queer issues#there are real queerbaits! a lot of them! but i am SO sick and tired of everything that's not explicitly stated be called queerbait#or when the focus in an action movie is not the full romance#would the hero and the girl have kissed in a straight action movie? sure. but even now more often than not that doesn't happen or the focus#is different entirely#the world doesn't change overnight. but you know what helps changing it? watching the media that's implying it! NORMALISING THAT MEDIA!#showing the studios that it isn't popularity suicide. encouraging actors to diversify and give them the respect they need without turning#every conversation an actor playing a queer character into what their sexuality is!#venom#deadpool and wolverine#loki#911#<- which. btw. fucking INSANE thing to say#also queer characters CANNOT be used for queerbait#QUEER CHARACTERS CANNOT BE USED FOR QUEERBAIT#they can be buried! but they CANNOT be used for queerbait because they. are. queer.
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Marvel hates Romani characters so much. I want to die.
#I HATE IRON MAN SO MUCH AND THEY DO THIS TO ME???#SOMEONE KILL HIM#SOMEONE PLS KILL THAT THIRD RATE DOOM WANNABE#i am sick and TIRED#im so tired#i want to cry#doctor doom#marvel clown universe
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WHEEEEEE
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry.#And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease#SLEEPY.#emu otori from um . fortntie#Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE#edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun#I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY#im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired#my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large#my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward#proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY#IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON#im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes āohhh yeah bc pinkā#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going āwhat about the pink onesā on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other āqueerā folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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DONE!!!!!!
#I finished ths last night at like 3 am#iim woke up now and i regret it cuz my eyes burn#and im tired#and im sick of it alā¦#I FINISHED THIS THOUGHā¦ š#john dory#trolls john dory#trolls bruce#trolls spruce#trolls#dw trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#iasip#idrudis#idk if i should tag its always sunny cuz im just refernecing it ths isnt art liek for that..#i started giving up at āthats WAY stifferā it was almost over for me
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New reaction image just dropped
#im gonna use this all the time. everyone is lucky i am sick and tired rn so i cant be creative as i wish#911 abc#9-1-1#eddie diaz#9 1 1#911 season 8#buddie#ryan guzman#jwpyyy#reactions#silly ones#tops
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i am so tired of being the only schizospec person i know irl
#besides highschool friends i havent seen i years#theres probably someone else. theres got to be someone who understands this. there has to be#but i just cant find anyone#im tired#im tired of the looks i get if i so much as mention it#im tired of the weight of the room changing#i do everything i can but i cant change it#and i am sick of no one knowing what im going through#i just want someone to understand
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Quick reminder that when Luo Binghe cries for Shen Qingqiu he's not doing it because he's "manipulative", he's doing it because in China the women often fake-cry (kind of like aegyo in Korea) so their male partner can take care of them. LBH knows SQQ isn't 100% comfortable with being in a homosexual relationship (much less being submissive in bed), so he sees this as the least he can do to give SQQ some sense of normalcy. And it works, SQQ takes care of Binghe and he isn't embarrassed by it. Stop hating on Binghe, sheesh.
#Im going to straight up say it I am SICK AND TIRED of bingqiu haters (specifically some liushen shippers) spewing shit without knowing the -#full context#its mad annoying#bingqiu#liushen#luo binghe#luo bingmei#svsss#svss#scum villains self saving system#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#mxtx#shen qingqiu#sqq#lbh
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Kaalaa Baunaa birthday !!!
#I am printing these on keychains btw.#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 fanart#mochart#Kaalaa Baunaa#thank you to this character for helping me thru a lot of things#truly the character of all time#i thought she deserves a full color piece for her bday even tho im tired and sick#but anything for kb!!!
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#just a fast sketch of eloise#I actually sketched it last night but did the black pencil on top just now#I always try to be more refined with these but the looseness always wins#im happy Iām getting looser with my art thoā¦#anywaysā¦in other newsā¦I AM STILL SICKš#it is like day 8ā¦Iām tired of coughing and sleeping and having constant headacheā¦#no funny anecdotes these daysā¦Iām just a Boring Girl but thatās okay#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit
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I made graphics instead of going to bed
Plus zadr stuff,,,
#im so tired uugghhhh#anyways#i tried doing more of the show style... figured people would like that more i guess#they make me SICK i hope they EXPLODE (i love them so much#art#my art#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#trinkets#pixels#blinkies#sorry i am literally so embarrassed to post this for no reason#ive posted zadr before i just feel like im gonna get thrown into a volcano for this one#even though i LIKE what i made and i LIKE zadr#okay. okay im normal#zadr#zim and dib romance#šok#forgive me father for i have sinned. i am cringe#OKAY okay im like so normal and stuff and im like totally not nervous to post this#<- LIE#okay SHUT UP just post it. loser
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ugh, don't you just hate it when you're on a date with your partner and your boss won't stop calling to chat? š
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Curtwen for @starkidobsessedgiantgremlin, featuring a grumpy Agent Mega who doesn't like having to share attention.
#im sorry this took so long to finish lol. i was having some difficulties w/ this one AND THEN i got sick š¤§šµāš«#glad i was able to finish it today but i am So Tired now and my brain is mush#jack jabbers#curtwen#spies are forever#saf#tcb spies are forever#tin can bros#tcb#saf fanart#spies are forever fanart#owen carvour#agent curt mega#artists on tumblr#digital art#clip studio paint#csp
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platonic cuddly moonwater
Regulus walking into the Gryffindor common room and laying his head on Remusās lap.
Regulus jumping on Remus
Remus resting his head on Regulusās shoulder when heās reading
Regulus and Remus cuddling on the floor when watching a movie
James and Sirius really confused at it but happy nonetheless
Sirius joking about Regulus stealing his boyfriend
Regulus falling asleep on Remus after a long day
Regulus plopping himself in Remusās lap after getting made fun of for being trans
Remus hugging regulus from behind and resting his head on regulusās head
#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#sirius#jegulus#sirius x lupin#regulus black#platonic moonwater#sleep#wolfstar#regulus and evan and barty#sirius and regulus#remus and regulus#iām sick#and tired#of the way he treats me#what am i yapping abt#IM SO CLOSE#TO GETTING A BOYFRIEND
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it feels so unfair...
i just want to have fun making art again instead of wasting uncountable hours working on things that will never work out and get horribly irritated by it
#ganondoodles talks#its been what? a month? now#im tired of not drawing#i have done nothing but shitty sketches#havent i waited enough#been trying to be patient and just wait until it comes back without trying to force myself#but art is all i have#i am nothign without it#i cant wait any longer#the pain i get in my left chest whenever i cough or sneeze or tense anything up isnt helpingeither#mystery sickness i got since getting covid#not going to the doctor bc its probably jsut a fucking muscle thing like last time and i feel like sinking into the ground when i went ther#for nothing essentially
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