#if I had released more Shockwaves Debt chapters at least I could say those ideas didnt just rot in my brain for forever-
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I feel so bad for everyone who really liked and got excited over Shockwave's Debt bc god everytime I do a major project nowadays and start like actually finding decent ways to plan it out I think abt how if I had done all of this for that fic I might have actually finished more than one chapter for it and I already feel bad for rewriting it once but truly and honestly I REALLY want to rewrite it again but this time I don't fully write out any chapters until I have the ENTIRE story planned bc god I didn't even know how the damn thing would end when I made the first chapters of both versions! I literally had no plan for the end and still am not sure how it would end. But I Really Really want to write it out bc I really love so many of the concepts and ideas I had for it... Shockwave's Debt feels like it could be such a great fic one I would hope would be the way I could bring about a new fun intrepetation on TFA Shockwave,,, but if I do write it I seriously need to write out a plan first. That's what I'm doing for Super Spies and it's so helpful like I actually know how the story with progress and the themes I'm building upon.
#Ramblez#SORRY DSKFJNGSDFKGJNDFGSD#I'm literally just thinking a lot abt Shockwave rn and this thought has been in my brain for forever#I'm thinking I might start doing a lot of brainstorming and brain dumping into a document#and then asking people for feedback and ideas on how they feel on them#but just in general I did want to say this Shockwave's debt will get made I swear to god it will-#just after Super Spies and maybe Beneath The Brine are finished to give me more expierence writing long ass fics n stories#it is also one of those things tho where its like...#I wish I had just allowed myself to release Shockwaves Debt chapters even when I didnt think they were absolutely perfect#bc in my opinion it means so much more to release a story that isnt super perfect or even good than to have never tried to tell that story#so its like even if it had sucked and I looked back on it with embarassment#if I had released more Shockwaves Debt chapters at least I could say those ideas didnt just rot in my brain for forever-#Im rambling now but its not called ramblez for nothing so KJDNSFGKJNFSGSD
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