#heres hoping ill finish ✌✌

[deafeninggardenerpanda]

bit of a quick informal shop update, lots of news

first of all the preorders for the mage sisters teru teru bozu have been fulfilled! i just dropped them off at the post office earlier today. hope they arrive safely to everyone! the price has also been increased slightly now that the preorder period is over

elfilis and overlord magolor charms are retiring once the current stock sells out. if anyone was thinking of grabbing one sometime, make sure to before theyre gone for good. the mage sister charms im also heavily considering retiring. theres about 5 of each left of those

morpho, galacta, and magolor charms have all been restocked. yippee!

i havent fully finished quality checking stock yet, so any potential B or C-grades have not been listed. theyll be up by sometime next week for those that like a deal ✌ ill update my shop announcement banner when everythings been accounted for

reminder that my shop can be found here :) making art for merch honestly takes a massive amount of time but i hope to have more new things in the future

[jorenilee]

Ay I'm writing a josuyasu post-apocalyptic fic so 👀👀

[ndarnila]

I felt difficult to loving myself since long time ago

Hello, it's me again. I'm the problem. Haha, mentang-mentang lagi populer ya lagunya Taylor Swift.

Halo-halo, apa kabar??! Ya ampun.. kapan y aku bisa konsisten nulis di sini jadi gak cuma karena salah satu upayaku utk bs tidur efek ngopi tadi. *si paling ngopi, kontemplasi, depresi

Gonna put some my thoughts here, so the future me gonna remember this day and hopes will laugh at it.

AKHH!! gile stress banget yah ternyata di umur 27 tahun tuh. Rasanya betul-betul, bener-bener, tru-tru capekk banget. Seenggaknya buat aku. Please validate my feelings. hehe

Pertama, kerjaan. Kedua, kuliah. Ketiga, loneliness. Sedapp. Wakaka.

The important things, I just can't love and thank myself enough. Karena ya.. aku ngerasa belum ada upaya yg cukup aja buat ngelakuin itu semua. Aku liat teman-temanku semuanya sudah ngelakuin itu. Kalau aja alasan kita ngelakuin sesuatu untuk diri sendiri udah cukup, aku ngerasa alasan itu gak cukup. Duh, paham gak si? Should i start seeing a therapist, tho?

im too scared. These mental things are really scary. Not to blame my father's illness. But, schizophrenia is frightening.

Coba yah kita breakdown satu per satu. * yailah.

Pertama kerjaan.., Alhamdulillah-nya, setelah 4 tahun dan 2x pindah divisi, aku dipindahin lagi ke divisi baru yang menarik. Awalnya aku jadi admin social media, terus dipindahin lagi ke CS, dan akhirnya ke PR. Memang semuanya masih ada benang merahnya, tapi di divisi kali ini bisa dibilang jobdesknya cukup spesifik dan kompleks.

That's whyyyy..., tingkat stressnya lumayan tinggi dibanding divisi-divisi sebelumnya. But, im pretty sure, i enjoyed it. Lets just hoping im not transfered to another division or back in to the division i had, at least before i finished my study✌

With all lack of skill and experience, i am willing to learn a lot from here. Tapi, tetep aja insecure weii.. Di tim ini tuh luar biasa banget isi orang-orangnya. Kayak, whoaah, affakah aku bisa menggapai nya?

Lanjut, perkuliahan duniawi. Udah masuk semester 4 yang mana aku diharapkan di semester 5 ini udah bisa selesai dan bs nyusun skripsi. Memang, masih S1. Tapi tekanannya ada banget ya, bund.

Karena aku masih kuliah online, dan cuma ada 1 kelas yang sesekali offline, matkulnya masih bisa teratasi, insya allah dgn baik. *tunggu aja masuk UTS ke-2 atau UAS, pasti beda lagi. WAKAKA* Masih menyesali kenapa aku baru lanjut kuliah sekarang2 ini.

Ketiga, loneliness. Arent we all guys? wkaka langsung case closed. Hehe, enggak deng. Untuk loneliness ini aku rasa masih bisa teratasi juga. I still got a very few friends and my remaining family. Plus, all my favorite fictional hommies on anime / manga. More than enough😂

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*lost inspiration to write again here

[lynxalon]

Lynx!!!!! how are ya doing?? for the ask game, here are my questions!! :D

27. What area of writing do you feel strongest in?

28. What area of writing do you want to improve in?

hullo cherian !! i've been so and so, dealin with pain flares an some yikers mentally ill momence 😔 but ayyy think i'm kinda chill on the mentolee eel front ✌ so! gettin a bit better! okie okie so, questions :D

27. What area of writing do you feel strongest in?

probably in my actual writing. i would value my worldbuilding as a strong point, but overall my writing is where i feel strongest in. i've spent the most time writing and learning how to write better and practicing what i've learned, whereas i've spent less (but still. A lot) of time on other areas of writing. for example, outlining ! that is a very underdeveloped skill for me, but i think it's an important one (at least for me) to have, so i'm working on that. but yeah, my writing is vv beloved to me, i hold it.. verry gently in mhands 👐

28. What area of writing do you want to improve in?

ooooo kinda talked about it in the last answer but m outlining is one of the biggest points i wanna touch on in the coming years. also !!! original works! i work mainly with fanfiction and have for most of the years i've been writing, so i want to really focus on some original works to really stretch my character creation skills. i have worked on some original works between fics, but as backburner projects. there's one that i want to start outlining, but unfortunately it's still a backburner thing until i finish tmod and altrttam ^^

so ya ! i hope that answers then questions well lmao agshdjdkdkdl ty so much for asking beloved 🥺💚💚💚

writar asks ✨