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gureshinlover · 2 years ago

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Me: *still havent finished reading 1 volume manga in japanese (otoyomegatari) i got from a manga shop near my area*

Me: *still only read 1 vol out of 4 vols manga in japanese (kare ni irai shite wa ikemasen) that i ordered from japan*

Also me: Should i buy 4 vols of Bsd BEAST manga?? from japan???

#someone make me stop #otoyomegatari doesnt have furigana so i mostly use it to study kanji #and take notes of kanji i dont know (almost all of them haha)#so it takes veeeery long #i've already read the 2 vols of kare ni irai shite wa ikemasen in english online #but i reread the first vol to remember stuff #and i still didnt have time to continue reading the rest #it's been months since i got them...#BUT IM IN LOVE WITH BEAST MANGA #I NEED IT #I WANNA SEE IT NEXT TO MY BED EVERYDAY #I WANNA SEE ALL THE PANELS AND MY FAV CHARACTERS EVERYDAY LIKE THAT #but im scared that i wouldnt have time to read jp manga again 😭#also beast manga is a bit expensive for my budget so #thats another problem #also i wanted to buy merch like plushies with the money i got from my last commission #so im not sure if i should buy plushies that does nothing or manga i might not read :/#oh btw if this is confusing i've already read beast manga in english #but not physically so 😢#bsd

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nrc-asteryn-crew · 2 months ago

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🎫 Waiter waiter!!!! Anchor lore pls!!!! /lh

I gotta know more Abt that silly guy somehow so I shall redeem my ticket for him whehehe

ANCHOR LORE COMIN' RIGHT UP FOR UUUU !!!!

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Ever since that day six years ago, Anchor's parents have grown extremely overprotective of him, wanting to do everything in their power to ensure that Anchor doesn't meet the same fate as his only friend did.

After having to move out of his hometown, Anchor hadn't been able to leave the house, his parents refusing to let him out of worry and concern for his safety. Despite them not having much money, they try to do what they think is best for their son, and try to protect him from physical harm.

And even though he desires freedom, he knew that arguing, or saying anything wouldn't get him anywhere. His family had always been stubborn. And he knew that they were just worried, and caring in the best way they could.

But he didn't want any of it.

He just wanted his friend back.

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themintman · 9 months ago

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finished my mock exams so I drew my Jack + Nurm designs from an unfinished fic of mine. As a treat.

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dreamwinged · 4 months ago

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justgot a stomach ache

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#i see doubles and have a physical reaction why am i so mentally ill #girls when other ppl like the same popular character as them NOOOOOOO 😔 😔 OH THE HUMANITY😢😢😢😭😭😭😭#it’s so stupid

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vermin-fangs · 3 days ago

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Hot take: I shouldn't have to take a laptop to a network access point to download games that I own and then transfer them by a drive to my personal computer. I miss you physical games that didn't need internet to download

#txt #my USB drive crapped out and now i have to get a new one to download any of my games 😢#fortunately ive really been getting into physical books lately ever since i found out #the dollar store sells mass market paperbacks for only 1-3 bucks #so ive been entertaining myself with those #the only 3 games i have access to #and my dvds #but like #streaming still has dvds as an alternative #there is no such equivalent for games anymore

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mcltiples · 2 days ago

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{ OOC } i crave shippy content, gimme !

#{ you're a sky full of stars. ooc posts }#{ 😢 'cause i'm feeling bad today and need a little pick me up }#{ i'm still sick physically and emotionally so COMFORT !! }

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sneezywheel · 1 year ago

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Where’s that atla meme with all the past avatars looking at Aang but instead it’s all the characters that have been shipped with alternate versions of themselves looking at a character? I think it’s time to add miles morales to that meme

#Spider-Man #across the spiderverse #seeing that selfcest hurt me physically😢😢😢#but that meme is so fucking funny #miles morales

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torgwn · 1 year ago

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art block in the middle of artfight 😔

#i cant draw 👍😢😅#i feel so sick rn. mentally spiritually and emotionally i mean. physically im pretty good

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bobmckenzie · 1 year ago

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HONESTLY in regards to "being able to pull my f/os or not" I actually have to admit that's part of why my ship with Bob is my most comforting, bc for some reason my brain just 100% accepts the idea that he would find me physically attractive kdkdklsld like with most of my other f/os I struggle with that idea but with Bob it's just never been a problem?? and I can't even describe why, there's nothing in canon to support this, it's just... something i inexplicably believe lol

#i kinda feel this way about richie too which i think is why i fell for him so hard so fast LOL #then theres the newest crush Finch who i'm literally fighting tooth and nail to convince myself hed find me physically attractive 😭😭#thankfully the episode i mentioned recently where he had a crush on the woman who wasn't his usual type helped a lot with that tbh #also ik the question isnt just about physical attraction but i have to believe ALL my f/os like my personality bc otherwise #i would literally transform into this emoji: 😢 for the rest of my life #plus compatible personalities is a big reason why i f/o characters in the first place. bc i can picture us enjoying each others company #but as an insecure person the other part is never quite as easy to believe lol so its SUCH a comfort when it is... <3 #caitiechat #peanut butter and jelly donut

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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I was on the wikipedia page for phobias just for fun but just discovered theres an actual word for a fear of being touched.. 🥹

#haphephobia.... and they list guts from berserk under pop culture references 😢😢😭😭 thats my guy....#not gonna lie i teared up a bit i didnt realise it 'counted' as an actual phobia #i find it really difficult to talk abt but i have a complicated relationship w touch/physical contact (likely trauma babeyy)#and while i do crave it a lot i also have a very physical reflexive fear response especially if its intentional + i dont expect it #which can sometimes even get triggered just being in proximity to ppl bc like. even the possibility sets me on fucking edge #it would be nice to be as physically affectionate as i naturally want to be without dealing w my fight/flight/freeze but alas #its weird bc there are some random situations where it doesnt get triggered at all but its so unpredictable every time #and varies wildly person to person for seemingly no reason. there r strangers im innately more comfortable with but also friends ive known #for years and will never be comfortable around. i think part of that depends on how strongly the other person communicates and whether-#i feel as if theyre demonstrably able to respect boundaries not just mine but their own too + understand theyre not always fixed #ideally i need to have had this conversation with them so i Know they understand. which is rly difficult i find it so hard to admit #and i have a complicated mental block where i need the other person to naturally bring it up which very very rarely ever happens #idk just an atmosphere of safety yknow. i think its intentional touch that specifically makes me panic bc im usually fine w like-#bustling crowds or even expected social rules like handshakes at interviews. bc its not like they're Trying To Touch Me its just rote idk #hopefully eventually ill reach a place where im able to unpack it and reduce its severity bc man sometimes its fucking heartbreaking to me #bc i do genuinely really like physical contact im an incredibly physical person its my main way of interacting w the world #and the way having to force myself to avoid it meshes w my rsd too augh.... its a clusterfuck #even just having one person im completely comfortable with. maaaaan.#almost makes me miss my ex. at least i was mostly cool around them #god its sucked lately ive been having weird vivid dreams related to it. but whatever its so far down my list of problems to prioritize #and at least i dont get it w my familys dog so i can cuddle her :^) i miss her i cant wait to see her next month :D #anywayyyy thats enough im so tired goodnight every1...#.diaries

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yourqueenb · 2 years ago

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Ngl though, I was very worried about Lancelot. I know he’s the best knight in the realm or whatever, but the writing for him is so good that I actually care about what happens to him and can feel the emotional conflict along with MC

#choices guinevere #choices lancelot #choices #choices stories you play #playchoices #being IN love with one man and choosing him #but *loving* another as a friend so deeply that you don’t want to see them hurt #esp not at your own hands because you don’t reciprocate his feelings #or maybe you do to an extent but you have chosen someone else bc you know that’s where your heart belongs #not to mention the fact that on top of beating himself up mentally over ‘betraying’ his friend by catching feelings for his betrothed…#he’s also been physically beaten 😢#which is why I mentioned the best knight in the land thing #like ik Lancelot can take a few punches but I don’t like thinking about him being hurt 😞#he deserves all the love and happiness and gentleness too!#but anyway kudos to the writing team for making me feel all these things about pixels again 😭#choices app #pixelberry studios #pixelberry

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eebie · 1 year ago

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#im really gonna do it Im realy gonna do it this time Gggjhnng Hgh #My wrist excruciating pain my frail weak ass no way !!!!!#But my parents want me to do this job 😢 i thought id like it but not when its physically painful Which will be all the time #im not phsyically able 2 do this shit Im too weak #thats my own fault Whatever if i snap a tendon or straight up die Well we ball we always ball What choice other than 2 ball #this shits making me so anxious even on the days where i dont have 2 do it #Like i hated my last job too but i never felt straigjt up nauseous thinking about it #😢😢😢i feel so Pathetic and not even in a cute way this is so lame #maybe if i break a wrist my parentsll let me stop working and i wont uahe to ask #but then i wouldnt be able to draw:/ GRRRR there is no wau out!!!!!!!!!#its been Two days

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ariaofsorrows · 2 years ago

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neato little adhd trick that works for me: actually handwrite your first draft so when you go to type the thing up, you’re re-reading the work, and you’re able to make edits

#this works better for fics because i have all the time in the world #and i’m that type of person to submit the first draft 😢#so when i do this i’m still technically working on my first draft #but i’m editing at the same time! woohoo #usually i handwrite on GoodNotes or on a physical paper and then i retype it again on Docs/Word #idc about scanning text or all that. I will manually type shit out so help me

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selfindulgentfandomstuff · 5 days ago

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Maybe things will be okay after all..

#just had a really good conversation with my calc professor and it was honestly rlly inspiring and nice to know he believes in me #and my potential to succeed in physics + the accompanying required math #idk he’s pretty awesome Im so sad he won’t be teaching Calc 2 next semester 😢

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idolcandies · 5 months ago

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sighhhh… 10:50 pm at night…. Changed my user…. feeling freaky….. whatever shall i do???!?!?!?

#zach yaps #my girlfriend thinks im asleep #mi amor im sorry 😢#my body hurts so bad its physically painful to relax

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