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THINGS MY PERIOD FORCES UPON ME THAT I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IF IT WOULD STOP
-hungry but all the food in the house is Wrong -hungry but all the food not in the house is also Wrong -hungry but too sad to eat -hungry but my brain has decided that if i were to consume One Single Morsel i will Die™️ -hungry but the Correct food takes time to make and my brain has decided it is time for Lazy -ow -sadge moments at dumb things -Gonna Pass Out if i run At All -OW -cry bc beloved is Too Pretty (i dont mind this one as much actually because. he is.) -want Belled Taco but i ate it yesterday so its Not Allowed (normally i have no reservations about this) -No More Blood -FUCKING OW -blood on my bedsheets >:( -making a Request means i am the Devil -FUCKING OW -my gender is Wrong
#periods#blood mention#tw blood#blood tw#food mention#food tw#tw food#pain mention#tw pain#pain tw#lmk if i missed anything#augh im in agony
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wow these funhouse mirrors r so funky!!! ahahaha,,,ha,,
#hahahahaha#haha#ha#augh#orz#reading stuff about playful land and im sooooo o(-(#art block blegh#sketch to maybe help w it#it did not!! but fun idea ig#wahqihaoo#cant wait for the agony#twisted wonderland#twst#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#kalim al asim#twst fanart#twst kalim#playful land event#leona kingscholar#twst playful land#twisted wonderland fanart
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remember people being mad that eris got exagryph back, and they had to be on the receiving end of it for once and her (understandably) masterful use of it. hi i would like to offer a new variant of mad: TALOS GIVE ME FUCKING MALPHON I SWEAR TO FUCK-
#hades 2#hades 2 spoilers#and may shadows conceal this post#MALPHON BABY COME BACK THE KIDS (ME) MISS YOU#TALOS ASPECT MALPHON WAS SO SEXY AUGH MY WOES AND AGONIES#anyway im not actually mad talos is a fun miniboss. really enjoying trashing olympus#wish i could run into athena and dionysus more tho. cant we hang out
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only on episode 3 of the untamed but my fav characters (aside from the obvious wwx numero uno) so far are lan xichen (so sweetie 🥺💖), jiang cheng (YOU HAVE SO MANY ISSUES i just know hes gonna break me), and wen ning (SO BABY...HOLDS HIM SO GENTLE...)
#also i really like literally every character so far except wen ruohan fuck that guy in particular#LIKE. aside from being a horrible person he jsut doesnt interest me much as a character yet he feels relatively flat so far. but again. ep3#xue yang has only briefly appeared but i can TELL hes gonna commit atrocities a im gonna wanna shake him like a maraca#ALSO JIANG YANLI....SHE MAKES ME SO SAD AND IS SO SWEET AUGHHH....#i dont know anything about the untamed except like. non-major-plot-related character info#im watching it with my boyfriend and he gave me the 'jin lings uncles' version of the summary lmao#but we got to the point where we entered The Flashbacks and i went 'ah. so ive been fucking shakespeared.'#DRAMATIC IRONY I LOVE AND HATE YOU...THE AGONY OF KNOWING THIS ALL ENDS HORRIBLY...AUGH#mdzs#beso babbles
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Will never find another girl like her....(pencil brush for sony sketch)
#random stuff#augh im trying to switch to ibis paint because storage issues!!!#but idk how to get thr brush to b what i want!!!!agony#just want her back.......(pencil brush for sony sketch)
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going into a tag: wow haha there sure are a lot of ships in here,,, luckily i have no strong feelings on any of these parings and i like all of these characters a lot so i dont think i need to put any filters on ^_^ lets go have a good time reading some awesome character explorations yayyyy
2 hours later: oh ok so im gonna need to kill everyone whose thought about writing anything romantic ever. also the people who keep putting them into found family dynamics and sanding off their edges too just to be safe
#WHAT IF I WANTED DUNGEON MESHI FICS WITHOUT ROMANCE AS THE MAIN FOCUS. WHAT IF I WANTED TO READ ABOUT KABRU#AND DIDNT CARE TO HEAR HIM WAX POETIC ABOUT LAIOS OR WHATEVER. HMMM????#sorryyyyyy literally a me problem. but also ahem. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#im not even??? picky??? i dont even have like a specific guy from dm?? because they're all compelling???#literally just give me non ship fic for any of them . please. i want to see them not the dolls. pelase.#its not even. a shipping problem really. because the found family stuff is just as bad.#but. augh. the agonies <-literally not even experiencing a real problem <3
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being chronically ill is TIRING “hey sorry i missed most of your class my body actually decided to partially give out and i feel slightly like my intestines are tied in knots and my limbs are a million pounds so i was actually just kinda stuck in the accessible restroom downstairs for like 20 minutes to see if i could have some sort of reset but it did nothing. i promise my internal torment is worse than anything you could come up with but please be nice to me anyway”
#AUGH.#at least this professor is chill. he has a cat named salty jim btw and she hates him#also i keep forgetting to take my birth control at night so im fuckin. bleeding. and started bleeding through my pants slightly#but I caught it before it got too visible#one more class and then i have three hours off before I need to leave for my shift#no more Earl hesitation. having a cat while i lay in agony would be lovely i think
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I wish I have a friend nearby that I can visit and ask to play proseka on my phone for me cuz I'm oh so dizzy and nauseous and yet I'm still playing a game that contributes to the nausea o<-<
#aria rants#mmmy energy... i cant let it stay capped out for long i need the t5k but at the same time. good grief. im so augh orz...#why are my friends living across the globe. the pains and agonies of online friends... why cant we live nearby one another MAN!
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war and hate on planet Sornieth
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Vinesplash vinesplash i love her so so much but i also simultaneously need every vinesplash user dead until they fix the incredible lag spikes she causes upon respawning
#GIRL. AUGH. actual agony playing ESP BC IM A SKATE PLAYER HELP#I CANT PLAY MY BOI UNDER THESE CONDITIONS !!!!!#nighty chatter#phighting
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Flamebird Kon Guy again (I should start leaving some kinda signature), and Yes!! There’s so much about Krypton and it’s culture that cna be played with, and just barely gets touched on in regards to Kon and the other Kents and then being immigrants!! Like, on Krypton, clones literally had a civil war, and then centuries later, all of the children were born artificially anyways. Literally, Kon would be considered Clark’s kid by their standards, and that’s just never brought up or talked about!!
I’m a bit denier of the Bad Dad Clark fanon shit, but I do want to say, it would be so so INTERESTING to see this type of scenario played with. Kon who compares himself to Clark constantly, and has expressed insecurity over Clark keeping secrets from him and what he (Kon) means to him. And like, Clark has always rushed to assure Kon whenever these insecurities are made known, so something like this would have so much potential!!
But DC is too busy being Mfing haters 😒😒
Anywhores, sorry for the tangent. But this also plays into why I love Flamebird!Kon so much! Because there’s so much that can be explored with Kon taking that name. Imagine Clark telling him about Flamebird, a creature of passion who destroys not because she takes pleasure in it, but because it’s her duty to keep the spark from going out. Kon proudly wearing a name that Clark said he would be a good fit for, and every time they’re together or every time he’s alone, he can’t help but preen because it’s another name that Clark bestowed upon him, and that means something!!
okay first off "anywhores" cracked me up so shoutout to that <3. i just didnt see that coming at ALL hdfjkshdkjHd
anyway. yeah "bad dad clark" is my enemy and i'm setting this particular bit of fanon on fire and throwing it off a cliff. like... here's the nicest guy in the world! also he just hates this teenager for no reason. GET REAL. it's SOOOO much more interesting to give them a nuanced relationship (i also don't subscribe to them having a 100% nuclear family label in any way; i think it's somewhere between "brothers" and "father/son" and also both of them at the same time and also neither. no label fits them too well outside of simply "family"). but them having the struggle of "kon, esp younger early-in-his-narrative kon, craving parental affection from clark, who isn't quite able to give that to him the way he wants" is ABSOLUTELY my cup of tea and im so here for adding the extra layer of old kryptonian vs newer kryptonian culture as a further confounding variable. let them be complex and multifaceted!! the love is there but so are the issues, etc.
re: that last paragraph i can't also help but think of The Agonies... kon defining himself so much by clark's pride in him as a concept makes me wail into my hands. it's in-character Esp again when he's younger but also babygirl you are also your own person!!!! id love a narrative w flamebird kon where he first is so proud of it bc of clark but then grows to forge his own connection to flamebird's mythos and the deity herself too, in addition to the connection to his heritage through clark. kon's narrative re: individuality is just so gripping to me (even if we kinda have to imagine a lot of it bc dc does not want to deliver lmao) and that could be such a fun additional angle on it.
also this whole thing in general made me remember again how mad i am that rebirth just completely nuked the entire kon & clark relationship. clark just doesnt fucking remember him and by the looks of it/the way they wrapped it up so neatly re: house of kent arc, he never will. what the fuck!!!!! rebirth get out of my house bendis do NOT interact!!!!!!
#kon and clark are just SO. AUGH. you know?#the agonies persist but the love prevails!!!!!!#until rebirth decides to fuck them over anyway. BUT IM IGNORING THAT. THE LOVE PREVAILS#theyre family!!!!!!!! theres no other word for it that sits quite right on either or both of their tongues but theyre FAMILY#kon#clark#answers#flamebird kon anon#<- you get your own tag now :)
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something about rick's last words to phin being him telling her to look away as he gets blown up
#had to rewatch the video recordings from the game for the fic im writing#This scene upsets me#The agony in Phin's voice AUGH#Jasmin Savoy you ate this role idc#peg speaks#spider man#insomniac spider man#phin mason#rick mason
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i dont think im ever recovring from either of the homestuck epilogues <- he is rereading the meat timeline john and terezi scenes
#puddle talks#homestuck#homestuck epilogues#im so. augh#in agony every time.i think about them#davekat too#i cant sleep
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if i dont finish this bix dedra fic im killing people.
#i just want fingers in mouths is that so much to ask my god i just want women staring at each other in silence AUGH#flickerthoughts#im in agony
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my fucking leg hurts !!!!!
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i finally deactivated my old dsmp/mcyttwt acct two weeks ago and now i have all these old pictures/art pieces saved to honour that account 😭 part of me wants to mass-post the old dsmp art so i have them here for reference... ourgh
#i didnt save anything :) related because. well#but theres a lot of art that made me so emotional that i went through like. damn your girl really loves the dsmp so much and feels so bitte#bitter and bittersweet and nostalgic and OURGH. where is ezra i need to be put down#i am in the process of making peace with being an ex dttwt fan but the dsmp undeniably gave me so much joy i am. augh agony painpainpainpai#im not going to write another 30k words about my feelings again so uh. if you see me posting old art mind yo business!!!!!!!#thello babbles
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