#OH AND MY THERAPIST CANCELLED

[stars-and-birds]

today has been a good day actually

[koko-loco-urlocalbbgirl]

SDJ IS AN ADULT VN MINORS DNI. PUT YOUR AGE IN BIO OR YOU'LL BE BLOCKED

The tape "Incident 84" probably is a original copy of the show and contains the last episode of the original Sunny Day Jack, aka the one where Jack died/killed (was shot?) while filming. Everything directs that after said incident the producers tried to bury all clues related to it to protect themselves.

(In Jambeebot's drawings there was one with two formers actors of the show in what it seemed an interview or talking with someone who was asking them about the incident and the woman said they didn't let them hold a funeral for Joseph/Jacktor. AND in this drawing his grave seemed improvised God knows where by someone who knew him, no grave per se just a which further proves he didn't get a proper funeral and only the people who worked in the show knew he died at the age 25 under turbulent circumstances.)

So that tape was the only existing one that proved his death/murder, the person who kept it died and somebody donate their things or they get rid of it themselves and that's why Jack was trapped in there.

After all, it contained his death, but also the last moments of his life and who killed him or why he died. The first element his soul could cling to this realm, well, before you.

[lith-myathar]

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[knifegremliin]

holy shit, earmuffs?? you guys, EARMUFFS??? did you guys know about this shit??? a GODSEND. a fucking GODSEND. (<- just discovered the sweet, sweet freedom of Silence)

[frankiegirl]

like how am I ever supposed to have a fucking job and source of income again if I barely have one day within a two week stretch where I feel semi okay? What am I supposed to do when walking around a bookstore for 45 minutes sucks all the energy out of my body? What’s the point of literally anything if all I can eat without immediately wanting to throw up is mashed potatoes? None of my doctors literally give any fucks so I guess I give up too yeah?

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[teethpaste]

oooo how the heart can ache in so many ways that have to be kept inside because what’s the point and it’s not appropriate but also wow life is so confusing

I oughta talk to my therapist about this. It’s funny how things can feel like regressive/nostalgia/such a deep .. sounds dramatic… but only description is heart ache

Funny to grow and mature in diff ways and then feel pulled back all of a sudden outta nowhere. I don’t get this feeling often but when I do it’s like a lump in my throat, a rock in my chest, pulling me towards something I can’t define! And if that sounds cheesy and romanticized it’s because it is. It’s the feeling I get that comes across every once in a blue moon Nowadays where I mentally feel like 18-24 again where I wanted to drop everything and move across the country or to Ireland or I was reckless and would literally meet a person once and plan a trip with them, trust whoever, go wherever, all the drugs all the alc all the adventure and I honestly felt so free. It’s funny what growing/sobering up does (or is it being in a relationship vs not?) It’s not that I want those same things anymore (I’m almost 800 days clean from coke - can you believe it!!!!) and I’m starting to tire of alcohol . Those aren’t what I mean. It’s the feeling of pure free spiritedness and shirking responsibility. Doing those things in the most romantic way. Not relying on or seeking out stability and the situations that then propels you towards. Gets me excited and feels like a roller coaster in my stomach thinking about it. Absolutely astounding when I realize I am in control of my whole life and I am an adult with adult money and I could just pick up and leave at any moment and go wherever and do whatever if I wanted to. I wish I could bottle up this feeling and keep it.

[eorzeanflowers]

i wish dnd/ttrpgs were easier to schedule.

[queseraphita]

I have gotten the job!

[artemis--writes]

BRO. I'M SO SAD RN. My therapist CANCELED my appointment today because she's SICK (obvs i hope she gets better soon) BUT BRO NOOOOOOOOOO

i literally have not had an appointment with her in weeks because she's dealing with a ton of health stuff rn and i MISS her and NEED TO TALK TO HER

the only good thing that's going to happen today is i bought an ace ring!! and it is supposed to be delivered today so !!!yay

anyways sry for the rant i just really miss my therapist and love talking with her and she had to cancel.....

if anyone sees this post i hope you have a great day (unlike me lmao) and that your therapy appointment is amazing and shit

[skyjynxart]

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[disco-lizard]

welp.. i might've gotten taken off my therapist's caseload. if so then i'm gonna be really upset about that L O L..

[hampterguts]

i dont need to see my therapist for over a month i get to work in an environment with very sharp objects now, i have minor workplace accidents on my side❤

[succubi-tch]

I like how my professor to my psych research methods class has explained so little about this paper we're supposed to write off this experiment we're supposed to conduct at some point in the class that I'm finding more out by reading the example paper he wrote for us than by actually going to his goddamn class.

[daggersandarrows]

having just sort of a Night

[alren-ki]

Hm.