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artsy-dreamer · 2 years ago
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I posted 2,262 times in 2022
That's 368 more posts than 2021!
136 posts created (6%)
2,126 posts reblogged (94%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@artsy-dreamer
@ladygobpire
@kirishimasmom
@inthetags
@jupiterlandings
I tagged 2,125 of my posts in 2022
Only 6% of my posts had no tags
#bnha - 385 posts
#^u^ - 182 posts
#gif - 155 posts
#animals - 100 posts
#haikyuu - 93 posts
#brotp - 92 posts
#lol - 70 posts
#artsy talks - 67 posts
#food - 63 posts
#izuku midoriya - 55 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#he ended up reading that way so i just kinda went with it… we’ll see if he ends up reading that way clearly enough to warrant the tag i gues
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Okay guys 
G U Y S 
If you’re a Sugar Rush fan and have access to a Roblox account… 
You NEED to check out this game: 
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Oh my GOSH 
This has got to be one of the best fan-made games I’ve ever SEEN, I am so impressed 
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#4
https://twitter.com/Neonysil/status/1513892887343386630
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This thread is SO GOOD 🥺🥺💕💕💕💕💕
74 notes - Posted April 14, 2022
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Duck Picrew! :D
99 notes - Posted January 28, 2022
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STARTED 
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FROM THE BOTTOM 
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NOW 
WE 
HERE!!!!!!!! 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
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134 notes - Posted February 20, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
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🦋 A cause that’s very important to me 💙 
Can you believe it’s already been a whole year since the Komi Can’t Communicate anime first premiered? I’ll never be over the fact that an anime about a canonically SM character premiered during SM Awareness Month- could that be more perfectly fitting?? 
Komi is so important to me- her struggles are portrayed so well (and I relate to her so much it’s painful) and I’m so glad a character like her exists 😊 Hope you all have a great October!
191 notes - Posted October 6, 2022
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dysfunctional-lego-ninja · 4 years ago
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Watching Ninjago With My Parents
I’m going to be showing my parents Ninjago for the foreseeable future (i.e. until they get tired of it XD), so I’m going to mark my observations of them here until they’re done (and my observations of myself since I haven’t seen these episodes in years).
Pilot Episodes: Mom was amused by the use of the toothbrush in Kai’s first run-in with the other Ninja. She finds Jay to be the most entertaining of the four and likes Sensei Wu a good deal. She was curious about Lloyd’s whereabouts (she’s only seen the movie) and what his and Nya’s Elements were - she did remember that Lloyd was the Green Ninja and that Nya would eventually become one. Time will tell if she’ll get to when Nya becomes a Ninja. Meanwhile my dad fell asleep and when he woke up, all he had to say was “it’s not Naruto.” Well no dang Dad I didn’t claim it was XP
Episodes 1-2: Mom was surprised to discover that Luh-Lloyd turned out to be smol evil kid (and she forgot he was Garmadon’s son). I think the voice threw her off because she thought he was Nya for a hot minute XD Pretty sure she also disapproved of the way Cole, Jay, and Kai were treating Zane during “Home”, and the first food fight was dubbed “rude” (she’s a foodie, I can’t blame her for that XD they wasted the meal Zane made and she didn’t appreciate that). Meanwhile I forgot how much the Ninja were absolute teenage boys in the early seasons - headstrong, immature, and quite savage. And I was disappointed to discover that the Amazon Prime cut of “Home” didn’t include Zane being in the fridge. I’m also questioning why on earth my favorite Ninja was Jay on first impressions, he’s so different now XD In conclusion, so far the main thing I drew from this rewatch so far is that the Ninja really have come a long way since their early days. They’ve grown so much, so many things have aged in such a way that certain lines make me snicker and think “ohhhhh boy they have no idea”. Good news, my mom still seems to like the show and doesn’t regret letting us watch it as kids (so far XD)
Well, stay tuned for my reblog update in a week!
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nymphl · 5 years ago
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In the General’s Bed - Regency!Hux x Reader - Ch. 6 - To resent a General
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A/N - Hello, sweethearts! Here’s chapter 6 of ITGB. This chapter has a lemony scene, a bit more detailed then the others in this story xD I hope you like this chapter, it’s one of my fav, even more because it entails a bit of shift in this story and what I’m planning for future chapters xD Anyways, thanks for leaving notes and reblogging. I appreciate your feedback very much. 
Story Summary: The General is cornered… Upon returning from a successful campaign in Battle of Waterloo, Armitage Hux knows he has no excuses left; he must produce the much-needed heir. The problem is, when the two of you parted five years ago, it was not in the best of terms. Now, he may not find his wife, you, so willing as he first expected, nor keen on taking part in any of his political games. [Hux x Reader – Hux x You – Regency AU].
Warnings for the entire story: Will contain at times; graphic violence, sex, drugs and manipulation, coarse language and OOCness.
AO3 Tags: Regency Era; Alternate Universe; Alternate Story; Alternate Universe - Historical; Arranged Marriage; Politics; War; Napoleonic Wars; England - 1815; Married Couple; OOCness; Smut
Wordcount: 7898
PREVIOUS CHAPTER 
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“THREE… TWO… ONE… THERE YOU GO, LITTLE LORD.”
You smiled as Lux positioned his chubby hands over the piano keys and played the brief song you had just taught him. He was a smart kid and learned fast. Part of you would rather if he did not catch onto things so quickly, as to delay his imminent parting as much as possible.    
“Well done,” you said, before pressing your lips lightly to his forehead. You knew Rae Sloane was watching everything with her attentive eyes as she read a book in the nearby ottoman. “Well done.”
As he continued to play, you let yourself think of Hux’s words. Of his whispered confession last night.
My damned father made sure I will only have access to the total sum of my inheritance only when I have an heir of my own. 
You remembered you reacted with a loud What? and that you told yourself there was nothing to be surprised about. Brendol Hux would do anything in his power to undermine his own son — flesh, blood… those were notions the previous General did not give a damn about. If he could jeopardize Armitage’s standing, he certainly would.
The very thought made you bit your bottom lip in anger. You did not know which father was worse, if yours — with his prejudice and blatant disregard of women — or Brendol — with his dubious character and… well, you could also say blatant disregard of women and his own flesh and blood.
There were days in which you were grateful for having barely interacted with the man himself. And in most of them, you pitied Hux for having had to put up with him for almost three decades.
Bad character aside, Brendol’s actions posed a problem for both of you. Armitage had the money, he just could not use it until…
You sighed.   
And recalled Rae’s own words to you.
…give him a damned heir…
Well, it seemed now you had no other choice. It was either give him a damned heir or watch him making a deal with Lady Carise — the devil herself. Borrowing money from a banker was completely out of the picture.  
“Mama… Mama!”
You were startled as Lux’s voice reached you. He had placed both of his tiny hands on your face, directing your attention to him. The piano keys — his recent fixation — completely forgotten.
“I am terribly sorry, Little Lord. I am…” You stopped yourself before you could lie. Rae cast a glance at you from her book, eyes narrowed. “Very much distracted today.”
He nodded, but his face hid nothing of his disappointment. You chewed your bottom lip; overcome with guilty, but feeling your mind racing with possibilities all the same. You had to find a way to get you out of this situation — to repay for his… understanding. To name it as kindness would be a bit too much.
The fact is… Hux had a meeting with his investors today — one in which he would be accompanied by Lord Mitaka — and only God could know what their reaction would be as soon as they knew how little profit the Arkanis Brewery would give them in the next few months — it is, if Hux found a way to pay for his debts. You admitted that in such devastating scenario, the was the fastest and safest way to get out of this predicament, without leading him to compromise his candidacy for Prime Minister, would be to accept Lady Carise’s money.  
Nevertheless, you would have no way out if you did not get pregnant soon. Well, needless to say you were trying, but there had to be something else — something faster and precise — that could be done.
With a defeated sigh, you messed his ginger hair. He ran his fingers through his tresses and stared at you with a scowl — to which you did your best to muffle your laughter. He was just too adorable when he was mad!
“Mama! And Lord Hux?”
“What about Lord Hux, Little Lord?” You pressed a lovingly kiss to his cherub cheeks and watched with amusement as he wiped his face with the back of his hand. He was indeed mad at you. 
Rae Sloane cast a glance at you; one that showed that in spite of her disapproval of Lux’s inappropriate behavior, she was still at least a bit amused with his frustration. 
“The violin, Mama!”
Ah yes…
He had been talking excitedly for a good few minutes — a few days now — about Hux’s violin — you were still trying to wrap your head around the fact Lux had actually seen his uncle playing the instrument. It had been years since you last saw him near it — and you barely heard anything he said.
You sighed.
“I know you want to play violin, but listen to me, I myself don’t know how to play it and I’m not sure Lord Hux has the time to teach you.” 
His face fell.
It was obvious he had developed some sense of… admiration to your husband. He worshiped him — honestly, Lux was a very lonely child and he had the tendency of looking up to anyone who paid him a measly few minutes of attention.
You left the bench and kneeled in front of him, adjusting his clothes and bringing him closer to you by his waistcoat.   
“But I can keep teaching you how to play the piano.”
He smiled. Begrudgingly, but he did.
“Now?”
You were ready to answer the both of you should get ready to have lunch and later — after you got some well needed time to send a message to your contact in The Times — you could teach him a thing or two about the piano, but you were interrupted by the sound of someone opening the door of the drawing room.
Looking up, you were surprised to see your husband crossing the threshold. The boy beamed up as he saw Hux and he quickly left your embrace to run towards his new idol.
You rolled your eyes.
“I want your violin.”
“Lux Dameron!” Rae admonished him; her voice was harsh and hid nothing of her disapproval. “That’s no proper way to ask for anything.”
He lowered his head, ashamed and muttering a small, feeble apology. You could barely hear him saying I’m sorry, Lord Hux.
Armitage, however, did not seem to mind the boy’s lack of etiquette. Blue eyes focused on you — and the intensity of his stare made you shiver; it felt as if he could read your thoughts and what you were planning… or thinking about planning… —, he dismissed Lux’s apology, “I’ll teach you how to play it one of these days.”
Lux looked up at him with adoration in his chestnut eyes. Your husband was doing a hell of good job of turning the boy against you and Rae. Firstly, he promised to teach him how to ride a horse and now… he promised violin lessons.
With a sharp intake of breath, Rae fixed her dark eyes on him, making Lux hide behind Hux’s long legs.
“Really?”
Hux nodded, dismissing Rae’s stare as if it meant nothing. You wondered how many times she terrorized him in his childhood — and how many times she did not act on those stares, if Hux treated it so lightly.  “Now, you must go with Lady Rae and get ready for lunch.”
“Yes!”
He was so excited at the prospect of spending more time with Hux, he paid Rae little to no attention — a fatal mistake if your memory did not fail you; Rae would probably ground him for the entire week and only you knew how terrible Lux’s mood got whenever he was banned from visiting the stables and his beloved friend horses, but at the moment, he did not seem to even remember how devilish Lady Sloane could be.
Accepting her hand, he followed her out of the drawing room humming to a childish song. You were ready to trail after them, when you felt your husband’s hand enclosing around your wrist.
“I never allowed you to leave, Lady Hux.”
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A happy sigh left you as he brought your body closer to his and his lips fell upon yours in a slow, seductive kiss. He entangled his fingers in your hair — and if he did not know how to drive you mad with want, you would have scolded him for undoing your perfect hairdo — and angled your head for his better pleasure; his tongue running enticingly over the rim of your lips.
Placing your hands on his shoulders, and then slowly sliding them into his ginger locks — you almost expected him to trap your hands between his, but this time he did not seem to mind a disheveled appearance —, you gladly let him in, stroking your own tongue boldly against his.
He let you go after what seemed a good few minutes and pressed a kiss to your temples. You fought to reign in your breathing as he lowered his forehead to yours.
“I know what you’re thinking…” You wetted your lips nervously. “He isn’t a Dameron and you dislike seeing him being addressed as such.”
There was a minute of silence as you caressed his face.
“No. He isn’t,” he replied as he put some space between the two of you.
A tired sigh left your lips.
You could have pointed out he could never be a Hux — not if he wanted to become Prime Minister in the near future — and that he once hated his family name, but you understood what he meant. After Brendol passed away, the name Hux gained a new face: his — and later on yours —, and with it a new blank chapter; one he was willing to write differently, for the sake of his new family. And Lux is family.
Part of you wondered if the desire to recognize Lux as family came from the desire to right his father’s — and yours too — wrongs. If not for you and Rae, his fate would be… probably worse than Hux’s.   
However, you both knew that if anyone just dreamed about Lux being his nephew and your little brother it would be the end of his aspirations. Your standing in the town would be compromised and no sane King would approve of him as the Head of the Parliament. And that position meant a great deal to Hux.
You walked to him, until you invaded his personal space.
“Would you rather if he were your son?” you whispered against his lips, but as soon as the words were out, you realized how stupid that question was.
He chose silence.
You swallowed.
“How did it go?” you said, trying to change the topic and get some control over the situation. “What did the board say?”
It was all it took for him to break apart. Again.
You pursed your lips, trying not to let his actions get to you so easily. It was obvious he did not like to be further inquired on his meeting with his investors. It must have gone horribly if he was so against talking about it. That… or he did not like to talk about business at all.
Part of you understood where he came from. Most husbands did not talk to their wives about… Well, they simply did not talk. Most wives were there just for the show. Very few of them ran their estates and even fewer understood about business and politics. Even if they were interested in such topics, it was expected of them to shy away from them. Except for the Ton politics, noble ladies… Wealthy families, it is… they did not — should not — waste their precious time with the intricacies of business and income… They just… spent money as if there was no tomorrow and in case they lost it, well… they simply gained it back through marriages.
An accomplished lady knew about dancing, playing the piano, embroidery… but never about income and basic taxation. And the few men who understood the intricacies of the business world, probably came from the lower classes, working class, as Armitage’s family did. Your father, for one, knew nothing of business. He ran his estate with the same regard he showed your mother: which is to say, almost none. When he realized he spent all his wealth on courtesans back in London, he decided to regain it at the gambling table.
But you were no trophy wife. You refused to be. You would not back down. Sitting beside him on the setee, you took his hand between yours. Slowly, you traced the gold band on his finger.
“What did they say, Armitage?”
He narrowed his eyes at you; a clear warning. You should tread carefully when looking for answers, pressing him would not do. You rolled your eyes. You were not scared in the least.
“We’re not having this conversation, Lady Hux.”  
You snorted.
“Well then, Lord Hux, perhaps you’d like to tell me what you’ll tell Lady Sindian.”
He inhaled sharply at your words.
“Or you’re not having this conversation with me either?”
“Careful, Lady Hux.”
You knew you were playing with fire, but you were not about to back down. Not now. Not ever. You told him you were in this for real — you told him that if he wanted to be Prime Minister, he would need you and you stood by that. If he wanted to get out of this debt, he would have to start trusting you.
If he thought you would not understand about his business, the least he could do is to tell you about how he would approach Lady Sindian. He would have to be smarter than her with his excuses — a simply refusal would not do.
You knew and he knew Lady Carise was dying to get back at your family — at you — for years now. If not having you pressing your father to let you marry Armitage, she probably would be your stepmother now… A Marquise. Having Lord Hux owing her a large sum of money seemed the right way to go. It did not seem to you she would let such matter go that easily. Unless… Unless she had something else in mind to use against the two of you. Something bigger. Something better.
That’s why he would have to be smooth. Lady Carise was not just any woman. Just like you, she did not bow to other men — she did not take no for answer.
You were ready to inquire him further, when you felt him bringing your wrist to his mouth. Your heart quickened as got a brief taste of your skin. A gasp left you as he pulled you to him, forcing you to straddle his hips. His lips quickly found yours in a searing kiss. You knew what he was doing and even though you thoroughly disliked it, you would let him have his secrets.
For now.   
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You woke up later with a strong headache.
There was no need to look for Hux’s watch-pocket to know it was late afternoon — he had left you spent, and you slept more than you usually did whenever you took an afternoon nap — and that you had gone by without lunch once more. No wonder your head felt like exploding, yet you felt no hungrier than before. To your surprise, he was still by your side. But, this time, instead of relief, you were disappointed.
You left the comfort of his arms and rolled on your back.
“Ugh… Why is it so clear? And who’s playing Schubert?”
As expected, there was no reply from his part. There was no need to. In spite of Rae’s misgivings about the piano, she was quite proficient at it. She put many of the accomplished ladies of the Ton to shame with her skills — after five years living with you and seeing you practice, she became quite fond of the instrument, even though she would not admit it.
Since the two of you disappeared to your chambers before lunch, you imagined she would take it upon herself to keep Lux busy and out of your hair. By now, you thought the poor boy was probably sleeping in the setee, while Rae played to her heart’s content.
You closed your eyes — as if it could relieve the pain and ease the guilt —, but they quickly snapped open when Armitage moved over you, his nose touching yours and his breath caressing your face.
He kissed you.
Slowly.
Sweetly.
A mere brush of lips.
“You worry too much.”
With a gasp, you let him in, stroking your own tongue against his. He let you dominate it — dominate him —, not caring once more that you had slid your hands between his ginger locks. His fingers traveled the extension of your legs lightly, prying them open, so he could slide between them. He did not stop until he reached your hips, applying the slightest of pressures.
The kiss did not last long. He let go of your lips and moved downwards, placing open-mouthed kisses on every inch of exposed skin. Your breath grew heavier as he paid thorough attention to your throat at the same time his hands traveled upwards, in a quest for your breasts.
“We’ll be late for dinner.”
He paid little no regard to what you said. And in spite of what you said, you, too, could not care less about your lateness. Even the melancholic sound of the piano downstairs did not deter you from your quest for the astounding heights of pleasure you could reach together. A moan left you as you tried to move your hips, seeking the much-needed friction. He was so hard, and you were… so ready to take him, you moved your hand from his shoulders and tried to reach his cock… Just to have your wrists trapped. You grunted in disappointment, but he merely lowered his head to your chest and pressed light kisses to the undersides of your breasts. Quite but never touching you were you needed most.
“I won’t beg.”
His lips tilted in the shadow of a knowing smirk.
A gasp escaped you as he placed a small kiss over your nipples. First, on the right breast and then the left. He did not take his time to worship them, however. He kept on lowering his kisses, going past your ribcages, your belly, your navel, till he reached your hipbone.
You pressed your lids together, waiting anxiously for what was to come. For a man who did not enjoy small talk, he surely knew how to put his mouth to better uses than to those of meaningless discourse.
Squirming in his hold, you tried to get your hands free — to fist the sheets, to grab onto his hair —, but he did not allow you to. His lips ghosted over the insides of your thighs — it was so light you could barely feel it. You arched your back, lifting your hips — offering yourself to him. He ran the tip of his tongue over your clit.
“Yes! Gods, yes!”
With a smirk, he drew away. His lips glistening with your wetness. You bit your own bottom lip, frustrated beyond measure.
“You won’t have me begging.”  
He ran his lips over your left calf, letting go of your wrists — to which you checked for marks and thanked the old-fashioned use of gloves; the General had a penchant for leaving you marked. With his left hand he held your leg close to his mouth and lazily pumped himself with his right hand.
You inhaled sharply at the sight. It was indeed a feast to the eyes. Armitage knew how to please your every sense — vision, hearing, smell, taste, touch… none was left unattended for too long.
“Touch yourself.”
You bit your bottom lip, unsure. It is not to say that in the five years you were apart, you never sought to pleasure yourself — but to have him watching you was completely different. The intensity in his eyes made you warm all over. Your lids fluttered closed as you reached down, tracing your own thighs, approaching your center very slowly… outlining your lips… testing your wetness… quite but not entering yourself, as you knew he wanted.
“Look at me,” he whispered against your calf; his lips were almost on your knees, kissing the underside of it. “Keep your eyes open. I want to see them when you come.”
His words had you breathing deeply through your nose.
You opened your eyes, looking at his face and then sliding down… to the path of ginger hair leading to his engorged, beautiful shaft… Your mouth watered — you moaned — at the sight of precum oozing from his head.
Under his attentive gaze, you slid one finger inside of you and then a second; the heel of your hand applied a sweet pleasure to your clit. More than once, you thought about closing your eyes — the intensity in his blue orbs too much for you —, but as you lost yourself to the growing pleasure, you realized you could not shift your attention from how he stroked his shaft, timing it to the rhythm of the music. The feel of his lips, inching closer and closer to your center forced you to keep your eyes wide open and focused on him.
As the piece of music reached a crescendo — and you could swear you would never be able to play or listen to Schubert without reliving this very afternoon —, so did his movements — and yours too. Your breath grew heavier, beads of sweat pooled in the valley of your breasts, sliding down your skin. You were close and he knew it.
Armitage lowered himself on the bed and placed one of your legs over his shoulders; your hands were put aside. His heavenly mouth ghosted over your clit, his warm breath making you clench around nothing. This time, the thought of not begging flew off your mind as you uttered a broken please.
With a smug smirk, he took your clit between his lips, sliding two of his fingers inside you. Losing no time, he looked for that sweet spot that would have you singing for him as he worked you towards an earth-shattering orgasm.
As it hit you — just a marvelous, indescribable feeling that had you arching your back off the bed and your eyes filling with unshed tears —, you sought his hair — to keep him in place or to pull him apart; you were so sensitive you thought you could not take any more stimulation —, instead, you felt the fingers of his left hand entwining with yours as he continued to lap at you; allowing you to ride your orgasm fully.
The piece came to a diminuendo and so did the movement of his fingers and his tongue against you, until they completely stopped. A deep, contented sigh left you as you looked at him through half lidded eyes. Your legs were trembling; you were so weak you thought that if not for being laid over the mattress you would fall on your knees — exactly like last time when he ate you out against the door of his study. The mere remembrance made your face hot.
With the final notes, he entered you without warning.
Both of you gasped.
He took the opportunity to slide his tongue inside your mouth — letting you taste yourself. Part of you expected him to give you a moment to adjust to his size or at least to recuperate from the last orgasm. Instead, he set a punishing rhythm against your hips.
It did not hurt — and even if it did, you learned how to find pleasure in a bit of pain — but you were so sensible, the second wave of pleasure found you without voice. Your nails punctured his flesh as he sought his own release.
He was so worked up, it did not take him long to abandon the timed strokes. His mouth was against your throat, and broken moans and grunts escaped through his opened lips. You brought his hand to your breasts and he kneaded the pearls between his fingers, with his right hand he stroked your clit in a circular movement, to the point you were sobbing.
As your second orgasm came to an end, his own started. He pressed a kiss to your breasts, and you pulled onto his hair till a grimace of pain took over his features — exactly like he enjoyed. He grunted your name; his eyes fell closed as his hips jerked forward one last time.
It felt like ages had gone by as he emptied himself inside you. His lips worshipped the column of your throat and his hand travelled over your thighs in a slow, sensual caress as you both tried to recover.
His breath became normal before yours. He kept on placing small open-mouthed kisses to your glistening skin, whispering words you could not understand — or care less. Your eyes were heavy, and you were so tired all you wanted was to doze off at least a bit. He softened still inside of you, but you were so comfortable in such position, you did not want him to move an inch.
He did not.
“You should get ready.” He captured your lips lightly. You sighed happily. “I’ll bring you something to eat.”
“Thank you, my love,” you whispered against his mouth. You pressed a light kiss to his lips, but he did not kiss you back. Your words had him drawing apart — it was impossible not to be aware that it was all because you addressed him in a novelettish manner.
Armitage slid out of you and sat on his side of the bed.
You bit your bottom lip.
He stared ahead. His mind, however, was distant. You closed your eyes, running your hands over your face, as if it would just erase what you just said; you heavily regretted your form of endearment.
“I didn’t mean to upset you.”
His impossibly blue eyes snapped back to you. He breathed deeply through his nose.
“Think not of it. My mind is just busy.”
His words — so detached — coupled with his facial expression — so perfectly schooled —, made you flinch. You bit your bottom lip, realizing what you did not want to acknowledge before: whenever the two of you made love, his heart was not into it. He enjoyed the physical act to its fullest — he ensured you did too —, but like he said… his mind — and heart — was elsewhere.
You chewed the inside of your cheek and sat on the bed, wrapping the sheets wrapped around your body. You seized the moment to introduce a topic you were dying to discuss with him a while ago.
“We should sell the estate in Southampton.”
His answer came quicker than you expected; his voice firm — not loud or authoritative, “Absolutely not.”
Coupled with how still his body went, you quickly understood he did not want to talk further about the topic. It did not mean you would concede defeat so easily, though.
“Please.”
You sought his fingers. He caught your wrist, running his thumb over your palm. He brought it to his lips, bestowing upon your knuckles a small kiss.
Biting your bottom lip, you focused your attention on his face. The slight tilt of his lips indicated he knew what he was doing to you and what exactly were your thoughts concerning it.
You snatched your hand away, focusing on the present issue. You spent a great deal of the afternoon being distracted — fooled — by him. You dismissed it before, letting him have his way with you, but now, you could not avoid the politics and the sensitive topics concerning his imminent bankruptcy.
“Hear me out.”
“My answer is final, Lady Hux.”
The fact that he did not call you by your name indicated he really did not — and would not — want to discuss such topic any further. Your shoulders slumped, but you did not concede defeat. Not so quickly. 
“That’s my house and therefore my decision to make.”
He pursed his lips into a thin line. It was obvious he was getting tired of it. Getting tired of your insistence — it was clear he was not in the least inclined to share a few things with you. His business was one of them.
And honestly, he was not wrong. Actually, he was — but not legally speaking. According to British law, you were his property to do as he pleased and talking or not about business as his decision to make. Selling your house was his decision to make — not yours.
How you hated being a woman most of times!
“Armitage.”
“(Y/N)”.
You rolled your eyes. He was going to make this hard for you — he could be very difficult when he wanted to. Displeased, you watched as he rose from the bed and slipped inside his robe. Shoulders down, your mind raced with possible arguments as you waited for him to go fetch his cigar and a glass of brandy.
It was needless to ask for him to pour some for yourself. As you were trying to conceive, anything alcoholic was out of the picture. And yet, you could feel your mouth watering at the mere thought of the amber liquid running down your throat.
After a few minutes went by, it became strikingly obvious he chose not to return to the bedroom. You slipped inside your robe, already sure he would admonish you for leaving the bed — the family’s physician had recommended for you to lie down after the two of you engaged in sexual relations; according to him, it would increase the chances of fertilization. Rae had rolled her eyes at the suggestion, but you were not one to disobey doctor’s orders that easily when there was so much at stake.
However…
This was an entirely different situation.
You were no expert when it came to finances, but after managing your father’s estate for five years, it was crystal clear the situation at the brewery was quite complicated — and it was you putting it mildly. He needed money — a large sum of it — and although a pregnancy and an heir would solve the problem easier than making a deal with Lady Carise, you were not so naïve as to think you would get pregnant that quick.
For that, you would have to count on luck and that was not something either could afford right now. That’s why you should convince him to sell your summer manor. That was the fastest way to solve the money problem without recurring to Lady Carise and her… less than adequate intentions towards your husband.
The mere thought of the woman made your entire body shudder.
You did not trust the her. You never did. Not even when she was to marry your father and become your stepmother. Something about her smelled fishy. And, God, it was in no way jealousy.
There was just something about her… that simply did not sit well with you.
And when your guts told you to stay away from something or someone... You would rather pay attention to it.   
You dismissed such thoughts as you tightened the knot at your waist and ran your fingers through your messed hair — in case you met a servant in your way. Nevertheless, there was no need to go that far, for he was in the anteroom. Back turned to you, he exhaled the smoke, before bringing the cigar back to his lips.
Carefully, you approached him, encircling your arms around his waist. He stilled in your embrace but did not move away from you. With a relieved sigh, you tightened your hold and leaned your forehead against his back.
For a moment, all you could hear was the cadenced beating of his heart. It was calm and so very comforting. He placed his cigar in the cinder-box and entwined his hand with yours. It did not take him long to turn around in your embrace and face you.
“We’re not selling the Southampton manor, (Y/N).”
You could have asked why, but you were too tired for that. Suddenly, all you wanted as to get some sleep and forget that disastrous afternoon — dinner be damned. Aside the fact he could tell you he had a monetary problem — more likely he did not have a choice to begin with — it was obvious he did not want you having a part in solving it.
“I refuse to be the kind of husband that relies on his wife’s heritage to solve his problems.”
You snorted, ready to pretend you did not hear that. Or ready to ask him how it could be so different to borrow Lady Carise’s money, but not yours. After five years living only with Rae Sloane — a remarkably independent woman — and Lux — and a few servants, of course, but they would not meddle in how you decided to run the house or your life — it was easy to forget how men behaved and how societal expectations weighed heavily on their shoulders. Truth is, Rae taught how much free a woman can be making her own decisions and you were not ready to give up on that.
Instead, you settled on, “I don’t want that heritage. It has brought me nothing but pain.” You realized your mistake as soon as he broke away from you, but now… Now you could not back down. You looked at him, at his impossibly blue eyes as you continued, “The happiest moments I have in that house are related to Lux.” And Rae, of course. But that was a given. Honestly, even if there were happier memories from the house, it was not something you could so selfishly hold onto in times of need. And this very situation configured as such, in your opinion. You just had to make Hux see that.
He nodded…
…and you breathed slowly…
…relieved…
He was finally seeing things your way.
“The manor in Southampton is not to be sold. That’s final.” 
Oh, dear God!
With that, he brought the cigar back to his lips, his eyes focused on the quickly darkening sky outside. “Now, go get ready. I’ll wait you downstairs.”
Seething with anger, you bit your bottom lip, but decided not to give him the answer you desperately wanted. He was right, you should get ready. You should leave his presence and stay alone for a while, least you wanted to end up killing him.
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“Like this, Mama?”
You pressed a small kiss to Lux’s forehead and nodded. You were a bit distracted, but more focused on him than that morning.
“Yes, exactly like this, Little Lord.” A small smile blossomed on your lips as you ran your fingers through his ginger hair. He was very enthusiastic about you having dinner with him and later keeping him company as he played the piano. You dismissed his tutoress, giving her an earlier respite.
Part of you — the childish part — was dying to know how Hux reacted to your absence. Even though the Lady of the House could indulge in the luxury of having breakfast in her chambers, dinner was an entirely different story. And part of you — the part that was trying to behave like the grown woman you were — just wanted some peace and the opportunity to sort your thoughts.
Spending some time with Lux gave you exactly what you were looking for. Not to mention, you felt bad for neglecting him during a great deal of the last few days.
��Promise me that if you ever get married, you will listen to your partner.”
He stopped playing and removed his chubby hands from the keys. He looked at you with a confused face, as if he had no idea what you were talking about — and how could he? Lux was just four — sometimes it was easy to forget. 
“Never mind.” You placed both of his hands back on the keys and instructed, “Keep going, you’re doing great!”
Lux beamed up at your words — a genuine smile curving his lips and highlighting his dimples. You felt tempted to pinch his cheeks, but you knew he would get mad at you. And he was doing so well, you did not want to distract him right now.
“Rae is no fun,” he commented when he got bored of the melody you were teaching him.
You smiled once more.
Yes.
He was right.
Rae is no fun.
“Adults are no fun,” you commented, placing both hands on the piano and inventing another melody just so he could copy you and thus you could extend your time together — even though it was way past his bedtime.
“No! You are fun, Mama!” His vehemence made you laugh a little.
“Lord Hux would probably say I’m no adult at all.”
And with your recent behavior, you could say he was right. And as soon as he knew what you did, he would be even sure of it. You bit your bottom lip, expecting him to chew you alive next day when he read the newspaper tomorrow morning.
No.
You did the right thing.
If he was not willing to see things your way, you just had to force him to. You had done it before, and it worked. There was no way it would not work now.
“You should not speak for myself.”
Both you and Lux looked up to see the figure of your husband leaning against the threshold. He unfolded his arms and approached you in a few, firm strides.
“Lord Hux!” Lux exclaimed, shifting on his seat. He moved closer to you, giving space for Armitage to sit beside him.
“Lord Hux,” you acknowledged his presence with pursed lips. Not keen on talking to him in front of a small child — you still resented him for his behavior earlier —, you moved your fingers over the keys.
He seemed to think of it as an offer, for he, too, accompanied you in the music. After years of watching him playing his violin, you almost forgot how proficient he was at playing the piano.
Biting your bottom lip, you removed your fingers from the keys and rose to your feet. Still playing, Armitage looked at you with could almost pass as a surprised expression. You knew better.
“Let’s go, Lux,” you said, outstretching your hand. “It’s way past your bedtime.”
“But Mama—
“Lux!” You did not let him finish his plea. At some point, you knew you would give in. “Come.”
“But I don’t wanna go,” he pleaded again, his intense chestnut eyes shining with unshed tears. He looked at Armitage, trying to get him on his side.
You sighed. 
“Leave him be,” Hux said in an even tone, even if firmly. “I’ll get him to bed later.”
“No.”
If he was not willing to share things with you, you would not share your authority over Lux. Besides your unwillingness to do as your husband said, it was very late, and Lux was tired. If he was irritated at the mere possibility of going to bed, it was because it was way past his time to sleep.
Rubbing his eyes, Lux climbed down the seat and walked to you, not taking your hand, but not completely dismissing it either. As soon as you opened the door, you spotted the governess walking down the corridor.
She stopped as she saw you and subconsciously adjusted her clothes. If you were not so mad at Hux, you would probably have smiled at her gesture.
“May I help you, Your Ladyship?”
You shook your head, but your husband was behind you, a hand on your shoulder as he forced you to step back to his arms. His hand over yours prevented you from breaking apart.
“Take Lux to his room.”
“Yes, my Lord,” she replied, offering Lux a hand. The boy quickly took it, casting a final glance at both of you. “Come, Lord Lux.”
As the two of them disappeared in the dim lighted corridor, you stepped away from Hux’s embrace.
“If you kindly excuse me.”
Before you could even leave the room, he had closed the door and pressed you against it. You inhaled sharply but refused to look at him over your shoulder.   
“Talk to me. Tell me what’s wrong.”
His imperative tone made you snap. You shifted in his embrace and raised your chin, “Why should I talk to you when you don’t show the same consideration to me?”
He did not reply, not immediately. With the back of his hand, he traced your jawline and with his thumb he traced your bottom lip.
“I hate you.”
“I thought we were past that,” he replied lowering his face to yours. As soon as you felt his breath so close to your mouth, you turned your face away from him, letting his lips brush your cheeks.
“We have never been past that.” You moved from under his arms and put some distance between the two of you. He was ready to follow you when you said, “Don’t touch me without my permission.”
He stopped immediately, his hands falling to his sides.
You looked away, your eyes full of unshed tears.
“I thought we were on talking terms now, but it seems I was mistaken.” You drew in a sharp breath. Pressing your fingers firmly against the fabric of your dress, you raised your chin again, “A word of advice, Lord Hux, if you want to convince the King to appoint you as Prime Minister—
His snort made you stop momentarily. However, there were a few things to be said, and be damned his unwillingness to hear them. 
“If you want to be Prime Minister,” you repeated; your eyes narrowed at him. “You should start talking to your wife. Your opponents will constantly do their best to put us against each other and I can’t simply take your side every time if I don’t know what’s going on through your head.”
He approached in purposeful strides. He forced you to release the fabric of your dress and placed both of your hands on his shoulders.
“They will undoubtedly do that,” he said, running his thumb over your cheeks. “And for your and Lux’s sake, you should be ready to turn on me if the time comes.”
You furrowed your brows.
What was he talking about?
“A word of advice, Lady Hux.” He mimicked you, running his thumb over your bottom lip to prevent you from biting it. “Perhaps you should watch whom you make alliances with. Perhaps siding with His Highness won’t bring the expected results.”
Your eyed widened.
“It’s treason.”
He broke apart.
“It’s only treason if I get caught.”
You followed him, your mouth agape. That was a dangerous game — this one he was playing. When you reached him, you put your hand on his face, forcing him to look at you.
“Armitage, hear me out, if you get caught—” You shook your head and lowered your voice. “No. When you get caught, you’ll be hanged.”
He kissed the inside of your hand.
“That’s why you’ll have to make them believe you knew nothing.”
You shook your head.
He was not listening to you.
He was not fucking listening to you.
“There was no meeting this morning with the board, right? You met with the Prince.”
He shrugged.
“The Kings is dying.”
“He isn’t dead yet,” you retorted. “Your personal interests should not interfere with those of the Crown. Listen, I know you want to become Prime Minister, but betraying your King will nev—
He snorted.
…and pulled your head back by your hair, exposing your throat to his lips.
“You don’t fool me, Lady Hux.” He brought his lips to yours. “You pretend your loyalty lies with the King, but I know you want this as much as I do.”
“Yes.” You replied breathless. “I want it, but I am being reasonable here while you are not. You’re loyal to no one, but yourself!”
Placing both hands on his shoulders, you tried to force him to break apart. His hand wrapped around your neck, applying the slightest of pressures to your windpipe.
“Yes… You’re right. I’m loyal only to myself.” He kissed the corner of your lips. “But what about you, Lady Hux? Where your loyalty lies?”
“With—
“Think carefully about your answer.” Your answer had his fingers tightening around your throat — not to the point of hurting you.  
You wetted your lips.
“With the Crown, obviously.”
“Why?”
He pried his fingers open a little bit, allowing you to draw in a breath and reply — you were not so sure he would not like to hear it, “Because it’s the right thing to do.”
You bit your bottom lip, relieved that he seemed pleased with your answer. You thought about going on differently about it, but you knew he was talking hypothetically — just in case he was caught in his own game, something he did not plan on happening.
“Exactly, Lady Hux.” He kissed your throat softly. Next, his lips were upon yours in a brief — so very sweet — kiss. After it was over, he pressed his forehead to yours. 
“You shouldn’t have to ask it. You know my loyalty lies with you. Because I lo—” You closed your eyes and drew in a breath. It was time you were honest, not only with him, but with yourself. “Because without you I can’t get what I want.”
“And what do you want, Lady Hux?”
Looking into his eyes, you replied, “Power.”
You loved Hux — you really did —, but you also loved the many possibilities a relationship with him represented. Knowing that he coveted — and could possibly be chosen — the position of Prime Minister opened a lot of those possibilities for you. You knew that without him, you would never reach a position of power — at least, not one like this.
“I want power.”
This time, his lips fell upon yours passionately. His hands slithered to your waist as he brought your body closer to his. You gasped, giving him the chance to slide his tongue over yours and deepen the kiss. He walked you back, till you met with the piano bench. He made you sit down, kneeling before you.
Biting your bottom lip, you drew in a sharp breath. He kissed your throat, his hand slithering under your dress to caress your thighs. You watched in awe as he removed your shoes and then your stockings. You knew that as soon as he touched your undergarments, he would find them dripping wet.
“Tell me what you want, Lady Hux.”
You allowed him to remove the offending article of clothing that kept his glorious fingers from you. Arching your back, you offered more of yourself to him.
“You. I want you.”
He removed his lips from your throat and shook his head. His fingers — oh, so close — stopped their caress over your sensible, burning skin. 
That was not the answer he wanted to hear.
You drew in a breath…
…and wetted your lips.
“I want power.”
It was all it took to have his fingers caressing you in the way he knew you needed it and to have his lips falling upon yours in an overpowering kiss.
“And you shall have it. Power suits you.”
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A/N - And that’s all for today. I’m still working on my stories. I hope you forgive me for taking so much time between updates. 
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edgeofthedales · 6 years ago
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darrowbyeightfive in response to this post and reblogs (James trying to read a book in Calf Love....).
Yes, that’s one thing I like about the series as well, the feeling that they are not just doing the bare minimum necessary to get by but have all sorts of little details that you can discover on a rewatch.
When I first started watching it, I thought that the camerawork was very old-fashioned, utilitarian and washed-out looking. Certainly if you compare it to series made with modern recording and editing techniques, it looks very bland and unsophisticated at first sight. Unfortunately one of the worst parts in this respect is the title sequence, which to modern eyes goes on far too long and doesn’t do the beauty of the scenery justice with its low-contrast, washed-out images, and this is rather a shame. (Compare the modern title sequence for a similarly rural-themed show, Countryfile, with its beautiful, vivid colours.) I know the theme music tends to be popular with many fans, but I became tired of it quite quickly and find the volume far too loud compared to the average volume of dialogue. That certainly feels very dated.
However, I gradually started noticing little details in how shots were composed (I’ve written about how they dealt with the Hardy/Davison height difference issue before so I won’t repeat that) and the care with which the sets must have been put together - it never once feels as if you’re in a studio set rather than in a real living room or surgery. There are little tricks, particularly with the animals, which are quite often represented by ‘noises off’ and make use of the human imagination. The pacing in All Creatures is also pretty high compared to other productions of its time which can seem pretty glacial. I recently watched Love for Lydia, one of Peter Davison’s earliest series, and they took 13 hour-long episodes to tell a story that was about 250 pages long. They acted out everything in detail rather than just implying it, and there were so many long lingering close-ups. All Creatures may have been ahead of time in that respect.
I’ve never had any formal training in acting but I imagine that moving in and out of character must be a bit of an all-or-nothing thing, rather like swapping between one language and another, and that the actors remain in character while they are on the set rather than just saying their lines as the character, so maybe they imagine the sorts of ‘business’ that their characters would do. One of the main things they do must be to try to develop a clear conception of the character and how they would react to any given situation.
Re moving in and out of character, I’ve seen some quite funny Doctor Who bloopers where Peter Davison sometimes seems to apologise as himself and sometimes as the Doctor when he messes up. I also read in some interview with him that he had a strong tendency to ‘become’ the character that he was playing and he once did a speech at some local festival in Yorkshire in character as Tristan rather than as his much shyer self. (His mum was also there and she was confused as to why he was going on about the beer tent so much when he didn’t actually like beer!)
I think part of what makes it look old-fashioned was that it was filmed on video-tape as opposed to real film. It shows when you compared the interior sets versus the location shooting which had to use film....with that look becoming the standard as technology improved and computers came into the game. I know I’ve noticed that same difference when I watch Classic Who episodes, especially the ones that haven’t been remastered by things like VidFIREd by the restoration team. If I’m not mistaken, video also had limitations as far as camera movement went which also added to this feel (and which is why it was limited to studio filming). 
That said, I agree with you that the directors and cameramen did their best to keep up a lively, natural pace with the action from the actors and to not make the sets feel too studio bound. I always thought the surgery in particular really felt less like a set and more like a real room with plenty of detail and “lived in” qualities to it. 
Oh dear, I had watched the first episode of Love For Lydia and have to agree about it being rather glacial in its pace. Although, honestly, I think part of that might have been the material used and the decisions of the production team to draw it out like that. Classic Who from this time period doesn’t tend to drag like that. I’ve also watched some of the Lord Peter Wimsey mysteries from the mid-seventies which featured Ian Carmichael and they also did not seem to move at such a slow crawl. Maybe people just enjoyed wallowing in an emotive atmosphere back then? Who knows....
But I do agree 100% that there are a lot of moments where the camera focuses in on expressions with these older series. I wonder if it was a case of wanting to take full advantage of a subtler style of acting that wasn’t possible with stage acting at that time.
I haven’t had any instruction about acting either, but I’d imagine that it would be easier to just stay in character during a shoot, purely from a technical standpoint. Speaking from my own experiences as a writer, I find that, once I get into the needed mindset for whatever I’m writing, it’s difficult for me to get back to work if I am forced to pull myself away earlier than I’d planned. 
Considering how comprehensive people like Davison and Hardy played Tristan and Siegfried...in such a way that it even affected the cadence of their speech and the gestures they used...it doesn’t surprise me that it wouldn’t just be “turned off” the moment they finished their most current line. 
Although, that speech that you mentioned with Davison doing it as Tristan was probably very amusing to watch. XD 
On a side note, it’s probably a good thing that you will never see my fic writing process because I tend to use the soundtracks from whatever TV show I’m writing for as background music while I write. So yes, the theme song is often playing away while I write my latest chapters. XD
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into--the--abyss · 7 years ago
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@midnight-in-town
I figured I’d make a new post since it would start to get a bit long if I reblogged.  :)
I really like your take on this, especially since it’s not an easy subject to address because everyone tends to interpret it in a different way. :)
Honestly, I find that it is actually very brave to look forward an actual character development for Seb, because I tend to take an easier road and just go by what Yana said personally xD which is that Seb sees humans as grasshopers so, while he definitely finds them interesting (and by his own words, the most interesting is by far to play the butler in his and Ciel’s game), for now I don’t think he will ever come to feel anything besides this.
Thanks so much...I’m glad you liked it.  That’s so nice to hear.  :)
It is a brave thing to look forward to.  XD  I do think Sebastian sees humans as grasshoppers/beneath him, and he finds our human antics amusing, perhaps because our lives are so full of folly and irony.  I always thought it was curious that he was impressed by Agni of all people, because Agni is just so darn pure and good.  Maybe he’s just impressed by his skills as a butler, but he did comment on his character.
The other thing that keeps sticking out to me is that Sebastian and Ciel had that exchange a few chapters ago where he directly says he cannot feel human emotions.  It kind of jumped out to me like UT mentioning that Vincent burned to ash or any of the false leads we got in the Murder and JtR arcs--they’re plot misdirections to throw our suspicions off.  The fact that Sebastian mentioned it made me think this fact was meant to be subverted by new information in the future.  But this is all wild conjecture on my part.  XD
I know many were disappointed when they saw his reaction to Agni’s death and I can understand, but personally I was actually surprised that he bothered to say anything at all (about Agni being the epitome of a butler I mean) since Editor K said in the post I linked above that “he was surprised by Agni’s ability to motivate other people, but he was actually just impressed in the sense of ‘He’s quite good for a grasshopper’”.
I think that the part of the supernatural being who wants to feel more in touch with humans is not supposed to be played by Seb in Kuro, but by Shinigamis, and probably by UT in particular (unless, you know, UT already played that role and it destroyed his sanity).
I kind of look back at his reaction to Agni and I’m more accepting of his reaction.  He did react, and he did seem somewhat regretful.  He may have commented on him being an exemplary butler, but hey, it’s something and I’ll take it.  But I like how you mention that he’s good “for a grasshopper.”  I suppose this is the first step towards seeing another party as an equal, though.  Only time will tell.  :)
I’d like to see that happen for UT, too--maybe his development could mirror Sebastian’s development in the opposite direction.  Or, like you say, this could be revealed to be part of UT’s past.
Of course, I might be biased myself, or maybe I just take Yana’s words too seriously and she could still introduce more development for him later, but when I see his reaction to Ciel’s having a PTSD breakdown in the GW arc, or even the fact that he didn’t seem to be moved by Agni’s death, I still think her words are 100% in accordance with the events depicted in Kuro.
Not that it doesn’t mean it can’t change, but for now I just don’t happen to find it particularly glaring when he doesn’t react to a character’s death either. :)
It’s still an excellent post to read even if one disagrees though, because you have a really great grasp on Seb’s character! :D
I just tend to think that Yana likes misdirection in the plot, and so she also likes to throw us off the track with her comments.  I feel like she has quite a few surprises in store for us.  (I think she tweeted about the ending of Season 1 not too long ago, so that perked my ears up for sure.)
As for Sebastian’s reaction during the GW arc, I still take that as him having to get things done because they were pressed for time (Brown’s letter came, etc.) and the kinder, gentler methods weren’t working.  XD  I had a post on that somewhere...
I do think I expect too much from Sebastian, but that’s my personal bias getting in the way.  It’s also what makes his character so interesting to me, because I never know what he’s going to do.
Thanks again for your comments and kind words.  <3
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top-hat-assassin · 8 years ago
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Hero (Jacob Frye X Fem!Reader)
I am so sorry for the lack of Updates on this Blog. It's just that I want it to be perfect before posting it (in my eyes anway) and that might take a while + when I come home from work I'm more exhausted and don't have the energy to write.
This one took too long, though. Ha, I wanted to post it two weeks prior but couldn't get around. I just had to add more details to it.
On another note: I did start a smutty Research story. Still, it's not finished and it sounds so dull. So, it could take time with that one. Thanks for sticking around, though. And thanks to all the Likes/Reblogs/Followers. It always makes my day better!
Title: Hero Summary: Reader is an assassin and a little bit afraid of a certain animal. But lucky for her, the hero is not far away (this sounds so cheesy, I'm sorry, ahah) Characters: Fem!Reader, Jacob Frye, Lynn (Rook, made her up in one of my stories) Relationships: Jacob Frye x Fem!Reader Warnings: None Words: 1.342
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Jacob jumped down from a bridge onto the roof of the last wagon of their hideout and climbed to the entrance. He straightened his coat, grinned at the man who opened his black market business at the train and made his way to his own carriage. "Boss!" Lynn cried as she saw him enter the bar car. She was one of the very first Rooks and although she was in her early thirties she still was one of the strongest members he got. Her hair was short and it was like a dirty blonde, but she hid most of it under a hat. The woman in green stood up immediately as she saw her Boss coming her way. "We've got a Blighter problem over in Whitechapel."
"What problem?" Frye stopped in front of the woman and looked at her curiously for an answer. "They're attacking our stronghold and per telegram our men said they need your help with a special nasty Blighter." she handed him the Telegram. Jacob took the piece of paper and read it carefully.
The man paused as he read each word. According to the written words, one Blighter does seem to be a tough guy to beat. There was a short display of a fire in his eyes. The younger Frye twin was never one to back down from a challenge. "Well, okay." he put the telegram onto the counter from the bar. "You're coming with me, Lynnie." He grinned when the woman rolled her eyes before him as she did not find his nickname in any form flattering.
As soon as the assassin turned around so both could leave, a short, still striking scream echoed through the cars of the train.
His pupils widened as he instantly knew, whose voice it was. His heart began to race quickly at all the thoughts that ran through his head. Lynn had already jumped out of his way when she saw his body tense. He sprinted as fast as he could to Evie's train carriage from where the scream had come from.
He couldn't hear any fighting sounds and that thought alone let a chilling coldness move through his body. It was a terrifying silence that surrounded him, except the already known noises.
He came to an abrupt stop when he arrived and frowned upon the scene in front of him. In his inner mind he imagined that some Blighters took a chance to aboard the train and are about to kill the female assassin. Instead, she stood on his sisters bed, staring at an insignificant point at the table. "(Y/N)?"
"Oh, thank god, Jacob! Please get rid of it."
She pointed hastily with her finger to the desk. Jacob only glanced at it but couldn't see anything that holds danger for him before looking at (Y/N) again. "What should I get rid of? According to your scream I thought you were getting killed by a group of Blighters."
"That... that thing! It's far more worse than a Blighter!" she snapped.
Jacob looked at the point more closely. It took him a few seconds before he knew what has the woman left in such a state of panic; it was a small light coloured animal with eight legs. He raised his scarred eyebrow and turned to the female assassin once more. "Don't tell me you're afraid of a little spider. You kill people." he said matter-of-factly in a surprised tone. "It doesn't matter, Jacob Frye!" The man shrugged, his lips started to grow to a full grin, and carefully took the spider between his palms. He stepped over to the bed while he ignored the widened stare of the woman. "Do you wanna take a look?" he stretched his arms out to her.
With panic still present in her body she pushed herself more into the window behind her and shook her head fast. She saw him slowly opening his hands. "No! Please, Jacob!" He closed his hands, looked around to find a spot where he could leave the spider. His legs took him outside in the direction of the loc. He sat the spider carefully outside, against the outer wall of the car with the coal in it. When he entered Evie's carriage he shut the door behind him, to be sure the spider won't come in through that entrance.
He came upon the bed again, stopped at the edge of it. His hazel eyes, which held an amused look, locked with the woman's eyes. "Do not look at me like that." Jacob gave her a gentle smile. "You nearly made my heart stop working." he held out his arms. First, the young female assassin was confused as to why he held his arms out towards her. But as soon as (Y/N) knew what he intented, she snorted. "I can get down myself, thank you very much." "Oh love." he heard the snippy tone in her voice, but that wasn't enough for him to leave her alone. "I know you can. I just want to help you get down like a Lady." Although she was against it, she came up to him to let him help her get down from the bed.
He put both of his hands on each side of her waist and when they came into contact with her, she took a deep breath. She felt his warmth even through her layers of clothes. She was surprised at how easy he could lift her up and set her back on solid ground. She waited for him to remove his hands, but he kept them on her and she wasn't sure if he was aware of it or not. "We have Blighters causing problems in Whitechapel. Care to join me?" For several seconds (Y/N) just stared at him. The man shifted his weight under her stare from one foot to the other, still awaiting an answer. His hazel eyes changed to a confused gaze. "Love?" She blinked and finally snapped out of her trance. When she saw his mouth corners trying to quirk up she felt the warm rush that seeped into her cheeks. "O-of course.", she began to stammer. "Let me just... my gauntlet.", she couldn't even form a whole sentence. Bloody hell, she cursed in her head and tried to gain her composure again.
His hands left her and reached for her Gauntlet, which was placed on the table. Just as she wanted to take the Gauntlet from him, he snatched the other hand where she wore it, taken her by surprise. He fastened the mechanism to her forearm while she had to endure the procedure. As her eyes wandered to his face, she saw the small smirk on his lips. "I could have done that myself, too." she whispered almost too quietly. "I'm aware." He said as he tightened the last strap. "I want to make sure no other spider is trying to kill you." "I hate you." she hit him lightly on the shoulder and turned away from him.
A chuckle escaped the man. "Well, let's go. I'm sure Lynn is waiting for us. One more thing before we go-" (Y/N) looked back at him with a slight glare. "Whenever there is a spider disturbing your peace, call for me." "You only want to take the credit as the hero." there was a bit of anger in her voice as she doesn't find it quite as funny as the Frye twin did. She can't stand those spiders. No matter what size they are. "I'd be your hero, though." he whispered in her ear as he passed her. This gave her goose bumps that shook her whole body.
(Y/N)'s breath hitched. How should she take that statement? Was she supposed to read something into it? No, he wouldn't be interested in her, would he? As all those questions began to form in her head, a voice called out from the younger twins car. "Are you coming, (Y/N)?" "Y-yes, wait for me!", she hurried and laid her thoughts back in her mind - for now.
_________________________________________________________ I hope you enjoyed it. I used the spider 'Zygiella x-notata' aka missing sector orb weavers/silver-sided sector spider. I do not have such a big fear of spiders (I don't mind the really small ones though lol), but I am not fond of them in my proximity. When I see one it goes immediately out of the room/house. Big spiders... they make me stop dead in my tracks. Thankfully I never had a TOO big one in my room. (sadly always in the bathroom xD)
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chaos2go · 7 years ago
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I’ll be honest. I’m having an off day. So everything past the read more is me just stating my feelings so I can get them out.
Played videogames the majority of it to distract from the depression. Easy to get immersed and get goals. I understand it isn’t a real solution but it was a nice temp one. Didn’t go visit my grandfather because when Fera went to work, I couldn’t motivate myself to do it. So I feel awful I didn’t go despite feeling depressed. I’m justifying it as a me day and for the fact I know my grandpa stated he has a hard time talking due to the broken ribs. Plus he’s super tired. I know for a fact my aunt was probably there all day and I do want him to get some rest. I’ll try to go tomorrow unless he gets to go home. Which he very well could have so I’ll have to call on my break tomorrow morning to find out.
Going to strive to push myself a bit tomorrow to do some of the stuff I planned to do this weekend but couldn’t do because of my emotions. Including chore related items. I know I’m out of it when I can’t even do garbage. Would have tried to do cat boxes but the place I get litter from didn’t have it. Which I am proud at the fact I motivated myself enough to try to get it (yet still super annoyed that I know I chose that over the visit because I don’t like going to the hospital due to my mother and grandma). So goals for tomorrow. Plus Fera has some chores she needs to do too so it’ll help having her do them too XD; Even if it’s later in the day that it gets done.
In other news, I looked through my delete later tag here on tumblr. Some of the stuff was fine. Until I found what the picture shows below. An old collab with Faye aka Kassi. I didn’t delete it as the darn thing is too old to care. I would have reblogged it but I figured I don’t want to call attention to it or her.
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It was one of those moments were I just wanted to go off. Honestly her art style has ‘evolved’ so to speak but I can’t help but be upset that I ended up finishing part of this even if it was crappy. But I still cannot get over how she had to copy Terfal’s snout. Nowdays it looks more like it wants to be a fidget spinner (to not say something else). But to just watch the evolution of only donut holes snouts to Terfal to fidget spinner... I just had to make this. And remember, Terfal’s shape in general is based off of the Deku Butler’s dead son.
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This set of examples marks different stages of his snouts. It was more donut hole to begin with.Then it started to resemble Terfal. Suddenly fidget spinner. But I guess the thing that gets me the most is she knew I based him off of the the Son. So we have this little thing wherein he dies and turns into a tree because CURSE. His snout just all out just turns into Terfal’s XD
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So the fact she had said before and that her friends have said before that she doesn’t steal continues to surprise me. Midas’ snout became more like Terfal’s because I know she enjoyed him and she enjoyed the idea of the Son. So really in the respect of stealing from me she’s stealing from the game XD Which I also know she was interested in that little story given a comic on dA about the son :/ Not that there are comments on there to prove that. I know that is one reason I started talking to her. But point being, this kinda amuses me in some respect. Super Original Character do not steal (c) 2000001 is all I get. But perhaps I’m just bitter a tad yet XD
Also upset to have found a picture of Drigos on the tumblr end. Needless to say, that was probably one of my ‘better’ chibis at the time. I’m upset that I had to hide it but eventually decided to unhide it. Drigos himself is not a good character let alone not a good concept. If anything, I want my learning process to be shown. 
Anyway, that is just a little salt there.
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