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#I can see him becoming one of his parents were upper class muggles instead of pure bloods
nettedtangible · 3 months
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Sirius whose magic is so powerful it bursts out of him sometimes.
Sirius who gets every spell straight away and needs to practice controlling and restraining it instead of the spell itself
Sirius who tries bombarda in charms for the first time and blows the room half to smithereens
Sirius who gets told off by mcgonagall for being destructive because he picks up the spells in and instant then starts tinkering with them because he’s bored
Sirius who pretends he’s doing it for a laugh and only his dormmates see the horror in his eyes when he breaks a window in their room on a simple expelliarmus
Sirius who doesn’t try in class because he’s scared of people getting hurt, who Remus finds practicing in the forest because he feels like his destruction can’t harm anyone there
Remus who understands and tells him he also comes to the forest when he wants to protect people from his destruction
Remus who holds Sirius’ hand and helps him regulate his breathing
Remus, who is bitterly jealous that Sirius can pick up every spell he tries on his first go realising that that comes with a price
Remus who gets the patronus charm first, shocking everyone who thought Sirius would get it first like he does with everything else
Remus showing Sirius how to do a patronus in the forest, a silver Moony gambolling around them
Sirius who takes a deep breath and doesn’t need a memory, this is his happy moment
Wolfstar whose patronuses run and play and shine brighter and brighter from their happiness while they fuck nasty on the forest floor.
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spiltscribbles · 4 years
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How would you do a wolfstar fic based on the way I loved you by taylor swift? from remus' pov :)
~Notes: OMFG Nonny! I need you to understand that this ask threw me back to my Twilight days when I’d watch endless edits of Bella/Edward and this particular one with this song where for some reason Edward was both guys lksajghdsfjoieagh God what a time😂 So thank you and here’s a HC of how’d I write it becs I sorta hate all my writing rn rip fklsdghasdgh But JFC it got so fucking long!!! I’M SO SORRY!
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So It would be a muggle AU, non linear sort of thing where you’d see Lily and Remus just hanging out in his house on boxing day of their sixth year. And they’re shuffling through photos of themselves and friends at  Hogwarts. And Remus kind of just stops at this one, particular photo from second semester of last year, when he and Sirius were still going out.
James and Lily are in the background smiling straight on the camera, but the focus is mostly where Remus and Sirius are completely oblivious to the photo, and it’s obvious that Sirius is trying to drag him onto his lap, and Remus’s head is thrown back in laughter, and Sirius is looking at him in that grossly besotted way that softens his gorgeously angular features, and it’s just an absolute deluge of emotions for Remus.
So flashback
They first met when the marauders were auspiciously roomed together as young lads in Hogwarts, and Remus grew up in a quiet coastal town in the north of Wales where everyone knew everyone, and English was actually the second language, and to put it simply, being thrown into that space with the chaotic duo that are James and Sirius was a culture shock. Even Peter— who’s plummy and  who comes from a fine, upper middle class family and is at least familiar with them in the way that the patrician always are aware of one another. So Remus automatically felt like the odd boy out.
But that night, when he wakes up because he misses his Mam and Da, he finds the tallest boy— the one with striking pale eyes and an air of superiority that kind of got on Remus’s nerves, sitting on the windowsill and up at the stars— his namesake in particular. And so Remus joins him and tells him the love story of the moon and the sun that was his Mam’s favorite and it’s the first time they feel something neither of them know the name for quite yet.
Throughout the subsequent years the marauders grow as close as family, a brotherhood of sorts.  But they all know there are different manifestations of friendships within them. There’s Sirius and James who are the boisterous, bombastic ones that always seek the spotlight, and who can finish each others sentences and who cheer one each other along when it comes to their rowdiest of pranks. There’s Peter who’s always been intimidated by Sirius, and thankful for James’s friendship and comfortable with Remus because he’s the only one who never teased him. Then there’s James and Remus where they’ve always been impressed by one another, James because he knows Remus comes from humble beginnings and is bright in the way he works for everything he has and it’s never doubted he deserves it. And Remus is impressed over how much and how deeply James loves and cares about his chosen people, how he can inspire a crowd so effortlessly. But then, probably most peculiarly to Remus is his relationship with Sirius.
He doesn’t mean to sound rude or ungrateful, but his string to Sirius is  a relationship that absolutely eclipses all the others. It’s quiet in it’s intensity, but persistent like a heartbeat. It’s nights they spend trading stories by moonlight, and afternoons quizzing each other by the fire even though Sirius has always been naturally brilliant and Remus knows he’s just humoring him, but doesn’t call him on it because he hates the thought of it ending. It’s also evenings when James is at extra footie practice that Sirius teases him for, and Peter’s at chess club, and it’s just the pair of them, existing in each others space, doing whatever they want because it’s enough just to have the other there.
Remus is confused in third year when Sirius got especially pissy because Remus began hanging out more and more with the girl James has always targeted to being a know-it-all. And Remus was cross right back because they don’t even know Lily, and she’s a nice girl, and the only other Northerner like him in their entire year, and Sirius has no reason to be cross at him making a friend outside the marauders.
But then he got even MORE confused when Sirius asked him if he liked her. And Remus literally laughed out loud, which made Sirius scrunch his face sourly which just looked funny because his features are far too gorgeous to be put in such a nasty expression. And it’s nearly five minutes later when he catches his breath and tells Sirius that he and Lily are just friends and only friends. Comparing her to a sister, which became truth in the following years.
And it’s like a snap of the fingers when Sirius immediately smoothes out his face and grins cockily once more, and makes Remus promise that they don’t date any girls unless the others all approve. And Remus isn’t sure why Sirius’s intense focus on his love life makes something peculiar unfurl in his gut but he ignores it and shakes Sirius’s still too large hand— like a puppy needing to grow into his palms. And then they write up a contract and make James and Peter sign along with them in the codenames they came up with last year. Prongs for James because his hair is something gravity defying, Wormtail for Peter because of his pet rat, Padfoot for Sirius because of him asking sodding Minerva McGonagall— their head of house— if she was on her time of the month— as a first year when she gave him and James three weeks detention for a crude prank. And Moony for Remus who constantly got lost in his books and in his daydreams that it takes the others multiple times calling his name for him to be brought back to earth.
Remus kept the contract in his lovage, but never bothered to pull it out fourth year when Sirius suddenly became very, very aware of his good looks, and high social standing, and how any girl attracted to men would chew off her own leg to get a date with him— well save for the possibly only exception that is Lily Evans. And Remus had to just deal with it, and he did. He didn’t know why Sirius and his frequent, but short lasting flings got under his skin so thoroughly. It’s not like he’s annoyed over Peter and his girlfriend Eloise or how James is still going out with a couple different girls even though he’s near constantly flirting with Lily. And it’s not like the ones Sirius decides to go out with are annoying or anything. He really likes most of them. Like Marlene is absolutely hilarious, and Maci has the same world history class with Remus so they studied together a lot. And the rest have perfectly fine attitudes. It’s just— It’s just Sirius begins sleeping more often through the night instead of swapping stories with Remus, and isn’t readily available for whenever Remus needs to take a walk in the woods because he’s becoming full of anxiety over just about everything, and it’s just— He just misses Sirius a lot.
And Remus thinks he’s an idiot because why the fuck does he feel so territorial towards one of his best friends? Why doesn’t he act this way towards James or Peter or even Lily. He doesn’t ever feel this ridiculous, clawing emotion. Something he only calls by name, jealousy, when it’s late and quiet and he’s all alone. And Remus panics because he has no idea what this means, what or why he feels this way. Because he’s not a poof?? Is he? It’s not like he’s ever been especially interested in girls or their knickers, and if the other fifteen year old boys around him is anything to go by, that’s odd. But it’s not as if he’s especially interested in any other blokes either— anyone besides Sirius. Sirius and his artfully tousled black hair that tumbles down the nape of his neck and just a couple inches above his shoulders. and his piercing eyes that always seem as if they can look right into Remus’s soul and sift through all his points of diffidence. Sirius who’s always been there for Remus in ways Remus never even expected, even knew how to ask for. The boy who brings him hot chocolate on days his migraines are especially awful, and who always begs the Matron to stay over on the nights Remus is just forced to stay in the hospital wing when he has a flare up, and who always knows to ask the caretaker for a spare blanket at the start of every term because he knows Remus is always cold but would never dare ask himself. And God, just why does it have to be Sirius!
Strangely enough, it’s Sirius who answers the question in a non direct sort of way at the end of their fourth year when Remus asks him why he broke up with Isidora so publicly and a bit callously while they’re sitting on the balcony of the astronomy tower, trading their flask of gin that Sirius snuck away from his parent’s house over easter, staring down at the grounds and the lake and it’s a beautiful night, and Remus only sorta feels it how his heart twists while Sirius sits so close. And once the question spills out his lips, Sirius peers down at him in a very subdued, very weighty sort of way and he simply says, “she’s not you Moons.”
And it’s like Remus’s heart just freezes, refuses to continue beating with the shock, with the somber words spoken without an ounce of humor. And part of him is just waiting for the joke, for the other shoe to drop. He’s just  waiting for the overdone hand to his chest, and lips pretending to pucker for a smooch. He’s waiting for the ground to return but Sirius doesn’t move, and maybe this means that this is real, that it isn’t just in Remus’s head. so all he says is a simple, “oh” and the next thing he knows is that Sirius kisses him right then and there, and it’s beginning to shower from above,  and the kiss is a bit hard for his liking— more teeth than lips and a tongue that slips in with fervor— but Remus wouldn’t stop it for all the money in the world. Wouldn’t ever let go of his grip on Sirius’s broad shoulders, or move away from where Sirius’s arms are snaking around his narrow waste. Would pay anything just to constantly feel the weight of Sirius over him like this for forever.
He doesn’t know for how long they lied their in the pouring rain, just exchanging slow, lingering snogs, and tender touches that feel like a thousand flames. But Remus probably should’ve expected that the next morning, while they’re all preparing to board the train, Sirius doesn’t catch his eye or ever really speak to him. And that’s fine. Remus has been questioning his sexuality for a while now. Maybe Sirius is just confused or just nervous because they’ve been friends for so long. So he doesn’t mind. Ends up splitting his time on the train with the boys and with Lily and it’s all alright. When he gets home, he types Sirius a letter explaining to him that it’s fine, that they can take things slow, that they don’t have to call it anything yet, and he toys with that patch on his neck that’s still purple from Sirius’s mouth and he’s actually elated with the idea of it.
Sirius doesn’t answer the email
And he doesn’t answer the one after that either, or the ones that follow. And Remus eventually takes the hint when he gets a email from Peter who’s holidaying in France and asks Remus how hard he laughed from Sirius’s story about how he nearly pulled the mum of the latest London bird he’s shagging that he wrote them about. And Remus is equal parts embarrassed and self rebuking. Because he’s such an idiot, Sirius was probably annoyed from his constant emails like he’s some jilted ex lover, like the girls he pulls along. And Remus is really a fucking idiot. So he rings Lily and they meet at a pub that’s equidistant from both of them, and he didn’t have to tell her what happened because she’s really just a genius, so they drink the night away and he swears off love and she swears to kick James in the Bollocks at least once this year, and it’s the first time all summer Remus laughed.
By the time they got to fifth year, Remus had ranted enough to Lily that he was over it— well erm, mostly at least. It still hurt like nothing else when he first spotted Sirius on the train, looking taller and leaner and tanner and just sexier as all get out. ANd it makes something ugly twist in his gut, laughing at himself over thinking  that a practical demigod would be interested in someone who prefers books to most people and who has to wear charity shop clothes when he’s not in his school uniform and just— He’s an idiot. So when Sirius steps into the cart with Remus, James and Peter, and his look of contrition tosses to Remus  a beat passes. And  it’s quickly willed away when Remus just smiles warmly, tries to silently tell him not to worry about it, and asks out loud if he’d like a chocolate frog.
And it’s normal, it’s fine, the first weeks of term are typical as ever for the boys. They commit pranks on the creepy wankers like Snape and Avery. And they laugh at James’s latest failed attempt to woo Lily. And they spend all nighters in the library and celebrate with pickup games of footie. And it’s pretty bloody brilliant, but then Sirius’s birthday hits, and they plan a surprise for him on the astronomy tower in the middle of the night, filled with food and drinks  and friends. ANd Remus gets the key as prefect, and Peter sneaks in the booze with his free afternoon off and James make sure that everyone they like is there to celebrate the greatest git they all know. And Sirius is so, so happy when he sees it. Wich of course he is, Remus knows how difficult his parents are, how lonely he can get over the breaks without the lads. So he’s so, so happy to see that look of mirth twinkling in Sirius’s pale eyes, and he does everything he can to make it so Sirius is laughing all night long.
But towards the end, no matter how much he wants to make it the best night for Sirius, he just has to get away from the sight of Sirius dancing obscenely with Florence Whittemore. Because he doesn’t have to be a damn martyr. 
He goes to a private nook on the rooftop, and pulls out the pre-rolled spliff to light up, only sorta surprised when Sirius makes his way to him— far away from the crowd and away from the music. And he plops down on the step right  under his, obviously loaded and smiling like the sun, crooning “Moony,” over and over again and Remus can only dimple down  indulgently at him, carding his hand through Sirius’s hair gently, spurred on by the drinks and the weed and just by that quiet, unassuming love he has held for him like a torch all these years.
“Did you wear my favorite sweater on purpose?” Sirius asks, a bit slurred, tilting his head so it rests on Remus’s shoulder and he can feel the tendrils of his warm breath brushing against his neck, and Remus suddenly feels like he’s on fire again. 
And he looks down at the green sweater he’s got on, a gift from his Mam for his fifteenth last year and the one that he was wearing the first night Sirius kissed him. So, yeah maybe Remus wore it subconsciously precisely because of that. But he’d never tell him.
And neither of them could say who leaned forward first, but they were kissing again and it still feels like everything splendid and like Remus’s mind is melting right out of his head and it’s so fucking miraculous.
But then they hear a coughing and they spring apart in panic, only to meet Lily’s shrewd, green eyes and she’s glaring at Sirius like she could scorch a whole right through him. And she tells them that there’s a Filch sighting and they need to get to the dorms pronto. 
Sirius scrambles up, looking at them panicky like he doesn’t know what to say, but then Remus tells him to hurry along because he and Lily—as Prefects— are the only ones who won’t get in trouble for being out. And Sirius looks at Remus like there’s a thousand things he’d like to say, but nods soberly and sprints away, and Remus is objected to Lily’s silent, judgmental worrying for their entire track back downstairs.
Remus isn’t surprised when Sirius tells them all that he’s dating Florence now over breakfast, and Peter gazes at him in aw at pulling the fittest girl in their year, and James claps his back hardily and talks about the double dates they can go on now since he’s still dating Jeanette. As if James isn’t glancing back at Lily even as he’s speaking it, and as if Sirius isn’t peering over apologetically to Remus as if there was ever anything between them.
However, what does surprise Remus is when late that night, Sirius pads over to his bed in the middle of the night like they haven’t done since they were both 14, and they’re lying down, not looking at each other before Sirius kisses him again and Remus lets himself enjoy it, let himself melt into him. But then he remembers the pretty blonde girl who he’s actually dating and it hurts like nothing else when he tells him the next night when Sirius makes the same track to his bed that they can’t do anything because they’re going to ruin their friendship and he has a girlfriend and Remus just can’t. So Sirius nods, tells him he’s always been the best of them, and kisses his forehead before returning to his own bed. And Remus silently refutes the comment because he hates not letting himself even get the scraps.
So Sirius dates Florence for the next month or so, and Remus puts up with it because of course he does. Because if it’s Sirius’s friendship or nothing at all, he’d always pick the former. Would always want Sirius to be with him in anyway possible. But then over winter break he officially runaways from his barmy ancestral home and goes off to James’s house in the countryside. And he texts Remus, begging him to come visit for New Year’s Eve. So Remus does, even gets Lily to tag along.
And once they get there, Sirius just smacks a big one on him in front of literally a whole house of people— including James and James’s Parents and all the Potters’ friends— and he tells him that he loves him and that he doesn’t want to pretend they’re only friends anymore, and Remus is blushing and grinning, and he thinks that Sirius is the maddest bloke he knows and he loves him to.
And it’s good between them, it’s remarkable. Sirius is passionate about every aspect in his life so it’s no surprise how remarkable of a boyfriend he is, how his every splendid gesture is large and vivacious and vibrant in ways Remus can’t even describe.
But the thing is that Remus is just simply not like that, has never been loud or commanding a presence. When he’s the leader of something like a prank execution or a school project, he prefers to get input from the others, make them think they did an equal amount of work even if Remus was the one behind it all. He’s always been reserved, quiet. And it’s not that he’s shy, it’s just he doesn’t ever see a reason to make a big show out of everything. And Sirius has known him for over half a decade now, so Remus assumes that he gets it.
But then it’s apparent that sometimes he doesn’t think that Remus loves him as much— which is so bloody bonkers Remus can’t even fathom it. or he thinks that Remus is just going with the motions, dating Sirius just because Sirius asked him too. And that gets Remus mad, absolutely fucking furious. The idea that Sirius can doubt his emotions like that.
“Get your cocky head out your arse and think about how not everyone has to be as ruddy loud as you are.” Remus had yelled one night in the common room in early February when Sirius tried giving him a ridiculous teddy bear holding a heart as if he’s an actual sodding bird and he refused it and Sirius got tetchy. But then Sirius had laughed like the mad man he is and then snogged him within an inch of his life and Remus thinks he got his point across.
Their one, really huge blow out, is on Remus’s birthday when he gets to his birthday dinner with his parents who came up to celebrate. And Sirius was visibly, painfully drunk and he spluttered the whole three hours and Remus was secretly thankful that his parents only thought he was a friend and not his sodding boyfriend and by the time they got to the dorm Remus had shouted, really fucking shouted at him. Had screamed things that he would regret just as soon as they came out. But it was ridiculous and Sirius could be such an arse sometimes. And Sirius had yelled back about how fucking stuffy Remus is about everything and claiming that they didn’t even notice and who the fuck cares. And Remus was shaking so hard, grabbed his pillow and blankets to sleep in the common room instead.
But of course, he knew that Sirius would follow him, that Sirius always prodded whenever Remus wanted to just runaway, that he could never leave well enough alone. And they argue again but it quickly became them rutting up against each other in the middle of the night, atop the sofa where anyone could walk down an catch them an Remus didn’t care, just needed to feel Sirius, feel him all over.
Remus only found out the next day by a red faced and quiet Sirius that he was nervous, that he didn’t mean to get so sloshed but he’s already failed with his parents and he didn’t want Remus’s to know how much of a fucking screw up he is and Remus just kissed him gently and called him an idiot and they never spoke about it again.
A few weeks later, Sirius goes off to holiday with the Potters on the Moroccan coast and Remus was only sorta jealous, but he understood that Sirius has always starved for a family, a real family, and that this is good for him. And the Potters are lovely people, and nearly as wealthy as the Blacks— well erm, as close as can be possible for ordinary folks. And James is Sirius’s brother in all but blood. Of course Sirius wouldn’t want to spend the week in Remus’s sleepy hometown with his bookish father and somewhat smothering Mam. But then he gets a call at two in the morning— so three in the morning by them— and It’s a pissed Sirius screaming into the phone over the music of some club and Remus hears a girl’s voice crowing his name and he hangs up in the middle fo Sirius trying to tell him some story about a boat or llama or what the fuck ever. And then Sirius storms to their shared dormitory when they all got back, yelling at Remus for not answering his calls for the rest of the week, and then Remus screamed back that he didn’t want to keep him from his haram of girls. And Sirius snarled out that he didn’t kiss or even bloody flirt with any of them and that Remus needs to start trusting him or pull that stick out his ass. And Remus was just so taken aback he had no idea what to say, so he just shook his head, discarded words and pounced on him for them to snog instead— James and Peter rolling their eyes as they slowly exited the room.
And there entire relationship is a bit like that, firecrackers that simmer to something tender because their foundation has always been the purest, most important friendship and even though the sex is fucking miraculous and mind-blowing and maddeningly delicious, they’ll always be friends. 
So that’s why Remus gets so angry that Sirius is acting so blasé when Snape finds out about them and threatens to tell the whole school. “It’s not a big deal Moons, practically everyone who isn’t an idiot already knows.”
And Remus swears he saw red, felt his blood pressure pulse. “Well my parents don’t know, and I’d rather be the one to tell them instead of them hearing it from the gossip mill from one of the other students parents!”
And Sirius’s expression got very stoney right then, his shoulders drawn back and brows furrowed. “So what? You’re ashamed that you’re dating a bloke? Or a bloke who’s own parents didn’t want him?”
And Remus is so fucking gobsmacked, so disbelieving that this is still such a point of sensitivity for him. That he still isn’t quite comprehensive just how much and how thoroughly and how desperately Remus loves him, and all that comes out is “You’re a bloody pillock.” And Sirius doesn’t give him enough time to explain himself and before he knows it they’re on the train home and Sirius isn’t even talking to him and he’s home in Wales once more.
He tries messaging Sirius all summer long, tries explaining himself. He even tells his parents that he’s as gay as the day is long, and they were so supportive that it gave him hope. But then Remus goes to Lily’s house one night for a movie, and her phone pins with a snap notification from James, and she tells him to open it for her while she tries pulling out the biscuits from the oven, and Remus Sees a dorky looking James, a London night club’s logo on the bottom of the filter and it’s all innocent until he really looks and he sees Sirius— clear as day, and he’s kissing another bloke. A blonde, good looking bloke that Remus could never be and one that Sirius deserves. And he feels so empty, so exhausted, so tired of it all as he numbly hands it over to a anxious looking Lily.
And Remus decides right then that he and Sirius really need to end this. 
They need to cut all the strings of this ill-fated romance, because they’re both too volatile and too sporadic. They can’t risk their friendship over this. Remus can’t lose Sirius just because Remus never deserved him as a boyfriend.
So when they get back to classes for their sixth year, Remus pretends nothing had ever happened between them.
He acts cordial, and companionable and like the friend he was to Sirius before he let his bloody emotions get in the way. And Sirius is suspicious but cautious and sometimes he looks like he does when he wanted to kiss him, so Remus would have to race off and he’d stay out late as possible in the library so to get back to their room after they’ve all fallen asleep. And he’s thankful he does the one time he finds that Sirius had ended up falling asleep in Remus’s bed while waiting up for him.
On one of those nights out to the library he begins speaking with Ezra.
Ezra is a prefect also, and he’s a year above them in classes so he gladly helps Remus with the questions he has for the course work. He’s extremely handsome, and Remus doesn’t feel so guilty when he recognizes the fact. He’s got brown hair numerous shades darker from Remus’s tawny color, and he’s got very lovely green eyes and he smiles at Remus shyly. So it’s not a surprise when he kisses him softly for the first time in early October, and it’s nice. It’s not fire licking up his insides like Sirius’s kisses are, but it’s sweet. And he’s sweet. 
They go out on casual dates to the city on allotted weekends and they drink coco by the fire. He tells Remus about growing up right outside Edinburgh and Remus tells him about the sea glass his Mam taught him to find by the ocean, and his collection of shells and his favorite peer to watch the sunset and Ezra listens like he is so very interested. And They’re a quiet pair, even the first time he gives Remus a blow job behind the greenhouses. And it’s good, because it’s fucking sex of course its good. But he doesn’t know how to use his tongue like Sirius learned how, or how to squeeze just a bit too tightly around his shaft when he’s lapping the head. But it’s not Ezra’s fault. Sirius and Remus had plenty of practice, the one thing they did more than laugh or argue was fuck. And that’s because it was always fun, always good. They stumbled through it together and learned what they liked and what they didn’t and how amazing it felt whenever they were intwined like that— When Sirius was on top of him, underneath him, deep inside of him and all around him.
But that’s not a fair comparison. Sirius has always excelled in everything, has always been a supernova. And Remus needs to learn how to be his friend again, and stop remembering all those times between the sheets or hidden behind the greenhouses or sometimes even in closets between classes.
And they’re getting there. Sirius has stopped trying to wait up for him, and he laughs at his jokes easily again. He doesn’t touch Remus, not really, not ever. And he looks like a flicker has been blown out behind his disarmingly handsome face, but they’re getting closer.
And Ezra is great, Ezra is so amazing. He’s sweet and he texts Remus a good night and good morning message every day. He walks him to class and they kiss softly goodbye. He buys Remus cherry filled brownies even tho that’s possibly the one type of chocolate he doesn’t like. But he eats them anyways because he knows they’re expensive. And he steadfastly ignores the box of his favorite caramel ones that are left on his bed the morning after Ezra got them for him.
And when Ezra comes over their house for Christmas he’s perfect in front of his parents. He complements the dinner Lyall made and how lovely Hope’s necklace is. And he gets along seamlessly with Lily when they met up nearly every night to go out to the tree in the center of her hometown or ice skating or to take pictures by the lights.
But when he leaves, Remus just feels empty. He stays up all night thinking about it, about why he can’t love Ezra the way he loved— the way he’s always loved and continues to love Sirius. How he will forever love Sirius. And he ends up cursing Sirius’s name a thousand times over throughout  the span of one night.
And it’s back to the start of the story with Remus and Lily lounging in his living room and looking at the photo and Remus feels his eyes watering and Lily kissing his cheek while silently handing him his phone.
They exchange a smile.
And Remus decides he’ll talk to Ezra in person, explain how he’s a great guy and how lucky Remus was to be with him. But now— well now he needs to slide open his phone because he can hardly breathe anymore.
And when he hears Sirius’s familiar, golden baritone answering tentatively, “Hiya Moons.”
And Remus swallows down the emotion in his throat, and he just loves him so much.
“Can you drive up here? Preferably not with the bike.”
“James’s Dad left us his car.” Sirius retorts, and Remus can hear the smile in his voice. “But, are you sure?”
And Remus wants to scream it to the clouds and the ocean and the mountain tops that of course he is, that this— the emotions he has for Sirius, the way he loves him— is the one sure thing in his life.
“I love you Pads.”
A silence beats between them before he hears Sirius answer back, buoyant and vivid and so much him that it aches.
“I love you to Moony. I love you so much.”
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lilytakeharryandgo · 4 years
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STOP ROMANTICISING SEVERUS SNAPE - A MANIFESTO
“Albus Severus Potter, you were named after two headmasters of Hogwarts. One of them was a great strategist, the other one was a racist, hateful, bitter, scary bastard. Voldemort must have damaged some brain cells when killing the Horcrux inside of me.”
Now that I have Snape fans raging and screaming for blood, here’s my show of evidence:
If the boring, same argument brought up by Marauders stans is Snape being a Death Eater, I know it’s basic, but it’s basic for a reason: it’s true. Supporting Voldemort doesn’t mean you support his ideas? I’m sorry, what did he support? The Dark Lord’s contouring skills? It is a truth universally acknowledged that joining a group of racists and following them in perpetrating crimes does make you a racist and a criminal.
JK Rowling herself said that Death Eaters are an analogy to Nazis, Marauders stans are not making this up. Are you questioning what JK ROWLING said? Because you know, she is JK ROWLING.
We know it was Snivellus that created the Levicorpus. He must have used it against the Marauders in order for them to learn it. And let’s just remember that “Snape’s worst memory” takes place after the Shrieking Shack’s incident, when dear, lovely Severus tried to unmask Remus so that he could be expelled for being a Werewolf. He went down to the Whomping Willow of his own free will, no one forced him, and he supposedly knew what was happening there: he risked his own life only to get Remus expelled. Yes, it was Sirius who thought it would have been funny to lure him to the Shrieking Shack where Lupin was due for his transformation, and that was wrong. However, why did he do that? Because Snape was constantly spying on them. Was it wrong? Definitely, no one is trying to get Sirius out of this one. Still, James saved Snape in time. Did James do that just because he wanted to protect Remus? Most likely: James gave them all a family and he loved his friends and would have done everything for them, and he did. But also, he wouldn’t have let an “innocent” (if we want to call him that) die. So James saved Snape’s life, which dear Half Blood Price seemed deeply ungrateful for later, and yet, Snape constantly tried to get the Marauders expelled from Hogwarts time and time again while using Dark Magic and creating his own dark spells (see the irony?). Stop saying that the Marauders’ actions pushed him to become a Death Eater. As if “Snape never missed an opportunity to curse James” was a lie. As if Snape wasn’t on his way to being a buddying Death Eater by his 5th year. As if Snape hadn’t came up with a curse that slices your body open by his 6th year. As if the Marauders had nothing to do but ruthlessly bully Snape all day and all night, when they actually are described as the brightest as some of the brightest students of their year despite being engaged in loads of other things like the creation of the Marauders Map, becoming Animagus, dealing with Remus’ monthly transformations (because those demonic guys didn’t leave him alone and didn’t report him to get him expelled as someone else was willing to do), James and Remus being responsible enough to be Head Boy and Prefect. Oh, and training for a war and joining the Order once they graduated. Minor things, right? Things they were busy doing in their personal lives such as surviving, living and being happy? Nah, that never happened, their entire life consisted of bullying innocent, poor service teenagers, that was their goal. Snape experienced one side of the Marauders (and we read that from his own pov, so it’s a little biased too): that is not a deciding factor of whether or not they (and especially James) are good people. He was so fascinated with the Dark Arts, even after Lily’s death and hence his presumed redemption, that Dumbledore did not appoint him as Defence Against the Dark Arts professor. Snape’s apologetics make it sound like the Marauders made Snape’s life hell every minute of everyday and he was the poor victim who was not capable of standing up to himself against those horrible demonic creatures, but he was the one inventing the Sectumsempra and using it against James, against George. Only a truly tormented person could have invented such a bloody spell. 
So now let’s talk about Remus. Remus, a hero who fought against Voldemort and joined an anti-terrorist resistance organisation when he was just 18 years old, who fought alongside Frank and Alice Longbottom in the Order, is about to start his first class with the third years. Neville is there, of course, Remus knows his parents’ fate, how they were tortured into madness, and probably guessed that Neville’s biggest fear would be similar to what he guessed Harry’s would be. He’s probably planning on stepping in before Bellatrix Lestrange shows up, but then it’s not her, it’s Snape. Snape who insults him in front of his class, Snape who tries to shame him. Can you imagine how he must have felt? Yes, they bullied him, but his best friend James grew up, and what did he get in return? Death. Instead, Snape hasn’t gotten over himself a little and most importantly he does not realise that being a teacher also means being responsible for those children. Snape never changes: he is the same petty, angry, bitter child that he had been in school, except now he’s bullying children half his age instead of yelling racial slurs at his classmates. While Snape is one of his students’ greatest fear, Remus starts off the year by letting his pupils confront their biggest fears. Remus truly, deeply cared about his students, and wait… what did Snape do? He got him fired! But even most achingly than that, just imagine… it’s 1993, Remus is coming back after a rough full moon. He’s feeling down, he’s weak, both physically and emotionally, he’s one more time without his friends by his side, one more time alone as he was before the Marauders became Animaguses to be alongside him to support him during the roughest times (horrible people, isn’t it?). So Remus is coming back to his class of Defense Against the Dark Arts, and his best friend’s son is writing an essay on how to kill him. But Snape didn’t stop there, no, he told the whole Wizarding World that a man who had struggled to keep his condition secret all his life was a Werewolf. He had to withdraw from his position as a professor because of that, and straight after that the Ministry issued a law against Werewolves which made it impossible for Remus to have a job. So, to sum it up, not only he exposed him as a Werewolf, he also condemned him to live in poverty and be persecuted for that reason. Also, quoting, when Remus was trying to explain things in PoA he attacked him and said “I’ll drag the Werewolf, perhaps the Dementors will have a kiss for him too.” James and Sirius were the kind of persons, the kind of friends and brothers, who risked their own life every month for one of his best friends. Think about this: they found out about Remus’ situation when they were just boys in their first years of school, and they didn’t leave him, they decided to help him embarking in something much bigger than themselves. Whereas dear lovely 33 year old Necrophilus told everyone about Remus’ secret and basically had him fired. Sounds angelic, why haven’t I thought about doing something like that before? That would most certainly secure me a spot in heaven!
Do we want to talk about an abusive person? Well, Snape was not just abusive as a person, he abused and took advantage of his position as a teacher (and Head of House too, to reward extra points from the other Houses) to bully his own students (even after his presumed “redemption”). He told Neville he would have given his failed potion to his toad, Trevor, so that the fatal effects of the potion would teach him a lesson. He bullied Neville to the point that he was literally his greatest fear - Neville’s parents were tortured to the point of insanity by Bellatrix, yet Snape was his greatest fear. He also condoned and took part in bullying when Draco cursed Hermione’s teeth to grow. He said he didn’t see any difference, then watched as she ran off crying. From the very start he starts bullying Harry: he perfectly knew he was raised by muggles, he knew how Petunia was and still went on to ask questions that he wouldn’t be able to answer. And after calling Neville and idiot for a mistake that anyone could have made he took points from Gryffindor because Harry didn’t tell him how to do it right - great teaching strategy, let’s nominate him for Most Valuable Teacher. Harry had nothing to do with what went on during Snape’s school years, but he physically resembled James and he was his son, so let’s bully him from the very first second! And honestly, asking an 11 years old Muggle-raised kid the difference between monskshood and wolfsbane in front of everyone on the first day? There is no difference! They are colloquial terms for the same plant. He just wanted the intellectual upper hand over a goddamn little kid. But he didn’t stop there: that resentful git always tried to blame Harry for something even without proof (as most of the time), and he physically abused Harry because he was angry (“Snape threw Harry from him with all his might. Harry fell hard onto the dungeon floor.”). He knew how important it was for Harry to learn Occlumency and he stopped giving him classes and later ignored when Lupin asked him to start them again even when he knew how poorly Harry’s progressed. And he was cruel: he knew Harry was sad about Sirius’ death, and gave him a detention in which he was going to see his and his father’s names multiple times while copying out old detention records. Yes, Harry’s deeds should have called for expulsion, as McGonagall states, but Snape chose something more painful than that. Not only he punished Harry (don’t get me wrong, he almost killed Draco, he deserved detention if not expulsion), but he chose to inflict him more pain and at the same time tried to ruin the memory of Harry’s father figures. Ordinarily, copying out old detention records wouldn’t be worse than writing lines, but Snape vindictively tailored that detention to inflict pain.  In addition to this, he could have been an awesome teacher if he wasn’t a disgusting waste of a human being. He knew from his teen years that the instructions that the textbooks were giving were not as goos as they could be so he improved the potions and recorded his own methods at 16. Harry himself states what an amazing teacher “the Prince” is. If Snape were not such a horrible person, he could have either written the entire textbooks himself, or taught his students his own alternate methods. Instead he spent his time bullying children. He could have been great and become everything a Slytherin should have been
Snape also saw his friends perform Dark Magic on Mary Macdonald and when confronted by Lily, literally didn’t see any problem with it and compared it with the Marauders’ pranks.
He called Lily, his supposed best friend, a Mudblood. Then he tried to get away with it by saying he didn’t mean it and that she (and only she) was different from the other Muggleborns. And Lily tried, she tried to tell him he was not on the right path, she tried, and she got called a racial slur from the person she trusted the most at the time. And, for the extremist Snape apologetics in the back, who even hate Lily (how can they hate on Lily I don’t know, but apparently these people exist too): Lily Evans did not owe anyone anything. She had the right to cut ties with her friends for any reason she pleased, whatever that’s because she was sick of them or because they were hanging out with a group of terrorists wannabe. She did not owe anyone her love, loyalty or energy. She tried to be Snape’s friend despite his other group of friends (“but Mulciber’s and Avery’s idea of humor is just evil. Evil, Sev. I don’t understand how you can be friends with them”), but there’s canon evidence that Snape chose his Death Eaters friends over Lily’s friendship and safety. It was her choice to cut ties with him after what he and his friends had done (and the racial slur of course, truly a touch of class), and it’s not like he was a good friend to begin with: he called all other Muggleborns “Mudblood” and was canon friends with the people who wanted Lily and other Muggleborns killed, and he even still wanted to be a Death Eater while being her friend. Like, wait here while I go out and slaughter your people, Lils! And if Snape stans are still arguing that he was suffering because he got dumped, that’s another no: he did not get dumped, she just didn’t have romantic feelings for him but was trying so hard to be his friend and he was just a whiny baby about it. Is that a crime? No, it isn’t. Is not getting over it and taking it out on countless kids who weren’t even born instead a crime? Yes, it is.
Also, from the get-go we see him drop a tree branch on Petunia. That shows that he didn’t see a problem in hurting the people Lily loved (seen later in a larger proportion, that’s his tag line). Lily loved her sister, but Petunia was an obstacle between her and Snape, hence, Snape hurt her. And no, that was not accidental underage magic, just as Lily performs magic on the flower, Snape uses magic to cause a tree branch to fall on Petunia. Even as a child he had no qualms about hurting someone Lily loved, this really serves to underscore the idea that Snape, with his so called love for Lily, was not invested in her happiness or wellbeing because he didn’t care about the people she loved. As a child he didn’t care about hurting her sister and at 20 he didn’t care about the imminent deaths of her husband and son. If he truly loved and cared for her, he would have wanted to see her happy. Not even considering how crushed she would have been if her husband and only child were dead, and she was left alone and pregnant in the middle of a war.
Okay so now let’s talk about James. Yes, James was a spoiled brat, and Lily hated him for that, then guess what? He matured, he started protecting the weaker ones and joined the Order along with Sirius, Remus and Lily to fight for a better world. He didn’t hold it against her nor did he sulk for days, he grew up and matured because he was a well adjusted human, unlike some. James Potter was many things other than an “arrogant bullying toerag” (hey, also, well done for trying to destroy a 15-year-old orphan’s memory of his heroic father): he was a friend who risked his life every month for Remus’s safety and comfort. A brother who took Sirius in and was “the best friend he ever had.” An adored friend of half-giant Hagrid, in an age when all “half-breeds” were looked upon with suspicion during the war. An all time “favourite student” of Minerva McGonagall, so much that she waited all day at his son’s future home and wept at his death. A savior of his enemies even when they were trying to expose his friends’ secrets. An activist protecting the right of existence for Muggles, Muggleborns and hybrids right out of school. A soldier who faced Voldemort three times and lived to tell about it. A caring father who went into hiding to protect his son. A loving husband who sacrificed his life for his family. A faded trace of magic still trying to guide his son when the man that killed him returned to life. A young man that inspired so much loyalty in his friends that Remus Lupin, who so feared the idea of harming people because of his condition, was 100% willing to abandon those morals to avenge his death, and would have done so, had Harry not reminded him and Sirius that James would not have wanted them to murder anyone for him. A Patronus helping Harry through his darkest moments until the very end.  James had a friend facing bigotry and he became an illegal animagus to help make that friend’s life better. Snape had a friend facing bigotry and he joined up with the bigots. No one is trying to pretend that James was an angel, but he got better and better until his last breath. And again, that spoiled brat and the love of his life joined the resistance and were martyrs. James, Lily, Sirius and Remus all died for Harry. Are you trying to blame James and Lily for sacrificing their own lives to save their infant son? What terrible parents they were! Their sacrifice was an act of love and wait… actually ended up saving the Wizarding World. The only thing James and Snape had in common was that they would have both sacrificed James’s life in order to save Lily’s. James was the hero, he was the one who faced Voldemort without his wand (pretty dumb thing but he was a Gryffindor, hence no surprise) in order to give his wife and son more time to flee. When he opened that door on Halloween, he thought he was sacrificing his life so that they could live. He literally died wandless perfectly knowing he wouldn’t survive, but facing death for those he loved, hoping he would be able to stall enough time so they could escape. He was never more dedicated in anything in his short life than he was to the loves of his life: he died for Lily and Harry, and would have happily died for Sirius, Remus and Peter. And this is absolutely canon, of course it is: we might not have some explicit description of him but all we know comes from the lives he touched, how they talked / not talked about him, the pain they felt - the seven books are a testament of James and Lily’s love. James Potter was the kind of person that would have been happy to die for love, he would have taken pride in that. How do we know that? Are we making this up? No, we are not: all we have are the words of people who knew him, from his best friends to McGonagall, and who remembered him as a hero. This, albeit indirectly, speaks volume about the kind of person he was. He might have been obnoxious and arrogant as a teenager, but at 21 he died a hero - wandless, alone, betrayed, hopeless, but also bravely and out of love - and nothing can change either of those. Yes, he bullied Snape (let’s be clear here even though I highly doubt Snape did not retaliate) and that is a disgusting attitude. But how can you forgive a 31 year old man for bullying his kids and not a 15 year old boy who bullied one of his definitely not innocent classmates? Who matured and who later died, at the young age of 21, for his wife and son? How can you hate James Potter when as soon as he graduated, he was ready to fight a war against the most powerful wizard of his age? Yes, he had a big head and I am fairly certain he did actually strut - and let’s just take a moment to remember why Harry doesn’t know anything about him… oh, right, Snape went to Voldemort and told him about the prophecy - but he was a caring person, who stood up to what he thought and stood up for his friends and his family. The spoilt boy Snape’s apologetics hate, who grew up to be a great man, who died fighting and protecting, not some emo with a crush and an ego the size of the Great Lake!  Wait, I hear somebody trying to bring up the “we have no real evidence of him becoming a better person” thing. Let me get this straight: James was mentioned to have jinxed other students, not to have bullied them. He did not pick out targets, it was implied to be done at random as it is explicitly stated that he jinxed random people in the corridors. Fred and George pranked other students in the same way, and they would have often have more disastrous effects, but no one calls them bullies. We know that on one known occasion attacks Snape with Sirius at his side and almost pantsed him with a spell of Snape’s own invention. James and Snape had a rivalry, and it was two-sided. It wasn’t James relentlessly hexing poor, innocent Snape, so if you still want to call James Potter a bully, okay, do it, he was a bully bullying a bully. The evidence speaks for itself: he was Head Boy in 7th year (hence I don’t think Dumbledore despised him that much), he was unapologetically a blood traitor, he dated Lily Evans (who hated him for how he was and would have never fallen in love with such a brat, so it’s pretty evident he did actually change), he joined the Order of the Phoenix (an anti-terrorist organisation, at the peak of the war, as a teenager, whereas someone else joins a racist dark cult), he died protecting his wife and child! And if we really, really want to bring the ‘evidence’ thing up… well, we have no evidence he bullied Snape, except for one little incident - I’m fairly certain he did, but let’s play it literally now. And since we are there, we may not have been blessed with more about the Marauders, but Sirius and Remus both tell Harry Lily changed his mind about James because he became a better person, why don’t Snape stans consider that an evidence pro James but “Snape’s worst memory” is their pro Snape pamphlet? That chapter showed us an incident where both Sirius and James were assholes but everyone that was there supported it but Lily. All the other Students supported it because of what the fandom conveniently forgets that Snape loved Dark Arts, disparagingly called Lily a Muggle twice, tried to expose Remus and run around with a group of Death Eater wannabes tormenting Muggleborns all through his school years (he literally says that torturing Mary Macdonald was funny - “That was nothing, it was a laugh, that’s all”), to the point where Lily’s friends and herself questioned their friendship: “none of my friends can understand why I even talk to you. I’ve made excuses for you for years.” And eventually, when questioned by Lily if he wanted to join Voldemort, he couldn’t find any way to lie to her: “you and your precious little Death Eater friends— you see, you don’t even deny it! You don’t even deny that’s what you’re all aiming to be! You can’t wait to join You Know Who can you?”. He literally didn’t find anything wrong with Voldemort’s political position (only the fact that he wanted to kill his obsession, he only had that so called change of heart when it personally affected him as his beloved Dark Lord wanted to kill the object of his lust). So yes, he did join the Death Eaters because he wanted to and was everything he’d always desired. Does this make him a bad person? HELL YES.  
And wait, can somebody remind me why the Potters were forced to hide? Wow, it must have been because Snivellus dearest spilled the tea to his master. So basically it went like this: “Hey Dark Lord! Our adorable group of racists kills Mudbloods for fun, but there’s this filthy Muggle born I fancy, can you please kill her husband and baby so that I can have her?” How the hell could he think Lily could have ever forgiven him? He was totally fine with Dumbledore saving Lily but not her husband and infant son (see how deeply he cared about Lily’s happiness?) and only cared for him being the rebound. James and Harry were totally expendable but hey, bravest man ever known!  
So yes, he protected Harry (in his very own and questionable way, he did), but I’m sorry, that’s not enough. However, before someone says “in the end he cared about Harry” let me say a big, important fact: NAH HE DIDN’T. And not only he didn’t, but he also openly states that: in the Deathly Hallows chapter with the Pensieve, Snape describes Harry as selfish, self-important and arrogant - does it matter than all the other teachers like him and see none of those things? Of course not. And he’s not talking about sassy 4th-6th year Harry (who I really thank for that “there's no need to call me "sir" Professor” gem): Snape is tasing about an 11 year old who was picked on his whole life, who never had a family of his own and who lived in a cupboard under the stairs. He’s a child, an orphan (now tell me what’s that heroic about tormenting an orphan). However, Snape had decided that Harry must be bad news from the start, so he reasonably spends six years making his life as difficult as possible. That’s a great way to honour Lily’s memory, right? Do Snape stans remember what their hero answered when Dumbledore asked if he had grown to care for the boy, after all? He literally shouted “for him?” before casting a Patronus (a little over obsessive too). He felt he owed it to Lily to make sure Harry survives, and for Merlin’s sake, he did! He went to Voldemort and basically condemned the Potters. I’m not saying he is THE reason why they died, that honour goes to the lurid latrine rat, but he is one of them. Protecting Harry was the least he could do. Switching allegiances doesn’t cancel the awful actions before Lily’s death, as much as taking advantage of his position can’t be justified by his loyalty to Dumbledore. And most importantly, he cannot be redeemed by his stalkerish obsession for Lily (or by the creepy ‘look at me I want to die looking into your mother’s eyes,’ ew). All he did was made out of selfishness, even in his quest to redeem himself. Snape had a chance to honour Lily's memory, and disregarded it every single day. He claimed to regret his past, yet his cruelty to Harry was persistent and immature. Plus, loving someone doesn’t redeem terrible deeds. He aligned himself with a terrorist organisation who murdered for sport entirely of his own volition, endorsed the torture of Muggleborns, but of course, what a hero! I will never understand how people continue to use Snape’s obsession with Lily and ‘protecting’ Harry thing as an excuse for all the pain and terror that he inflicted upon small children. Does that mean you’ll excuse a father who continuously hit and emotionally abused his child and made their life a living hell if his excuse was “well I was still protecting them they had their dead mother’s eyes”? This is SICK.
And if you can still argue that “he had a terrible childhood,” that is inarguable, however, it just cannot justify him. Remus was bitten when he was 4, he had no friends until he was 11, lived in constant fear that he was going to be outed as a Werewolf, was forced to turn into a monster every month, lost everyone he loved and lived in poverty for 14 years and still managed to be a decent person. Luna watched her mother die, was picked on by almost everyone, was treated as a freak and only had one friend until she was 14 and still managed to be a decent person. Ginny was literally possessed by Voldemort himself for almost a year, guess what? Decent person too. Neville was constantly told how worthless he was, lived knowing his parents were tortured to insanity and was bullied and belittled by everyone. Decent person? Yes, right again. And do we want to talk about THE lonely kid who was abused his entire life? Sirius was raised and abused by blood supremacists, was disowned by his family, framed for murder (of his best friends, for Merlin’s sake!) and literally lost almost everyone he loved and still managed to be a decent person. He couldn't help the way he was? The environment around him conditioned him to be that way? If I remember correctly, Harry was raised by neglectful relatives, wore ill-fitting clothes, felt inadequate among his peers… Harry is proof that a terrible childhood doesn’t excuse despicable behaviour.
So, Snape hated Neville because he could have been the Chosen One instead of Harry (but it’s definitely on him for going to Voldemort and condemning the Potters), he hated Harry because he was James’s copy and he hated Hermione because she was a Mudblood and brilliant as Lily was. Makes sense, again, and again, it stresses how much of a beautiful person and teacher he was, don’t you think so? Also, had Voldemort picked Neville to kill instead of Harry, Snape would still be a Death Eater. It’s not like he thought being part of a group of supremacists and terrorists was wrong. It wasn’t until something directly affected him that he turned his back to his master - so brave, right? Snape may have done some good for the Wizarding World when he joined the Order, but while he was alive, he was horrible. He wasn't fighting the good fight because he couldn't possibly imagine a world where Voldemort was in charge (honestly, he couldn't have cared less), he was doing it to spare Lily’s life and get her for himself. James and Lily fought for the light because they believed in the light. Snape fought against the dark because the dark had offended him. Had Voldemort gone after the Longbottoms instead, Snape would have lived and died as the most loyal Death Eater in history.
Wait, I hear a “there’s no evidence that Snape voluntarily murdered anyone in his entire life” over there! He joined a group whose aim was genocide and was actually one of the few members which were part of the inner circle of Death Eaters, he didn’t get there by throwing kisses and rose petals around. It is explicitly said that not all Death Eaters actually bore the mark. Only selected wizards can be part of Voldemort’s circle, and not only Snape was part of that circle during the First Wizarding War, but it is also heavily implied that he passed messages from Voldemort more than once. Plus, he was also able to speak directly to Voldemort and even ask him to spare Lily’s life. Voldemort actually told Lily to move over three times before killing her, and he didn’t do that because he had such a kind heart and wanted to spare a Muggleborn’s life, he did that because Snape begged him. And maybe we haven’t read the same books, but it’s not like Voldemort strolled along Diagon Alley offering favours to random people. In addition to this, Snape did most certainly kill someone since Dumbledore compares Draco’s soul to his, meaning he has done remorseless acts of great evil before, hence his soul was already damaged, unlike Draco’s. So please, stop saying Snape was somehow influenced into joining the Death Eaters and never committed any crime: he fully believed in what they pledged and actually longed about being one of them for years (according to Lily). No one manipulated him into joining said group nor into perpetrating crimes. And no one manipulated him into being a horrible person even after he “switched sides.” He’s the one who willingly decides to be a terrorist, he’s the one who willingly decides to abuse children half his age, and he’s the one having the nerve to be awful to Harry when he’s the reason why Harry doesn’t have any parents.
And he was so childish and cruel! He threw a tantrum after discovered he was getting an Order of Merlin and wasn’t going to see Remus and Sirius in jail (even though he knew they were innocent).
There we go: HE KNEW SIRIUS WAS INNOCENT (don’t try to deny it, he was part of the inner circle of Death Eaters, he perfectly knew Sirius was not the one selling the Potters to Voldemort)! Did this matter for him? Of course not! And was Snape cruel and abusive to Harry because he blamed himself for Lily’s death and Harry was a constant reminder of his guilt? Yes, he was. But you know who else blamed himself for the Potters’ deaths and also was constantly reminded of them by Harry, and yet, did not abuse him because of his guilt? That’s right, Sirius. Sirius whose death was indirectly caused by Snape who kept making fun of him for being locked in Grimmauld Place. Sirius who had no problems breaking out of Azkaban, all he had to do was turn into a dog and leave. He could have left anytime he wanted to over those twelve years but he didn’t. You know why? Because he thought he deserved to be there. It was his fault his friends were dead. Everyone could blame him all they wanted with false accusations and it didn’t matter, since to him, changing Peter to the Secret Keeper, he was guilty for his friends’ death and deserved to be in Azkaban. He only broke out when he knew Harry was in danger after seeing that filthy rat on the newspaper. And when he broke into Hogwarts? Do people remember those lines: Hermione said “It’s very lucky he picked tonight, you know,” to which Ron responded “I reckon he’s lost track of time, being on the run. Didn’t realise it was Halloween.” Please, of course he realised it was Halloween, he perfectly knew that. He went after Peter on the anniversary of James and Lily’s death to revenge them and to save his godson. Sirius might have strut as much as James during his teens but again, he turned out to be a decent person.
And think about Harry, a 17-year-old grown up in an abused “family” (and still managed to be a decent person too): he has no memories of his parents, the only thing remained is a photograph. A photograph of a happy little family, showing James and Lily in love with the fruit of their love. Snape found it and ripped off and stole the half with Lily smiling so he could pretend her happiness and love were directed at him and not at her husband and son (yes, people, that disgusting moment actually existed, and it was so creepy Yates couldn’t put it in the movies). He stole Lily’s picture and Lily’s last words from Sirius, a friend she loved, the Potters’ best man, James’ brother. How nasty. What can I say, at least he waited until after Sirius’ death to go to Grimmauld Place and raid his bedroom?
Lovely Snivellus, such a cupcake, also laughed and mocked Tonks when her Patronus changed when she fell in love with Remus (let’s also remember that Tonks’s one was not the same as Remus’s, as stated by Rowling, before Snape stans can accuse me of applying double standards: Remus’s Patronus was a regular wolf, and okay Harry is oblivious at times, but he would have recognised a regular wolf) despite the fact that his own changed to match Lily’s - let’s just remember that THIS is obsessive behaviour, whilst James and Lily’s Patroni represent them being soulmates. Snape’s Patronus does not honour Lily, stop considering this the greatest romantic moment of all times, it does not show virtue nor morality, it’s just the representation of his creepy fascination with necrophilia. It’s disgusting, not noble. His so called love for Lily is creepy. She found happiness with another man, yet Snape was possessive, manipulative, and inarguably obsessive. And let’s remember that J.K. Rowling said that “he thought Lily would find him impressive if he became a real Death Eater”… was he really her best friend or was he just completely blinded by his attraction to the dark side? This is not a redemptive love, this is problematic, toxic, abusive, emotionally-stunted, obsessive.
This is because there was never a love triangle and that’s why there is simply NO Team Snape! Not winning at the genetic lottery doesn’t justify being such an awful person! Also, THIS is why the tag line should be changed from “always” to “Lily, take Harry and go! It's him! I'll hold him off!” or to “until the very end” because a father’s eternal love for his son is much more important than a racist’s obsession of a dead woman (dead because he contributed to her death, to be precise). His always and doe patrons can’t get him out of this one. Eventually, let’s remember J.K. Rowling’s dedication in Deathly Hallows: “[…] to you, if you have stuck with Harry until the very end.” Not “always” nor creepy moaning, just the pure words of a hero, of a loving father who died protecting the ones he loved most. 
Now, I don’t get why we should celebrate Snivellus as the hero of Slytherin and an example of the “not all Slytherins are evil” when Regulus Black died in a cave, drowned by reanimated corpses to bring about the downfall of Voldemort, and Narcissa Black straight up lied to Voldemort because she’s first and foremost a mother, ruthless in doing whatever it took to save her beloved son. Regulus and Narcissa were brave: despite their flaws they knew what mattered the most and they were two big key factor in Harry’s survival and Voldemort’s demise. Sure, Snape was among the three that deceived the Dark Lord, but whilst Regulus did it because he realised what was right and what wasn’t, and Narcissa did it because of love, putting her family first (plus, she wasn’t even a Death Eater, and this tells a lot about her, as her loyalties solely lie with her family), Snape did it because resentfulness. Sure, Regulus joined the Dark Eaters of his own free will and Narcissa did what she did only after having her family threatened, but since one of Snape stans’ major point in his defence is his family being abused, let’s take their family into consideration too. The Blacks were pureblood supremacist, they grew up within that establishment and yes, some members of the family rejected those arguable ‘values’ but not everyone has the courage to do that (also, every Black family member is indisputably a badass, don’t get me started on that). On the contrary, Snape was a half-blood, and still, ended up hating muggleborns - yes, don’t try to say he didn’t, he joined the Death Eaters because he believed in Voldemort’s cause. He disparages mud bloods, he joins in on their massacre as a Death Eater after having idolised them for years in school before actually joining them. Read this again: he idolised a group of pureblood supremacist, he actively helps orchestrate genocide against the muggleborns. And what is his Freudian excuse? He believed that, in so far as Halfblood, he had to ‘prove’ that he was magical and capable enough (does this remind you of somebody else who hated muggles albeit being a half-blood and eradicates his whole Muggle family?), you can see that in how he strived to highlight his maternal Prince lineage in his stupid nickname. And no, now don’t try to blame the Marauders’ behaviour for this: Severus Snape, the man you glorify, hated muggleborns and went out of his way to commit genocide against them. So, in the end, if you still deny that, despite it being clear in the books, you are being dishonest. If, on the contrary, you fully realise it and still glamorise Snape despite how horrible of a person he was, well Snape stans, you have sunk to a new low. I’m not trying to justify anyone who supported said supremacist beliefs, but at least Regulus and Narcissa were born and bred within one of the Sacred 28, those beliefs were instilled in them from the very beginning, Snape reached them all on his own (well done for embracing your nazi self Snivellus). Regulus turned his back on Voldemort as soon as he realised how wrong he had been: at age 18, he literally sacrificed himself to try and stop his master. Narcissa, on the other hand, never sworn loyalty to Voldemort: she was a pureblood elitist, yes, she was guided by pride, but she was also calm, rational and restrained where her sister was crazed and her husband was reckless. So… Regulus faced death in the hope that when when the time had come, Voldemort would have met his match and would have been mortal once more, and Cissy only wanted best for her family and did everything she could to protect her son. She perfectly knew that Voldemort could have easily killed her in a second, but she wanted to find Draco, kept a straight face as the strong woman she was and fooled the Dark Lord. And why did Snape deceive Voldemort? Oh, right, he told him the prophecy that eventually led to the killing of the woman he was obsessed with (and no, again, he did not care at all about her husband and baby), this, of course after asking him to spare her life so that he could have had her (so this is, once again, classic Snivellus holding grudges). Regulus and Narcissa are pretty much the epitome of Slytherin, and still, let’s celebrate Snape! As a Slytherin myself, I am utterly disgusted by Snape’s behaviour. He could have been an amazing teacher, he had the talent to be one of the greatest Potions masters ever, and he willingly chose to throw it away in favour of being awful for the sake of bullying his own pupils. If we have to pick characters who proved that not all Slytherins are evil, let’s look at Regulus, let’s look at Narcissa, let’s look at Slughorn and Andromeda. Slughorn fought against Voldemort during the Battle of Hogwarts and refused to become a Death Eater, Andromeda married a Muggleborn. And guess what? None of them bullied children for 15 years.
Then, for the “I sometimes think we Sort too soon” thing… no, just no. Before you can start yelling at me, I am not, I repeat, I am absolutely not saying this because I endorse the whole Gryffindor being saints thing. I am a Slytherin, and a proud one. I just don’t agree that Snape was brave. Is being a resentful, childish and abusive man being brave? Wow, I’ll have to refresh my vocabulary!  It is not brave to bully your pupils for years because you lost your loved one, it is not brave to refuse to accept a woman loves somebody else and moves on, it is not brave to keep a childhood grudge against that someone because they ‘stole’ the so called love of your life, it is not brave to try to destroy an orphan’s image of their heroic father. Snape was burned Lily had chosen James over him, so burned that, fuelled by jealousy and envy (and by his pretty questionable ideals too, because it’s too convenient to forget he is 100% a Death Eater and hence a supporter of Voldemort’s lovely view for the Wizarding World), he struck out and ended up getting Lily killed. I don’t consider playing the martyr by “teaching” (if we really want to call that teaching instead of child abuse) and being an occasional spy being brave. I call it feeling guilty, I call it ‘I deserve to suffer for hurting Lily but I still choose to bully her own son instead of honouring her,’ I call it ‘I keep on tormenting an orphan because I hated his father and he looks too much like him, plus, he has his mother’s eyes so I’m constantly remembered of 1) Lily choosing James over me and 2) Lily dying because of me telling my beloved Dark Lord the prophecy.’ Any protection Snape offered Harry, he did it because of his penance, not because protecting him (and hence stopping Voldemort) was the right choice. Wow, how brave of him. I don’t think Snape could have been a Gryffindor at all, and I hated how David Yates (again, very conveniently for his martyr business) placed the Gryffindor scarf hanging up in the background in Snape’s death scene as a nod to his supposed bravery. Like, really?! Even if you really want to call him brave, he’s still an awful person who shouldn’t have been allowed to teach because of how abusive he was, an awful person who was a member and supporter of a supremacist, racist and violent sect, an awful person who caused the death of innocent people - and I could go on and on. You can’t let a few good deeds outweigh all the bad! It’s not like some potion or Imperius Curse made him join the Death Eaters, spill the tea about the prophecy and terrorise those children. He willingly chooses to do that because he was an awful person until the very end. And still, Snape apologists be like “the conclusion of his arc is that abusing your position of power over children is forgivable if you stalked one of their parents when you were a teen.” Again, sick.
Snape’s portrayal in the movies is entirely fan-service throughout the whole series of films, but especially in DH part 2: they never showed Sirius arriving at the Potters the night Lily and James died, they never showed the moment his whole world collapsed when he saw the corpses of his best friends, the moment he blamed himself for what had happened. No, we got an entirely made-up (and creepy) scene of Snape getting there, holding Lily’s body and crying when that never happened! We also never got a scene with Sirius and Remus evidently struggling to hold it together while they tell Harry about James, how he changed and how Lily fell in love with him. Their pain would have shown how much James had an impact on their lives, for the better, but of course, we only got a partial rendition of Snape’s worst memory, with careful cuts of course, they couldn’t say he didn’t find anything wrong with the torture of Muggleborns, right?
You can like Snape, sure, he’s a flawed character with an interesting past, but he’s not a hero, stop portraying him as such instead of what he really was: an abusive, creepy, racist man. You are allowed to like villains (who doesn’t?) but stop praising him! You don’t have to justify his actions because you like him: he was awful, recognise it.
Do we (still) need to talk about double standards? Well, there we go: people hate Lavender Brown and Cho Chang. Fair enough, pretty annoying girls if you want to hear me, but why do they get hate? They get hate for how they handle their feelings: Lavender gets hate for how she handles her unrequited romantic feelings, and Cho gets hate for crying and grieving over the death of her boyfriend. Does this sound like a thread to you? With the sole difference that they get more hate than Snape and this is disturbing and honestly just sick. He is a terrorist, he literally moans the entire series and abuses and terrorises children because he couldn’t have Lily but hey, misunderstood hero!
Stop romanticising Snape: the only reason why people love him is Alan Rickman, and all of this hatred is just a pathetic way of trying to cover up that James grew up while Snape didn’t. How can people glorify and stand up for a man who canonically is a vindictive bully? To be honest, I’m genuinely concerned for people who over romanticise such a man. Correct me if I’m wrong: do you see anyone sticking up for the Dursley’s or Umbridge, when they do basically the same stuff to Harry as Snape? How is Necrophilus any different? I will never regard him as a hero for as long as I am alive, however, the movies conveniently cut those parts where Snivellus was the half princey of baddies, right? Also, I really wish Sirius could have found out about this lovely nickname Snape gave himself as a teenager, that alone would have cured his depression, post traumatic stress disorder and alcoholism, this is a real tragedy.
Severus Snape did not die for love. He died because Voldemort thought hew was the true Elder Wand owner. I repeat: he did not die for love. Period.
He raised a wand to McGonagall!
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Race, Social Class, and Sex in Harry’s World and Ours
Prompt: Compare the struggles that black people face with race, social class, and gender to the struggles of Harry Potter characters.
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Race, Social Class, and Gender in Harry’s World and Ours
         Issues within Harry Potter, a childhood favorite of many, translate to many of the same issues that Black people face in the world historically, and in present time today. The Harry Potter series establishes its own unique world with a set order and way of life, that in many ways, is similar to the structure that is in place in our world today. Harry Potter and our world has a similar structure in terms of issues surrounding race, gender, and social class. Race is defined as the classification of people according to their genetic background, physical traits expressed, and ancestry. Gender describes the state of being male or female. Social class refers to a broad group in society having common economic, cultural, or political status. Race, gender, and social class, all prominent themes in Harry Potter and the real world, cause issues and play a noticeable part in unraveling the history of Black people worldwide.
         Harry Potter, a fantasy novel series written by author J.K. Rowling, is known worldwide and treasured by many young adults. The main characters of the series include young wizards Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, and witch Hermione Granger. The storyline of the Harry Potter series consists of Harry’s life story and his journey consisting of interactions with those of the wizarding world. He often is puzzled in the earlier series about how it is that everywhere he goes he is already well known, even without an introduction. Upon meeting Harry, Ron knew exactly who he was once he told him his name. Professor Snape and others seemed to even be awaiting his arrival to Hogwarts, already having formed opinions about Harry based off of the stories.Draco Malfoy, a member of the elite Malfoy family, extends an offer for friendship that was quickly denied by Harry instead to become friends with muggle-born Hermione Granger.
         Throughout his time at Hogwarts, he is learning how to navigate life as a wizard and discovering more about his past that everyone seems to know so much more about than he even does. He learns that during the first wizarding war, Lord Voldemort’s first rise to power, his parents were killed yet he was able to survive the curse. He was actually the one who temporarily stopped Lord Voldemort even though no one knew why at the time. Dumbledore becomes his mentor, along with others, and over time they give him insights on how to finally defeat Lord Voldemort for good. With the twists and turns that J.K. Rowling throws at the reader while guiding you through Harry’s life story, it is clear to see how so many people worldwide fell in love with the series.
          This novel series received such a high level of success that the seven book long series was produced into 8 full length movies. Such as with many creations, numerous details were added, omitted, or simply changed when comparing the books and the movies that they were made into. The first of the book series, Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone, was published in 1997 by the UK-based company Bloomsbury. The book was later published in the United States in 1998 by Scholastic Corporation. The American publishing companied doubted whether or not it would be picked up by boys because of the female sounding name Joanne, so J.K. Rowling was used. American companies also felt a name change for the title was necessary, due to the high level of complexity of the word “philosopher”, when considering the target age level was 9-11 year olds. The name was changed and released as “Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone” in the United States. Having released a 7 book-long series, in general, the next book picks up in the late summer/early school year for Harry.
          Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, the third installment of the series, continues on with the story of Harry Potter’s time while attending Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. This year, more than in the past, is when chaos truly sets in for Harry and a real threat is placed on his life. At the Leaky Cauldron is when he learns from Arthur Weasley that Sirius Black has escaped from Azkaban, one of the worst prisons for wizards and witches. It is there that a large number of Death-Eaters, followers of Lord Voldemort, are imprisoned. Mr. Weasley also informed Harry that Black may be on the hunt for him so that Lord Voldemort can return to power and to promise him that he wont go looking for Black. Stated by Mr. Weasley in Heyman (2004), “Harry, I need you to promise you won’t go looking for Black”. Harry somberly responded to Mr. Weasley according to Heyman (2004) “But sir, he betrayed my parents”.Here, Harry’s inquisitive and brave nature is shown and exemplified. Even though Sirius Black is a dark wizard, more powerful than he was at the time, he still can not help but to be slightly curious as to what would happen if he faced Black and could possibly avenge his parents’ death. Many themes that are present in the Harry Potter storyline, also can be found throughout history as well.
          A hierarchal social class system has been present in the world and society for many years. There are numerous social classes that occur in the real world. The simplest models consist of three tiers, while more complex and detailed examples are composed of six tiers. Simple models usually list lower, middle, and upper class as the social class system. The more complex ones will include the distinctions and nuances that will separate them. A more detailed class structure will list underclass, working poor, working class, lower middle class, upper middle class, and finally upper class being the smallest proportion. Most models can agree that the upper class is usually represented by being the smallest proportion, as there are few people in the world with the extreme wealth that it requires to be apart of the upper class. Throughout history, the struggles between social classes have caused many problems in society. Governments have been overthrown and rebelled against by individuals frustrated with their actions, usually the individuals in the lower classes. The Haitian Revolution lasted thirteen years, starting in 1791 and ending in 1804. The country’s historic revolution was spear-headed by Toussaint L’Ouverture against France who colonized them. News of this spectacular rebellion spread all across the lands and seas, even giving inspiration to slaves in the United States and South America. Unfortunately, this revolution drove their economic state into the ground because France mandated that they pay back money due to “loss of property”. Haiti has been in debt to France ever since. They originally demanded from Haiti an amount of 150 million francs. Stated by Gomez (2005), “Hispaniola was not the only New World site of rebellion in the early sixteenth century. Revolts broke out everywhere…” (p. 2022). With the success that the Haitians achieved, it sparked a new, brave rebellious attitude within many of them. The Haitian revolution can be described as a domino effect, they were certainly not the first slave rebellion, but they did cause such a stir up that others were motivated as well. Revolutions and rebellions against corrupt governments took place not only in Haiti, but all over the world as well.
         The Civil Rights Movement that took place in America for the rights of African Americans took place between 1954 and 1968. The fight for civil rights lasted 15 years and also occurred during the height of the Black Power movement. The most revolutionary and well-known leaders of the Civil Rights and Black Power movement included Martin Luther King Jr. (MLK), Malcolm X, and Fred Hampton of the Black Panther Party. COINTELPRO, which stood for counter intelligence program, was ran by the United States’ own FBI and was the responsible for the death of MLK, Malcolm X, and Fred Hampton. According to Alegria (2011), the United States government was solely responsible for dismantling the Black Panther Party for Self Defense. In some instances, they killed certain leaders of the party while causing others to flee or be exiled from the country. They jailed party members and performed illegal raids and searches, all causing disruption to the party.
           The Rwandan Genocide happened in the African nation of Rwanda from April to July 1994. The outbreak started from the killings of Juvenal Habyarimana and Cyprien Ntaryamira, the leader of Rwanda and president of Burundi, respectively. This war occurred between the Hutu majority and the Tutsi minority. Over the course of those four months, approximately 800,000 people were murdered. The Hutu majority were brutal in the mass murders of the Tutsi people. According to Caplan (2007), “Rwanda’s colonial period, during which the ruling Belgians favored the minority Tutsis over the Hutus, exacerbated the tendency of the few to oppress the many, creating a legacy of tension that exploded into violence even before Rwanda gained its independence” (p. 23).  Not only were the Hutus upset about the killing of the country’s leader, they had along standing problem with the country’s minority group as they were heavily favored by their colonizers. This favoritism when it came to behavior and treatment only made matters worse when the genocide occurred. This treatment of the Tutsi people is demonstrative of the complete control the upper class can have over lower class or minority groups. Unfortunately, little to no help came from other controls and outside help to resolve the countries issues in this period.
          White people and their dedication to maintaining white supremacy was responsible for the ruining of many established Black societies. The “Black” Wall Street existed in the Greenwood District of Tulsa, Oklahoma, but suddenly came to an end in 1921. According to Greenwood (2015), “Prompted by the alleged attack by a black man upon a white woman, it was hell for twelve thousand people and the charred thirty-five city blocks many once called home”. This is the poor, corrupted excuse they used for destroying this successful neighborhood. It was obvious they have other motives as well. This neighborhood was filled with successful Black entrepreneurs who were starting to generate real wealth for themselves and they could not allow that. As long as Black people fuel White businesses and depend on them for income, they can keep Black people under control. If Black people were able to use their own knowledge, resources, and businesses then White people would no longer be able to control nor profit off of them. Similar things happened all over the country but were being disguised. Promising communities were torn apart with highways and interstate systems being built right through them such as the Claiborne bridge running through the Treme area of New Orleans, LA. Any large group of people in one community is bound to have a social class system, whether fictional or real.
           Social classes and the hierarchy that is created by them is a central theme presented in not only Prisoner of Azkaban, but all of the installments of the Harry Potter series. During the series, it reveals an interesting side to the characters and the dynamics that take place in the magical world. The first glimpse of the corruption that takes place within the upper class is demonstrated by the Malfoy family. They use their material possession to flaunt their wealth in the faces of others, especially the lower class. Their favorite family to taunt in the Weasley family, as they have extreme differences on what makes a pureblood wizarding family respectable. The Weasleys are a pure blood family line that fully associates with all people, including half-bloods and muggles. The Malfoys operate under the notion that the mating of pureblood with anything else other than other purebloods is an abomination. Lucius Malfoy especially likes to flaunt his wealth with his son Draco Malfoy. He buys his son’s way onto the quidditch team for Slytherin, as opposed to, Harry who earns his spot based on his talent. Hermione Granger shrieks at Draco in Heyman (2004), “At least he didn’t have to buy his way on the team, Harry got in based off of pure talent”. Draco was extremely embarrassed after being exposed for his method of entry to the team but this only fuels the hatred between Hermione and him more. Draco always has the newest robes, best presents, and most expensive items of anyone.  Lucius Malfoy also has a habit of paying for favors, especially ones so authority figures can overlook the wrongful acts he commits on a regular basis. The Malfoy family, during the previous time Lord Voldemort was at large, was on his side and were well-known Death Eaters. Lucius Malfoy, the head of the family, claimed he was under the Cruciatus curse. The Cruciatus curse involves using torture to get information, possessions, etc. from someone. After Lord Voldemort was defeated, the Malfoy came out and claimed they were tortured and had no choice and they were on the side of magic again. This statement was false though, they were still very much faithful to the Dark Lord and working for him. The family acted as an informant for Lord Voldemort on many occasions.
           Similarly, how the government dismantled all revolutionary organizations fighting for minority groups, Lord Voldemort was able to do the same. Lord Voldemort’s rein was very strategic in the way he gained power. His period, both times, started times started with mass disappearance of known figures. Some went into hiding while others he captured held them hostage for their knowledge, talents, or possessions. People were either killed off if they refused to obey and join his forces. With others, he used intimidation to get them under his control. He would kidnap the child of parents until he got them under his control. For some, he threatened to end their businesses they spent their whole life building if they did not support him. His last method to disassembling forces against him was killing off leaders and central people to powerful magical organizations. He made many unsuccessful attempts at killing Harry Potter. In both times of him coming to power, he killed large numbers of the Order of the Phoenix. The Order of the Phoenix was an organization formed by Dumbledore to fight against Lord Voldemort. Lord Voldemort was responsible for the death of Nevil Longbottom’s parents, Sirius Black, Harry Potter’s parents, and many more. Losing all these powerful leaders, many became fearful they had no chance but to fight alongside Lord Voldemort because his opposition was no longer strong in numbers. Sirius Black is quoted saying in Heyman (2004) “Well… what’s left of us at least”.  In the movie, he sadly looks to the portraits hanging on the wall and reflects on how that’s all that’s left of them. The Order of the Phoenix has been reduced to just pictures on the wall as their numbers were severely reduced by Lord Voldemort in the first wizarding war. Social class and further more differences in genetic makeup can play a big part in history.
           The idea of race, and the differences between them, has dictated the way societies across the world are organized. The original idea of race came from Johann Friedrich Blumenbach and his dissertation. In his research, he examined the shapes and sizes of the cranial bones and from this he attributed certain patterns to there being different races. Stated by Franklin (1991), “His research in the measurement of craniums led him to divide mankind into five great families—Caucasian, Mongolian, Malayan, Ethiopian, and American”. It was this very classification of cranium sizes/shapes that would shape and support the racism we know today. Scientific racism came about from his published works and misconstrued his intentions behind his research. “Scientists” used his findings to support their racist ways and justify slavery and the treatment of people they believed to be inferior. Before his findings, race was not a main concern and used to classify individuals. In Reversing Sail, Gomez states “It is not surprising that the Qur’an is devoid of racial bias…” (p.936).  In the early Muslim world in Africa, they wee more involved in using culture as a means for classification of people. This original idea of race has led to justifications for racism and still affects our community to this day. It was used to justify slavery and the colonization of African civilizations. Colonization did more harm than good in a majority of the places it touched. Slavery approximately lasted 300 years and set African Americans back as far as the progress they have made in the United States. It has had a lasting effect on the African American population by causing psychological and physical scars as well as financial problems. Due to the discrimination that Black people have faced worldwide, there is a severe shortage of Black people in positions of power. There is a lack of Black people in politics, in high positions within businesses, and as educators in schools across the country. According to Greenwood (2015), old white men are still in control of this country and because of that Blacks still face extreme discrimination. We are denied entry financial help, into academic programs, and jobs just based of racism and the incorrect theory that Black people are inferior and inhuman. (p. 350).  Unfortunately, discrimination based upon factors one can not control at all makes its way over to the fictional world as well.
           Differences in genetic makeup, an idea comparable to race, makes its way into the Harry Potter series early on. The concept of race is conceptualized in the series and the classifications include: purebloods, half-bloods, muggles, and squibs. Purebloods are individuals whose family has never mated with anyone else but a pureblood. They are seen as superior within the magical society and often are the most corrupt. However, there are a few exceptions to this trend. The Weasleys and the Longbottoms are an example of just pureblood families. Half-bloods are individuals who have one pureblood parent and one non-magical, or muggle parent. Throughout the series these tend to be the most famous and powerful wizards. Severus Snape and Harry Potter himself are both half-blood wizards. Muggles are those who do not possess any magical talent and are seen as the lowest within the magical society. Even though Hermione Granger is extremely bright, she is still seen as inferior by amongst her classmates at Hogwarts due to her being muggle-born. She applies herself and studies harder than most of her peers yet still has to prove herself every time family history is brought into the picture. Draco Malfoy even goes as far as using a derogatory term to refer to her, calling her a “mudblood”. This is a highly offensive term within the magical word describing someone who was born to non-magical parents. Stated in Heyman (2004), “What’s a mudblood?” Harry asks Hagrid. Hermione chimes in stating “A mudblood is a filthy name used to describe someone born to non-magical parents. A person like me. It’s not often used in civilized conversations”. In the Harry Potter world, no matter your talent, it is seen as disgusting and low to be of a non-magical family. Squibs are not viewed as low as muggles but are still frowned upon in the society. A squib is someone coming from a magical background but possesses no magical talents or abilities. Argus Filch, the caretaker of Hogwarts, is a squib and was extremely embarrassed when he believed students found out. House elves are the last clear distinction that is made in the series and are the lowest of the magical society. They are essentially personal slaves for the rich, pureblood families and serve a lifetime or until their freedom is granted which is rare. To signify their status within society, they are given torn and battered sheets of material to wear. According to Warner (2013), “Dobby the House Elf provides Harry with the answer: the Room of Re-quirement. According to Dobby, “it is a room that a person can only enter . . . when they have a real need of it. Sometimes it is there, and sometimes it is not, but when it appears, it is always equipped for the seeker’s needs” (p. 157).  Even though they are looked down upon severely within their magical society, they do provide extremely useful. It if was not for the house elves, Harry would not have been able to survive many of the missions he embarked upon within the series. As a viewer of the film, it is also hard to not notice the clear lack of Black characters in the movies. Most of the novels do not specify race when describing the characters, yet there are only three Black actors in the entire 8 movie-long series. The three black characters in the series are a female and male student and lastly a Black auror. This can only lead the viewer to question why were not more Black actors cast in the movies. Sometimes, more than race is used as a means of discrimination.
          Gender has also been a basis for how one is treated throughout history. Women have struggled for many years to gain their rights in society. At one point, women could not leave the house without their husband to escort them, could not own property, and could not get jobs in certain fields. One of the biggest rights they did not have was the right to vote. According to Cherland (2008), the Women’s Suffrage movement lasted many decades and ended in 1920 with the passing of the 19th amendment, giving women the right to vote. (p. 273-277). But this new “right to vote” was not granted to every American woman. Black women still did not truly get the right to vote until 1965 with the passing of the Voting Rights Act of 1965. It was under this that such provisions to the laws were removed that mandated literacy tests and included the grandfather clause requirement. In History.com Staff (2009), it details the situations Blacks faced when trying to vote and describes them as “Blacks attempting to vote often were told by election officials that they had gotten the date, time or polling place wrong, that they possessed insufficient literacy skills or that they had filled out an application incorrectly”. This shows just how far Whites were willing to go to keep Black people from voting and having their opinions incorporated in politics. Summarized by Glanzer (2004), even with the right to vote, women still are mistreated and discriminated against in many ways. A woman in the United States can have the same educational credentials and work experience as a man and still be paid a fraction of his salary all due to her being a woman. (p. 58-63). Even with the progress made since 1920 and 1965, women are still underrepresented in positions of power. Black women unfortunately suffer the most because they are a double minority, being first Black but a woman too. Unfortunately, these same biases we face in the real world carry over to the fictional world as well.
          Biases against women are evident even in Harry Potter all throughout the series and on many of the different levels of characters. There is a lack of strong, powerful witches in the series and an over saturation of dominant, male characters. Most of the female characters are submissive to the male characters. Hermione Granger is submissive to both Harry and Ron and when faced with issues, she performs more logically and is a more studious wizard. Even with other witches who are apart of the storyline, the gender roles and stereotypes become obvious. According to Cherland (2013), “Fleur does not do well in the events of the Tri-wizard Tournament, but she does frequently demonstrate her power over Ron Weasley and other boys, who lose their ability to speak in her presence” (p. 276).  The typical gender stereotypes that exist in our own world are carried over to the movies when a witch can not use her brain but her sexual nature to get around the rules. She is constantly seen as the weakest competitor in the tournament. Hermione consistently works harder than any of her peers and is successful on her examinations all to constantly have to prove her worth and talent. She has to endlessly defend her place at Hogwarts due to her not only being muggle-born but first a girl. In many of the tasks the trio Harry, Ron, and Hermione face, she is the one, in fact, that uses her wit and cleverness to get them out of trouble or solve the problem. She solved many of the puzzles they had to piece together for them to get sorcerer’s stone. She figured out that Professor Lupin was a werewolf. She also crafted the potion necessary for them to transform into Draco and his friends to get the information they needed. She is not given the credit that she’s due due to her gender. Hermione is a perfect example of having to over not one, not even two, but three different biases that one can face.
           Social class, race, and gender play a crucial part in the course of history of Black people in the world and throughout the storyline of the Harry Potter series. The discrimination individuals face based upon these three standards play an interesting part in the development of numerous characters and the overall storyline. Black people have struggled long throughout history due to discrimination based off of these three criteria but with each new wave of resistance and bright, new leaders, progress is made towards equality.
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Race, Social Class, and Sex in Harry’s World and Ours
          Issues within Harry Potter, a childhood favorite of many, translate to many of the same issues that Black people face in the world historically, and in present time today. The Harry Potter series establishes its own unique world with a set order and way of life, that in many ways, is similar to the structure that is in place in our world today. Harry Potter and our world have a similar structure in terms of issues surrounding race, sex, and social class. Race is defined as the classification of people according to their genetic background, physical traits expressed, and ancestry. Sex describes the state of being male or female. Social class refers to a broad group in society having common economic, cultural, or political status. Black people worldwide can relate to the struggles faced by the characters in the Harry Potter series. Race, sex, and social class, all prominent themes in Harry Potter and the real world, cause issues and play a noticeable part in unraveling the history of Black people worldwide.  
          A hierarchal social class system has been present in the world and society for many years. There are numerous social classes that occur in the real world. The simplest models consist of three tiers, while more complex and detailed examples are composed of six tiers. Simple models usually list lower, middle, and upper class as the social class system. The more complex ones will include the distinctions and nuances that will separate them. A more detailed class structure will list underclass, working poor, working class, lower middle class, upper middle class, and finally upper class being the smallest proportion. Most models can agree that the upper class is usually represented by being the smallest proportion, as there are few people in the world with the extreme wealth that it requires to be apart of the upper class.
         Throughout history, the struggles between social classes have caused many problems in society. Governments have been overthrown and rebelled against by individuals frustrated with their actions, usually the individuals in the lower classes. The Haitian Revolution is a perfect example of a successful attempt to overthrow the corrupt government. It lasted thirteen years, starting in 1791 and ending in 1804. The country’s historic revolution was spear-headed by Toussaint L’Ouverture against France who colonized them. News of this spectacular rebellion spread all across the lands and seas, even giving inspiration to slaves in the United States and South America. Unfortunately, this revolution drove their economic state into the ground because France mandated that they pay back money due to “loss of property”. Haiti has been in debt to France ever since. They originally demanded from Haiti an amount of 150 million francs. This huge amount of debt has effectively put them back into their lower social class that they desperately wanted to escape as still today Haiti is one of the poorest countries in the western hemisphere. Stated by Gomez (2005), “Hispaniola was not the only New World site of rebellion in the early sixteenth century. Revolts broke out everywhere…” (p. 2022). With the success that the Haitians achieved, it sparked a new, brave rebellious attitude within many of them. The Haitian revolution can be described as a domino effect;  they were certainly not the first slave rebellion, but they did cause such a stir up that others were motivated as well. Those lower on the totem pole were not happy with their social status and class and were willing to do anything to change it. Revolutions and rebellions against corrupt governments took place not only in Haiti, but all over the world as well.
          The Civil Rights Movement that took place in America for the rights of African Americans took place between 1954 and 1968. The fight for civil rights lasted 15 years and also occurred during the height of the Black Power movement. The most revolutionary and well-known leaders of the Civil Rights and Black Power movement included Martin Luther King Jr. (MLK), Malcolm X, and Fred Hampton of the Black Panther Party. COINTELPRO, which stood for counter intelligence program, was ran by the United States’ own FBI and was the responsible for the death of MLK, Malcolm X, and Fred Hampton. According to Alegria (2011), the United States government was solely responsible for dismantling the Black Panther Party for Self Defense. In some instances, they killed certain leaders of the party while causing others to flee or be exiled from the country. They jailed party members and performed illegal raids and searches, all causing disruption to the party.
           The Rwandan Genocide happened in the African nation of Rwanda from April to July 1994. The outbreak started from the killings of Juvenal Habyarimana and Cyprien Ntaryamira, the leader of Rwanda and president of Burundi, respectively. This war occurred between the Hutu majority and the Tutsi minority. Over the course of those four months, approximately 800,000 people were murdered. The Hutu majority were brutal in the mass murders of the Tutsi people. According to Caplan (2007), “Rwanda’s colonial period, during which the ruling Belgians favored the minority Tutsis over the Hutus, exacerbated the tendency of the few to oppress the many, creating a legacy of tension that exploded into violence even before Rwanda gained its independence” (p. 23).  Not only were the Hutus upset about the killing of the country’s leader, they had along standing problem with the country’s minority group as they were heavily favored by their colonizers. This favoritism when it came to behavior and treatment only made matters worse when the genocide occurred. This treatment of the Tutsi people is demonstrative of the complete control the upper class can have over lower class or minority groups. Unfortunately, little to no help came from other controls and outside help to resolve the countries issues in this period.
         White people and their dedication to maintaining white supremacy was responsible for the ruining of many established Black societies. The “Black” Wall Street existed in the Greenwood District of Tulsa, Oklahoma, but suddenly came to an end in 1921. According to Greenwood (2015), “Prompted by the alleged attack by a black man upon a white woman, it was hell for twelve thousand people and the charred thirty-five city blocks many once called home”. This is the poor, corrupted excuse they used for destroying this successful neighborhood. It was obvious they have other motives as well. This neighborhood was filled with successful Black entrepreneurs who were starting to generate real wealth for themselves and they could not allow that. As long as Black people fuel white businesses and depend on them for income, they can keep Black people under control. If Black people were able to use their own knowledge, resources, and businesses then white people would no longer be able to control nor profit off of them. Similar things happened all over the country but were being disguised. Promising communities were torn apart with highways and interstate systems being built right through them such as the Claiborne bridge running through the Treme area of New Orleans, LA. Any large group of people in one community is bound to have a social class system, whether fictional or real.
         Social classes and the hierarchy that is created by them is a central theme presented in not only Prisoner of Azkaban, but all of the installments of the Harry Potter series. During the series, it reveals an interesting side to the characters and the dynamics that take place in the magical world. The first glimpse of the corruption that takes place within the upper class is demonstrated by the Malfoy family. They use their material possession to flaunt their wealth in the faces of others, especially the lower class. This is similar to how the rich 1% of the world flaunts their wealth. Their favorite family to taunt in the Weasley family, as they have extreme differences on what makes a pureblood wizarding family respectable. The Weasleys are a pure blood family line that fully associates with all people, including half-bloods and muggles. The Malfoys operate under the notion that the mating of pureblood with anything else other than other purebloods is an abomination. Lucius Malfoy especially likes to flaunt his wealth with his son Draco Malfoy. He buys his son’s way onto the quidditch team for Slytherin, as opposed to, Harry who earns his spot based on his talent. This moment strikes hard with many Black readers. Black people are often told from a young age that we have to be twice as good to get just half of what white people will get. Hermione Granger shrieks at Draco in Heyman (2004), “At least he didn’t have to buy his way on the team, Harry got in based off of pure talent”. Draco was extremely embarrassed after being exposed for his method of entry to the team but this only fuels the hatred between Hermione and him more. Draco always has the newest robes, best presents, and most expensive items of anyone. Lucius Malfoy also has a habit of paying for favors, especially ones so authority figures can overlook the wrongful acts he commits on a regular basis. This is another moment that Black readers can relate to. Often white people are able to con their way out of facing real legal charges for the crimes they commit based of the connections and/or money they have. The Malfoy family, during the previous time Lord Voldemort was at large, was on his side and were well-known Death Eaters. Lucius Malfoy, the head of the family, claimed he was under the Cruciatus curse. The Cruciatus curse involves using torture to get information, possessions, etc. from someone. After Lord Voldemort was defeated, the Malfoy came out and claimed they were tortured and had no choice and they were on the side of magic again. This statement was false though, they were still very much faithful to the Dark Lord and working for him. The family acted as an informant for Lord Voldemort on many occasions.
           Similarly, how the government dismantled all revolutionary organizations fighting for minority groups, Lord Voldemort was able to do the same. Lord Voldemort’s rein was very strategic in the way he gained power. His period, both times, started times started with mass disappearance of known figures. Some went into hiding while others he captured held them hostage for their knowledge, talents, or possessions. People were either killed off if they refused to obey and join his forces. The US government did something similar with the Black Panther Party as many were killed for their rebellious attitudes while others were forced to hide out in places such as Cuba. With others, he used intimidation to get them under his control. He would kidnap the child of parents until he got them under his control. For some, he threatened to end their businesses they spent their whole life building if they did not support him. His last method to disassembling forces against him was killing off leaders and central people to powerful magical organizations. He made many unsuccessful attempts at killing Harry Potter. In both times of him coming to power, he killed large numbers of the Order of the Phoenix. The Order of the Phoenix was an organization formed by Dumbledore to fight against Lord Voldemort. Lord Voldemort was responsible for the death of Nevil Longbottom’s parents, Sirius Black, Harry Potter’s parents, and many more. Losing all these powerful leaders, many became fearful they had no chance but to fight alongside Lord Voldemort because his opposition was no longer strong in numbers. Sirius Black is quoted saying in Heyman (2004) “Well… what’s left of us at least”.  In the movie, he sadly looks to the portraits hanging on the wall and reflects on how that’s all that’s left of them. The Order of the Phoenix has been reduced to just pictures on the wall as their numbers were severely reduced by Lord Voldemort in the first wizarding war. The dismantling of organizations fighting for social justice is evident in the series and is definitely in the history of people of African descent. Social class and further more differences in genetic makeup can play a big part in history.
          Social class, race, and sex play a crucial part in the course of history of Black people in the world and throughout the storyline of the Harry Potter series. The discrimination individuals face based upon these three standards play an interesting part in the development of numerous characters and the overall storyline. The experiences that they went through are comparable to the struggles faced in Harry Potter and gives them something to relate to. Black people have struggled long throughout history due to discrimination based off of these three criteria but with each new wave of resistance and bright, new leaders, progress is made towards equality.
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People really seemed to like my P5xHarry Potter AU Headcanons, I decided to drop a random assortment of other ones here plus outline the roles of some confidants (Spoilers for P5):
-          Because Yusuke visits the kitchen so often (He’s a hungry boy after all!), he and the house elves end up on a first-name basis. The House Elves LOVE him, and Yusuke does feel a sort of fondness and appreciation for them (he is also very Pro-House Elf Rights), and he was actually uncomfortable enough with them referring to him with such formal terms as “Master Kitagawa” because it REEKED of implications of servitude that he INISTED they call him by his first name. He’d free all of them if he could but he also knows that that is not his place to do so.
-          Haru spent some portion of her life in France so when she was younger, she wanted to go to Beauxbatons but because her father set up an arranged marriage with an older boy from another pureblood family in England, her father sent her to Hogwarts instead so she could have a chance to get to know her fiancé, Who is really abusive, a Pureblood-elitist/Death Eater (or whatever this Verse’s version of a Death Eater is) sympathizer and who she DOES NOT like at all . However, after befriending Akira and the others, she starts to feel glad that she came to Hogwarts instead (eventually considering it more her home than her own house) and it gives her the strength to start breaking out of the engagement.
-          Coming from a Muggle family, Both Makoto and Sae were born with magic and although at first their parents didn’t approve of Sae being a magic user when she first displayed signs of magic capabilities, by the time Makoto started displaying her magical abilities, they had more or less become accepting of their daughters
-          Makoto considers being at a school like Hogwarts to be a complete privilege and studies her ass off to learn as much as she can about magic and has aspirations to one day become an Auror like her Sister. Naturally, she accepts to becoming a prefect in her fifth year and eventually becomes the Ravenclaw Head Girl as well.
-          Yuki Mishima, Hifumi Togo, Naoya and Kazuya Makigami are all students at Hogwarts as well, with Hifumi being a Ravenclaw, Yuki and Naoya being Hufflepuffs, and Kazuya being a Slytherin.
-          Ichiko Oya is a reporter for the Daily Prophet (Think Rita Skeeter but 1000x less aggravating) and she’s one of the top reporters for the Daily Prophet
-          Toranosuke Yoshida is a lower-ranking official in the Ministry of Magic trying to work his way up to the position of Minister of Magic, but due to his vocal dismay at all the Pureblood elitism/preference and Death Eater-sympathizing sentiments within the ministry coupled with his inability to be able to reach people, he is one of the most-disgraced politicians in the ministry. (He has good ideas that want to make the magic world a better place full of equal opportunity for all races and bloodlines and provide opportunities for the younger generations of magic users but he lost his chances when he accidentally insulted some of the higher ministry officials)
-          Igor is the Headmaster of Hogwarts in this verse, and he is a man of many secrets (In later years, it starts to seem like not is all as it seems with him). He has two adopted twin girls: Caroline and Justine who act as his assistants. He had had other assistants in the past (Elizabeth, Theodore, and Margaret, who all bear some family relation to the twins as well) but they eventually all retired and decided to leave after some time to do their own things.
-          Tae Takemi is the School Nurse and her methods of medical treatment are… unorthodox, even by Wizarding Standards but she gets the job done well and efficiently so Igor lets her stay on as a staff member at the school
-          Munehisa Iwai is a wand maker/seller who had defected from the Death Eaters before he changed his name and became a Defense Against The Dark Arts teacher at Hogwarts before he retired and started making wands.
-          Madarame is a famous painter even in this verse, in fact if a Pureblood family of Upper class standing doesn’t get their family portraits done by Madarame, it’s considered a social faux pas.
-          Madarame himself isn’t a pureblood, but Yusuke is, and Madarame takes him under his wing as his apprentice (after the tragic deaths of his parents when he was a little boy) but he is also a neglectful and manipulative person who tends to plagiarize and make his apprentices do his work for him, and after Yusuke realizes that his mentor isn’t the kind father figure he had been tricking himself into believing all these years, he starts becoming more rebellious towards his mentor, vowing one day to break away and become more successful as a painter than him.
-          Sadayo Kawakami, Noriko Kashiwagi, Isako Toriumi, Kinshiro Morooka as well as the rest of the teachers that canonically taught at Shujin High in P5 are all teachers in this Verse (on this note, other appearances by P3 and P4 party members are all Hogwarts Alums/Upper Year students will be seen in this verse). Jun Kurosu is the Herbology professor though. A/N: I don’t have any subjects assigned to any of the teachers but I think King Moron as the Potions professor would be a good fit.
-          Kamoshida WAS the Flying instructor until after a series of Sexual Harassment complaints forced him to be fired from his job. He would later be replaced by Tatsuya Suoh.
-          Sojiro Sakura runs a Coffee/Teahouse in Hogsmeade and he often checks in on Futaba to make sure she’s doing alright.
-          Sae Niijima, Ryotaro Dojima, and Naoto Shirogane are all Aurors in this verse (With Naoto being the Youngest Auror in history as she took on the job at age 17, a path that would later be followed and succeeded by Goro at age 16 years later). On a side note: Upon graduation, Chie Satonaka also becomes an Auror as well.
-          Masayoshi Shido is a high-ranking politician in the Minister of Magic and not only is he a Pureblood and a Pureblood Elitist, he’s also covertly a Death Eater, who has aspirations to become the Minister of Magic so that he can finally implement his policies to help carry out the will of his master (see below) as well as shape the Magic Community into his own (twisted) vision
-          Yaldabaoth is the Voldemort-type figure in this verse and a POWERFUL Dark Lord who the Death Eaters all pledge their loyalty to and has plans to reshape the world and wreak havoc as he pleases just out of pure sadism.
That’s about it for now but in future posts I’ll detail some Yule Ball shenanigans, possible Upper Year plot developments as well as maybe outline the roles of some of the P3/P4 party members you could see in this verse.
If anybody wants to write fic based off of these AU headcanons, feel free to do so and please link back and tag me in it so I can see!
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