kayleeannesmommy

[kayleeannesmommy]

THANK YOU JENNI HERD

[kayleeannesmommy]

-finally does laundry-

-never puts away laundry-

-takes clean clothes out from pile until pile is gone-

[kayleeannesmommy]

I seriously hate sitting at home every single day..

[kayleeannesmommy]

I just don't know what to feel any more

[kayleeannesmommy]

rant you can skip. its nothing but complaining..

I feel kind of selfish. I don't know what to think. my family promised to buy me a car a long time ago and they still haven't done it. and now I have a family to provide for with no way to get a car of my own. that would be merely impossible right now.. I just need a car even if its used and isn't the best I just need something that way I can have a job and a reliable way to get my daughter to her appts and for me to get to work. I would love to have a job but I couldn't get a full time one id have to take my step moms car and I feel rude doing so. I just wish it was easier for me. every one I see has a car, my friends that don't even need cars have one. am I wrong for feeling like this? I know jealousy is a sin, but its so hard seeing other people who are way yonger then I like 16 years old who have cars and a job. nobody has helped me to get on my feet. this house is like a trap. I feel like im in a black whole with no way out. I just got my license the other day and still haven't driven anywhere. I love being a mother, but I feel like I need to do something with my life. theres nothing going on. I feel on hold. I want to get out and run free god. I just want to go somewhere. its sad when going to Walmart two minutes down the street feels like a vacation.. I want to get away. weve been to Walmart literally a million times. im sick of the same thing over and over.  would love to go to the park but I thinks its to chilly outside. I feel like a vampire I never see the sun. I never get dressed theres no reason to. I just know something needs to change before I go into a depression. it scares me. I just don't know what to do and with my man working all day every day, I have nobody do do things with. my best mom friend is about to have her baby but I know itll be a while before shes feeling okay to go out and do something. I just want a different view. this town is a hell. its a portal. it eats you alive and is nothing but crime and desert.. I just don't know what to do anymore. yet I feel selfish for feeling this way, but I also feel like I deserve to feel this way. catch 22

[kayleeannesmommy]

i need a car

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Pad: *leaks toward the back*

Me: *changes pants, moves pad an inch back*

Pad: *leaks toward the front*

Me: *changes pants, moves pad half an inch forward*

Pad: *leaks toward the back*

Me: *changes pants, moves pad a millimeter back*

Pad: *leaks toward the front*

Me: *cries*

Repeat every month for 40 years.

[kayleeannesmommy]

"What we are doing to the forests of the world is but a mirror reflection of what we are doing to ourselves" ~Gandhi

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I wish my family did things... We haven't gone to a movie in like two years.. my dad doesn't take time off of work. He barely took time off for my daughter's birth, and he left my birthday dinner for work. I understand money is important, but not as important as family. I guess it wouldn't hurt as much of my mom was still alive. But she's not. My dads my only parent so maybe I'm just over reacting. . But I feel like I deserve love and affection every now and then. On top of that the house is a wreck and it drives me nuts but I can't ever do anythign about it because I'm constantly with kaylee. So therefore nobody else does anything but sit on their ass. I mean her. Not their. Its one person particularly. God. I just want out of here. I feel so trapped. Like in a black whole that doesn't have an end. Mikey is supose to get that job with his brother in law. I really hope so because its the only way out. And we need out

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I find it extremely difficult to do daily chores and tasks while taking care of kaylee. She doesn't like sitting or laying. So I have to carry her everywhere. She doesn't even like the wrap very much anymore because she wants to move around. She doesn't even nap!!!! Ugh.

[kayleeannesmommy]

The Squat Challenge…

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If dudes are expected to have a lot of sex

But ladies are expected to stay virgins until marriage

But homosexuality is bad

I’m really confused who dudes are supposed to be having all that sex with

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One of my tour mums has just shared this on Facebook and frankly this is appallingly. I don’t post things like this but more people need to know about this disgraceful creature.

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Reblog If You Are A Child Of Divorce

Reblog if your parents have divorced. This isn’t for any scientific thing or a statement of any sort. I am just curious as to how many children of divorce are out there, I myself am one and I wonder.

And if they are still married