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Lately, I have been very broken.

I think more and more about whether I am right. My mother says things that I do not perceive. It's hard for me, because I understand that she just has a different worldview.

I just think... Am I not right? It feels like I'm a broken commodity that I have to fix myself for the sake of others.

No one wants to know what I want.

They tell me that I will grow up and understand. I will want to have children and sacrifice myself for them.

I am told that the topic is of an intimate character in relation to me, will become habitual and even pleasant for me.

But, they are so wrong.

Or am I very mistaken?

God, I'm so... Am I so stupid? Is it because I don't understand their worldview?

I don't understand at all...

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I see in my muse (dances over this picture like a shaman with a tambourine)

While I have time, I have to show it. What I've been piecing together, ahem…

Captain! I saw this beautiful baby on the vampire blog and I confess I fell in love with him with sincere love ahaha

This art was made in a rush of emotions for you! @captainzigo (I was able to do it anyway @justvoidsdumbstuff1 )

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boop

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I like the expression on my face haha, this is my mood for every day

a lil dingus art dump

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How sweet! I like this design!

8 years old Zahra Character design

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THERES A FUCKING CIRCUS IN MY CITY EXPECT ME TO OPEN COMMISSIONS SOON I WANT VIP TICKETS

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Tarscher

shapeless

i've laid in my bed for several hours not being able to get up because i'm so tired all the time i just wanna sleep forever chat am i cooked

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I'm not very good at drawing armor…But I was improvising haha

For some reason, I got a muscular fish woman heh, Lady Sardine

Do you think I should draw What do you think I should draw today?

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Do you think I should draw What do you think I should draw today?

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OOOKEY, it's time to show it

My furry sona My sister helped me create it, sister, thank you, oh my great guide to the world of Furry @vanitythevantropist

This is a black-browed fox named Tasky and she is a seller of mystical goods haha

Let's celebrate my initiation into furry!

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Pls, pls, pls, what would Caine and Pomni look like if they switched places with each other? Pretty please 🥺

A roleswap, huh? Alright. let's do this.

It was actually a very difficult challenge to do a roleswap with Pomni and Caine, simply because of how wired their personalities and backstories are to their roles, purposes and designs to the world of the Harlequin AU.

Pomni on this version wears a simplified Harlequin mask to hide her face, and I also gave her a marotte, commonly known as "fool's staff" or a jester staff. Obviously, coat on shoulders to signify authority and because I am a whoreeee

Caine on the other side, is more-so like, a puppet version of a gentleman assassin, in which his getup is as sharp as his weapons. He carries a modified cane that's styled like a morning star (those spike ball mace things), and the tip of his cane is very sharp. His hat finally makes a return, because he's gotta look snazzy

Underneath his teeth are purely mechanisms and a pair of mismatched eyes, unlike his canon counterpart which has organic features.

I may expand on this idea of a roleswap more and make it more intriguing by adding lore to it, but as of the moment I'm on that brainstorming state.

The Harlequin AU's story wasn't written in a day, after all

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Damn, I can't list all my friends here.... But please know that I love you very much!!

Oh gods, I love you so much!

All of you, very, very much!

If it wasn't for your support, I would have been extinguished, as in many of my endeavors. You are my little stars, looking at you, I can understand that I am not useless.

You, despite how annoying and loud I am, are still glad to see me!

Despite all my disadvantages, I am still your friend and I am glad to be your friend!

Thank you for your kind words!

Thank you, Kitty. (@kittyflufi123 )

And you, honeybee (@eveningpigeon )

that you decided to give me such a wonderful and sweet gift!

Thank you too, my dear friends!

@justvoidsdumbstuff1 @fenrirwolfofwar @antboyyyy

@askameisha @ask-coppertop @vanitythevantropist @archecopeteryx @tootditoot @custardkittyyy @draw-br @ponemeu88 @kiara-cosmotiger @1hazelnut1 @askbananapie @theonepiecelazyartist @imperfectclockwork @kajilychnis

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Oh gods, I love you so much!

All of you, very, very much!

If it wasn't for your support, I would have been extinguished, as in many of my endeavors. You are my little stars, looking at you, I can understand that I am not useless.

You, despite how annoying and loud I am, are still glad to see me!

Despite all my disadvantages, I am still your friend and I am glad to be your friend!

Thank you for your kind words!

Thank you, Kitty. (@kittyflufi123 )

And you, honeybee (@eveningpigeon )

that you decided to give me such a wonderful and sweet gift!

Thank you too, my dear friends!

@justvoidsdumbstuff1 @fenrirwolfofwar @antboyyyy

@askameisha @ask-coppertop @vanitythevantropist @archecopeteryx @tootditoot @custardkittyyy @draw-br @ponemeu88 @kiara-cosmotiger @1hazelnut1 @askbananapie @theonepiecelazyartist @imperfectclockwork @kajilychnis

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OOOH, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

Hello Sunshine!! I'm kinda bad at paying tributes but.. I'll do my best.. here goes!!

Since the day I met you in that post on my birthday I knew how special you were... and it only became more evident when we started talking, you are so happy, hyperactive, crazy when you want and create fantastic stories and characters, I became your fan as soon as I laid eyes on your beautiful art..

all colorful, special and with your feelings in them make each one special and captivating, and the way you talk to the public is impressive!! I've never seen someone so lively and sociable hahaha, I love talking to you and being there when you need them and showering you with gifts every day (speaking of which I need to give you another one tomorrow haha), you deserve all the popularity you have.. all the affection and love from your fans and artists..

and even if you think your arts aren't that special... me, bee and your other fans and friends think otherwise!! they are special!! you are SPECIAL!!! and you deserve all the best in this life here and in real life too!! All these Likes You deserve it!!!

I love you!!

Bee loves you!!

hazel loves you!!

fenrir loves you!!

all your friends love you!! and your arts!!💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

and with this tribute I say my last words to you with all my honor:

❤❤❤ YOU ARE THE MOST SPECIAL PERSON IN THE WORLD DI-DEVIL!!! WE LOVE YOU!!!!❤❤❤

art credits: @eveningpigeon ( thank you for the help in the art!! I love you!!💕💕)

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I've just tried instant noodles with pepperoni flavor! It's damn delicious.

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Enjoy your meal! You can visit this diabolical bakery to purchase the most "infernal" novelties)

The devilish delivery of "hellish" desserts has brought you a strawberry pie! Thank you for inspiring this devil, and your subscribers!

That was delicious! I'm so glad Ant asked me to reply to his asks for him

-A happy Jaz

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I don't regret anything, it's wonderful

should I post a drawing of my half naked OC or stay mindful, demure, pure and sinless in your eyes...

i probably shouldn't