#ziotithe

[ziotithe]

Pls explain your new url? I dont get it (yet)

was gonna answer this later but idk if ill have time so! Ziotithe are the fallen angels from my novel :) or, more broadly/literally, it's the state-given name for them and all humans infected by the plague they exude.

it roughly originates from the words zion and tithe. as in creatures sent from the heavens to make humanity pay tithes for what they did to the earth.

the word is also contradictory of the state's entire beliefs on the Ziotithe, which i could get way more into but is smth i enjoy ^^

[ziotithe]

yippie new blog name :)

roachallurgy > ziotithe ^^ if u know what that word is ily

[ziotithe]

that sounds really cool! what kind of god does the world religion worship? is it more human like or more abstract? is it more malevolent and that's why it brought judgment day to kill all of the sinners no matter how small the sin or is it more benevolent and wanted to save all of the good people and leave behind a small amount of sinners?

its kind of abstract but im basing most of it off of islam since ive been reading so much into that recently. its like, after the angels fell, and everything went terrible, and it started fucking with reality, they believe that was the 'day of judgement' or the final day thats one of the core tenets of belief, and believing that no one, not even the angels, were good enough. im still kind of developing it, thinking of doing some short stories abt them, but. they basically took over as the world government and instilled theocracies everywhere. the story takes place in Hysteriaz, which is basically the biggest world power and has the most like surveillance and control from Revelant, the name of the order/government of the religion. they basically made it their entire mission to eliminate all talbisal (from outside of our reality/unpercievable) beings, the fallen angels (known as ziotithe, post becoming fallen) being the worst of them all and the biggest target, as they spread and infest themselves into reality and slowly crumble it just by existing in human reality.

oh this is yapping you asked abt the god.. ive kinda kept it ambiguous, cant tell if gods not there and never was, or if god just hates and abandoned everyone. theres branching sects in Revelant that believe different things around that, but their hatred for ziotithe/angels doesnt rlly give them much room to ask! esp since the archangel generation of fallen have mostly died out by the point of the story we're at, leaving the remnants and the younger generation of angels carrying that graveyard of the one before them. tho the "day of judgment" only denotes the day the falls started, and things worsened. no one ever actually got taken.

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ghost of a house centipede guardian angel

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[morphinemilkshake]

After begging for some place to stay away from min abuser, Ziotithe (Roach previously) was offered one in Texas. Last minute, the people offering it to min disclose that, apparently, if ver ever cries or is "too emotional", ver is getting thrown out without notice. Again, in *Texas*.

I'm not going to linger on how fucking despicable it is to not only do something like this at all to a young, vulnerable queer person, but to reveal it last fucking second. What matters is that Ziotithe still needs a safe place to stay.

I refuse to believe we as a community have nothing better to offer our most vulnerable members than harassment, abuse and rumors. Ziotithe is 19. *Nineteen*. Please. It really doesn't matter where in the US, just that you can offer min actual fucking security and safety.

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im gonna be honest, i know no one beyond the few who've wished me well rly cares anymore, or at least im just not worth the effort, but i dont think ima make it long where im going. i cant see myself staying in this shit even for a week,, ive never really had the desire to kill myself before (as roach), which im only really realizing now, as i feel this dread and everpresent fear, just like the house but so much more unknown, and i realize that there's nothing coming, and maybe this will be my only chance to be.. put down, i guess.

i know i just sound like a broken record, i know i just sound traumatized, i know im unapproachable bc of crisis and i know its a world where those who can help dont and the rest have no choice. but i still wish i couldve been worth the effort. i still wish i couldve had the chance to show what i am n my potential b4 it gets snuffed out