#you're just the parasite in their life. they won't be afraid to snuff you out if you become a problem
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I don't even know how to be angry anymore
#I feel so helpless and annoying#I feel so angry but then I remember I can't handle it like I normally would so I just let it sit there#and it makes me want to tear my skin off. it makes me want to bleed#I feel angry yet I feel I have no right to be angry. if I express my anger then i'll ruin everything again#I can't let myself feel entitled again#you will always be secondary. if even that. there's nothing to love about you. there's no reason to be important to anyone#just accept it how it is because expecting anything else will result in losing everything entirely#don't expect anyone to remember you or think of you or consider you nonetheless want you#don't delude yourself into thinking you might be worth something more#you have no right to be angry#you're just the parasite in their life. they won't be afraid to snuff you out if you become a problem#I can't be a problem again. I can't I can't. I can't make the same mistake again. just shut up just shut up and it'll be fine#I genuinely feel like I'm gonna try to end myself again. it's been worse and I feel more at peace with death than I've been in a while#I know this is inevitable I've just been a coward#snuff out the parasite in everyone's lives
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