#you can tag it as itapan if you want tho

[feliciohno]

for the ship thing, nedcan, prucan, ruscan, canmano, norway x canada, canada x lithuania, prumano, gerita, itapan, ameita, rusame, fruk, ruseng, rusfra, and ameice. you said to send in a lot so i'm sending in a lot, but i apologize if this is too much

i mostly meant like a lot of asks lol but its okay!

Nedcan

ngl I had to look up the tag cause I didn’t know what this was. I think I saw it as a side ship in a fic once and it seemed kinda cute not sure what vibe I get from it but it’s nice It’s good to see more canada ships he deserves more love

Prucan

This was like one of my main otps when I was a litol kiddo. It still holds up ngl I love it and I love the vibes with the two of them. I will say though that some people get a bit hetero with it and make mattie and uwu baby which is like headache-inducing 

Ruscan

I fully blame @bogbees (go follow her) for my Ruscan addiction [pensive emoji] It’s probably one of my faves atm it’s just SO GOOD though I’ll be frank I don’t like how a lot of people write/interpret russia some fans act like he's the fucking spawn of satan and it gets on my nerves also? this ship needs more love? def underrated 

Canmano 

Mattie and Lovi? never heard of it but I guess it’s cute (look ill be real ill ship borderline anything) 

Norway/Canada  

again, never heard of it but seems cute 

Canada/Lithuania 

at this point I'm just writing these down for a Canada harem /j

Prumano

VERY GOOD SHIP its an underrated fact that Prussia simps for the Italy brothers f in chat for Gilbert but like really I think Prussia and Lovi is cute and also kinda funny 

Gerita 

100% OTP HOWEVER I hate most of the fan content I find. This ship has so many people being heteronormative clowns with it it makes me lose my goddamn mind I can’t stand it. Feliciano is a grown ass man people I’ll admit he's a bit of a soft boy but he's still an adult also whos dumb idea was it to make Germany the top? pft Ludwig radiates virgin bottom I’m so sorry but it’s the truth I love this ship so much I will go into ever site with content of them even the smallest bit of art or story because I love it so much. I honestly just hope that with the new season coming out that new fans will not make the same mistakes as the old fandom with this ship because I’m begging this fandom for good gerita content that doesn’t make me want to pull out my hair But real talk I could go on for hours about these two (especially if you subscribe to the ‘Germany is HRE’ thing which I do 100%)

Itapan

VERY GOOD VERY GOOD UGH I love this ship so much like I can’t even explain how much I love it it’s right up there with Gerita and Ruscan ITS SO GOOD GUYS please don’t sleep on this ship there’s almost no fics with them please I’ll sob 

Ameita 

This is an underrated favorite of mine. I’ve always headcanoned Alfred and Feliciano as bffs but I also ship them so much They’re both so friendly and outgoing I think it’s be so cute 

Rusame

VERY GOOD however I’m not a fan of most of the fan content like some people go way too far and make it like borderline abusive again with me disliking how the fandom sees russia it’s just really toxic most the time but otherwise I do love this ship 

Fruk

DADS DADS DADS DADS this ship is so good I love them and I love FACE fam aus so so much UGH DAD CONTENT I will say some people do go a bit too far with it like Rusame but not too much that I’ve seen. Though just like with russia I don’t like how people write France (tho I don’t think people do it as much as It was in the old fandom which is good) anyways A+ ship 

Ruseng

Never heard of it But I can see it as being kinda cute probably try to one up each other in magic all the time lol 

Rusfra

again, never heard of it personally I can’t really see it but I’m a huge multi shipper so if you show me some cute art or a good fic I’m all for it

Ameice

I haven’t seen much content of them But I can def see it and it’s super cute! 

I’m still doing brutally honest ship asks if anyone wants to send in any more!! 

[mmd-ask-italy]

The storm

Summary: Italy is staying at japans place when a storm breaks out, only he is afraid of storms

Pairings: Itapan 

Authors Note: it has been a long while since I wrote any fanfiction, hope you guys like it, I’m sorry if Japan feels a bit occ I am not used to writing him, but I wanted to challenge myself   

Warnings: Panic attack, 

The rain pelted hard against the roof. I leaned against my head against the doorframe as I looked over Japan’s beautiful garden. The sakura trees were losing the last of his colourful petals, the rain slowly emptying the tree, it was hypnotic to look at. It helped me being distracted by the darkening clouds and the rumbling that was happening in the distance. 

I heard a soft bark, I looked back to seeing japans dog get up and lie in his basket. I hope Japan would be back soon, he left just bevore the storm to get some dog food, I told him I would be okay...but the storm was getting much louder, louder then I thought it would, and Kiku..he wasn’t back yet.

I still remember the worried look he gave me...or I think it was, I am not sure, maybe I am seeing things that are not there when I am like this. A round of thunder rumbled through the sky. I let out a deep breath and stood up, the wind was getting harder, and the rain worse, so I stood up to close the door, turning inside to turn on the lights, bevore turning back and going to close the curtains.

But just when I was about to close them a bright flash blinded me and a loud clap sounded not far off, I shrieked and fell backwards, It took me a couple of seconds to get my rapid heartbeat and breathing back under control. Slowly opening my eyes. “J-just..lightning..it’s okay...it’s okay...” I kept the mantra going inside my head, I pushed myself up with my arms that felt like noodles with how much they were shaking, then closing the curtains. leaving out a small sigh. 

“Okay..what to do..eeh... I could... I could...make some of Kiku’s favourite jasmine tea for when he is home..he probably will be drenched, yeah...yeah some nice calming tea...to warm up..and then..and then movies..yeah..’  I nodded determined to not let this stupid fear ruin, his evening with his -

KABOOM

I thunderclap was right above my head, I shrieked then *snap* the room was filled with darkness, I heard yelping, I panicked searched the dark room, what was that? Another loud thunderclap came, I felt it rumble through the house, into my body, that was shaking like a leave. 

He had to go, he had to get to a safe place, he should hide, somewhere bevore everything came crashing down on him, like ruble! I took a step, then two, then I felt something move against my leg, making me trip, I landed harshly on my side 

A flash, and another loud bang and things began to rumble, I quickly sat up against whatever I fell against and put my arms above my head to protect myself from whatever falling ruble must be coming shortly. Another loud bang, there were tears in my eyes at this point. I let out another high pitch shriek, I might have yelled I dunno. this was the end surely

“Italy-! ”

I would never see my friends again, he was gonna die right here. He would never see his brother, or Japan or -

“Italy-!” 

He felt something touch his arm, he had no idea what it was, he tried to shake it off, no, no, no don’t take me

“Italy it’s me” 

. I opened my eyes, the voice finally coming through, and I saw a dark figure, then a flash from outside, filled the dark room, letting me see it was Japan, eyes widened, and his hair drenched with water, sticking to his face..crouching in front of me... I blinked a couple of times..then I realised.

I was safe...i was at his place, there was nothing to be afraid of...oh god why was he so stupid, 

ïtaly- are you..-’

but a loud sob came from my throat and then I was crying, I couldn’t really focus, on anything, I felt pathetic for letting something so stupid get to me, and now Japan saw him like this...why couldn’t he just have been braver, why couldn’t he be strong, like his friends where.

I was letting out ugly sobbing sounds, my breathing becoming quicker as the thunder raced on above us, each clap louder and louder, to him, 

“Feliciano? Feli?”

I tried to stop my snobs..he almost never used my name

“would it be okay to take your hand? “ 

I nodded once, and I saw him reach out to my hair...where my hands where located, I had not noticed how hard I was gripping at my strands of hair, trying to stop the sounds...his soft hands carefully massaged mine, making my grip loosen, then he made sure I saw it, pushed it against his chest and held it there with his own hand, which was warm, I could feel a rapidly thudding against my hand, 

I looked up at him, my eyes wide, tears still streaming down my face. wondering what he was doing, it was honestly nice..but another clap came..it seemed softer tho..but it was still way to close

“breath with me Feli..come on..breath in  “

I did as he said and breathed with me...I recognised this as some of the meditation exercises we did on regular bases, it slowly but steadily brought my breathing under control. I squeezed the hand he was holding. 

“T-thank you” I got out, my voice rough from crying 

he nodded, the hand that wasn’t holding mine coming up, but stopped right beside my face, Kiku looked to the side and I noticed he was going to retrieve his hand, I quickly grabbed it with my other hand , forcing him to cup my face, placing a soft kiss against the fingers, hoping it would send the right message

I saw his cheeks tint slightly pink, and I am sure he can feel mine heat up as well, as I held his hand there when I stared at him, I felt his thumb move, whipping the tears beneath my eyes. I let my eyes flutter closed, enjoying the feeling when another round thunder made me tense up again

“Maybe we should get you somewhere more comfortable “ I heard Kiku softly say

I felt his hand leave my face and I had to hide the sound of disappointment but he was still holding the other hand, slowly guiding me into standing up from my curled up position. I clung to that hand like a lifeline..not letting it go. I looked around the room, noticing I was sitting against japans cabinet of souvenirs, he let me to the couch and put me in the middle. grabbing the blanket from the back of the couch that he mostly used in the evening and dropped it around my shoulders. 

he was about to pull away when I grabbed his arm  “w-would you...cuddle with me..please? “ I asked, I felt selfish for asking, I know his feelings on personal space...and I know I regularly ignore them..but this seemed to big..i really didn’t want him to say-

“of course” 

I blinked and looked up... I hadn’t been suspecting that I smiled what was not bet think is a watery smile and mumbled “thank you” in Japanese but what surprised me, even more, was that he sat down, and pulled me into his chest, so we both laid on the couch together

I looked up to see he had his eyes closed, and he let out a short shaky breath. I blinked bevore taking a change and kissing his chest right over his heart. mine was still looking up and I saw his eyes open. he smiled, and if that was not the most beautiful thing he had seen all evening,  I placed my head down again. and nuzzled into him. they should talk tomorrow, for now..this was enough

I readjusted the blankets so they covered both of us, the other hand still holding Kiku’s but much gentler now. and then warped it around the Kiku's shoulder, and I even more surprisingly felt an arm around himself

He didn't know what would happen, but the storm seems to be blowing over, and sunshine on the horizon...but for now he will just sleep here and feel safe

bevore I drifted off, I was pretty sure I felt something soft, touch my forehead.

A/n and done, hope you all enjoyed, 

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