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Rarity x Applejack
rarity is a bit in denial of her crush on applejack :(
other chars are here too but i wanted to make rainbow dash the one to get them together, idk it just sounds right to me-
how do i write AJ's accent???? 😭
also i think this is shit might redo at some point in my life- just trying something different
"This is outrageous! How can you even tell me that Rainbow dash!" Rarity was on her couch and like usual did a dramatic pose. "I'm just saying that it seems like you have romantic feelings for AJ! I mean c'omn! You've been getting all blushy around her lately." Rainbow declared. "Preposterous! It's summer Rainbow, it's only my body reacting to the heat of the weather." replied Rarity.
They both knew that Rainbow dash is correct, after all there were times when Rarity would tell her friends about her romantic feelings for Applejack, Rainbow just needs a way to make Rarity admit it to Applejack. But how? What could she do to make the one in denial confess her feelings for the mare?
Perhaps she should force them on a date? Maybe then AJ will confess to Rarity her own love and Rarity will finally admit to her romantic feelings? "YES that's it!" And with that Rainbow dash dashes out of Rarity's boutique.
"Ohhh I hope she won't do something bad..." Rarity says out loud.
As Pinkie pie bakes her goods Rainbow flies straight into the shop. "Oh Rainbow! Are you here to buy some sweets?" asks Pinkie "yes, but I need your help with more than just sweets." "Ohh! What is it? What is it?" Pinkie pie replies excitedly right before Rainbow whispers something into her ear.
"EEEEEE!!! OH THIS IS GOING TO BE SO EXCITING! I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE EXCITED IN MY LIFE! well except that one time-" Rainbow shoves a hove into Pinkie's mouth to shut her up "whoa there- this is not something we'll be telling all of Ponyvile. What if word got to Rarity or Applejack?" Pinkie nods to her, and with her mouth still with Rainbow dash's hove she pinkie promises. "Cwosh mah heawt anw howp to fwy stwick a cupcwake in mah eye."
After Rainbow has finished ordering she went to Twilight. "Twi Twi! I need your help writing two letters that one sounds like it's from Rarity and the other sounds like Applejack!" Twilight sparkle raises an eyebrow as she processes Rainbow dash's words. "And why do you want to write letters that sound like other ponies?" "I'm trying to help Rarity confess her feelings to AJ"
Twilight closes the book that she was reading a few moments ago and opens her mouth to speak. "Don't you think it's best that she does it on her own?" Rainbow answers her question as if her response was as obvious as how the sun is up during the day and not at night. "Well I HAVE asked her when she thinks she'll be ready and her answer was" she coughed for a moment" 'Why I don't think I'll ever confess. If many colts don't wish to be with a lady like me, why would a mare like Applejack would?' " Rainbow does a few eye flutters and poses to imitate how Rarity does her dramatic faces. Twilight nods at this "I see...I'll help you out then." and they both start working.
They soon see a pony with a pretty dress from one direction, and another whose coat is orange from the other. Twilight, Rainbow and Pinkie run away from the area to watch from a distance the two ponies. One sits down on the blanket and the other soon joins. They look at each other for a few moments without saying a word. Then Applejack speaks.
Soon they send out the letters to each pony and go to where Rainbow dash asked Pinkie pie to organise the date. "Hey Pinkie you finished my order?" Rainbow says as she looks around "yep! It wasn't much so it was pretty easy to finish." Pinkie answers. The three ponies look at the picnic they have created and wait until they see any of the ponies who it was meant for.
"Soo uh.. You wanted to see me Rarity?" she asks a blushing Rarity. The one who turned red doesn't know what to say, after all she didn't send any letters to AJ. Was this what Rainbow dash meant? That was her idea? To send her on a date with the mare she totally doesn't have a crush on? She shakes her head to stop herself from her distracting thoughts, she might as well take her chance.
"Oh yes." she'll play along for now "I've been wanting to go out with you on a nice sunny day like this." If she has to play 'the inviter' then she'll do it perfectly. From the bushes the three spying ponies watch as the two on the date interact and try to decide what to do next.
"YES." Rainbow dash whisper-yells, "she is actually going along with this!"
"Considering the fact that the plan is going well we can leave them be and let them talk." Twilight whispers to the girls.
"Ohhh~ but they look so happy together I wanna see more!" Pinkie may not keep her voice as down as the other two, but she still keeps quiet as she tells them she wants to stay.
"Alright we'll stay for a few more minutes but then we must leave them be." Twilight says defeated.
While these three ponies are talking in their hidden place Rarity's situation is getting a bit out of hand. "Are you alright sugercube? You look like you're sweating..maybe it's the sun?" Applejack asks concerned. "No I'm fine-" Rarity answers, but it's clear as day that something is up. But it isn't the sun.
"C'mon let's get you under some shade." and to under a tree they go. "Thank you Applejack.. some shade will be great." lie, Rarity knows the shade won't help her. Not when the only thing that will help her is confessing her feelings. Of course somehow AJ moved Rarity under a tree that is near the bush hiding place for the girls, so Rarity can clearly see them spying on them.
To help her out the girls decide to show her what really will help her. Pinkie does a happy-shocked face and Rainbow does a proposal pose to Pinkie, sure they aren't trying to hint for her to propose- but it's the best they could think of. Rarity looks at them for a while and Applejack notices.
The three ponies who are hiding immediately understand that AJ will move her head towards their location so they make a run for it, the moment she looks away from Rarity's face Rarity gets the courage to say the thing that has been sitting on her chest for the longest time..
"I may have feelings for you.." she says. "Romantic I mean"
Applejack stops for a moment, and then she smiles as she turns back to look at her date. "Oh I know." Shocked and confused Rarity has to ask "wha-? but how?"
"How can I not?" she lifts up a hoove to touch Rarity's face "just look at ya, always blushin' around me." and at that second Rarity's cheeks get redder than they were. "I do?" "yeah even now. It's cute." Applejack admits. "Then.. are the feelings mutual?" Rarity asks nervously, and Applejack answers from her heart "yes." with a smile.
Now the two mares get to enjoy their date, officially together.
#my little pony#mlp g4#mlp fim#mlp#rarity#applejack#rarity x applejack#applejack x rarity#mlp shipping
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Hi Nyah! Hope ur doing well <3 Here's a request since I haven't asked in a while! Can you write HCs for Kaz reassuring his S/O who is afraid of him leaving/feels kinda unlovable? Sorry if it's angsty, my mental health has been iffy lately and I could use a bit of comfort, hehe..Hope you had a good trip btw! ^_^ -🌱
I don't mind the angst at all, 🌱Kaz Anon! I'm happy to write this for you! My mind was going crazy with things to think about during this!
Do take care of yourself tho, 🌱Kaz Anon if possible. I understand the feeling of mental health being iffy and what I do to fix it is mainly listen to music. Its my best way of helping me feel better with anything. Of course, don't listen to sad music if you're sad! That can be bad on yourself! But if needed, I'm here for you. You can message me any time! Yet if you're uncomfortable with that, you can send me Anon asks just venting about your problems. Of course, I would not post them. I'd delete the asks after reading them since its all personal things!
The Headcanons are under the Read More <3!! This got a tad bit long but hopefully they're to your liking! If not, just tell me and I'll redo the Headcanons! I don't mind at all!
Kazuichi Soda reassuring his S/O who is afraid of him leaving and feels is unlovable.
✿ When your feelings appeared to you about your fear, it didn't take Kazuichi long at all to notice something was troubling you. Even if you had your feelings hidden so well to the point even you eventually forgot about them, Kazuichi would still have sensed something because he's so in tune with everything about you.
✿ He'll talk to you right away. He's worried about what is wrong and what is causing it. He wants you feeling your best and this boy will do anything in his power to make you feel your best.
✿ Now, even though he will talk to you right away, he'll actually lead a conversation into the direction of talking about what's troubling you. Instantly talking to you about your troubles could catch you off guard and make you panic. He doesn't want that at all.
✿ Kazuichi will sit down with you, lay down with you, whatever you're most comfortable with, and stay silent for a few moments. He's making sure you're comfortable before he begins the conversation. His voice is so gentle as he speaks.
✿ "I wanted to ask, how have you been feeling?"
✿ I said he was in tune with everything about you but at this moment, somehow his senses have never been so alert. He's worried about triggering you.
✿ He'll wait for your response. Nothing in the world matters right now except for you. However long you take, he'll wait. He will, however, throw in some more words as a hopeful comfort while he waits for your response.
✿ "If you ever felt sad or anything, you could tell me, ya know? I care about you and knowing there's a chance you're hurting, it makes me feel bad. I want to help. When we fell in love, I promised myself to always help you. That includes everything.. Why?"
✿ He originally was waiting for you to answer but hes on a roll now that he wants to finish. Something in him knew this is what you needed to hear.
✿ He hopes his voice carries the passion he has for you.
✿ "Because I love you."
✿ Kazuichi never sounded so serious about any statement he has ever made to you or to anyone. He looked at you. If you looked back and into his eyes, you could see the love in them.
✿ "A couple is called a couple because it means two, right? We're a couple. You can't have one without the other. We're in this together."
✿ He's holding your hand now. His grasp is gentle but strong. If you don't like to be touched, this one time he will step over that boundary. Not because he is trying to make you uncomfortable or hurt you, but because his touch will hopefully show his love to you.
✿ "I'm with you with any pain you could have. Happy pain, sad pain, angry pain. I'm with you because I love you. Like what people say! I love you to the moon and back!"
✿ He's smiling now, trying to hold back a laugh.
✿ "But my moon is so far away that you can't even see it!"
✿ His face softens and his voice becomes a whisper, only for you to hear. Theres no one else around at this moment but still, his words right now are for you only.
✿ "I love you, Y/N."
✿ He didn't know how you felt, yet he still said these words. He said them because he knew being as truthful as possible (even tho he wouldn't lie to you, unless he was doing something such as holding a surprise birthday party for you) is what is best. You're not in the best of states and so he's giving you his rawest emotions and words.
✿ If you end up shaking, crying, doing both, or something else because your emotions are coming forward, if you let him, his arms are around you in an instant. His hold will be strong but not hurtful. He will be your wall. Right now, nothing will get to you as you're in his arms. Nothing can overpower Kazuichi when he's holding you. This time, if you prefer to not be touched he'll let your hand go and speak instead, saying small words such as "You're alright. You're alright. I'm not leaving. Let it out."
✿ Hopefully you'll talk to him about how you were feeling and what was troubling you. He's happy that you're opening up to him. He's proud of you. So proud. He'll actually remind you randomly how proud he is for you opening up to him. He'll also remind you how much he loves you. He'll do this for days and days and days.
✿ What he said were words of true love and emotion. You didn't even have to say anything and his first thoughts were to remind you how loved you were. He can't leave you. You're the other 1 to his 1+1 =2. You're the other half to his couple. You put color and light into his life. You put an emotion in him that's stronger than happiness. Nothing can ever top it. Nothing will ever be better. Nothing will ever change his love for you. Nothing.
✿ Because of the feelings you had, Kazuichi has decided with himself to have a daily and nightly check up with you and how you're feeling, physically and emotionally (He once said "That's rad!" when you told him you were feeling good and now it stuck. He's saying rad at everything.). He'll be there for you for however long as you need, whenever you need, about whatever is troubling you. The love he has for you is just...its incredible. Its so beautiful. People say perfect doesn't exist but try telling him that and he will argue forever on why that's false and that there's someone in his life to prove that perfect does exist.
#🌱Kaz Anon!!#Nyah Answers#Im here if you ever need anything#Please dont be afraid to reach out and talk more about any issues you may have!#I LOVED WRITING THIS BY THE WAY CAN YOU TELL????#I'm also terrified I typoed his name even tho I reread this 100 times#Like I'm afraid somewhere autocorrect kicked in and made Kazuichi be Lazy I hi since it wants to do that#I'm always afraid of typos help#Kazuichi x Reader#Kazuichi Soda x Reader#Okay I'm also afraid my post broke since when I was fixing stuff#I deleted a small part and had to rewrite ot#tYPO#And I'm afraid its broken somewhere else fhdosjebf#Nyah scared#Danganronpa x Reader#My tags are all over the place
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redoing my writing guidelines (yes, again even though it's been almost nine months and I typically only redo them once every year or two)
they're below the cut for the sake of convenience!
like I always have been for this account, I am verrrrryyyy lenient and willing to write just about anything!! Anything, however, does have it's limits. Here those limits are, and if you're unsure about stuff please just reach out and ask, I promise it's no bother or worry!
smut guidelines:
I am very easygoing with smut!! All I ask is that you don't send me stuff involving dd/lg, watersports or any kink involving bodily functions, the sexualization of death, and sexual assault or rape (cnc and rape are not the same thing. I am willing to write cnc but I will not write character a raping character b. I'll write cnc as it involves a line of clear consent and two people actively and knowingly engaging in bdsm with dominant and submissive roles applied, but I won't do so often. this is not an attempt to yuck your yum either, so pls just don't go there ty)
kaz brekker fics involving touch or smut in any capacity
once again, yeah!! lenient here too!! Just tell me if it's an AU for the fics involving touch or if you're fine with kaz (who is 22-24 in the show if my memory is right) being aged up to like, 25-26. I write for a weird like,, hybrid of the characters most of the time (show physicality and attitudes, a couple of details changed up to make it book accurate like kaz's eyes, which I'm pretty sure I consistently either describe as very dark blue or the brown they're depicted as per the books, plus more of kaz's book-y brutality and sarcasm) so the characters will be in their late teens/early twenties as it were but smut involving kaz is something I probably won't write unless it's requested and nobodys requested it thus far.
request specific stuff
requests are a pendulum for me almost, in that they can be written anywhere from a few hours after they've been requested and posted in that same day or the day after, and other times they'll take me weeks or months if my demotivation and anxiety rear their ugly heads and make writing borderline unbearable. Stuff like that is kind of a guessing game but I promise, unless I either delete it for some reason or have previously said no, your request WILL BE DONE within six months.
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Chenford + don't pretend with me Lucy
She'd been chirpy, and smiley, and flirty all day - basically business as usual. Except it was just two or three degrees off all day, too, and it was putting him on edge. Something was wrong and whoever had taught her to fake it until she could make it, well, they hadn't taught her how to actually do that.
To top it off, their morning had been a little slow. Lunch was dragging into an extended affair and it was just the two of them sitting at their little table now. He waggled his to-go cup and then pulled at the straw, the sucking sound of the bottom of the beverage making her look up at him sharply, like he'd interrupted whatever mental gymnastics she was doing.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." Her answer was too carefully modulated.
"Don't pretend with me, Lucy. I can tell something's going on."
"Nothing's going on. I'm not pretending. I'm fine."
He chuckled. "Now I know there's something going on. That's the kiss of death word right there. Fine," he scoffed, then popping the last french fry into his mouth "means anything but."
The neutral-happy look slid off her face. She didn't quite swap to a frown, but she did develop a little furrow between her brows that was telling.
"My mother has employed the services of a matchmaker."
"Your mom is married to your dad."
"For me," she said with a huff.
Oh. Well, that was certainly more interesting. But he's sort of built a brand on not overly engaging with the personal banter. Mostly because it's fun to watch her try to engage him. "And you're not happy about that?"
"Of course not!" She threw her hands up like she couldn't even believe he was asking.
"So just don't use the matchmaker." It was an obvious solution, really, he couldn't believe she hadn't thought of it.
"It's not that easy. This isn't just my mom overstepping - though she is. It's a Chinese thing. This is a big deal."
"But you don't want to work with a matchmaker, right?"
"No!"
"Then... don't. What? Is your mom going to be more disappointed in you than she already is?" They both knew the score with Lucy's mom, and Lucy wasn't terribly sensitive to it anymore, but still, he felt bad for his choice of words when he saw the pained look on her face.
"I want to really not want to use the matchmaker."
Oh. This was about Lucy being interested in the matchmaker but resisting because it's her mother's idea. Got it. He felt as if he were about to take his life in his hands. "What's wrong with using the matchmaker?"
Yeah, she did look like she would murder him if they weren't cops. He didn't think the legality was even part of the picture anymore.
"Especially if it's culturally appropriate."
"I was born in Los Angeles. It's not culturally appropriate. Besides, isn't it just... admitting there's something wrong with me?"
Was she nuts? "There's nothing wrong with you."
"Maybe... maybe there is?"
Ugh, he hated when her voice did that thing, that soft and unsure thing that made him want to comfort her. "There's not," he reassures her, definitively.
"Well of course you'd say that."
"Excuse me," he holds up a finger in front of her face. "When have I ever blown smoke up your ass? Have I ever struck you as the kind of guy who said nice things for no damn reason?"
"Well, no. Except that time my ex was getting married."
"And you called me out on that; you were right. That's not me."
"No, it's not."
"So if I'm sitting here telling you there's nothing wrong with you, you gonna listen to me?"
"Okay, fine. I'm terrific. My prince charming is just... busy."
"Or something."
She cocked an eyebrow at him. "Or something?"
"One day, some guy will sweep you off your feet. You'll see." Maybe, that guy would even be him.
"Uh-huh," she said, clearly unconvinced. "Well, until then, I'm going to be pissed at my mother for this clear overreach."
"Noted. C'mon, Chen. Let's go find some action."
#chenford#comment fic#I rode the struggle bus all the way to the end of this one#I think I hate it all#but I can't think of anything else for this prompt right now#if it was yours#please accept my sincerest apologies#and please feel free to send another one#you can even tell me it's your redo and I promise I'll write something I'm happier with#even if it means I have to hold it for a while#I'm otherwise writing these things in the order I receive them#which is why the quality will NOT be consistent#then again#I bet someone will get a chuckle out of this#and that'll be cool too#sometimes good enough is good enough!
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You Play Animal Crossing:New Horizons With Them Headcanons(+mini scenario)(BNHA x Gender Neutral!Reader)
A.N: I had this idea while playing Animal Crossing the day I'm writing this(i know it's kinda ironic XD)
Genre:Fluff!
Warnings:A bit of language in Bakugo’s one
Characters: Izuku Midoriya(Deku), Shoto Todoroki and Katsuki Bakugo
Izuku Midoriya(Deku):
Sweet boy has made a special spot for you two on his island
He always buys you a gift everytime you play together and gives it to you
He made a room in his house for you with objects that remided him of you
You have matching oufits together
Don't lie to me, he at least have one an All Might design(like a hoodie) he wears all the time
I think that in the four of them he would be the one with the best flowers organisation on his island
One time he asked Bakugo for something special to do for you on your 3 months anniversary and he got kinda annoyed(but he helped him anyways)
Scenario time!:
"Come on Kacchan! I'm just asking you a small thing! It's gonna make three months since me and Y/N are in couple and I want to do something special for them on Animal Crossing!"
"I already told you three times and it's no!"
"Okay... Then I'll tell everyone in the class that you have a limited edition All Might plush that you sleep with every night."
"FINE! I'LL HELP YOU,BUT DON'T TELL ANYONE!"
He helped him find something and today was the of the surprise. You both went to class like normally without forgetting to say happy anniversary to each other. After school, he walked back to the dorms with you and told you to come on his isle on Animal Crossing. You told him okay and went to your dorm to go get your switch and then go hang out in his dorm. You knocked on the door and he told you you could come in. You sat next to him on his bed and you both opened the game on your switch. You went on his isle and went you arrived(when the plane goes over the isle) you saw a place with lights that was not here before. He told you to join him there and you went. You saw chairs with lights, flowers and a table wit food. He then shows you the same food in real life and tells you: "Thank you for being with me all this time. I promise you I will make you one of the happiest person on earth". You kissed him on the lips and he then gave you your plate(Kacchan helped him a bit) and you both enjoyed you peaceful moment togheter in the game and in your real life.
Shoto Todoroki:
This man buyed you the crown don't tell me the opposite
He sended it to you with a beautiful letter written something along the lines of: "A small something for you my princess/prince/royal ;) I can't use my father's money in this game, but I used mine to buy something cause it's what you deserve <3 I love you."
He also has made a spot for you in his house for you
I feel like his isle would be like super organized and all
He paid his depts pretty fast and now he just do whatever he wants on his isle
He probably tried to redo his room in the game with what they offer(I mean I did a pretty resembling copy of his room in my house so...)
One day he made something really special and this is how it went:
It was evening at the Class 1-A dorms and you were just done finishing with your homework when you recived a message from your boyfriend.
“Can you come to my room please? I miss you❤️”
“Coming💕”
You took your switch with you cause you knew you two would probably play Animal Crossing or something.
You arrived there and knocked on the door.
“Can I come in?”
He opened the door for you and let’s you in. He tells you that you can go on the bed so you two could cuddle. So, you put yourselves in your cuddling position and you opened your switchs.
"Can we go on my island I changed some stuff.", he tells you trying to look stoic, but you could see something in his look.
"Of course!"
So you went at the airport to go on his island and arrived. He was waiting for you outside of the airport. You two were in the same room so you could see something in his face that caught your attention.
"Follow me I have something to show you"
You follow him and then you see candles, a carpet and a box on the carpet. You see him going next to it and you go to open it. You see a ring in it. You look at the real Shoto and you see him sit up to go get something in his drawer. He gets out a velvet blue box and you get up from your position to sit on the bed. He joins you and starts:
"Love, you are always here for me and you are the person that helped to show more my emotions and a lot of more things, so I know that we are too young to get married, but I hope that this promise ring can show you how much I love you and want to be together with you for the rest of my life"
At this point you are almost crying.
"Of course Sho! Even without a ring I would have said yes! I promise that I will be with you throught evrything for the rest of my life."
He put the ring on your finger and says: "I'm glad.' and then proceads to take your hand and kiss the ring that is on your finger.
Katsuki Bakugo:
I feel like his isle would be more organized than others would think
He does not like Tom Nook(I mean who does not)
He made you a little a little garden on his isle and will most of the time leave you a gift there
He pretends like it’s something he had in extra, but you know he bought it thinking about you <3
I feel like he does not really talk to his villagers except it’s for a task or something
But he stills tries to find some goods one cause he doesn’t want shitty extras on his isle
Here is a small scenario on how he showed you the little garden he made you:
“It’s not a big thing”, he tells you blushing when you’re both on a call
Bakugo was at his parents to visits them and because he couldn’t be with you he called you.
After a while of talking you asked him if you could play Animal Crossing together and he told you yes(he nearly can’t refuse anything from you)
“You can come on my isle dumbass, I did something for you...”, he said while trying to look away because he was blushing a bit.
“Ok Katsuki I’m coming”
You arrive on his isle and he tells you to follow him. He guides to a place and you start to see flowers. The father you get to the objective, the more there is.
“There it is...”
You look at the beautiful garden he made you with amazed eyes.
“You made this?”
“Yes... Do you like it?”
“I love it! It’s really beautiful Katsuki!”, you said smiling and looking at your camera to look at him
“I’m glad”, he said looking at you and having a small smile that you can see.
A.N: There it is! I hope you liked this after a long while of not posting :)
I’ll try to write more and when I can it will be a pleasure for me to write for you all! <3
P.S: This is not proof read so if there is any mistake please tell me :)
Have a nice day or night and see you next time! :D
#bnha#mha#shoto todoroki#my hero academia#bnha fluff#bnha scenarios#boku no hero academia#todoroki shouto#bnha fanfiction#bnha todoroki#bnha x reader#mha x reader#shoto x y/n#midoriya izuku#todoroki#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugo katuski#katsuki bakugo x y/n#bakugo x reader#midoriya x reader#deku x reader#deku#izuku midoriya#izuku midoriya x reader#izuku midoriya x you#deku x y/n#deku x you
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Retirement Note
Hello my gangsters.
I hope you are doing wonderful and healthy in this early 2022.
As you may have noticed, I hardly have been active on any of my accounts lately.
I've written this message over 5 times and have been trying to avoid it for 2 months, like a coward.
I wanted to keep this short, yet, my best friends have advised me to explain and tell you the truth of all that happened, and I agree, you deserve to know.
Due to a serie unfortunate events, I am pushed to terminate my career as a fanfic writer.
There are exactly three reasons for that, but one in particular was the catalyst.
1 . You may certainly not know, but my health has been deteriorating for the past year, and even more so since Summer 2021.
I developped chronic migraines, sensory overload and my immune system is getting weaker and weaker. I get sickly like never before, so writing, among other activities, for long hours have been more straining than ever, especially for my eyes.
I could push through though.
2. I've been getting more and more responsibilities as the years went by. I'm not 18 anymore, writing out that first Bakugo fanfic sitting bored in college, before dropping out without remorse, not caring what would become of me.
I'm 22 now, have many people that all are very dependant of me.
You may joke that I'm a 'mom friend', but there's always a part of truth in a joke.
They would be lost without me.
I also have a life-long project that takes a lot out of me, and as much as I love writing for you beautiful gangsters, I have to choose the empire I'm building for myself and, once it's done, I'd be more than happy to show you what I've accomplished, if any of you are still here when that time comes.
Then why am I retiring so soon? Time and health can be balanced easily right...?
3. What is pushing me to stop is that, on the 1st of January precisely, technology has eventually failed me, and my phone died.
Pretty mundane, it happens to the best of us. But none of my data was able to be recovered. Nothing. Not a spec.
And that includes all two years worth of fanfictions, drafts, requests, ideas that I had ready for you. It's a miracle I even got my accounts back to recount this.
I know, it's really underwhelming of a reason, but for all the time and effort I've spent, I can not imagine redoing all of that work all over again. Especially with the two factors I've mentionned earlier. I don't have that luxury anymore, neither the time, or the strength. It's over for me.
I was planning on retiring sometimes this year actually. I was planning on finishing up my current written fics, post them all and close the requests so I could retire in peace.
I'm not in the right place to dedicate my life to writing anymore, be it health-wise, or priority-wise.
I wished I could have continued a few more years in fact, I had it all planned out, but alas, things happen in life that are out of our control, and all we can do is move on.
However I don't wish to mourn over the epitaph of my own grave, I still do want to spread positivity in my gang ✧
Something tells me this was just a sign. Whether you believe in signs and fate or not, I sure do. And I guess fate forced himself onto me to let me know what I had to focus on and what I had to leave behind.
All is good, my gangsters. Please don't worry your little faces about me. Everything will be okay.
The future is bright for all of us. As they say, "Don't be sad because it's over, be happy because it happened."
I love you. I truly do. And I spent amazing hours writing for you, reading all your hilarious comments, your sweet messages and reactions. If anything, I'll miss these the most. I'll miss you the most.
I'm sorry for those who are disappointed. I am as well.
I apologize for all the unkept promises.
I thank all of you for the endless love and support. You have been only sweet to me and this decision was not taken lightly, or without guilt.
Your presence have given me something I never had the privilege to experience, and that is Love. The wave of warmth in my heart, the butterflies in my stomach, the electricity down my spine. All of the things I write in my fics, it's all you.
I want to give a special thank you to:
@cocojumbohno , for using your notoriety to give me visibility. If it wasn't for you, I would have never been seen on this plaftorm.
@gio-is-writing , for being a friend.
And of course, Thanks to you, reading this. Take amazing care. Drink water, get some sleep, prioritize health and mental health.
I hope my stories brought a little sliver of peace in your day.
You will always be my gangsters and this gang will always be open for you.
I love you. I love each and every single one of you.
I will stay for a bit to answer some of your messages. And on that...
I take off with a smile, so please send me off with one too.
Thank you, and goodbye 💙
※ Sohin Ace ※
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