#ynkow :)
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Spitelout hate is interesting to me. like, not saying he Doesn't deserve it, but also I feel like ppl should think abt how he's a bad parent for the same reason Stoick wasn't a good one and take into account the way the older generations of Berk were raised etc etc
#generational trauma makes people shit at parenting sometimes and thats by no means an excuse but i think people need to think abt it more#its not out of like. malicious intent. hes a bad parent bc the shit he does is all he knows how to do ynkow#idk i just dont like how ppl act like theres not reason for him being the way he is?#i dont even like spitelout idk why im writing this 💀#spitelout jorgenson#httyd#rtte#stoick the vast#moth.txt
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Sometimes i forget that deans voice is stupidly and unnecessarily deep in the show then i watch a clip and im like ohhhh right i forgot he drank gravel
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NOT MY FRIEND TEXTING ME THIS ON THE DAY RICHARD LEWIS DIES
#curb your enthusiasm#WOW YNKOW THE CONVO A COUPLE EPISODES BACK ABOUT HIS WILL!#WHAT A BEAUTIFUL AND COOL THING TO CREATE KNOWING YOURE IN TERRIBLE SHAPE AND ON DEATHS DOOR#like bowie making stuff to release after he dies wow
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not me sneaking an ace ring onto my fave while drawing them 🤭
#designing an outfit for this character and I was like “I think it needs some jewelry”#“OMG YNKOW WHAT WOULD GO PERFECTLY”#ramblings
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i finally made a paypal + diff bank account lets go now my parents cant have access to my money
#life updates#YNKOW.....#i feel better now yeah#i'll be updating stuff now like adding my paypal account to kofi#and adding paypal as a means of payment for adopts
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I think a cocaine addiction would fix me
#it wouldnt but yknow itd feel great#until my heart gave out#then yknow#bleh#Im fine Im fine mostly sorta I need to go to bed#its so weird being as... aware as I am#like im not in a panic attack im not actively spiralling im not in a shutdown#I just#am sitting here like#yeah ynkow what im gonna voice these worrying thoughts#whateverrr no one careeee
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HELLOOO!! I see owl house talk, I'm guessing you saw the finale too :D
YESYASD IT WAS SO GOOD AUGH
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Something weirdly specific for at least some of us, that we've had in mind for awhile; unfortunately this was the closest we could get with a picrew tbh.
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Like, fortunately for us; while we have some things that irk us with this one, but this hits pretty close in a metaphorical sense at least for the people we're thinking of. Unfortunately for us, some of those are more obvious than others so we hesitated on weather we needed to share this or not LOL.
#stimboard#cn // highly personal#highly personal#GOD THAT PINK IN THE BACKGROUND. SO THREATENING.#THAT “SHE KNOWS” THING A MONTH BACK IN THE GAME SESSION. // OC-related tangent in the tags incoming#(<- hits differently in some situations)#(<- *stares at the plural OCs who we made an entire past for.*)#(<- *stares at the fact their whole thing is. dysphoria made them plural. and THEN they became functionally immortal.*)#(<- you don't skip town for no reason. they lived in a generation where being both would throw them in The Loony Bin)#(<- but only the QUEERNESS became more acceptable later on.)#(<- these bozos are a mirror to our own life and frustration. and that realistically. people are starting to accept endogenics to a degree.#(<- but the world we want and how endos are treated is NOT going to happen next yer. it MIGHT happen in like 20 years.)#(<- “she knows” has been and always will be our greatest fear and pushing through that is HARD.)#(<- So what would it look like INSTEAD to be hiding under queerness. which is still stigmatized as hell)#(<- but you can AT LEAST find a margin of community somewhere that isn't full of abusers and bootlickers/idenity-medicalists for that ID)#NONE OF THIS IS NEGATIVE we're actually kind of glad the GM saw the full implications of that even implicitly -#- getting the shivers just remembering that. But also it's interesting to implement that onto their younger singletsona lmao.#WERE SO PISSED THO THAT WE COULDNT FIND A GREYSCALE MASK THAT WASNT. HORROR OR PARTY. THESE FUCKERS ARE NOT VILLAINS YNKOW.#like how the fuck do we have a hoard of gifs in our tumblr likes and found NOTHING for that specifically lolsob?#yes these ARE the same two chucklefucks we blabbed on and on about for like a week on our main account.#but its their “singletsona”. kind of. kind of sort of. we have wholeass ideas on this narratively.#like we just need to WRITE as in actually write but the issue is every time we do we hit A Wall(tm)#but yeah. anyways. we have headmates playing a TTRPG and we may have projected our frustrations onto two OCs that we don't even play. 😭😭😭
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tbh i think kaeya's "choice" mentioned in mona's voiceline for him isn't picking between mond and Khaenriah but rather whether he wants to follow the path set for him by fate (or by that "inept god" one could say) or not
#SORRY IF THIS WAS OBVIOUS IDK 😭😭\#its ust with the way he's written? itfeels like all his appearances until now have been more about him figuring out his identity and how#he feels about the past ynkow#like the weinlesefest cutscene and notably caribert#and also hidden strife#all those deal with how he feels about his identity as an alberich and as a citizen of mond and as a member of the winery+ knights
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i have a job interview tomorrow. I hope it goes well but I also kinda don't want this job cause this specific position kinda feels like selling out. but oh well
#ranting hours#it only took like two weeks of applying to get an interview#last year when i was looking for an internship it took five monts of applying before i got an interview so. ynkow
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chapter 9..... also peep the new blog name i found out it was unused & went feral over it lawl!
story progress is coming along alright & i didn't realise how fun it was to write a slowburn till now. absolute torture for readers but it's amazing as an author. i only take slowburns or established relationships please! /lighthearted
#hollow knight#lemmquirrel#lemm x quirrel#fics n stuff#this chapter & ch10 were fully not meant to be made but i made them anyway#hence why there are now 21 chapters & not 18 anymore oops !#where did the extra one come from? i added an extra so i can make an epilogue of sorts because i didn't plan for one at first but ynkow#just finished writing ch12 btw & it's almost 10k words i didnt know i was capable of that#i have so much college work why am i writing fics#my fic
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ok im fukin makin yeast brread rn(i tried like twice n they suked so i have concluded that im bad at making bread. even though when i made those i was just worse at baking in general. it was like4years ago)
anyway im making bread rn n i made the dough, it rests on the counter 4 a bit.ITS FUKIN RISING N SHI. ITS DOIN WUT ITS SUPPOSED 2!!!
nyway main point is i think i might b making decent bread, but even if uts kinda shitty, its gnna b served wit soup so itll still get eaten so i wont b like "oh no one 8 it so it sux n i suk n i should never bake again"
alcoholism tw under cut(not rlly relevant to the post so no need to read it. just venting kinda a lil cuz i fukin wanna n this is my blog so shut the fuk up)
i have been drinking also. i might need 2 quit. how have i gone through like half a liter of EVERCLEAR(NOT VODKA. SHITS LIKE BASICALLY RUBBING ACL IF U DON TKNOW) in 2 days. n i havnt been gettin like CRUNK crunk. i mean, im def drunk, but i dont even think im black out st this point. ( i am gnna put this in another post cuz its not relavent to da bread.bread iz da point of dis post, not my alcoholism)
#reason i bring up soup iz cuz it kinda makes up for da shitty parts#like its gnna taste like bread no matter wut. im worried abt the texture if it#but if u have bread thats like 2 dense(my other attemts were way 2 dense) da soup helps combat that so its still fine#not the best but fine ynkow#like idrk how 2 make biscuits n the last time they were 2 dense. like not that flaky n shi. BUT they was wit gravy so it was decent#woulda been better if they were less dense but it was still p good n everyone liked it#but if u jus had like. biscuits wit sausage or smthn where u eatin them plain wit no liquidous substance#they would have been shit. but havin da gravy it was fine#nyway im rlly scared abt da bread. but its gnna b fine. im talking 2 myslef n reassuring myself that its fine.#like u can make bread sweetie i belejve in u
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also i'm gonna be honest y'all..... i'm not making it to 100 books this year 😔
#psy's no punctuation posts#i've just been too busy and not in the right headspace a lot of times to read#but once i finish the book i'm on that's 94.... so ynkow
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Ugh gonna dump my thoughts here for a moment about robots.
I just watched Mars Express, I liked it overall. It felt like thematically it took alot of queues from Ghost in the Shell and evolved and updated alot of its ideas, as well as Blade Runner 2049 (with the stories wide variety of robot types and other world building tidbits). Those stories all have very nuanced presentations of robots, as the synthetic reproduction of life is shown to be just as sentient as human life throughout the story (regardless if it's ai or a robot or synthetic or some other combo of organic/inorganic parts), but the main conflict/narrarive actively shows how the old human order is bent of subjecting them as well as the already existing human population. And the stories aren't meant to be uplifting, they are most often very, very sad, and operate more as cautionary tales. With Blade Runner 2049 and Mars Express basically showing that old human ways (like capitalism, greed, and the inability to recognize each other's shared humanity) is the downfall of not only humans, but provides continual suffering to those on the outskirts of human civilization (human or robot). That's such a neat theme, it's one of my favorite explorations of human sentience, but I've kinda hit a bit of a roadblock. 1.) I'm getting a bit tired of it always ending so sad. Not that I cant handle sad or bittersweet endings. However I just feel like the nihilistic approach is the default currently. All these pieces bring up these issues and instead of even offering glimpses of a solution to the problems it proposes, the narrative does the equivalent of just laying down and dying, just accepting the fate of humanity and our descendants to be doomed by our current short comings. Its a fine message for your story, its just getting overplayed to the point of frustration. And 2.) I'm not agaisnt fictional cop stories but can any of these cyberpunk/future dystopia with ai/robots/synthetic humans or whatever please have a perspective that isn't cop drama. Like obviously law enforcement is gonna come into play if you wanna explore these fictional societies' rules and laws and where their morals fail or succeed,etc etc, but like. Can we see the robots/ai/synth perspective more? I'm sick of it being some meat head human who's like on stage 1 of scifi ideas still questioning robot sentience when the robots/cool humans are already addressing much more pressing issues like what it means to be alive or some shit. Like I'm sick of the audience POV protag being so basic.
Tldr I love these stories I brought up a lot, and the world's have so much potential for moral dilemmas and stories but it's always the same cop detective stuff that never fully adresses the common person's experience in that reality, which is the most interesting stuff in those stories, as well as always defaulting to the most nihilistic outlook.
#btw im not saying dont ever make depressing sci fi or like it all has to be utopian#but when these worlds have such intricate dynamics and problems that clearly need to be solved and even in universe there are people-#trying to solve said issues but we never get to see their perspective its always from the perspective of someone within the collapsing-#system like a cop#idk its just very limiting imo#sci fi doesnt have to make me happy but im a lil sick of always being so sad#ynkow?#anyways the acension part of mars express was kinda neat idk its soultjon to human robot conflict was definitely interesting#marker of a good film is it does make me think#anyways rant over idk#robot#sci fi#analysis#rant#sorry this may be incorherent and make sense only to me#long post#mecha
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something i'd like to see going forward is the "all the way down" au in fanfiction. we need to start considering how characters wpuld interact if they met trying to jump off the same building. what if they as strangers all planned to coincidentally kill themselves at the same time but instead they met and forged deep meaningful bonds
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now make a map that shows when democracy was first introduced in every country and when democracy was destroyed by the cia 😍

How long each country has been a democracy?
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#not necessarily ops fault but the avergage first worlder will look at this and assume all countries that dont fit the 100+ years category#are full of barbarians#which they do anyways but#ynkow. would be nice to try and steer clear from thay narrative
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