#yknow what you're fucking doing? GIVING ME AN EATING DISORDER
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I wish all "eat less move more track everything" medical rote responses a very DIE.
#you could just fucking believe me#when I say that I prioritize protein and veg and that the brain RUNS ON CARBS so they are necessary#you could believe me when I tell you that I eat when I am hungry and I stop when I am full#and stop trying to get me to *log my emotions uwu* before and after eating#yknow what my emotions after eating are? FUCK YOU WHY I AM TRACKING THIS#It also just makes me hyper aware of my dissociation and adhd time-blindness which just makes me angrier#because it DISREGULATES THE THING I WAS ALREADY REGULATING by ALLOWING IT TO HAPPEN in controlled amounts#which by the fucking way is good for dissociative disorders LIKE MINE because not shoving the symptoms into a box or ignoring them#HELPS THEM BECOME REGULATED AND LESS NECESSARY FOR MENTAL STABILITY#forcing me to break the pattern does me no good#your *hard data* can be faked anyway stupid ass#I have spent SIX YEARS trying to heal an eating disorder#yknow what you're fucking doing? GIVING ME AN EATING DISORDER#god I wanna slap this woman so fucking badly#I'd like to do more than that if I'm being honest
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i know i have to stop thinking, talking, caring, etc. about this former friend of mine who "detransitioned" after straight up pretending to be trans for 4 years but like shes the weirdest human on earth. like for example im not gonna use her real name but she never could pick a new name she enjoyed, this is not even close to her actual name but for the sake of comparison it's as though her legal birth name was shelly and the "new" names she tried out were sheila, shirley, shena and shelby and upon detransition instead of going back to shelly shes ✨️Shellie✨️ now. cant lie every detransitioner ive ever met used a variation on their deadname as their "new" name but not everyone i ever met who did that was a detransitioner so ymmv. anyway she's somehow still clinging to the label of transmasc even though she has Literally detransitioned but shes also somehow calling herself transfem but to be 110% clear this is a cis woman. like this is a cis woman. and i think she's just honestly gone fully mask off with the idea that she doesnt think words have meanings. bc shes a bisexual cis woman who calls herself a transfem transmasc lesbian. who is Generously hard of hearing and POSSIBLY slightly visually impaired and says shes deafblind. who has generalized anxiety disorder and claims it is a psychosis. (btw she doxxed her own medical records so i can confirm that she is NOT diagnosed with schizophrenia, DID, or bipolar like she was originally claiming- yknow, actual psychotic illnesses?). a gymnast, acrobat and ballet dancer who has minor scoliosis and claims she is immobile while not even pretending to have limited mobility. who claims she speaks sign language because she knows "period" in QSL. (impossible to confirm whether or not she knows how to say anything else! she just keeps saying PERIOD!) a white woman who claims to be mixed race because her parents (Yes both of them) are mediterranean. like she is literally not even ethnically mixed and shes been telling people she's mixed race. she's pretended to be impoverished, to be a former teen runaway/sex worker, a former drug addict and a former alcoholic. i Promise you that none of those things are true like when i say this is the most judgemental person i have ever met, who to this day uses her own supposed former addiction as an excuse to victim blame addicts for the opiod crisis without being criticised too heavily. this is a rich (RICH not averagely wealthy RICH) woman who still lives off her rich relatives and claims to be poor and need money. like people irl keep saying well shes mentally ill shes mentally ill but i Know her better than that. this is not someone who is delusional or confused this is a grifter. do y'all not realise she is taking donations? "but why?" bc she is a spoiled rich brat who doesnt want to work and she knows that minority communities are good at fundraising. Literally that's the whole story. she's like my mother is financially abusive because she gives me Everything but i sometimes have to ask first. like this is not a "disabled person whose parents make them ask permission to eat food" scenario as she will try to make it seem this is a "my mom got annoyed because i spent $50 of her money on hair extensions without even asking" situation. i cant begin to describe how much this motherfucker just lies with her chest and claims you're a bigot if you call it out. excuse me did you say im rich? im privileged? ill have you know my mother only buys me weed with the compromise that i wont smoke inside the house. yes im 26 years old YOU are an ableist for not realising that im as obnoxious, rude, hypocritical, dishonest and entitled as i am because im Allegedly disabled. thats what all disabled people are like, fucking obviously. god i HATE HER where are my cats!!!!
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