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Forsan miseros meliora sequentur
#yeah no good things will come he gon die but the quote is still cool#fnv#fallout new vegas#arcade gannon#legion#legion be like no gays and then puts cock and balls on their flag smh#im guessing his clothes are gonna be in a worse state#and more bloody i dont think the legion is gonna care about cleanliness#this is more like under lanius#yes i am an evil person#arcade with graying hair save me#my art#slave arcade is such a tragic fucking thing#trust one person and get sold out#probably not the first one judging by him sayng lovers make poor confadants#no one is more damaged by reality
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[ID: two sets of drawings of Viktor and Five as centaurs. The first is approximately s2-s3 era; Viktor, whose horse half is a brown pony, is grinning smugly at Five. Five's horse half is a black foal and is shorter than Viktor. The second set of drawings is during s4; Viktor is still a brown pony but now Five's horse half is mostly grown up and thus significantly taller than him. (Five's horse color has also changed to a dark gray). Five is the one grinning smugly now, and Viktor says "Fuck you." End ID.]
omg guys season 4 made centaur au canon can you believe it. somewhere out there, every au you can dream of can be true in the reality of the show. wow!
#tua#the umbrella academy#five hargreeves#viktor hargreeves#centaur au#my art#tua spoilers#tua s4 spoilers#tua season 4 spoilers#KIND OF#extremely extremely loose s4 spoilers lmao#alas poor viktor. for a few shining moments he wasn't the shortest sibling but unfortunately no longer#anyway i did make an effort to make five look more like a teen horse than like a fully grown horse#however because this is a drawing and kind of cartoony i dont know how much it comes across#also yes i AM using the existence of the multiverse for evil#now im picturing horse five riding a subway meant for a human person and going what the fresh hell is this
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It's fun how in the Pacifist Route you learn about Chara when they were alive and in the Geno Route you learn about Chara now that they're dead.
Another thing I like is thatwith the tapes in the True Lab we hear Asriel getting Chara to do their creepy face. And in the End of the Geno Route where we get to see Chara actually do it.
In the Pacifist Route its about how they died, buttercup poisoning, and in the Geno Route it's about how they came to life via your actions.
I just think it's neat.
I also just don't understand how there are still people who think Chara was responsible for the Geno Route, like even if you don't consider the Player to be their own character in the game, it's still not Chara's actions, you don't play as Chara, you play as Frisk. So when you kill the monsters, it's not Chara doing it, it's Frisk. Chara may say you're not the one in control, but that's literally a lie as during the game you are in fact very blatantly in control. It's you, Frisk, who frees the monsters in the Pacifist Route, and it's still you, Frisk, who kills them in the Geno route. Chara just wants the credit for your actions because they're a dipshit, don't offload the blame onto them for what you did.
And on another note, I have seen someone claim that Kris is evil for not wanting to be under the player's control. It's. It's bullshit. It's pure stupidity.
There is at least one person out there who thinks Chara and Kris are both pure irredeemable evil, in a game series where every character has some levels of layers and nuance. Every character gets to have some good in them, except for these two humans, apparently. No, every action they take is motivated purely by evil, there is no nuance in that. Kris can't just be a flawed angsty teenager struggling with control and identity, they have to be ffucking evil. Chara can't have been a kid who committed suicide and became a demon after you killed monsters in their name, they have to have always been 100% pure evil.
Because nuance is for every character except them. They're to blame for the player's bad actions against the monsters, even moreso than their own bad deeds.
#mango man speaks#utdr#undertale#chara#chara dreemurr#deltarune#kris#kris dreemurr#yes i am still pissed off about that person who thinks both of them are pure evil.
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“Homura callously destroys everything and everyone else because she's selfish and she only loves madoka” right that's why, when she rewrote the entire universe, she not only made it to where Madoka would be surrounded by her friends and her family, but she also gave Sayaka a second chance with not only Kyoko, but with Hitomi and Kyoske as well. That's why she gave Nagisa and Mami a life together. Because she's callous and selfish and she doesn't care about anyone but Madoka. That's why she took on the brunt of immortality for Madoka to be human again, even if it's temporary, choosing to suffer alone whilst everyone else has a second chance at a life. Go fuck yourself. I'm so tired of seeing ppl minimize Homura's love for Madoka and her friends by writing off her actions as “oh she's just a selfish evil edgelord who destroys everything and everyone who isn't madoka bc she doesn't care about anything else bc selfishness vs selflessness themes!!” like you do know that you can point out Homura's selfishness and Madoka's selflessness without blatantly lying and trying to rewrite canon to fit your narrative, right?
#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#mahou shoujo madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica rebellion#homura akemi#madoka kaname#muting notifications to this bc i already know ppl who either want homura to be evil to justified their hatred for her#because they can't admit they still don't understand why homura did what she did in rebellion after 10 years#or those who want her to be evil and toxic bc they think that makes her a girlboss are gonna foam at the mouth either way#yes homura acted selfishly but not in the way everyone claims she did y'all are just twisting her actions to fit your narrative#it's 2023 just say you hate her and move tf on bc i am NOT going into Walpurgisnacht Rising with ppl in my ear telling me#how awful homura is and how she's a terrible person#homura did nothing wrong
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the rendering here accurately reflects my post-round 7 mental state: a mess
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#alien stage#ivan#till#mizi#alnst#fanart#myart#doodle#round 7 destroyed me and this scene especially sent chills down my spine#i was crying to at least 3 diff ppl earlier today when i watched the mv#vivinos quite literally owes me therapy#something about this scene and ivan looking at till and till not looking at ivan even after round 6#sick and twisted and evil#copypasting my exact live reactions: the way till snapped out of it bc of mizi and how he immediately went to her despite the situation#at that point idt his mind was on the competition it was almost like he was seeking relief?? to me at least??#and yes i saw the post that pointed out how each of them died smiling bc they were seen by the person they cared about most#i am devastated#also shoutout to a certain someone bc now i'm on the ivantill unrealized rather than unrequited love train#it's so painful
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ugh sorry about all those people. you are definitely my favorite loz artist! and whenever you post about persona (my special interest) i get unreasonably happy :D
i’m glad there’s people who like the personaposting because i haven’t thought about anything except those games in probably like 3 months
#finished strikers and started Q2 a few days ago#and Q2 is an EVIL GAME btw because it gives me all the characters and then gives me a 5 PERSON PARTY LIMIT#I CANT WVEN FIT ALL MY FAVS IN ONE PARTY.#how can you expect me to choose between akechi joker kotone akihiko aigis naoto and kanji??? i can’t narrow that down any more 😭😭#and yes i know naoto and akechi are functionally the same character. i am not removing either of them from the party#also none of those characters are healers. which is doubly problematic for me#asks
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There's something about like. A certain genre of posts / Online Opinions about insecurity/depression/misery/complaints that are so unhelpful that they wrap right around to being straight up hilarious. and it's the ones that are more or less written to the tone of "Feeling bad? That's gross!" Like, just so you know, don't voice your insecurities/ have low self esteem, because that's offputting! You're gross and weird. Don't be insecure about that, though. That would be stupid if you felt insecure about people disliking you for being insecure. Not attractive. You should be thinking about being as attractive as possible. You shouldn't make comments about suicide, even if you're suicidal! Keep those thoughts entirely to yourself. Make sure nobody around you knows you're thinking about this. It would Make Them Uncomfortable. It's better to keep these thoughts in your head where they can fester. Don't post OR talk to friends with complaints about you feeling miserable or depressed. Tbh people who are sad/upset a lot? Kinda a red flag! You are probably miserable because you're a bad person and you've brought this on yourself. If you don't have friends, it's because you're awful to be around. Easy! Solved the problem for you. And no, there is no nuance to this, got it? So, make sure to feel bad about feeling bad, but don't feel bad about it, because, well, that's just gross. And annoying! You might've wanted your brain rotted thoughts to be Peer Reviewed, you might have just needed to vent- you might've been hoping for some comfort, to get things off your chest. Well, don't! Don't talk about thoughts or feelings that are negative with your friends, you'd be burdening them and that's only meant for THERAPY. #SponsoredbyBetterHelp #MentalHealth like, DAMN. that's so helpful. you're so good at helping. I um really liked the part where these are all hard and fast rules that encourage keeping feelings bottled up and keeping your friends at arm's length. That's really funny of you.
#I FEEL LIKE COMPLAINING RN in the context of this alternate universe these posts live in. that makes me evil rn. I may not even keep#the post up. but I Needed to complain about these bc I hate seeing them#really funny and good because it very much feeds into that part of the brain where you go wait am I stupid? am I horrible? am I annoying?#before you express any kind of personal feelings. from feeling insecure alll the way down the spectrum to feeling like your life is over#before anyone How Dare You Say We Piss On The Poor-s at me YES there is a nuanced version of this#which is. you can make someone feel like shit (A Fellow Sufferer Of The Mental Eelnesses) by using them as your dumping ground#in excess and usually with no regard for how they feel and without Regular conversations inbetween#and in a one-sided way where they can't do the same and complain with you as a sounding board in return#don't tell new friends you hardly know abt THE MOST personal shit you can possibly think of. there are steps being skipped here#right? we know this. we all know it. setting a boundary is a thing. overwhelming a person is a thing#on the other hand there is such a thing as a friend who IS okay to listen and wants to help. and friends who relate.#maybe talking abt personal stuff makes ppl feel closer sometimes. just a thought! maybe not everything is Emotional Labor. maybe just maybe#but like come on. these are almost intentionally unhelpful posts#long post
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just thinkin about it…………
#da posting#lucanis dellamorte#yes *I* hate caterina deeply on a personal level and think she’s heinously evil but Lucanis and Effie do not#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#and at the end of the conversation Caterina doesn’t give approval either way because that’s not her voibe#but she DOES say as she leaves ‘I would like one of the children to be named for your mother’#and that’s close enough#also tho another scene where Lucanis is like ‘yeah sooo I’m expected to provide heirs’#and effie says ‘say LESS babygirl I am open for business’#effie de riva
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"Do you know where we are going next?" I asked ART.
Y'know what, I think maybe I don't need any more Murderbot books. I think maybe ending things here is fucking perfect and as much as I love Wells's writing I'm genuinely not sure it can get better for me.
Like, so much of the books are about MB learning how to be a person, about becoming okay with being a complete individual with everything it entails. The first thing it does once it's actually allowed to decide on its own is it runs away from it all (admittedly to go on a mission to confirm some things about its past, because it genuinely just wants to be *good*). It shoves all its emotions away as much as it's able to. Then shit happens, and it makes its first friends, makes decisions based on these friendships, goes through a lot of emotionally intense situations...
And we get to this point here. MB having zero doubts about going with ART says a lot about its relationship with ART, but it also says a lot about its relationship with its humans - it knows that wherever it goes, when it comes back, the humans will still be there. Its humans actively acknowledge its struggles with being a now-free SecUnit and MB is willing to entertain the discussions to an extent and share information about its deeply personal experiences. Hell, System Collapse ends with MB admitting it might be somewhat broken, but that's okay as long as it can keep doing its job, and agreeing to basically do counselling - this is the guy what would rewatch its favourite TV show again and again in order to avoid acknowledging it even had Emotions a couple books back.
Reading this, I know that MB will be okay. It has hopes and goals and genuinely believes in itself and it has an amazing support system that its willing to lean on for the first time in its life. I'm convinced it'll go on to do great things with ART. And that's really the only thing I need to know.
#Murderbot#murderbot diaries#tmbd#system collapse#Herr's personal tag#Also like. System collapse dives deep into MB's feelings about its life as secunit prior to the events of all systems red#I find this conversation from when they were discussing what would happen if the BE folks got to the colonists first /very/ telling#MB going on about how life as a corporate slave is absolute fucking hell#ART drone saying that they can't just kill people because the alternative is worse than death#ART: would it have been kinder to kill you before you'd disabled your governor module?#MB with zero fucking hesitation: /yes/#(followed by my favourite ART line ever. “You know I am not kind.”)#Like. MB would not have always admitted that it had hated its life as a secunit this openly#Saying it was shit is one thing saying I would rather be dead than think of me or anyone else going through this again is a very different#And here it has zero issues stating that. At least when talking to ART#And then later on it goes on to offer its actual memories for a publicly screened documentary#Because it knows it's the only way to make people see. The only way to save then from the same (ish) fate#And it's willing to do whatever it takes to save these people it's never even met before from what it views as fate worse than death#Including opening up and acknowledging its past experiences and past/current feelings#And I'm just like. Man I couldn't be more proud of you if I tried.#You go MB. Holy fuck I wish I could do what you've done. You might just be the person to defeat this evil capitalism my dude
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i think tiktok is maybe the worst place for beauty advice in the entirety of human history BUT there's this one woman who shows celebs with their natural hair colour in an effort to convince the world that you will always look better with your own natural hair and it's actually working. there's this filter going around that shows you with a bunch of different hair colours and so often the comments are all "you look so much better with brown hair, your natural colour always looks best!!" and i know tiktok specifically curates echo chambers but still, seeing these random girls be influenced away from their blonde highlights is so healing to me
#idc if it takes a little phrenology together we will defeat the evil of women feeling like they have to be blonde to be pretty#i probably feel more strongly about this because i am dutch but i know so many girls who spend so much money on highlights for NO REASON#having brown hair is ok i promise.... yes even if it's 'mousy' brown........ i love you please stop. for me#personal
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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3
dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)
horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)
ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333
dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)
OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)
#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them#this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333#i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits#i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3#you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing#anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices#but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333#idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off#horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer#and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh#idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror#because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said#what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon#killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh#if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror#fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept#i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh#i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc#you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab#anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#sans au#utmv#tricule hc
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#1 bastard of egg island
if the islanders can’t do it i’ll end this motherfucker myself
#qsmp#qsmp watcher#qsmp eye guy#what the fuck is this thing called#qsmp fanart#qsmp purgatory#jay’s 3d printing (mis)adventures#yes the eye is all wonky and messy. i am Bad at that#i originally printed it to be evil cucurucho then had a different idea on how to make them and shelved it#until now#until i had enough rage for this eye motherfucker to make it Real™️ to strangle it in person
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oh great in episode 6 of 4 minutes my beloved. he's so fucked up. i love him.
#can you believe this was the best episode of the whole show so far#it was so messed up this is all i wanted from this show#like is it my birthday or something#im so obsessed#everyone was displaying unhinged behavior and i am here for it#also great is so multifaceted#like he's not a bad person perse but he does do bad things#due to his upbringing and his complacency and his fear cause he is a bit of a coward yes#but like he does feel bad about the effed up stuff he's done#he is just trying to drown it out and ignore it#i just love it when a character is allowed to do the absolutely wrong thing sometimes#and suffer the consequences of their actions#while still also not being an awful awful person deep down#great is a person that's not that good but not that evil either#and he is lonely af and deep down seeking genuine human connection and doesn't even realize it#love that#4 minutes#4 minutes the series
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it’s wild to me that people act like the bad kids were baselessly paranoid and rude to the rat grinders as if kipperlilly wasn’t weird and hostile in her introduction. and as if the girl who had a baseless one-sided grudge against them before she was infected with preternatural rage was gonna go ‘nevermind’ and give up her evil plot if the bad kids were perfectly niceys. Okay
#yes i am vagueposting. sorrrrrry#i genuinely dont want to be mean about people not engaging with a story in the same way as me. but i swear some people are simply not#willing to engage with the story at all. and instead are making up a story in their minds#also the idea that the bad kids are universally being paranoid/suspicious of (new) npcs and arent interacting with anyone else is goofy#mazey and gertie are there. like they are there in the show i know you saw them. and they have basically universally positive relationships#with their classmates that arent evil and plotting to kill them personally#the only characters theyve mistrusted are the ones that were very overtly coded as up to some shady shit#ribbits#d20#d20 spoilers#fhjy spoilers
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People who don't comment on fics truly don't understand the exhileration of spamming a writer's inbox with multiple confessions of your undying love knowing you are about to bring them to their motherfucking knees.
#Like yes#I am evil. Why do you ask?#fanfiction#ao3#i once left like 80+ something comments on one single fic all on my lonesome because there was less than 100 comments and NO BOOKMARKS#and I took that PERSONALLY#spread the love people#this is your reminder to leave ALL the comments
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Man ran into someone making a long analysis post about the 3.3 interlude quest, and like valid interpretation, but...
It's so weird for me, because I'm a weirdo who separates the terms Bad Person and Evil.
I think Scaramouche was about the worst person he could have been. However, that doesn't mean he was evil. He was a bad person because he was in a rampage, raging like a fire that couldn't be put out. He hurt people because he was unable to control that rage, as it too was fueled from hurt. When the whole world hurts you as badly as it hurt Scaramouche, when it dehumanizes you at every point it can, and makes you feel like you can do nothing but suffer because the gods and morals spurn you just for existing--and you don't even want to exist--of course he's going to lash out at the entire world! He hurt innocent people, but those innocent people were part of the world that deeply scarred him. And even then, again, there is lore that Scaramouche was kind to the elderly and to children. It's very possible that when he perceived someone as innocent, he didn't even think to hurt them to exert force or power over them. He helped them, even.
And even if that piece of lore isn't canon, it doesn't really matter. He's a bad person, yes--but to call him evil is misleading. To call him evil is to think in terms of black and white, and not about the shades of grey that exist in the real world.
I will never shut up about how Scaramouche's story was an allegory for abuse, how he was neglected from the moment he was born, how he was failed by his family, how he was manipulated and abused by the Fatui and Dottore--like. There's a whole ass line Signora says to his face that literally mocks him for being Dottore's test subject. He was the ugly duckling, the unwanted child, cast aside and deemed as a demon to be tormented for just existing. The only people who accepted him? They all died. The world literally taught Scaramouche he couldn't be loved or treated kindly, less those people die too.
There are real, living, breathing people who are just like Scaramouche. Who do bad things and are bad people right now because they don't know what kindness feels like, or how to be good. I think the distinction is important for those people in particular, because to just call people like Scaramouche evil implies that they cannot get better. That they deserve to suffer and hurt. That their feelings are invalid.
But being a bad person does not mean you are evil or irredeemable. It means you need to stop and look at yourself, you need to stop and look at the world that you want to burn. Even at your lowest point, there is salvation--you can find happiness. You can recover. You can step forward to a new future where you can become a better person.
For as much as I dislike the 3.3 interlude quest and how it handled certain aspects of Nahida's character and the Traveler, I thought that this message of abused victims who are hurting deserve to find peace and happiness too was a good message to bring home. It was very muddied down by Nahida and the Traveler, yes, but all in all, the 3.3 Interlude quest was never meant to be about redemption.
It was meant to be about healing. About taking the first steps necessary to accept yourself and move forward with your life.
#genshin impact#Scaramouche#The Wanderer#Nahida#The Traveler#Aether#Lumine#Paimon#Kabukimono#Yuuto Wrenn#No I will NOT shut up about how Scaramouche is not Evil and I am Tired of seeing it#For fucks sake let's stop conflicting ''Bad person'' with ''evil''#Like yes to be evil means to be a horrible person#but you can be a bad person without being evil#And I believe that Scaramouche was not /evil/#A terrible person? Yes#But evil? No.#He's too much of an abuse victim-lashing-out allegory for me to feel comfortable saying that ever
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