#yeee im alive

[theshykawaiipotato]

Silly goofy hehe

[simonsrileyhusband]

imagine body worshipping simon… just kissing his scars and admiring his big muscles as you look at him with the most adoring and loving gaze as if you just saw a god, im so obsessed with this mans body RAHHH

also can i be 🎀 anon???

yeees, hi 🎀anon

simon is aware of how his body looks, all the scars and burn marks his body carries. the tattoos that try to hide the "ugly" marks of his body, he knows how bulky and big he is, he knows it scares a lot of people away.

yet, you seem to find every single inch of him beautiful.

everytime he leaves the showe with only a towel around his waist you cant help but stare, you eyes trailing every vein and muscle, taking in the sight of your man.

and simon is aware of how much you like love his body, but he doesnt really understand why.

ao you make sure that when you lay on his chest at night to show him how beautiful you think he is. tracing his tattoos, kissing his scars, gently brushing and admiring them.

you know the history of them by memory, yet you love to hear simon whispering the stories behind them to you. from time to time he adds a new detail that he was esither keeping from you or forgot to say.

but as time goes by, simon grows fond of your admiration for his frame, and he no longer finds it 'too big' or 'too intimidating'. he loves how his arms hug you, carry you around the house, lift the heavy groceries for you, he loves how his height allows you to find him easily, how he can pick things you cant reach and softly kiss your forehead.

simon no longer finds hid scars a bad reminder of the shitty things he had to do, now he wears them as a reminder that he is alive and gets to go home to you.

[cartoonguy08]

Guys I absolutely love any type of SpyDad angst.

I can’t tell which one’s my favorite though. For me, I’m gonna be so honest I physically CANNOT draw spy being a horrible dad, yes, I can draw him being a dick, but not a complete horrible person.

Spy to me and how I portray him (because I wanna draw them in like, maybe an even more cartoony way than they already are, as you can tell from my art style) I try to make him kinda more serious than the others, still very goofy and cartoony, maybe a little sassy, and when I draw him with Scout I want him to feel empathy, I want him to feel somewhat guilty every time he’s with him, or when he is with his all he picture is his son. That is his son. And he can’t get over that, that will always be with him and remember that: I left this boy. I left this boy when he needed me most. And for that he like, will try and become more fatherly or just a father figure towards him (even though Scout get’s a little upset at it. Like, he doesn’t like being treated like a child).

I’m really bad at explaining it, but how I like to portray SpyDad is just him feeling genuinely guilty. He loves him, he loves him deep down, he just never wants to say the words themselves, or reveal that vulnerability to others. And he especially doesn’t wanna have to know the response of Scout and how he feels about it. He keeps it hidden, but in general, he is very proud of him. Not only for holding his own all the time but for being so strong during the times they face, the war, the battles, everything. He may never say it, but he is proud. Very, proud of Scout. (And he can’t help but look at him, and just see him as his kid. Mushy stuff, mushy stuff ik)

But god, I absolutely LOVE these other ways Spy is portrayed as a father and how he feels after this time.

- Spy tries to connect with Scout but realizes the entire team is a completely better father figure than he will ever be, and that eats at him alive? YES, LET THE MAN SUFFER YEEES!!

- Spy doesn’t even try to connect with Scout because the team is taking care of him already, and even when Scout wants to connect with him Spy shoos him away? WHAT AN ASSHOLE BUT YES IM EATING IT UP!!

- Spy’s guilt destroys him slowly because after all this time Scout doesn’t even care that he’s his father, and instead shrugs it off as just another problem? BRO, BRO ABSOLUTELY PERFECT

Every one of these, and there’s PLENTY more, but these three made me think about how much k want to see this asshole suffer from being a deadbeat father who decided to leave, flea. Never getting to give the love Scout wanted from a father figure. Yeah he had his mother, but what if he just wanted his dad? What was he supposed to do? Scout suffered from Spy’s absence, so now Spy suffers the consequences. I. Eat. This. Up. Never in my life would I be so invested in something as much as this but I’m DEEP, my mind thinks about them 24/7. This is insane. I’m going insane.

Spy. Spy seriously dude, wtf are you doing?

Don’t be like spy. We must be better than spy. Because he is an awful father.

(If spy isn’t gonna better himself I’ll make him, literally)

[sam-dimples]

i'm so glad the supernatural fandom is alive and well (or not but that's another debate), I started the show after it finished and im so happy people are still absolutely obsessed by it !!! like yeees let's all lose our minds together i feel less alone here <3

[carriculumvitae]

dnd, oh, my dnd (yep im alive)

... aaaaand yep the only reason why i didn't post there is my dnd campaign. aaaand oh do you want to meet with my oc?? meet with my sweety honey bun?? my sugar pie?? yeees you want!!

here he is.

i increased my art skill didn't i??

he's name is lucius (well in my language it's sounds like um... luciy??) and he is tiefling bard (i still don't have a clue how to write this ha ha) annnd he is cis and punsexual (he is a BARD!! no phkn way he isn't)

i made him in umm... summer 2021 i guess?? waw it's been sooooo looong. he is my son and sun and well i just love him so much qwq

for cool tags :^) baldurian version

[the-phantom-peach]

perhaps im still alive. tackling a bit of my ask box tonight yeee

[keichanz]

guys. it's happening.

i'm writing again.

and oh my GOD does it feel good. y'all i'll be completely honest, i was so scared that my motivation to write was gone. it has been so long since i've actually been inspired to write anything, and then suddenly i come across a tiktok video and BAM. like i've come across vids that make me go "hmmm that'd be a cute oneshot" and then file it away to ponder at a later time, but this particular one made me go !!!!!! and ZWHOOOP off to microsoft word i went lmao.

now please dont get too excited - i dont know when ill actually finish it, or how long it's even gonna be. at the moment i surmise maybe ten or so pages. but yall know me - it could be way longer than that lol. and yes before you ask it's inukag pfftt. like i would write anything else. c'mon.

but anyway. i'm writing again and i'm so happy adj;ifa;lf. no i will not post the video that inspired me lmaooo y'all gonna have to wait until i post it huehuehue~ i just hope it doesn't turn out as complete trash because i haven't written anything in so long pfftt

in addition, since im making a post, ill also take the opportunity to say that i'm going to be moving most of my fanfiction from ffnet onto ao3 eventually. possibly near future. i say most because there are a few fics that i have no problem dying right along with ffnet.

if there is a certain fic of mine on ffnet that you want to read on ao3, drop a line and lemme know. if its one i plan on not posting on there, if it gets enough "votes," ill consider posting it.

thanks guys. for hanging around this long and being patient with me, i mean. i know ive probs lost a few followers for being so inactive, which that's fine, it happens. but im grateful for all of you that stuck around with me this long. and i really hope this oneshot i'm writing is worth the very long wait for new content lol. who knows maybe ill have it done in time for christmas 👀

i love you all ❤️

keiz

[venelona]

some reapertale cuteness cuz after reading Bride of the Underworld I got into the reapertale groove

Here’s a comic idea for which I got like a year ago xd

trees are evil im not drawing them again

[incorrect-lotr-trash]

you are very cool :)

oh my dear Anon I am many things but COOL ain't one of them - I'm a lil clumsy potato BUT THANK YOU💗

[wndrcarol]

anyone in the mood for a ceo!sharon fic?

[strxnged]

I think definitely the world would be a better place if we got married what do you say

OKAY FIRST OF ALL I LOVE YOU LOTS I think that was hopefully already clear BUT. you are so deserving of love and you're literally a ray of the prettiest most reflectiviest most beautiful ethereal light ever okay like u GLEAM AND GLOW AND LET YOUR POWER SHINE ALL AT ONCE!! DANG!! THAT'S PRETTY COOL LOVE

you also. do not have to be so hard on yourself. there are so many places to be at so many times so SLOW DOWN PLS you're doing the best u can and I!! am so proud of you for doing so!! life is hella rough but you're powering through it like a champ SO PLEASE TAKE TIME TO APPRECIATE YOURSELF BC HOLY SMOKES you've dealt with so much alone and now I am very glad you have people to help you!!! AND DEFINITELY KEEP ASKING FOR HELP THERE'S NOTHING WRONG IN DOING THAT BECAause yOU DESERVE TO BE SUPPORTED,🫶🫶🫶🕺🕺🕺

(warning talks of religion ahead 👍) and okay my life has been SO CRAZY BUT WE'RE GETTIN THRU IT??? UHHH WOWOWOW I joined praise team again after avoiding church for like six months 😭😭🫶🫶 and IT IS. DEFINITELY SO HELPFUL because even though I'm still working on it there is something so easing about knowing God's got your back do u feel me?? IM STILL WORKING A LOT ON FINDING MYSELF AFTER THE IDENTITY CRISIS OF 2021-2022 BUT IM still trying out different things and I've learned that is so totally okay !!

AAEJDRJH how about you dude?? I am still praying for you lots and I care about you sm so if you 💥 EVER need anything let me know okay I love you so much

ANYWAYS MY DUDE MAKE SURE TO DRINK A TON OF WATER AND EAT GOOD FOOD AND GET REST (emphasis on get rest sleep before 1 am bro (affectionate)) you're doing so so SO AMAZING fighting through all of your struggles and I hope you keep on fighting YOU'RE DOING SO GREAT BC LOOK AT U GO!! UR STILL ALIVE!! YELL HEAH!! 🫶🫶🕺🕺🕺🕺

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH OKAY PLEASE GET REST AND REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE WORTH IT YOU ARE SO LOVED MWAHHHDHXA

lenn my darling... look, you've written five paragraphs worrying for me and one vaguely concerned with yourself.... DON'T BE A HYPOCRITE, OKAY?? i love to see you sharing the love you have but i hope it's coming from a place of knowing how loved you ARE. so ??? i appreciate you a ton man

the identity crises... yeees, yesssss, we been there. of course it will never quite end, but that's really what teenage years are all about. like, scientifically. we are figurin it out in adolescence.

however, even on days when you don't know who you are, on days where you can't seem to get yourself to fit into anything you thought you should be able to? your #1 identity, beyond anything else, is someone who is loved. ISNT THAT WILD. THATS WHO YOU ARE. THAT IS WHO YOU WERE MADE TO BE. YOU WERE HASHTAG MADE TO BE LOVED. and so APPRECIATE YOURSELF TOO?? OKAY?? and take lots of deep breaths and smile and gosh i know you're working yourself really hard right now!! school be like that!! but your best is enough ofc and dont ever forget that.

[ahoge-fish]

Hi!! Hope ur doing ok over there!

I know u must be very busy at the moment so pls dont feel the need to answer this, this is just something i want to say to u

I want to thank u, from the bottom of my heart for all that u do here, not only u create beautiful content but also make people smile with ur drawing that u had done for them. Thank u that even tho ur busy u try ur best to give content whenever u can and on theses tirying times ur works just brings me to smile 😊💕💕💕💕

The amount of time u put in ur stories and how well detail it explains behind the character's beliefs and understand makes them feel alive! I love it to bits!!

And ur art is just as wonderful i have no words to express its just so - well detail and alex's freckled skin its so pretty! U made me love her crack ebergy so much hdjdndjdjjdnndjd 😭💘💘💘💘💘💘

Its thanks to u that i felt inspired to create my own lil story >//W//<

Srsly thank u for existing and creating this wondeful lil world in the jjba fandom im so glad i stumbeled in ur blog 💕💕💕💕

Thank u for ur patience, hope u have a good one 🙏💕

I-

THANK YOU??? I MEAN, THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!

I am indeed very busy with school, but I can always respond to asks like this or a little chat! I just don't have time or energy to draw, but I'll be back this summer WOOOOOOO! >:D

I am really really glad that you like what I do so much to the point of inspiring you to do your own story! It's a very good feeling knowing that I am good enough to inspire people :'') 💖💖💖

And of course I'm also very glad you like my story!! It is still a work in progress, when I can I keep modifying things and it's all just messy, with posts where I tell important things or a big chunch of lore or just a tiny bit around the blog, I just have to put all of the things together in a single post and then I'll put the link in my pinned post! But I'll do that after Stone Ocean comes out, because now that there's the anime I stopped reading the manga (it's just difficult for me reading it, and I also prefer seing the characters move and hear their voices and sounds uwu. I still know how it ends so, what I need is to know what happends in the middle of it, that's also why I'm waiting for the anime XD).

STIIILL! Like I said I'm very glad you like it so far! I fatigue to express myself through words, but I do my best to make it as understandable as possible! And for that I also have to thank @helpimhyperfixating , because her writings make me understand the dynamic of writing and she also helps me! Thank you Gogo💖💖💖

And for Alex, again I am reeeeally glad that you like her! Because as I said in one of my previous posts, I basically grew up with her so she's very special to me and I'm glad that other people like her too :'') AND YEEES FREACKLES ARE AMAZING!!!

And your artstyle is also SO ADORABLEEEE!! I love the way you draw, the expressions and even you do a lot of freckles hehehe ;)) 💖💖💖

And also, thank YOU for stumbling into my blog! Your reblogs are- I LOVE THEM! The tags you put are so funny and so wholesome at the same, and I never get tired to read them!! They just express more the appreciation you have for my draws and I feel honoured ;v; 💖💖💖

THANK YOU FOR THIS AMAZING ASK!! I hope you have a nice day too! :D 💖💖💖💖💖

[call-me-koi]

Last ones out is a rotten egg.

Deku x fem!reader

Warning! Fire, building on FiRE, Kids crying? Curse words, angst bbyyyy reader getting hurt and deku cryinngg but good ending uwu

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Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

You we're running towards a one of japans largest hotels that is now caught on fire. You could smell the air getting more and more dense with smoke and ash. The ashes becoming so visible you feared seeing chunks of it. The sky becoming an alarming orange and red, and the sounds of fire trucks and citizens screaming didn't help.

As you arrived, you stood there. Suddenly feeling so small, seeing a 7 story building on fire and adults, elders, teens....kids. Something broke inside of you at the thought of children beging inside the building. And deku notices. And panics.

Kids. Kids. Kids. Save. Help. Save. Please please. Help save. PLEASE. PLEASE. RUN RUN RUN. RUN.

You were about to be given orders by some other heros and fire fighters as you bolted towards the burning building. Only hearing faded screams and deku yelling your name before you broke the door open and ran inside the building.

Hell. All you could see was hell. You didn't notice your breathing worsening, or how pale you looked like. All you could see was flames dancing, some higher than others and some brighter. The once velvet walls are now dark red or ashes. The flower pots that once held flowers broken. The paintings burned into chard.

You froze on the spot. You couldn't move even if you wanted to, you were afraid. So so afraid. But all that left when a kid screamed from the second floor.

"Mommy!!! Mommy help!! Moommy!!!"

Then, you ran again. You leaped and doged pieces of burning wood and burned down tables and chairs. Following the sound of that voice. Something screamed inside of you to save that kid. Save it now. You felt something hurt against your back, but ignored it when you found the kid.

The sight broke you even. More. Making the pain in your back seem like nothing.

He was a toddler, around 5 years, huddling in a corner trembling as his eyes stickied to the growing fire around him. You mentally kicked yourself and dashed towards him before scooping him up in your arms, facing your back towards the nearing fire.

"Hey hey hey, its okay its ooookay" you held him close and rubbed his back as he sobbed and wailed in your shoulder. You nor him could breath properly due to the smoke filling the air. You had to get him out of there, but due to the time waisted the building was breaking down.

Then an idea popped up.

"Would ya like to play tag?" You asked him, his eyes shined for a second before nodding. You stood up and kept him in your arms before running towards the near exit. The growing smoke, heat and ashes filled the air more. And more. And more. You couldn't keep up.

"L-Last ones out is a rotten egg!!" You shouted, hoping it would give the child an idea of what to do. Which, thankfully he did. But didn't do it. "N-No!!! I don't want to leave you here!!" He sobbed in betweens coughs, making you tear up yourself. "I-It's fine!! It's just-" you were cut off by the ceiling behind you fall making the fire rise up more.

Shit.

You knew you only had time to save one, so you ran towards the door, seeing a bush of green hair frantically run towards you. You knew what to do.

You pushed the child into his arms, before pushing him out of the way. The last thing he saw was you with a smile smile while the whole building fell down with you.

You ran towards your friends at max speed trying to catch them. You were playing tag and you were it, no matter how fast you ran you could never catch them. It was all fun and games, really. You enjoyed the feeling of the wind running through you, the laughter, the joy. One day you were in the middle of a game, when your mom shouted "time for lunch!" Everyone stopped, and only the shout of one kid was heard. "Last ones out is a rotten egg!"

×××

You suddenly woke up from your flashback, seeing nothing but white walls, your arms all covered up in bandages, and a bush of green, soft curls on your lap. "De.....ku?..." You whispered as you gently ran your bandaged fingers through his hair. Making him jolt up a bit and making eye contact to you beautiful (e/c) eyes. "S/.....o..." He grabbed your hand ever so gently before placing it on his cheek and sobbing.

He too had his fair share of bandages but nothing compared to you. The tears falling down his cheeks seemed to never end as a string of apoligies came out if his mouth. "Y-you're alive!! Im so sorry!! I wish i could've helped you- im so so sorry!!! Im sorry you got hurt im-" he couldn't continue his sentence due to hiccups and his breath cutting off.

"You were burning s/o!! Y-Your whole back got scratched up and-and burned!! You were out for days!! I thought i had l-lose you!!!" He sobbed more as he leaned more into your touch, but not enough to cause pain. He had told you about the kid and how he was, nothing to bad, just minor burns and scraps. Apparently his mom wasn't around the time the fire started leaving him all alone.

You could only smile and lean against the hospital bed. You felt peace and started feeling tired.

"Seems like i'm the rotten egg."

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yeee hawww i didn't like this one ,,

Hope u liked it xd

[rsushiiihome]

uh oh, guess, Im kind of alive (again? (I hope???)) but I will post some more stuff for asks box after giving commissioners their commissions but doodles that I’ve already drawn I’ll post here and some on my other blog

soo, yeee guess Imma here again

[ramenbirdo]

YO IM BACK ALIVE

i wont be active on my askblogs tho

so ill just be answering on this main blog and posting some animations/doodles

[sokhag]

tagged by @xiielian​ thank you!! (also.... huhhhh imtheoceanswimmerbtw 👀)

Rules: answer the 10 questions, write your own 10 questions, then tag 10 people

1. do you enjoy going to music concerts? (why/why not?)  yeees!! having the artist right in front of you is really cool! the last concert i went to was pvris eirufrffg amazing!!

2. can you keep houseplants alive?  honestly idk? never had one but i’d probably let the poor thing die :(((

3. do you have any pets? what kind? what are their names? (please tell me everything about them pls i’m begging) .....oh my god........ dude...... don’t start me on this friyutuggtg OKAY!! i have a guinea pig, she’s only 5 months and her name is luna! she’s a white teddy guinea pig and she looks like a polar bear 😭😭she’s super clean like she even has her own toilet (!!!) in her cage i lOVE HER SO MUCH!!!! i also have a dog, her name is tessa, she’s mixed (she kinda looks like a labrador with orange dots) she’s amazing!! i also want a cat but the shelters are closed bc of quarantine :(((

4. if you could buy a house right now (lmao yeah i know but indulge me) would you rather live in an old (but still really fancy) house, or a brand new house? idk maybe an old house?? with a spooky vibe?? i want people to tell their kid “oh no honey don’t go near that house, there’s a witch inside” 

5. scented or unscented lotion?  both, it depends on the scent i guess

6. do you burn candles in your room/apartment/house? sometimes in my room (it’s a jasmine tea scented candle) 

7. if you could get away with stealing your favorite work of art, would you? huhhh depends on the art?? like if it’s a painting by kandinsky yeah sure i’d sell it and become an underground lord of stolen arts 👀 but like if it’s a fanart that i really like then no (apparently my conscience is guilty when it’s fangirling stuff but not with famous dead dudes ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

8. last book/poetry collection/comic/whatever you read? (and would you recommend it?) jing wei qing shang!!!!!!!!!!!!! i absolutely recommend it, it’s a wlw (!!) palace story with a lot of schemes.. the mc is kinda also the villain........ but she’s...... super cool omg.... there’s a lot of mysoginy : the mc is forced to crossdress and the fl is the princess and everybody says that “princesses can’t interfer into politics” but they fight against it and it’s really good!!! (here is the link the tl is ongoing, but 250 chapters have been translated already)

9. is there such a thing as having too many throw blankets? maybe?? if there’s too many throw blankets you won’t be able to see the thing underneath?? 👀

10. how many pillows do you sleep with?  i have two in my bed but im not using the second one 

my ten questions:

were you a space kid or sea kid ?

which came first : the color orange or the fruit ?

if you could learn a new language, what would it be ?

how many open tabs do you have ?

what animal would you be ?

which came first : the chicken or the egg ?

hummus, thoughts ?

the last yt video you watched ?

do you believe in.... aliens ?

if you suddenly won 5 millions $, what would do with it ?

tagging : @playinquiry​, @andrewjstens​, @bijx204​, @nofz​, @yatogamisbitch​, @engeltranen​, @atlabun​, @beigevogue​, @crimsonsrain​ & @xiielian​ (i know that you both did it so no pressure!!)