#yeah surprise! i'm backkk

[foursdarkdays]

(Idk whats wrong with me please dont cringe, i imagined this 2 days ago but anyway i kinda wnated to write lol k bye)

"Ah shes so cute" i think to myself as i watch her videos on my phone. Her pretty eyes, her small nose that i want to kiss , her cheeks that i wanna cutely bite and her perfect lips uff. OH not to forget, those cute little bangs that she cut by herself on a random day??? HOW DID THIS WOMAN FALL FOR ME. It has only been 3 weeks since V and I started dating but oh I'm head over heels for this woman and is it too soon to say that i want to marry her already???

I close my gallery app and switch to imessage.

S: Babyyyyyyyy

V: hi

S: Can i ask you something? promise you wont get mad?

V: hmm depends

S: promise meee

V: okie

S: We've been dating for 3 weeks right?

V: yes?

S: So.........

V:are you breakin up with me already?

S: .........

S: NO

S: I WAS WONDERING WY HAVEN'T WE KISSED YET

V:oh

S:NO IM NOT PUSHING YOU IM JUST

V: come over

S:...........

V: If you want a kiss, come over.

S:fr?

V:Ya

S:be there in 10 minssssss

V:ok. send live location.

S:okay babyyyyyy

*inserts live location*

V; oh and don't get your night clothes. You can wear mine.

S:OHHHHHHHHHHHHH OKAYYYYYY

I grab my keys quickly wasting no time and drive to her place. She doesn't stay that far thankfully so i reach her place in 8 minutes. I practically run to the second floor and stand in front of her door, I wait for a few seconds gathering my courage and trying to calm my excitement to see her. I knock on the door and hear a "I'M COMING JUST A SECOND" . I'm sure i look like a tomato from all the blushing.

After a couple minutes she opens the door and i swear to god I'm not exaggerating but i think my heart is going to come out of my chest. "Come innnn" she pulls me in and closes the door behind us.

"Please tell me you didn't eat yet?"she asks, her hand still holding mine.

"yeah why?"

"GOOD because i heated up some pizza for us. I thought maybe we could have a movie date ??"

"ahhhhhh ofcourse" i blush

we walk to the living room and I'm surprised. It's decorated with very dim fairy lights, Blankets near the couch, Pizza on the table and a movie ready to be played on the TV.

"First change into my clothes and come, I put a long oversized shirt a pant for you. But honestly i think the Tee will be enough to even cover your knees but upto you."

"Okay" i nod and get changed. As she said, the tee was enough for me so i chucked the pants lol. I tied my hair in a bun, washed my hands and went back to the living room.

"I'm backkk" i sit beside her.

"No, sit here." she points to the space between her legs and i excitedly sit. She wraps her hands around my stomach and pulls me back to her chest as she rests her chin on my shoulder. I place my hands on hers and relax. She grabs the blanket and covers us up , wrapping her hands around my stomach again. I love being clingy.

We start watching the movie. I was completely invested in the movie when i feel her grip on me tightening and feel her kiss my cheek. I dont react as I'm wayyyy too shy. "Turn around" She whispers in my ears. I waste no time and turn around. She pulls me closer and i wrap my legs around her waist. i look down, too shy to look at her face.

"what happened? you weren't so shy on the chat" she smirks.

i look at her, still blushing.

"My cutuuu" She cups my face and pulls me into a soft kiss. I kiss her back gently. We kiss for a few seconds and pull back. I hug her tightly and we stay like that for a while. It must be a while because i slowly start to doze off. She carries me like that, with my legs wrapped around her waist and my hands wrapped around her neck, hugging her.

She places me on the bed and pulls away. I hold her hand and talk in my sleep "dont go stay with me". She laughs "Baby I'm just going to pee, I'll be back". i hummm and go back to sleep. She comes back in a minute, gets under the duvet, pulls me to her chest and we sleep.

[tsunami-of-tears]

SANTA IS BACKKK

so y'know that really long period in which you didn't have any contact :(

YEAH I'M SORRY ABOUT THAT 😖😖

anywyayyyy

I DO HAVE A COMPLETE OUTLINE OF WHAT I WANT TO DO

Do you want to know some or not?

AND I MADE A MOODBOARD I'M REALLLLLYYYY PROUD OF :)

i swear i didn't forget... i did stuff... i just forgot about the actual "contact your person" part...

IM SORRRYYYYY

my elves are on their way with truckloads of presents

also, favorite color?

and favorite aesthetic?

and some favorite activities?

THANM YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE I LOVE YOU AND UR SO COOL

byeeeeeee

whew

HI SANTA!!!

No sweat at all babes ❤️ This time of year is crazy!!

Ahhhh I’m so excited!!! I love a mood board 😍😍 honestly I think I want a surprise if that’s okay 🫶🏻🫶🏻

I’m sure I’m going to love it!!!

Ooooo favourite colour is pink!! I actually just moved out with my boyfriend and we got a pink Christmas tree! I’ve added some red bows and I’m waiting on some little disco ball ornaments ❤️🪩

Okay favourite aesthetic really depends on what it’s for 😂 I love cozy autumn cottagecore but it doesn’t feel very ‘me’. For interior design I’d say my style is modern boho. For clothing I’m usually in activewear but I’m quite alternative.

Favourite activities - I love my games, I’ve recently gotten into Conan Exiles with the bf and it’s taking up all of our free time 😂 I also love crafting and making things, and I’ve recently started running!

(Also omg you think I’m cool 😭😭 I can assure you I am the most uncool hahahahah)

Thank you so much lovely ❤️❤️ please don’t stress at all! I can’t wait!

Mwah!

[aurora-niehaus]

get to know the blogger!

rules: answer these questions & tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better!

tag buddy - @chloeswans thanks kerstin!! sorry it took me so long (i’ve only just returned after like 6 months oops) 😅💖💖

nicknames: I don’t really have one, I’d love one though - it used to be amz when I was younger

gender: female

star sign: cancer

height: 5′8ish

time: 10.19pm

birthday: july 12th

favourite bands: hmmm maybe florence and the machine, panic! and others?? idkkk

favourite solo artists: I don’t really have one, i like dodie!

song stuck in my head: even if it’s a lie - matt maltese

last movie I watched: umm I think it was horrible bosses? It was alrighttt

last show I watched: it’s always sunny in philadelphia 

when I created this blog: ahh i just checked and it was august 2014! I had a different blog before this so i think i actually joined it 2012? (x)

what I post: well i’ve only just come back but i will be posting the good place, orphan black, evelyne brochu, and whatever else i feel like

last thing I googled: ‘durham post offer visit day’

do I get asks?: I did like a year ago, I had an anon friend but ya know i was terrible at being on tumblr so i guess i don’t anymoreeee

why did I choose my url?: i just changed it as there’s a good janet and a bad janet on the good place so

following blogs: 110

followers: 517 - i’m surprised people haven't unfollowed me lol

favourite colours: pastels, yellow, gold idk

average hours of sleep: 7

lucky number: 29, 41319 

instruments: after passing grade 5 flute i’ve not played since (rip) but i sometimes play guitar and piano for fun  

what I am wearing: black jeans and a stripy long sleeved t-shirt

how many blankets I sleep with: typically none, just a duvet, atm 1 blanket bc it’s so cold!!

dream job: idk? i always change my mind

dream trip: i’m going to visit my friend in seattle in the summer and hopefully doing a road trip to LA so !!

favourite food: c h o c o l a t e

nationality: british

favourite song right now: i don’t really have one atm, i’ve been listening to the red hot chilli peppers a lot but idkk

languages I speak: i’m so terrible at languages! i really wish i was better but sadly i can only speak english 

I tag: @cannot-stop-shipping / @nikkialexander / @thegoodjanet / @hellacormier / and anyone else that wants to do it!!

[tsukishimashoyo]

Oikawa Tooru & Akaashi Keiji: Withered flower

Oikawa Tooru

" And they lived happily ever after, that's the end so sleep now my angel" you said to your niece after reading her a fairytale story.

" Good night" she said and now sleeping.

You go back to your room and remembered the famous line of the fairytale stories " and they lived happily ever after"

You remembered your past relationship with a guy who proposed to you romantically where you felt so special that day but your tomorrow ended up the day where you felt like someone's stabbing many knives in your heart.

Your sister is pregnant with your fiancée. You're one and only family after your parents died.

" Y/n baby believe me I love you, and I didn't know, we were drunk that day, I'm sorry y/n, I'm really sorry" he said crying and kneeling.

" Oikawa Tooru, haha its okay Oikawa just please promise to take care of my sister and my soon to be niece/nephew, I love you Oikawa, I think we're not meant to be. Let's begin our story without each other from now on, okay? " you turn your back after saying that—trying hard not to cry in front of him.

You went to a bridge and scream all of your pain that lingers on your heart. You screamed and screamed until you get tired.

You went home and saw your sister crying on your room.

" Y/n I'm sorry I ruined your relationship with Oikawa, I'm really sorry y/n please forgive me, don't resent me, I'm really sorry y/n" she said the time she saw you and kneeled.

" Sis, don't cry, I don't hate you, I love you so please don't cry  its bad for my niece/nephew *you smiled bitterly* sis can I have a favor?" you asked her kneeling also while you cupped her face.

" *sob* w-what is it s-sis *sob*" she said between her cries.

" I want to be alone, can I have that? " you smiled on a verge of crying.

" Y-yes sis I'm really sorry" she said and walk out of your room.

You cried and cried until you fell asleep.

Time flew fast and it was until when-

After a day you flew out of country to have a space, and also to search whats the missing part on yourself.

You're walking on the aisle looking at Oikawa and beside you is your sister who's 6 months pregnant.

You gave the hand of your sister to Oikawa and smiled.

" Please take care of my sister Oikawa" you said after you go to your seat.

" I will y/n, I will, I'm sorry and thank you" he said.

——END——

Dear self,

Well I'm here to write my past relationship here and buried it to let go of this things. I'm happy that Oikawa loved my sister with those days they were together. I'm really happy that he let go of me and did not break his promise. I love my sister so much that I couldn't hate her even though it hurts for me that she's carying my ex-fiancé's baby. You can say that I'm too kind to let go these feelings but hey I just couldn't hate them, I know it's a mistake and I couldn't just bring myself to tell them that abort their child for me, for my happiness. The baby is not a sin it's a blessing for them and also for me. Maybe me and Oikawa are not destined for each other. I'll write my story without him now and move on. I hope that I'll come back to face them with a sweet smile on my face. I hope that someone will pick the key to my heart and teach me how to love again. This is a goodbye now.

"I love you for the rest of my life, and I'll wait for you no matter what, I'll wait and wait for you and never gonna get tired waiting for you, so you don't have to worry about me, you're the only person I'm willing to marry, so go and chase your dream and then come back to me and I'll welcome you with open arms" he said while getting on his knees and taking out a ring.

Akaashi Keiji

Those words linger inside your head while remembering what you witnessed 2 years ago.

*2 years later*

Its time to go back to your hometown 'cause you are awarded-lessening your 5-year-contract work only for 2 years, and its for being promoted as an architect and also designated back to your country.

You're excitedly packing your things to go back to your hometown and surprise your fiancée.

* At the house*

You saw the living room so messy— bottles of alcoholic drinks are everywhere. You just shrug it off and went to your room to unpack and plan on how to surprise them but you're the one who's surprised and tears are racing down.

You shouted " I'M BACKKK!!!" while crying.

You saw them kissing, touching each other. Your fiancee and bestfriend are shocked. Your bestfriend starts to cover herself with the blanket and your fiancee panicks as he looks for his clothes.

After he changed he starts to explain.

" Y/n believe me I didn't cheat on you, we suddenly missed you and...w-we decided to drink... alcohol."

"One is enough Akaashi, I know this is harsh but I think this is better, I still need to go back there and I think this will end up you doing it gain while I'm away, and seriously, Akaashi? In our house? You could've done it on hers or motel you crap!"

" Yeah sure alcohol, get out of my house while I'm still on my right mind, I can't guarantee your safety if after 10 seconds both of you are still on my sight" you said clenching your both hands while looking at them angrily.

" Y/n believe m-me, we did it by mistake, I th-thought it was you while we're m-making out, I missed you that I drank alcohol with your b-best friend, please y/n I'm sorry, I will not do it ag-again, p-please y-y/n" he begged you but you didn't listen to him.

a/n: thank you for the image and liner @senyuuno