#yeah yeah maybe you simply didnt connect with sam's experience good for you

[blacknidstang]

Things that drive me insane is when ppl want sam to be the innocent normal one with less trauma and in the process completely brush off azazel's entire csa coded storyline + demons trying to kidnap and groom sam. Sorry it's just kinda sorta upsetting when you take Sam's feeling of being unclean and dirty and needing to run away to establish some ounce of control in his life and make it only about john abusing dean. It's kinda wretched actually.

[sounknownvoid]

💯 agree - BOTH sam n dean have csa-trauma written all over them....who by (whether demons,other adults in their lives,other hunters,John whatever) - doesn't matter - thing is its blatantly obvious that they were both abused n it only pushed them closer together as the only "safe-space" for each other, growing up.... until they weren't n hurt each other, too - coz of unresolved trauma....

Something to consider - just coz dean is protective and would kill or die for sam - DOESNT MEAN HE WAS EFFECTIVE, just coz he WANTED to protect his brother doesn't mean he was ACTUALLY capable or was successful and in fact its one of the layers of baked-in guilt complexes he's got n more than half the show/narrative focuses on how badly it fks him up each time sam gets hurt n how it leads to his almost obsessive controlling behaviours of sam as he ages....

Ops tags preserved-> sorry this is borderline triggering#erasing sam's csa narrative that is#this isnt a goddamn competition u know???#spn#sam winchester#personal rant#spn wank#yeah yeah maybe you simply didnt connect with sam's experience good for you#cant say the same goodbye#like someone really wrote sam being left alone for extended time gave him “breathing room” and it literally made my brain shortcircuit

Things that drive me insane is when ppl want sam to be the innocent normal one with less trauma and in the process completely brush off azazel's entire csa coded storyline + demons trying to kidnap and groom sam. Sorry it's just kinda sorta upsetting when you take Sam's feeling of being unclean and dirty and needing to run away to establish some ounce of control in his life and make it only about john abusing dean. It's kinda wretched actually.