#ya'll i'm legit asking

[astarionbae]

People posting about their BG3 Tavs has me in such a mood to bring mine on here just to gush about her! I've had Luna Dungardio for a long time since I used to do DND with my group of friends so having Baldur's Gate 3 has helped me flesh her out more in depth, especially with the Durge plot line that is VERY similar to her actual origin story I developed for her

[deadn30n]

i was wondering why i was trembling/shaking so much only to realize i haven't eaten since like 3pm yesterday LOL uhhhhh

[generalsmemories]

Ginkgo leaves

✧ jing yuan x gn!reader

✧ based on the ask: Since reqs are open, you think you could write jing yuans reaction to his lover being Mara-struck? Thank you! - requested by anonymous

✧ contents: established relationship, angst, hurt/almost no comfort lmfao, implied character death, mentions of other characters, pov mostly written in jing yuan's pov, still usage of 2nd pov (referring the reader as you), mayhaps ooc because jing yuan is an emotional wreck.

✧ a/n: when i tell ya'll i legit struggled to be able to write this entire thing. there's been like 3-4 scrapped drafts because halfway through writing i would just NOT be satisfied with the result. to the anon who requested this, i'm so sorry it took this long - but i hope the upcoming trainwreck makes up for it! a trainwreck im still not actually satisfied with LMFAO. but it's better than the other 5 scrapped works. also not beta-read so fellas if u see a spelling error - no you didn't.

p.s: some mara-struck information i give here are totally fanmade for the purpose of this fic alone, as such don't take whatever i write about mara here as what actually happens canonically to characters (then again most of the playable characters have different symptoms of mara themselves).

"Benefactor, am I correct to believe you're asking me if the general has any specific interests?" Tingyun asks with a snicker, the trailblazer looking away from her prying eyes while mumbling a quiet yes.

"Some of the younger... Can I call them younger? Anyway, some of the younger Xianzhou citizens are very infatuated with the general. Seeing as I've been announced as his honory guest, they do often come and ask me various things to try and gain his favor. So yeah, anything at this point will work - so please!" the trailblazer hurriedly explained, clasping their hands together in a desperate attempt to get anything from the foxian amicassador leaning back with a quirked eyebrow.

"Ahh, love truly makes someone go blind doesn't it," she muses out loud, the trailblazers' eyebrow furrowing together in confusion over the foxian's lady choice of words, "... You're not entirerely wrong with that statement..."

"Do you want to know what his favorite flower is?" Tingyun asks, ignoring the confused question that had been uttered to her, snapping her fan open to hide the cheeky smile that spread across her lips - but anyone could still tell that her eyes were gleaming with mischief as the trailblazer nodded their head.

"He doesn't have one."

"Then why did you even-"

"But he likes ginkgo leaves."

The trailblazers' eyes widened in shock, and rightfully so because the very thing ginkgo leaves are associated with are after all...

"He had a lover once, and as far as I'm aware, his last moment with them while they still had their consciousness intact was surrounded by ginkgo leaves."

Jing Yuan whilst having forgotten almost every single moment with you, does unfortunately remember the exact details of the day that your descent into madness started. Because what he witnessed wasn't a futile struggle you had with yourself to not to destroy everything within your vicinity. Instead, he witnessed the slow process of your bright self becoming an empty shell, only capable of uttering a few words.

It's comical really, even when faced with a curse that struck everyone mad - he found out that it oddly fit your character to not go mad, but instead become the complete opposite of your gentle self. A hollow shell of the person he fell in love with all centuries ago.

Jing Yuan knew he had to end your suffering right then and there when you first started to show signs.

But he couldn't - This wasn't something that had to be immediately dealt with, his hand wasn't forced like it was back when he had to slay his own master down before she took more lives.

No, this was a normal afternoon on what would've been another normal, mundane day in both of your lives. But everything went wrong the moment Jing Yuan heard the breaking of glass, and how there was a lone gingko leaf inside the palm of your hand - a ginkgo leaf that you were staring wide-eyed at with a trembling hand.

You were too far from the veranda to have a ginkgo leaf in your hand.

General Jing Yuan would've ended your suffering the moment you turned around to lock eyes with him, your own face twisted into one of utter fear.

General Jing Yuan would've reported you the to Ten-Lords Commissions as the law had stated. But Jing Yuan couldn't - because Jing Yuan knew that the moment he did, he would never see you again.

So he decided for once he would be selfish. Jing Yuan rarely made choices lately that was based off of his own feelings, but his time with you was cut too harshly, so once again he chooses to be selfish. Even if that meant that it would prolong your suffering just a tiny bit more. "... We can figure something out," was the only thing he could muster up the courage to say with a shaking voice. You didn't say anything, your mouth wobbling a tiny bit and your breathing getting harsher by the second.

But still you indulged him - you always did. So with an equally wobbly smile, you only nodded your head slightly, "... Sure."

That wobbly smile and expression of utter fear was the last genuine expression that truly came from yourself.

The descent to becoming fully mara-struck is usually a fast process, the curse able to completely overtake someone's mind within the same day the symptoms appears - rendering the person completely vulnerable with the only alternative to either hand themselves in to the Ten-Lords or wait for the Ten-Lords to come to them personally.

Your usual easy-going smile was gone, in its stead was eyes that kept going in and out of focus. Almost as if you were desperately trying to keep yourself grounded - a battle you both knew would end with your defeat.

Jing Yuan didn't dare to venture outside of the house. One step out and every Cloud Knight would've been on you within seconds to subdue you. He had first initially resorted to just holding you within his arms for as long as he could, to be able to remember how you felt like after your death.

But with the minimal strength you had left, you had wobbled to the garden, every step taken only making you pant heavily. But even with heavy breaths of air leaving your lips, you had refused to take Jing Yuans hand or offer to even carry you out to the garden. When you had managed to reach the ginkgo tree standing tall at the center of the garden, Jing Yuan was sure you were going to collapse in front of it, taking a quick step to catch you.

But instead you had merely reached your hands up, the falling leaves fluttering gently down onto your palms. And while you were in indescriable pain for the last couple of hours - Jing Yuan could only see a serene expression when you looked up at the ginkgo leaves that were continously falling down.

"... They're beautiful... aren't they... Jing Yuan? It's almost a pity... that these beautiful... leaves are associated with our doom," you said softly. Jing Yuan could feel his breath hitch in his throat when you uttered his name.

You're obviously struggling to convey whatever thoughts you still had to him properly, taking a moment in between words to catch your breath, eyebrows furrowed slightly as you fought against the searing pain that was spreading through every nerve in your body.

There's a sudden gust of wind which causes the pile of leaves in your hands to flutter away from your grasp. Your hand stretches out slightly, almost in an attempt to reach out for them - stumbling a bit in your step. The limp causes Jing Yuan to take a quick step forward with his arms outstretched. Perhaps seeing him in your peripheral vision causes you to stop the futile attempt to catch the escaping leaves, arms going limp against your side as you turn to face him - your once blank expression turning into a somber smile instead.

Jing Yuan thinks that it's unfair how normal you look in front of him - almost as if you haven't been becme mara-struck. Like nothing has happened to you aside from the ginkgo leaves fluttering from your lips whenever you cough. The same cough that causes the general of Luofu to flinch every time - without fail.

And perhaps you can see his inner turmoil, the way he tries to make eye contact with you, but is unable to after a few seconds. The way his hands clench too hard into fist to the point droplets of blood fall down to the grass and stains it a deep red while he bites his own lips to not say a word - lest he says something that he will regret.

And you truly wish that you could tell him everything is okay like you usually do.

But for the first time since the day he lost his friends, you can't.

"... I'm sorry," you finally say, the apology making him whip his head up to you again. Mouth opening to say something to comfort you, to tell you that it's not your fault. But the words are unable to leave his mouth when he sees your arms slightly outstretched towards him with a small smile.

And he can't hold it in anymore.

It only takes him a few wide steps to reach you from his position before he cradles you within his arms. The grip is tight, unbearably tight to the point it hurts, but you don't complain. You're limp in his hold, and if this was any day he wouldn't comment, but the fact that you're not moving a single muscle terrifies Jing Yuan to the core. "... Please," he finally manages to whisper, the rustling of ginkgo leaves around you almost drowning out his quiet plea.

"Please don't make me do this again."

He doesn't ask if the tensing of your body is caused by the pain that's rapidly increasing or if it's caused by his silent confession. He can however feel the gentle hand that rests against the lower part of his back and your head resting against the side of his own. The reassurance you try to give him does nothing to help because he's aware that it probably brought you unmeasurable pain to try to move those limbs - instead the general buries his face closer to your neck and squeezes you tighter.

"... You won't." you whisper quietly.

It takes a moment for Jing Yuan to process the meaning behind those two words.

But it's a moment too late, because before he can get his phone out to usher a command, a few resounding knocks can be heard throughout the quiet mansion.

"General Jing Yuan. This is Xueyi of the Ten-Lords commission. I've gotten information that there's currently a mara-struck within these premises."

Jing Yuan feels his blood run cold, he pulls himself away from you to stare at you properly in disbelief.

You're still staring at him with the same somber expression, however he can tell there's a small pitiful smile grazing your lips, "I'm sorry," you whisper once again.

"I asked her... personally," you start, finally letting yourself rest now that the end is near, slumping down onto Jing Yuan's chest, your ear settling itself against his heart to hear his rapid heartbeats.

Jing Yuan loathes the fact that it's at this moment, with the Ten-Lords commission outside of your door and with him completely broken do you actually look at peace - like your battle against time has finally come to its conclusion.

And naturally, the one who lost is you.

"Half a day... with you. Then she would come and bring me there. You won't have to... do this again."

You're not able to see Jing Yuan's face - and Jing Yuan wouldn't want you to see how he looked like right now. The arms around you is trembling, his mind is racing - trying to come up with anything to give him a bit more time with you.

But for once, the general that had a plan for every situation had nothing in mind.

He's lost. And the prize of the loss this time is losing you forever.

"General, I apologize for the rudeness of what I'm about to do, but this is for both of your safety," Jing Yuan hear Xueyi mutter from outside of the door, before he hears the rattling of the door frame start to slide open.

"Wait- no," it's a quiet request that gets ignored as Xueyi strides in alone, the lack of company making Jing Yuan's eyebrows furrow in confusion.

"... Their last request along with the request for my late arrival here was for the Cloud Knights to not see you like this. Naturally I won't tell anyone of what I've seen today."

Jing Yuan doesn't care about that, he could care less about his image right now, pulling you closer to him while his eyes are downcast - he makes no move to hand you over to the judge.

The puppet judge before him does not say anything - nor does she make a move. What she does however is wait, wait for the general before her that has been utterly crushed and broken by the person in his arms start to accept the harsh truth once again.

If he doesn't handle the mara-struck himself, someone else would - but the end result only serves to punish him in the end, the one left behind.

Xueyi hears a silent breath be let out by the general, her once closed eyes opening up to see the general pull slightly away from you, one hand reaching up to cradle your cheek. Your eyes have long since closed, and you're most likely not even conscious to hear what he's about to say.

"My dear... I'm sorry I couldn't do more for you. But I'm afraid you'll have to wait a bit longer before we can meet again," he whispers, bumping his forehead against your own gently, "I hope you won't fault me for that."

A long ginkgo leaf flutters right between the two of you, eventually settling down on your chest.

Jing Yuan sucks in one last deep breath, "I'm sorry I kept you here for so long - I'm sorry you had to be in pain for so long because of me," he leans in to slot his lips one last time over your own, whispering something that Xueyi can't hear before he rises up, your body limp in his arms.

"Thank you for your service Miss Xueyi, please see them off appropiately." Jing Yuan says, voice sounding eerily calm - almost like his usual self.

When he turns around to finally face her, the puppet's lifeless eyes seem to grow a bit in surprise. Before her is the general of Luofu, his usual easy-going smile present on his lips.

Like he wasn't carrying his mara-struck lover in his arms.

"As much as I would want to accompany you to see them off, I'm afraid I have some urgent matters to attend to," he informs, handing your body over to Xueyi - she doesn't comment on how his hands are still slightly trembling or how he immediately turned a bit to the side to ignore staring at her head-on.

Even though Xueyi doesn't want to ask, she still asks either way, "What are your plans from here on, general?"

Jing Yuan only gives her a close eyed smile, turning his gaze towards the large ginkgo tree with his hands behind his back. He gnaws a tiny bit at his lips, finally breathing out.

A couple of seconds passes by before he opens his mouth.

"I think I'll meditate a bit under this tree before heading back to the Seat. I can't leave Luofu without me for too long after all."

5 SCRAPPED WORKS AND I'M STILL NOT ACTUALLY THAT SATISFIED BUT IF I KEEP THIS PIECE LONGER IN THE WORKS THE MORE I'LL BUTCHER IT SO HAHA - THIS IS THE BEST WE CAN DO AFTER 3 MONTHS OF CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH FELLAS. I HOPE IT SQUEEZED YOUR HEART A TINY BIT NONETHELESS.

[yumegumii]

YUTA OKKOTSU IS YOUR BOYFRIEND PT.2

HAIII, tysm so for all the support I've been getting <33, as ya'll now Valentine's day is coming up and I'm thinking of doing like 14 days worth of yuta or maybe pure fluff of different characters, so if u have any suggestions pls do tell :)

feel like he'd get along super well with your family. he'd be somewhat of a kiss-ass towards your parents.

he would most definitely promote your small business if you had one (nails, or flower bouquets).

he'd have either your birthday or the day you got together as his passcodes. Most of his passwords have something to do with you.

Yuta would so come over just to keep you company and focused if you're doing homework or working on something else.

He’d also do whatever tik tok couple Trend is trending bc you wanna do it, like the lipstick all over the face

he’d make a playlist for you of songs that remind him of you/ dedicated to you

he’d always put you first, and if he had like an opportunity for something or to do something he’d consider you first before himself

feel like he would such a good nurturer. He'd learn how to take care of you if you're having a rough time. He'll always check in with you to make sure you're okay.

he would never use things you've said against you.

If you're sick, he wouldn't think twice about seeing you and comforting you. he'd go to the store and buy you medicine or would ask you if you want/need anything.

if u have big milestones I feel like he’d always get u flowers or something u really want like as a way to congratulate you.

He always drives even if it’s out of his way just bc you don’t feel like driving.

Or if you're not comfortable driving that day he’ll make time out of his day even sit on campus and wait for you if you go to school

he is constantly texting and calling you as much as he can when he’s not with you even if he’s busy he always makes time for you to talk to you that day

He also values your opinion like on everything even if it’s as simple as whether he should get coffee or not.

He listens and understands you when you are upset or something stupid happened that day that bothered you and just kinda sits there and listens to make sure you feel heard and not alone

he makes sure to prove himself every day even tho he’s legit so boyfriend just bc he doesn’t want you to feel like you've settled or aren’t appreciated

[ask-irisstar]

A little fluff story where sanji and reader goes shopping! Like little hcs of what little things he does when he shops and how interested he gets into it.

Sanji Shopping headcannons

A/N: I'M SO HAPPY FOR THIS ASKS OMG! This is SO cute, thanks anon for requesting. Anyway, I'm posting a lot today because I need to catch up on asks. And I beg, please be patient with me, I've got a lot of pending Sanji asks and also one Luffy one

Notes: Sanji x GN reader, headcannons, fluff, SFW, Sanji being excited over little things, Zoro third wheeling, Hope you don't mind head cannons anon (Reason: I legit got too many things to do, I'll write a story soon)

FIRST of all, Sanji would be ABSOLUTELY thrilled to go shopping with you

Bonus if you tag along to go grocery shopping with him after

A clothing shop really caught your eye and Sanji obviously notices

He brings you there and offers to pay for everything and I mean EVERYTHING

You want a matching suit as him? He pays

A dress? He pays

Absolutely spoils you

He is so interested in seeing you shop, he'll hold all your bags while tailing you

If the bags are too much and you want to hold his hand, Sanji will pass all the bags to Zoro

You eye something at a shop and didn't buy it?

Man will buy it for you the next time he sees it

AND HE'LL BE SO FUCKING CASUAL ABOUT IT "Babe, I got you this..." "Oh thanks, wait, this-" "You're welcome.."

Zoro will be third wheeling you the whole time, carrying bags

Nami, Robin and Luffy spying

When ya'll done, you take a quick shower together before doing a haul together ___________________________________________________________

That's a wrap! Hope you guys enjoyed! Don't forget to request any more characters!

[fcthots]

HAIIIIII IT'S ME the one who requested the angry sex fic 🎶 and I LOVED it but I'm here with a new request about- *ahem ahem* drum roll pleaseeeee

-GUS THE CAT

Can you make a fic where the reader has never met Bruce YET(but he knows the reader of course OBVIE)and he's just visiting Jason at ya'll shared apartment and he's screaming at Gus saying ''TRAITOR,YEAH GO RUN TO YOUR MOTHER'' (the line's already in one of the fics that you wrote about Jason and Gus and I legit can not stop laughing at that line,it's my favourite) and like how would B react?

You can skip this,it kinda lame

-🎶

You also asked “Can I request the reader giving a bow to Gus one day to see how Jason'll react and they'll just keep dressing up Gus in different ways//how would Jason react?”

Jason didn’t think to tell you that his dad was coming over today. To be honest, he forgot that Bruce was coming. Bruce texted him a couple hours ago saying he was going to stop by to pick up some paperwork for a case. Normal things.

Jason walks in the house to see a large bow around Gus’s head, covering his ears. You were laying on the ground taking pictures.

“What are you doing?” Jason walked into your field of vision, waiting for an answer.

“He’s so handsome!” You couldn’t stop laughing… and maybe that why neither of you heard Bruce walk in. Bruce just watched the two of you staying silent, yet to notice him.

“Take that off.” Jason apparently did not find it as amusing as you.

Bruce flicked his eyes over to you when you spoke. “Why?”

“You’re torturing him!”

“He looks distinguished!”

“He looks miserable! Look at his sad little face!” Jason walked over to Gus and took the bow off while Gus hissed at him.

“HA. SEE? HE LIKES IT.”

“NUH UH-”

Finally Bruce cut in. “Ahem.”

You screamed, Gus ran, and Jason shot out in front of you before he realized who it was.

You flicked your eyes between them, still on the floor as Jason spoke. “Oh my God, Bruce! Fucking knock!”

“I’m sorry. I was unaware your partner was home-”

“You should still fucking knock,” Jason interrupted him.

Finally you got up and walked around Jason so you could hold out your hand for Bruce to shake. If anyone said you were bad at first impressions, they were a liar.

[3liza]

anime club, dude, just rep your work we like a super-sayan stuffed in a checkered shirt all you motherfuckers wanna try and test the verse? listen up -- here them players that'll get ya hurt GLOMP ME! yo, i'm chillin' here with mah friendses got that driftwood chain and transition lenses straight shinin', ya'll, forehead gots to gleam all them TLO cats call me 'oxyclean' well, i'm Baby Fillipe, girls call me "Surprise" cuz when I'm layin' pipe, lasers come outta my eyes known to flip like Freeza when i'm enraged got a level 20 half-orc fire mage Mr. Casual Khakis -- Sweaters-From-Moms got a rap attack that blasts cats better than bombs i'm all history and learnin', not them sports n' crap check out my basement! i'm workin' on a torture rack! (in a deep voice ala that annoying fucker from jurassic 5) Big Red in the back with so much soul Make snacks and operate the remote control Ya'll ain't gotta hate on the way I roll If you wanna pick the movie, just vote in the poll ay yo - fuck the system; The Man is ghey gonna smoke five blunts and watch anime Skeez, the TLO hook-up, ya'll bitches jock me Keep it locked down, slangin' that wet n' pocky step back, boys, i roll with the TLO so think twice 'fore you roll up and say hello Margaret, ya'll, my steez keep 'em duckin' for cover deviantart style -- animes fuckin' each other call me Celph-Satisfyde, i'm the mastermind mix up your manga titles and your ass is mine frontin' on me? that's a crime when i'm in the room with bitches, yo, it's sexual harassment time FRANKLIN -- here i come, devastatin' the track drankin' a forty, got a dozen shorties waitin' in back hey, ya'll! there's some empty seats near da TV i got a six of Dew, ya'll can watch Akira with me (beatbox solo) PHOOOM doom PHWAAAACK ka (heee-uh hee-uh) PHWAAACK eeeeer-wicka-a-a-ANIME CLUB who the heck are these people? haven't asked 'em yet i guess i joined an anime club by accident i'ma slide out the door 'fore these dudes assume they're legit cuz there's a real asian in the room yeah, nine mc's and one dj we be gettin' down with no delay fuck you, mom and dad, we're here to say:

japan is better than the USA

[lv-iceprince]

Park Seonghwa?!?!

I dropped off of Ateez for a while but I came back to check in on them and oh my god WHEN DID SEONGHWA BECOME SO?

I missed the girlypopification of him😭 I'm so mad at ya'll for not telling me😭

Legit don't ask me for shit coz I ain't doin it

[claireborowski]

Anyway, love ya'll. I'm tired and ready for beds. Had some loser call me a bitch anonymously in my asks lmao. Tbh been debating on just deleting but honestly I don't want to, and don't really feel I should. I like being here and talking with all of you. Even if lately it's been pricks and dicks.

To clarify this and to make this very very clear, I hate the fact I'm thin. I know shocking concept. But I don't feel happy the way my body is at all. I'm not ONLY doing this because it's something I find hot. Sure it's a pro of it but I legit am not happy in my own skin. Not happy with my gender either which is why I'm transitioning to be a female. I get euphoria out of the feeling of wanting to be fatter, I may be thin but the tint bit of weight I've put on makes me so god damn happy...

Seeing it go to areas I'd never dream of seeing look more curvy has been amazing. And I'm not gonna stop trying to gain. I'm doing this for mental health reasons and because yes I find it hot.

And I've been dealing with stuff so sorry I haven't been around, and have been trying to think of the best way to say I'm plural or have DID so been trying to think of how that will work here :/ (if you don't know what it is don't ask-)

Anyway, I'm done ranting. Thank you and love you all

PS. To the ones who have been my mutuals and I talk to all the time, thanks for being so fucking amazing 💚

[mpov]

Op on the original thread blocked me.

@redfemmayy

I have run down hundreds of examples people gave me of shitty MRAs. Every single time the person was spouting legit hate towards women, they either never said a damned thing about Men's Rights, or declared overt contempt and hatred towards them.

Show me videos from MRAs saying you can't rape your wife, drunk women are asking for it, etc. I want proof. What MRA books? Give me titles.

Why did I bring up Karen Straughan? Because @midnight-roses-candy claimed MRAs wouldn't stand to be "surrounded by queers" when there are literal queer leaders in the movement.

Who the fuck is Pearly White? The MRM has wholly disowned "Red Pillers" regardless. In fact when there was a documentary about MRAs being made "The Red Pill" They begged her to change the title as they don't want to be associated with them.

I'm not an MRA. I have been on this site over a decade begging for a link to one solid example of MRAs being shitty. I'm still begging to this day. Will, you finally be the one to link to something real? I can only hope.

But the proof so far is always the same circular logic.

A classic example is the "Furiosa Effect". In which people decided that MRAs hated Mad Max: Fury Road. When if you actually go to MRAs, or sites they have, you find glowing reviews. There was never an MRA boycott of the film. Nothing of the sort. But then anyone who gave it less than a perfect score was an MRA, so the narrative became:

"MRAs hate MM:FR! Reviewer didn't love MM:FR! Reviewer is an MRA. (which reinforces) MRAs hate MM:FR"

But ya'll never listen to me. Maybe you'll listen to a feminist.

Give me book titles, links to videos, articles, anything. I always run them down in good faith.

[cinamun]

Listen, your blog is the best channel on regular TV, cable, and streaming apps. You hear me!

However ya'll choose to get ya'lls entertainment fix, our gworl delivers that PLUS more. It's legit a cookout, history class, book club, support group, comedy show, debate club, writer's room, haunted house, and uncut [redacted] all wrapped up in one. For the grown folks & the grown folks only!

Honey, It's a full on hydrated & moisturized production over here. BET could never...they missin' the mark but that's another story for another day.

Simstober is right around the corner too! (hashtag: spread the word)

You know what, I'm calling customer service tomorrow, so they can get a head start on making the pamphlets that we can hand out to the newbies. They still kinda sorta not really owe us for messing up our name...

COME ON CHAEEEEEEEEEEEE tell them they better ask about us!!! Coming up in the ask box just bogus as hell and I wanna just be like

but I catch myself because we're all just trynna make it, but some folks are just not gonna understand the vibes in this corner of simblr, you feel me?

[aikoiya]

I just read a post where someone stated that they'd "rather eat human flesh than a rabbit or frog."

And I thought to myself, 'that's actually, legit, a disconcerting statement. You'd rather be a freaking cannibal?!'

Like, what about Lionfish that absolutely ravage reefs & eat anything they can kill? Even things much bigger than them?? Those fuckers are gonna turn the ocean into marine deserts if we don't crack down on them!

Then again, this was the same blog who hates God for how forgiving He is & one of their "grievances" with Him is that they were born with an onion allergy...

... I'm sorry. I'm still just trying to wrap my mind around the idea that someone has a list of grievances with God & one of those "grievances" is having an onion allergy...

They also stated that "there are some things that only God can forgive & if He can forgive them, then He's no God of mine."

Meanwhile, here I am, just happy to be alive & free! And to know that so long as I love Him earnestly, just generally be a good person, & be humble enough to ask forgiveness for my iniquities, He'll forgive almost any mistake I make!

Like, it's so odd to read that one of the things that an atheist hates God for is literally His capacity to forgive!!

And He doesn't just forgive people automatically! You have to recognize that you've done something wrong, you have to humble yourself before Him, & you have to ask for forgiveness with the intent to never do it again or at least of doing better.

Like, hate to break it to ya'll, but that's actually one of the things that makes me so dang certain that He's exactly who I will always rely on no matter what!

I'll be honest, if God is just not vindictive enough for some people & this fact is not cool to possible cannibals, then it just reinforces my decision to choose Him.

Because atheists are horrifying...

I pray ya'll leave some of that bitterness & hate behind you because this is all just... so asinine!!

Like, how freaking petty!? This is like a toddler getting upset about the fact that their dad won't let them touch the hot cooking eye & yelling, "I hate you" at him.

It really must be so awful to be so bitter...

Also, for the love of everything!!

Tag your stuff as atheist!! You never know who's day you're gonna end up making just that little bit worse.

Including a mutual!!

[halohalona]

for the ask game :)) 4, 12, 20, 22

Yay, more asks!! (thank you btw <33)

Question list here

4. Least Favorite Song?

Probably, "I'm Finally Me." Now, don't get mad, but I may or may not have beef with Addison 💀. I mean, I like that she finds out who she was finally. I love that for her, but like idk i kinda find it annoying? 😭 maybe i just don't click with the song cause I really don't understand her whole identity/existential crisis situation.

12. Favorite Zombie? Least Favorite?

Favorite Zombie, probably Zed. My least favorite... Eliza. I'm not sure as to why, but I feel like it has something to do with Wyliza. Cause I loved her in the first movie.

20. Was there anything you weren't expecting from the movies?

Wyliza.

Legit thought Eliza was someone who does not care about romance. I mean, she seems like the type that wouldn't mind being in a relationship, but like I always thought she had the "Work First, Love Life later" mindset.

Also Wyatt is the last person/character I would have shipped/paired her with.

22. what's something you wish didn't happen?

Wyliza.

Oh, and also the whole Wolves arc in the 3rd movie. The more I think about the wolves were low-key annoying in the 3rd. They overreacted a wee bit. Like, I get ya'll have trauma, but take a breather for a second.

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[pandaspwnz]

TLDR: went to the hospital today because I had all the symptoms of a heart attack.

Thankfully though it was not a heart attack!

Most of my symptoms were explained by my low ferritin (iron storage) levels, which the doctor described as "basically completely empty"; It's at 12 µg/L (it should be 15-120, with anything under 30 clinically considered low), and she suggested I talk to my doctor about iron supplements, and when I told her I've been taking 2 a day for 6 months she legit made this face and said "and it's still so low?"

same bestie

The low iron and ferritin doesn't explain the chest pain or extreme nausea I've been having, but I'm assuming I've maybe just caught a cold or something, and it being an added stress on my body AND just after my period is maybe why I'm feeling so much worse than normal, because I went back and checked my last 3 blood tests, and though my ferritin levels are at 12 today, they were lower the last two times: yet I still felt worse today than I did then. My iron level however is currently the lowest it's ever been at 4 µmol/L (should be between 9-34). But I had an ecg and my heart is normal, and I do have slightly high blood pressure and a high pulse (usually both are normal although last month I did also have a bp test that was a little too high) but I'm sure some of that can be attributed to the stressful situation I was in.

So most likely I'll need iron infusions because my body clearly does not absorb iron correctly (IBD, heavy periods, and being a vegetarian definitely not helping babes) and honestly I'm so fucking excited. It actually feels like there is a solution, or at least a help for why I've felt so bad for so long and only gotten worse, and it's at my fingertips. It explains so much from my daily life, the fatigue, the body pains, the headaches, the difficulty forming sentences, it could be exacerbating my ADHD (like what if my ADHD isn't actually as severe as it seems but I just have a severe iron deficiency that's impairing my cognition?), how my hands and feet are always cold, how often I feel physically weak, my brittle hair and nails, etc and like imagine if these things could get better. What a wonderful life that would be, to feel almost normal?

But yeah I was very unsure about going to the hospital because I was pretty certain it wasn’t actually a heart attack even though I had all the symptoms because I already knew I had low iron and that it can cause arrythmia (I did not know my ferritin level though), and I even felt silly when I called the emergency room to ask if I should come in, but I figured it was a better safe than sorry situation. I felt so horrible earlier in the day and almost fainted when I was out shopping with my mom, and we talked about it and agreed that if she had been the one with my symptoms, I would want her to call in and make sure she was okay, and I feel better about it now. The nurse and doctor were very kind, and nobody made me feel like I was being silly, and they agreed it was better to check one time too many than one too few.

Also, kind of a sidenote, but when I was waiting for mom to finish up at the bakery at the mall (this was before I was concerned it might be a heart attack, I didn't think about that til I came home just to clarify), I had to sit down on the floor and cover my eyes while I tried to breathe right, and this older gentleman came up and crouched down next to me and asked if I was alright. And ya'll this man had the kindest face, he looked and seemed so compassionate and genuinely concerned for my - a total stranger's - wellbeing, and I actually almost burst into tears. I told him I was okay, I just had low iron and was feeling dizzy, and he asked if he could get me anything, and he was just so unbelievably sweet. I have never in my life had that experience before, and it just, as small a gesture as it may have been, really made me feel better about humanity as a whole. I don't think I'll ever forget that man for as long as I live, and even though it was like a 20 second interaction, it really meant and means so much to me.

[enby-hawke]

Does anybody that uses reddit can help me? The art subreddit mods are shadowbanning me and won't respond to my messages and I think it's cause I draw so fast they think I'm an AI artist. They already got in trouble for accusing another legit artist as an AI artist and I think they are just avoiding the mistake by shadowbanning those they suspect rather than asking.

The thing is I'm bipolar and I've been working on my speed as an artist for years. And now with AI art all that makes me look suspect when I'm a fucking professional and this is my job and the more art I produce the more money I have a potential to make. This is actually why I stream so much in my servers and twitch so people see my process from start to finish. I've researched ways to up my productivity and speed and now fuck just fuck!

I'm so mad ya'll. That's the biggest subreddit for art so not being able to post there really hurts me. I don't want to take this lying down but I don't know what to do.

[bumblebeesdoorwings]

ok ok ask game time

if you want Bee you can write for him too

im most curious about Starscream, Megatron and Optimus and maybe Jazz! choose which ones you'll like talking about, im just brainstorming myself

Ooooh all good picks!! Thank you, friend! :D

I love talking about TF so so much!! Although this made me realize I have to start reading Robots in Disguise AKA the other side of IDW.

Starscream:

one aspect about them i love: He's a menace, he's got trauma, he's wild and obsessive, he's fuckin SMART, he's the whole package! But on top of it all, he's a sad, lonely, poor little meow meow who in the end is really trying to do good by his Planet. I will fight on this.

one aspect i wish more people understood about them: He's legit smart. He's a scientist. He's got that curiosity and skill. He's not the 2nd in Command and Seeker Commander for nothing. He also knows EXACTLY what to say to get someone to do what he wants them to. He's good at words.

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have about this character: He.. does care about his trine and fellow seekers.. They're not just canon fodder. Especially his trine. He's that bitchy friend that will may bitch about you occasionally but will pull the fuck up when you need him.

one character i love seeing them interact with: Bumblebee. Absolutely LOVE the duo they make. The banter, the ''i can make him better/worse'' vibes, enemies to friends? Beautiful.

one character i wish they would interact with/interact with more: Again, Bee. I got it once and I want more. I crave it like I crave candy.

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have that involve them and one other character: He has read all of Thundercracker's writing and has a datapad full of them that he keeps. He's too proud to admit it, but will slip up and mention something from them to TC who is mind blown but excited to talk about it all. He also does get wrapped into prank wars with Skywarp, whether out of annoyance, anger or just camaraderie, no one knows.

Megatron:

Okay, listen, I'm probably the only one in the fandom that thinks this, but I don't like Megatron much. G1 Megatron is the only likable one. Now don't come at me saying ''OH but BBDW!! What about Earthspark Megs?!" Yeah, yeah, yeah, I was excited for him because I love that actor, but I saw too much about him and it squashed it. He gets one more chance, thats it. I saw that goddamn field of blue in MTMTE and that was it. Nail in his coffin for me. Don't come at me, I'm full of unpopular opinions I won't change my mind on. But ya'll enjoy your war criminal and remember to have fun with it.

Optimus:

(I am only in the first season of G1 and have barely read enough IDW comics with him in it, so this is really a combo of G1 and Earthspark!)

one aspect about them i love: He's a dad. He's fully a dad. Caring, hopeful, optimistic, lifting. God he's such a dad! The way he can keep the Autobot's heads up and strong? Love it, appreciate it.

one aspect i wish more people understood about them: I think we all understand Mr. Optimus fine. I do wish IDW understood the memo on Dad-timus Prime though.

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have about this character: Still forever trying to get his kids to get along. Forever trying to teach Rodimus how to be a Prime. He may not understand the new kid slang, but he does understand their feelings and rowdiness. He will indulge them.

one character i love seeing them interact with: Anyone, everyone.. All of them. Is that an answer?

one character i wish they would interact with/interact with more: I wanna see him interacting more with the Terrans in Earthspark! Let the Dad-timus come through!!!

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have that involve them and one other character: G1 Optimus takes the younger bots out for fun all the time. Listen I just.. He's a giant dad, okay? That's my FATHER, your honor.

Jazz:

Okay another one I don't know too too much about..

one aspect about them i love: Jazz is so cool! He loves culture, he love music, he loves sharing that with Earth! He really sees the best in everyone too, but don't let it fool you, he's still Special Ops.

one aspect i wish more people understood about them: I don't know much about him or understand much about him, what would ya'll want ME to understand? He seems ever evolving!

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have about this character: Silly guy, goofy guy, but definitely the one you go to for deep conversations late at night or around a campfire. He's like the cool Uncle that takes you to fun concerts when your parents say no.

one character i love seeing them interact with: This is really general because I'm drawing a blank but seeing the Special Ops vs the Wreckers stuff is really interesting to me. Jazz vs Kup in All Hail Megatron? Interesting. Tell me more.

one character i wish they would interact with/interact with more: I look forward to seeing other interactions he has in canon! I'm not very far in G1 or the comics, soooooooooo.. I'm excited. I really like Jazz!

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have that involve them and one other character: Aaaahhh I don't know, sorry. :'(