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yanderecandystore · 4 years ago

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The bullies with an S/O that’s just completely off the board? Like no matter how much they look the bullies can’t find /anything/ on them, all their school papers are forged and their home just isn’t able to be found no matter how hard they look? Maybe due to the S/O changing their identity after doing something bad?

That's hella specific and I love it?? XD

Sure thing boo, let me see what I can do.

Also, I'll change the ocs profiles to be paper drawings with digital coloring because believe me boo, I'm tired of redrawing them (and I believe y'all are tired of always seeing these new drawings).

I noticed that my paper art is a lot better than my digital art, and although I'm kinda proud of them I still feel a little petty because I wish to do cool stuff on the computer ;-;.

Anyway, just a heads-up if you see something off with the oc's bios.

TW/Tags: I have no idea what to tag this lmao // identity theft // illegal/unauthorized inscription // not an accurate representation of university/how universities work lol // abusive household/abusive parents // I may or may not have changed your concept a little, I'm sorry for it 😔

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Suspicion (fuck yeah, I don't know what to title this) [Yandere!Bully OC x Reader - Headcanon]:

→Adrien Coldwell:

For a person that prides themselves as the "know it all" when it comes to people's social media and reputation, he doesn't know anything about you.

This is a first for him, which is both annoying and honestly so intriguing. You didn't strike him as a person who would hide any secrets, and he had a hunch this was about to be good.

He searched for social media first, not finding anything about Avery Remington. Well, at least nothing with your face on it.

However, he did find something very, very interesting while looking at the school's documents, specifically the archives of all the students that have already studied here. He honestly didn't think he would find anything about you in these old papers, he was probably doing all this stupid work for nothing.

However, he was half right and half wrong. He didn't find anything about you, but this whole search wasn't completely lost, as he did find "you", Avery.

"- Student name Avery Remington, average grades and apparently no history of wrong doings or any bad behavior in general. Their registration to the Academy dates to 1980."

Oh. Ooooh, this was rich.

"- Huh." He said closing the documents and letting it where he found it. He was at least kind enough to let the palace a little organize after going through each paper trying to find your name.

Well, "your name". The only things that he kept for himself was photos of both the old documents about Avery Remington, and the earlier documents about Avery Remington. It was clear that you did something probably really, really bad, and you know he'll take advantage of it.

He had built his own theory about this, as in: you somehow found the paperwork of Avery's registration and their previous school's records so you could somehow impersonate them and get a free entrance to this institution.

He knew that you had something to hide, no one can be so perfect. But knowing the action itself wasn't enough for him, he needed to know the motive behind it.

For someone that is lazy and doesn't bother to care about important things, he sure spent a lot of time trying to scoop some dirt on you. When he finds the perfect opportunity, without any witness around, he'll take the chance to use this information against you.

"- Well, hello "Avery"." His tone was already suspicious, his voice not hiding anything from you. He came here to belittle you for his own entertainment.

"- H-Hi Adrien." You said shyly, hoping that your anxious mind was wrong and that this was all just a misunderstanding. You were hoping that the growing feeling of him possibly knowing about your fraud, was wrong.

"- Ya know, I'm kinda jealous of whatever plastic surgery you went through to look so young, maybe you should ask the faculty to correct your age tho." He said while showing the pictures he took of the documents.

"- Wait! I-I can-"

"- Honestly, I didn't think you were over 60 years old! Could have fooled me." His smug face was the selling point. You knew that you wouldn't find any form to convince him that what was on his phone was false.

He had a victorious smile on his face. Ever since you entered this school you always acted a little too paranoid and almost too friendly for his liking, and to confess to himself that he has fallen for you would be the bottom of the pit to him.

Still, he wanted to know why you did it. Why didn't you pay to get in if you wanted the scholarship so badly? What, you were too poor for it?

And what about a talent, or the test? Obviously, the university hasn't gone out of their way to pick a loser like you and insert you inside their classes on a whim, as they thought you were Avery Remington, a student that is already registered in school's documents (yet, of course, their system haven't verified the date of the registration, either by incompetence or by a "small mistake"). So you didn't do the test too, simply pathetic honestly.

Your sad dramatic story explaining how you managed to get into the academy. You did your best to get into the academy by legal means, but they always rejected you. Apparently you thought it would be a good idea to use your grandparent's documents to squeeze yourself into the institution.

"- But why in hell would you do such a thing? Are you that pathetic dearest?"

"- I… I wanted somewhere to go. Somewhere I could grow into a better person, a-away from-" You cut yourself short when the memories of your old home started to come into view.

For some reason, your parents couldn't stand the idea of you getting into a decent university, if anything, they thought you weren't capable of even washing some dishes at the local pizzeria. In their eyes, you were worthless.

When you found out your grandparent used to frequent this institution, and that they managed to disattached themselves from their familial routes and thrive as a musician you got instantly inspired! Determined to follow their steps and prove your family that you're just as worth ass-

"- Urghhhh- Boring! I don't care about all of that. Are you serious? You committed a crime just so you could stick it up to your shitty parents?"

"- …. Yes?"

"- Huh. Geez you're cooler than I thought. Listen, how about we make a deal?"

The deal was simple, he would not tell anyone about your little secret, and he would even help you keep your scholarship and help you reach your ambitions as long as you started spending more time with him. Which, at first you thought it sounded absurd, this man is holding your whole life by a thin thread as long as you give him attention?? What?!

And although that sounded extremely suspicious, you accepted it, not knowing that for the next few years you would have to endure a harsh training to discover your talents and to improve them before you two graduated. However, you started to think Adrien was starting to see your deal in a different light-

"- Come on now, after this we can go eat something okay? Where would you like to go this time? Our last date I chose the best restaurant I know, so you better choose something of equal value."

…. Date?

→Alexandra Coldwell:

You were suspicious from the very start. Overly friendly and too- Ugh! Too cute?!

You were always skittish whenever someone called you. What, you had a problem with your name or something?

And the worst part was how no one seemed to know where you lived. Every group project with you was considered annoying by most of your classmates, as you never called people in your house or never let anyone have your address, not even your phone number??

You didn't have any social media, what are you, a weirdo? What the hell??!

She is not even pissed about you being a loser, she is pissed that she has fallen for someone like you! A complete weirdo that was always panicking over nothing.

She started stalking you with the intention of finding at least one thing that she could hate on you so she wouldn't feel so- Lovey dovey towards you!

But what she really found was something worth an entire gold mine.

A private phone call between you and someone who was losing their shit. She couldn't understand too much of the conversation as she didn't have any context, yet she could hear a lot of things that you and the person were discussing.

The person yelled [Y/N] multiple times while in the phone call, saying how you were absolutely the worst mistake of their lives (which by the way, rude much? Who is this asshole?), that you were a selfish brat that needed to learn to appreciate their hard work.

Oh… Oh. She now knows who you're talking with. She decided to record the entire thing the moment she saw you taking your cellphone to have a private call.

She was planning on recording your voice for her own hearing pleasure, but this? This was so… Interesting.

"- [Y/N]?" She called your attention after the conversation ended, and because you haven't been accustomed to people calling you "Avery", you turned around saying "what" instinctively.

And when you noticed Alexandra smirk for a split second, you regretted answering your parents call. Not that you needed anymore reason to regret it, but this was certainly the last nail in the coffin.

You begged for her to understand that you couldn't go back, you simply can't go back to them, ever again! You told her the whole sob story about how your grandparent had decided to run away from home and fulfil their own dreams as a musician, even if people didn't really hear their music all that much, and now that you think about it, that's probably the reason why no one have recognized their name at all.

Your grandparent had a really small fanbase, and you knew that because you were part of them. They weren't popular at all compared to Amaryllis Academy standards, yet they were happy singing their songs to the world.

You kinda wish your family hasn't broken the old recorder that belonged to your grandparent. Their first album was in there, it was cheesy and filled with errors, yet they sounded so happy when doing what they loved, and you wanted something like that for yourself!

You needed to live that hell hole and so you did. You rented a small apartment that was falling apart, the reason why you never gave people your address was because you knew they would bully the hell out of you because of how poor you are.

After finishing your story you noticed Alexandra snoring beside you. You thought she was only exaggerating, but then you saw her drooling and acting really dizzy after you woke her up.

"- Oh my God, so… That was it? You ran away to follow your dreams and stuff?" She asked, still kinda sleepy.

"- What? Of course it was-" You were fuming with anger, how dare she-

"- And I thought you only looked cool because I liked you! You're pretty strong for sticking up for yourself." She interrupted you, looking at you with admiration in her eyes.

She proposed to you a deal. How about you two keep this secret together, and, if anything does happen she'll still help you stay inside the institution. However, you'll need to work your ass out to become the best you can be, and you'll let her guide you through, because you're too much of a dummy to do it all by yourself. You'll have to spend time with her and let her help you out.

At first, you thought it sounded absurd, this woman is holding your whole life by a thin thread as long as you give her attention?? What?!

And although that sounded extremely suspicious, you accepted it, not knowing that for the next few years you would have to endure a harsh training to discover your talents and to improve them before you two graduated. However, you started to think Alexandra was starting to see your deal in a different light-

"- Why you never hold my hand? Come on, "Avery", won't you hold the hand of your dearest girlfriend?" She asked playfully while taking your hand anyway.

…. Girlfriend?

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survivorreelsmagicwithin · 4 years ago

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Episode 2 - “Y'all. Vote me out fr cause I'm inactive as fronk” - Joshua (through Autumn)

I hate flag-making challenges. I will not be helpful at all, and I hope that someone else can take the reigns and lead us to victory. I honestly feel safe going into a tribal council, but I do not want to test that theory.

Next morning

With Chips and Jules working on the crest designs, I feel confident that we will do well in the challenge. Maybe not the best, but definitely not the worst. I still have the same anxious feeling that my tribe is not active enough for my taste, but I will just have to live with it for now. Besides, at least this is not immunity because that we increase my anxiety by so much. But, I keep forgetting to search the idol hunt which is my bad, but it is just so hard and long that I do not really feel like searching all the time lol

ART CHALLENGE <333 i love these challenges. Jess made my picture 110% better and its super cute. The note that she wrote with it is also hella cute and I love the whole HP aesthetics bc i never got to go to real hogwarts ;-; but i'm sure most of yall can related. The boys weren't too helpful but nick was better than jacob who is sick. Nick was way more active aka jacob said 3 sentences the entire challenge sooooo…. if we lose idk I might just save jacob anyways bc pregame relations.

Won reward, but now we have to win immunity again. I really hope that this reward helps us continue to survive. I don't want to have to vote anyone out. We've been getting first, but I really just want to survive this challenge, its known to be hard.

I think I have been stuck with the second most challenge inept tribe in the history of my ORG career. I literally said so many answers in my version of the story and Jules just fucked it up. And then they got the girl's name wrong. And then they started mixing up characters. I know I did well, but fuck these people. God. Now we need a tribe to get 0 which is very unlikely. I will just resign myself to tribal. I hope and pray that these people have some common sense and do not want to vote me out

Listen. Listen. Listen. I dang knew this story was going to be Harry Potter based. I knew in my brain and in my heart that I shouldn’t have been the one to start that thing. What do I do? Start the dang thing. Oh well. We did alright. I would be shocked if we won tho but if we don’t I’ll be relieved. I def don’t feel confident enough but I really had a lot of fun with my tribe. I really miss this and really hope that my time isn’t cut short! I feel really good about my tribe mates sincerely. And that’s kind of scary! I would hate to see any of us to go and how it’s going to affect the bond we have if we vote someone out. In this moment with Max sitting out, it may be him who goes if we go to tribal. I hope that isn’t the case. I’ve got my fingers crossed for us. Huff Puff strong!

Honestly Jules dropped the ball sis!! But it’s okay, I love her. She’s really nice and I know she tried her best. Plus she’s in an alliance with me and Owen, so we should have the numbers against Joanna or Miguel if we go to tribal. Personally, I’d prefer Joanna to go. She’s kinda domineering, but she’s also an asset in challenges thus far. She is organized and direct. I’ve also talked to her a bit more than Miguel, so I guess I don’t really care who goes.

I’m happy I didn’t fuck up the reward comp and the shit that I drew got us a win!

I really hope I don't bomb that challenge, I answered everything that Kevin talked to me about.... I think! The rest of them tried very hard but I am SOOO glad that I asked to do my part at the end because my memory of repeating things is horrendous but I'm usually pretty good at bullshitting test answers... too bad I got some of the multiple choice stuff wrong.

I think that if we do lose I am still in a good spot on this tribe and hopefully I won't be in danger. I feel like I'm on everyone's good side and Max kind of just disappeared so maybe we could just vote him out this round? Idk.

Hopefully we don't have to worry about it. I smell a swap coming up pretty soon and I just hope I'm either with Owen or with some of the people from my tribe. I have no idea if they know anyone or are close with anyone in the other houses.

I'm still feeling the closest to Lily and Kevin but I have been talking to Landen a good bit too these days so hopefully we'll be safe or we can all just agree on Max.

16 minutes later

OOOOOH IS LANDEN PAVING THE WAY FOR A MOVE TO SEND MAX PACKING???

He just told me that me, lily and kevin are precious angels that must be protected and that he likes Max when he's around too so that sounds like something... HMMM...

I can't get cocky, I always go home when I get cocky. But I like this.

my host chat saw this first (shout-out to Drewie and Dennis): Y’all I’m an idiot. I thought I only knew 2 people in this game (Owen and chips). Then I remembered I also know Jess, Autumn, and dan. Literally love and respect each of you my brain just don’t got the strongest memory no more. I’m so sorry!!!! I literally just told landen I only know 2 ppl. I’m just gonna try to not remember it happened.

Ugh.....I need to get it together.

I love my tribe talking to each other now that we have to!! Everyday I'm like damn either I'm on the bottom or I'm not the only one with piss poor social game. Ok so... the moment the hosts said we got 1 point, I started getting ready for tribal lmaaaooo. No sense crying over it either because all the tribes basically just had to show up in order to beat that

Like how could we not go to tribal with a score of ONE? That shit's embarrassing hahaha. That's like when your teacher passes the test back to everyone sitting around you but not you so you KNOW it's bad. But you know what? It's all good cause I'd rather us take the L now and get it out the way and we can all laugh about it cause losing won't be funny after long. The real question is: will Gryffindor do this the easy way or the hard way caaauusse we all know who the weakest link is. I just wanna see if someone puts two and two together without my prodding. Chips already said we voting together right and I'm like yes sir. There's no better place than being on the same page

WE WON OMG!! Jules basically gave me nothing, which is fine, i understand, but i'm so impressed that we pulled that off. Absolutely killing these reward challenges really helps!

"Y'all. Vote me out fr cause I'm inactive as fronk."

Tonight we learned Joshua is a feminist selfless man that I stan because he's volunteering to go home without me having to put his name out, which I was going to do. Like imagine if every guy had that kind of self-awareness, to recognize why he should be the vote and then embrace it instead of wreaking havoc. And wanting to see others succeed more than yourself? King shit! He knew when to hang it up and did just that. Like the number of times I've seen a vote get complicated for no fucking reason because everyone wants a fight to the death. Enough- I'm old, tired, and cannot exert too much energy at once. We got a long game ahead of us, not to mention quarantine. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you Joshua. We need more players like you and I appreciate your service

im back back BACK AGAIN with another confessional! not much has changed but a few updates for the sake of these being required :) 1. max has become even more inactive, he's not reached out to me personally since the first day and any time i messaged him after that he's sent me nothing back that i can build a convo off of, so we just have stopped speaking. Luckily this challenge only required four people and everyone else SHOWED UP!! or at least spoke about their availability, while he did not. However in his defense he said he was having some issues at home and i feel for him but his inability to connect has been an issue before he spoke about anything in our tribe chat with us. I'm trying to give him the benefit of the doubt but this point my relationships with the other 3 are leaps and bounds ahead of where I am at with Max. Maybe he can pick up some speed if we continue winning challenges but, it's not looking too hot. SPEAKING OF CHALLENGES, well first we lost reward AGAIN, but we won immunity.. AGAIN! thank goodness for not being first or second boot, i always love being able to avoid these early tribals and if i can get to a swap without seeing one that would be ideal, but also if we do go and maybe vote out max? wouldn't be the worst thing. Moral of the story we won and thats exciting! however.. if we didn't.. the first big push of strategic talk came up with landen when he hinted at being frustrated with max's lack of presence which I also share. I do believe if we lost me and landen could have most definitely picked up ruthie and lily to form a four against him, if he even came to tribal. That would be my ideal situation and if we continue on this tribes hopefully it gives me a nice cushion to fall on if we do lose so i dont have to entirely blow up my social game within the first few rounds by voting out someone i've built a connection with. If max can go and the remaining four hufflepuffs can make a swap I would feel good about that, and maybe in the right circumstances we could work together on the swapped tribes because i genuinely like all of these people (yes max too but in this specific scenario he wouldn't be included bc... well..) anyways to close this off i still absolutely ADORE lily, she is fun and our conversations are really good, and same goes for ruthie, hopefully i dont have to see either of them or myself go home before we can really start playing because i think we could do some damage. :) ok anyways this was longer than i thought it would be goodbye

I'm still not over the fact that I was able to answer 7 of those questions right. I have the memory of a plastic fork. I also love that we are SAFE!

I do kind of hope things get spicy and we swap this round and become two tribes of 9. That'd be cute. I don't want VI to get bored and crack on me. BUT ALSO I think I have solid enough relationships with almost everyone on this tribe... so who knows?!

Also... these hoes really out here trying to search for an idol in PUBLIC. IN PUBLIC. WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON HERE?

Dear diary, seems like we keep winning challenges, which is great but tbh i feel like every time i give a disadvantage to my team because english is not my first Language, and so far its been a vocabulary test and a listening and speaking test. I mean I knew I signed up for school but damn. Give me some macarena or drinking tequila challenge and I'll crush it

bippity boppity boo im back again with almost no content kdfasjhdskjfh

Ravenclaw working smarter and we keep winning, period!!! Thankful that y'all put Dan and I together....bc truly we will be unstoppable in these competitions. I kind of want to lose soon though to see how things would shake out, but I don't really have bad blood with anyone. Joanna seems passionate enough in the tribe chat and the challenges, even if she's dry in PMs. Miguel still won't give me anything other than a "how are you," but I hope the best for him in life lol

Still love Jules and Dan, and we made a three person alliance, but I haven't talked with either of them much one on one since it happened.... I really need to step the social game up eventually, but right now, I'm coasting, and maybe that's what I need before I find the time and resources in this game to strike!!

The idol hunt is hard but Dan seems onto something. Honestly he's gonna be a big threat sooner or later so he's sticking around as long as I can keep him! The last two games I've been in I've seen "goats" get dragged to the end and locked in final 3 positions, and then these perceived goats have ended up winning. so I want the big players in this game to rise to the top and fight it out in the end!

let’s say i am como we dice.. fed up with a lot :flushed: a lot meaning joshua starting to get on my nerves a bit! he’s genuinely sweet n all but.. the way he complained about us losing by putting down others work HHH pissed me off. which is why i will be voting him out hehe.. but so far my misting has worked because no one wants to vote me out! mwah

Slytherin killed the memory challenge. We thought we were all gonna flop bc all of us thought we sucked at memory stuff. um well we knocked it out of the park? Ravenclaw got 4 and huff/gryff got 1. We got 7 so oops. I do hope things turn out well for Gryffindor but no one I really know/care about is in that house so I'm not too worried. I hope they continue to lose or even hufflepuff since ravenclaw has 2 of my friends in it.

I have been TERRIBLE with confessionals but only because there's really not been much going on? I have an alliance with Dan and Owen, and even though I wrote off Joanna I was DEFINITELY wrong in doing that. Miguel is sort of the outlier. Our team is kinda iconic though? We've done so well on all the challenges. I might be the weakest link? More to come.

it's pretty sad but the whole tribe has agreed to vote max if we lose, basically he's just never around because of what's going on at home and like thats sad but... we gotta do what we gotta do *shrug*. I'm really feeling good about Hufflepuff moving forward, i've never bonded this much this easily with EVERYONE on a tribe and i just feel like if we keep winning or even if we lose and have to vote out max, we could be a great group for the future. especially i feel great about working with kevin, we dominated eve's game after eve came between us in 2020 that dastardly witch... :P (juuust kiddin. love ya!) but now we could totally do well in this game too i think.....

lily and ruthie are just so sweet and we really bond talking about pretty much anything,, especially lily is a great conversationalist and i just find it so natural to talk to them both. i'd love to work with any combination of people from hufflepuff in the future, hopefully i start sucking a little less at all these challenges. i think i did pretty great on memory :D

So here is the summary of what has happened since last time

We had a reward challenge that was drawing. Mine sucked. Apparently 3/4 so no reward.

We played Telephone. My team didnt realize that details are the most important parts of that and didnt share then with Autumn so Autumn didnt share them with me. Then I didnt know them when asked about them.

We scored 1 point and lost. Since I still have no alliance I'm scared that it could be me. So I kind of got an idea how everyone was feeling.

Juls let me know she wanted to vote Joshua and- it's not me so that's fine!

Then I was talking to Autumn about it and - OOP! Josh asked to be voted out. So unless he plays an idol I'm supposing he is leaving after asking to go.

woo my tribe won immunity!! we are safe! i’m glad bc i’m forming good relationships with ppl on my tribe. i think we all get along rly well so i hope we keep winning. the challenge was fun and i slayed bc i’m skinny mwah

Ya know what’s refreshing? Being on a tribe that actually wins!!! The last three games I’ve played I’ve been on flop ass starting tribes.

Now we’ll lose every challenge

10 minutes later

This sickening bitch just found a hidden immunity idol!!!! Good until f6 L A D I E S!!!!!!

HI BARBS SO I WAS GROUNDED SO I MISSED THE CHALLENGE BUT MY HUFFLEPUFF BABS SLAYED SM SO IM LIVING

CONFESSIONAL 2.1 —

Not much strategy has happened this episode, just simply tribal bonding! We are SlytherWINNING, getting reward and immunity this time! How wonderful.

Regarding my tribe mates, I love all three. I pray, pray, pray we make swap, i do Noh want to be a dirty bad guy and have to vote one out.. yet. Haha.

I was drunk during immunity, one full glass of rum & coke, so I am shocked that we won immunity. Honestly, I feel silly admitting I was drunk to my tribe because... if I can do that when drunk, imagine if I was sober. Competition Beast, duh.

I also gave up my run this round for the tribe to use. Was partially social, partially I just do not understand how to do the Hunt, so I might as well help the greater good. Either way, it comes off positively.

Hoping for a smooth journey for a little longer!

x nick

Joshue has basically quit at this point so I have no fear going into tribal

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whateverisbeautiful · 7 years ago

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Reveling in Richonne

#19: The Reveal (6x11)

Now that R&M were together, and Richonne had been officially born, one of the big things I wanted to see is how the other characters would find out and react? Having not yet found places where people celebrate Richonne like me, I had seen a lot of negative comments on social media the week after 6x10. 😒 I know y'all know about it so I won't go into the plethora of misguided reasons people weren't down with Richonne.

Also I know there's some people who just genuinely don't feel Richonne and that's fine. But there's a difference between that and haters lol. But you know how the saying goes: "Haters are just confused fans" 😉😌 Where's the lie? 😂

There was some amazing positive reactions too tho! And as upsetting as the negative stuff was, I also knew that one day people were going to realize, like I realized, that Rick and Michonne are actually perfect for each other and this isn't a mistake or a causal thing it's a soulmate thing.

I don't really post comments on stuff (this blog is sort of a first for me lol) but the week after they went cannon, even I had to post a comment on TWD’s FB post, listing receipts as to what episodes people could watch to realize that Richonne absolutely did not come out of nowhere and they've been feeling each other for awhile.

Since I just barely boarded this ship before it set sail, it was important to share the pre-cannon episodes that helped me learn, post-cannon, about just how long Richonne had been endgame. What helped me was seeing a compilation video of their scenes on Youtube (I didn't even know people made those before 6x10) and then I went on Netflix and fast forwarded to scenes with the two of them and y’all when I tell you it felt like I was watching a different show! It was sort of mind blowing. I couldn’t believe how I could miss this beautiful slow burn. But after 6x10 I saw the show and their relationship in a whole new light.

Part of me was upset with myself because I feel like it was my own conditioning, even as a black woman, to think that all the show would ever let them be was best friends. I know some people, myself included, want to say we missed it cuz “we were engulfed in overall story”and that’s true too, but I also know that if this couple had a different appearance I would have seen it coming. Cuz sure their love story was subtle but not that subtle.

In the course of a week, my eyes were so open to this beautiful love story that had been unfolding for three seasons. I finally saw it all. And I was so completely here for it. As someone who had missed this slow burn as it was happening, I wrote my FB comment with receipts hoping that maybe it would get other people out of the sunken place 😂.

But that’s why I’m so extremely glad that TWD made Richonne happen. I know this is a TV couple but it’s also a really important and significant statement. Plus TV has a lot of influence, so for the highest rated show on television to have their leading couple be Rick and Michonne. It’s big and it’s beautiful. Also I think the reason some people have a harsher reaction to them is because they know Richonne is beautiful. They know and it makes them uncomfortable that something they thought shouldn’t work, works so perfectly.

Hopefully they’ll come around, and if they don’t...Richonne will live and thrive either way. So we good lol.

I’m also glad they made R&M so much more than friends cuz it’s the only thing that made sense. How are you going to have obvious soulmates just acting like pals? Lol it would have felt more forced to keep them friends.

Anyways, I say all this cuz this post is about “the reveal” and Richonne was revealed to me and the public during 6x10. But, beyond the publics reaction, I was curious what the characters reaction would be. I mean this is Rick and Michonne! For three seasons they've been around these other characters and getting closer and closer and leading and being partners in crime and now they're openly in love.

Plus, this would be the first episode where they are fully cannon which I'm sure was nice for long time shippers to know you could watch with no more worry or wondering if. They were in love. It's been confirmed. And 6x11 let us know they weren't afraid to show it. Things can sometimes move fast on TWD (and sometimes not so much lol) so of course R&M weren't going to get time to strategically reveal their next level relationship to everyone. Instead the characters get a classic and sudden reveal.

In a hilariously candid moment, Jesus reveals to Carl that his "parents" (I love love love that he assumed that R&M were Carl's parents) are getting dressed. Now for Carl that was probably an awkward moment, but for the audience it was amazing. I know when he heard Jesus say "parents" he immediately knew Jesus meant Rick and Michonne, even before seeing them run out. And then for all the squad and Day Ones to be on the stairs with their weapons out. 😂 It was great. Cuz they all officially find out about Richonne when R&M run out from the bedroom. To this day I'm like "How did Michonne have time to get fully dressed but Rick couldn't put a shirt on?" I've heard people speculate that it was cuz he was helping her get her stuff and I am here for that theory!

And pretty much everyone has a subtle reaction to seeing R&M. Everyone except Daryl, who keeps his sight on Jesus, cuz he's been did known that Richonne was inevitable. Like this was literally Daryl's reaction...

The reactions of everyone as they tried to play it cool was classic and well done. My favorite reaction is from Glenn (😭). Glenn (😭) has always had such an up close and personal view of Richonne and you can tell he wanted to try and just stay focused on the threat of Jesus but he could not help reacting to R&M's arrival.

And when Rick realizes it's a dang reunion on those stairs and his son is right there to witness it all, Rick cutely looks back to check on Michonne, who's low key trying to hide behind him a little bit lol. But then she returns back to her queenly self enough to subtly put a hand up and let everyone know they can chill about Jesus. It's adorable that Rick's first thought is to check on her.

It's funny because I know that R&M mainly only cared that Carl was seeing all this. And I think they would have preferred having some sort of game plan on how to tell him and yet Carl finds out in what would be a lot of teens’ nightmare lol.

Anyway, because TWD isn't a romance (yes I'm aware of this lol) they have to move on rather quick from the reveal of Richonne, as they sit with Jesus and learn just how big the world is now. But even that has an amazing moment where, in one smirk, we know exactly where Carl stands on this newfound relationship.

I love that smirk, cuz it's Carl still so clearly seeing Michonne as his friend. And it’s also Michonne, who's more private, having to realize that she's been fully outed and Carl knows what's up, but more importantly Carl approves. At first I expected a bigger reaction from some of the characters but then I realized their subtle reactions are pretty perfect, cuz they've been seeing the love and progression between R&M for a while now. Richonne was never a matter of if but of when to them.

So for most of them it wasn't a shock, it was their own "of course" moment.

#twd #the walking dead #richonne #revelinginrichonne #richonne fandom #richonne family #michonne #michonne grimes #rick grimes #carl grimes #daryl dixon #glenn rhee #s6 #6x11

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thecharlesdilaurentis-blog · 7 years ago

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7x16: “the glove that rocks the crAdle”

****This is late b/c I work on tuesdays & don’t get to watch it live :(****

- BARRY MAPELS I MISSED YOU BUT DAMN YOU DON’T GOTTA GRILL MA GIRL SPENCE LIKE THAT

- I actually like Marco Fuery a lot I'm not gonna lie he reminds me of a knock off john stamos but I'm kinda living for it he's so far my fav cop overall in rosewood

- spencer stays getting questioned by cops & accused of murder you'd think she'd have the whole interrogation thing down by now

- Emily's so sweet for getting out all that baby shit but you already know some twisted ass dilaurentis shit is gonna be hidden in it

- "rule number 1 never send me to voicemail" THE CRINGE omg ariasiri still creeps the fuck outta me the chin is just too damn big 😂

- "did you screw anything else up?" haha i love it.

- HANNA STOP BEING A BITCH WHEN SO FAR SPENCERS THE ONLY ONE GOING DOWN FOR YOUR MURDER

- "yeah what about Lucas" I am loving Ali's sassiness tonight

- of course Caleb is helping with all his tech savvy ness

omg Caleb is such a dick at least hanna is trying to own up to the mistake she made by hurting her friend like that. Fuck Caleb honestly I think I'm done w/ the guys of pll at this point.

- EXCEPT MY BABY JASON (he needs to come back asap)

- don't be risky spence it ain't worth it

oh shit but she just got real af with emily

- "I think you're assuming a lot" lmao that's all y'all do tho girl shut up

- I am living for arias outfit it's simple but her & s/o her for being very mature about the Nicole thing I couldn't do it

- hanna baby u just gotta face it people lie, girl you lie

- patsy Klein hmmm I feel like I should remember this

- NO SPENCER DONT DO IT GIRL

she really just committed theft ahaha they wild

- damnnnnn Lucas really just threw them all under the bus ha all this time he was gonna protect hanna and turn the others in, I knew it. I knew it.

- "should I rewind it so we can watch him back it over you???" YAS SPENCE

- "that's not true." Yeah aria & it starts w/ you if they could only see it w/ ya stuttering ass

- "& I only got 10 mins to do it or the swat team shows up"

can someone pls make a whole video of hannas best one liners when this shows over??? Thnx

- omg Caleb what are you doing of course you just make things more uncomfortable for spencer this is not the time!

- Queen Mona finally making an appearance & is being left out AGAIN. & OMFG YAS SHE IS JUST SERVING NOTHING BUT TRUTH BOMBS I LOVE IT SHE IS ALWAYS SAVING EVERYONES ASS & GETS NO CREDIT OR LOVE FUCK YALL HAVE FUN IN JAIL.

sorry I just got a lil upset at the end

- the dolls are back and of course aria's in the scene

- omg how rude of AD or Lucas you don't knock over a pregnant chick

- okay it's official aria is the worst A lmao no way she can be the real AD

- "he has to have help" finally someone said it you go emily

Side note idk how aria can just stay quiet while watching 2 of her ‘best friends’ heartbroken like that, this secret better be good af girl or u just wrong

- OMG SPENCE FOUND AN EARRING SHES GONNA FIGURE IT OUT I KNOW THAT LOOK

- CALEB WTF OKAY IM CONVINCED EVERYONE ON THIS SHOW JUST WANTS TO GO TO JAIL

- ha so wait does this mean Mona is the one who pushed Ali? That's so like her. I love it.

- who was Lucas meeting???? 🤔

apparently AD but they didn’t answer, now do we think AD was there & just didnt answer or was she/he busy somewhere else?

- damn spencer has ballllsssssssss! I feel like I always knew this though.

- oh shit we all saw that look Lucas gave Aria that means he knows what's going on w/ AD right now or at least more than he’s saying

- hmmm he said HE first but maybe it really was just a slip up... & are we just gonna be believe he never knew cece was Charles???

so he's just another pawn not a sidekick?

"the second one was made a lot later on".... so they met again?

if he is telling the truth this means he truly loves hanna & risked a lot for her & might just mean he's only helping AD at this point b/c she's probably offering him money (like jenna said about her, noel, & sara)

- that face Ali made like she doesn't know what to say ugh it bothers me so much b/c we only got 5 episodes left girl spit it ALL tf out emily deserves it!!!

ok nvm she did and I was slightly living for it! My emison heart can't help it... but I know this can go 1 of 2 ways either Ali is still playing games (which I kinda want to happen but probs wont) or she's telling the truth.

I really don't care too to much about which way it goes only b/c I love Sasha so much

- I feel bad for aria a little but you can tell she was trying HARD not to make that ugly crying face again lmao

- AD is so cheesy I die every time

overall another good episode but I wish there was more answers. I think thats always though. Sasha slayed me this episode not only was her acting terrific I think the lines they gave Alison tonight were just so old Ali I loved it! Also loved the Mona part!! I think that was my fav part of the whole episode b/c she finally said what EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE FANDOM HAS BEEN SAYING SINCE LIKE S3!! haha anyways what were you guys fav parts of tonights episodes?

I give it a solid 7/10!

ALSO

send me any theories or questions

its the last 4 episodes now so,

I wanna know everything!

#PLL #PLL thoughts #pll theories #pll spoilers #PLL post

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scenarios-on-ice · 8 years ago

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Y'ALL KNOW ME

(We are outgunned)

WHAT!!!

(outmanned)

YOU HEAR IT?!

(Outnumbered, outplanned-)

DISTILLED SPIRITS!!!

(The greatest man woman in all of the land of tumblr)

PLEASE RISE FOR YOU QUEEN

LUNA

(…what? Ok, don’t worry about the cinnamon roll who did absolutely nothing wrong, somebody on the wiki clearly made a mistake. TG traumatized me with many things these past few weeks but Kaneki disappearing/recieving a ‘fatal’ injury isn’t one of them. He has plot armor, remember? Worry about Urie instead.

Like in the latest chapter we literally saw him talking with Amon and he was totally fine

I almost screamed when I saw that page

I’ve been waiting so long for them to meet again)

I’ll try to find My Shot again and I’ll let you know when I do! I don’t have much time on my hands at the moment…

Oooh, Armin-Eliza and Mikasa-Angelica do work really well! I can’t believe I didn’t think of that ^^;; Armin and Eliza both have that ‘looks like a cinnamon roll and is a cinnamon roll but could still kill you’ thing going on lol

(I’m personally a fan of Eremika; I couldn’t see Eren ending up with anyone else in canon, though I do like to ship him with Annie…I’d also like the idea of him with Historia if Yumikuri wasn’t one of my OTPs.)

You’re right, Erwin does behave more like Hamilton in general (a more mature version of musical Hamilton or just historical Hamilton), Eren’s not an idiot but he’s still nowhere near Ham in terms of intelligence. I do think Eren fits with Hamilton better in some ways than Erwin though- like his temper, hardworking nature, determination and that bad habit of never knowing when to shut up.

I can just see Eren’s horrified face if someone ever told him to talk less and smile more.

I wanted Levi to be the Burr to Eren’s Hamilton but thinking it over, I realize that while it doe fit I can’t see Levi shouting ‘we’re reliable with the L A D I E S’ in the middle of a crowded ballroom (Levi is also more of a ‘shut up when you need to but when you do have something to say, be honest’ kind of person than a ‘talk less, smile more’ type). So now I want Jean as Burr for Eren. Like, it’s not the best casting ever, but I see some distinctly Burr-like traits in Jean and his rivalry with Eren is very similar to the Burr-Hamilton relationship (only more friendly and less murderous).

(Imagine Jean singing Wait for It and during the line ‘And if there’s a reason I’m still alive when everyone who loves me has died’ Marco’s face flashes across the screen

Or wait, maybe just Marco as the older Theodosia and then Dear Theodosia (reprise)…)

(Like I said above, I agree with you that Levi is a more Burr-like character but younger!Levi is a Hamilton in some ways. Hurricane could be his theme song, only instead of 'write my way out’ it’s more of…you know…fight my way out)

But now I have a harder time deciding who I want as Angelica…I personally prefer Annie or Ymir because Angelica is a witty, sharp character who probably would have gone into politics if people weren’t so sexist back then, and I can see Annie or Ymir bantering with Eren while Mikasa is a more stoic character who lets her actions speak for her. But then, if Jean is Burr I live for the idea of Mikasa brutally shutting down his attempt to hit on her during The Schuyler Sisters (sorry Jean)

(Ok one last time but I really do think Historia’s and Eliza’s character arcs are really similar in some ways)

Oh seriously? That’s so cool! I’m not sure about my acting skills because I’ve never really had to use them…as for singing, I’ve never had any training but I’ve been told I have a good voice. Not anything amazing but apparently it’s nice to listen to? I’m not sure but a lot of people have told me that so. Maybe it’s not too bad XD my rapping skills are pretty average, I think.

Plot twist:

I’d play Peggy.

*gives hugs*

*gives rainbows*

*gives unicorn*

(Idk why I wrote that don’t ask

Seriously though congratulations for getting through that night)

Conspiracy theory:

Your phone and shuffle are plotting to expose you and make you actually admit and accept your feelings

They’re evil

They deserve to burrn like Hamilton’s love letters to Eliza

OK, found the My Shot AMV! It’s by Katherined on youtube ^^

And btw, there’s also an AoT AMV for Aaron Burr, Sir now! The casting isn’t too great in my eyes (they reversed our casting for Levi-Burr and Erwin-Ham, and while I do think Levi is similar to Ham in some ways LMM’s enthusiastic voice paired with his ‘I’m dead inside’ face is weird XD also, Armin is Lafayette in this video? Mikasa is John? The only thing I agree with is Eren as Mulligan…and Armin’s horrified face at 'WHO ARE YOU’). But the editing is good and it is pretty funny (I take back the comment about Eren as Mulligan being the only casting choice I agree with; there’s also Mike as the Bursar Levi punched)

Mikasa’s scenes at Trost combined with 'these redcoats don’t want it with me’ is kinda accurate though

THOUGH, IN REVIEWING THE INCIDENTS OF MY BEING AN ADMIN OF A BLOG

I AM UNCONSCIOUS OF INTENTIONAL ERROR

I AM NEVERTHELESS TOO SENSIBLE OF MY RANDOM HIATUSES

NOT TO THINK IT PROBABLE THAT I MAY HAVE DISAPPEARED COUNTLESS TIMES

I SHALL ALSO CARRY WITH ME THE HOPE THAT MY FOLLOWERS

WILL NEVER CEASE TO VIEW IT WITH INDULGENCE…

OH, I see! I’m glad about that ;-; I keep forgetting that Kaneki won’t die no matter what. I mean, we also thought that Armin died and look what happened.

Soooo, what happened to the cookie?? He’s one of my favs in tgre, he can’t die! Or will he just turn into a full one-eyed ghoul??  ;-;

Yeah, I got the link! It wasn’t that nice, to be honest… I mean, I’ve seen a lot better amvs :/

Yeah, Eliza would absolutely murder you if you badmouthed her. But I think Peggy is even worse ;-; I mean, didn’t she scare off people treating her with an axe at one point? That’s just crazy…

True, Eremika seems to be what we’ll get from the manga and I don’t mind at all, tbh. I’m more of an Armin and Annie shipper. Idk why, don’t ask why. YUMIKURI IS THE CUTEST THING EVER. After this is over, marry me!

Erwin has Hamilton’s ambition, but he’s not as hot-tempered or impulsive, thankfully. When I imagine a compulsive Erwin, I get shivers ;-; It’d probably be a nightmare to have him for an enemy. But Com. Eyebrow’s calm is also scary in itself. I mean, the fact that he’s able to lead so many soldiers (including himself) to their death, voluntarily, is terrifying.

Eren has Ham’s temper and determination, but I think he’d rather fight Bert again than having to ‘write his way out’. That’d probably be a nightmare for him… He’d get so insulted if anyone ever told him that XD

Levi fits Burr in many aspects, but I think that the ones he doesn’t share with him are bigger in number. I think I’d cry from laughing if I ever saw Levi shouting ‘we’re reliable with the L A D I E S’ Even though their relationship isn’t the best fitting, I agree on Jean-Eren for Burr-Ham. I think Jean has enough salt in his head to know when to shut up and he’s pretty willing to do stupid shit to achieve his goals. Only I don’t think he’d murder Eren ;-; I mean, no matter how much they fight, it’s all in good spirit. I think.

*pterodactyl screech* why do you adore toying with people’s feelings so much?? It’s like that ‘You are my sunshine, my only sunshine’ comic I saw for JeanMarco (and HideKaneki for that matter). I did nOT cry.

Levi does fit Hurricane quite a lot. Well, with the environment of the anime, I think a lot of the characters can connect to hurricane, which is actually quite depressing… Only the ‘I’ll write my way out’ would change for every individual person.

All three of them would make amazing Angelicas! Why not three Angelicas? That seems like the easiest answer hahah I think Annie is a bit too emotionless and deadpan for her… So, technically, Ymir would be best one?  But as you said, Mikasa being like ‘Jean, you disgust me’ would give me life. Also, imagine the trauma when she’d find out Eren (Ham) has been killed…

Historia is Eliza, confirmed. BUT WOULDN’T THAT MAKE YMIR ALEX??? WE HAVE NEW HAM!AOT!!!

Oh, that’s pretty cute ^^ I was in puppetry, so I don’t know how well I’d do in actual acting, tho ;-; I’d love to hear you sing one day :) Yeah, I can’t quite rap either. I’d say I have a more of an ability to speak really quickly than actual rap skills.

You’d be the best peggy ever

My shuffle is usually quite evil… Like, it gives me Say No To This right after Helpless. Or Congratulations after Satisfied and so on. And sometimes, it goes on a sad song streak. It’s mean ;-;

I shall never admit my feelings! Well, I’ve admitted them to myself, but I don’t plan on confessing anytime soon, since I’m a potato who’d rather stay forever alone than potentially embarrass myself :)

Aaron Burr, Sir is an amazing amv. I really liked the editing, even though Burr Erwin and Levi Ham are a bit different than expected. Imagine this: Levi saying the line ‘I was chosen for the constitutional convention!’

Mikasa will kick anyone’s ass, it’s been confirmed. Mikasa is kickass.

#tokyo ghoul anon #evans #submission

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survivorcutthroat · 7 years ago

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Episode 1: “There’s a 50 year old playing this game.” - Zack (Part 1)

Okay so I guess it's my fourth time playing one of these main seasons?! Goddamn. Why do I do this to myself LMAO. I wanna make this one count and honestly I didn't really expect to be here in the first place?? Like when I applied I went all out and was so damn extra about what I had to say about myself so I could make it seem like I'm this huge backstabber and chaotic iconic player,,, which maybe I am but still!!! This season I'm gonna want to focus on my strategic and physical game. In fact, I'm going to completely sacrifice my social game in order for this to happen. Well, at least I'll be taking out what I consider to be my social game. I recently came to a really important revelation about ORGs in general and I realize what makes certain players so damn successful. When I'm having conversation, the topic always revolves around real life. I ALWAYS want to make small talk with everybody and get to know them as people instead of players and that seriously damages my strategy because I'm so enveloped in friendship rather than game. I lead conversation away from strategy and that's a huge detriment of mine. I know I've got the capability of talking to people, but the conversations we have don't revolve around STRATEGY. I need to make that my biggest change in how I play. No one gives a fuck about how work was for me that day and I shouldn't give a shit about what they did with their friends the night before. We're here to play a game, if you wanna talk to me you can but just know that I only want to talk about game because I don't want to waste my time with an overall irrelevant topic. My point isn't that I will literally talk about nothing but game, because this is about making close friends too, but let's really try to focus on the game first and small talk later. Save the personal shit for skype calls or when we wanna rabbit Netflix together, you know? With that being said, I also need to recognize how people feel about me. Everyone I've played with or have like three degrees of separation with will immediately have the notion that I am a dangerous, messy player. I can literally win anyone I've never met over if I have to, and maybe I can win over some people I do know, too. But the point is that I can't expect they're just going to let me walk to the finish. They're going to talk shit about me to other people and I can't let it get to me. I have to just accept that it's going to happen, and I need to figure out the best way to control my allies and keep their arrows pointed at our opposition. Like I've been saying, I wanna win this time. I also know that my biggest problem is going to be the premerge. I have to get through it in one piece, and I absolutely cannot play an idol premerge if I have one and ultimately don't have to. Save the big movez for the merge, Jaiden!!! People know who I am, they're gonna come after me, and I need to control them. But I also need to think of how I'm going to win challenges if the truth is that I'm just not that good at them. One of my strengths is my social game, so the social challenges like rope chop, touchy subjects, chain reaction, etc. will need to be the challenges I focus on winning. I need to understand how everybody else thinks of each other (!!!) instead of focusing on how they think of me. I already know what people might think about me, but how can I work other people over if I have no idea what the group is thinking about each other? I know I'm being placed on a tribe of five people so as long as I find a threesome I'm good. I just need to make it to an inevitable swap and then continue to win tribal immunity until the merge. My goals are to get to the merge without attending tribal, then maybe finding an idol for protection at the merge. I've proven to be good about not sharing information about idols (so long as the VL doesn't find out first) so I'm not concerned about that, and I am a huge risk taker so that's also not that big of a deal either. Anyways, lets just hope that everything comes out well on day one. I really need to seal the deal this time because I'm so over not winning these stupid games... however, if everything starts going wrong, I'll never go without a fight and I will absolutely go down swinging. I don't care if I have to backstab or slit throats because I've had it happen to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ let's play some Survivor.

Heyy it's me again! So far I've done nothing but be a nuisance for the tribe and I'm STOKED to be starting on the right foot! Socially I'm being careful b/c I know all these people are snakes (look at the fecking theme) but I am TRYING to act genuine to hide my bolts and wires! I love how "required" and "confessionals" were put in the same sentence, y'all are so cute! Acting like I need incentive to rant about these 19 hooligans hahaahaha

Ok um quick confessional but I am in DEEP SHIIIIIIIIIIIIT. My tribe is nehe, whos threatened of me cuz of hos, zack, who I betrayed in trashy and hates me for it. I have a lot of bad blood with a lot of these people and im really gonna have to kiss ass to at least have a chance at a social game.

Ummmmmmmmmm well fuck quick tribe assessmen:

Zack: *drinks bleach* he fuckin hates me and doesn't trust me but might work with me cuz familiar??

Dustin: I know of him and he knows of me and ik zack probably gonna thirst for him and be controlled so fuck

Nehe: I hosted him in hos, hes already asking me about my hos placements ewkjnfe so I hope he isn't threatened and we can work together the other one: idk yet ill get back to you. Tbh im bonding with people who aren't my tribe what tf am I doing

Um okay, to do list:

-check the cast assessment

-inspect blog and wiki for idol shit

-stalk the casts wiki and seasons and read their confessionals

-maybe masturbate

-my accounting homework

-maybe make an alliance lmao

ALSO so many of these fucking people gotta go NNNNN like ESPECIALLY two faced tommy for sure with his fake ass charm. Luke and Zack cuz I screwed them both over in trashy big brother directly, like both on my hohs. Oh I don't even wanna BEGIN with fuckin stevie, the only way to work with him is to feed his fucking ego and idk if I wanna suck his dick for an entire season I might just get rid of him asap ayyyyyyyyy. OH MY FUCKING GOD JAIDEN OH NOOOOOOOOO. If he tries to fight me like he always does I will make him cry I don't care. Omfg SNIANA FROM TRANSYLVANIA SHE HATES ME CUZ I BETRAYED HER and she didn't vote me.

Okay in the tribe, im gonna make sure nehe is loyal to me. like that's my only choice rn and then try and either pull in zack or pull in crow to target dustin and zack Im seamus ignoring my messages and talking in the chat why is he like this? Crow is shit talking merle and im taking notes. I think I like crow he Is great time to do my research on him tho but first a pee break.

It's night one and literally everyone is lying to everyone. We're all making deals hoping that one will stick but not planning on sticking to it. Cutthroat is going to be amazing.

I'm certain that this cast is mostly good people, but there have to be at least 5 who belong in prison for their personalities alone. The secret is finding out which five cutthroats are actual human garbage.

Fourth time's a charm. Let's see if I can actually win something in this shit series.

Let's break down this day one twist. I have a theory that the people we vote for within our tribe will become a new team captain, and they must pick their new tribe. Seems easy enough. I don't think it's anything more powerful than that, but some people speculate it's an elimination vote and others think it'll be something really random and stupid. I don't know. One World doesn't seem to be a big twist this season because it was never mentioned as such, which is why I think it's going to be a team captain task.

Now let's do an obligatory day one cast assessment. I'll start off with the people I don't know and have nothing to say about them.

Crow and Abel... sorry. Got nothing to say to you guys.

Let’s move onto everyone else in order by the Wiki.

Ali – Never heard of him before, so immediately he sticks out like a sore thumb. He was on the one world call briefly and I talked to him a little bit there but we haven’t personally met yet.

Bodhi – I do not like this guy. Plain and simple. He hates me, but I truly believe that Bodhi and I need to work together, at least for now, because we’re familiar with each other and understand one another’s tricks. I have to keep him close so he doesn’t want to betray me too soon.

Dom – We played in India together and we were really close right off the bat. I’m willing to befriend Dom again because I’ve seriously neglected our friendship since the end of that game and we have A LOT of catching up to do with things that have gone down with all of the drama that happened in India and beyond. I want to work with Dom most of all this season.

Rob – Rob is my closest friend in this community but I do not believe that he is going to ever, ever trust me. He is always going to question my moves because he doesn’t seem to let go of things I’ve done in the past? Like I’m not even going to kiss his ass this season and if things don’t work out for us with alliances, I’m not going to drop everything to protect him. Bye Felicia.

Sherry – FUCK. She’s SUCH a threat this season, but she’s like the cool aunt I’ve always wanted. She is soooo close with Sid and I want to really try and figure out how I could be their #3 at any point in time. I think they know that they’re threats so I want to try and see if I can sneak my way in with them and use them (particularly Sid, which we’ll go to later) as shields. She seems like a sweetheart and I hope I can work with her!

Amir – I’m a little mixed about Amir, tbh! He’s a nice guy but I don’t know how genuine he is with me, unfortunately. I’m worried about him because I truly like him now but we’ve had serious beef in the past and I don’t want things to get ugly between us. I don’t know where we stand now so I want to actually focus on getting to know him better as a person, which is not how I want to play this season tbh. We’ll see how things go.

Dustin – AHH another huge threat! I’m so scared of Dustin LMAO. I don’t see myself ever working with him because he’s like, a pretty big name and I’ve fought him before. We’ll see what happens but don’t expect me to run to him with big blindside-y plans or anything.

Nehemiah – He’s boring to talk to in PMs, but then he comes alive on calls. I sympathize with him because we’ve been pre-merge boots before and I want to try and establish a working relationship with him on that basis alone. As a person I think Nehe is a little bit controversial??? So idk if I’ll stand to work with him for long.

Zack – Zack and I have worked together in the two games we’ve played together well, but we LITERALLY never talk outside of games. I genuinely forget sometimes that we were friends in the past… like yikes. I want to talk to him and try and rebuild that partnership this time, but with a lot of personal stuff going down between me and some of his good friends, I don’t know how well that’ll work. It might be best to just not be optimistic with Zack and try to cut him loose early.

Myself – I will try my best to explain myself from the outside looking in. I have a reputation for being crazy, chaotic, messy, what have you. People won’t question why I am here because they know the kind of player that I am, which is why I think I’m going to be a target early on in the game. I HAVE to focus on getting to know everyone this season… It’s completely unacceptable otherwise. I’m going to push myself to do whatever it takes this time to make the merge. Then day 40, if I have to. The final tribal council. I wanna win so I never have to do this shit again, lmao. But people do not trust me and they certainly don’t like me, either. How do I find a good balance to secure my position with others?

Liana – No comment. I don’t like her.

Luke – Another big wildcard??? I don’t know how to feel about Luke. Sarah told me I have to trust him because he never lies but I know firsthand that Luke 100% lies and I know there are a couple people on this cast who do not like him. He’s trying to kiss my ass by calling me “king” and make me like him but it’s never gonna happen. I’m not going to include him in my plans right away, but if things fall into place for us to work together, I’ll oblige.

Seamus – Yikes. Seamus messaged me just a few days before the cast to talk to me and it makes me really suspicious of this whole “cast leak” drama I’ve been dealing with. I think Seamus wanted to pre-game with me and I seriously don’t trust him for a single second, so if I HAVE to throw him under the bus to get ahead I’ll really do it. Zero chance Seamus lasts if he gets even the slightest target on his back when I’m on a tribe with him.

Sid – I like Sid. I don’t know why. I just think he’s pretty cool and I see why people call him a social threat, but people on the outside have warned me that he needs to go soon or else he will go to the end with Sherry or something. Like I said before, I want to work with Sid and Sherry because even though they’ll always pick each other over me, there’s no chance that they will get far together. I need to be in the middle of something like that because people will likely take shots at them and not necessarily me, or at least until I don’t need Sid/Sherry anymore! If I can utilize Sid to get rid of Seamus or Luke, I’ll be golden. I need him to like me and trust me.

Cole – He seems funny! He hasn’t played in a long time but he is super backstab-y so we can relate to each other on that. I think we’ve got similar personalities with being bitchy and obnoxious so I’m going to really work on getting him to like me so we can work together. I don’t know Cole but us working together would literally,,, be a match made in heaven. I hope it works out!

Matt E – I know nothing about him except that he won a ton of challenges. I hope he can pick me for his tribe so I don’t have to go to a tribal council pre-merge.

Stevie – LMAO he can literally fuck off, I don’t like Stevie. I hope he’s an early boot.

Tommy – See above. If there’s one person this season I would die if I saw them win, it would be him. I don’t even know Tommy that much but the first impression I got of him was not a good one. I don’t want to be associated with him in any way and honestly I’m not even going to try bonding with him I don’t think. Okay, now that I’ve got that over with, we can talk about other things I guess. My strategy this season is going to focus…on strategy. No more small talk! I don’t care about these peoples’ lives, I just want to make alliances. This means I need to go on calls to replace my social game because that’s such an important thing to do because calls ALWAYS bring out the honesty in people. Even if it hurts, I’ll do it. I’m in a prime time of my life right now to do calls as much as possible because I’m not working night shifts and I don’t really do anything outside of working and sleeping, so!!! Who cares!

Also, I need to have less trust in what people say to me. It’s so stupid to think that I’m coming in here with a clean slate, because I know I’m not. People have shitty opinions about me and honestly, there isn’t much I can do to change their mindsets. I have to just confront that head-on, which I actually did with Luke today. I won’t get into specifics since I deleted the receipts of what I said already (lol), but essentially I told him that no matter how many times people say they like me, they actually don’t & I’ve heard it all before and then seen the opposite of what they say to my face in confessionals. That’s just the kind of attitude I’m in right now!

Day one and I haven’t taken this too seriously yet. I need to have fun with it. When I get stressed out, I get messy. I have a looooot of baggage coming into this season with some former friends and some previous enemies, so I have my work cut out for me with unzipping those suitcases and not letting the dirty laundry just spill out into the street.

there's a 50 year old playing this game.

Okay tbh my current gameplan, short term I think I can protect myself. I didn't get lucky with my tribe members but it could be worse but I think I'll be able to protect myself enough on this tribe to survive a vote or 2.

Now long term, it's really going to depend on what happens in the other tribes and how the swap will go. If people like liana/Stevie/Seamus go now, it'll make my game a lot easier.

Liana: wreckdt her before in Transylvania and she blames me for her leaving cuz I was the one who figured out her lies

Stevie: besties with liana, has no moral compass like a sociopath, cocky

Seamus: I just don't trust him at all. Plus he's best friends with Christian and that girl hates me

If people like cole/sid/rob go, I'm gonna have a hard ass time playing this game. Rob is so kind and I think we both genuinely like each other and it's as simple as that, he'll be loyal to me I'll be loyal to him. Cole is such a strong player but he's also the only person here I would say I had a friendship with before the game. I think he'll be loyal to me hopefully. Sid will be super loyal at least in the beginning and I also used to be friends with him a long time ago but we haven't talked in like a year. I know he knows I'm a threat but I'm hoping we can work together I think that's all I got for tonight and tmmrw I'll make a podcast so I can go more in depth!! Love y'all goodnight.

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Luke is lying to me. He's pretending that he doesn't dislike me when I have hard evidence via Switzerland confessionals, and the things he says about me behind my back. He's pathetic enough that he TRIED TO GET ME STRIKED IN A GAME HE WASNT IN. So I'm lying to Luke pretending that I forgive him for saying one mean thing about me, but in reality it goes much deeper, and I'm not forgiving Luke any time soon. Luke, maybe when the season is done we can work this out?

I'm really liking my starting tribe. I trust Ali, Dom, and Rob to a certain extent, and I'm fairly certain that Zherry will go first because she hasn't connected well with any of us. Im trying to get closest with Dom, because he and I had a moderate pregame alliance in Switzerland that is like to capitalize on. I'm telling him that I'm excited to play with him which isn't completely true, but it's not a lie either. I didn't think about him from the switz start to now, but I'm happy working with him when we get the chance.

I'm making deals with everyone on my tribe. I'll betray anyone in this game to make it 3 more days, but I wouldn't like for any of them to betray me. In a season like cutthroat, morality is out the window. There is no reason to give someone trust because they'll break that. You have to be a step ahead of everyone in this game, and that's what I intend to do.

I have a close relationship with Rob, Ali, and Dom. All three think that the two of us are the center of the tribe and get to decide what happens. It's a pretty great spot for me because I can get rid of someone without an issue as long as there's no redemption island, and have the majority think I'm on their side. I'm not on their side, I'm on my side.

Okay so the first night of socializing came to an end....I instantly clicked with Amir and had good talks with Nehe. Zack was a bit....off? Idk I don't see him and I working too closely....Dustin was chill too but my gut is telling me not to trust him based on how he describes his past but obviously I still have to keep him close....for this first "vote" I think it's to pick who competes in the challenge so I pray I'm not voted...but for now I'm just working on building bonds cuz that's the foundation of my strategy.

I'm telling people my history in GL to not just gain sympathy for how I went out but to also give off a first impression of potential innocence cuz in a game of manipulators, the innocent are always the easiest tools for them to use and if they think I'm a tool, not only am I gunna be safe, but I can also pull the wool over their eyes...

6 hours later...

Okay I officially made an alliance with Nehe - hopefully that wasn't too fast lol but I'm getting a tad anxious as nobody is approaching me much about game talk (on my tribe that is). If I go out first.......nuh uh NO i am SO much better than that!

Anyways, off to our left we have an anxious Bodhi trying to talk game with me since he didn't in GL.....but he's acting like a father who just found out their kid existed and is trying to make up their whole childhood. He's reaching out, yes, but like.....I forgive but I don't forget. Bodhi ratted out my alliance that I made with HIM to Matt and lied to me on my elimination night. But I can't let him know that, so it's all smiles and giggles for now!

Beyond that, my ideal scenario would be Zack going first off this tribe since I can't gauge where he's at and then having Amir and Nehe close. But I know this game. I'm sure this tribe dynamic won't last for long....

NeHe really is the most boring person to talk too, thats why i voted for them. But in all honestly i have no clue what to expect with this vote! Also i love crow.

Ali- Who is that... like I've never heard of them they must be pretty quiet, they just added me as I'm typing this so that's interesting. If they left I wouldn't be upset, don't know them at all

Amir- Crackedt king, he's really good at these games. People love him so much, bet he got drafted the most. He's a great guy and I definitely trust him but I know if I stand in the way of him winning this game he'll do whatever it takes to get me out, he wants to win.

Bodhi- Literally a wild card, he's very enigmatic and different. I feel like people will underestimate him because he says such a weird things but he does have a brain. I've hosted him twice so I don't think he'll come after but who knows.

Crow- ? why are they named after a bird, who are they, what are they.

Dom- That kid is very villainous and deceptive, he'll use his charm to do well in this game, but he will probably make himself a huge target like always and get taken out early. I think he likes and we are friends outside of games for sure, but I was pretty instrumental getting him out in BBHell 4 so that's not good.

Jaiden- omg this kid is hilarious if you can stand his very dry and dark humor. He asked me to be a showmance and I couldn't say no... awkwardddddd. Anyways I know he likes me so he won't be targeting me anytime soon.

Liana- why is she back, like didn't she bully a 14 year old for like no reason other than because they voted her out. She's inactive and truly sucks at these games... Don't know why she got cast, if I'm being honest

Luke- I think he's great, I'm concurrently in three games with him so yeah... I think we are gonna align because if we don't then that's just a mess and we don't want that. I trust him, but I don't really know him that much personally.

Matt- A str8, seems like a he's very entitled but I think he likes me actually. I might be judging him too harshly but I've never seen this guy in my life. I hope out of anyone in my current tribe he leaves.

Nehe- I don't know what it is but he makes me cringe a little. Like maybe it's his voice or something, I have no idea. He doesn't seem very strategic or anything so I'm not really worried about him.

Rob- a great guy! I truly love rob, he's quiet and cunning. He can win things and can be social when needed, he definitely is a top runner to win this game I feel.

Seamus- Oh seamus, what can I say about him... Very strategic but not really, I feel like he's really arrogant and entitled so yeah. He's also won a game so that's something to watch for. He tried backdooring me in another game and failed but we made up... He will try to take me out ASAP, I'm a threat to him I think.

Sherry- She was in bbhell 6? She got 3rd... she seems crackedt as fucccck. I don't even have her added. I don't know what type of game she plays, so I hope she leaves soon.

Sid- He's good at games I believe and will probably do well here too. Don't him very well.

Stevie- I want to sit on his face, point BLANK. I trust stevie I don't he would screw me over. He's a good guy, never done me wrong.

Tommy- I'm like "flirting" with him, whatever you want to call it. He seems very social; he won a game. I need to watch out for him later on and get him out if he becomes too powerful.

Zack- Don't have him added so........ nothing to say about him.

If I had to predict who will make it to at least final 4 I would say Rob, Amir, Tommy and Seamus. They are strongest competitors here I think. Me? you may ask... I'll probably get early boot or like last juror.

I think I can lay low for a while, I have the advantage of not playing survivor with these people. These ppl are so hard to flirt with aka my main strategy. So many str8's not enough time.

My tribe's okay I guess. I know everyone but Matt. Stevie and me played a side season together once where we made the end together and he got more votes than me in the end (undeservingly might I add). He's kinda boring idk. Cole and me have known each other for a really long time but haven't ever been too close. I don't think he would want me out right away so I'm okay with him now but I have no intentions of working with him down the road because he's just messy with the way he lives his life and I just can't handle that. Tommy is probably my closest ally rn just because from what I gather he's pretty loyal and after dealing with all the fakes in Switzerland that's exactly what I need. Within the first five minutes of our convo he was asking me to go on call like sis slow down. We did end up going on call and it went pretty well so maybe I just found my #1??? Not if his ass expects calls every round smh.

Every time Luke speaks I just get really annoyed idk why. Like I don’t understand why he thinks his commentary is ever necessary he ain’t funny he ain’t clever and nothing he ever says is insightful or adds anything of value to conversations (or life). He needs to just sit there and eat his food.

As for the rest of the cast, everyone else I know has reached out to me (except Luke’s bitch ass) along with some others. Me and Zack are on good terms but I don’t see us working together here. I like Dustin but he’s fake as hell so I know he is not to be trusted because he will turn on me the second a skinny white boy breathes in his direction. Seamus and me are acquaintances and he’s only seen me flop in games so I think he’d be down to work with me long term since I don’t think he views me as a threat. Bodhi should have taken Luke’s spot in Switzerland and we’ve bonded over that. Nehe and me are #BlackExcellence and y’all can catch us in the f2. We haven’t spoken any game yet but it’s gonna work out I’m already such a stan of his messy ass and we’re honestly, truly going to be a force this season. Cirie and Michaela are shook. Also why are there so many old people here lmao don’t they have their 9 to 5 jobs to worry about lmao.

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Rob Ali and I have an alliance called Eddie's Breadie's. That's about it.

Everything: is quiet and relaxed

Me: *tries to write a confessional*

Everything: Hey Rob! Austin sucks! Me and my bae are mad at each other!

Seriously?

Anyways, I’m getting fired up. it is Day 2 and it is the first time things have died down. Since I was added to the Akyab and One World chats, it's been non-stop socializing for me. I started a game that I was hosting with this exact format: 20 castaways, 4 tribes of 5, One World. I got on everyone's asses for not utilizing it to their advantage, so I'm trying to do what I wanted people to do in my game.

I talked to a wide array of people and I haven't met a handful of people maybe 3 or 4ish? There's several people I know on the cast, more than I expected. I sort of wish I was on a different tribe because this tribe is more people I have to build trust with. Let's do a cast assessment!

Ali: I like Ali. He's cool, he works out and he's coming to Houston soon. There might be a meet up haha but it's not going to happen. I'm weary of Ali because Bodhi told me that he is a flipper, he gets idols so I have to keep an eye on him.

Bodhi: I know Bodhi from before, he's a great guy, eccentric, but great. I think I could work with Bodhi, but I still... don't really trust him on a game level. I don't think I ever will because there's something about Bodhi's game that appears off to me.

Dom: I want to work with Dom. Dom is cute, and I feel that we're both wanting to work with one another. If there's something that goes wrong, I know he has a possibility to blow up, but I don't think there will be a situation like there was in India.

Sherry: Sherry is something. She is iconic, she's one of the older players in the community but she's not very into it. I won't ever trust Sherry. I know she was tight with SId, and she was crazy in Maldives. There's also this huge age difference, and I don't believe we could talk a lot, or that she would talk to me like???? "Let me talk to this 16 year old boring kid" Amazing! I'm probably an ageist. I haven't even really talked to her one-on-one.

Amir: A KING! I love Amir a lot. I'm so glad that I met him before. We might be able to work together, but for some reason I don't feel that he may try as hard as Transylvania? Though it may be because he is trying to go under the radar, I am studying these people like they're the American Revolution I am telling you. He's probably going to take it slow. I don't know what I am even talking about I am such a mess!

Crow: I don't know Crow. I don't trust Crow. He can go bother other people.

Dustin: I really like Dustin. He is super nice and I loved our conversation. I would like to work with him, and I feel that he knows how to handle this and talk to people and make sure they trust him. You go Dustin Putman!

Nehe: I don't know about Nehe. I played before and I liked him, he was sweet, but he was arrogant and thought he was better than most people because he was active. I don't hear good things about him too but that's their opinion. I'll have to wait and see with Nehe. I doubt he likes me to be honest.

Zack: I'm friends with Zack on facebook, but I didn't know I was actually playing with him. I didn't know he played Canary and Switzerland I thought it was another Zack instead <.<

Jaiden: I'll save him for last

Liana: I think I just have a strange relationship with Liana. I say I'm friends with her husband, but I don't think me and her ever really clicked.

Luke: We’ll get to him later

Seamus: I personally like Seamus. He’s one of the first people I met, but he’s crazy in games. I don’t trust him and he’s already won one BYE! I’ll work with him but I don’t want him to make it very far.

Sid: I don’t trust Sid. He’s nice, but he’s shady shady shady. I want him to go early.

Abel: He’s someone I don’t particularly like, he comes off the wrong way with me but it might be because I’m boring. I feel that he won’t like me.

Cole: I love Cole and I’m glad we were able to mend our relationship before the season. He’s funny and he tries hard in games which I respect. But he can be a little extra. I would like him to make the jury : )

Mearl: I do not trust. He is scary and a good competitor in challenges. He seems very forceful and disingenous.

Stevie: He’s gonna flop next Tommy: I LOVE TOMMY! He is nice, I love talking to him and I want to work with him for a long time, he did win but eek we’ll see he probably has a huge target on his back. I love his tumblr and the only thing that sort of irked me was that he was sort of wanting to find out about my past games. It was odd, but he was also able to detail his games as well so it was a pretty equal trade. I want him to be number 1 tbh.

Luke: My relationship with Luke is… built on shiftinng sands. There’s a lot of history and I don’t know how it’s going to play out. I like him personally, but he’s all types of shady. He’s good with advantages he has idols and super idols and tatzelshits. I don’t want to go far with him, but I think he might be a vote for me, he’s a friend, but he didn’t vote for me against Kait so… when I found out he was playing I was so pissed off to be honest. I’m sorry…

Jaiden: Jaiden has to go! I do not want him to play with me. I never want to play with him again. He is always screwing up my game, my head, my life. I love Jaiden sooooo much but he is a mess. He’s going to get me involved in moves that I don’t want. I want him out asap...but he will I know it. Long term, I want to work with people like Tommy, Ali, Amir, and Dom. I like them personally and it could be a strategic benefit for me because they are bigger threats than me. I want to have strong social bonds with everybody though, or most people, especially on my tribes. These tribes aren’t going to last very long anyways, so I am expanding myself. I’m in an alliance with Ali and Bodhi. Eddie’s Breadies. It’s temporary in my eyes because we came together for this first vote. We decided Sherry because she hasn’t had actual conversations with us and she will be the scapegoat. It’s something to work off of.

The vote i don’t know what it is, It might be some sort of challenge related thing. But you never know until an hour later. I’m trying to build relationships and we’ll see where it takes me, not much else. Bodhi told me he searched for the idol btw.

Love you Eddie :p

1 hour later...

And Sherry knows she's on the outs eeekkk

It was sort of obvious, but i feel bad.

me waiting to see Sherry's confessional shitting on her tribe

So I'm back and am pretty excited I'm pretty shocked I'm playing again, in this game I want to be the nice guy, I want to make moves at the correct time and I really wanna do well and fix all my mistakes I made last time, so first thing I need to be active and try my best to play without looking im overplaying, so I got a good vibe from bodhi and a good vibe from rob, and they felt good with eachother so I made an alliance with us, I have something going on with dommy cause my god he's cute( I'm straight but there's not many girls here) but he hasn't been online and sherry omg girl you just came and we voted you I'm sorry :/

Ahhhh so this cast reveal was honestly so overwhelming because it was happening at the same time that I was hosting two tribal councils but I got to look over it eventually and it looks like a pretty good bunch! There are people I recognize like my fellow Great Lakers and Switzerland folks and then there are people like Seamus and Stevie and Cole that I know from past experiences. Going off of my tribe though, I really like them! Jaiden talks to me a lot which is pretty cool, he seems nice even though I know he has a reputation. Seamus is cool, we trusted him with this first vote. I vaguely know Sid because I called with him and Amanda once and we also have Liana who is lovely. Outside of my tribe there is Rob who I'm close with also surprisingly I've struck up a friendship with Dom, he's wonderful. Nothing much else happening but I'm sure the backstabbing will happen soon enough.

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The boys are voting me hmmm this should be interesting to see what that is about. Dom may or may not come for me I took him out the last three games we played. Can I be on sids tribe?

Ali is taking a little bit of control and I'm confident enough in my relationships with others that I think I can safely tell Dom and Sherry that Ali is in charge and we need to take him out.

In this game, there is nothing more important than perception. The game is about portraying a narrative that others will buy into. If you can control the way others perceive the game, you can control how they act, and you won't need to be the one making big moves. That's why I'm feeding everyone on my tribe a narrative that paints me in a good light. Someone will make a move against someone, and I won't be the someone going home.

I had like an hour long call with mr bohdi today and I really fucking love him and I think he'll be a good ally. He talked so much shit about luke and crow to me, crow talked shit about him and mearle and luke and basically im gameplan is to get great lakes to murder each other.

Okay I feel like in a much better and much more positive mood this time. I talked to a few more people and as of right now, I really like Jaiden too hes a sweetheart but like misunderstood and I take back anything mean I said during my semi-meltdowns last night. I also fucking looooooooove Bohdi. He seems like a genuine ally to me. He called me for like an hour and half and actually like, was showing me how to find an idol in games cuz idk shit about tumblr survivor (this was before the idol post) and he was really honest about the cast and told me a lot. Also took notes of some of the shit he said just in case I need it HOHOHO.

I wanna feel that way about Crow because Crow is so sweet and while my heart absolutely loves him and wants to be loyal to him, the rational part in my head is telling me that's probably how he is with everyone. I can tell from his personally he tries to do the charming southern thing and im gonna play along but im sure as fuck not gonna fall for it.

But as for my most active targets, I want Liana/Stevie/Tommy to go so fucking bad. Yeah I don't give a fuck I would target them. I'm not gonna waste my time playing nice and falling for tommy and stevies bullshit like everyone else in this community does, however, if I end up on a tribe with them I'm probably fucked lmao.

Like that's how I feel with a lot of the cast. If im with all of them im gonna have to play nice. But if im on a tribe with like just tommy and other people hes getting lit tf up there AINT GONNA BE NO WORDS.

Eddie Bracco: What’s your game plan if you guys end up going to tribal?

Um, *packs my bags*

I think nehe can probably go, idk. Part of me wants to be a snake already

- Zack tells me he finds dustin hot yesterday so he probably thirsting

- Zack texts me today to vote nehe

- Dustin just told me he voted nehe

-This means those 2 probably talked about it I kinda wanna pull in crow and nehe and end zack and dustin.

No social bonds allowed on my tribe if they don't involve me.

whew. okay so i literally haven't really talked to a lot of people because it's fourth of july weekend so i wasn't even home at all but anyways here we go.

Amir is like my #1 like i trust him with everything and we voted for nehe for that thing or whatever because i told him to vote for nehe so... i love subs! Dustin. dustin's an icon and i don't even know him. he hosted bora bora and idk i've talked to him before and i really like him. i feel like me dustin and amir can definitely all align together in this tribe. it's just like.. how do i approach it, ya know? on the other hand. jaidens casted.. i've played with jaiden before and we always lie to each other and say we're together but we're not really together.. so he can choke! abel?!?!?! I FUCKING LOVEEEE ABEL. like it goes abel > amir. i wish abel was on my tribe tho. i fucking love him, an icon. cole? i don't think cole likes me tbh fklgj. luke. i just played with luke in switz and he was semi trusting? so hopefully me and him can talk and semi align or something. liana? MOMMMYYY! all the other people? i don't even know.. i for sure have to work my social game in this game.

This is my 3rd confessional and it's day 2! So basically we found out the twist and it was that whoever was voted would be doing the immunity and reward for their team. 2 tribes are going to tribal so i just have to hope i place in the top 2... We also keep calling a lot which really Isn't my thing like i join group calls just so i can be quiet and not talk and observe. Knowledge is power and I'm pretty much a librarian. But yah so on our tribe i seem to be the hot topic which is both a blessing and a curse. Jaiden Liana and Sid have all asked me to work with them and I'm like duh bitches like come to me. Luke hasn't joined a single call even though he has been online for every single one. Pretty much from all my calls IK that Luke is like at the bottom of the barrel so like even if we lose I'm not too worried. Liana and I are working together to find the idol and i think it will help solidify trust with her so we can continue to work together. SO yah as of now i do feel comfortable because I feel i am the kingpin on this tribe. Obvi i could be wrong but i like y position, and if we lose and Luke goes home I feel my position is even better then before!

I went on a call with Tommy earlier today. For no reason https://68.media.tumblr.com/e77667c4d8007d5f8957e116568740ee/tumblr_inline_opjuq5ZrNn1reygjb_540.gif Tommy just wanted to. It was nice we mainly talked about each other's game and stuff. But it's weird, I like Tommy, other people don't like Tommy, and I feel like he is sort of sketchy yet pretty loyal.

I went on a call with Ali and Bodhi. We talked about the vote and just hanged out for a little bit.

At night Jaiden messages me saying we have to go on call now! We do and he tells me how he is in big trouble on his tribe which is honestly not a shocker. He says that Liana relayed to him how somebody talked mess about him. He goes on a witch hunt trying to save himself and finds out from Seamus that it was Liana instead who was talking the mess. He says that he wants to target Luke which if it works out...

I just don't want to deal with Luke again and see him make it far. Sorry *shrug emoji*

“Sherry was a strong player through and through. She wasn’t afraid to go against the majority, speak her mind, and make big moves. Not only was she a social threat, but she was a strategic one as well. She was this season’s most cutthroat player by a mile and keep everyone on their toes. Along with Sid, she was behind numerous power moves and this is why we feel like she is deserving of this award. ”

Damnit. I've underestimated Sherry because she's 49 years old, which I just took to mean that she doesn't make big moves against minors. Now it looks like we're gonna have to watch out just in case mom decides to strike!! But I don't think she will, she claims that she's “willing to do anything for her alliance” which is the exact type of ally you want.

I want Ali gone as soon as possible. He's a super transparent snake which is frightening. I'm ok to keep him though, I'm not entirely decided. Hmm. Everyone here is a snake, and we're all intellegent enough to listen to Ali speak for a few minutes and know he wants to do big things. Maybe that type of energy can be exploited to create a bigger target than myself? I mean, I know I could do it, but if he decides to make a big move I think he'd want me gone. That's not ideal. I'd like to stick around if possible.

Ali just contacted me all like “I don't like that it's a double tribal” and I lied to him saying that I don't either. But in reality? I fucking wish it was a quadruple tribal. This cast needs to trim some fat as soon as possible. What we don't need is 20 cutthroat pieces of shit having time to fester and manipulate eachother. That will make a mess. We need to cut some throats FAST so that we all have time to breathe afterwards. I think for most people in this game, we have a harder time waiting for tribal than we have going to it.

I'm trying to bolster my cross tribal relationships with a few people here and there. Amir, Seamus, Abel, Crow, Tommy, Stevie, and several others. I don't want to be TOO obvious about the fact that im talking to everyone, but I also want to make sure that in a swap I'm safe. Ali just said that he's happy we have our 3 with Rob. I lied and said that I am too. But in reality I don't really care. I'd much rather there were no alliances and everyone just went vote by vote. I know that is what's going to happen because every fucking week everyone is going to think that they're blindsiding 6 or 7 people when in reality they're the one being blindsided. But for now there's only 5, so I can have some control.

Trust is the most important currency in this game. With a season like Cutthroat, you know that it's going to be impossible to find. Right now my trust is in Amir and Dom. I think those two are the most likely to stay loyal for at least a little bit.

In reality, everyone is going to everyone making fake deals and knowing that neither of them believe it. It's a funny sight really, and I'd be lying if I said I weren't participating.

“Hey luke, lets talk about why you dont like me”

“I like you just fine bodhi”

“haha ok I forgive you”

This is the type of bullshit conversation we have just to make sure that old fueds stop existing. He thinks I believe him because he has an ego almost as large as mine, but I know there's no chance he's telling the truth.

“Hey crow lets not lie to eachother this time”

“yeah that sounds good to me”

I hope we aren't lying to eachother, but just like the last 4 times we are. I really wish we weren't though.

“Hi Jaiden let's work together”

“I thought you hated me”

“I do but that doesnt mean we can't work together”

“ok lol”

yeah no Jaiden and I aren't working together but I would like to. If he wants to as well we might be able to stick with eachother for a vote or two, but that relationship would NOT be sustainable.

Okay so, basically I told Seamus we needed to call so we did, and we talked about the game at first and how the fireworks outside my house were hella loud lmao. Then I mentioned how I was nervous about having to go to tribal because of something I heard, how someone on the tribe already told Liana something negative about me and that she said that she feels bad for me because of how this round is going w/ the challenge and stuff. Seamus didn't really react the way I wanted to and I honestly wanted him to be like "Yeah I said that" or something, just to own up to it, but he didn't. So I got like a little irritated and told him exactly what Liana said and how it automatically looked like it was him who said it, since Liana said it had just happened and he said prior to her joining that he was talking to her. Anyways, he like read out his messages to me basically and admitted that it was all not true and SHE was the one who brought me up. Interesting stuff. He control F'd my name and read out the three results as well so honestly who knows if it's the truth or not, we'll see. I just am glad to know that he's not the person who threw my name out there from the get go. I don't trust Liana.

If our tribe goes to tribal I'm gonna be in such deep fucking shit. Zack and Dustin are gonna wanna vote crow but I'm closest to crow and nehe. Part of me wants to just flip on zack. If anyone knows about flipping on people to further my game, it's me. I did it all the time in Transylvania but the other thing is there's also a time and place for it. Pre-swap might not be the best time to start making a name for myself.

Ugh I hope nehe pulls through. My plan rn is to get crow to get close with zack and hopefully we can all flip on Dustin or try and make up something about Dustin to zack. If none of that works, maybe my best bet is to stay quiet and let my tribe feud with each other but basically as long as it's not me I'm good. Best case scenario Dustin goes because I NEED nehe and crow in this game.

My tribe is alright. Colt is somebody that I think needs to be dealt with quickly. He seems to be a big social threat. Tommy and I have a good thing going and he can be a good number 1 ally. Stevie and Abel are wild cards at this point. Not happy to see Luke, Crow and Bodhi because they obviously see me as a threat for being a better game player than them and I think it would be hard to convince them to work with me. I haven’t looked at the cast yet and analyzed everyone. Don’t really care to. I’ll let my own opinions of people form when I interact with them because that will give me a better grasp. I don’t care if they won or they finished 14th last season they played.. that doesn’t tell me anything.

And there's always that possibility that great lakes people could work together. I won’t rule it out but its not going to be my plan A.

Okay why the hell is everyone being so damn quiet? Zack is so forgettable and Dustin just lurks. And Nehe only flops in challenges - doesn't talk much.

Are they all secretly aligned or did I just get the shitty tribe?

Besides Amir. I'm about to pop the question to him later tonight I think...

But yea can there be a tribe swap? Cuz if we go to tribal, I don't feel good AT ALL. I'm messaging everyone on my tribe trying to start conversation and they either ignore it or stop the convo real quick.

LET ME IN PEEPS I CAN'T MANIPULATE AND SCHEME IF U DONT OPEN UR HEART JUST A LITTLE BIT FOR THE KNIVES TO GO IN!

I'm getting closer to Bodhi, Seamus, and Tommy than Nehe, Dustin, or Zack - like wtf?

Fuck Magyi.

On a calmer note, I must say I've been rather strategic with what I talk about in these early days....

We're all cutthroat in some way so there's no way in hell I'm letting my guard up on these people, even Amir, but I'm going to try and dampen that potential perception of me by playing up the fact that I was BLINDSIDED and CUT in my first season...maybe that'll give me some innocent points? Plus I get to trash Matt in the process of telling my elimination story and that's always FUN!

And in exchange they usually tell me what they did to be considered cutthroat or what their past games were like....that's how I know to watch out for Dustin, use Nehe, and befriend Amir. and god knows what I do with Zack.....all I know is that he works (from him) and that he's supposed to be hot (from Regan) - so is he the token dumb male model or ???

watch me get 20th tho. just watch.

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