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[viasdreams]

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a/n: disregard that gloop looks different in every pic >\<

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[gunilslaugh]

Vanilla Latte

Kim Jungsu Summary:Jungsu works as a barista at the coffee shop you frequent. The two of you haven’t spoken that much, you just know that he’s the one who tops your vanilla latte with a heart. (non idol au) WC:~1.6k Warning:none

photo not mine credits to owner.

The very familiar bell chimes as you open the door to your favorite coffee shop. The warm and comforting aroma of coffee filled your senses.

“Vanilla latte?” Jiseok, a barista, asked you with a bright smile from where he was currently wiping down a table. You nodded your head in confirmation along with giving him a small smile. “Coming right up,” he told you. You head over to your usual table and make yourself comfortable. 

Soon enough the sweet scent of your vanilla latte fills your nose. The gently clink sound of the cup meeting the table pinged in your ears and your eyes take notice of the delicate heart floating on top of your drink. 

“Oh,” you let out a small sound recognizing the heart. That heart only meant one thing. “Jungsu,” you say, shifting your gaze from your latte in front of you to the barista standing right beside you. “Hi.”

“Hi,” he smiled delicately at you. His smile is as delicate as the heart on your coffee. “Enjoy,” he tells you, motioning to your drink. 

“I will, thank you.” Jungsu gives you a small nod then proceeds to make his way back over to the counter. Your eyes watch him as he disappears into the room behind the counter. You turn back to your vanilla latte, having a small smile etched onto your face. You carefully pick up the warm cup, bringing it to your lips and taking a sip, letting the sweet liquid dance across your tastebuds. Carefully, you set the cup back down onto the table. 

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“Why does y/n get a heart and not us?” your friend asked, after peering at the three cups sitting directly in front of each of you. 

“What?” you questioned confused, leaning to look at either of your friends drinks. It was true they didn’t have a foam heart sitting on top, but tulips. “Hmm,” you hum. 

“It’s fine I think the tulip is prettier than the heart,” your other friend states. 

“But I think a heart is more special,” your friend said. 

“Well then there’s your answer. The barista has a crush on y/n,” your friend playfully teased. 

“I’d believe it,” Seungmin, another barista of the shop, suddenly intruded. “Jungsu only tops y/n’s vanilla latte with a heart.” 

That’s how you found out that Jungsu was the one responsible for decorating your vanilla latte with a heart.

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You never asked Jungsu why he topped your lattes with a heart. Though you can’t deny a spark of happiness lit up inside of you anytime you saw the white heart decorating your drink. Even if a heart is one of the simple latte arts, your friend was right it did feel special. Maybe that’s just because Jungsu is the one who makes it for you though. 

Truthfully you didn’t know much about Jungsu. If you really compact it down you suppose you mainly know two things about him. One, he works at your favorite coffee shop. Two, he always tops your vanilla lattes with hearts. If you elaborate, maybe you know quite a few things about him. You think he likes having his hair dyed blonde. He’s tried every shade of it from platinum to dirty. He always has to check three times that he pushed the lever all the way on the coffee machine. (There was a horrible incident one time that left the floor covered in sticky coffee.) He refuses to put the muffins by the bagels in the display window. He is always nervous when he has to carry multiple drinks over to a table using a tray. You’ve heard a rumor from the other baristas that he’s quite talented with a keyboard and that he has an angelic singing voice. He likes cats. You’ve seen him feed some strays in the side alleyway. Giving them gentle pets on their heads as they drink the milk he poured into a small bowl for them. 

Mayhaps you knew quite a lot about Jungsu.

There was one thing you didn’t know about Jungsu though or didn’t remember rather. The first time you met him wasn’t at the coffee shop. No, it was several years ago. An extremely rainy day. With teardrop after teardrop racing down to the ground. Jungsu was not having a good day. He sat on the edge of a curb soaked in rain. He was freezing, but at least the falling rain covered the tears that fell from his eyes.

That was until the raindrops stopped pelting him. Jungsu looked up to see an umbrella covering him.

“You shouldn’t sit in the rain, you'll get sick,” you tell him. 

“Oh umm..I know I-” Jungsu stammers out, awkwardly standing up. You readjust the umbrella to make sure that it covers him. 

“Here, you can have it.” You hand the umbrella over to him. 

“No, what about you?” Jungsu denied taking the umbrella. 

“It’s ok. I’m with my friends over at that coffee shop,” You pointed across the street to the coffee shop. “I don’t need it. You can have it.” Again you hand the umbrella over to him. This time he carefully takes it. 

“Thanks,” he says.

“And…” You drift off as you stop to dig in your coat pocket. “Here.” You pull out a heart shaped chocolate. Jungsu stared at the heart shaped chocolate in the palm of your hand. After a few moments his fingers delicately pick up the chocolate, fingers gently brushing against your palm. “There you should feel better now. I just gave my heart to you,” you lightly flirted. Jungsu laughs at your unexpected words.

“Thanks,” he says with the tips of his ears turning red. 

“I know life gets hard and we can’t feel happy everyday, but there are little things to smile about everyday.” You point to the little heart in his hand. “I hope you feel better. I’ll get going now.” 

“Thanks again,” Jungsu thanks you. You nod before walking out from under the umbrella, using your hands to shield you from the falling rain and hurry back over to the coffee shop.

Jungsu watches you disappear into the shop. He looks at the umbrella shielding him from the rain then looks down at the heart chocolate in his hand. You ran out of the warm coffee shop into the cold rain just to give a guy you don’t even know an umbrella and cheer him up too. Jungsu looks back over to the coffee shop. Maybe he’s the one who gave you his heart. 

Safe to say when Jungsu saw that that very coffee shop was hiring a few days later he didn’t even think twice before applying. 

Jungsu can’t blame you for not recognizing him. He knows he looked like a complete mess that day. He just hoped that one day maybe you would recognize him as he gave his heart to you with every vanilla latte you ordered. 

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“Thanks,” you smiled at Jungsu as he placed your vanilla latte in front of you.

“Of course, enjoy,” he told you. You take a moment to stare at the delicate foam heart on your latte before your eyes turn to look back at Jungsu at the counter. That same smile on your face as you go take a drink of your latte. 

The quiet atmosphere of the coffee shop is suddenly greeted by the sound of drizzling rain. At first you found that the gentle sound of the rain added to the coziness of the shop. That was until you realized that you don’t have an umbrella.

“Crap” you whisper under your breath. You started to debate just waiting out the rain, but suddenly Jungsu was by your side again. 

“Here,” he said, holding out an umbrella. An umbrella that you recognized. 

“Hey I used to have an umbrella just like this,” you stated grabbing the umbrella.”I gave it to this guy a few years ago though. He was out in the rain without an umbrella,” you explained. 

“I know…he was out crying in the rain. You ran out of the coffee shop to give him your umbrella and chocolate heart,” Jungsu said. 

“How did you-” Your words cut short as you look at Jungsu, really look at him. You look back to the umbrella in your hand. It was your umbrella. The one that you gave to the guy those years ago. 

“You gave me your heart that day,” Jungsu says, proving to you that he indeedly is that guy who was crying out in the rain. You look over to your now nearly empty latte cup. The heart is long gone, but now it made sense. Why Jungsu always topped your vanilla lattes with a heart. “And I’ve been giving you mine with every vanilla latte I made you,” he confesses. 

“I feel stupid now,” you laugh. “How could I not recognize you?”

“It’s ok, I definitely wasn’t looking my best that day,” he joked. 

“Still I should recognize the guy I gave my heart to,” you say playfully. The tips of Jungsu’s ears go red just like the day you first said that to him.

“Well now that you know…can I take you out on a date?” he asked shyly. 

“I would like that” you agree. 

“Finally!” Jiseok shouts from behind the counter. “You have no idea how hard it was to keep my mouth shut about those vanilla latte hearts,” he says sinking onto the counter. 

“I know! I thought all those months ago when I spilled to y/n and their friends that Jungsu only topped y/n’s lattes with hearts that something would happen, but no I was only able to continue to watch as Jungsu kept making those lovesick hearts,” Seungmin chimed it. Jungsu’s cheeks blush as he tells the guys to be quiet. 

Now you know that the delicate heart that decorated your vanilla lattes felt special because Jungsu made it with love.

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[joocomics]

tags: fem!reader, shower sex, creampie | mdni

this with bf!jungsu who invites you to relax with him in the bathtub after he comes back from practice. his voice is lower than usual, exhausted and a bit raspy, but that doesn’t stop him from telling you how much he loves looking at your beautiful body as you step into the tub to carefully sit down between his legs. he leaves lazy kisses on the back of your head, on your shoulders and the side of your neck as his muscled arms stay wrapped around you, holding you close against his chest. your presence that he missed throughout the hectic day helps him loosen up even more meanwhile the soothing bath turns him sleepy. his mind starts to clear up from the built up stress and all the scattered thoughts about work that have been occupying it for so long. the soreness in his body from the morning session at the gym doesn’t seem to bother him that much anymore.

the minutes of relaxation in the warm water turns into overwhelming minutes of you taking him deep inside you and slowly moving in a way that causes jungsu’s moans to echo around you as you simply adjust to his size; his groans don’t seem to stop as you begin to ride him in a steady sensual rhythm. they’re one unending flow of moans that gradually turn into tender whining as he gets closer to cumming which doesn’t take him long. you’ve never heard such sounds like this from jungsu before, such clear desperation. usually he has good control of his emotions in the bedroom, but now he seems to not have a single drop of energy or will to try to handle anything… he’s fully succumbed to you.

“baby—“ his head drops back and you see a trail of sweat gliding down his neck. his hands are digging hard into your skin, but they’re not trying to overpower your hips in any way. it seems like he wants to say something, but ends up only choking on another even weaker moan.

“looks like you really needed this, baby.” you keep rocking back and forth, but just a little bit quicker, causing the noise of the splashing water to blend with his loud yet fragile moaning. your fingers grab a handful of his hair to make him look at you.

you’re just about to say he can let go, but he starts squirming, pressing you down tightly as the humid place gets heated up even more from his broken cry of pleasure.

you smile at his scrunching face that’s glistening with sweat. he gained the fucked out look so quickly it makes you giggle.

“want to continue this in the bedroom?” you whisper in his ear before leaving a soft kiss on his cheek. he’s blushing and throbbing with sensitivity against your walls. you can’t wait to make him cum again; to see how weak he can really get in your hands.

[puppyluvfics]

Creature | Lee Jooyeon

Okay so I just finished watching Lisa Frankenstein for like, the 8th time, and once again, I NEED to talk about Creature!Jooyeon. Now I have a platform to do so!! So let’s talk about it.

no proper formatting on this one bc i just needed to put it in the universe... also uhm, spoilers if you haven't watched Lisa Frankenstein yet... you should do that. WC: 729 but it's a lot of photos and gifs so... long post.

Creature!Jooyeon who doesn’t talk, not because he can’t but because he likes listening to you talk and ramble about things… and also because he forgot how to talk idk

Creature!Jooyeon who lets you dress him up in whatever you want and puts on a fashion show just so he can see you smile and giggle, even if he hates it

Creature!Jooyeon who makes soft little noises of appreciation when you comb his hair, or even wash it for him

Creature!Jooyeon who picks out cute things for you to wear, and when you do, his eyes light up so bright and he smiles so cutely

Creature!Jooyeon who listens to you talk about your day and shares little candy snacks with you 

Creature!Jooyeon who invented simping for you and doing anything you asked because he just wants to be around you all the time

Creature!Jooyeon who lays his head in your lap and asks you to play with his hair just so he can feel you scratch his scalp and feel your warmth

Creature!Jooyeon who draws little things on your hands as an excuse to hold them, but also as his own little way of marking you

Creature!Jooyeon who, despite loving you, won’t laugh at your stupid jokes… but WILL laugh at the silly, awkward silence that follows right after

Creature!Jooyeon who lets you sit in his lap whenever you do things at your desk because one (1) time, you complained that your chair made your ass hurt

Creature!Jooyeon who notices all your little quirks when you focus, like how you bite your lip or stick your tongue out, how your head tilts to different sides depending on what you’re doing

Creature!Jooyeon who’ll never pass up a free moment to spin you around and dance with you, even though you both suck at dancing, especially ballroom… but he’d never, ever let you fall

Creature!Jooyeon who’ll play bass for you at any given moment, happy to learn any song you asked him to learn, be it by ear or sheet music

Creature!Jooyeon whose eyes light up when you sing along to whatever he’s playing, no matter how off key you are

Creature!Jooyeon who loves going through your stuff and hearing you tell stories about the life you had lived before he entered it

Creature!Jooyeon who’ll give you back massages and who listens when you tell him where you want to be touched and how !!!!!

Creature!Jooyeon who sleeps next to you and is always happy to be the big spoon, so he can play with your hair and smell the last little bits of your perfume or your shampoo after a shower

Creature!Jooyeon who nuzzles his face into you every night, keeping you as close as possible

Creature!Jooyeon who lets you play with his hair when you talk with him late at night in bed, leaning his head on your shoulder so you don’t have to reach so far

Creature!Jooyeon who would always rub your cheeks before he kissed you, cupping your head in his hands gently

Creature!Jooyeon who’d always kiss your knuckles

Creature!Jooyeon who’s playfully put peach rings on your fingers and bite them off playfully, and who’d let you do the same thing

Creature!Jooyeon who’d always carry you to bed whenever you were too tired to walk

Creature!Jooyeon who’d kiss all over your face before bed and every morning because you are just that precious to him

Creature!Jooyeon who is constantly looking at you with so much love in his eyes

Creature!Jooyeon who would never ever just “have sex” with you, it would always be slow, gentle and sensual

Creature!Jooyeon who helps you get off and never expects anything in return, and won’t stop until you come at least twice, genuinely. 

Creature!Jooyeon who’d cut someone’s dick off if you asked him to (LOL this is just a silly one sorry)

Creature!Jooyeon who would read to you while you laid in his lap if you were restless

Creature!Jooyeon who loves you more than life itself

CREATURE!JOOYEON, DEATH IS TEMPORARY, I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!

[phosphoresccent]

anyway something about someone saving your life and it turning out you were basically bound by fate to meet, to be friends, to be spoken of in the same breath, side by side until both our names are forgotten side by side as well - something about that changing you forever, to know someone will always have to be yours, if they like it or not. a threat, a promise and a warning

[skibidihan]

LIVE NOW ! ✔️ ╱ a yang jungwon smau.

PAIRING. idol! jungwon x gamer! fem reader.

SUMMARY. hybe debuts a gaming coed group. jake and ni-ki end up streaming along with them on enhypen’s days off & the rest of enhypen following soon after. but you end up catching jungwon’s interest.

GENRE. smau, crack, fluff, idol x gamer, comedy?, some angst.

WARNINGS. swearing, kys/kms jokes, suggestive jokes, jealousy, im not a big gamer, so if things are wrong, pls bare w me. 🙏🏻

FEATURING. y/n as cqq0906 on xhs, enhypen members, taesan of bnd, beomgyu of txt, intak & soul of p1h, wonbin, anton & sohee of riize, ningning of aespa, chaewon of lsrfm.

STATUS. started 06/24/24. updates : whenever tbh …. 🤕☝️

TAGLIST IS OPEN. dont spam like pls.

PROFILES › gamers | enha house | others

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CHAPTERS

000. prologue.

001. says the minecraft geek.

002. me and ur dad.

003. little hwang hwang.

004. oh what the flip.

005. ur so delusional.

006. copy that mr leader.

007. someone save jungwon.

008. there’s a what?

009. did i lie?

010. live stream. ( written )

011. live stream pt 2. ( written )

012. heh…. whoops.

013. i smell smth fishy.

014. i wanna eat him.

015. mr fear fish.

016.

017.

more to come !!

i hit 100 followers the other day, and wanted to make this request a gift for everyone! i’m not sure about the updating schedule, so we’ll see! pls reblog if you see this. 🙏🏻

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[elaine19day]

Alright guys, I'm here today to address the pictures of the alleged 'new merch' that had been circling around in the English fandom for a few days. See how I said 'English fandom'? Because nobody really addressed it on weibo and XHS yet… at least not to that extent. (Sorry, I have seen these screencaps on tumblr, insta, X and discord, and I have no idea who originally took them, I don't claim to have taken those screenshots, merely providing them here so you know what I'm talking about.)

So what happened? A few days ago a random shop on taobao created new listings that offered a new series of badges and prints/acrylics - not just featuring the 4 main boys, but also He Cheng, Qiu, She Li and… Cun Tou…..?! Now let's take a moment and sit back and think about this for a while. First of all: Why would a random shop that's NOT affiliated with mosspaca in any way post new 'official' merchandise? (Because we can see there's the mosspaca copyright writing on the badges and acrylics, just like it used to be on the previous badge series) Why would this random shop post these things while neither OldXian herself nor her boss, moss, have posted or announced anything via weibo/XHS? Don't you think this is sort of fishy? You don't find this strange, you don't question that at all? Sure, some people said: It's leaked and it will be available on the upcoming signing event on the 29th which OX announced on her weibo. Sure. There is a possibility, of course. They could have a leak in mosspaca studio and some person got their hands on some undisclosed merch and decided to make bank by making a new shop and listing the items for pre-order, hoping they could cash in. NOT a smart choice if you wanna keep your job because such incidents get investigated thoroughly and we all know by now that moss himself is very strict about these things and already has taken legal action against shops before when they sell fake merch as official merch. The other possibility? Old Xian's apple account has been hacked by an outsider and then the same scenario as before applies - that person wanted to cash in before it officially releases.

Now. How has OX handled merchandise before? It was always announced before an event and sometimes even months(!) in advance when they were pre-order items. Also. Have you ever seen Old Xian making merch for Cheng, Qiu, She Li and Buzzcut? Sure, the first 3 have been on some old postcards way back in the day, plus they are depicted in some of the artbooks, okay. But actual merch with them separately? The last badge series had a very limited special edition button with He Cheng. That was super rare. And now OX suddenly makes merch of the 2 adults, plus She Li AND Buzzcut, who's a minor character which barely makes an appearance? (Sorry, Buzzcut fans, not trying to be mean, just wanting to drive home the point that OX creating merch of him is highly unlikely - unfortunately.)

So what can we take home from all the stuff I just pointed out? Yep, there is a high chance that this is not official. It might be fake merch, sold by a random person who used generative AI tools and editing skills to create these things. I mean, sure, some of the pictures look highly convincing, I give you that. But then again, there are fanartists out there who can perfectly mimic Old Xian's style and edit/draw the boys in new poses that make it seem 'real' and official. But then there's THIS. Please take a close look at the way the faces are 'drawn', the way that the eyes are sort of smudged, same as some of the abs, the way Mo's face is contorted in a weird angle, the way the hands look chunky and unreal, and so on. (click on image to enlarge it and see it in more detail)

Weird, right? Well, it's a very common, typical thing for pictures that are generated with free AI tools. Everyone who has tried one or the other and has fcked around with one of those tools out of curiosity will notice.

Also - have you noticed the sheer AMOUNT of things posted from this one random seller? 10 different badges, 12 different long bookmarks (acrylic boards?), 4 couple cards, plus a LOT of other random new things which all feature very old panels from the manhua… When has Old Xian ever released SO MUCH merch at once? Yep. Never. Plus the re-using of old pictures for new merch? Also doesn't make much sense. And there's a lot of the older illustrations being used for these supposed new things here.

So if you take all of this into account, you might conclude that someone is tryna pull your leg here, selling fake merch disguised as official by even slapping the logo onto it to make it more convincing and mimicking how it looked the last time around. Of course - there might be the odd chance that mosspaca suddenly took a 180° turn and completely changed their modus operandi and decided to do things completely different compared to before and that it was leaked after all and meant as a surprise for the new autograph event etc etc etc. Yep. There's a chance that all this is true after all. But there's also a chance that I step out of my house tomorrow and an airplane crashes onto my head. Of course, that chance is *extremely* small. But the chance is there… So there you have it. All I'm asking you here, is to take a moment to think it through logically when you see these things online. And that you don't instantly believe everything that other people post who are always so eager to spread false information just for the sake of stirring up the fandom without ever taking the time to verify their sources. (No, I'm NOT taking a jab at anyone here who posted/reposted these pictures and was confused and/or asked about it. I was just as puzzled as you guys. But I am criticizing those who post it and announce that it's definitely new, official merchandise…) In conclusion: Might be true, but chances are very slim, all things considered. Let's wait until Tuesday when the event takes place and keep an eye on weibo and XHS - let's see which pictures the CN fandom will post when showing their autographs. Then you can check if there's new merch present. If not - well, then it's pretty safe to say that this was definitely fake. (And if this turns out to be real after all, I will make a follow-up post, regarding the AI-looking faces. But you might not like that 'lore' so I will not mention it for now, to prevent possible drama.)

[justmystyles]

The Morning After

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pairing: Harry Styles x plus size reader

*i say it's a plus size reader, but it is not something that i focus on explicitly in my fics, because your size should not define you. it will only come up if it comes into the story organically.*

word count: 2,583

trigger warning: vomiting

summary: the morning after Harry's 30th birthday, you're hungover and Harry reminds you of your drunken actions from the night before, leading to a conversation you never expected.

a/n: i missed Harry's birthday, but I got this idea for a morning after fic, so here we are. i've been writing a few things behind the scenes, and I know i've said a few times that I was going to try to come back, but this time i mean it. i'm working on a couple of one shots, and a new series that i'm very excited about, so hopefully you'll hear more from me soon!

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You open your eyes and immediately groan in pain as they meet the sunlight shining into your bedroom. You quickly shut them and pull your pillow over your face. You had promised yourself you wouldn’t go too hard last night, but Harry kept wanting to do shots, and who were you to deny the birthday boy? 

It was your best friend, Harry’s 30th birthday party, and he spared no expense. The room was packed with his closest family and friends, including a long list of famous faces. There was loud music, dancing, tons of food, and of course, alcohol. As with most parties, Harry barely let you out of his sight, and any time a tray of shots went past him he’d grab one for each of you. You lost count after a while, and truthfully, you aren’t really sure how you ended up at home and in your bed. You assumed Harry had something to do with it. You rarely got drunk, but when you did Harry was always very protective and caring, even if he was two sheets to the wind himself. 

The ringing of your doorbell, followed by the incessant knocking at your door feel like a thousand nails being hammered into your head. You groan, but know it isn’t going to stop until you answer the door. You throw your legs over the side of your bed and sit still for a moment, working up the energy to stand and walk to the front door. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice a full glass of water and a couple of aspirin, sitting on top of the note: 

For the lightweight in my life. 

xH

A small smile plays on your lips at the note, combined with the thoughtfulness of your best friend. You take the pills and drink the entire glass of water before standing and making your way to the front door. You are immediately met with Harry’s infuriatingly handsome face, a wide grin plastered across it as if last night never happened. 

“Took you long enough.” He says in a bright, teasing tone. You immediately bring your hand to your forehead, the voice that usually causes butterflies in your stomach piercing right through your brain. “Rough night?” He asks knowingly. 

You flip him off before stepping aside to let him in. “How can you possibly be this okay right now?” You ask in disbelief as you shuffle to the couch, collapsing onto your back and resting your arm across your eyes. “I’m not just okay, I’m great!” He lifts your feet up and sits on the couch, placing your legs down in his lap. “I’ve been up for hours, went on a nice run, got some shopping done. It’s been quite a productive day.” 

You pull the pillow out from under your head and throw it at him. He catches it with ease and chuckles at your meek sign of aggression. 

The two of you sit in comfortable silence for a few moments before you finally speak up. “I’m not going to be a fun hang today, just so you know.”

Harry chuckles and shakes his head. “You never are, why would today be any different?” He jokes. You move your arm away from your eyes and look up at him, narrowing your gaze. 

He lets out a loud laugh and holds his hands up defensively. “Just kidding! You know you’re my favorite.” He leans over and boops your nose. A sign of affection the two of you often share. 

You smirk and shake your head as it falls back on the couch. “Did you have fun last night?” 

“So much fun, the party was amazing!” Harry beams. “I got to see so many people that I hadn’t seen in a while. But you know what my favorite part was?” 

You groan in reply, signaling for him to continue, your eyes closed to block the sunlight. 

He turns to look at your face, his expression and tone softening. “At the end of the night, when we were saying goodbye to everyone and you kissed me…”

It feels as though time stands still. The nausea and pain from the hangover immediately replaced by panic and shock. You sit up straight and look at him with a furrowed brow. “Kissed… like kissed kissed?” 

He grins and nods. “A proper kiss, tongue and everything.” 

Your face immediately turns a bright shade of crimson and your eyes go wide. You’d had more than friendly feelings for Harry for a while, but you were certain those feelings would never be returned. He always introduced you to his superstar, super skinny girlfriends, so you always felt your thick thighs and big stomach were far from his type. You’d much rather spend your life hiding your feelings and having him in your life as a friend than to tell him how you feel and end up losing him because those feelings weren’t returned. 

“Harry, I am so sorry… I was drunk… I don’t even remember it happening… I…” You panic and begin to ramble out an apology. 

“Hey hey hey,” he interrupts you, placing a comforting hand on your shoulder. “You have nothing to apologize for. I was glad that you kissed me. It was nice, I felt… wanted.”

You scoff slightly. “You’re one of the most wanted men in the world, you don’t need a sloppy drunk kiss for that.”

“But I liked feeling wanted by you. You didn’t want Harry Styles, famous pop star. You wanted me, just regular Harry.” 

“Just regular Harry is my favorite person.” You say in a soft, caring tone. 

“I know he is, that’s why I enjoyed that kiss so much. And it got me wondering…” He trails off, thinking of the best way to bring up what he wants to say. “They often say people are their most honest selves when they’re drunk, so I was wondering if that kiss meant anything to you? Like if maybe you were thinking of me as more than just a friend…” 

Your hangover mixed with the anxiety of being called out for your secret feelings causes your nausea to return. You immediately start stuttering. “What? I… you’re my best friend! We aren’t… I don’t…”

Harry reaches out, gently cupping your cheeks in his hands. “Shhh, it’s okay. We’re always going to be best friends, I promise.” He assures you, his eyes staring deep into yours. “Do you want to know what I wished for last night when I blew out my candles?” 

You shake your head slowly, your mind racing and your stomach churning too much to actually be able to form words. 

“The same thing I’ve wished for every birthday since you came into my life. For you to see me as more than your best friend, for you to want me even half as much as I want you.” 

Your breath hitches at his words, you study his expression and see love, adoration, vulnerability in his eyes. Before you can respond, you feel the nausea taking over. You push out of Harry’s arms and run to the bathroom, You drop to your knees just in time to empty the contents of your stomach into the toilet. 

Harry is right behind you, kneeling down next to you, pulling your hair back with one hand, and rubbing your back in soothing circles with the other. “Shh, you’re okay Y/N, just let it out. You’ll feel so much better when it’s over.” 

When you’re finally finished throwing up you shift so that you;re sitting on the floor, your back resting against the wall. Harry grabs a washcloth and runs it under the water before bringing it to you and dabbing it on your forehead. “You know, you could have just said no. It doesn’t do great things for one’s self esteem to have a girl vomit the moment you declare your love for her.” He says with a chuckle, trying to lighten the mood. 

You let out a small, weak chuckle. “Harry, I…” You whisper. 

“It’s just a joke, love. Let’s not talk about it right now, let me just take care of you, yeah?” He says kindly, brushing a lock of hair behind your ear as you nod in reply. “Good girl, now what do you need?” 

“Toothbrush…” 

He nods, and places a kiss on your forehead before standing up and getting your toothbrush, he puts a bead of toothpaste on it and kneels back down handing it to you. “Go easy, you don’t want to start anything back up.”

You look at him gratefully as you begin brushing your teeth. He watches on, as he strokes your hair to comfort you. 

“Is it weird that I think you look cute when you’re sick?” He asks, looking at you fondly. 

You let out a soft chuckle and shake your head as you continue to brush your teeth. 

His smile grows at the sound of your laugh. “I love that laugh, I’m glad I was able to get it out of you even when you’re feeling like this.” He’s silent for a moment before speaking up again. “I hate that you don’t feel good, but I love being able to take care of you. Especially when you’re so vulnerable like this, it shows how much you trust me, and that means everything to me.”

You look up at him as you brush your teeth, hoping your expression conveys all of the love and gratitude in your heart at that moment. You slowly stand up and make your way to the sink, where you spit and rinse. 

Harry is quick to get up and stand beside you, he takes in your blotchy complexion and messy hair, and it’s clear that you’ve still got a long way to go before you’re back to normal. “Still not feeling so great?”

You shake your head. “I told you I wasn’t going to be a good hang…”

Harry chuckles. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’m having a blast! C’mon, let’s get you back to bed.” He moves to put his arms around you as if he’s going to try to lift you.

“Harry, what are you doing?” You step back from his arms. 

“I’m carrying you to bed.” He says, confused. He thought it was pretty clear what he was doing. 

“I can walk, it’s fine. Nobody wins if you try to carry me.”

He furrows his brow and tilts his head. “What do you mean, nobody wins?”

You sigh, hating that you have to spell it out for him. “You’re not going to be able to lift me. You’re going to feel bad because you were wrong, and I won’t even be able to gloat about being right because I’ll feel bad about being fat.” 

“Hey,” Harry says sternly. “I told you never to say that about yourself.” You had always been self-deprecating, and Harry hated it. He wished you could see yourself the way he did, because he saw you as absolutely perfect and beautiful. 

You look down, embarrassed about the slip of the tongue. You had stopped saying it in front of Harry, but you hadn’t stopped believing it, so in your weakened state, you had let it slip my mistake. 

Harry slides a finger under your chin and lifts your gaze. “How about this? Let me try, if I can’t carry you to bed, I’ll clean up your whole apartment while you sleep. If I can, you have to cuddle in bed with me all day. Deal?” 

You roll your eyes and sigh, knowing he’s not going to let this go. “Fine.” 

Harry grins triumphantly and scoops you up with ease, carrying you bridal style down the hall and to your room, where he places you gently on the bed. He tucks you in before moving to the other side and slipping in next to you. “Told you so.” He says smugly. 

“Nobody’s ever been able to do that before.” You say in awe. 

He smiles and pulls you into him, laying your head on his chest. “I bet I can name three more things nobody else can do for you…” He kisses the top of your head. 

“Try me,” you mumble as you snuggle closer to him. 

“I can make you laugh when you’re at your worst, I can calm you down when you’re spiraling, and I can make you turn that adorable shade of red when I get flirty with you.” He chuckles. 

You sigh and nod your head against his chest, agreeing to all three statements. 

He squeezes you a little tighter, one hand coming up to stroke your hair. “And you do all those things for me. That’s why I think we’d be so amazing together. We bring out the best in each other, and provide comfort and support at our worst. I can’t think of anything more important in a relationship.” 

I hum thoughtfully, tears welling in my eyes at his words. He’s right, of course you’ve seen it all along, but the fact that he sees it too is overwhelming. I tilt my head and lock eyes with him. 

When he sees your watery eyes, his expression drops. “Oh, Y/N I’m sorry if I said too much. Nothing has to change if you don’t want it to, I promise. Just don’t cry, okay?” He reaches down to cup your cheek, wiping a stray tear away with his thumb. 

You shake your head rapidly. “No no no, I just… I never thought I’d hear you say this kind of stuff to me. I agree with you completely.”

Harry’s breath hitches at your words, a wide grin spreads across his face. “Yeah?” You grin back and nod your head. “So you’d be willing to give us a shot… as more than friends?” 

“Definitely.” You say without hesitation. 

He smiles softly and strokes your cheek with his thumb. “I really want to kiss you, but I’m afraid you’ll throw up again, and my ego can’t take it.” He says lightheartedly. 

You giggle softly. “I get it. It’s okay, I feel too gross to kiss anyone right now anyway.” 

“What can I do for you right now?” 

“Um… I actually think I want to take a shower, but I can do that on my own.” 

Harry arches a brow and smirks slyly at you. “You sure I can’t help you?” 

You chuckle and slap his chest playfully. “Positive, you perv.”

“Fine, fine… how about this? While you shower, I’ll make you some breakfast, to help your tummy.” He runs his fingers through your hair, wanting nothing more than to take care of you. 

You smile and blush. “You don’t have to do that…”

“You’re my girl,” he pauses, letting the gravity of his words sink in, you both smile dreamily at each other. “It’s my job to take care of you.” 

“Your girl…” You sigh. 

He smiles as he stares down at your dreamy expression. “You alright?” 

“Yeah… actually, I’m suddenly feeling much better.” 

Harry chuckles, kissing you on the forehead. “Good, well you go shower and I’ll make you a nice breakfast, we’ll get you back to normal in no time.

You roll out of bed and make your way to the door. You throw one more glance over your shoulder, smiling softly at Harry. When your eyes meet, he blows you a kiss. In that moment, he can’t help but think that thirty could be his best year yet. 

[sugawhaaa]

💜GAON SMUT HEADCANONS💜

Sex with Gaon would...

Warnings//genre:: SMUT, oral (f/m rec), fingering, shower sex, bdsm, sex toys

Pairing:: switch!Gaon x switch!fem!reader

A/N::my goal for this fanfic is specifically 97 notes...idk why but my brain it telling me that's the one

Xh masterlist:: 🎀

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Feel like

☆-Gaon's touch can be rough and desperate or sometimes gentle and thorough. Jiseok's love for you shows through touch but it changes consistently with the situation.

☆-after touring or a few days apart Jiseok gets clinging as hell. As soon as he gets through the doorway his fingers are tangled in your hair, groping your skin, and grazing over your androgynous zones.

☆-Jiseok likes making sex last for hours, frankly, because he thinks it's something worth cherishing, so by the end of it your body is buzzing and twitching

☆-He is a TEASE so you'll be getting edged and/or overstimulated a lot

☆-he's a big fan of both fingering and giving oral. His fingers and hands are strong and flexible due to his guitarist talent. This also makes his fingers really fast...

☆-as for oral his tongue is just perfectly molded and his lips give him a bonus strength in making you cum

☆-Gaon loves your curves so he likes to grab you by the hips or waist to accentuate your body for both himself and you if you're watching

☆-adding onto the tease note, he likes to restrain you a lot. Tie up your wrists, fasten a vibrator to your clit, fasten your ankles, pretty much anything that limits your movements is his game.

Sound like

☆-sex with Jiseok will sound very different depending on a lot of different factors. Sometimes he likes to fuck you in public settings which would result in trying to be quiet, sometimes he likes to show the whole world how good he makes you feel and lets you scream your heart out.

☆-Jiseok likes a very odd sound during sex, the sound of you gripping the sheets. There are some nights in the dorms where you just have to be quiet and so you do, keeping your moans to a minimum, but due to the quietness, you can distinctly hear the sound of your pussy clinging to his cock and the sheets ruffling.

☆-he's the type of guy to pat your ass, not smack, but pat. Either to bring you back down to reality when he asks you questions or to reward you for doing a good job.

☆-lot's of surprised gasps when you're with this man. You'll be surprised how many tricks his guitarist fingers know.

☆-This may be a stretch but I think Gaon is the type of man to groan and grunt more than anything when he's fucking someone. When getting his cock played with, that's different, but when actually penetrating he'd mainly let out little grunts.

☆-the sound of a vibrator and his devilish, cocky, chuckles. He's a huge tease with vibrators so hearing that buzz, that matches the one in your head, is not uncommon.

☆-as I mentioned in the feelings section he is a TEASE so lots of whining, whimpering, and begging from you is not uncommon

Look like

☆-wet, sticky, hot sex. That's what Jiseok is all about and this falls over into how he looks during sex.

☆-I can see him really enjoying specifically shower sex so seeing him dripping wet is not an unfamiliar sight

☆-however most of the time when he's wet it's from his own sweat and/or spit. I imagine Gaon to get sweaty easily while having sex, especially around his neck, chest, and face. His soaked jawline is 😍 and the way his hair clings to it and the rest of his face.

☆-I can vividly picture his lips ghosting over your neck and upper chest while rutting into you. He does the same when he's fucking you from behind but he finds that sensitive spot between your shoulder blades and tease that one spot

☆-Gaon can be anywhere with you, below, above, beside, in between your legs, he's happy being anywhere near you as long as you're moaning, but a sight you'll see often is your legs up on his shoulders. This happens either when he is fucking you, originally in missionary, or when eating you out

☆-Jiseok makes sure to always make eye contact when eating you out. He has to make eye contact at least twice, if not more, every time.

☆-I can see Jiseok liking the idea of blindfolding you so sometimes you may not even see anything 🤭

Taste like

☆-Jiseok's lips were made to eat out or be made out with, that isn't even a fact to debate.

☆-He lowkey loves it when you wear vibrant lipstick that leaves your lip print on his lips and body <3

☆-He's the type of guy that'd be into trying the mint method, aka having a really strong breath mint before eating you out. It creates a warm, tingly and sometimes burning feeling but Gaon's the type of freak to be into that

☆-On the contrary he'd be into giving you some Flintts before giving him a blow job (for those who don't know Flintts is a type of mint that makes your mouth profusely water)

☆-hear me out...cum bubbles...

☆-When receiving blow jobs Jiseok really doesn't mind how you do it. Deep throat, sucking hard, using your hand, he seriously doesn't mind as long as you make a mess

☆-On the topic of mess, he loves loves loves to cum on your face and/or give you facials. Something about it is so lewd to him.

[gunilslaugh]

Hi dear! Absolutely love your work!!! I see you have member specific requests open. Can I request some fluff with Seungmin? I was thinking about something like reader and Seungmin being friends, and as it slowly develops into sth else reader asks him to kiss them. No worries if not! Hope you had a lovely holiday so far! — ✨

Hey ✨Thank you so much for requesting I really enjoyed writing this! I hope you enjoy it too!.

Oh Seungmin

Summary: You and Seungmin have been friends for a while, but you’re starting to see him in a different light. Maybe you can blame it on watching too many sunrises together. 

WC:1.6k

Warning:none

photo not mine credits to owner.

Seungmin lived the apartment right above yours. You first met one another at age fourteen when Seungmin came climbing in your window by mistake. 

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Music filled your ears from your headphones as you worked on your homework. You heard some rustling on your window, but dismissed it as the wind. That was until you turned around to stretch and saw a boy climbing through your window. Naturally you screamed, startling the intruding boy as well. His eyes widened as he realized his mistake and at you picking up your heavy textbook ready to swing. 

“I mean no harm!” He raised his hands in defense. “I live in the apartment above yours. I must’ve miscounted the flights. I’m sorry,” he quickly explained himself and apologized. You let out a breath, setting your textbook back down on your desk. 

“You scared me,” you stated. 

“I’m so-” He begins to apologize again.

“Y/n what’s wrong? I heard you scream.” He gets cut off by your mom barging into your room. Her eyes scan over you for any injuries, then scan the room, stopping when her eyes land on Seungmin. 

“An intruder.” You gestured towards Seungmin. Your mom calms down after recognizing Seungmin. She has spoken with his mother a couple of times.

“I’m sorry. I meant to climb into my window, but I miscounted the floors. I’ll head out now,” he apologizes again.

“Wait, why are you climbing in through your window instead of using your front door?” your mom questions him. 

“Oh, my mom is working an early shift, 4 o’clock, so she goes to bed early. I didn’t want to wake her coming back,” he explained. Your mom nodded understandingly as did you. 

“Ok. Have a good night,” she told him. 

“You too and you.” He pointed at you. “Sorry for scaring you again,” he apologized one final time.

“It’s ok, goodnight,” you tell him. Then Seungmin proceeded to climb back out of your window, closing it behind him. You watched as he quickly disappeared up the fire escape.

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You didn’t really expect to see Seungmin much after your first encounter, but somehow that startling first encounter seemed to be an icebreaker between the two of you. He would wave to you through your window if he happened to see you as he was passing by. That turned into the two of you talking as you started to leave your window open. He would now pop his head in through your window throwing  you a “Hi” instead of a wave. 

One day you were standing by your window watching the sunrise when you were surprised by seeing Seungmin come climbing up the fire escape. 

“You’re out quite late,” you noted. 

“I’m up really early actually,” he corrected you. “But are you up quite early or late?” he put you to question. 

“Late,” you guiltily chuckled. “I kept saying one more episode. Then I noticed the sun coming up, so I decided to watch it,” you answered. Seungmin looks out to the horizon to see the sun beginning its journey upward. “Why are you up so early?” you asked, bringing his attention back to you. 

“It’s my mom’s birthday.  I wanted to surprise her with breakfast before she has to go to work. I took out the trash then realized I forgot my keys, so I had to climb back up the fire escape.” he informed. 

“Tell her I say happy birthday,” you smiled. 

“Will do,” he nodded, but he didn’t leave yet. He stayed standing outside your window as the sun continued to rise bringing forth a new day. “Sunrises are really pretty,” he noted. 

“Yeah they are,” you agreed. The both of you stayed in silence as you watched the rest of the sunrise together. 

“Well you should get some rest now,” Seungmin says once the sun got rid of the darkness of the night. 

“I will,” you told him. You shut your window as Seungmin disappeared up the fire escape. 

It seemed like watching the sunrise together was quite bonding because now you and Seungmin began to hang out together. Usually it was you and him sitting together in the fire escape while chatting, having a meal or some snacks. Sometimes watching videos on your phone’s. It was a bit weird that you both chose to do these things while sitting on the not so comfortable metal floor/stairs of the fire escape. However it just seemed to be part of the fun. Like it was something exclusive to your friendship together. 

Silently you crept through Seungmin’s window. Taking very slow steps as you walked over to his bed. You shook his shoulders to wake him up.

“Boo,” you say once he started to stir. Seungmin’s eyes widen with fear pushing you away, letting out an ah! You began laughing. 

“That’s payback for scaring me when you first climbed in through my window.” 

“That’s three years ago,” he groaned, throwing a pillow at you. 

“I know, but I realized I never got you back,” you tell him. 

“So did you just climb through my window at the crack of dawn to scare me or do you have other business here?” Seungmin asked, tiredly sitting up. 

“I wanted to watch the sunrise with you,” you said. Seungmin tried to look at you unamused, but he couldn't stop the smile from forming on his face. He throws his arm up gesturing to go to the fire escape. He climbs out of his window behind you clad in his pajamas, which was just a t-shirt and sweats. You told him that you wanted to watch the sunrise with him, yet your eyes are stuck on watching him. The way he looks under the golden rays of the rising sun. Seungmin looks over at you, catching you staring. 

“What?” he questions. You shook your head. 

“Just pretty,” you stated. Seungmin agrees. 

“Yeah pretty.” A small smile tugged his lips. Neither of you were talking about the sunrise. 

Watching the sunrise together used to only occur when either one or both of you were up. One of you of course waking up the other in the first scenario. Rather now the pair of you had graduated high school and are transitioning into adult life, where watching the sunrise together had become a ritual. Both of you waking up early to watch the sunrise together then going back to bed or carrying on with your day. On busy days watching the sunrise was the only time you spent together. On other days seeing the sunrise was the beginning of your day spent together.

The more sunrises you spent with Seungmin in the tiny fire escape the stronger your feelings developed for Seungmin. Maybe it was seeing him under the glowing sun that made your heart feel warm. Maybe it was the way your elbows rested against each other. Or the fact that your eyes began to watch one another more and more compared to the glowing sun you were supposed to be watching. 

It’s an early morning, both  Seungmin and you clad in your pajamas standing out on the fire escape. Seungmin’s hair is messy with random strands sticking out. You bring your hand to his head, smoothing the stray hairs down. Seungmin looks at you while you do so, becoming lost in your concentrated eyes and the comforting feeling of your hands running through his hair. You look down, locking your eyes with his. Your eyes stay fixed as your heart rates pick up and breaths hitch at the short distance between you two. It’s clear that you both feel the tension. Seungmin is about to back away. 

“Kiss me,” you say before he does. 

“W-what?” Seungmin stutters, feeling a flush creep up his neck. Thinking he must have misheard you.

“Can you kiss me?” you repeated. He smiles, knowing that he wasn’t hallucinating. 

“Glady,” he replies. Seungmin brings one hand up to cup your cheek and the other at the base of your neck. You place your arms around his neck as your lips meet. The kiss is just as warm as the glowing sun. Pulling away each of you smiles, illuminated under the orange-red hues of the sun. Seungmin pulls you back in for one more peck. “I’ve wanted to do that for a long time,” he admits. Truthfully anytime you came climbing in through his window to watch the sunrise with him all he wanted to do was pull you into his arms. Don’t get him wrong, he liked watching the sunrise, but he liked being with you more.

“How long?” you poked. 

“I’m not quite sure. Maybe when we watched our first sunrise together on my mom’s birthday or maybe when you scared me at the crack of dawn, but I couldn’t even be mad at you cause I thought you were too cute,” he answers. 

“Sounds like you have a crush on me,” you remark, bumping your shoulder with him. 

“As if you don’t have a crush on me too.” He bumped you back. 

“Yeah I do,” you confessed, turning to hug him. 

“Since when?” he pokes you back. Your eyes shifted to the left as you thought. 

“Maybe when you intruded in through my window,” you joked, making Seungmin laugh. “I think it was when I started to think you were more pretty than the sun,” you answered seriously this time. You rested your head on his shoulder. 

“I think you’re prettier than the sun too,” Sungmin tells you, readjusting his arms to hold you tighter. 

There the two of you stood out on the fire escape as the sun brought a new light to the day and a new meaning to yours and Seungmnin’s relationship. Shifting from friends to lovers as the outside shifted from night to day.

[joocomics]

I'm so sick and miserable from it 😖 all I want is for bf xdh to care of me. How will they take care of their sick s/o? - 🍑

xdinary heroes taking care of their sick s/o

suggestive | xdh x fem!reader | mdni

a/n: sorry to hear this, anonie! get better soon and i hope this brightens up your mood a little bit <3

♡ gunil

24/7 by your side. if he has to leave for work he always checks on you through quick phone calls and messages

brings you flowers when he comes back from grocery shopping

compliments you when you hide under the blankets when you feel gross

tells you entertaining stories from his childhood or funny moments with the members to make you laugh

forehead kisses

“be a good girl and …” tells you to get another bite of your food when you don’t want to eat at all, and now you’re both thinking about sex

♡ jungsu

wants to play your favorite movies even if some of them are not his cup of tea

always checking if you’re running out of meds (if you’re taking any)

cuddles you under soft blankets hoping you’ll fall asleep so you don’t have to feel the pain

cooks for you

walks in the neighbourhood cause he wants you to take a breath of fresh air

shoulder kisses as he describes you how nice he’s gonna fuck you when you get better (unless you’re well enough to take it?)

♡ jiseok/gaon

“oh, damn, yeah you don’t look good” but immediately hugs you and apologises after

feet rubs

buys you all your favorite snacks even if you don’t have an appetite

constantly sends you funny memes and videos so when you check your phone there’s always something waiting to make you laugh

“will my cock make it better?”

practices his guitar by playing your favorite songs

♡ seungmin/o.de

makes you rethink everything you did for the past week to find the source of your sickness as if he’s a certified doctor

flinches every time you shuffle during your naps, and wakes up from the slightest noise or movement during the night

will cancel everything to be by your side

taking relaxing baths/showers together

always has drinks and everything you need stacked beside you

boob massages

♡ hyeongjun/junhan

plays with your hair as you’re drifting to sleep on his chest

orders your favorite food

watching a new series, but he checks the time every fifteen minutes even though you have set an alarm for taking your meds

“wish i had a magic wand so i can take the sickness away from you”

drawing together as a nice playlist with music plays quietly in the room

fingers you under the blanket

♡ jooyeon

only lets you leave the bed if it’s to go to the bathroom

back massages under your hoodie as he sits on your butt

playing video games and he lets you win for once

“feeling better? think you can give me a blowjob now?”

if you have a cold the only exposed parts of you are your eyes and nose, cause every time he checks on you he’s pulling up your blanket as high as possible

eskimo kisses

[piillow]

xdinary heroes as your lab partner

(hs acquaintance xh x reader)

wc : ??? | genre : short imagines, sorta silly | a/n : i still suck at science im so sorry, these were literally done in class so they're all bad

( •̀ ω •́ )✧

GUNIL 건일 -

will definitely somewhat take charge, but isn't stopping you from doing anything

like he'll be all "okay so we gotta do blah blah blah" but if you're like "but we have to do this first" he's like "oh okay"

does that make sense ???

would joke around and laugh at a scenario where something goes wrong, but is genuinely hoping it doesn't happen (especially if chemicals are involved)

lowkey praying it doesnt happen if im being honest 💀

would let you do all the work if he has no clue what he's doing

if you don't know what you're doing, you're both screwed ...

would help you with the lab report, even if you don't need any help

"y/n it's just in case, trust" (LMAOO)

JUNGSU 정수 -

loves working with you and thinks you two work well together!!

doesn't try to get up all in your face especially if you're hyper-focused on the current task at hand

would lowkey rather be doing the lab report, but if he has to do the actual lab, he will (he has to anyway)

since he doesn't want to do it, he's basically your little "assistant"

grabbing any beakers or other supplies you need, yk stuff like that

so yeah, you're the one doing most of the work (sorry)

i feel like he might fall asleep if he gets really bored ?? lmao ??

idk i just see it tho

anyways, he'll still enjoy the outcomes you "both" make, especially if it refutes your hypothesis !! :D

GAON 가온 -

our favorite science boy omg

he's gonna do anything you don't want to do

dissections? cleaning? he'll do it because he dgaf. it's for science. that's like, his brand.

would make a lab report draft (that he didn't have to do???) and let you check it over (HELLO???)

alllways making sure you're both wearing/following the proper safety precautions

"y/n, don't touch anything without wearing gloves!" or "put some goggles on first"

i could sob 20 rivers omg 😭😭😭

will always listen to anything you have to say, whether it be feedback or smth

will also write it down if you both agree it sounds important!!

ODE 오드 -

will constantly ask if you're okay if you show a little bit of worry if something happens

if you back up a little too quickly... "omg are you okay?" OHHH MY GOD WHAT IF I CRIED 😭

he will also make sure you don't inhale anything that'll damage your lungs, or just you in general

same goes with touching stuff ^

he is also going to be very stingy if you miss a step, even if it's fine

"we can skip this par-" "no we can't, follow the instructions y/n!"

so you can expect him to take the actual thing very seriously

which he does (thankfully)

still! it will be good i promise he wouldn't mess anything up

but let's be real he's very observant so idt he will

JUNHAN 준한 -

he probably won't talk toooo much

but he's defo gonna help you out

he's usually writing down any observations he sees, and makes sure he doesn't miss anything

especially if he can add it to the lab report if your hypothesis is refuted ^^

soooo intricate with every move he makes

he'll be so in the zone it's pretty crazy !!!!

especially for any type of dissection

so locked in

will be kind of upset if he messes up, but you'll help him get over that dw

if you two finish early, he'll probably chat with you while one of you works on the lab report

which he will gladly help you on if he needs to

JOOYEON 주연 -

he's definitely gonna be making jokes left and right while you two are prepping your things LMAOO

but dw he's gonna make sure he doesn't mess up anything

(he'll try his best at least..)

he might let a joke or two slide while you're both working, but it won't be too intense

definitely gonna get distracted and start talking to one of his friends

until you shut him up and get him back on task

he absolutely hates writing lab reports oh my god

"do we haaave to do this? we can just... not do it." "... no?"

but yknow, he'll help you

"i guess i'll help you... 🙄"

he'll celebrate when you two get a good grade tho!!

send requests pls </3 i'm so desperate it's not funny i fear

[shay-the-reader]

📖: babel x r.f. kuang (2022)

rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

genres: historical fantasy

review in one sentence: i won’t be accepting any critiques of this book -thnx, management

“’I don’t want to be their tragic, lovely lacquer figure. I want to live… I want to live,’ she repeated, ‘and live, and thrive, and survive them. I want a future. I don’t think death is a reprieve. I think it’s — it’s just the end. It forecloses everything — a future where I might be happy, and free.’”

🏛️🕯️🗣️📜

i never fully understood the desire to rate a book 6 stars until this moment. here are some reasons why i LOVED this book…

🕯️ history & portrayal of colonialism • this must be the year of historical fiction for me! my knowledge of the british empire is very minimal but those footnotes gave me so much context. post-read, i really want to find out which parts were truly fiction and which were historically accurate. there were a few characters i had to look up to see if they were real.. there are some really terrible people in history. even though i didn’t know much about the british empire, the characteristics of colonialism were fairly easy to spot based on what i know about it as a whole. i truly love a story that can teach me history and simultaneously keep me invested in the story!

🕯️ character evolution of robin • i was so nervous about the length of this book but it was absolutely necessary to show robin evolve as a person, especially since he was raised and trained to be a tool of british colonialism. it was cathartic to seeing him slowly unlearn the logics that he was taught to believe about himself, his heritage and the english. from beginning to end, robin is a character whose story i may never forget.

🕯️ academic setting • before 💩 really hit the fan, the portrayal of robin and his cohort as students was spot on. it didn’t surprise me to find out that r.f. kuang has both a masters and a phd bc at certain moments, i felt like i was back in grad school while reading this. the cyclical nature of the academic school year. the naiveté of being a first year. the transformation into a shell of a human by second year. the temporary reprieve of the summer months. it all felt too close to home.

🕯️ language & etymology • growing up, i swore i would be a polyglot and this fueled part of those delusions. it’s interesting having read this book right around a lot of tiktok users flocking to xhs/red note and learning mandarin. don’t be surprised if you see me with a mandarin language notebook

⏳🖋️✨🕰️

if you like this, you might also enjoy…

📖 discourse on colonialism (1950)

📖 the wretched of the earth x frantz fanon (1961)

📖 freedom dreams: the black radical imagination x robin d.g. kelley (2002)

📖 third world studies x gary y. okihiro (2016)

📖 decolonization and afro-feminism x sylvia tamale (2020)

[hami-gua]

夏日的色彩 The Colors of Summer

This story is heavily inspired by an ad I saw on xhs. It's one of their best ones (in my opinion) so I decided to write it. I thought Sunday might be the most suited for this. Here's the link:

追逐夏日的颜色

Sunday x Gn! Reader

Warning: Not proofread (I wrote it right before bed)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!! Please read to the end for credits !!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

         On a hot summer day, Sunday ducks into a retro looking bookstore to escape the mid-summer heat. The quaint shop housed shelves upon shelves of books, garnering his surprise as he never thought such a bookshop could house these many books. He scanned each shelf, each spine, before stopping at one that piqued his interest. And soon, he started reading book after book — finding it hard to just put one down. Amidst his reading, his ears started picking up commotions from a shelf away.

         “Sorry not interested,” a woman’s voice said.

         “You’re so annoying!” another much angrier woman grits.

         What is all that commotion? It’s so noisy. Sunday thought with irritation. The voices grew closer and closer and —

         “Hi!” a meek cheerful voice started, “Can I ask—”

         The person didn’t even get to finish when Sunday slammed his book shut and turned towards them only to angrily say, “Do you realize just how annoy…”

         He trailed off and his anger dissipated when his gaze locked with yours. The ever innocent, meek and cheerful you stood before him, clutching a notepad in one hand while holding a pen with your other. Time seemingly stopped and colors flourished as you smiled at him shyly.

         “S-sorry! I’m currently trying to write a book regarding the colors of summer. I need about a thousand or so people.”

Just then, the Trailblazer passed by the both of you, and as they passed, they gently told you, “Your orange soda is ready~”

“Okay, thank you!” you replied before turning your attention back to him, “So if I may, what are your summer colors?”

         Sunday was quickly snapped out of his stupor and averted his eyes while rubbing the back of his neck, “I haven’t thought it through yet. When I have, I’ll tell you.”

         You grinned happily as you cheerfully said, “Then you must tell me when you’ve made up your mind!”

         With that, you turned on your heel and with little skips, headed towards a table where your friend, March, and your drink sat. March busied herself by chatting with others while you asked which drink was yours. But upon receiving no answers, you picked up a random glass and took a sip from the straw. March turned to you see you drinking only to laugh and tease, “That’s my lemonade!”

         You quickly place the glass back down and apologized as you picked up the glass next to it. Right as you tasted the fizzy orange, you beamed and sat down. The whole ordeal didn’t go unnoticed by Sunday who turned to the store owner, Dan Heng, and asked, “Why are they so insistent on writing a book about the colors of summer?”

         Dan Heng could only sigh as he said, “Ever since they were 14, they no longer could see colors. So to remember what they look like, she can only ask others and imagine.”

         Your voice snaps Sunday out of his thoughts once more when you told March, “Let’s go to the coffee shop across the street and ask!”

         “Okay, okay. Let’s go!”

         March left the bookshop as you got up to follow only to turn around and face him.

         “When you made up your mind, please tell me.”

         You didn’t wait to hear a reply from him as March quickly snatched you away while Trailblazer slid to the door only to exclaim, “Good luck!”

         Sunday watched as your figure became smaller, deep in thought.

         Maybe I can ask in their place…

·。～ 周日 ～ 。·

         The next day, both you and March arrive at the bookstore once more to ask around. Only, when you looked through the window, you see the man from yesterday asking people only to be brushed away or yelled at. You felt touched but also a bit saddened to see him being treated in such a way.

         “It’s so hot!” March complained while holding up her small fan. She looked at you and the shop and back at you again before shoving you into the shop. When you stabilized yourself, you hear him asking a lady what her summer color is only to be turned away. Until you see a familiar face, Welt, say, “My colors of summer are the vibrant greens with speckles of pink. The very ones you’d find in flower fields.”

         With a snap of a book, a familiar lady, Himeko, refutes, “No, it should be the various shades of browns, like having a cup of coffee on a summer sunset.”

         As each person crowded around the man giving him their answer, you slowly begin to see the color they each described to him. And they all have colors. All but him. He’s still diligently writing down who said what before he looked up to see you staring at him, your mouth slightly agape and eyes wide. A blush crept up his neck and his ears as he too stared at you.

         “Yo. You still got any signal up there?” Dan Heng asked with a deadpanned expression, snapping Sunday out of his thought. He fumbles for a few seconds before walking up to you and handing you his notebook.

         “I collected a few notes. I hope you find these useful.”

         You graciously take it and sat down on a nearby table, flipping through the pages and copying them down onto your own notepad. When you flipped to the last page, you find a drawing of yourself holding a glass of beverage and taking a drink out of it. And next to the drawing was a writing: To the girl who drinks a soda that’s colored like the dawn of a new day. The glass of beverage too, had colors.

         “Are you done copying everything down?” March asked from beside you. You gasp with surprise while March’s eyes move to the notebook.

         “Hey this drawing is pretty good! Did you draw this?” March awes as she turns to Sunday, who’s face flushed a light red. He quickly snatched the notebook from March as he turns towards the door. But before he leaves, he turns towards you once more and softly says, “I hope you can finish your book soon. I’ll be happy to read it.”

         He pushes the door open and leaves yet he doesn’t make it far until he hears your voice shouting hurriedly behind him.

         “Wait! Sir! Wait!”

         Sunday halts and turns around to see you panting as you tried to pull yourself together. With a hand on your bag and eyes glimmering with will, you ask him, “Wh-what is your summer color?”

         Without a beat, Sunday replies, “The light silken blue of the skies with a gentle yellow of the afternoon sun.”

         “A-and your name?”

         He smiles.

         “Sunday.”

Credits

艺术菜花🥦

omi-resources

[thatfeelinwhenyou]

i didn't want to bring this up on my page because i didn't want the negativity to affect my readers who are just here to have a good time. but awareness needs to be spread.

admist the chaos of sasaengs not knowing how to respect enhypen's space, i would like to reiterate that enhypen is not my, yours, or anybody's plaything. the audacity of some fans to think that sitting beside them on the plane, or calling them repeatedly over and over again at 2am will magically make them fall in love with you is crazy. get a grip. the boys are already enduring so so so much, heck we all know they have nothing but genuine love and respect for their fans. the least we can do as fans is to respect their basic human rights.

it irks me to my core to see every single fancall/fansign interaction to be along the lines of pretending they're your boyfriend. fym you want them to praise you like a dog? what good did you do anyway? have some fucking respect, not only for them but yourself. the lack of appreciation for enhypen as artists is unfathomable. its always about how handsome or boyfriend material they are but never how talented and amazing these seven boys are at what they do. it just never ceases to surprise me when people don’t talk about their artistry and stage presence. it's to the point other fandoms know them as the "fan service group". fuck. these boys are more than your vampire boyfriend… yes i write AUs but i don’t expect myself to be dating any of them?? if anyone doesn't agree with this (for some unworldly reason), feel free to unfollow me.

if you have time, i urge yall to go on the X. there's a bunch of xhs and weibo accounts that you can report for appalling sasaeng behaviour towards enhypen. enhypen support is also mass emailing belift to get their shit together, pls pls pls do so too if you're capable!

[boy-comics]

AND WE'LL ALL BE HERE FOREVER (SNEAK PEEK)

── .✦ pairing; jungsu x gn!reader

── .✦ summary; home is a complicated word.

── .✦ word count; ~1k

── .✦ tags; hurt/comfort, fluff, small town romance, childhood best friends to lovers, seungmom™, momsu™, the mortifying idea of being known

── .✦ a/n; i got noah kahan as my third most listened-to artist in 2024 (xh was my first hehe). i won't be able to finish this one shot until after the holiday season, so i figured i could at least post a little sneak peek! if you're reading this, i hope the holidays are kind to you this year and that you know you are worthy of love. <3

Stifled and sweaty inside your layers of winter wear, the heat in the car turned up to the max, you sit boneless in the passenger seat and wish for the summer.

"We missed you, you know," Seungmin says behind the wheel. He seems unfazed by the temperature, not a drop of sweat on his brow. "Now we'll get to hang out again like we used to."

You hum.

Everything is feverish, your thermals clinging uncomfortably to every crevice of your body. The reason the heat is still blasting is because you had told Seungmin earlier that the plane was freezing. Telling him that it's too hot now feels like an inconvenience, and you don't feel like removing your coat.

"I visited in September," you say.

Your cousin sniffs loudly, the telltale sign that he's about to start nagging. "That was three months ago," he says, "and you've called maybe twice since then." You lean against the window, closing your eyes when the cold glass sticks to the side of your head. "And you mostly slept the whole time. Plus, you completely avoided Jungsu, who didn't even know you were visiting home—"

You keep your eyes firmly closed when his name comes up. "Does he know what happened?"

"I didn't tell him …" He trails off, and your heart sinks before he even continues. "But … Auntie must've, because he confronted me about it last week. I'm sorry. You know how your mom is." His tone is softly apologetic as you exhale. "I'll be honest—he was pretty hurt you didn't tell him yourself."

You know.

That had been your plan, telling Jungsu. But the shame hasn't eased like you had hoped, and before you knew it, two weeks had passed and it currently roils in your stomach along with guilt when you think about seeing Jungsu in person now.

You just didn't want him to know you're a failure.

"Maybe this is for the best." Seungmin turns into the exit, calm despite the flurries of snow flying into the windshield. The roads have long since been salted and you think you can feel each chunk being ground to dust underneath the tires. "Think of it as a time to finally rest? All you did for the past two years was work."

"I got laid off right before the holidays, Seungmin. This isn't really a vacation."

His eyes dart over to meet yours for a split second before you look out at the snow-covered fields blurring by.

Seungmin sighs a little. His hand finds your shoulder, patting it through the winter layers.

"I know. Just trying to help."

That's all anyone in this town ever does, you think, the sounds of the heater and the rumble of the tires taking over what's left of the conversation.

—

Your childhood bedroom is the same as you left it. Well, mostly; the decade-old bedsheets have since been cleaned, and there are fresh tracks in the carpet from when your mother had vacuumed earlier today. You leave your suitcases and bags by your desk to unpack later.

"Auntie told me to stay for dinner," Seungmin tells you, falling back onto your bed and unlocking his phone. "So you'll have to put up with me for a couple more hours, at least."

"You're not gonna help with dinner?"

"I offered, but I got permission to hang with you instead."

"Suck-up," you say, and Seungmin rolls his eyes upward, poking his cheek with one finger.

You join him on the bed, taking a peek at his messages. He lets you be nosy. This is what you do best when you spend time with Seungmin—even now, you suppose, you're just a kid in grownup clothes, watching your cousin navigate life and relationships with a maturity you try your best to emulate. You envy him as much as you love him, sometimes.

While watching him catch up on his mutuals' Instagram posts, your own phone buzzes beside you. Reluctantly, you flip it over. Your mouth parts when you see the notification.

"Who is it?" Seungmin asks, eyes glued to his screen.

"Um," you slowly swipe the lock screen away. "Jungsu."

His attention turns to you fully when you admit as much. "What'd he say?"

You open your messages, a little self-conscious as Seungmin scoots closer to see the conversation. The last time you'd texted Jungsu outside of the group chat was a month ago, when you were still blissfully unaware of the upcoming layoffs and merely amused by a funny animal video that reminded you of him. The thumbnail of the cuddly, sleep-rumpled kitty is halfway visible, Jungsu's emoji-filled reply nestled right between it and the text he had sent just now.

jungsu: was your flight okay?

"Does that sound … passive aggressive to you at all?" you ask tentatively.

Seungmin squints at the message, scratching his head. "Nah, I don't think so. He's just asking."

"Okay."

you: it was fine. seungmin picked me up ^^

jungsu: good!!

jungsu: i wish i could've gone to the airport too to welcome you ㅠㅠ

you: me too haha but it's ok

"He should be off work in about an hour," Seungmin tells you, then nudges your shoulder with his own. "You want him to come over for dinner? Your choice."

The thing is, you should say yes. It should be as natural as breathing, because that's how it had been for as long as you can remember, and because Jungsu is probably still a little upset even if he doesn't say it because he doesn't want to add to your stress.

But you hesitate, and Seungmin takes it as a no.

"If it's too many people, that's—"

"No, it's okay. I don't want to leave him out," you mutter, already typing.

Like Seungmin, Jungsu will be in your life until its unspectacular end. And despite how distant you've been lately, that is still where you want him to be.

you: seungmin's staying for dinner, u wanna come over too?