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hii it’s me againn. could you also do tasm peter who is nerdy and nerdy reader? and it’s kind of like a meet cute at the library? that’s literally my dream 😔 (you can tell i’m in my spiderman kick again)
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love a good spiderman kick ☺️ hope you like it!
pairing: TASM!Peter Parker x reader word count: 1.4k tags: just fluff
The exam was next week, and Peter still hadn’t gotten a chance to so much as glance at the most helpful textbook. The only copy the library carried had been way over due for ages, and the damn things were way too expensive to buy. He hoped it would be back by today because the late fees would be so much worse after today’s cut off. So, into the library he strode to look for it for what felt like the millionth time.
He was sure the librarian remembered him, and which book he was after, after so many attempts, so he went straight up to the desk. Peter raised his eyebrows in question, in hope. He wrung his hands together as the librarian gave him a look he couldn’t quite decipher. “So?” he finally couldn’t help.
“You just missed it,” the librarian deadpanned. How could she be so damn calm? She must know his life depended on getting his hands on this book! Well, maybe not his life, but definitely his grade… important enough.
“What?! And you didn’t hold it for me or something?” “Hold it for you? What do you think this is, kid? We don’t take reservations.”
After a moment, though, she sighed in slight defeat, something akin to pity entering her hardened features. She gave a sideways nod toward the person standing at the other end of the desk.
“Maybe she’ll share,” she whispered.
Peter followed her look. His eyes landed on a girl. She looked mortified. Given the books lying next to her open backpack on the desk, she’d clearly been packing them up. At the top of the pile lay the coveted textbook. And she’d clearly overheard his whole exchange with the librarian.
You lock your gaze onto the books in front of you. You could feel your cheeks warming, and the last thing you wanted was to accidentally make eye contact with this stranger. This ridiculously attractive stranger you’d noticed in class before… Peter Parker… who had clearly had the same idea about the book being returned today…
You feel terrible at having snatched it up just before him. You hadn’t known someone else was after it, too, but you could’ve guessed, and it felt like pure luck that you got it first. You have no idea how to react, and before you can come up with any idea at all, you sense him stepping toward you and freeze in panic.
“Um, hey,” Peter whisper-says. God, why didn’t he just speak at a normal volume? He was in the library, sure, but just the entrance. He’s sure he sounded weird, and that’s the last thing he wanted after his little outburst clearly made you uncomfortable. It wasn’t your fault you’d gotten the book before him.
Your eyes dart up to meet his at his words, and when they do, his nerves increase tenfold. Your eyes are so damn pretty. All of you is. And you look half way to an anxiety attack at his approach. “Hey, sorry,” he tries. “Sorry, I know we don’t know each other, but I just… Um, well… Sorry about that,” he ends lamely, gesturing back to where his exchange with the librarian just occurred. “It’s okay,” you whisper, smiling awkwardly and tucking your hair behind your ears. You look back down at your hands, pulling at the too-long sleeves of your shirt.
Peter’s hand comes up to his head, messing with his hair in a typical nervous tick. He can’t stop staring at you, and you can’t stop avoiding his stare. He had to say something else before the mounting awkwardness blew up. Why couldn’t he think of anything? God, why was his heart racing faster than it ever did when he had to fight giant, scary monsters? Somehow you were scarier.
“Um,” he starts again. “You in, uh, you in Vidal’s biology class?” he ventures, guessing you need the book to study for the same exam as he. It blows his mind he hasn’t noticed you before if you are.
“Mmhmm,” you nod softly.
“Me too,” he says and cringes. “I don’t recognize you.” “Oh, I don’t know. I tend to sit in the back.” You finally look up at him as you say this. Your eyes meet, and it’s too much to handle. After what feels like an eternal instant, you both look away chuckling.
Peter’s just nodding like an idiot, chewing his bottom lip, reeling for something else to say but failing miserably. At this point, the thought of getting the book has totally vanished from his mind. The fear of failing next week has been completely replaced with the fear of failing right now. The idea of your walking away and his not getting to talk to you again makes his stomach sink.
You’re just staring at your hands, unsure what you’re supposed to do in this kind of situation. How do people just know what they’re supposed to do when other people are involved?
You still feel really bad that you got the book first, and you figure he’s only still talking to you to ask when you’ll be done with it. The exam is so soon, you hadn’t really been planning to return it till after. But keeping it to yourself when he needed it too made your stomach twist. You didn’t even know him, but you wanted to help him. So, you mustered the courage to do something you know, from experience, you otherwise wouldn’t do.
You say softly, “If you want… um, I don’t know… maybe, we could share it?”
“What?” he responds, too quickly, confused, his voice nervously airy.
You’re not sure if he didn’t hear what you said — possible with how softly you’re speaking — or didn’t understand what you meant, so you don’t know what to say. Words are too hard, so you just grab the book — your hands grateful for something to do — and hold it up to him like an offering.
“Oh!” he hiccups. Then, “Oh,” he says more quietly, chuckling lightly. “I mean, I don’t want to bother you. You got it first fair and square.” “Yeah,” you shrug. “But you need it, too, right?”
“Yeah…” His mind begins stirring up images of the two of you studying together… maybe laughing together eventually… sitting closer together to both get a good look at the book…
It’s making his heart beat faster, and he realizes he’d be an idiot to not seize the opportunity. It’s the perfect excuse to spend more time with you, and he doesn’t even have to ask you out. Yet.
So, he quickly says, “Yeah, um, sharing would be great. If you don’t mind. I can just meet up with you whenever you were going to study anyway… Wherever is good for you; I don’t mind; you choose; whatever you prefer is good with me —” Having started, he can’t stop talking now, his nerves morphing into words, eager to leave his body.
You giggle at his garrulousness, and he knows he’s in trouble when the sound of it makes his breath hitch.
“Well,” you say. “I was planning to get started now… you know, since I’d been waiting to get my hands on the book. If you wanted to, um, maybe go to the café maybe?”
You hadn’t in fact been planning to start right away. If you were honest with yourself, you’d been planning to put it off till you couldn’t not… like you always did no matter how hard you tried to get an early start. Note to self: the only cure you’ve found to procrastination so far: ridiculously pretty boys with warm eyes and a voice you could listen to forever.
“Yeah, that’d be great. That’d be great,” he nods, smiling. It’s the first time you’ve seen him fully smile. You’d be happy to just hand him the book as long as you could watch him study, the exam be damned.
“Great,” you repeat, grabbing your things and turning toward the café. Your eyes widen in panicked disbelief at what just happened. You glance slightly back just to make sure you hadn’t imagined it, and sure enough: Peter Parker is taking a quick step to follow you. He falls in step with you as you walk, and it’s terrifying and invigorating just how much you like the feeling of him close beside you.
#peter parker#tasm!peter parker#tasm!peter x reader#tasm!peter x you#peter parker x reader#peter parker x you#tasm!peter fluff#tasm!peter imagine#tasm! peter oneshot#tasm!peter fanfic#spiderman fanfiction#ria1k
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—⊱Blog/Writing Update!
Hello everyone! Apologies for the inactivity as of late, but overall motivation has been somewhat low for me lately. This is probably due to a mixture of graduate school (which is starting this week 😭), my current job, mental health, and overall life stressors (RIP to my car battery...). Despite it all, though, I'm still hanging in there haha!
I am slowly progressing with all the remaining requests currently in the inbox and have been working on them in bits and pieces. This includes requests for both the Homicipher and Twisted Wonderland fandoms, and I am hoping my love for Security Breach will reignite briefly so I can finish writing the one remaining FNAF request currently in there. 😅
I'm also still working on the rewrite of chapter 8 for IT3GB (if anyone even follows that fic of mine on this blog haha), but progress on that is slowing down a bit, unfortunately... I have so many ideas planned for this particular fanfiction, but now the problem is actually getting around to writing them on paper – it is the curse of being a writer. 😔
I am hoping to finish the remaining Homicipher requests by the end of this month, and then I will tackle the requests I have for TWST and FNAF. Thank you all for your patience and continued support through this brief hiatus of mine!
So, in the meantime, I would like you all to have a little snippet of the beginning portion of a one-shot I'm currently working on for Homicipher (Mr. Crawling X Reader X Mr. Silvair) under the cut! I hope you enjoy the small treat. 😏
You and Mr. Crawling had been out and about all day instead of spending it curled up together in bed like you typically did. You were kneeling down on the ground, your hands moving large slabs of concrete to the side as you searched through the pile of rubble, eyes peeled for anything from your world that had managed to end up in this one.
Right now, you were specifically looking for books to bring back to Mr. Silvair, certain he would appreciate it if you could manage to find any publications related to human anatomy or medical texts. Though, now that you thought about it, he would probably find anything interesting enough considering his curiosity about humans as a whole…
Sure, the likelihood of finding academic material in such a place was low, but it wasn’t completely impossible. After all, you did manage to find the cat-ear headband you ended up gifting to Mr. Chopped (who was happy to receive such a cute accessory from you). Plus, anything was possible if you believed hard enough.
Mr. Crawling was nearby as he usually was, aiding you in your search for any type of literature you could get your hands on. You had explained to him what you were looking for, making gestures with your hands before saying, “Find papers together.”
He was most certainly looking around, rummaging through the rubble while investigating every nook and cranny he could find, intently focused on the task you had given him. Mr. Crawling seemed to be having more luck than you in the searching department, too, if the ragged-looking books and loose papers in his arms were anything to go by.
Eventually, after realizing the two of you probably wouldn’t be able to find anything else in this particular room, you stand up with a sigh and brush the dirt that littered the floor off of your pants. You did manage to find a silken ribbon amongst the rubble, though, and you thought that Mr. Chopped would appreciate it for decorating his hair before you pocket the delicate piece of fabric.
“Done?” You hear Mr. Crawling ask, and your gaze falls to his hunched-over form sitting on the uneven surface of the ground, his arms filled to the brim with papers and books as they practically spilled from his grasp. You quickly make your way over to him and take the large variety of papers and books from his hands with a muttered apology.
After all, you didn’t want to make him carry anything since his arms were his only means of getting around, his legs typically causing him a lot of pain if used for extended periods of time. Despite never having done it yourself, it would probably be quite difficult to crawl if you couldn’t use your arms.
You give him a gentle smile when he looks up at you, heart throbbing with affection for the long-haired man, before you lean down and place a kiss on the top of his head. Mr. Crawling makes a noise, almost like a squeak of delight when you press your lips to his scalp, whispering to him, “Yes, we done. Thank you.”
“You happy?” Mr. Crawling immediately asks, and you can’t help but let out a small huff of amusement. He had the habit of asking if you were happy, and your answer to his question usually never differed. Whenever you were with Mr. Crawling, you were always happy, and that hadn’t changed since the first moment you two met.
“Yes, me lot happy.” You reply with a nod, gathering all the papers and book in one arm before you gesture for him to come, “Follow. Home, rest.”
#🍀 . Plum Updates#🌿 . Plum Speaks#🌸 . Plum Writes#homicipher#文字化化#homicipher x reader#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf x reader#security breach x reader#undertale#undertale x reader#IT3GB
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Typical chaotic AO3 Author’s Note life update but:
I got engaged 💍🎉 ! It was a sweet just us moment in front of the Tokyo Tower 🗼 and I couldn’t be happier 🥹 and we bought a house before we left for our vacation! So I’m picking up overtime on top of my full time schedule 💀💔 but now that I’ve passed most of my operating room training and become a well established registered nurse on the roster, the stress levels have really gone down and I can confidently say I love my job and what I do these days!
(But I would love being a travel content creator more for sure 😔😮💨)
I’m still writing 😌 and reading more because that’s my 2024 resolution. I aspire to feel the way I felt when I was reading The Maze Runner, The Hunger Games… Percy Jackson, Harry Potter… though I don’t know if I can get behind those viral booktok ones like CoHo/ACOTAR/First Wing… like I have to agree with the people who say those books are for people who missed having a Wattpad phase 🤷🏻♀️ but anyways. I digress.
I hope everybody that reads this is happy, healthy, doing the best they can in these very troubling global circumstances (🍉), and that you find luck and love in every day.
💘 V
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So, uhm, about that comment on Lou's blog about the France Brasil game and Élisa... That was me😅😂 And her going to Wolfsburg was very delusional, but we could need her now more than ever 😂 Hendrich and Hegering are massive, but both over 30 and their contracts end after this season. Djikstra is out with an injury, Küver too iirc. Küver and Hegering both get easily injured, so that leaves us with only Wedemeyer I think as a fullback iirc. So, yeah, it would be better if Wolfsburg would sign one more cb but what do I know? 😂
And for the game, I tried to find a video that shows the foul and is available for you to watch, but I only found videos that are only available in Germany or if you have a VPN that shows a German adress. However, I can translate for you what the German commentator said : "I think that this is the earliest yellow card in this tournament or at least I can imagine that it is. Against Jheniffer who got into this duel with De Almeida. Boah, after 20 seconds... Let's look at this again...and I don't know what it is with those Oliver-Kahn-memorial-kung-fu-kicks. Because Marta did such a thing or a very similar one in the last game against Spain, was sent off of the pitch with a straight red card. And that is, well, difficult (not as in hard but more in a way that it is very much on the line to a red) to go up with a straightened leg. Jheniffer had a lot of luck with this. This was more a dark yellow." Unfortunately the cameras didn't really show where exactly Élisa was hit but it looked like it was the cheek/ side of her face or neck. So I hope the commentary makes it visible how dangerous it was.😅
And with Ann-Katrin (Anne) and Jess, it is such a cute story. If they were to make it into a Netflix show, it would probably skyrocket in wlw community 😭😍
And you can 100% figure it out later if you like women. I was 15 or 16 and only needed to see Keira Knightley in Bend it like Beckham😂 But at 14 I was a little bit homophobic. The typical "I don't have anything against lesbians, but I'd prefer if they didn't kiss in front of my eyes". I was just jealous and didn't know that😂 Also 18 is not that old to find out if you like women, some only figure it out in their 30s or 40s or even later😊
Yeah, I wish we could have gotten a France Germany final to get back at the French😂 We need to start a new streak of France not being able to win against us. But oh well, we didn't make it to the final as well😂 But thanks to the 🐐 Ann-Katrin Berger (not Ronaldo, sorry Élisa😂) we got the broooooonzeeeee😁😁 Also, Spain's wnt has never won against our wnt (at least according to the commentary) , so I don't know why they thought they'd have a chance😂 Our handball men also kicked the Spanish out😘
Also excited to read that you have plans for for a Pauline fic. She's quite underrated.
And sorry for the long and late response but I took a break from tumblr😅 - 🇩🇪 anon
LMFAOAOAOOA BITCH YOU FOOLED ME. I did notice the tone was very similar to yours but I was like 'um....maybe German people are like that in English...idk maybe' 😭😭 yk what at least Lou didn't call you delusional 😔🙏
for the video of the injury, I have a really slow VPN ans I can try it I don't mind.
Kung fu kicks??? LMFAOO
Noooo not you getting mad at gay couples because you were jealous 😖😖
For the Pauline fic, you'd think me staying in a place with no wifi for 5 days will motivate me and inspire me to write it...but no, I just decided to connect with the nature (aka talking to people 😔) I did write the plan out, now I actually have to do it 💔💔
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Lucifer and Vox had been in the same meeting that afternoon, the room was packed with a sea of powerful faces. But that didn't stop the King from allowing his hand to travel down under the table, finding station on the Overlord's thigh to grip slightly underneath his claws. He felt the jolt and eyes on him suddenly, a snide smirk and side eye met Vox. A warning to keep quiet. They wouldn't want others to know about their little ... fun, would they now? He could feel the tension ease up in the thigh he held and it spurred Lucifer to push his luck even further. The hand traveled higher and higher, gripping along the way until he met at the front of his pants. He could hear the sigh the Media Demon tried suppressing underneath his breath. His clawed fingers began to slowly palm at the area ... / @xluciifer because you liked my post 😔
Vox went to the meeting on his own, not atypical for the Vs to just send one of them and when it came to meetings like this, larger ones, he typically insisted on going. He made note of the king next to him, though it wasn't like there was much to talk about in the middle of the meeting. It didn't take all that long before he stopped paying attention, looking down at his phone as things drew on.
He was glancing over a new email when he felt the hand suddenly on his thigh, giving just a quick glance over to Lucifer. The brief meeting of their gaze he then turned to look back to his phone resting on the table to keep from drawing attention to them. As he felt the king's hand actually apply pressure he let out a barely audible hum, at this point his phones screen had gone dark.
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Do not apologise at all for responding late!! Holiday burnout is so real, theres sm to organise so I understand completely 😅. I hope youre getting some rest between xmas and the new year, or that at least whatever you have planned isnt too hard on you :)
I am 100% willing to believe you blessed my flight lmao, hopefully it works on the way back as well :D
Is it weird to say i dont think ive ever had a blackberry before?? Idk i might have had one when i was a kid but when you mentioned the blackberry jam I completely blanked. So um. Hope it was good?
Oh no your cat!! D: Hope he's all better now
YES I WOULD LOVE TO TELL YOU ABOUT MALAYSIAN FOOD!! I would show u pics but um 🧍->🏃♂️��. Ur gonna have to google it king LOL. The first day back my dad and I went out to a mamak stall (basically just a restaurant for malay-chinese-indian food), and I had roti canai (a type of flatbread with curry) and teh tarik, which I have missed dearly. I dont typically like normal english breakfast tea so getting to have authentic teh tarik was SO GOOD. Teh tarik (translating to "pulled tea") is made with condensed milk and gets its name from how after the drink is mixed it gets continuously poured over and over from one container to another until it gets super frothy.
I've also been getting reacquainted with my favourite fruits 🥰 that you cant get in Australia like mangosteen and jambu air (ai-yer). Mangos and dragon fruit you can get in australia but. um. Theyre bad. They just taste like sweet water. Also unfortunately for me rambutan i havent been able to find rambutan 😔😔. Those look similar to lychee but they taste pretty different, less tangy and sweeter.
Ive gone out with a friend to have cendol (c promounced as a "ch") which is a cold desert with coconut milk and rice jelly, along with other toppings should you choose it. Im also in the process of convincing my bff to do a 3h road trip with me specifically for food in a city called Ipoh 😭 wish me luck.
AND, im getting one of my relatives to teach me how to make rendang and char kway teow. The rendang specifically because the one she makes i prefer over what's usually made in restuarants. I think it's a state difference in recipes or smtg? So the ones you'll find in restuarants are KL/Selangor rendang and she makes from Kedah. Thats just a theory tho im not actually sure.
🧍 i realise this ask has become like 70% about food so i apologise. But. In my defense you asked >:) /j
ANYWAY. I hope youve gotten a break from the holiday work or at least have one coming up <33 Take care of yourself; indulge in your cheeses :D
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SUN ANON HELLOOOOOO im so excited to hear you got those desserts, those sound AMAZING...... also i looked up all the foods you mentioned and MAN THESE LOOK GOOD.... im a shrimp lover im gazing so hard at the char kway teow...... 👀👀👀👀👀 also holy shit these fruits look so cool???? Thats WILD ive literally never heard of these before and im having a lot of fun looking them up online and reading about their flavours and stuff!!!! Incredibly curious about mangosteen, i was not expecting it to be white inside when i looked it up and just like, the contrast of the purplish rind vs the white insides is SO neat to look at, like that feels really good on my eyeballs if that makes sense JSDBEKDNMDD also also teh tarik sounds and looks amazing i want to try that SO bad now omg
Its so funny you say that about blackberries bc where i live we have them literally growing everywhere on the side of the road AKDNWKDNKWDN in the summer when they start putting out fruit one of my roommates will sometimes go out and just pick a bunch for the whole household, and they always taste SOOOOO much better than the store-bought ones. Im genuinely not sure how to describe the taste of blackberry other than like. Its very sweet but also very tart (i go for the slightly less ripe ones tbh bc i prefer tart things to super sweet) at the same time, and sorta pops in your mouth a little bit when you chew it. Honestly its one of my favorite fruits i would highly recommend them if you can find em anywhere!!!!
My resolution this year is a bit silly but i wanted to go for a very fun easy one, so its to use every sticker i own this year :] ive already started by putting a few on the creeper minifridge that my roomie got me for xmas 😂😂😂😂😂😂 and i have some scrapbook ideas as well to use my fancier ones that my friends have gotten me!!!! Also you are so valid about the writing-- tbh if you wrote more than expected then it sounds like you succeeded instead of failed, so thats awesome!!! :DDD
I hope you're doing well on your travels, sun anon!! And when the time comes may your flight back to Australia be as peaceful and pleasant as the one you experienced when you left it :]
#shouting speaks#asks#long post#THIS RULES I LOVE LEARNING ABOUT STUFF#i wish i could share more in return!!! at least there's blackberries 😂😂😂😂#txt
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1, 4, 7, 13, 16, 19 n random para(s)
good luck at ur fam function 👍🏻
[ ASK GAME ] || Thank you! The function in question was celebrating my grandpa & brothers birthdays (my grandfathers was last week & my brother's is tomorrow). Its basically over now but that's besides the point.
1.) What’s your para’s biggest motivation? How would they react if this motivation was challenged by the narrative (someone kidnapps the person they’ve been fighting for or the person whose death they’ve been avenging is actually alive or they find out the goal they achieved isn’t enough to compensate the trouble they went through etc)?
Ozzie's (@madasacrow) main motivation is not being in so much fucking pain all the time!! My man just has really bad chronic pain 😭 He built his actuators to help him walk/alleviate that pain, but unfortunately they malfunctioned and told him to do crime 😔. Once he gets his inhibitor chip fixed he's like. the chillest guy ever lol these 2 images basically sum him up:
4.) Does your para’s emotions drive or hinder them when it comes to trying to achieve their goals? Do they view their emotions as a strength or weakness? Do they view emotions in others as a strength or weakness?
Wendy's (@fractured-fables) emotions drive her SO MUCH. She just wants to find her brothers and bring them home safe. Her love for her brothers fules her and she thinks its a strength — she loves them and so she must be brave for them. Typical older sister stuff I guess. She also views others emotions as a strength and tbh now that I think about it, is probably very emotionally intelligent.
7.) What vices get in the way of your para’s motivations drive and goals? Do they overcome them or learn to cope with them at any point in the narrative? Is there a moral lesson about your para’s vices in relation to their goals or does it just exist for angst?
Macbeth's main vice would probably be his pride. He can't be wrong. Glitch has to be right. He's been working with her for so long now, has hurt so many people, that it's sort of a sunk cost fallacy situation.
Glitch & Macbeth's relationship is very unhealthy/toxic, but once Macbeth breaks free of Glitch's control (literally she is mind controlling him), he has a VERY BAD panic attack & existential crisis. The fact that he's in a video game is new information to him!! He's learning he did all this bad shit and THEN told that his actions lowkey don't have consequences. but he still feels bad. I haven't really thought about what he'd be like past becoming Matthew (Beta!Macbeth/him on earth ii) but he probably doesn't log in as much and helps False Moon occasionally.
13.) How does achieving success make you feel? What about failure? Are you able to sit comfortably with feelings of success? Are you able to sit comfortably with the feelings of failure?
Alice Rose (@madasacrow) is nearly never satisfied. No matter how successful she is, she can always pick it apart and think of ways to do things better. Failure is worse for her. With success, she can at least smile and wave and do the song and dance of congratulations etc. With failure? She has to sit with it. Confront that whatever it is that she failed at, admit that she isn't perfect. It hurts and is a massive blow to her ego, even if she hides it well.
16.) What would you say your motivation is and why is it your motivation? How much does it effect your day to day life? How much does it effect big life decisions? Does this motivation effect or define things like your morality values etc.?
Glitch: I want Calypso dead! Why? Why ever not? He's an annoying loudmouth that doesn't give a shit about his actions. I'm just trying to help everyone out here! It really is unfortunate how much time it takes up, when I could be spending it on better things, like enjoying being the best.
19.) Does the end justify the means in terms of your motivation? Are you willing to do anything to achieve success or will you only obtain it through certain means (within the bounds of the law, only hurting people you think deserve it, etc)?
Harlow (@madasacrow): Yes. I will be the most terrifying thing Prism Pulse has ever seen, even if I have to die to do it. I don't care how many laws I break, or who gets hurt. Okay, I care a little. Everyone who follows The Reverend is on my hit list, and apparently, that's most of the city, so. To each her own.
#paraportal#luka answers#player: many blogs#console: mad as a crow#game: a plague of octopuses#oswald osborne#game: crystalized gold#harlow spade#console: fractured fables#game: faux pixies#wendy dear#console: phantasmagoria#game: im not the one#macbeth torrence#genevieve eyler#game: a world of my own#game: in all my dreams i drown#alice rose
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Still haven’t been able to start chapter 10 of Engage yet 😔 Life just doesn’t want me playing this game. Well, screw you too life!
Anyways until I get the time to continue I can at least give you my thoughts from the chapters I did play!
The opening is so entertaining! It plays like a Saturday morning cartoon opening and that is NOT a complaint! While I have said many times male Alear is the one I’m more fond of I chose female Alear because whenever I do first runs/main runs of games that allow gender choice for the player I always go with the female option. I also named Alear after my real life name, which I typically only do once I do my main/true run of a game. But this time around I decided I’m gonna have my true run Alear stay named Alear. But my true run won’t be until all the DLC is released. Right now we’re talking about my first run!
Prologue: What is this music so unsettling for????? Seriously, the song that plays on this map is so creepy! The little cutscenes within the chapter itself were pretty, I especially liked the first engage moment with Marth! Straightforward map against creepy purple dragon guy.
Chapter 1: Clanne, Framme, and Vander: “Oh noble and wonderful Divine One, we’re so glad you’re awake!” Alear, dragon who just woke up: ???????? Alear has the appropriate response to sudden zombies, we run from those suckers! But no worry folks, I’ve got years of zombie ass kicking experience from a land called Ylisse, this won’t be any sweat! But then I learned it would be some sweat because Engage has a somewhat different way of handling battle stuff. It was a bit hard to get it started but it’s fun! And Vander was here to do his job and keep my low level self alive. And we get officially introduced to my man Mar Mar! The chapter ends with us meeting Lumera (MOM!!!!!!!!)
Chapter 2: What better way to get used to all the new mechanics than by fighting our dragon mom? When she engaged with Sigurd she hit like a TRUCK! Vander was hanging on by a thread after blocking attacks for me. Framme, sweetie, you’re adorable but you hit like a marshmallow! Clanne, my little dude, meanwhile was out here getting a dozen crits. It really is adorable how much Lumera wants to be with Alear again. I can’t imagine how it must feel like, waiting for 1000 years for your beloved child to wake up so you can talk and eat and spend time together again. I’m so weak to family stuff….
Chapter 3: We start the chapter with interest dream/flashback(?) of red Alear. Ooooh creepy grin there. MOTHER NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! It’s too soon!!!!! I know I know people will say we’ve only had her for one chapter but like I said I’m super weak to family stuff. I also was plenty attached to Mikoto back in Fates too. Also it was Alear’s voice acting that really sold it. Like WOW that was some incredible work to sell me on Alear’s grief. I actually looked up male Alear’s version of this scene and that destroyed me! Getting a bit ahead of myself, first off battle! And we got three new friends in Etie, Boucheron, and ALFRED 😍😍😍😍 As I said in another post, I really did think Diamant would be my man but Alfred showed up and said “remember how much you love the earnest sweethearts”? Boucheron is sweet and was a decent tank, I really like the whole backup mechanic. Etie is out here testing my notorious luck with archer units but she’s cool so I’ll try my best with her! And Alfred my main man!!! I actually didn’t get to use him that much this map 😂 But I already fell in love with the bits of his personality he showcased. Anyways, hello there mysterious murderous hooded girl!
Chapter 4: The Somniel is a gorgeous place! I love that it’s so pretty and bright to look at but also not as annoyingly big to explore like the monastery was in 3H. Firene’s battle map music is so pretty I love just taking my time through this map as I listen to it. We get more pals in this newest chapter in the form of Celine, Chloe, and Louis. Celine is so good and she was terrifying when I engaged her with Celica. I love Pegasus units and Chloe was a great addition to that group, especially with her dodging. And Louis was SUCH a good tank, I love that armored units have the special gimmick of being immune to break! Also the Alfred-Sigurd combo was amazing, my man is just galloping across the map! We end the chapter getting our item and weapon shops, AND we our time rewind mechanic! Heck yeah! And we meet the mysterious little Veyle who saved our ass! I really love her swan look it’s cute!
Chapter 5: Gasp! A wild living Fire Emblem mother! With a name and face too!!! And we meet mystery evil lady Zephia! I really appreciate the change up to the way chests/locked doors work in this game. Anyone can open a chest without needing a key or ability and similarly if you can just break down locked doors. As someone who hated using keys because I consider them a waste of inventory slot, I love the change! And while I love the units with special lock picking abilities I’m glad this game made it so that you’re not forced to make/use one. We got ourselves a clothing shop and blacksmith to join us on the Somniel! A shame the outfits are only for the Somniel. Speaking of the Somniel I got to play around with the features in the ring chamber and the polishing mechanic is funny. The bond ring gacha is a fun little thing and I am glad it strictly only uses in game currency. Plus, SOMMIE!!!!!!!! Tiny adorable puppy looking baby!!!! That I can feed and pet and dress up!!!!! I named it Benji for this run but when I get to my main run I’ll stick with Sommie as the name.
Paralogue 1: FUCK YEAH!!! New villager unit!!! Listen I know villager units tend to be a pain in the ass to level up and use but I adore them to death! And not a single one of them has failed me yet! Jean is so adorable, a tiny little doctor in training who is ready to punch! I like that they make him ready and able to heal from the start so it’s not as bad to train him as it would typically be with his unit type. And bless, when I saw this map was a “keep the villagers safe” one I was already getting ready for the headache. But Jean and his dad did a good job keeping the villagers healed on my behalf, leaving me free to kick ass and take names. Also why did Firene abandon all the British people on this one island? 😂
Chapter 6: Yunaka is so funny! I love her energy, her voice mimicking thing, the way she’s blatantly hiding being a killer, her silly quotes and puns. And she’s a thief unit too! I really like the whole “thieves’ daggers have poison” thing. Pain in the ass to get hit by but really nice when dishing it out myself! Also we get Micaiah this time and holy shit does she provide a healing boon! Our very first fog of war map of the game and I didn’t make too many dumb mistakes! Heck yeah! Nothing much to say for this chapter, a straightforward map and funny story content. Ooh and we meet again Veyle! Why are you randomly here? Oh and after the map went back to the Somniel and got the Three Houses bracelet! Dimitri my gentle hearted baby boy, so good to see you, I missed you!!!!!🥹🥹🥹🥹 And Claude, hi there!!!😄 Oh and I guess you’re here too Edel 😒
Paralogue 2: Ahh here’s our latest Anna! And unlike the last game she actually gets to take part in supports! Interesting that they made her a little kiddo this time around. Also I looked up her growths, why the heck is she an axe user if her magic growth is that good???? Welp I mean she’s been doing pretty okay with her axe regardless for me since she’s actually been coming through on getting strength for level ups. But I had to restart this map a couple times because I couldn’t keep this girl alive. She takes hits like tissue paper…But I like how spunky she is!
Chapter 7: We hop on over into Brodia and Alear nearly gets shot in the head along the way. And we get to meet Alcryst! The way his whole apology is so completely at odds with the pretty cool way he’s introduced was hilarious! Also his retainers are so pretty!!! Alcryst is another bow user but he’s also a crit machine for me. Alcryst: “I’m sorry I am such a pathetic failure 😞 *massacres a dozen enemies* Why am I so useless?” Lapis is really good at dodging and pretty speedy too! Citrinne is so pretty looking and magic wise she’s fine but my Clanne is honestly more solid, but my gosh she can NOT take a hit! I mean yeah she’s a mage but even by mage standards my girl can’t be hit. Looks like we get to meet the circus crew for this battle! Hortensia seems interesting so far, kinda bratty from the looks of it. Goldmary’s personality was not what I expected like she seems soft spoken but she’s also sounding kinda rude too? Everything about Rosado is great from his pretty hair to his adorable wyvern to his utter confidence in his cuteness. And ooh Hortensia has an evil version of an Emblem? I wonder what-*sees that it’s Lucina* FREE MY DAUGHTER YOU CIRCUS FREAKS!!!!!! Luci, baby, don’t you worry mama’s gonna save you!!!!! Taking a peek at Lucina’s abilities and geez that shit’s terrifying. I was so careful with how my units were advancing because I did NOT wanna get hit by everybody and their mother with Lucina’s special ability. We didn’t get to free my baby girl in the end 😡😡😡😡 I’ll save you Lucina I swear!!!!!!
Chapter 8: Oh so Veyle is looking for a missing sibling huh? Okay I already can tell where that little plot point is going! We get to meet Diamant, a handsome lad for sure! Sorry Diamant I really was gonna make you my main beau but Alfred has stolen my heart! But since I’m saving Alfred for my main run I’ll still S support you for this run! You know assuming none of the other fellas catch my eye more. We also get to meet Diamant and Alcryst’s dad, Morion, who was definitely NOT what I was expecting. I do like that despite Alcryst being so self deprecating and all that it doesn’t look like it comes from a lack of love/parental favoritism. We also obtain our boy Roy along the way! And he’s got some nice goodies for us as an Emblem! I love how hard they’re leaning into the fire stuff. And geez this is the chapter of introductions huh, now we’re meeting Ivy and her squad. Ivy looks super pretty and super spiky too! I like how she rides her wyvern side saddle. And she’s got a red version of my son Leif, so you know I’m gonna kick her ass to save him! Kagetsu looks adorably out of place compared to how goth Ivy and Zelkov look but I love how cheerful he seems! Speaking of what an *interesting* gimmick Zelkov has going on. And shit here we go with another intro from Amber, one of Diamant’s retainers! What a….goof. Seriously he’s such a weird little goof from the introduction onwards. Diamant himself hits hard, and I do love me some swords. Gotta say of the three Kagetsu was the scariest. A promoted unit and that stupid crit level of his!!! But we managed to get my boy Leif back and I am sooo eager to use him I love Leif so much! And from the sneak peek I saw of his abilities he looks like fun! I really like how the ending scene shows Diamant is just as nervous as Alcryst but in a different way. But yeah, Morion is TOTALLY getting his ass killed. Also yeah, why can’t I become a dragon Intsys?!?!?!?!??!?!!!!!?!?!?!
Chapter 9: Yup what did I say about Morion? Well he might not be DEAD dead just yet but I have little hope for him. Also wow was NOT expecting Hyacinth to be a punchy dude. And WOW dick move making Ivy have to get herself killed to buy you time to escape…We get Diamant’s other retainer in this chapter in the form of Jade, and she looks and sounds super cool! And she also was stealing a bunch of experience from my squad until I could reach her and recruit her 😞 Kagetsu was once again the scariest fucker of this map but my boy Alfred crit his ass to oblivion! That’s my sweet flower prince!!! Nice of Alear to let Ivy and her squad escape with their lives. Just as it was nice of Ivy to tell us where to go!
And so that’s where I am, waiting for the chance to continue with chapter 10 onward. Haven’t been able to set aside the time to play, which I am so annoyed about because I am really having fun playing Engage and want to continue. All I’ve been able to do since finishing chapter 9 was getting the update and just working on some supports, leveling up, bond ranks…That stuff.
Anyways that’s all I have for now! Hopefully will get to update with my thoughts for the next chapters soon!
#story time with me#fire emblem engage#fire emblem engage spoilers#the divine one engages across elyos#I wanna play engage 🥺🥺🥺 but life is being shit#but I will continue soon!!!!!#until then yeah these are my thoughts on the first group of chapters
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Ohh I gotta say I would totally love to see more of your Ghost Hunt AU, sounds like a super neat world! I have to say though Yosuke kind of reminds me of a character who would just subconsciously be a magnet for ghosts and other things.
I'm glad you're interested in it! Because tbh it's one of my favourite AUs hehehe i have a lot of thoughts on it 😔
(and please check out the manga the AU was based on, and yeah it's titled Ghost Hunt. just Ghost Hunt wjzsnkws IT'S VERY GOOD)
And so true Anon that's EXACTLY the kind of character i imagine Yosuke to be in a horror genre lmao. Your typical "dude with a bad luck" .
Some chara interactions + slight infodump scribbles below
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Happy Birthday Razzy
@lordoftherazzles 💖💖💖
!Here is my gift to you...Art by @dyemberrr!!! and a silly story from me...😔
(Let's give that amazing artist a hand (and a comm) for their talent and lovely nature...they've been a joy to work with)
JK...I've sent you a Kofi...
It's Razzy's Bday today and she's been having a shite time, so if you have any thoughts, prayers, or moneys to spare, consider buying her a KoFi 🥺💖
I love you dearly, friend, and I hope you're having a marvellous day. The first drink is on me 🍹🍾🍻
(but here comes the story anyway)
The Bagginshield Meta-story (or Who we are)
Words: 2,5 k
Characters: YOU, Thorin, Bilbo, Thrandy, Bard, Balin & Ori (for shits and giggles)
Warnings: This is not my usual subject, but it is my style...Let's see if they mash
“Well, best of luck to you,” Ori said with a shit-eating grin that amused you more than it actually annoyed you.
He was a dear creature, but – in your opinion – he was also kind of a wuss; now that he was off to spend his honeymoon somewhere far away from the king and his consort, youhad the honourable task to chronicle the events taking place in Erebor.
“How hard can it be?” you jeered lightly, pinching his cheek affectionately which made him squirm a little.
“You’ll soon find out,” he said with a shrug and gave you a short half-hug before sauntering away, a little too eager to leave the premises for your taste.
You were truly happy for him and – truth be told – you had faced greater perils and hardships in your life than a constipated king and his half-feral husband.
“Oh, it’s a good one to start you off,” Bilbo laughed when he saw you – armed with stacks of paper and a handful of quills – come down the corridor leading to the meeting room.
“What do you mean?” Your eyes narrowed suspiciously upon seeing just how amused the consort was; Ori’s mocking grin floated back to your mind like the reflux some of the dwarven cuisine’s staples always gave you.
“You are about to witness the verbal sparring between Thorin and Thranduil,” Bilbo informed you in a sing-song voice that you would have written off as typical Hobbit-cheerfulness if you hadn’t known the little man to be a complete savage.
With every step you took, the feeling of being shoved into a lion’s den with a juicy steak dangling around your neck intensified and the mischievous twinkle in the Hobbit’s hazel eyes did nothing to calm your roiling stomach.
The kings were already there, looking like a storm about to form by mixing elements and temperatures that would inevitably clash.
“Thranduil,” Bilbo purred, “I see that you’ve decided to express your deep, respectful interest in this meeting by being so impeccably clad.”
The addressed Elf – tall and impossibly pale – whipped around as if Bilbo had thrown a thistle down his intricately embroidered robes while the – definitely human and very exhausted – man he was betrothed to merely pinched the bridge of his nose in exasperation.
“I’ll have you know that this is a very old robe,” Thranduil hissed, caught between his discomfort at being called out for his subpar appearance and his petty streak, “not that any of you would know the difference.”
You settled down at a small table and wondered if this was part of your duties already.
Thranduil wore ‘old’ robes. Consort (maybe?) liked them well. King didn’t care.
You jotted it down just to be on the safe side, but Thranduil’s piercing eyes made you freeze where you sat.
“What are you writing? Where is that pitiful, scrawny girl who usually scribbles away furiously during these idiotic meetings?” he spat, drawing closer to peek over your shoulder.
“Love,” the man – Bard by name – whispered warningly, “this is not your home and, I’m sure, king Thorin is entirely apt to appoint any scribe he likes. Also, I am almost certain that the girl is a lad.”
“He’s on his honeymoon,” Thorin informed him in a clipped voice, giving you an almost apologetic look before he tore into his opponent.
“In the right corner, weighing in at ‘a grown war boar and a half’, our resident grump…Thorin II,” Bilbo’s cheery voice resounded right behind you.
“So, what do you want for your mouldy, worm-riddled, brittle, stupid wood?” Thorin goaded Thranduil; the whole meeting had the purpose of strengthening trade and peace agreements between two people who had been enemies for the longest time and – as far as dwarves and elves were concerned – would not have minded awfully leaving it at that.
Judging by the behaviour of the two regents of said people, their inveterate enmity was alive and thriving still, but someone had to have initiated these talks and you were curious to see how this would end, especially as nobody really seemed to be happy to be here.
“And in the left corner, weighing in at ‘a wet log covered in fungus’, the prissy king of wild creatures and haunted trees…Thranduil Oropherion,” Bilbo went on unerringly.
“I do not want nor need anything from you,” Thranduil hissed, “you ugly, stinking, ill-tempered stump of a creature.”
Your head whipped around only to see Bilbo leaning against the wall behind you with a completely relaxed expression on his face; he was apparently used to insults being flung around wildly and this warm-up did not faze him in the least.
“Gentlemen,” Bard tried once more – completely in vain – to calm the tempers roaring like flames and driving the heat into both the regents’ complexions.
“I’ll teach you,” Thorin rumbled and – like an arrow – Bilbo suddenly shot forward to wrap around his husband like a particularly persuasive vine.
Now, you were not entirely sure if he meant to be living armour in the upcoming fight or if he was really trying to hold his husband back, but you saw him pour words like honey into the king’s ear which made him relax his stance and smile to himself.
Insults were exchanged. Threats were made. Consort of Erebor has disarmed the situation by whispering unknown state secrets into the heated ears of the king.
Slowly, you started to understand Ori’s hilarity better; did every council meeting and conference with foreign dignitaries inevitably turn into such a circus?
“I only want your rotten wood to burn,” Thorin declared with that amalgam of petulance and haughtiness that was his brand.
“I do not intend to use your rock to erect a monument in your honour either, Thoza,” Thranduil purred.
If Thorin was like a mountain lion, strong, bulky, and just the tiniest bit skittish, Thranduil was like one of those sleek, cunning, and ridiculously vain jungle-cats that lived in the high grasses of faraway lands.
You were sorely tempted to throw a ball in their midst to see if it would put a stop to all their hissing and posturing.
“If we could proceed?” Bard, backed up by Balin – rattled awake from his stupor by the noise – tried once again to reign in the generalised chaos.
“My love,” Bilbo hummed, “I’m sure you can get this deal done, can’t you?”
There was a challenging note in his silken voice, and you had to hand it to him; he knew exactly how to steer and manipulate the king into doing his bidding.
Consort plies the king by flattering him and – as far as I can tell – patting his royal behind very fondly.
By this time, you could only imagine Ori’s face when – upon returning from his Thorin-free and sex-rich honeymoon – he found your notes.
It was not that you disliked the king or his consort, but they were – undeniably – challenging in many different ways; for example, you had never seen such an indecently public display of marital affection in a meeting with a foreign dignitary.
You cleared your throat to get them to move on with the proceedings at hand but, by now, Thranduil was mending his crown – his long-suffering husband frowning at him impatiently – while your own king was being placated by the feisty hobbit with small, teasing pecks on the nose.
If they went on like that, your log of this momentous trade agreement would read like a soppy romance novel or a guide on how to maintain a healthy marriage.
King Bard is coaxing Thranduil back to the negotiations by pspsps-ing him like a cat.
Bilbo Baggins is engaged in a complicated mating ritual involving the king’s beard and his own nimble fingers.
After 10 minutes of stalemate – entirely unrelated to the talks – both parties seem to be ready to come back together.
This devolved into a soap opera, you thought, and cursed that blasted orange-haired, rat-faced, weak-hearted scribe once more in the most colourful words you could think of.
“So, we are willing to provide first class rock – and the odd gem – in exchange for firewood – and the odd vegetable – if that pleases you, king,” Bilbo sing-songed in a sickly-sweet tone that made Thranduil wrinkle his nose in distaste.
To your profound astonishment and amusement, King Thorin mirrored that expression almost instantly; while Thranduil seemed to take offense at Bilbo’s inflection, Thorin was horrified by the idea of having vegetables delivered – like a green, healthy plague – to his doorstep.
“The things we do for love,” Thranduil sighed, gracing his husband with a fond smile; it was universally known that it was for the sake of Bard that the king of wood and branch had accepted to even have these trade talks.
“A good, sturdy house is made of wood and stone,” Bard famously claimed and – while neither of the two mystical kings readily agreed to that – both Thranduil and Thorin were willing to make room for what was lacking in their realm to ensure the happiness and safety of their betrothed.
In short, it was a rather straightforward affair: both kings would agree to trade raw materials they could easily get for themselves in order to entertain a polite and regular exchange.
Never would you have believed this to grow into such a battle of wits and wills, but Bilbo’s wink and Bard’s compassionate smile made your heart twitch with empathy.
The rather boring nature of the negotiations did not prevent the situation from being an interesting and most informative one, nonetheless, for there were a thousand things you noticed and that amused and surprised you in equal measure.
Haughty to the point of being deemed arrogant, both Thorin and Thranduil were beacons of their royal status and their noble bloodline; it astonished you to no end to see them – consistently – look to their spouses for reassurance and guidance.
“Thorin?” Bilbo prompted, his small, pudgy hand squeezing the enormous mitt of the king encouragingly.
“Erebor will be honoured to provide finest stone – and the odd gem – to your people,” Thorin grumbled, nodding into the general direction of Thranduil and Bard.
“And we – in turn – will be ecstatic to provide wood – and the odd vegetable – to the lonely mountain in hopes to sustain the prolonged good health of our neighbours,” Thranduil purred coldly before seeking the gaze of his husband to get his approval of the herculean effort he had just made.
Trade seems to be agreed on. Nobody died. Bard needs a drink. Bilbo needs a quiet room to massage the tension out of our king.
You bit your lip; clearly, you were taking too many liberties with your transcription here, but they were too touching.
Grown men – some of them decades and millennia old – squabbling like children made you grin madly, but you hid it behind your hand, pretending to stifle a cough.
The part that touched you most was definitely the love; they both loved their husbands and their people and – no matter how much they truly might loathe one another – they were willing to do whatever was necessary to ensure the happiness and safety of those they were responsible for.
And their spouses knew.
Oh, the small frown washing over Thranduil’s face as Bard’s responding smile was just the tiniest bit delayed, and the way Thorin held on to Bilbo’s hand as if it was the only anchor tethering him to the calm, self-possessed demeanour expected of him, these tiny details warmed your heart and made your fingers fly over the parchment.
This was worth being written down for posterity – much more than a lousy exchange of dead wood against cold stone – it was the love between races, between people, between souls that made it all worthwhile.
The silence having fallen like a blanket of mist and shadow onto the congregation was as soft as a caress now and you found yourself sketching the wondrous creatures in front of you absent-mindedly.
Suddenly, those scrolls that Ori only ever showed his beloved – lovingly called his ‘private archive’ – made a lot of sense to you; no doubt, a soul as sensitive as his would not be left untouched by the earnest yearning and the monumental faith that ran like a quiet but steady brook between the boulders of regal authority and political strife.
Love will find a way, that was what your old nan had always told you and – for the first time in what seemed like forever – you thought you might understand what she had meant: love, life, and growth had dug into unyielding stone and taken their place amongst cold, remote stars.
Old and yet to grow older still, the two kings had lost their hearts to creatures meant to bloom and wilt within the blink of an eye if not magically sustained; how many oaths would be sworn, how many monsters braved, how many treasures absconded – in time – to keep that precious life, thrumming wildly like a flighty bird in their palm, burning bright?
The kind of devotion you had just witnessed might well outlast rock and outshine distant celestial bodies; it surely had mellowed fossilised resentment and made new buds thrive from seemingly barren roots.
Despite the bickering and the insults, what struck you most in this first meeting you had taken notes of had been the undeniable, inevitable, invincible impression of hope.
You had made it all the way to your chambers until you realised that you were smiling like an idiot as you replayed the intimate gestures of trust and teasing between two couples that represented life in its myriad forms – all of them precious and beautiful – and the surprises even tradition and a long life could not fully prepare you for.
“Hmmm,” Ori smiled as you handed him your accounts of the meeting, “they did it again?”
“Fighting?” you asked, “Don’t they always?”
“No,” the soft-spoken scribe chuckled, “forget about the meeting and moon at their spouses. Balin has pondered asking them not to bring Bard and Bilbo to the meetings, but then the two kings storm out of the room within an instant and refuse to be coaxed back into negotiations.”
Relaxed and visibly happy, Ori rolled up your scrolls with the ease of habit and tucked them under his arm.
“By the way,” he said, turning around, “your comments were hilarious, and those drawings were really rather good. I’ve been thinking about working less and I’d love to share some of the load with you.”
“You want out of the Thranduil meetings, don’t you?” Your eyes narrowed warily.
With a boyish wink, Ori waved a nonchalant hand and promised that you’d talk about it again once you had time to think it over.
You made sure to keep your face stern until he was out of sight, but – if you were completely honest – you wouldn’t have minded all that much being the chronicler of an epic love story that defied prejudice, tradition, time, and all the evil of the world itself.
Once again, happy bday my dear...
I'm wishing you all the best and I hope this was not the worst gift anyone has ever written for someone else. Let not the quality of my writing be a gauge of my love...
❤️❤️❤️
#Happy Birthday#IDNMT writes Bagginshield#and Thrandy/Bard#the hobbit#fanfiction#ori#IDNMT writes Razzy#how she sees her at least#canon x canon#read it now for it might never happen again#hahahaha#I tried my best#I love you
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okay, anon who had the question: now that i’m awake/coherent and looking at this in broad daylight, i actually am not too sure i’m qualified to be giving you a full response to this! here’s what i do have, though.
it’s just that i’m a whole entire stranger, and the content of my writing being comforting (which i find SO touching to know, and i’m happy to hear it!) doesn’t necessarily mean that any IRL insights i might have about your situation will actually translate into a useful course of action you can take.
i actually do share in a lot of the things you’ve described here, but that’s exactly why i don’t want to give you too much Advice on it. my advice is typically very anecdotal, and so i don’t want to risk swaying you towards the route i personally took if it’s not what you’re inclined towards on your own, you know?
this is more of a question for a friend! and more something you can and should chat about over time, with the ability to come and go and update and rescind and elaborate on and walk back and all of those many possibilities that come with learning more about yourself. it takes time!
and it’s just such an intimate subject, i can’t possibly know you well enough to tell you if you’re X thing or “normal” — which, i’m sorry you’ve been led to believe that being any sort of orientation is somehow not already normal! that does tell me you need a community, but i’m not going to be of any significant or groundbreaking help to you in finding such a thing when i’m just some random joe on the internet.
what i can tell you is a better place to start Would be looking less at Random Horror Podcast Bloggers and more at blogs that are specifically geared towards spreading information and positivity about the exact subjects you’re looking at or questioning! (just be sure to screen those for any potential Other Bigotry they might support underneath their alleged support of you. there are blogs out there that peddle sunshine and rainbows only to reveal later that the mods are literally T3RFs and so on, and you don’t want to be getting your information from people like that.)
all in all, the other thing i can say is like. there’s no rush or demand for everything about us to be specifically labeled at all in the first place! a lot of the way that the internet especially encourages us all to overexamine and pick apart our identities to a degree that actually hurts us and enforces strict division above solidarity can be alleviated by just letting yourself exist and seeing where the tide takes you.
it’s harder to do that now during a pandemic, for sure, so i understand the urgency to try and find people to talk to (which is not at ALL the type of detrimental behavior i’m citing here when i give this little bit of advice.) this is just from me, as an obsessive compulsive with Identity Issues x4 who is to this day struggling with my own labels sometimes. boy am i 😔✊
at the end of the day, nobody has a say in what is or isn’t Normal for you to be experiencing when it comes to your personal feelings like this. don’t feel like you have to force yourself into somebody else’s boxes if that’s not something you feel comfortable with yourself.
(and on a specific note, you are NOT falling into that stereotype, don’t worry. your lived experience isn’t a stereotype and if anyone tries to act like it ever could be, that says more about them than you. fuck that noise<3)
thank you so much again for your kind words for both me and ren! i’m sorry i couldn’t give you anything more specific and precise, but i do appreciate knowing that you had already been prepared for that as a potential response so i hope that what i’ve come up with here is at least something! best of luck<3
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I'd like to know ur opinion on writing for urself and writing to get published,,, I wanted to be a writer a long time ago but I haven't written anything since like 2016 😔 do u have tips on getting back into writing without feeling too much pressure to get it right?? ilu
if by writing for yourself you mean self-indulgent writing which doesn't follow a lot of typical rules required for writing and just going on with whatever you want then i love it! journaling, writing letters (which i don't send to people, just unaddressed...) are things which i write for myself and i think it's a really good place to start brushing up your writing on - it's more of a stream of consciousness but also allows you to think about what you're writing because you're putting your thoughts on paper, you're using words to express something and i think journaling (and ofc reading) is a great way to build up on your vocabulary (and personally experience why you're writing what you're writing - ofc personal experiences don't always apply to fiction but putting yourself in your own shoes/consciousness and letting your character play out in your brain isn't much different, but that's what i personally think)
for publishing - i did realize after publishing a lot last year (mostly just digital magazines) that for a moment or two it leaves you tremendously satisfied that you have been selected for being published somewhere and it's a good thing! you're allowed and should be proud of your work! - but after a month or two i just felt that what i had published wasn't my writing and i was thinking more about writing to put something out than writing something genuine and to me - writing something genuine starts with writing for yourself, a lot about writing is exploring who you are as a person and how you see the world and what you want to see happen in different circumstances, or a story you want to see play out through a lens/perspective you've created.
though i would def say that publishing to receive (kind) opinions and help from others and seeing how you progress as you publish isn't bad at all. and publishing doesn't means there isn't room for change - i think one of the best things i have learned (from ursula le guin) is that you progress and so does your writing, going back to a published work and entirely changing it and even critiquing what you could've done better is a really great way to grow as a writer
but as you said - you haven't written for a long time, so i think you should start with exploring for yourself how you want your writing to be, what are the things you like now, how do you think you yourself want to see your writing as, which genre do you want to explore more? start with a list of questions and keep writing based on that, do jot down any ideas you get at any time, even writing down dreams is a great place to start bc their narrative allows a lot of room to expand and explore in. and don't feel pressured to remain static in how you want your writing to be, there's always a lot of room to change things around, even realizing that the genre you initially thought was something you really wanted to explore and ended up not liking writing it is more than okay! i know you can do it, there is always somewhere you can start - it's difficult, and confidence wavers often and starting it the hardest part but remember to take it slowly, it'll all come from the heart once you get to it, wishing you lots of luck anon 💖
oh and always remember you know yourself so much better than i do!
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fam,, my buddy, bestie. i have gotten a botw match up, but oh my gosh i just found out you do bnha matchups, and i have to ask for another 🙏
twenty years old, female, intp-t, bisexual
i love to bake and play video games, i'm currently going to school for game development. i like horror both for games and movies. i wrote, usually technical writing, sometimes i write just for fun though. i love to cook as much as i like to bake, and i have been told i'm good at both.
i am stubborn, proud, but really caring and nurturing. hopeless romantic, and incredibly analytical, typically pessimistic probably due to the anxietyyy.
i think that in the universe of bnha i would be quirkless, even of i did have a quirk i sure as hell wouldn't be a hero or anything 😔🖐 i'm a scaredy cat.
whooooo boy yes ur correct i do bnha matchups 🥸 i hope you like this!!
also i would totally be quirkless too i just don't have that luck LMAO
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MHA Matchup!
Based on your characteristics, I think you'd do best with.....
Jirou!
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power couple!!!
spooks to the max yall always have your own fright fests, especially on friday nights during october
jirou cannot cook for her life, prove me wrong
the poor baby tries but it just ends up black and inedible
so she'll always appreciate if you decide to make her a meal or if you're experiementing with recipes and want her to be your test audience
she's such a tech wiz so she'll always love to see what you're working on in terms of development!!
she's down to be your beta tester for that too 10000%
y'all are both pretty stubborn so you butt heads quite a bit, but you know how to talk it out and compromise (...sometimes 👀)
she gets the anxiety, for all we know she's got it too, so she'll totally help with reassurance and coping mechanisms
y'all are so sweet to each other
even if you're quirkless, jirou will protect you with her life!! no matter how nervous she may get in the face of conflict!! you're her world and she'll definitely give all she can to protect you!!!
if you have a quirk but don't want to use it for hero work, jirou will still try to teach you self-defense with your quirk for when she's not around
elaborate date nights. always
like i'm talking months of planning just for one random day in the middle of the week you both have off, and it ain't even for an anniversary
she loves to come to you for analysis of situations she can't seem to figure out herself
y'all got brains on top of brains little smarty pants
#mha#mha x reader#mha matchup#bnha matchup#my hero academia matchup#boku no hero matchup#boku no hero#my hero academia#request#revalgale#jirou mha#mha jirou#mha fic#mha fanfic#jirou fanfic#kyoka jirou#jirou kyoka
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hiiii 🫶🏻
that sounds like so much fun!! it’s so cool that you get to do that for your internship and that you enjoy it so much!!
so i was studying accounting but to start i was doing like a bunch of business classes and the law class i took was super introductory and focused primarily on contract law (i think) and so that’s how i was able to take it even though i wasn’t studying law!! i still don’t understand why my professor wanted us to go to a hearing as part of our final but it was interesting regardless 🤷🏼♀️
as for the tumblr edits i looked through your tag and i think they’re really nice!!! that sounds super frustrating honestly. it’s horrible to be so enthusiastic about something and have the people essentially running it not put in the effort to keep it enjoyable for everyone 😔
oooh i’ve never heard of that before, what is tiffin? it’s nice that you got to enjoy lunch with a group of good people!! and i love that for you!!! a good sandwich is always a bright spot in any day 🥹
it sucks you’re having trouble with the book and completing the review, but i’m sure you’re doing a good job regardless!!! hopefully it’ll all get easier along the way as you become more familiar with your area of study 🫶🏻 you were able to get into your program without any preparation so you must be considerably more prepared and capable than you feel right now 💗
okay some things about me..genuinely would spend every waking minute doing crafts if i could. like i don’t even care what i’m doing i just like creating things 🥺 my favorite drink is genuinely so boring i just really like water dhshshs like 9 times out of 10 if given the choice of drinks im gonna pick water! as for music i try to listen to a lot of different genres but i generally stick to pop (mostly bc 1d and the boys are pop-y) and then whatever like 4/5 songs im obsessed with!
good luck on your assignment, im sending you all the spare energy i have 💗💗
-✨holiday pal✨
(i hope this sends okay because i wrote it out in my notes app and copy pasted it bc it was getting incredibly long djshshs)
Hellloooo 💕💕
I'm so so so so so so sorry for the late reply
I do the same thing of writing in notes and copying here sometimes 🤣🙈
That's really cool. Contract law will be introduced as a subject to us this coming semester. I could talk to you about it!
Yeah, just today the posts I made which they approved was supposed to be posted and a few hours before posting time, one of the seniors suddenly had a problem with it and I had to do one of the things all over
Tiffin! Omg I keep forgetting it's such an Indian thing. So this is the Wikipedia definition - Tiffin is an Indian English word for a type of meal. It refers to a light breakfast or a light tea-time meal at about 3 p.m., consisting of typical tea-time foods. In certain parts of India, it can also refer to the midday luncheon or, in some regions of the Indian subcontinent, a between-meal snack.
For me midday luncheon is the best word for it. You'd eat breakfast at home, then have tiffin during break time at school and come back home and have lunch. But right now I'm working the whole day, so i take my lunch with me to court in a tiffin box(mine is just like an off-brand Tupperware kinda thing) and that's my tiffin.
I had Poha today in the morning and chicken curry and pulao for lunch. Sunday special!! What about you?
Thank you so much for that. I pray you're right and i finish my work on time. "Tumhare mooh mein ghee shakkar". It literally means may your mouth be full of ghee and sugar but actually it means what you said was very sweet and may what you said come true.
Water is my favourite drink!!! Oh god, I love water. And I love analysing how different the tastes of water in different places are, not out loud, just to myself.
I admire people who do arts and crafts soo so much. What kind of crafts do you do? The max that I can do is cross stitching.
Have a beautiful day 💕💕💕
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Hello hello Sofia! 🎄
Sorry for letting a whole week pass, been so swamped lately. 😩 But how are you?!
Omg, I only know winter holidays so it's always cool when I meet people from the southern hemisphere ^^ since the Christmas vibe is so different I imagine. 😅 The beach sound lovely!! How do you like to spend your day there?
And GOOD LUCK on your exams!! If I may ask, what do you study? 😄
Ooo very nice!! I watch more than I read but I also like all of the ones you mentioned in the first list except Jibaku I haven't seen! I also like JJK and KNY...and lmao same with CSM. Violet Evergarden is very pretty!! And a heart warming story, I think you'll enjoy it a lot!
So, what makes your favorite characters your favorites? Like what traits or what happens that make you think *oh yes this is the one*? 😆
Have a great week and be back soon ;3
- Animanga 🎅
Hi, Santa!! 💞 Please don't worry about it, I've also been super busy too!! It's the time of the year I guess 😔
Yeah Christmas here is defs very different, it's fun tho but also I feel like people are more focused on complaining about the hot weather than actually celebrating anything lmao as a kid I watched Christmas TV specials and thought the snow was much more dreamy
Oh I love the beach!! All my family does so I guess it's inherited heheh I mostly like swimming a little, watching the sunset and reading a book with the sound of the sea in the background <3 Now that I've talked about it, I really want to be there rn...
THANK YOU!! I really need it 😅 I'm a literature/english student, not the most difficult career out there but it still has its quirks. I do have a couple of scary finals next week which have made me succumb to academic stress, I can't wait for this to be over, really
Oh thanks for the recommendation, I'll def watch Violet now 💕 if you ever want to start jibaku shounen hanako-kun I would highly recommend reading the manga instead!! The anime is fine but it changes the order of some arcs and it's way too short lol
Hmmm, I'll try to answer that question as best as I can. There are certain characters that I simply find cute or endearing (like Nene or Yamaguchi from Haikyuu, who I think I forgot to mention last time). But when it comes to others I just think it has to do with a good balance of good traits and flaws. I tend to gravitate towards characters who are wholesome but also have much more to give if you see through them!
Alphonse for example (feeling obligated to mention him as he is my literal url) is a kind hearted and loyal kid, but he also has many fears, insecurities and even selfish moments throughout the show. I don't know if you watched/read FMA so I'm trying not to say anything with spoilers :p There's a couple scenes of him that never fail to pull my heartstrings, he's just very well written overall
Talking about shounen, I also like shounen protags that subvert expectations. Gon is a cute adventurous child at first sight but the more you advance with the plot the more you notice some serious flaws that make him so fascinatingly complex!! He's just a little fucked up and I love him for that.
There's also Rin Okumura, a character I've loved for so long (+10 years) that it's difficult to explain why. He also looks like a typical shounen protag at the start but he's also such a ray of sunshine and a brat at the same time! He deeply cares about his loved ones and goes through so much development. A greatly written teen character overall :')
Well I'll stop here bc it has gotten too long lol but I could talk about this all day
Hope you have a great week too dear <3 see you soon!!
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Hi Esu!! ♥♥♥ It's an honor to be your first anon😳 idk why people haven't signed up to be an anon of yours before me 😩 but you totally deserve it !!! They're missing out on your sweetness ✨
"eSU EXISTS-" 💨💨💨 here i am 🦸typing this ask also im makin some text small bc the ask will take up so much space in normal size :D
I couldn't agree less on what you said on comforting someone 😔 because either i get annoyed with them for being emotional or sweatdrop intensely trying to think what should i do lmao 😭 you're so courageous for even offering an hug 😳 brain-wrecking moment is when it's you and just the other person then they started to get emotional 😷 "wha- what do i even do with you??🧍🧍🧍 Do i vacuum your problems out of you??" First instinct of mine too is to think of some (unhelpful) advice/solution,,,
I rlly like how you express yourself fully with memes♥️♥️♥️ like how i do with emojis/emoticons bc with my serious personality id straight up look rude without the ":D” stuff🥴 Can i please buy one ticket to Esu's Museum? ✨🎫
it very shocking to me that you dont like pink xD and more like, it's counterparts (brown and blue) 🤯🤯 for pink,,, i like the color of the uno card you sent but like the HOT HOT kind of pink is really smth i despise 😤 so it would depend on the shade or combinations of the color(s) f i like it or not— bUT i actually still like cakes if im gonna pick what dessert id like to eat <3 it's not so sweet most of the time <33
AND HIGH FIVE !! 🙏🙏🙏 For some reason the 🍰 kind of cake isnt really typical around my area or idk,, country?? There must be some but maybe in the more big-city cafe parts 😔💔 it's just too fancy for some reason BUT ESU, IMAGINE THIS: us meeting up to buy our first ever fancy strawberry shortcake and eat it together 🤯💝✨ we're like,,, gonna meet up in our imagination and taste the cake in our imagination too—
I could read the text clearly too!! So i appreciate you changing it into a more visible color :DD ALSO!!! I've been meaning to ask you if you have plans to change your desktop theme into something (like the codes stuff) bc idk if you're interested in spicing up your desktop theme look into smth different 💨💨💨 but it's def understandable since fixing layouts take time 💕
If only i could send in images on anon it would be great 😩 but that's okay !! mwa also pls feel free to talk about stuff with me if you ever feel like talking abt it <3 ill do my best to listen ★~
Good luck on your fic too 💪💪💪 it seems you're in progress of writing it and im excited 💨💨💨
Also the pink uno reverse card 💗💗💗
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Hello 🍰 nonnie!!! <3
I’m so glad you’re my first anon tbh, it’s probably bc of my inactivity that people don’t consider being an anon of mine 🙊 BUT YOU’RE RIGHT THEY’RE DEFINITELY MISSING OUT 😳👉👈
GLAD U REMEMBERED ME HHEHEHEH 🥰🥰
no but same???? Like I have no right to be annoyed but I STILL AM- My brain is just,,,, error: 404 not found IDK WHAT TO DO???? Idk man hugs can cure some stuff apparently so I just… do that… 🚶♂️ It’s so scary when it’s just you and the person though… I kinda pass away then…
Memes are love, memes are life… my messages are kinda dry without them… 😟😟 but same!! I’d sound rude without emoji’s too… AND YES YOU MAY!! LETS EXPLORE MY MEME MUSEUM!! <33
Ikr??? It’s like discovering you’ve been lied to your whole life… but I do admire the pastel shades of pink!! <3 BUT HOT PINK BURNS MY EYES. Oh!! Yes some cake is not extremely sweet, I like those the most!
I can only find the 🍰 cake in bigger cities…. I think… I MEAN FANCY THINGS ARE USUALLY THERE.. 🤷♀️ I AM ✨ IMAGINING ✨ THATS SO AMAZING HONESTLY,, I’D LOVE TO EAT MY FIRST STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE WITH UUUUUU!! <3 I’m sure it’s pretty delicious 😳👉👈
WOOOOOOOO!! I’m glad I could fix the visibility of the text!! :0 I changed my desktop theme when I received ur ask, so ty for asking, my blog looks v v fancy now 😎😎😎
It’s annoying that anons can’t send pics imo :(( like?? Tumblr?? Pls??? Ooooo okay, tysm 🍰 nonnie!!! I appreciate it a lot <3
I just finished writing the fic!! :D but I’m v v glad ur excited! 🥰🥰
It’ll be here tomorrow! :3
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