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running-in-the-dark · 8 months ago

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me during the day: I'm so busy with everything that's going on, I feel pretty good, maybe didn't get as much done as I would've liked but that's okay, I did my best 😊

me at night: I'm so useless as a person that I really shouldn't even be alive. I can't be what I should be, I can't do what I need to do, so I'm worthless. I've never done anything good in my entire life and I never will.

#seriously what the fuck is this #I felt good today!!#fuck I've built most of our kitchen! yes it's taking longer than I'd like because my body is useless but I'm doing as much as I can!#but even that feels pointless because it is not a job and that is all that matters. that is all that anyone ever asks me about. I don't #work so I don't get to have an identity #😭

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