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Poems of Love Pt.2 (Gaz x F!Reader)
Wooooo okay! Sorry for the long wait yaâll! End of school year work takes up a lot of my time! But With the school year ending soon I should be able to post more regularly! PLUS part 2 is finally here! Please enjoy!
Warnings: Mentions of masturbation, Price being observant, language.
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After that first letter it was like something had shifted about Gaz. He was happier, his eyes brighter even despite the constant horrors they lived through on a daily basis. He thought about that letter all the time, when he was feeling down he would pull it out and read it, it gave him a warm feeling.
Letters kept popping up every now and again, at least twice a month there would be a new letter under his door, usually when something happened but occasionally just out of the blue.
The most recent one was slipped under his door after being undercover and he'd be lying if he said the contents didn't make a blush rise to his face.Â
He catches himself hoping the person is you. Even now as he openly stares. You had gotten new workout clothes since your old ones were ratty.
Johnny had whistled as he saw you walk into the gym area on base. Sports bra showing ample cleavage and the little biking shorts showcasing your ass. âDinnea Ken ye were hidin all thaâ from us Bonnie.â âYou literally saw me in a dress for that stupid gala Soap.âÂ
ââS no the same hen. Thought ye were hiding chicken legs under yer uniform!â you laughed and flipped Soap off, âFuck off Mactavish! Compared to you lot everyone has chicken legs!â
Gaz had been staring at you, taking in your curves, the way the tops of your breasts swelled from how the sports bra squished them together and his brain was rapid firing dirty thoughts. He went back to lifting his weights to take his mind off of how good your ass looked.
And now it was your turn, staring at Gaz as he lifted his weights, he'd been in here for a while as you could see the sweat soaking his workout shirt. His muscles bunching and releasing as he lifted and dropped the weights, you gulped to keep yourself from drooling and turned away to start your workout.
âBloody ridiculous.â Gaz turns to look at Price, one eyebrow raised in question. âWhat's ridiculous, sir?â
Price shook his head. âYou for starters. You've been staring at her arse for a good long minute without blinking.â
Gaz startles before rapidly blinking his eyes, noticing the slight dryness. âNah Cap, you're seein things.â
Price scoffs and heads for the shower. When Gaz turns back you're nowhere in sight. He decides to head for the showers as well to clear his head and rub out a fast one to the images he was suppressing earlier.
-several hours and a tiring mission later- Gaz POV-
It didn't surprise him when, after a long day and a nice hot shower, there was a letter resting on his floor. The envelope was light blue this time and smelled of roses.
He sat on the edge of his bed, towel around his waist as he carefully opened the letter.
To the angel at my 6
If ever I could speak to the old Renaissance artists, I would request sculptures of you to be placed in churches around the world.
Women all over would fawn at the way you encapsulate their dream man, handsome; polite; a god in human form; the beautiful demon that haunts and charms them.
Seeing you working up a sweat at the gym, the lights hitting just right made you look godly, almost ethereal. Like Apollo striking in the sunâs warm rays.
The sheen of sweat on your skin makes me wonder if you'd look the same coming out of a pool, the way the ocean's droplets would fall from Poseidone himself emerging from the ocean.
I hope most nights that you dream of me as I dream of the thought of feeling your warm skin against mine in the heat of passion. Thoughts of you warm my soul as if heated by the flames of hell itself and I couldn't love the feeling more if I tried.
Gaz stared at the letter for a long while, his face felt warm, eyes wide at the thoughts of him laid bare on the rose scented paper in lovely script.
How could anyone compare him to gods and say that he is worthy of being a Renaissance sculpture? Him? The man with a fear of helos? Compared to Apollo and Poseidone? Whoever was writing these letters had to be absolutely off their rocker.
He wasn't worthy of such comparisons but damn did they make him feel on top of the world. Laying the letter down he got up to dress for bed before placing the letter in his desk drawer with the others.
If anyone were to ask him which was his favorite letter he would never be able to decide. Each one bringing about a blush or a racing heart, how could he ever choose?
He'll have to ask one of the guys to help him find out who this mystery person is leaving him letters of love and poems in the dead of night.
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Tag list: @cumikering
#~Harley finally writes somethingđ«Ł#The Love Letter Series#call of duty#cod x reader#cod mw2#kyle gaz garrick#kyle garrick#gaz x reader#kyle gaz x reader
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Alright, I'm done, here's some notes on the songs as I listened to each one (Pray for my fingers for the Hey! Pikmin one) (It's below because it's long lol)
Jingle; Enter Gate: Cute, Liked it, very cool Nintendo
Gate: I LAUGHED OUT LOUD THIS IS JUST THE FIRST GAME'S TITLE SCREEN HAHAHAHA 10/10
Opening: Oh my god the memories. THE MEMORIES DEAR GOD. Nice to hear this track for more than five seconds lol
Tutorial: Ah yes, cute. This is a nice remix to the normal impact site. Also as a percussionist, this is just a treat. Very cool Nintendo
Spring: AAAAAAAA memory jump scare. Good music, better music to throw your sibling off of the ledge, for fun :)
Spring - Drums: I'm going to say this for like, all five of the drum mixes, everything is usually better with drums. This song is no exception. (Though, why the hell are the Crash cymbals going so hard lol)
Summer: Wait, for summer, THEY CHOSE NAVEL?! I'm not complaining, I just wasn't expecting it. Good, not as good as the original, because it's the original, but it's still good.
Summer - Drums: Look, it's another track improved with drums, let's GOOOOOOOO (Loven' these drums, if you can't tell)
Autumn: Ayo, what the hell this shit cool. IT GOT CHIMES it's automatically good. Sorry, I don't make the rules. They really just went, 'shit we ran out of songs to redo, QUICK MAKE A DAMN BANGER!' (Either that or I'm somehow forgetting an entire theme they riffed, but I THINK this is original song for this, could be wrong. If so, I'm a fake fan how could I make a mistake damn.)
Autumn - Drums: HELL YEAH DRUMS MAKE SHIT BETTER AGAIN WOOOOOOOOOOOO
Winter: Why don't I remember this track. Bruh it's good, what was my older self thinking? It's good, but, call me picky, I don't like how the Jingle Bells sound. I think it's too muted. That's just my own preference tho. Still good, it's just the least good main area theme.
Winter - Drums: Oh yeah, drums. Still the same as before, but slightly better. Still the least best area theme.
Underground: AAAAA CAVE I KNOW THE ONE BUT I DON'T KNOW THE NAME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Also Vibraphone love let's go baby. This song also unlocks several core memories I didn't know I had. Neat.
Underground - Drums: You know, after listening to the drums themes, I just realized that these all kinda sound like Wii Tanks themes. No really, cause of the crash cymbal, the bass, and the drums having that similar rhythm I CAN'T BE THE ONLY ONE WHO HEARS THIS RIGHT?! Also yes, good drums good theme
Stage Finished!: Oh hell yeah, end o day theme time baby. Also nice to hear this for more than five seconds.
Jingle; Stage Clear!: HELL YEAH CLEAR STAGE JINGLE GOT YOU WOOOOO
Jingle; Times Up!: Heard this maybe once or twice when messing around. It's good, but short, as it should be.
Battle!: Why the hell don't I remember this. WHY DON'T I REMEMBER THIS. WHEN THE HELL. It's... actually good? Like, it doesn't really fit the rest of the games vibe, but it's good???? WHAT.
Battle Won!: Also don't remember this. It's cute, and good, but when the hell dude.
Mini-Boss Battle: Semi-remember this. BUT DUDE IT HAS CHIMES 10/10 LET'S GO!
Mini-Boss Defeated!: Oh I remember that one. YES YES, GOOD.
Bulblord Appeared: Bulblord is the best name for a boss, I don't care. Bitch is fabulous and you KNOW IT. Also yes, good intro song for our KING or QUEEN, or RULER idk this robot's gender man. God I got goosebumps just from the start.
Greater Bladed Baub Appeared: Why is bro named like this, wait just remember what bro looks like, nevermind. AGAIN WITH THE GOOSEBUMPS WHY.
Emperor Pinchipede Appeared: My little bulliable boi. And again with the goosebumps dear god.
Translucent Wollyhop Appeared: OH GOD THE MEMORIES OH NOOOOOOO- Otherwise good intro song. DEAR GOD THE SOUND EFFECTS. I CAN STILL SEE THE CUTSCENE THE GOOSEBUMPS ARE REAL
Translucent Wollyhop Appeared (No SFX): Bonus track, but it's still bring back the memories dear god. I CAN STILL HEAR THE SOUND EFFECTS GOD
Boss Battle: BANGER BANGER BANGER I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK, BANGER. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA I CAN SEE IT DEAR GOD THE FROG AAAAA. This is a lot more tech-ish than I remembered, but hey, I was too used to hearing that Player 2 has died for the eighth time. Also wait, ISN'T THIS JUST TITAN DWEEVIL'S THEME?! WAIT, IT TOOK ME SO LONG HOLY SHIT IT IS HOW DID I NOT HEAR THIS BEFORE WHAT
Boss Defeated!: Yay it dead. Good theme.
Game Finished: God remember when Dark Monita came down from the heavens to go 'you thought you were done too bad bitch do a boss rush.' Me too. Also banger, even if it hurts my ears. Why BELL KIT OUT OF EVERYTHING GOD
Overall, it's good music. I don't think I'll come back as often as the main games, but, I will come back. NOW FOR HEY! PIKMIN WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i'm so scared.
Ok so, I've never really listened to either the Nintendo Land Pikmin Game's soundtrack, or Hey! Pikmin's soundtrack, because I have... memories of the games (One is with the boss rush, and the other is the sometimes weird hitboxes of the game) so, I'ma give them a shot, I'll update y'all about this when I'm done with one. (Gonna start with Nintendo Land, because that fast as balls frog still haunts me to this day. Cool boss, so many deaths)
(Gonna do the Playlist by scoubi1 Gaming for Pikmin Adventure's ost (29 Tracks) and Vivi's Radio Backup Channel for Hey! Pikmin's ost (89 Tracks)
#pikmin#pikmin adventure ost time#dear god what I have gotten myself into#reblog but like for an update don't sue me
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Like ink bendy weeper is a failed recreation of a bendy cartoon character, Joey failing once with bendy and now twice with Azael and locked them both away from the public eye. In the cycle weeper isnât much of a threat to Henry or the others, when she is near the screen flashes a grayish blue and you can hear her weeping nearby itâs best to hide instead of staying in the open. Unlike inky she is less aggressive when it comes to Audrey or Henry only attacking if theyâre in her way or out in the open when theyâre near. She can talk but chooses not to at times, my VC for them is the reaper from little misfortune ^_^ while her ink form can speak, her toon form canât. They and ink demon fight occasionally mostly play fighting and adapting to their sibling nature
In BATIM Weeper wouldnât be a threat or enemy and usually is blocked away by something and you can see her crying alone. I like to imagine weeper is the one who can be heard crying at the start of BATDR
Azael cutouts are hardly ever seen around the studio, if they are seen theyâre seen next to a Alice or bendy cutout. Loads of them can be found in weepers domain. Weeper doesnât like keeping their cutouts out in the open for everyone to see and possibly ruin so instead she keeps them in her domain of flooding ink and where a new enemyâs called 'ink mermaids' live, she knows how much bendy loves to keep their cutouts laid about the studio and she KNOWS they hate it when someone either disturbs the cutouts or breaks em so occasionally sheâd knock over or breaks them
Like inky, weeper was pushed into a form thatâs less powerful but they didnât resist as much as inky did. Like lil benders Azael is mute and uses the notepad in her tummy pocket to communicate and draw. They act childish at times like sitting down with bendy to take a break, kicking rocks or empty BC cans around, or even skipping when she walks but they can also become very determined and serious when trying to complete a task.
When Audrey finds them theyâre in a room doodling with the only exit being the way Audrey comes in(that door being locked and having to be smashed open which alarms them) once theyâre alarmed she hides underneath a table behind them. Audrey approaches them reassuring them that itâs okay, she reaches out with the correct hand but Azael pushes past her running through the exit. Audrey catches up to her at a dead end and they have no choice but to trust her and accept her friendship and assistance. After this they find lil benders where Audrey apologizes for shocking them and whatnot
They didnât receive as much torture as benders but they were still indeed tested and tortured while inside the GENT building
At the end Weeper, inky, and Audrey share the same body(beast bendy) Iâll redesign beast bendy just a tad to fit my narrative lol but after the cycle is reset since they were all fused together the cycle resets with bendy, Audrey and Azael all being transported back into the real world where than can live happily wooooo(unlesâŠâŠ)
Little bonus fact Weeper can be considered the middle child since she was made second!
THAT WAS ALOTT to write and Iâm sure itâs not all gonna be read but I rlllllyyy needed to get this out cuz if I didnât do it I wouldâve forgotten, thought of all this last night ! Plus some bonus doodles
Sorry for the long info dumping post ^_^"
#sonart#batim#batdr#batdr oc#batim oc#oc#my oc#bendy and the dark revival#bendy and the ink machine#ink weeper#weeping angel#Azael angel#toon azael#toon bendy#bendy drew#ink demon#ink bendy#Audrey drew#Henry Stein#long post#Scruffy Azael
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Part 6
Note: wooooo cottagecore with Ventiđ„ș?
I don't know how many times I've tried not to cry.
Maybe I'm trying too hard to control my emotions? Maybe Venti is right after all.
As times got harder and harder, I noticed that I was getting worse and worse.
Tired, I walked out of an exam holding my bag. My head felt very heavy. Still, I shook off those thoughts.
I need to study again tonight.
Silently, I corrected my notes again and again. What is wrong with me? Why do I forget everything? I have always prepared everything, haven't I? I was so absorbed in my book that I didn't notice my cell phone vibrating. How many exams did I have behind me again?
It's okay, I still have time until the next exam. Wait, where was I again?
Still, the time went by way too fast. I didn't feel ready, despite my preparation.
I arrived on time, I entered my name and after some time they handed me the exam. I didn't even know how many people were in the room. I just hung my head so that my table was my only view.
Even at my work I felt lost. I had a customer repeat orders twice, cleaned a table with honey instead of a cleaner (I got it wrong), and dropped a glass.
After a few days I was lying sideways on my, sofa clutching a plush pillow. The room was lit only with a small orange light.
Venti cleared all my stuff off the desk. "You don't have to have this in front of you. It's over, isn't it?" he said softly, placing a vase instead of books.
"I still have two term papers to send off," I muttered.
"But you've finished writing them. Why don't you send them off?"
"I don't know. I think I need to revise them again."
"I don't think so. If you want, we'll send them off together tomorrow. The deadline is tomorrow at noon. You shouldn't wait long..." I heard him close my laptop after apparently looking at my term paper. He then disappeared to another room for a moment.
Sighing, I rubbed my head. It hurts.
Suddenly I felt a strong ventilation and then something soft all over my body. He put a blanket over me. Then he put his hands on his hips. "You should have more confidence in yourself."
"Ah...", I now felt like a child being lectured by its mother. Sighing, I pulled the blanket over me. But after a moment, Venti hunched down and looked into the blanket. "You're strong. Take a break, okay?"
..
"Stress will kill you..." The next moment, he layed down next to me on the sofa and pulled the blanket over both of us. "We wanted to go on vacation together, right?"
Dumbly, I looked at him. He had a point there. I was going to a place with him during our free time. To a place that was supposed to be very beautiful. He told me that he wanted to take me there. "Yes..."
"I'll show you the beautiful meadow and we'll watch the sunset. Don't give up." His eyes radiated confidence. I felt bad because he must have been worrying all this time.
"You know, Zhongli told me that you weren't yourself during the last exam. Rather much more absent than usual. That must be very serious then, if he's even saying that." Mr. Zhongli noticed?
"Sorry." Venti shook his head. "You don't need to apologize! I'll make you feel better now~!" He jumped up, causing the blanket to fly off of us. I covered my eyes in as the light hit me in the face. Too bright.
A few days later, I left my apartment with a big bag. After Venti kept raving about seeing me in a summer dress, I decided to wear one for our vacation. I still had wide pants, nice blouses and a long skirt with me..
But for today, I decided to go with a dress. I took inspiration from Pinterest until I found a great one. It was thin, nice and airy and you could adjust the front so it could become a neckline and lower. But I let the front stay normal for now. It was still very cold in the early morning, so I wore a hoodie over my dress. A car stopped in front of me after a short while and the windshield went down.
The boy with the braided pigtails had sunglasses on and was looking at me.
"Ready to go on vacation?
"Venti, it's 5 in the morning."
"You sound motivated! Nice and well-rested?" He jokes.
After I got in the car and buckled up, he smiled at me. He took off his sunglasses long ago, though. "Don't you want to go out for breakfast? We can go to a bakery afterwards."
"Itâs fine, I've prepared something for us.
"How nice you are!" I really wonder where he always gets this energy from. We both drank something warm from a thermos on the way. He told me that he had already been to the cabin a few days ago to do a major cleaning and that there was no way I was going to have to lift a finger. He wanted me to rest as much as possible. It warmed my heart. Partly I felt guilty that he was always there for me, partly I rejoiced.
Venti is definitely someone you can firmly trust.
At some point we didn't talk, but remained silent during the ride. Maybe because it's still early in the morning. I can imagine that there is also something else behind his energy-charged side. I looked at him surreptitiously. He had on a loose white shirt and brown pants. Matching sandals. Next to him was a sun hat. I also noticed only now that his hair has become a little longer. But I will inspect that later. I leaned back again and looked at the window.
The car ride flew by as we talked again. I also made sure that he at least ate properly, which is why I kept holding a homemade sandwich infront of his mouth. His hands were occupied by the steering wheel, after all.
"Finally kicking out the legs!" he gave happily.
I got out of the car and looked around. It was nice and sunny and we were surrounded by nature. There wasn't another soul around. Just the two of us alone.
We carried our bags out of the car and walked across a small bridge. I had to be careful not to run into tree branches that were full of green leaves. No matter how many times Venti protested that only he wanted to carry the bags, I still didn't give in. I wanted to help and besides... he was too weak to carry many bags after all.
âYou're strong!" he laughed and kept walking. "Oh, hush."
We arrived at a beautiful cottage and I didn't know where to look first. It looked a little old, yet like something out of a fairy tale. There were many flowers growing in the grass and there was a pond with beautiful lotus flowers. "They are closed at night and you don't miss the frogs at this time of night. Let's look at it later, okay?"
We put the bags on a bench that was next to the door. Venti opened the door. "Welcome!"
How cute. There was a sofa in pastel green with a white ruffled shawl, white pillows with bee embroidery and flowers, a cobblestone sink, lots of plants and a fireplace.
"It's really beautiful. Did you decorate this by yourself? You really have to give me tips." I was amazed. Venti laughed and opened another door. "You're flattering me! Oh, here's the bedroom. It's quite small, but cozy, isn't it?" I put the bags down on the floor.
"And you drove here a few days ago to clean through all this? You also took care of the whole garden...and all by yourself?"
"Yup, easy as pie. I'm pretty fast at cleaning!"
I'm sure there's magic behind it. I can imagine a cottage getting dusty really fast.
"All I had to do was swing my arm once and a strong gust of wind can blow everything away. Every last bit of lint!" laughed Venti.
"Very funny, but that's what it looks like, maybe I'll even buy into it." He pouted. "I'm capable of a lot!!!"
"I believe you are. Sure!"
He was still showing me the bathroom. "There's really not a soul here?", I asked as Venti pushed aside a wooden wall. The bathtub was now exposed to nature. "The only spectators are animals. But they are only interested in the plants.â He then turned on the power and we emptied the bags as well as our bags into shelves as well as cabinets.
"Now our vacation begins!" Venti flopped down on the sofa and leaned an arm over his eyes. I could only see his nose and mouth. The eyes were covered. "You still have a hoodie on..." he mumbled.
"Huh? Oh, yeah...that's why I was getting warmer."
"Would you show me your dress?" he asked, pushing his arm slightly away from his eyes again now.
Without thinking, I took off the hoodie. He turned his head to me and looked at me with slightly pink cheeks. Then his cheeks went from rosy to red and he sat up. "Waah! How beautiful!"
I became embarrassed and turned around slightly, "Ah, don't..." He insisted, definitely taking pictures. He grabbed a picnic basket and led me outside without letting go of my hand. I put his sun hat on beforehand and tied a knot at the band so he wouldn't lose it. "Let me show you a place to picnic and rest."
We walked through long grasses, along rivers and the flower garden. At some point we arrived at a large tree that provided shade. An ideal place to sit down. I didn't want to believe that I was here with him. I didn't even think that places like this really existed. All right, they did exist but I never thought that one day I would find myself in such a place. Otherwise, I only dreamed about it and looked at it on the Internet.
I sat down with him and he handed me some juice. I gratefully accepted the cup. We looked at the sky. "Do you think the weather will stay this beautiful?"
"Hmm...I don't think it will rain," he smiled. "But I don't mind wind!"
After we had a proper lunch we lay down on the grass. I could fall asleep at any time. I was pretty tired.
Venti turned to me and propped himself up on one arm. Then he looked down at me with a smile as he put a flower over my ear. I lightly grabbed one of his braids. "Your hair has gotten a little longer..but only a little."
"I haven't cut it in a while. Hmm...should I get a short haircut?"
Him with short hair? I mean, that would still look cute, but his braids have a certain charm. He sighed "Sometimes people mistake me as a girl..yet I'm so masculine! I should cut my hair very short!"
"I like your braided pigtails better. With them, you're just you. It's part of your charm."
"My hair will stay long then."
Eh? Did he change his mind that quickly? "Shall I trim them a bit for you then?", I suggested. Venti immediately agreed. Trimming something shouldn't be that hard, right? He then decorated my hair piece by piece with daisies. I fell asleep after a while.
In my dream was probably Venti involved. However, I could not see him exactly. And the more I tried to call him, it remained hopeless. I stood there as if I were lost.
But when he was about to turn to me, I immediately woke up.
I rubbed my eyes and felt something over my stomach. As I sat up slightly, I saw Venti lying next to me asleep. He had one arm around me and his sun hat slipped back. I untied the knot and pulled off his sun hat. When I saw tiny flowers like daisies flying down in front of me, I stroked my head.
He must have been having fun with this. There were quite a few little flowers. I guess the sun will be setting soon. How long have I been asleep?
Venti still seemed to be slumbering peacefully. The poor boy must have been really tired. I gently lifted his shoulders and placed his head on my lap. His breathing was very soft. I gently stroked his cheek with my fingers. How could I ever thank him for everything? Quietly, I was now the one decorating little flowers in his hair and thinking. I want to stay with him forever. I am aware that we have become closer. But... can we actually get closer? After all, we are just friends. Nothing more..
Up until now, I've always shrugged off relationship stuff. But that's probably because I've been alone too long and insecure about friendships as well as love.
Love...
I put another flower in his hair without his knowledge.
How many people thought until now that he and I were together because of our closeness? Let alone married when we were at the furniture store because I needed a bigger bed as well as a chair..
True there are purely platonic friendships..but was it with us that it didn't seem that way?
Yup, I'm worrying too much again. But it is probably another step that I am now thinking about a relationship. These feelings probably became more intense after his performance when he played a song for me. I put a hand on his head and stroked it. He looked very peaceful. I just hoped he was having a good dream. For all I care, he can sleep until evening and numb my lap. He's earned that. After all, he's made me happy all these past months.
Well then, good. How can I actually turn my thoughts into words?
I snapped out of it briefly as my hand was lightly gripped. "Now I know why I had such a nice dream at the end...", Venti murmured, placing my hand on his cheek. "Why don't you sleep a little longer?"
He shook his head with a laugh. But then he looked at me in confusion as a daisy slipped onto his nose. I had to smile.
"I guess now we're both adorned with flowers." He stayed on my lap for a while and we watched the sky peacefully. It was like all my worries were blown away.
I felt..peaceful.
"Look," he whispered. Venti pointed to two rabbits in ours who were munching on dandelions. I put a hand over my mouth. "How cute...", I whispered. Venti sat up and now watched the rabbits with me. But after a moment we were surprised by more but smaller rabbits eating with their mother.
A small family of rabbits!
We decided to leave now so as not to disturb them. Before that we cleaned up.
Venti held my hand as he led me to the cottage. This time I didn't go after him, but walked beside him and returned the handgrip. He looked at me once in surprise as he walked. I just looked silently at the ground.
In the evening we cooked a light meal of soup and bread and ate at the wooden table. A lamp lit the cottage well enough for us. I wondered how the day would go tomorrow. When we both washed the dishes, we sat down on the bench in the front yard. Venti brought me a cloth and turned on the small lights in the garden.
"What are you going to do with the cloth and the sewing kit?", Wait, does that mean...?
"Let's embroider!"
"You embroidered the pillows with the patterns yourself?" So he's got a knack not only for music, but for needlework.
"Ah, you like them?" I nodded and watched him embroider now. Then he let me try a pattern. But his skills were definitely better than mine. "I admit defeat...", I sighed.
"Then I will teach you new patterns! I think needlework should always be passed down."
"Yes, it's a beautiful skill. Until now, all the women in my family embroidered and passed it on to their daughters. My grandmother to my mother, for example. And my mother taught it to me once." I continued to watch him.
"Oh really? A tradition, then?" he asked with interest. "Why did you stop, if you don't mind me asking?"
"Well...I'm just doing it less and less. It's been a long time. But now you seem to have infected me with it," I smiled. I enjoyed watching him. His fingers were very dexterous and gentle.
He ended up embroidering little baby rabbits on the bottom border. It wasn't too detailed. It looked simple and cute. Smiling, he showed me the result. "You'll be able to master it. And who knows, if you have kids one day, you'll be able to teach them, too," Venti told me with a smile.
I looked up at the sky.
"I'm not sure about that."
"Huh?"
"I don't think I want kids. Maybe that's why I stopped embroidering? Stupid reasoning, I know."
"No, it isn't. You're young and still have a lot to figure out for yourself. Of course, it's hard to think about the future," Venti said quietly. I nodded and listened to the grasshoppers with him for a while.
Carefully, I then took the cloth. "But..should it come to pass that fate strikes me and I do become a mother...then I should stick to tradition."
I looked at Venti and laughed lightly. "Even though I will definitely be a bad mother."
"I don't think you'll be a bad mother," he smiled. "You could show your children the meadow and let them nibble on a few dandelions..."
"Hey, I'm not a rabbit!" I had to laugh out loud once. Really, what kind of ideas does he come up with?
"Venti, what about you? You tell so little about yourself." Speaking of which..what are his future prospects? He looked confident now. "I couldn't drink wine at any time!"
Figures.
"So no?" I laughed again.
"But- if it were to happen, I guess I'd have to give up wine a lot." he shrugged and sighed.
"Very responsible. To hear you say that..."
Venti looked up at the sky again and put a finger over his lips. "But, if it's you..."
"Huh?"
"Forget it..ehe." He grinned teasingly.
What was he going to say? "Gee, Venti..what do you mean? Say it!"
Fiddlesticks.
For the first time, I didn't hear from someone that I'll see it one day already. Instead, Venti assured me that it was okay, that nothing could be accepted right away. Satisfied, I looked at the cloth.
"I think that tomorrow we will be able to see the stars more clearly. Shall we watch them tomorrow?" he suggested.
"Yes, I'd love to."
We both got ready for bed and fell asleep immediately.
In the morning, I woke up and the mattress next to me was empty. I got ready for the day and looked in the kitchen, which was connected to the small living room. I was wearing a white and loose dress. "Sleeped well?" He exclaimed happily, pointing proudly to the table.
"You could have at least woken me up so I could help!!!"
"No way! You need to get some rest!" he insisted
After breakfast, I couldn't even stop him from me taking over the dishes. He seemed really motivated.
We packed up some things for needlework after that and went for a walk outside. He showed me some patterns that I tried to embroider myself.
"You're a fast learner," he said in amazement as he watched me. "You're a good teacher," I admitted.
After a while, my fingers hurt.
Venti stood up and stretched once.
"Let's take a break. Come and try to catch me!" Surprised, I dropped the needle.
"Running isn't a break...!" Oh well. So I ran after him. It felt good to kick my legs out. Only I didn't expect Venti to run to the sunflower field. "Venti? Where are you running to?", I asked, trying to look for him. I tried to focus on the rustling of the sunflowers. Then squealed when he nudged me from behind. How did he move here so fast? He was right in front of me, wasn't he?!
Laughing, we ran through the field of sunflowers. "I'm invincible!" he shouted.
He was telling the truth. He really was invincible. Eventually we came out with two sunflowers, because I gave up. I have to admit that he is skilled with many things.
"We should enjoy the midday sun some more. It might rain today."
"It doesn't look like rain, though...", I muttered, looking up at the sky. Venti and I lay back down under the shady tree. I never thought that one day I would be running through a field of sunflowers laughing. I turned to face him. Venti was lying on the grass with his eyes closed and his arms behind his head. I thought again about the thought processes I had the same time yesterday.
I should be honest with my feelings.
I can trust him after all...
So I bent over him. He opened his eyes and looked at me once blinking in confusion. Amused, I looked down at him. His expression showed exactly that he was wondering why I was bending over him. Or... that it would come from me, of all people, one day. The wind blew a cool breeze once and I brushed a strand of hair from his face.
"That song you played for me back then... thank you."
Venti continued to remain silent, staring at me.
"I accept your feelings, Venti."
He widened his eyes and I could have sworn that little tears were gathering in his eyes.
But I didn't see that exactly, because he immediately threw himself at me-.
"(Name)!!"
"Ugh!" I fell on the grass and couldn't say anything else because I felt a pressure on my lips.
Did he just..kiss me? On the lips?!
"I'm so happy, (Name)!" he squealed in delight.
"Venti...", I sighed with laughter.
Hand in hand, we went for another walk. I think we both need that for now to process everything. On the other hand, we each held our sunflower. I still can hardly believe what just happened. Suddenly, Venti broke away from my hand. "Huh?"
"I'm going to cool off." He took off his sandals and rolled up his pants higher. "Why don't you come with me? The water's nice." I turned to him as he walked over to a stream with a small waterfall.
"Just don't get my clothes wet. I'm wearing white...", I said quietly in warning.
However, my warning came too late as water splashed on me. Cold water.
"Venti!"
"Oops..."
"Now you're in for a treat!", I grumbled, taking off my sandals as well.
"Oh no, now you're mad!" You bet I am! Well, not really.
He squealed with laughter as I now splashed him with water. In return, I cupped my hands together and scooped up water.
"Cold!"
"That's what you get," I said with a smile. But the boy didn't listen to his lesson, so our little water game continued. When he slipped over a slippery rock, he pulled me down with him. Now we both had a cold shower in the river.
Soaking wet, we walked back to the cabin. I had put my arms around myself a bit because my dress was see-through. But that was probably already too late, because I can guess that he saw me clearly.
And strangely enough, I didn't mind when I thought about it again. I took my arms around myself away.
The clouds were gathering more and more and indeed it looked like it could rain at any time. Still, we didn't hurry because we were already wet from playing in the river anyway.
When we arrived we were getting cold and outside it was pouring heavily from the rain. Venti threw me a warm cloth. "We should go for a warm bath. I'll take care of it, okay?"
I watched the rain and listened to the water running. "Do you want to get in the tub first?" he called from the bathroom.
I went to him and saw that he was checking the temperature of the water. "Or...are you afraid of the thunder and want to get in the tub with me?" he asked, turning to me with a grin.
"I'm afraid of the thunder and want to get in the tub with you."
"Of course you want to separately..wait- HUH?" He looked at me in surprise.
"You don't sound ready though...", I said with an amused smile and walked back out of the bathroom. He followed me silently, which I didn't notice at first.
"You go first. I'll be waiting for you in front of the fireplace. Venti, such an innocent and cute boy like you shouldn't say something like that..o-oh.."
He hugged me from behind and looked over my shoulders. "I'm not what you think, (name).." he said quietly, pouting.
I let out a sigh as he pressed a soft kiss to the back of my neck. "Don't say that, Venti..."
I turned to him and lightly pinched his rosy cheeks.
"Ahh, I'm telling the truth though...!" he protested whining.
"Into the tub with you, Venti..."
"Never mind..." he grumbled and went into the bathroom while rubbing his cheeks. I sat in front of the fireplace. Fortunately, it was warm enough here. Otherwise we would have caught a cold very quickly.
Then after I bathed and was ready for bed, I joined him in bed. We both watched the rain.
"I guess there will be no stargazing today," I said. Still, it was nice to watch the rain.
"Do you want to know more about me?", I heard Venti ask. I looked to him in surprise. "You don't have to...", I finally said quietly.
He lifted the covers a little as a sign for me to lie down next to him.
"Come, I'll tell you a few things."
And so I lay down with him.
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Part 7
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Smutty Saturday!! Wooooo đ What are your thoughts on Tonyâs kinks? Whatâs he into?
Tony's kinks??? I think itd be easier to list what isnt his kink
Jokes aside, this man is mainly a dom, but he is a switch at heart. Every once in a while, he will need someone to control him, especially when he feels like everything in his control is getting to much
When it comes to casual sex, Tonys all for orgies or threesomes or foursomes, just multiple people. "Its called teamwork, Cap. And the goal is to bring pleasure to everyone. Pay it forward."
And no, Steve never recovered from that
When he is a dom, he doesnt particularly have a daddy kink, but if his partner does, he wont deprive them of that.
The title that really gets him going is Master. His life is crazy and out of control, so in the bedroom, he gets off of that control
A big no no for him, though, is anything with blood. While he gets the appeal, after all he probably tried it once or twice, he doesnt like it. He doesnt like inflicting that kind of pain on anyone.
If he were to dole out punishments for a sub, its usually denial. Tony knows hes an excellent fuck. So depriving anyone of that is a punishment. He loves seeing his partner beg for him to the point of hysteria
Ignoring his partners sexual pleasures while said partner promises not to do it again and begs for even a kiss or a touch, that is so fucking sexy
If its not denial, its overstimulation. Its a punishment because he can and will bring his partner to the paradise over and over and over again, and then cockwarm. You kept on begging hom for sex. Fine! He will give it to you. For as long as he wants
Another kink, kinda goes with the master bit, is bondage. Hes not one for overcomplicated knots, but more for the restraining of his partner so they cant do anything
He loves giving pleasure and seeing his partner squirm to touch him, to pleasure him. Tony gets off on people offering him pleasure
He also loves exhibitionism, of any kind. One of his dreams is to have his partner wrapped around his cock during a meeting. Whether the other participants know his sub is sitting on his cock doesnt matter. Its just another way of showing you off. Youre his. And nothing can change that.
He does think of himself as selfish after all
Anything public also gets him off. He didnt like ot at first, but since his playboy days, he kinda got exposed in more ways than one. So afterwards, he started getting off on it. Let paps find him! Its not like its something they havent see before!
Tony gets pride from it if he does get caught. It means that hes that good at pleasing someone. After all, if he wasnt a good lay, then no one would hear his partner. So if someone does and happens to find them, its boosts his ego and he loves it.
Praise is a big one too. Giving or receiving whether hes a dom or a sub. Call him a good boy, and he will immediately become a willing sub, will do whatever you want just to be called that again
And even when hes in a dom mood, telling him that hes fucking you so well will just get you fucked even harder.
Other than blood, he really is up for anything though.
One thing he would hate to admut is that he likes vanilla sex just as much. Its not much of a kink, cuz its kinkless really, but Tonys an overworked, stressed out man. Sometimes he needs sweetness and just plain old making love
So, when he does find a partner, he will get off just because he loves them. Any time he sees you doing something that makes him go, "Wow Im in love," is also what makes him hard
#smutty saturdays#tony stark x reader#tony stark smut#tony stark imagine#tony stark headcanons#mcu#mcu x reader#mcu headcanons#mcu smut#mcu imagine#tony stark#i couldve gone on but then this will never be finished lol#and obv these are my thoughts#everyone headcanons tonys kinks differently
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Kakuriyo Light Novel Volume 5:Â Chapter 9- Where The Truth Is (PT 2.)
PT 1.Â
This work was translated from this website. All credits go to ćéș»çą§ and æ·±ć€èŻ»äčŠäŒ. I do not own anything.
Note: I literally couldnât think of a better way to translate it, but when a character says, âheheâ itâs not âhee hee.â. Itâs more like a deep chuckle. Kind of like a sound of âher herâ, but less brutish. I hope yâall get what I mean lol
After this, we recouped with Ranmaru and the twins, leaving the island of Chang Dao where the ceremony had successfully taken place, returning back to Orio-ya. The time was about 7 in the morningâŠâŠ.
âWow! So many living ayakashi corpses!â
Stepping into the big hall of Orio-ya, we were shocked by the strange situation.
The staff of Orio-ya were still busy with the aftermath of last nightâs fireworks display, each of them basically like a corpse, dragging their wobbly feet around, with half of them falling on the ground like dead bodies.Â
âWoi, you should all go rest. Wasnât it decided that the aftermath work was given to the other bunch to help?â
âAhâŠ...Ranmaru-samaâŠâŠâ
Among them was a living monkey corpse (that was Hideyoshi) that was roaming everywhere, his eyes seemingly showing a sign of blood loss. Ranmaru strongly caught the living corpseâŠ...no, Hideyoshiâs shoulders, making him stop in his steps.Â
Hideyoshiâs brain crashed for a while, before his face slowly started to regain some life, loudly yelling: âRanmaru-sama!â Â
âThe ceremony successfully ended right!â
âYes, all was successful. You guysâŠ...seems like you also lasted until the end.â
âYes! This year's turnover far exceeds previous years' results! Although the sudden increase in the number of visitors has also led to various unexpected situations, but the employees of Tenjin-ya helped us out, overcoming its difficulty. However, as you can see, everyone has burned out, and all have been killed."
âHa! This is good work!â
Ranmaru showed an expression of joy from the success.
âHideyoshi, you led well, as expected of Orio-yaâs young master.â
âRanmaru-samaâŠâŠâ
Hideyoshi looked like he was about to cry at any second, the tears swimming in his eyes, the corner of his lips trembling like waves.Â
Nene once said, Hideyoshi felt like he couldnât measure up to Ginji-san.Â
But his sense of accomplishment from all his strength, and being personally recognized by Ranmaru as Orio-yaâs "young master", moved him too much to say a word.
Standing a little further away, Nene looked at Hideyoshi, and she seemed to show a relieved expression and smiled gently.
"Ah! Miss, and Ginji! Why do the both of you look like you just got out of the hot spring bath. What a good life!"
Under such a situation, front desk manager Hatori-san, still energetically asked.
I knew immediately why he was so energetic, because I saw Akatsuki falling on the inside of the counter, no difference from being deadâŠ... probably completely enslaved by this guy.
"I was swept away by the big waves after the ceremony, but Ginji-san saved me."
"There was a simple bathhouse in the flying ship on the return trip, so we washed away the sea water there, and changed into dry clothes.â
Ginji-san wore his usual clothes.
I changed from Moonflowerâs kimono back to the blue one.Â
âEh? Eh? Could it be a coupleâs bath together?â
âHow could that be.â
âObviously we took turns.â
Ginji-san and I looked at each other, reciprocating: âRight?â Our every movement as if this was obvious.Â
Hatori-san sighed, what was this guy even hoping forâŠâŠ
âAh, right, Speaking of bathhouse, Tokihiko twisted his waist, itâs really tossing him, but itâs okay.â
âNo, no matter how you say it, thereâs a problem.â
So we hastened our steps towards the bathhouse. But after arriving, we realised that it had already been cleaned until not even a speck remained, with the young workers also energetically preparing the morning baths, which puzzled me.Â
Then I realised, after walking towards the resting room next doorâŠâŠ
âWooooâŠ...Sorry, Shizuna. To let you see this ugly sideâŠ...Wooooo!â
âMaster worked too hard, and since your waist has been twisted, you must now take a good rest.â
âWooo, sorry, sorry, Shizuna. I am too uglyâŠâŠâ
âMaster, you have already repeated this twice.â
From the resting room came familiar voices.
Opening the door, I could see Tokihiko-san lying on the bed, and Tenjin-yaâs bathhouse master Shizuna, who was in charge of taking care of him.Â
âShizuna? So you came too.â
âAoi-san, itâs great to see you safe and unharmed.â
Shizuna seemed to have come here as Tenjin-yaâs bathhouse master to help out.Â
According to her, Tenjin-yaâs female bath was handed over to the capable assistant, Haruka.
âShizunaâŠâŠâ
Not long ago, she too worked at Orio-ya.
Ranmaru looked at the ex-employee, and slightly squinted.Â
Shizuna, however, stood and silently bowed her head.Â
âRanmaru-sama also looks to be unharmed. Both the bathhouse and hot springs in Orio-ya are completely renovated. It seems that both Tokihiko-san and the hot spring teachers here have worked hard to create the best environment.â
âI heard that you were also given the important job of researching the medicine spring in Tenjin-ya, Shizuran.â
âYes, so I have prepared the medicine and patches for the master who twisted his waistâŠ...I left a bit more, please feel free to use it at this time.â
Just as Shizuna decided to silently leave the scene, she was stopped by Tokihiko-san who called her.Â
âShizuna, are you leaving?â
âMaster, we will meet again soon.â
Tokihiko-san stretched out his arm from the blanket and Shizuna sat down once again, tightly gripping the otherâs hand.
The feeling that the pair of master and disciple gave out, was just like a grandfather and a daughter separating.Â
At the same time, also like a pair of lovers.
âTenjinmaru is ready to set sail.â
Shizuna only left us with this, and then first returned aboard the ship.
Tenjinmaru was stopped by the coast, which was also Orio-yaâs parking space for ships.Â
The customers who came to watch the fireworks display were already leaving in the air, and it was now quiet, as if yesterdayâs hustle and bustle never happened. Â
âAh, Odanna-sama.â
In front of Tenjinmaru, he stood still and stared at the ocean, his black clothes fluttering in the wind.
Odanna-samaâŠâŠ
I firmly pressed my hand against my chest.
I have some important questions, and I must confirm them with the Odanna.
âHm?â
Weird, the Odanna seemed to be hugging Nobunaga in his arms.Â
Nobunaga also had a handkerchief tied around his neck, with a âTangâ umbrella printed on it.Â
Speaking of which, I clearly remembered that the Odanna hated dogs? Or did he just get familiar with Nobunaga?
âAoi, welcome back.â
âI, Iâm back.â
âYour face looks so tired. You should go ahead and rest on the boat.â
âUh, okay.â
I acted at quite a loss.
The Odanna seemed a little surprised... but I couldn't help staring at him with a bit of suspicion. It's all because of the facts that I had learned from Ginji-san this morning.Â
âWhat happened, Aoi? Staring at me so seriously, bloodshot eyes are very scary.â
âSo, so rude!â
Itâs because I didnât sleep all night! Itâs hard to not have bloodshot eyes.Â
However, with an elusive attitude, the Odanna turned towards Ginji-san.Â
âGinji, you also seemed to have done your best this timeâŠ...can you keep the agreement between us?â
â......Odanna-sama.â
With a face full of determination, Ginji-san lowered his head to the Odanna.
âOdanna-sama, thank you for your care.â
This opening statement shocked me.Â
Ginji-san he, wouldnât be considering staying at Orio-ya rightâŠâŠ
âI hope that I can once again return to Tenjin-ya, even if I am unable to return to the position of the young master, and hope to continue to work for Tenjin-ya in the futureâŠâŠâ
However, the request that Ginji-san made was to return to work at Tenjin-ya.
Having said that, Ginji-sanâs expression was quite cheerful, just like he used to be.Â
The Odanna also nodded his head with content.Â
âThere was no need for that. So far, the only person who can bear the position of the young master is you. Therefore, I would like to once again ask you to take up the position.â
âOdanna-samaâŠ...but how could this be, my acts has caused a lot of problems for Tenjin-ya. How could I take up the mantle of the young master again? The employeesâŠ...will not be satisfied.â
âReally? All of Tenjin-ya has been relentlessly begging me though, wanting me to hurry up and take you back. As it should be; there are too many subordinates and too much work under your management.â
â......â
âBesides, the most important part is- that this is the ending that Aoi likes to see. Moonflower is under the jurisdiction of the young master, and she will be able to work with you in the future. Speaking of which, her staying here and refusing to go back, was because she also wanted to take you back together to Tenjin-ya. It really troubled meâŠ...I even came over to meet her, yet she completely refused to listen to me.â
âAh, Odanna-sama, you really dare to say that. You yourself clearly disguised yourself as a fish peddler, and then also became a tea clerk, seriously pushing it.â
âAhahahah! Oops, it was such a pleasant time, and there really was a feeling of deepening my connection with my newlywed wife.âÂ
âThat was an illusion, not a feeling.â
âAhahahaha.â
Watching the Odanna laugh so happily, I instead squeaked with rage, and Ginji-san finally softly laughed. Seeing everyone smile, I couldnât help but laugh too.Â
âAh!â
In an atmosphere like this, Nobunaga, who was originally sitting in the Odannaâs arms obediently, suddenly lithely jumped down and ran towards Ranmaru, who was watching us from afar.Â
â......this dog seems to have been taken care of by you, Odanna of Tenjin-ya.â
âWhat kind of person can glare at someone with a dog in their arms, while at the same time thank them.â
âDonât be bothered, because I wonât say it a second time, hurry up and take these two back with you. But I should be picking a day and visiting again in the future.â
âHehe, I see, alsoâŠâŠâ
The Odanna walked with joy in front of Ranmaru. To be correct, he walked in front of Nobunaga, and scratched his chin.Â
âItâs time to say goodbye, Nobunaga. You really are different from the other dogs, making even me, a dog-hater, fascinated by you. This handkerchief with a âTangâ umbrella pattern, take it as a gift.â
"Ha! Even the Oni-god of Tenjinya can't parry Nobunaga's cuteness, right. As expected of our family's store dog, it's really no lieâŠ... speaking of, this scarf is also too cute."
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~"
Nobunaga also put on a "really, donât know what to do with you" face, shaking his curled up tail and melting their hearts.
This sceneâŠ...how on earthâŠâŠ
Ginji-san and I dazedly looked at this scene for a while, and finally couldnât help but laugh out loud. We laughed and discussed how strange this scene was.Â
âRanmaruâŠâŠis it convenient to speak?â
In the moment of a calm atmosphere, Ginji-san walked in front of Ranmaru.Â
At the same time, the Odanna walked over and lightly patted my shoulder, gently urging: âBoard the ship.â
He probably wanted to give Ginji-san and Ranmaru some brother bonding time.Â
âHey, Odanna-sama.â
â......hm?â
â......â
As soon as I stepped onto the deck, I stared at the Odannaâs face again.Â
I always feltâŠâŠ that this face was familiar.Â
The first time I saw him in that photograph, I already felt that way. Â
That intuition then, I already completely forgot. ButâŠ...in the end, what is heâŠâŠ
âBeing stared at by Aoi, really isnât good for the heart.â
âWhat do you mean, because my eyes are bloodshot? Iâm already craving sleep so much, Odanna-samaâs face looks half blurred in my eyes.â
Involuntarily, I lied.Â
Actually, I could see very clearly.Â
But I donât know why, with this appearance close by my side, I felt quite at ease.
Before, I used to feel that he was scary and hard to get close toâŠâŠ
âProbably because I saw him as a fish peddler?â
âHm?â
âNothing, just talking to myself.â
The Odanna froze for a moment. I continued to think with my arms crossed.
âHey~~ Hey~~â
A shout came from the bottom of the ship.Â
I looked down from the deck, and found the twins jumping.Â
âTsubaki Aoi, are you going back?â
âYouâre not going to stay for a little longer?â
âAhaha, this wonât work, because Moonflower hasnât opened in a while.â
The twins stared at each other for a while.Â
âWill we be able to meet again?â
âWould you cook with us again?â
They both looked a little disappointed, and asked with a slightly tilted head.Â
They are two innocent, straightforward and lovely chefs.Â
At the same time, they had great strength in their cooking skills. The words that they gave me before will have an equally great meaning on my culinary journey.
âOf course! Orio-ya and Tenjin-ya might be rivals, but they also have a deep fate that cannot be severed. The next time we meet, let me properly taste both of your cooking. I not only like cooking, but also really like being entertained!â
âOkay!â
âOf course!â
The twins opened their arms and waved vigorously at me.
So I waved back to them too, the two cute kidsâŠâŠ
âHey! Twins! What are the both of you doing, hurry up and return to take a good nap and rest!â
Not long after, the both of them were called back by Hideyoshi who was not far behind, and quickly fled the scene.Â
Hideyoshi scolded and scolded, but in the end he was just worried about their bodies. This is really like his style.Â
âI was really worriedâŠ...but it seems like you get along well with the staff of Orio-ya.â
The Odanna also saw everything just now.Â
âYeah. Although I initially thought they were a bunch of nasty guys, I realised that everyone was actually very kind ayakashi after understanding them better, holding a firm belief to devote their lives to this inn. Ha ha, just like everyone at Tenjin-ya.â
But this inn in this southern land bore a completely different fate from Tenjin-ya. Â
âI see. Then Tenjin-ya too cannot grow soft now, or else there will be a day where our positions will be reversed. After all, they have a very keen eye and found many new selling points.â
âHehe, it would be nice to maintain a healthy competitive relationship too. I thinkâŠ...Ranmaru will not act like he did before now.â
After all, he alsoâŠâŠ
He is also just an ayakashi who loves this southern land from the bottom of his heart, and only wants to protect it.Â
âAoi.â
âHm? What? Odanna-sama.â
âYou worked hard, Aoi.â
â......â
âEven in this unfamiliar land, you still continued to persevere.â
These words riding on the sea breeze were soft like whispers, and I was touched by surprise.Â
I looked up at the Odannaâs face next to me, speechless for a while.Â
How do I describe thisâŠ...This feeling of being tightly gripped deep inside.Â
âAoi, whatâs wrong? Are you sleepy? Iâve already prepared a guest room for you if you would like to sleep.â
âNo, no! Always taking care of me like a granddaughter!â
âWhatâs wrong? Your face is really red, are you sick?â
The Odanna touched my forehead in a panic, leaving me unhappy with how he was treating me like a kid.Â
ButâŠ...I was still very happy. Regarding his âyou worked hardâ.
And also towards that sentence that praised my efforts.Â
For these last two weeks, I have been doing all I could within the realms of my capabilities.Â
There has not been a moment where I have relaxed.
âI feel a little fever, Aoi!â
The Odanna paled like a fool.Â
Because he was starting to get nervous, I pulled on his black outer coat and said, âOdanna-sama, calm down.â
âIt was just pressure being released in an instant. Iâm fine. I will have a good sleep later on, donât worry about it. After allâŠ...After two weeks, I can finally return to Tenjin-ya. Iâm at ease.â
I can finally go back to Tenjin-ya. Back to the Tenjin-ya where the Odanna is, and back to the Moonflower that I created with Ginji-san.
That place has completely become a destination that can give me a peace of mind.Â
âHey, Odanna-samaâŠ...IâŠ...maybe owe you some kindness that I cannot not pay back.â
Even though he was probed with intriguing words, the Odanna just touched his chin and said to me, âHuh?â
âDid I do something?â
âYou really know how to act stupidâŠ...speaking of, Odanna-sama, whatâs your favorite food?â
âWell, thisâŠâŠ it isâŠ...just kidding, I wonât tell you, Aoi.â
âHuh! I thought I could use this atmosphere to get you to accidentally blurt it out.â
But alright, that didnât work.
I put the truth that I had learned here in my heart. The other parts that were still hidden, I will have to unravel it by myself. No matter what will be found in the endâŠâŠ
âExcuse me, Odanna-sama. I spent a bit too long.â
âGinji, have you reconciled with your brother?â
âHuh? Ahhaha, probablyâŠ...I guess. I think it should be fine now.â
Ginji-san scratched his cheek with a shy smile.
They must have had a good chat.
Ginji-san had already embarked on the ship, so the airship opened its sails leisurely.Â
âThen letâs set sail, weâre going back to Tenjin-ya.â
And just like that, Tenjinmaru began to move.Â
Weâve all worked hard.
Also, thank you to you all.
Iâll see you again.Â
In the presence of many respectable rivals, I am finally returning to the most important place for me.
â......ah.â
The other side of the southern sea.Â
Pressing between the slits of the clouds, countless rays shone down.Â
The scene was so stunningly beautiful, yet brought a mysterious atmosphere at the same timeâŠâŠ
Finally, content, I took a deep breath of this landâs scent.Â
May this southern sea and all living beings in it, live in happiness.Â
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Starcrossed Losers 2.I (Josh Wheeler xF!Reader)
A/N: SURPRISE!! Whoâs ready for season 2? Dunno how long this will be but I expect you enjoy it! -Danny
Words: 1,492
Warnings: Swearing
First Season // Next Chapter
[First scene, random Glendale street.]
The place is silent, not a Ghoulie in sight. Some mutant squirrels rummage through the garbage, they're starving. Not much has changed in Glendale since Principal Burr was defeated, not on the exterior at least. But we're about to see the real deal: A sound grows stronger in the distance. The squirrels look up, trying to locate the rumbling noise. Then, almost as if she materialized out of thin air, we see our protagonist skate at full speed out of the nearest alley, living her best life.
"Wooooo!" She gives a sharp turn in order to follow the main street, the squirrels scatter in outrage, abandoning their meal. Y/N doesn't notice.
The camera follows her for most of her trip, we see the empty houses as she passes without a second glance, a small group of stores and a garage that looks battered. She also glances at the abandoned private school, a slight frown appears on her face as she thinks to catch some shadow figure in one of the windows, but she doesn't stop to check.
[Time-skip]
We see her approach a group of kids around her age wearing some kind of armor. They look like trouble, but as she gets closer they receive her as another member of the group, even though she clearly doesn't look like one of them.
Y/N smiles and replies to every single one of their greetings as she skates through, she seems to have done this before.
Once in front of her old highschool her demeanor changes. She clears her throat and one hand blindly looks for the knife she keeps on her hip just in case. She walks inside.
Y/N keeps going, the kids that spot her wave and act as friendly as the ones outside, but now Y/N's nervousness has increased and as she gets closer to the biology classroom, she starts to get more and more serious.
The door is right there, and she's about to face her destiny. She opens the door and walks inside, a quiet 'Hi' makes its way out as the door closes behind her.
On the tempered glass of the door that moments ago was completely blank, now we find the title of our series:
Starcrossed Losers- Season Two.
[Queue voice-over]
Bet you thought you'd seen the last of me.
To be honest, I kind of wish you had. If that were the case, then it would've meant the rest of my untold story was my happy ending, regardless of what Sam had chosen to do with hers. It could've meant that there were no problems on sight and that Josh and I were destined to end together.
But you're here, and my story isn't over.
I'll take a wild guess and assume you want to know exactly how long and how many things have happened since the last time we talked. Well, it's been about what, five days? Yeah, a week tops since we defeated Burr and Sam took her rightful place -it was rightful, not gonna deny that- and us? Well, we hang in there.
Where do I start? Ah, of course, perhaps you'd like to know why I'm at the Highschool instead of the mall, that's easy.
After the small fight we had, the tribes' relationships kind of got ruined. It's hard to explain, but what happened was what always happens when some leader gets dethroned. In this case, this leader being Turbo, got kicked out and many kids thought it would be fun to throw their shot and try and do the same to Sam Dean, however, they weren't counting on how fucking sick her adviser is, this being Maya.
We Daybreakers knew, though. So we kept it to ourselves as we collected food and supplies, and now we're back in business. Everyone has their place, their part to play. Right now, I'm playing mine.
Apparently, people think I'm likable and social as well as creative and good-natured, so naturally, I had to be in a position where I get to convince leaders of other tribes to leave us alone. We trade things, usually clothing or Angelica's bright ideas, or- well, our medical supplies.
But the fucking jocks, dude. It's Maya's fault of course, I've been trying to make a deal for ages and they keep refusing all my offers because they insist is not enough. Because she insists is not enough, and Sam just agrees with her. I don't know what her plan is, but it certainly is my personal fucking hell.
So that's the reason I'm here, a new offer in my hands in hopes that I'll be able to go back to the mall with good news.
"Hi, Y/N," Sam smiles at me as if she hasn't turned down four of my offers already, "what do you have for us today?"
"Well," I rummage through the papers in my backpack, finding the notebook that contains all the deals I've made with all the tribes, "since you're not interested in the food or the medical supplies- without mentioning that your kids aren't interested in wearing something else besides their sports clothing-"
"It's comfortable," Mona replies dryly.
"...Sure," I sigh, "anyway, since none of those things are enough, I thought you might find the new update a bit more appealing."
Sam raises a brow, her smile unwavering.
"Go ahead."
"We finally managed to get the projectors working back in the movie theater," I say proudly, "and -word of the wise- Finders keepers. The cinema belongs to us."
"No way!" Sam says excitedly, straightening up in her chair.
"Yes," I admit, my tone unchanging, "we could allow you to use two rooms twice a week, as long as you stay away from our mall and our kids, obviously."
Sam bites her lip, though this time I'm a bit more certain she'll accept. No kid could ever deny to their tribe two nights at the movies. Bless Angelica and KJ for fixing the projectors and making the place run on solar panels.
Sam turns to look at Maya, who is lazily reading a magazine in the corner of the room. What an asshole. She raises her eyes with a careless stare, shrugging.
"We already have the American thingy going on-"
"But the movies, Maya!" Sam insists, "This could be good for the boys, it'd be a different way to deal with their emotions apart from the killing and the violence!"
Maya frowns, my smile remains the same cause now I know there's no excuse she can find to refuse our offer. I mean, it's the movies, who would say no to the movies?
"I suppose the food would be given by you?" She looks at me, raising an eyebrow.
"Sorry?"
"The food, in the cinema?" She smirks. "We can't watch movies without food, that's what psychos do."
I clench my teeth, of course she was going to say that. She knows I can't just say yes, I can't give away things that are so valuable.
"I... could talk it over with the people in charge of the theater, see what we can do. We don't have that much food to give away, you know? I have to think of my tribe first."
Maya sneers at me but talks to Sam instead.
"You're the Queen," Maya replies, "it's up to you"
She sends a single deathly look in my direction before going back to her magazine. I look back at Sam and Mona, expectant. Sam stands up and holds out her hand for me to shake, I happily oblige, relieved about not having to come back here tomorrow.
"Oh! We do have a small petition, though," Sam adds once I let go of her hand.
I hold my breath, waiting for the worst.
"Yes?"
"It's nothing bad," She assures me. "We're doing a book of tribes here, for the future generations? And to keep things in order as well."
"That sounds... actually kinda cool. What is it about?"
"We send one of our boys to your tribe and you give them a little recap about who the leader is and what is it that you do, or if you have subdivisions and stuff. That way, if outsiders visit our city and want to stay, they can read the book and decide which tribes they want to apply to. You're allowed to say no, though. You're not obliged to appear in it, but we just thought it could be useful, and a nice way to create a legacy."
"That's so sweet," I beam at her, "you know, you really are a good leader"
"I try to be," She smiles.
"I'll talk about it with my tribe and I'll make sure to send our reply by the end of the week, is that cool?"
"Sure," Sam sits back. "Have a nice day, Y/N."
"Bye!"
I'm afraid to say it, but perhaps... things are going well?
God, I hope I'm not wrong.
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A/N: Dunno when will I post the next part, but I figure Iâll give you guys time to tell me whether if you still want to be part of the taglist (or if you want to be added, pls let me know!)Â
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@doltageâ said: 6, 8, 13 / sela !
shipping meme
has your muse dated before? if so, how long did those relationships usually last?
wooooo doggie , well !! sela has dated before !! sheâs had about 3 s/os in her life. first one was this guy during 6th grade that she barely counts because it was 6 grade , but he got her first kiss and it was a cute puppy love kind of thing. they broke up in like 7th grade , but her parents have a â first date â photo somewhere. when she visits her parents she sees him sometimes and they reminisce about those times. theyâve also hooked up like twice now as adults but , you know.Â
her second s/o was this girl in 11th grade that she was absolutely infatuated with. she was a bit of the nerdy type , smarter than sela for sure , but she liked that a lot ! they were really cute , actually , and sela was pretty stoked to like graduate high school with her and such. which they did ! but they grew apart once college came and , well , it just fell out. infatuation can only last so long , you know ?
her third , her true first love and true heartbreak all in one !! it was this guy she met when she was early 23. they kind of really fell into it , you know. the connection was just that good for them. sela was so ready to marry this guy ... and she was , quite literally. he proposed and everything. and it was great ... until it was too great. suspiciously great ... almost like ... what they were like in the beginning , where it was all very very romantic. and lo --- and --- behold , she finds him red handed ! cheating on her ! right in their shared home they had moved into together just a week ago !! that was when she was late 25. she hasnât been with anyone since.Â
does your muse usually take the lead in relationships?
yes and no. as in , sheâll take the lead if she feels like she has to , but she wonât take the lead all the time. she likes someone who can take charge from time to time , you know ?Â
how easily would your muse get over a bad breakup?
well , jumping off that last story for the first question , she took it very hard for a while. about 3 months. so , it takes about that length of time ? 3 months and like one good hook up to bring her right back ! though , sheâs kind of still going through it now , but the reasoning for that break up still lingers. it still effs up her chances at relationships and developing trust in someone. thatâs why , for the most part , she just one night stands with people and then calls it a day.
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Pet Shop Worker!Kun
summary: i volunteer at different places a lot so i donât stay in one place for more than a week or so but i started volunteering here and wow youâre kind of cute so i think iâll stay here for a while
requested by: my sweet baby munchkin @kunuwu thanks for waiting oh-so-patiently for this!! i love you sweetie!
(A/N) here ya go,,, itâs been such a long wait for this i am so sorry sweetheart but! i have finally written it! it took a lot of perseverance for me cause i have no motivation for literally ANYTHING and i didnât know how to approach this but!!! i hope you liked it I Love You and your random messages about nct in the early morning <3 (also im sorry that hs tutor mark isnt out yet iâll probably do all these headcannons first HAHA)
letâs say youâre a college student
and you love to volunteer places in your free time cause you live like this
everyone knows that you volunteer places but never stay volunteering at one place for too long
cause you like to explore and see what you like
and this week you decide to volunteer at a pet store near your dorm cause!! you love animals
so when you first go in youre in awe because wow! these animals are super cute fat uwu
you walk up to a worker to ask where you can sign up for volunteer hours
and this worker looked a little surprised cause no one really volunteers
also
this worker was kind of cute....... just saying
anyone with eyes would agree
but anywho
so he goes into this office thingy and gives you this paper which you could fill out and start volunteering the next day
and you take a look at his name tag and it says âkunâ
when youâre done filling the paper youâre all like, âthanks kun! the nameâs y/n! iâll see you tomorrow!â :)
he gives you a smile and you melt and then blushÂ
you hope he didnât see you blushing cause it was pretty intense
but he did
he found it endearing cause youâre cute too
so anyway itâs the next day
and you come into the shop at around 1 pm so you arenât really early but you arenât late either
when you go in youâre greeted by kun who probably saw you walking to the door
he hands you an apron and told you that you could feed the animals, the food is in the backÂ
while youâre feeding the fish, you sneak a few glances at kun
boy was attractive how could you nOT
and sometimes he would already be looking at you with a shy smile
but then he would turn red because you caught him
and throughout the whole day you guys are just like,,,, smiling at each other and just looking at each other
blease talk to each other or something
it becomes like 5 pm and you wanted to go eat but you still wanted to go there after cause it would be open until like,,, 9
you go and tell kun that youâre just gonna go to the fast food restaurant down the street and ask if he wants anything
you also add in if itâs okay that you go back after eating
and he says that he has dinner packed in the staff room, and that yeah of Course It Is Okay
so you eat or whatever and its like 7 when you walk back
and when you come back in, you see kun talking with someone
you donât want to disturb them so you check on all the pets quietly
you can faintly hear them talking, and you hear your name so you look up very subtly
âhowâs your new volunteer? do you like them????â
you can hear a slap and you try your best not to giggle so loudly
âtheyâre really cute but i just met them yesterday so i donât really know how theyâre likeâ
ââdo you plan on getting to know them??? youâre blushingâ
and then his friend laughs and you hear another slap
âin all seriousness though, i think you should, it wouldnât hurt to try!â and then when you walk near the birds you can see his friend waving bye and exiting
you clear your throat while looking at all the accessories to make it look like you just werenât listening to them
âoh, y/n! youâre back whendidyougetbackâ
and you look over to see him red in the ears
âi came back around thirty minutes ago? i didnât want to bother you since you were talking with someone.â and then you smile at him
and he just flushes even more âdid you hear what we were talking about?â
âyou just shyly nod at him, and then he groans a little but before you could filter your mouth you say
âi think youâre cute tooâ
and now youâre the one whoâs blushing
then you two begin to talk to each other and then it becomes 9 pm and suddenly heâs walking you home
walk you home by nct dream? i agree
you find out that he goes to the same college as you but you guys major in two completely different departments so thatâs why youâve never seen him
but you find out that you guys have mutual friends
inch resting that you guys havenât met until now LMAO
so anyway he just goes in a quiet voice, âiâll see you tomorrow?â
and you grin and say âof course! see you!â
and when you turn around youâre grinning so hard your face starts to hurt
fast forward a weeks
you and kun become really close in that small time frame
and one day you get a text from your close friend doyoung, âwhat place are you going to volunteer at now??â
you reply, âactually i think iâm going to volunteer at the pet store a bit longer than usualâ
he only sends you the eyes emoji cause over the week he visited you like twice but he see you throwing heart eyes at that dude kun you work with
he doesnât know much about him cause you refuse to say anything
you reply to doyoung saying that you two are just friendsÂ
anyway youâve been going there everyday at the same time and kun always walks you home
you two are always joking around but he still gets a little shy
i mean itâs understandable you get a little shy sometimes
like when you guys are walking to your home sometimes your hands would brush and you get really shy
but anywho!
fast forward to like a month later
and you donât have the heart to volunteer any place else cause you like spending time with the animals
and with kun
heâs gotten bolder
he hugs you when you guys say bye at your door
he asks you out to lunch when you donât volunteer and heâs off of work for the day
heâs just been a little flirty too
during the month you meet some of his friends briefly when they go into the store
and theyâre all loud but its all g cause theyâre cool people
he meets some of your friends too
like your younger ones who have Very Big Mouths
âyeah they Never stop talking about how cu-â
âOKAY chenle you can like,,, go now!! by e sweetie !!!!!!!â
what kun doesnât know is that you texted chenle saying that youâd buy him ice cream if he never says anything else while hes in there ever again LMAO
and chenle quickly shut his mouth
but anywho
since the pet store was closing a little earlier than usual, you ask kun if he wanted to go somewhere instead of straight home
you two go to the park near by and just talk and play around on the swings and chase each other around when one says something jokingly
when you guys become tired, you sit on a bench under a light and just take a breather
âso iâve heard that you donât really stay in a place to volunteer for more than a weekâ
you freeze cause WOOPS
âwhat made you stay?â and then he laughs a little but you can see that heâs blushing as well
âa certain worker was friendly and interesting so i guess you could say i stayed to get to know him betterâ
youâre looking at the floor when you say this though
and theres so much red on your face its pretty comical
then kun laughs a bit and you look up at him cause heâs so-
cute
and his laugh is literally your favorite sound sigh
itâs like the gates of heaven open up-
just kidding the gates of heaven open up when he smiles
but anywho !
you two call it a night and you guys walk to your house
while walking, you felt kun grab your hand and intertwine your fingers
abby: screaming
your mind: chaos
HEâS HOLDING YOUR HAND !Â
so you squeeze his hand and then smile up at him
when you arrive at your door, you lean up to kiss his cheek!!!! and then he
he gets flustered !!!!!!! what a cutie :â)
âiâll see you tomorrow kun!â and then heâs just frozen at your doorstep with a big grin and he just waves
cause his mind is in overdrive hes sure he wonât say anything coherent if he opens his mouth
when you shut the door, he leaves with the BIGGEST grin on his face that his cheeks are sore when he gets home
okay so the next day!Â
when you arrive at your usual time, itâs quiet in the shop
and thatâs unusual cause kun has at least a few of his Loud Friends over so you kinda miss the noise
it just feels,,,,, empty
there are some other workers and theyâre looking at you With This Look and its a little weird
cause why??? are you??? looking at me??? like that???
and when you see kun his back is to you
and then you go to tap his shoulder and ur about to say
âyo whatâs going onâ
but then he turns around with a cute lil puppy and the puppy is wearing something
he grins and just hands the puppy to you
âgo out with meâ
âkun how am i supposed to go out with a dog isnât that be-â
he kisses you
on the Mouth
WOOOOO
YOU ARE GOING! CRAZY!Â
you really donât know what the Freak Is Going On but hey you kiss him back!!!
itâs a weird angle since you still have the dog in your hands LMAO
he pulls back and he gives you a Cute Lil Smile HNNGNGSKJDFSF
anyway fast forward like a week or something
you tell kun that hey!!! i think itâs time i start volunteering somewhere else!!!
and he has a pout on his lips and hes all like âwhatever makes you happy bub!â
âyou make me happyâ
and he blushes HEHEHHEHE
but when you start volunteering some place else kun visits you all the time
and he gives you sneaky kisses and hugs you Every Where You Go
when both of you guys arenât working/volunteering, you guys go on cute dates
one time you guys went to a dog cafe and?? the most?? precious??? ever??????
but anyway this is getting Really Long so!Â
to end: kun would be just as soft with you as he is with the animals
he will always walk you home if youâre out late
Everything Is So Good and soft andÂ
one day you guys adopt a pet together! so that means you guys moved in somewhere in that time frame LMAO
but anyway !!! kun with animals is such a soft concept ugh my Heart Is Fragile Donât Touch Me
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Mental Organization
Less a post to vent poison right now. More a post to untangle the ball of yarn and line the skeins up neatly in their compartments because right now itâs all one huge mishmash and I think itâs keeping me from what they call âexecutive function.â
Projects that I have a handle on but that I keep having to stop because I canât make myself create something quality if my feelings are snarled
Illustrating a childrenâs story my friend wrote, called How To Be Good. Iâm so happy with this. Iâm no pro illustrator but my skills have grown a lot since I illustrated the other story (Purple is for Playtime). Itâs so visually cheerful, it makes me happy to look at finished pages.
Hey Spacejerk. I love it so far but Iâm apprehensive now. Iâve taken the device I was using to create this story and smashed it. How fast do I go now? I donât really want to write a super long fanfiction. I donât think I want this story to be longer than ten chapters more. But if I go too fast the audience will feel cheated.
Laughter Lines. Iâm more sunk into the flow of this one, but constantly worried Iâm going to screw up the device Iâve been laying dominoes for. Itâs more complicated than my usual and, unlike previous fandoms where I could handwave these details, it will matter that everything is just right.
Elrohee. I just want to process things here. I want to be careful, too, because I donât want it to get preachy. Ever. This series is not about being preachy and never was.
Wire trees. I created a larger wire tree recently and also a new kind of button tree that got me all excited. Then I started a tree with wire I didnât like (because I was running out of colors) and I regret that. I donât like the color combination. Iâm staring at the half finished tree. I hate the waste, but I want to get back to being able to make trees. That half finished tree will stare me in the face forever if I donât. So Iâm standing up to throw it away now. No⊠No Iâm not. The color combination isnât hideous, just⊠not inspiring. If I add some really nice beads to it, it will perk up. I dontâ want to waste it.
Painting. Currently I have a half finished orange mask and a half finished wooden wiggly snake. Right now I have no inspiration to finish either, though I think maybe the orange mask might be flamey? Or sunny.
Crochet. I have two blankets in the works, one random-yarn blanket and one that has planned colors as a gift. They take up a lot of space.
Recording chapters of The Book of the Dun Cow aloud. This project is fun, though I do have to muster some will to make myself do it. Dramatic reading is kind of a joy, actually, especially with this book where I have all the voices down. Iâm thinking of putting up the link to the whole playlist once the book is fully recorded.
Scrapbooking. Iâm so happy. I have only a fraction of this project left to do, and then everything is nicely organized into binders.
And I get very angry and frustrated and kind of despair-y when I find I canât move forward with these. It feels ridiculous because doing creative things HELPS me feel better, but I canât do them when I feel bad??? What kind of Catch-22 is that???
Projects I am starting to get a handle on
Basic house cleaning. Or at least floors and bathrooms and countertops. Going to try and do a little bit every day that way it doesnât become some weekly/monthly overwhelming chore I avoid like the plague.
House decorating. Iâve started getting into this and really liking it. I found a Texan-style wreath for the front door, placed 3 different house mats, and started tacking silk ivy around the kitchen windows. Iâm actually kind of proud of myself about this.
Projects I am literally flailing through
Planning a wedding. Dear God, what am I doing? In the next two weeks I need to do the final ring purchase so that something has moved forward and finished. I also need to arrange the legal marriage so our paperwork is completed in the state of our residence and there arenât any snarls with an out-of-state ceremony. Thatâs the goal for the next two weeks. Also how do you decorate??? (I ask, rhetorically. Iâm looking through some stuff but I think I need to simplify my idea. Maybe instead of all four seasons, just winter/spring?)
Finding a therapist. The one I called isnât responding. Donât know how much leeway to give. If I havenât heard back from her by Saturday night Iâm going to try calling someone else. I need to move forward with getting approval for the surgery.
Krav Maga. Iâm finally back and Iâm doing well with jabs and punches, but anything that requires me to squat and rise multiple times is really hard. Iâm very weak there, and while squatting my leg muscles just give out. Iâve looked up a beginnerâs squatting routine that Iâm going to TRY to enact because I really would love to stop humiliating myself in class. Been having panic issues before class (that stop once Iâm in it, because there is NO ROOM in my being to have panic when Iâm constantly moving) and would like that to stop. Prayed with my fiancĂ©e on the drive over and held his hand and that helped some.
Online Writing Course. Already panicked and frozen over a super vague writing prompt that doesnât feel like enough explanation was provided. Afraid of being judged by peers. Afraid of critiquing peers because who am I to say this is good or bad? They are all in an Official Writing Course so they MUST know better than me, right? Even if it looks like they really donât? Frozen.
Editing Best Served Cold. Froze again. Freaked out that I wasnât a good enough writer to edit anything and froze. FreakingâŠ
Patreon. This is a very on and off again thing. I donât know how to self promote except through repetition which freaks me out. I donât know how to save good things for âjust the patronsâ when I want to share it all. Donât know if I should restructure all my tiers so thereâs less tiers and less offerings? Very possible.
Etsy. Nobody really looks at the listings. I donât blame them. Iâm not a self promoter and Iâm not a photographer. All my stuff looks better laid out on a table to sell but I donât know where around here to do that so for now it just decorates the house. Maybe I should give up on Etsy again and just stick with my Facebook shop. People who use Etsy are serious about their business. This is a hobby I hope to sell a bit of and give the rest away.
Socially
Krav Maga class. I connected with at least one person whoâs really sweet and nice. Sheâs more advanced than I am for sure but helps me feel a lot more at ease and I feel the need to apologize to her a lot less.
Small Group. My fiancĂ©e and I found a small group thatâs an offshoot of the church we were trying. The church is a mega-church and weâre both still very wary of that. I felt very lost in a sea of people. But this group feels like a band of very real people, expressing doubts and pain while searching in the Bible together, eating pizza, and hanging out. Meets twice a month, plus one extra day thatâs just girlâs night. I am looking forward to getting to know these people 3 Mondays a month.
D&D Shabbat night. Friday nights now we (light our brand new candles!) say the blessing, and eat a meal (now home cooked because ALL OUR KITCHEN IS FUNCTIONAL, WOOOOO), then retire to the great hall to play D&D. We are currently at 1 GM and 4 players, soon to be 5 players. Weâre brand new so this will be glorious.
Health
BPV. Had a round of Benign Positional Vertigo for a few weeks. Finally cleared up. At least next time Iâm suddenly dizzy out of nowhere I wonât think Iâm dying.
Eating. Eating is weird lately. Iâm walking this really fine line between getting obsessed with my weight and not caring. I have veered hard in the direction of aggressively ânot caringâ most of my life, partly because I was afraid of the eating disorders my friends suffered from. Iâm doing pretty well with my eating, choosing my food carefully for one-main-meal-a-day-plus-light-snacks eating and trying to keep it all under 1400 cal. I donât have a lot of impulse control when it comes to eating so I flat out canât keep foods in the house âjust for that one treat dayâ because that one treat day is TODAY no matter what I say to myself. Best I can do is limit my access to those foods (including turning down SOME opportunities to go out and eat). Impulse control gets worse with wonky emotions because I will eat ALL THE FEELS. Lately my main meal is (one can) tuna salad sandwich on onion roll, which is filling enough, then I eat plums and flavored rice cakes or salted-but-not-buttered-popcorn or pickles for the rest of the day. I picked up a few small soups which look good. Came to the realization recently that I really do need to stop thinking of this as something I do âJust until I get to goal weight.â In order to maintain the healthy weight I hope to achieve, I will still need to eat well. I donât get to let loose just because I made it. So I have reluctantly begun adopting the idea that I need to do right by my eating habits as a permanent lifestyle change. Iâd like to be around longer and in order to do so I need to take better care of myself than I have been. But I can feel obsession right on the edge of my consciousness and thatâs a scary feeling. Iâm trying not to fall into obsession or let it drive me off the other edge of extremes to not caring. Walking the tightrope carefully.
Sleep. Sleep is weird too. Some nights I wake up a lot, then I can get up in the morning easier. Some nights I zonk out straight through and then itâs super hard to get up in the morning. Still wish that I could not be so motion sensitive. I used to be Dusty-sleeps-like-a-rock and now Iâm a light sleeper. All someone has to do is call my name and I jolt up.
Trich. Been obsessively tweezing a lot more. Gaps in every eyelid. Unhappy about this.
This Blog and Processing
I donât always know what to do on here anymore. I post fanfiction, but the part of my life that I would normally process out loud... I canât really do that now. It actually directly impacts someone this time. Feels like words are measured with a lot more care instead of just spilling out willy nilly and I donât know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I know that things knot up inside some more, but does that mean I just need to find a different not-so-public outlet for these things? It hasnât really worked well so far.
Ever since the beginning of the year I have wondered to myself if I am too public with things and Iâve been a step more self conscious about it (yeah, weird to say on this complete textual vomit, right? But itâs been building for a really long time and I need this) since the end of last year. I let some words get under my skin that I shouldnât have, but theyâre hard to shake because I donât know how much objective truth is in them.
Dealing with unfamiliar feelings that I want no part of. Anger isnât unfamiliar, but itâs unwelcome. Boundaries book says anger is a good alarm bell, but I just⊠donât want to. I donât know where the line for âgood angerâ is and I donât know how to do anger without setting every bridge around me on fire. Hatred is unfamiliar and even more unwelcome. It feels like tasty, warm poison. I want it, badly. I want it as a defense against past, current, and future pain. I want to rear up and yell âNot this time!â when I see patterns from my past repeating and I want icicles dripping from my words. But itâs deeply wrong. This isnât what the God I serve taught, and I know hatred will poison me to the core of who I am. I get that those ideas have been hackneyed to death with pop catchphrases and whatnot, but I mean⊠that doesnât make it any less true. And itâs going to be really ugly and messy and I donât want to deal with it when being ice queen would be a hell of a lot easier. Still, I donât know how NOT to hate at this moment, so when Iâm aware I give God permission to change this in me because I canât/donât know how to change it myself right now.
Sometimes I wish I had more to say on the Dear Someone tag, but I know who Someone is and I tell him in person every day and itâs the most beautiful, wonderful part of my life right now.
 I say a lot of negative stuff. Even if itâs true stuff, I tend to focus on processing negatives a lot. I want to figure out ways to process positive and good things. I think Iâm afraid of sounding like Iâm gloating or shoving good things in the face of people who are hurting. But. I also want to share the joyful things in my life. And be grateful for them publicly as I am privately. I want to rewire my brain so that the first thing that comes to mind is not whatâs wrong, but whatâs right. I donât want to do this in a fakey way, that sort of front really bothers me, but there has to be some genuine way to express gratitude and joy on a more regular basis. Pain isnât the only genuine thing there is.
I want to process publicly some of my Bible reading and I have done so, but every time Iâm afraid I might be stepping on someoneâs toes or making someone angry at me. I donât want to start fights but I also want to share stuff. I donât want to mislead people, but I want to explore.
Iâm trying so hard to accept that Iâm happy doing what I like, but when âdoing what I likeâ gives out on me because Iâm emotional I get so angry and upset and fearful and I wonder if Iâm really okay with that at all. Or is it just my mental illness acting out, then? Itâs hard to tell if thatâs whatâs clouding my thought process and dampening my will to act.
Misc
I feel bad that my To Do Today or Todayâs Goals posts are not working for me as well as they were at the start. It feels like failure.
I feel grief and anger and uncertainty about my family situation, both immediate and extended. I still donât know how to balance the fact that Iâve split off to start a new family (just me and my fiancĂ©e, not kids) and that this one is supposed to be my priority, while still loving the family I grew up in. Or what love looks like with distance. What Iâve been engaging in doesnât look or feel like actual relationship.
I want to bake. I want to bake lots of sweets. Apple pies, I want to make applesauce and jam (not baking, I know), I want to make lembas bread and chocolate chip cookies and ALL OF THE THINGS.
My area is a freaking mess and I need to fix that by tomorrow. And also make Miso soup for 5.
Stressed about trying to keep all aforementioned balls in the air without melting down or losing track of any.
I think thereâs more. But. Iâm tired. And I need to go to bed. And this⊠I think this helps. Iâve shelved a lot of brain skeins tonight. Maybe Iâll be a little more productive tomorrow.
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Unwanted House Guest Special - Playing Your Tiles Right
insightsfromagameplayer submitted:
Belladonna Saltbush sat looking bored out of her non-existent skull.  She had been here for 3 hours on a weekend and was absolutely restless. As she sat, her leg twitched incessantly as if primed to bolt at a momentâs notice. âRemind me again,â she said monotonously, âWhy are we doing this again?â
Arnick Stilton was studying the board in front of him and rubbing his chin in contemplation. Without turning to face Belladonna, he answered, âYou asked me to think of a team building exercise we could all do, and quite frankly, sir, I wish you would have said something earlier if you had something else in mind.â
Cyanthia Laguiole had rested her chin in the cradle of her intertwined fingers and had a small, barely noticeable smirk on her face. Â âOui, eet was yur suggestion aftair all,â she said with a palpable French accent, âAnd quite frankly, Iâm rathair enjoying zis.â
Tetrox Gorgonzola stopped staring at the ceiling in mind-numbing boredom long enough to frown at Cyanthia.  âWell GOOD for you, sugar,â she said sarcastically, âAinât nuttinâ I like more than wasting my time sittinâ âround a dang old board game.â
Arnick looked up and glared at Tetrox who was sitting across the table from him.  âIt is Not a âdang old board gameâ, Tetrox, this is Scrabble!â he chided, âItâs a several thousand years old game once played by humans to enhance their communication skills and vocabulary. Many of the most brilliant minds of ancient human civilization used to play this,â he said before going in for the stinger, âAnd it wouldnât kill you to spend some time expanding your horizons a little.â
âOh yeah?â Tetrox quipped, âWell if them humans was so smart, then how come they ainât around no more?â
âGot that right!â Bella said with a smile before giving the Octoling to her left a high five.
The look on Arnickâs face made it quite clear that he didnât appreciate his team building efforts being undermined by his own team captain She had asked him to think of something that was simple, could be played by 4-players, and would increase their critical thinking skills which are essential when in the midst of a Turf War. It didnât take him long to think of something, but with the mess Tetrox had made by going through his things so many times, it took Arnick quite a bit of effort to locate all the pieces to his copy of the classic game.  A little appreciation for the effort heâd put in to make this game day happen was something Arnick desperately wanted, but knew he wouldnât get. Â
At least, not from Tetrox and Belladonna.
Cyanthia on the other hand, was a different story.  Behind her ice cold, stoic face was a brilliant mind that was as sharp as a tack. As satisfying as it would have been to make a clean sweep with each Scrabble game against the girls, Cyanthia was proving to be a more than worthy opponent.  She had won the last game with the word âCoutureâ, and she also tended to slip in smaller words like âChicâ, âDepotâ, and âGenreâ that made word placement much more difficult.  It wasnât just that she had a broad lexicon of words memorized, but she was choosing where she placed her words carefully to ensure that she got the best bonuses such as triple word score and block off attempts for other players to get them.
In the back of Arnickâs mind, he thought it was nice to see Cyanthia enjoying herself. She always was the most cultured of the three girls on the team and this game was right up her alley. Tetrox and Belladonna on the other hand were the ones who would benefit the most from some critical thinking exercises.  Or at least they would if they bothered to put some effort into their word choices.
Tetrox had tried to get away with âDeezNutsâ for using all of her letters for a 50-point bonus, but Arnick wasnât having it. Â So instead, Tetrox settled for âNutâ, which barely scored her any points, and the only reason Belladonna scored higher on her turn immediately after was because she changed it to âNutsâ. Â Now it was Arnickâs turn again and he wanted to show off somehow.
Arnick had pulled the âXâ tile out of the tile bag and just needed to find a good word to use it with. He wanted to score enough points that would impress even the disinterested Tetrox and Belladonna.  Looking over his tiles, Arnick tried his best to think of as many words as he could that would get him a high enough score to not only win, but to demolish everyone else so utterly that there would be no way they could come back from behind. Unfortunately, nothing seemed to work, so given the pattern the girls had laid out already, he decided to take a stab and went withâŠ
âPeanuts!â Arnick said as he added a âPâ, an âEâ, and an âAâ to the âNutsâ that were already on the board.
âPeanuts!?â Tetrox said somewhat bemused.
âPeanuts,â Arnick said back with a smug grin. Â Sure it may not have been the cleverest of moves, but it still gave him more points than Tetrox or Belladonna had earned in their respective turns. Â The only problem now was that it was Cyanthiaâs turn and already she had gone back to her cold, calculating, featureless expression that she usually wore on her face as she began to think carefully.
âOye,â Belladonna called out, âCan you actually do that?â
âDo what?â Arnick asked.
âUse the same letters more than twice?â
Arnick mentally rolled his eyes, âYes, sir.  As stated in the rulebook, there is no limit to how many times a combination of letters on the board can be used so long as it creates a new word and does not inadvertently create something that is not a woooooooooooâŠâ he trailed off.
Belladonna and Tetrox looked at each other for a moment before turning back to Arnick. âSomething thatâs not a wot now?â Belladonna asked.
Arnick apparently didnât hear her as his lips were still pursed in the middle of saying the word, âwordâ, and his eyes were wide open as he looked at his arrangement of tiles.
âUhh⊠you okay there, Nicky?â Tetrox inquired.
Arnick is usually someone with a quick comeback and witty response, but he was far too detached from the conversation around him.  He was too busy staring at what he could only describe as the perfect word, staring him right in the face: âDioxideâ.  The letters just so happened to be arranged in just the right way on the tile rack to literally spell it out for Arnick.  âThis is it!â he thought, âItâs PERFECT!â
âOYE!â
âHmm?â Arnick raised his head innocently enough as though he hadnât a care in the world. Â His eyes were beaming and he had a smile stretching from cheek to cheek. Â
Belladonna was looking rather annoyed.  âDonât go off daydreaming now, you boofhead!â she said as a matter of fact, âKeep your head in the game.â
Arnick nodded in full agreement, âOh! Â Yes! Quite right!â
âParfait,â Cyanthia said as she placed her tiles on the board.  Starting from the âPâ in âPeanutsâ, she played downwards and racked up a double word score, triple letter score on the âFâ, and was pretty pleased with herself.  She wrote down her score on her scorecard and motioned that it was now Tetroxâs turn.
Tetrox, however, was far more interested in Arnick than she was on the board.  Or to be more specific, she was interested in the look on Arnickâs face.  It was a look she had seen before, and knew exactly what it meant.  âSo⊠got anything good over there, Nicky?â she said with a big, toothy grin.
Arnick practically batted his eyelashes in mock innocence.  âMe? Noooo⊠NoâŠâ he fibbed, âJust⊠wishful thinking, really.â
Tetrox wasnât buying it for a second.  âUh-huh⊠that why you look like the Judd that ate the canary?â she teased.
Belladonna chuckled, âGot that right.  If this were poker, Iâd be folding right now.  Come to think of it,â she asked, âCan you fold in Scrabble?â
âIâm afraid not, sir,â Arnick said with a million G smile, âOh, but donât worry!  Iâm sure thereâll be plenty of opportunities to throw a spanner in the works.  Just need to plan your moves, and words, carefully!â  Arnickâs enthusiasm was shining off of him like polished chrome as he was quite confident that nothing Tetrox or Belladonna could do with their limited vocabulary to block off his âDioxideâ.
âOui, zat eez true,â Cyanthia agreed.
Tetrox was too amused by Arnickâs blatant smugness, and had the perfect come back. Â âWell shucks, Nicky, I ainât seen you that pleased with yourself since that time right before we done got hitched.â
THATÂ got Belladonna and Cyanthiaâs attention as they slowly turned their heads to Tetrox. Â Arnick was still smiling but could feel the color draining from his tentacles once again. Â He wasnât sure, but he had a bad feeling he knew what Tetrox was talking about.
âYou wot, mate?â Belladonna asked with genuine surprise.
Cyanthia was also perplexed, âWhat do you mean by, âitched, exactly?â
âNOTHING!â Arnick blurted out in a panic, âNothing at all!  Just some-someâŠÂ silliness!  Thatâs all!â
âAinât nuttinâ silly âbout tyinâ the knot, sugar,â Tetrox said with a playful grin, âYou went all out makinâ a girl feel all welcome what with that bottle of rum, candlelight on the beach, anâ everythinâ.â Â Arnick was sweating bullets as Tetrox knew full well she had him wrapped around her finger. Â âMade me feel all relaxed that I never even noticed when you slipped that little something in my drink.â
âYOU! DID! WOT!!!???â Belladonna shouted as she stood up out of her seat, ready to grab Arnick by the collar of his shirt and punch him all the way to next week.
âIN A GAME!  IT WAS ALL IN A GAME!  I DIDNâT ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING!  I SWEAR!â Arnick practically shrieked in a panic.  Very rarely was Belladonna ever truly pissed off, but having been on the receiving end of one of her beat downs at least once before, Arnick knew that making Belladonna mad was never a good idea.
Tetrox began to laugh and Cyanthia sighed as she turned to Tetrox.  âVairy funny, Tetrox,â she deadpanned, âNow what really âappened?â
âHa Ha!  Okay.  So⊠So Nickyâs got this game of his thatâs like all military role playinâ anâ stuff. He was this big shot Admiral of his own fancy navy ship and I was the mean pirate queen he was chasinâ, okay?â Tetrox explained, âSo this one game we get down to when weâre about one ship each anâ Nicky hereâs tryinâ to be all diplomatic tryinâ to get me to surrender.  He tries slippinâ a mickey in my drink to knock me out anâ capture me, but⊠hee hee heeâŠâ Tetrox giggles to herself, âBut⊠But Nicky rolls a one and ends up marryinâ me instead!  HA!â
Belladonna finally sat back down as Arnick breathed a heavy sigh of relief.  She was looking fairly amused.  âNow how the bloody shell did that happen!?â
Tetrox shakes her head as she smiles, remembering that Wednesday night fondly.  âItâs a long story, sugar,â Tetrox says, âIâll have to tell it to yâall some time.â
âSounds like a real corker!â Belladonna said as Arnick began to relax a little now that he was no longer moments away from having his windpipe crushed.  From the look on his face, he was more than ready to move on to something else but Belladonna wasnât about to let it go just yet.  âSo how come I never heard about this before?â she asked while turning to Arnick.
âIâd rather not talk about it,â Arnick said defiantly, âAnd Tetrox, if youâre not going to play, then say something already so we can move on with this game!â
âEasy there, sugar,â Tetrox said with a smile as she picked up some letters off of her tile rack, âI ainât skipping my turn.  Get a load of this!â  Building off of the âTâ in âPeanutsâ, Tetrox spells out âKnotâ on the board, using up three tiles.  âMay not be worth much, but given how this here conversationâs goingâŠâ she pauses while giving Arnick a coy wink, ââŠitâs all I could think of.â
Belladonna burst out laughing, âHA HA HA!  TOO RIGHT! Guess Arnick hereâs not such a dipstick after all!  HA HA!â she says right before giving Arnick a friendly punch in the arm that knocks Arnick right out of his chair and onto the floor. Tetrox laughs too as she watches Arnick fumble his way back into his seat.
Arnick has his usual scowl on his face again as he retakes his seat.  âGo ahead⊠Laugh it up, you she-devils,â he thinks to himself, âBut weâll see who has the last laugh!â
After her laughter finally died down, Belladonna grabs a few tiles and places them on the board to spell out âCakeâ using the âKâ in Tetroxâs âKnotâ.  âPiece of cake,â Belladonna says with a smirk as she turns to Arnick, âNow letâs see this bonzer word you got up your sleeve!â
Arnick glances at the board and thinks carefully. Â As much as he would have loved to get the 50-point bonus for using all 7 of his tiles, he could still score a pretty impressive score using 6. Â The âIâ in Parfait could be used and it would also allow him to get a Triple Letter Score on the âXâ to make it worth 24 points. Looking at the girls seated around the table, Arnick smirks and is ready to show them all what he can do.
âDioxide!â he proclaimed triumphantly as he laid his tiles on the table.  Tetrox âoohsâ at the fancy word as Arnick began to tally up the score. âThatâs 16 points plus the Triple Letter bonus on the âXâ to add an additional 16, bringing it to 32 points total!â Arnick put his hands on his hips in a show of victory and looked confidently at the three girls around him. âTry and beat that!â
If past experiences had taught Arnick anything, it was that he should never,EVER, under any circumstances, tempt fate.  Fate has bit him in the butt more than a few times and unfortunately for Arnick, he didnât remember that until about 2 seconds after the words had left his mouth. It was now Cyanthiaâs turn, and by the time Arnick turned to look at her, she already had a tile in her hand and placing it on the board.
âDioxides,â she said coolly as the âSâ she placed on the board landed right on top of another Triple Letter bonus.  âZo, Dioxide by itself was Thirtay-Two, plus ze âSâ wairth one point, with anothair Triple Lettair Bonus to add an additional two points to mak Thirtay-Five points total.â
Arnickâs pupils shrank as he realized that he had been bested once again by his teammates.  With the addition of a single letter, Cyanthia was able to take Arnickâs success and make it her own.  His eye began to involuntarily twitch and for a moment, it looked like he was going to go into one of his signature long-winded, angry rants. But suddenly, his face droops and with a heavy sigh, Arnick stood up and began to walk away from the table.
âHEY!  Where yah goinâ?â Tetrox called out.
âOut,â was all Arnick said as he grabbed his jacket from the closet then proceeded to head to the door that led out to the patio balcony.  The three girls watched as Arnick opened the door and stepped out into the breeze. The cold air seeped into the room for a moment; just long enough for all three girls to feel a slight chill. After closing the door behind him, Arnick slumped over onto the railing and looked out towards nothing in particular.  He reached into his jacket pocket and felt the small packet of cigarettes and lighter that were in it.  Arnick pulled them out, grabbed one of the cigarettes, placed it in his mouth, then gave it a light.
He inhaled and took a deep drag on the cigarette as he saw the sun just about ready to start setting in the late afternoon sky.  The days had already begun to grow shorter and the temperatures were dropping rapidly. As he looked out into the city, he began to think to himself.  âWell, Arnick,â he thought, âcongratulations on embarrassing yourself in front of your team. Again.â  He took another puff of his cigarette before continuing his train of thought, âWhy even bother trying to do something new and interesting with them if all it does is make you look like a complete idiot?â
He took the cigarette out of his mouth and lightly tapped it against the railing to knock off some ash. Even though three pairs of eyes were looking at him through the window, Arnick didnât seem to care much about whether anyone saw him or not at this point.  âIt never fails,â he thought to himself, âWhenever I try and introduce something that is of even the slightest interest to me or might prove valuable to the team, one or more of them is going to be uninterested or good at it enough to mop the floor with me.  Or both.â
He stuck the cigarette back in his mouth and gazed out over the railing, not noticing the sound of the door opening and closing behind him.  He chuckled to himself as he thought, âOne could argue that those three have completely emasculated me, but that would assume that I had any masculinity capable of evisceration in me to begin with.â  He chuckled to himself again, even letting out a small audible laugh, âOf course, if machismo like that results in nitwits like Jonquil, then who needs it!  Good riddance if you ask me!â he said to himself before taking another puff of his cigarette.
âPenny for your thoughts, sugar?â
Arnick turned around and saw Tetrox standing right behind him. She was wearing her usual Octo T-shirt and sporty bobble cap, not bothering to put on a jacket for the cold. He took the cigarette out of his mouth and scowled his usual scowl before saying, âAnd what, pray tell, do you want?  Come to rub my imminent defeat in my face?â Â
Tetrox shook her head, âNah, I just thought Iâd keep yah company out here. Â Ainât nuttinâ wrong with that now is there?â
Arnick exhaled a puff of smoke into the air and sighed, âNo, I suppose there isnât.â
Tetrox leaned over the railing while standing next to Arnick. Inside the apartment, Belladonna and Cyanthia were watching the two roommates talk, but couldnât make out what they were saying from behind the window glass.  âI told her to tell that whacker to take that cancer-stick out of his mouth before I get to spewinâ!â
âI didnât think she was goeng to tell âim to stop, anyway,â Cyanthia added in, âTetrox nevair âas been good at leestening to ordairs.â
Belladonna huffed, âI reckon, but Iâve told that drongo a million times to quit with the ciggies before he makes himself sick!â she said as she began to make her way to the door.  âAnd Iâm going to be mad as a cut snake if he up and carks it because of that bull dust!â
âFor someone zat just punched âim out of âis seat a few minutes ago, Iâm surprised you care zo much about âim,â Cyanthia said with her usual cold and monotone voice that could somehow be both blunt and sharp at the same time.
âI care about the team, Cyanthia!â Belladonna said somewhat offended, âTeam Toxink is the Antâs Pants and our ink is worth bottling, even if Arnick is constantly whinging all the time about this or that!â
Cyanthia looked at Belladonna for a moment or two as she took in both the words that she was saying along with her Amazonian physique. Â Even when angry, Belladonna always seemed to have a statuesque posture that Cyanthia couldnât help but admire. Â This, unfortunately, could sometimes be a distraction for her as she responded to Belladonna with, âIâm sorry. Â I didnât catch zat.â Â Belladonna looked somewhat dumbfounded that Cyanthia wasnât able to keep up with her, but Cyanthia simply shrugged and said, âYou âave a bad âabit of using all zat slang een times like zese.â Â Deep down, Belladonna begrudgingly agreed with Cyanthia.
Outside, Arnick and Tetrox were looking out over the skyline as Arnickâs cigarette was now half way finished.  The two had been standing in silence for a couple minutes as Tetrox tried to think of something to say to break the ice.  âSo⊠Dioxide, huh?  Never wouldâa thought of that one, sugar,ïżœïżœïżœ Tetrox complimented.  âYâall pretty good at this, huh?â
Arnick scoffed, âHardly! If I was, I wouldnât have let my own word be used against me.  I should have held out for an âSâ so I could have made it plural before anyone else.â Arnick sighed as he stared off into the distance, âNow Cyanthia is going to win another game just like she always does.â
âNow donât go beatinâ yourself up too much, sugar. Â Ifân I recall, you won a few games yourself there, right?â Tetrox said while trying to steer the conversation to a more positive tone.
âYes,â Arnick half-heartedly agreed, âBut right now sheâs winning at a rate of about two thirds of all of the games weâve played and Iâve only won about a quarter.â  Arnick took another drag of his cigarette and held the smoke in his mouth for a moment before finally exhaling in a successful attempt to blow a smoke ring. A nasty though then passed through his head. Arnick pinched the bridge of his nose and winced which Tetrox noticed immediately.
âYou all right there, sugar?â she asked innocently.
Arnick turned to her and gave her an, âAre you serious?â look on his face.  âDo I LOOK like Iâm all right, Tetrox!?  Iâm out here standing on a balcony by myself smoking a cigarette and questioning why Iâm even still on this team. It seems like anything and everything I try to do never runs according to plan, making me wonder why BellaDonna keeps a prat like me on board,â he complained, âDoes that sound like all right to you?â
âNo, but câmon Nicky,â Tetrox said with a smile, âYâall know this team just wouldnât be the same without yah!â
âOh yeah?â Arnick chided as he gave Tetroxâs words some minor thought.  He came back with, âI suppose youâre right!  Without me to kick around like some abused butt sea monkey, Bella will have to recruit some other poor sap to fill the void.â
Tetrox looked closely at Arnickâs face and blinked. Â The far-away, despondent look in his eyes gave her a cold chill, cooler than the air and wind around them, that ran straight up her back. âYâall really feel like that?â
âWhy shouldnât I!?â Arnick shot back, âAll I seem to be good for is comic relief!â
âNow that just ainât true, sugar,â Tetrox protested.
âOh please,â Arnick groaned, âSpare me your pity, Tetrox.  With Belladonnaâs strength, Cyanthiaâs brains, and yourâŠâ Arnick hesitated, ââŠcunning and energy, then what exactly do I contribute to the team that one of you lot doesnât already?â
Tetrox frowned and pouted. She then snatched the cigarette out from between Arnickâs fingers, ground it into the metal railing, and then flicked the cigarette butt onto the pavement of the apartment parking lot below. Arnick looked quite dismayed and annoyed, but Tetrox wasnât going to have it.
âArnick Samuel Stilton,â Tetrox said with authority, âShame on you for not givinâ yourself enough credit for all the good youâve done for everyone!â
âGOOD!?â Arnick said incredulously, âAre you mad!? Hardly anything I do these days could ever remotely be considered âgoodâ by any definition!â
Tetrox was starting to get annoyed at Arnickâs defeatist attitude.  She remembered the look in his eyes when he was sure that he was going to win, and found herself missing it greatly now that it was no longer there.  âAlright, sugar⊠if thatâs the way you wanna play it, then fine!â
âDoes this mean youâll leave me alone?â Arnick asked with mock hope in his voice.
âShell No!â
âI thought not,â Arnick sighed.
âNow look, Nicky, earlier yâall was talkinâ âbout how Cyanthia was winning like two outta three games and how you should have waited before you showed your hand, right?â Arnick nodded in response. âOkay,â Tetrox continued, âNow Me, Belladonna, anâ Cyanthia⊠ainât none of us able to look back at what we did and think about it the way you think about it!  If it was just little olâ me, Iâd be doing the same dumb things over and over and over again until the sea cows come home!  But not only can yah see when you goof up, you can see when any one of us goof up too-â
âThatâs not saying much,â Arnick interrupted.
âHush, sugar,â Tetrox interrupted back before picking up where she left off, âYou can see when any one of us goof up and then tell us what to do or what not to do so we donât goof up a second time!  Now that ainât something just anybody can do, either. Cyanthia may be smart anâ all, but she ainât half as good at explaining things like you can.  Bella may be as strong as a runaway freight train, but howâs she gonna put her strength to good use without somebody at the switch to make sure sheâs on the right line!?â
Arnick half-nodded, half shook his head, showing he was still not entirely convinced.
âAnd as for me⊠HoneyâŠâ Tetrox paused as she thought her next few words carefully, âI wouldnât even be here today if it werenât for you.â
Arnick looked at her and scoffed, âSeriously!?  âI wouldnât be here if it wasnât for youâ!?  HA!â Arnick looked away back to the horizon before saying, âAnd you call ME melodramatic.â
Tetrox pouted, âItâs true, Nicky! Â Ifân it werenât for you; Iâd probably be roaming around Octo Valley somewhere doing who knows what!â Â
A memory flashed through Tetroxâs head for a split second. She remembered her friend Ingrid and how she was sent on a mission to infiltrate Inkling society several months ago; possibly even a year by now.  Ingrid was successful in hiding her identity thanks to her unique skill, but, in a way, she was too successful.  She became enamored with Inkling society and didnât want to return to her role as an Elite Octoling.  She wanted to stay in Inkopolis forever and enjoy the good things that Inklings had.
But when she revealed herself to the person she thought she could trust the mostâŠ
âFor all I knowâŠâ Tetrox began to say aloud, ââŠI could have wound up like Ingrid.â
Arnick knew exactly who Tetrox was talking about. Â Arnick motioned to take another puff of his cigarette before remembering that Tetrox had thrown it off the balcony and that he actually didnât have anything in his hand. He sighed and leaned against the railing, âI highly doubt that,â he said quietly, almost under his breath.
âWell think about it, sugar,â Tetrox said as she began to walk to Arnickâs other side, âWhen I got here, I had no friends, no place to stay, no nothing! Â Then you come along and offer me a place to stay-â
âAgainst my will!â Arnick interjected.
â-Took good care of me-â
âIf thatâs what you call eating me out of house and home,â Arnick butted in again.
â-and most importantly, you accepted me for who I was from the get go!â
âACCEPTED!?â Arnick blurted out incredulously, âIn case youâve forgotten, I wasnât exactly thrilled with the idea of you participating in Turf Wars period let alone joining my team!  Not to mention that it is one thing to live through having you as a house GUEST, but to have you as a flat mate is something else altogether.â
âYeah, but I grew on yah, didnât I?â Tetrox asked with a smile, âWe got to know quite a bit about each other in that one week, yâknow?â
Arnick raised an eyebrow in Tetroxâs direction and snarked, âLike how you tended to drink directly from the juice carton instead of using a glass and then put said carton right back in the fridge?  Or how you would leave your undergarments and unmentionables lying around your room instead of putting them in the hamper where they belong?  Oh and letâs not forget about how you got your jollies teasing me any chance you got!â  In the back of Arnickâs mind, he reminded himself that Tetrox still teases him.  âOh yes,â he continued, âIâd say I got to know you quite well during that week, and what pray tell did you learn about me?â
Without missing a beat, Tetrox responded in rapid fire, âI know youâre grumpy, stingy, high-strung, uptight, cute, loud, mean, honest, grouchy, pessimistic, andâŠâ Tetrox hesitated as she thought, âAm I leaving anything out, sugar?â
âYou can add âdepressedâ to that list,â Arnick deadpanned before what Tetrox had said finally registered in his head, âWait⊠did you say I was honest?â
Tetrox beamed, âSure did! If thereâs one thing about you, you ainât afraid to speak your mind. Â If somethingâs bothering you, you sure as heck let people âround yah know.â
Arnick wasnât convinced, âAnd how does that make me âhonestâ, Tetrox?  With the way you put it, it makes me sound like some sort of whiny kid!â
âEasy there, sugar, I was gettingâ to that!â Tetrox said with a smile, âPoint Iâm trying to make is that you ainât got nothing to hide from anyone. Â Yâall are true to yourself and everyone around you, even if it means talking nasty and calling folks out for their bull. Â Donât know about you, but that takes a whole lot of guts and gumption. Â Yeâre a whole lot braver than other people I know.â
Arnick was blushing a little at the compliment, âI donât know if Iâd call it âbraveâ-â he said before Tetrox cut him off.
âIt sure as heck is brave if the person yeâre talking to is BellaDonna!  Girl so strong she could hit you into next Tuesday if she wanted to, and you anâ I both know she can carry one shell of a grudge ifân you get on her bad side,â
Arnick huffed, âI do NOT speak ill of our team captain!â
âAw câmon now, honey,â Tetrox shrugged, âAinât you the one that convinced her to get us all together for this game night tonight?â  she asked before Arnick turned his head slightly to look away, âConvincing that girl to do something like this has got to take a lot of⊠whaddya call it⊠car asthma?â
Arnick rolled his eyes, âKA-RIZZ-MAH, Tetrox! Â Charisma!â he corrected.
âYeah that!â Tetrox said, âAnd that other thing you just did there too!â
Arnick looked puzzled as he turned towards Tetrox, âOther thing? Â What other thing?â
âYou telling me that I was wrong, sugar!â Tetrox said with almost pure glee.
Arnick shook his head, âI didnât say you were Wrong, Tetrox.  I merely gave you the correct pronunciation.  Thatâs all.â
Tetrox looked into the distance with a slight sigh, âI dunno.  Maybe yeâre right that it ainât no big deal or anything, but⊠to me at leastâŠâ Tetrox began to think about her childhood and reminisced.  âLook, yâall remember I was raised in an orphanage, right?â
âYes,â Arnick replied.
âWell back then, there used to be this one caretaker at the orphanage who was as nasty as Fugu and dumb as a sponge!â recalled Tetrox, âShe could say one thing and then 30 seconds later say the exact opposite and believe both at the same time.  Any kid, or heck even a co-worker, that tried to correct them on just about anything got a lesson in hard knocks, ifân you know what Iâm saying.  Far as she knew, everything she said was right anâ everyone else was wrong.â
âGood Cod!  How could they even hire such a person!?â Arnick asked.
âFar as I know, she was the daughter of some big wig that owned the orphanage or something, so ainât nobody wanted to say anything to them. Â Even if they werenât afraid of the beat down theyâd get, they were afraid of what her dear olâ daddy could do which would have been worse. Â If you was a kid, you was scared to death âbout getting kicked out. Â If you was one of the other workers there, then you was scared about losing your job,â Tetrox explained.
âYEEEUUGGHH!â Arnick gagged in a show of disgust, âSounds absolutely dreadful!  I canât imagine what growing up with such a brute for a caretaker must have been like.â
âTwerenât fun, I tell you what,â Tetrox agreed.
Arnick nodded with her before stopping, blinking once, and then turning to Tetrox, âPardon me, but wasnât the whole point of this conversation to go over how Iâm the reason youâre still here?  I do believe weâve gotten a bit off track.â
Tetrox nodded back, âYeah⊠yeâre right.  Guess what Iâm tryinâ to say is that Iâm here âcause I wanna be with you!â
âAh!â Arnick said as a matter of fact before a rush of color ran up his face, âW-w-w-waitâŠâ
âI mean I know I donât really show much appreciation âround here, but Iâve learned a lot from you since I began living here. Â Makes me wish you was my caretaker instead of that sea monster we had way back when,â Tetrox said.
âOH! You want to be with me because⊠Iâm a tutor⊠of sorts⊠rightâŠâ Arnick trailed off.
Tetrox whipped around and smiled at him, âNah, sugar.  I wanna be with you âcause I like you!  âRound you I donât have to pretend to be something I ainât, or be all scared that there could be some other side oâ you thatâs all fire ân brimstone.  Not to mention yeâre all kinds of cute too! Did I say you were cute?â Tetrox asked as she thought to herself, âIâm pretty sure I said you were cute.â
Arnick felt his face grow warm and began to wish he could zip up his Hero Jacket replica even further to hide the glow on his cheeks, âIf you did, I-I-I hadnât noticed!â he stammered.
âWell you are,â Tetrox said softly as she wrapped her arms around Arnick from behind, âAnâ it is a cryinâ shame you canât see that yourself, sugar.â
Tetrox hugged Arnick closer to her as he began to feel the warmth of her body on his back. Â He froze up and didnât move an inch as Tetrox brought her hands slowly upwards from Arnickâs waist.
âSACRE BLEU!â Cyanthia loudly gasped as she covered her mouth with her hands. Â
She and BellaDonna had been watching everything unfold through the window. Â BellaDonna was pleased when Tetrox tossed Arnickâs cigarette away, but when she stayed out there and started talking with Arnick, Bella was curious as to what the two were talking about. Â She would have cracked the door to the balcony open a bit and tried to listen in if it werenât for Cyanthia commenting that it would be rude to do so.
A few minutes later, their faces were flush with color as Tetrox embraced Arnick out on the balcony.
âOH, ACE!â BellaDonna cheered, âAnd here I thought they were having a blue!  Câmon Tetrox, crack onto him!  Show âem what yah got!â
Cyanthia turned to BellaDonna with a slightly flustered look on her face, âPuh-Puh-Puh-Perhaps we should be going now!â
âHang on! Hang on!â BellaDonna complained, âGotta make sure dipstick here doesnât knock back Tetroxâs advances!â
BellaDonna peered out the window just in time to see Tetrox spin Arnick around to face her before reaching her arms around his neck and bringing him in for a rather intense kiss. âHA!  TETROX YOU LITTLE RIPPER! NOW THATâS A FAIR DINKUM PASH RIGHT THERE!â she cheered.
Cyanthia stood wide eyed as she watched her two teammates lock lips. Â It wasnât until BellaDonna turned and walked away from the window that Cyanthia snapped out of her stare. Â âWhere are you going!?â
BellaDonna turns to Cyanthia with a mischievious smile, âDonât want to be a stickybeak hanging around here, right?â  Cyanthia had no idea what BellaDonna was talking about, but nodded in agreement anyway.  âRight! So letâs make ourselves scarce âcase those two come in to have a woomy!â
Cyanthia blinked, âHave aâŠÂ what?â she asked innocently.
BellaDonna smiled like a predator spotting their prey, âHeh! Â Iâll tell you aaaallll about it on the way back!â BellaDonna said as she ushered Cyanthia out the apartment door. Â BellaDonna locked the door behind her and made a mental note to stop by again tomorrow with a present. Â She was thinking a cake might be appropriate.
The End.
Tammyâs comments: AAWH! This was just cute and the sweetest and ah! Good feels! Hehehe! I enjoyed this a lot! AND HAHAH! oh I remember the cake comic. Haha, good one.
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Fandom: GOT7
Member/Reader: Jackson, Pregnant!Tuan!Female
Genre/Warnings: Fluff, Pregnant Reader, Violent Anime Mention
Summary:Â A night of marathoning Berserk with Jackson, Mark and BamBam was supposed to be uneventful, but hey, shit happens.
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Tonight was supposed to be an uneventful night. Sitting down with a huge bowl of popcorn and marathoning Berserk with your brother, boyfriend and best friend. You were cuddled up on the larger couch with Jackson, leaving your older brother Mark and BamBam to the rest of the room, the younger sitting dead set in front of the television despite Markâs warning. The fifth episode of your marathon had barely started when you started to feel sick. You werenât the type to be squeamish, especially since you had seen the series so many times. But, things happen, and things were happening fast. Heartburn was first.
Guts had already cleaved two menâs heads from their shoulders, blood spraying out. The editing cuts were fast, as per every anime that came out in the 90s, especially the violent ones. You were trying your best to enjoy your favourite show, but the feeling of heartburn made you squirm in Jacksonâs arms.
âHey, are you okay?â He whispered, and you just nodded, brushing off his question.
âYeah, just a bit of heartburn.â Jacksonâs arms tightened around you a little more, and you smiled as you cuddled a bit closer. In those small moments with Jackson, you felt so loved, even in doing something not considered by others to be romantic.
âItâs only one man! Kill him!â
Both you and Jackson scoffed at that, both of you broadcasting the sarcastic commentary of two veteran viewers of the show, in the knowledge that Guts wasnât just âone manâ. BamBam was rocking in front of the screen out of excitement, you could already tell that he was grinning out of delight. This was his first viewing, his enthusiasm bleeding into your own, a strange motherly feeling washing over you.
âWait! Itâs⊠itâs the death of the battlefield! The Band of the Hawk, lead by the White Hawk Griffith!â
You felt bile bubbling up in your throat as the theme song began. âHey, Jackson,â you blurt out with unease, âcan you pause?â
âWhat? Why?â He questioned. âThe episodeâs just starting.â
âNevermind, Iâll just-â Separating yourself from your boyfriendâs grip and standing up to his confusion, you ran from the living room, down the hallway to push the bathroom door open, getting to the toilet just in time to heave your dinner upwards.
âFeel no shame about shape, weather changes no phrase-â
The music was cut off by Jackson finally pausing the show, you barely hearing BamBamâs protest over your heaving. Moments later Jackson was behind you, holding up your hair and rubbing your back. You had already started to shake, tears springing from your eyes. Your nausea hit so suddenly, your heaving dry and triggering a panic attack. You were lucky that your breathing wasnât that affected when they were directly tied to vomiting.
âWhatâs gotten into you?â Jackson asked, you unable to answer him. Soon after, you heard Mark enter the room, washcloth already in hand as he turned to the sink to wet it. âYouâre usually not squeamish about that at all!â
âCalm down, Jackson,â Mark retorted. âDonât pressure her.â âHey, is (Y/N) okay?â BamBam asked, peeking in from the door. With a deep breath, you finally finished heaving, sitting up and raising a shaky hand to grab the washcloth. Instead, Mark denied you and kneeled down to begin to wipe your face himself. You felt dirty and uneasy, heartburn still sizzling in your chest. You felt hot, but there was a little bit of relief as the cold washcloth was gently dragged over your face.
âWith shakes like this, tears and all, sheâll probably need to go to see a doctor,â Mark said. âShe has pretty bad panic attacks when she vomits. Come on, letâs go.â
Jackson let go of your hair, gently helping you stand. âTo think, you getting squeamish over blood. This is what, your 20th time watching this series? Sometimes I even think you have a blood kink.â You barely managed to crack a smile at Jacksonâs comment. âVery funny,â you retort weakly, fighting back the urge to start vomiting again, picking yourself up as best you could.
âAre we going to the hospital?â BamBam asked, to Markâs nod and his own dismay. âAwww, I was so excited, too!â
~ Nearly an hour and one more vomiting session later, you, Jackson, Mark and BamBam were all sitting and waiting for your verdict. The doctor had insisted that she do a few quick tests, much to your confusion, but you were compliant through Markâs nagging.
You were laid down in a hospital cot with some warm blankets, your brother and your best friend sitting in chairs around you, Jackson sitting on the edge of your bed. Since it was so late at night, nearly nobody was around, so BamBam and Mark were talking freely as Jackson held your hand.
âYouâre feeling better now, right?â Jackson asked. You could see that concern still written on his face.
âYes, for the fourth time, Iâm feeling better.â âHungry?â âA little bit.â
Jackson patted your hand, you breathing a sigh of relief when he finally smiled. âOkay, Iâll go get some more ice chips.â
Jackson got up and pulled back the privacy curtain a little bit, sticking his hands in his pockets and strolling out of the room to get ice chips for you. You spent the next few minutes staring up at the ceiling, tapping your finger against the blanket. You didnât exactly know what kind of tests the doctor was running, but you figured it was nothing bad since she hasnât come back yet. You were honestly a bit tired, but unable to doze off due to the conversation happening about a foot away from you.
âPleaaaase Mark? Please tell me!â BamBam whined, grabbing onto Markâs hands and showing off those cute puppy eyes that you could never say no to. HoweverâŠ
âIâm not falling for that,â Mark denied quickly, to another desperate whine from your best friend. Rolling your eyes, you waited for BamBam to turn to you. âDoes she? Does she like me?â He pleaded, giving you the same treatment as your brother. âYou must really be desperate,â you comment with a sly grin. âAsking for a sick girl to settle your disputes,â
âItâs not a dispute!â BamBam remarked. âI want to know if Kinsey likes me!â
You rolled your eyes. âYouâre probably not going to accept no as an answer anyways,â you remark. âIf I told you no, would you believe me?â âNo,â BamBam agreed, âIâd think youâre just messing with me.â âExactly,â you remark. âYou wonât find out until you ask her. Just put a little courage in that skinny body of yours.â âIâve got plenty of courage!â BamBam argued, puffing out his chest. Both you and Mark chuckled at him, you shake your head with a smile.
âSure you do,â Jackson remarked, signifying his return, the doctor trailing behind him. You whispered âthanksâ as he handed the ice chips to you, sitting down next to you on your bed as everyone turned to pay attention to the doctor. She was different than the doctor originally attending you, piquing your curiosity as you popped a spoonful of ice chips in your mouth.
âHi, Iâm Doctor Summers,â she greeted with a smile. âIâm an Obstetrician.â You and Jackson both looked at each other, wide-eyed and eyebrows raised. âWhat?â Mark asked, clearly surprised.
âWhat (Y/N) has been experiencing is morning sickness. We took your urine sample, and it turns out that youâre six weeks pregnant, congratulations!â Doctor Summers smiled down at you, handing the papers to Jackson, who barely broke eye contact with you to read the word âpositiveâ over multiple times. âOh my God,â BamBam remarked, you and Jackson too stunned to speak. âOh my God!â
âIâm going to be an uncle,â Mark whispered. âHolyâŠâ
âHey, um, Doctor Summers, was it?â Jackson asked, turning away from you and standing up. âYes?â âIs it okay if I, um⊠let off a little steam here?â âAs long as you donât break anythingâŠâ she answered slowly, raising her eyebrows at him.
âCan I be loud?â âUh, with⊠within reason.â
âWAHOOO!!!!â Jacksonâs signature excited smile had quickly spread across his face, Doctor Summers backing out of his way, Mark and BamBam scooting their chairs away as he danced around the limited amount of space. He was borderline yelling out of excitement, and you were glad that this happened so late at night. You were just as excited, but you knew that Mark would pile drive you back into your bed if you tried to get up and jump around as well. You were dancing as best you could in your sitting position, Mark and BamBam still too shocked to move.
âIâm going to be a dad!â Jackson exclaimed, dancing back to you and planting an excited kiss on your lips. âWOOOOO!â
âWeâre going to be parents!â You exclaim alongside your boyfriend, kissing him twice, three times. âI canât believe it!â
âOkay, quiet down,â Doctor Summers shushed you both. You and Jackson both ceased talking but were still dancing as you sat, biting back giggles of happiness. âWere you trying?â
âYeah,â you admit sheepishly. âIâll admit that we wanted to keep it a secret, though,â you turn your head to look at your brother, now staring daggers in Jacksonâs direction. BamBam was still too shocked to say anything, his mouth hanging open.
âWell, I congratulate you nonetheless. Make sure to pick up some prenatal vitamins tomorrow to start your routine, okay? No more alcohol, either.â She smiled warmly at you. âI can discharge you now if youâre ready to go home.â
âThank you, Doctor,â you nod your head politely.
âI donât think youâll need a wheelchair, right?â She asks. âNo, Iâll be fine. Although⊠my brother might need it.â
Doctor Summers chuckled. âWe sadly canât issue him one unless heâs a patient. Iâm afraid that youâll have to employ someone to piggyback him out,â
âWell, that will be an ordeal,â you answer with a small giggle, Doctor Summers then turned to leave, waving with a smile.
âMark, BamBam, time to go home,â you announce. You sit up further in bed. Jackson stood up to help you swing your legs over the side and stand up, but nobody else moved. âCome on you two, letâs go.â
âClose your mouth, dumbo, you look like youâre drooling,â Jackson criticized, fingers now intertwining with yours.
BamBam stood cautiously, his mouth finally closing. âAre you sure she didnât lie?â He whispered, locking his eyes to your stomach. âIs there really a person in there?â He stood up, tentatively reaching out a hand to touch you. âYep,â you reply with a smile, gently prompting BamBam to touch your stomach. âCome on now, letâs go home.â âWill they start kicking?â He asked. âJeez, youâre like a 5-year-old,â you comment, laughing. âNot yet.â
âAww,â BamBam straightened up to walk alongside you and Jackson, Mark trailing behind slowly. âI feel like my life is going to end tonight,â Jackson whispered. You only rolled your eyes. âI swear to whatever exists up in the high heavens, Jackson, that I will end your life if you leave her,â Mark threatened darkly. âYou can throw all your âMarksonâ crap out the window right now if you even think for a second that itâs going to save you.â
âJesus, Mark, calm down,â you retort. âWeâve been trying for three months now.â
âAll the more reason to make sure my threat is clear.â
~ The next day, you woke up to breakfast in bed, a nice shower, a treat to lunch and your first round of prenatal vitamins. Jackson was more accommodating for you despite your protests, but you still found it extremely flattering. Later that day, you had decided to break the news to the other group members.
âSo, what do you have us all gathered here for, exactly?â Jaebum asked as he gripped the neck of his beer. âYou both seem a little more⊠jumpy than usual.â
âI think I know!â Yugyeom exclaimed excitedly, raising his hand. âShh!â You put your fingers to your lips, raising your eyebrows threateningly at him.
âWe have an announcement,â Jackson said, wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you stood before your friends. He was still avoiding eye contact with Mark, who also still seemed adamant on the âif looks could killâ stare at your boyfriend.
âIâm pregnant!â
âYouâre what?â Jinyoung asked, raising his eyebrows at you.
You scanned your eyes over the room, Jaebum now mercilessly chugging his beer, Yugyeom quickly standing up to excitedly bound over to you for a hug, Youngjaeâs mouth was hanging open in shock, and finally, Jinyoung was grinning, but gripping the arm of the couch so hard that it looked like it was going to rip.
BamBam and Mark were still on another plane of existence, sitting on opposite sides of the room. Mark still hadnât ceased his stare, but a small smile was starting to show. BamBam seemed excited, but you could still see the shock in his eyes. âHow far along are you?â Yugyeom asked, hugging you so tightly that Jackson had to pry him off you, but Yugyeom didnât stay separated from you for long. âSix weeks!â
âSix weeks and you didnât tell us until now?â Youngjae exclaims.
âWe only found out last night,â Jackson answers. âWe didnât want to waste any time in telling you but when we got back from the hospital last night you all were asleep.â
âTo think weâre all going to be uncles,â Jinyoung commented sheepishly. âI never expected it to happen so fast.â
âBut itâs great, isnât it?!â You grin childishly, giggling out of excitement. âPromise me that youâll name the kid after me!â Youngjae exclaims excitedly. âIâll teach them how to dab!â BamBam remarks, standing to join the hug Yugyeom pushed past Jackson for, Jackson in turn pushing past both of them to be the closest one to you.
âIf you teach my kid to dab Iâll kill you,â Jackson threatened slyly. Jaebum finally finished his beer, placing it down on the coffee table, joining the hug that was soon about to become a cuddle pile. âThis kid is going to be spoiled rotten,â he says under his breath. âI love them already.â
Jinyoung was the next to join, then BamBam, Youngjae, and finally Mark were a part of the giant hug. You rested your head against Jacksonâs shoulder, the warmth and love of all your boys allowing a sense of safety to wash over you. âYouâll be loved, little one,â you whisper to your stomach. âSo loved.â
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Your New Story â The audio permits you to produce a replacement story for yourself, you may learn that you can read your past differently from how it appears to you right now and modification your story therefore that you'll get pleasure from your present moment even a lot of. A brief visualization is also included during this session. Moving Towards Abundanceâ In this audio, you'll find out how the law of attraction works, you will additionally get to grasp concerning the signs that tell you that LOA is working. During this session, you'll be doing a brief visualization connected to what your desire. Deep Sleep Currently Bonus â Unlike the opposite audios this one is 30 minutes long, this is a lovely guided meditation like audio that will help you sleep higher. My Experience with the Program I was regarding to write a negative review in the first week as a result of I wasn't able to understand how these things even works. If you've got any preconceived notion about this product then let me tell you, it's not a subliminal audio or a hypnosis-based one, it is something totally different from whatever I have ever tried before. However I used it for actual twenty one days frequently and that i am happy that I did because even within the second week I wasn't that positive about the program. Primarily, the audios are like hypnosis audios with a ladyâs voice speaking and relaxing music being played within the background. Though I am a touch against the brainwave entrainment, I liked this product as a result of binaural beats didnât annoy me like they usually do. Within the program, the voice does not say affirmation or one thing, instead it speaks to you directly about varied things, therefore I guess you would like to stay aware and listen to it, I liked what I learned from it however paying attention to the same story each day was boring so honestly, I wasn't able to focus on what was being said as a rule, I marvel if that was for my subconscious mind and whether it very mattered if I actively listened to what was being said. I loved two things a ton about this program, one may be a balloon exercise where you learn how to prevent your negative mind chatter and the other was about changing your past, both were from the second audio âYour New Storyâ. It was not too troublesome on behalf of me to convey 15-minutes daily, so I most well-liked doing it before I visited sleep. There is a Deep Sleep Now audio, it's a stunning hypnosis like audio taking note of that I dozed off for a whereas but I solely tried it once. My expertise with this program has been interesting, as I said before, I liked the program but I didn't get a large reason to suggest this product on this blog for concerning 2 weeks however in the third week a few things happened that really created my opinion change. Initial of all, my on-line businessâ sales touched the best mark this month. That alone was enough on behalf of me to be glad with the product however except this, I even have received some great project ideas and that i am seeing some things that I will do for the betterment of my blog that I was totally missing earlier. That may be a coincidence, however I have crossed my previous highest sales mark when regarding a pair of years thus I wonât extremely assume twice before trying it for another 21 days in the longer term. As you know, my final recommendation for you may be to try it before you decide something and please do often follow the program for 3 weeks if you are visiting download these audios. Update â Changes in the merchandise I was receiving a few emails and comments where individuals reported that there is neither any voice over in their program nor any visualization as I actually have mentioned during this post. Therefore I dropped an email to the manufacturers asking for the clarifications and hereâs their reply regarding the change:-    âYes, we have a tendency to have updated the program to a subliminal version where the voice over isn't audible to the aware mind.    The voice can, but, still be heard by the subconscious mind, as it's embedded in the subliminal layer.    This update was done after receiving feedback from users, furthermore findings that the subliminal version works better; as a result of there's no interference from the acutely aware mind, which may resist changesâ Thus not like the program that I used, this updated one is just plain sounds with no efforts needed from your side, that's additional convenient as a result of you donât have to stay aware while taking note of the audio. Though I am not bound concerning whether these changes are creating the product better or not because I actually have not tried the new one, but since they need updated the merchandise primarily based on the feedbacks received, probably their subliminal audios work better. To know more about this product, you'll visit the merchandise website here.  I have a ton of awesome personal development programs with me, I tried this one simply for writing a user review, I will be very happy to know if you liked the content, thus please do comment and inform me how you feel regarding this post. (Your email id will be safe and hidden, you can conjointly use your secondary email id for commenting) You can additionally send me your queries at [email protected], but if it's a queryrelated to the present specific product then kindly raise it within the comments section thus that others could also benefit from it.
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15 Minute Manifestation Review Eddie Sergeyâs 15 Minute Manifestation Review â My Honest Opinion I wasn't in a position to seek out one legit review of 15-minute manifestation program when I was thinking of buying this product and thus there was no means on behalf of me to grasp if it's a scam beforehand. However not like me, you'll make your buying call once knowing the truth regarding this product because you are reading a user review of it here. Whenever I return across a replacement personal development product, I get a small idea of what I can be obtaining if I obtain the program however during this case, I was totally confused. Few audio tracks that take your mind to theta frequency and reprograms it to suppose in a very approach that manifestation happens naturally, it's like saying you head to a magician and he gives you a magic wandâŠwooooo..and you become Harry Potter..sounds specifically like that doesnât it? How in the planet can some sounds make you terribly smart in achieving no matter you would like from your life? I can try to answer it based on what I feel about this whole issue. In truth, I reached to a conclusion that 15-minute manifestation program could be a scam but my opinion modified once I tried the product, I can justify it to you later. The best Personal Development Program I must say this was the simplest personal development program or the law of attraction product I even have ever seen conjointly one with the smallest amount number of materials, it's a complete lazy person stuff. All you have got to do is listen to those audio tracks simply for fifteen minutes each day for three weeks. Any person in the planet can doubt this product as a result of it really is weird, thus is what I thought but I liked the audios as a result of they were like a daily reminder for me to perform all the law of attraction activities that I usually forget to try to to. The program also made me use the inventive visualization technique a lot of frequently than what I was doing thanks to my busy schedule. Inside the Package I donât have much to inform concerning what you are going to induce in this program as a result of you'll be getting only 4 audios during this product, in which three audios are the part of the most program whereas the fourth one is a bonus. The 3 main audio tracks that you may get in the 15-minute manifestation program are:- Your Natural State â This explicit audio is for altering limiting beliefs gift in your inner mind that creates manifestation troublesome for you. It helps you to create an abundance mindset, in a very way it is for programming your mind the way it had been when you were born. Your New Story â The audio enables you to produce a brand new story for yourself, you may learn that you'll be able to view your past differently from how it seems to you right now and amendment your story therefore that you'll relish your gift moment even a lot of. A brief visualization is additionally included during this session. Moving Towards Abundanceâ During this audio, you'll learn how the law of attraction works, you will conjointly get to grasp concerning the signs that tell you that LOA is operating. In this session, you will be doing a short visualization connected to what your want. Deep Sleep Currently Bonus â Unlike the other audios this one is 30 minutes long, this can be a beautiful guided meditation like audio that will facilitate your sleep better. My Expertise with the Program I was about to jot down a negative review in the first week as a result of I was not in a position to understand how these things even works. If you have got any preconceived notion regarding this product then let me tell you, it is not a subliminal audio or a hypnosis-based mostly one, it is something completely different from no matter I actually have ever tried before. But I used it for precise twenty one days frequently and that i am happy that I did because even in the second week I wasn't that positive about the program. Essentially, the audios are like hypnosis audios with a womanâs voice speaking and relaxing music being played within the background. Though I am a small amount against the brainwave entrainment, I liked this product as a result of binaural beats didnât annoy me like they sometimes do. In the program, the voice does not say affirmation or one thing, instead it speaks to you directly about numerous things, therefore I guess you need to remain aware and listen to it, I liked what I learned from it however paying attention to the same story each day was boring so honestly, I wasn't ready to concentrate on what was being said more often than not, I marvel if that was for my subconscious mind and whether it really mattered if I actively listened to what was being said. I loved 2 things a ton regarding this program, one is a balloon exercise where you find out how to prevent your negative mind chatter and the other was about changing your past, each were from the second audio âYour New Storyâ. It was not too difficult for me to provide fifteen-minutes daily, therefore I preferred doing it before I went to sleep. There is a Deep Sleep Now audio, it's a beautiful hypnosis like audio listening to that I dozed off for a while however I only tried it once. My expertise with this program has been attention-grabbing, as I said before, I liked the program however I didn't get a large reason to suggest this product on this blog for about 2 weeks but within the third week a few things happened that really made my opinion change. Initial of all, my on-line businessâ sales touched the very best mark this month. That alone was enough on behalf of me to be glad with the merchandise however except for this, I actually have received some great project ideas and i am seeing some things that I will do for the betterment of my blog which I was totally missing earlier. That might be a coincidence, however I have crossed my previous highest sales mark after concerning two years so I wonât really think twice before attempting it for an additional 21 days in the long run. As you know, my final advice for you may be to attempt it before you choose something and please do regularly follow the program for three weeks if you're going to download these audios. Update â Changes in the merchandise I was receiving a few emails and comments where individuals reported that there is neither any voice over in their program nor any visualization as I even have mentioned during this post. So I dropped an email to the makers inquiring for the clarifications and hereâs their reply regarding the change:-    âYes, we have updated the program to a subliminal version where the voice over is not audible to the acutely aware mind.    The voice will, but, still be heard by the subconscious mind, as it is embedded within the subliminal layer.    This update was done when receiving feedback from users, furthermore findings that the subliminal version works better; because there is no interference from the conscious mind, that may resist changesâ So unlike the program that I used, this updated one is just plain sounds with no efforts needed from your facet, that is more convenient as a result of you donât have to stay acutely aware whereas listening to the audio. Though I am not bound about whether these changes are creating the merchandise higher or not as a result of I actually have not tried the new one, but since they have updated the product based on the feedbacks received, in all probability their subliminal audios work better. To know more concerning this product, you can visit the merchandise web site here.  I actually have a heap of awesome personal development programs with me, I tried this one just for writing a user review, I can be very happy to know if you liked the content, therefore please do comment and inform me how you're feeling regarding this post. (Your email id can be safe and hidden, you'll be able to also use your secondary email id for commenting) You'll also send me your queries at [email protected], but if it is a queryconnected to the present explicit product then kindly raise it in the comments section thus that others might conjointly benefit from it.
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15 Minute Manifestation Review Eddie Sergeyâs 15 Minute Manifestation Review â My Honest Opinion I wasn't in a position to seek out a single legit review of 15-minute manifestation program when I was thinking of buying this product and so there was no way for me to understand if it is a scam beforehand. However in contrast to me, you will make your buying decision when knowing the truth concerning this product because you are reading a user review of it here. Whenever I come back across a replacement personal development product, I get a slight idea of what I can be obtaining if I get the program but during this case, I was totally confused. Few audio tracks that take your mind to theta frequency and reprograms it to think during a means that manifestation happens naturally, it's like saying you attend a magician and he gives you a magic wandâŠwooooo..and you become Harry Potter..sounds precisely like that doesnât it? How in the world will some sounds create you terribly sensible in achieving no matter you would like from your life? I can attempt to answer it primarily based on what I feel about this whole thing. In truth, I reached to a conclusion that 15-minute manifestation program may be a scam but my opinion modified after I tried the product, I can justify it to you later. The simplest Personal Development Program I must say this was the best personal development program or the law of attraction product I even have ever seen additionally one with the least variety of materials, it is a whole lazy person stuff. All you have got to do is listen to these audio tracks simply for 15 minutes each day for 3 weeks. Any person in the planet can doubt this product as a result of it extremely is weird, thus is what I thought however I liked the audios as a result of they were like a daily reminder on behalf of me to perform all the law of attraction activities that I usually forget to try and do. The program conjointly created me use the creative visualization technique more frequently than what I was doing thanks to my busy schedule. Inside the Package I donât have a lot of to inform about what you're going to get during this program as a result of you will be obtaining solely 4 audios during this product, in that three audios are the half of the most program whereas the fourth one could be a bonus. The 3 main audio tracks that you'll get in the 15-minute manifestation program are:- Your Natural State â This explicit audio is for altering limiting beliefs gift in your inner mind that makes manifestation difficult for you. It helps you to build an abundance mindset, in a means it's for programming your mind the manner it was after you were born. Your New Story â The audio helps you to produce a replacement story for yourself, you'll learn that you'll view your past differently from how it appears to you right currently and amendment your story therefore that you may enjoy your gift moment even more. A brief visualization is additionally included in this session. Moving Towards Abundanceâ During this audio, you may find out how the law of attraction works, you may additionally get to know about the signs that tell you that LOA is operating. During this session, you will be doing a brief visualization connected to what your want. Deep Sleep Currently Bonus â In contrast to the opposite audios this one is thirty minutes long, this can be a stunning guided meditation like audio that will help you sleep better. My Experience with the Program I was regarding to put in writing a negative review in the first week because I was not ready to perceive how these items even works. If you have got any preconceived notion concerning this product then let me tell you, it is not a subliminal audio or a hypnosis-primarily based one, it is something completely different from whatever I actually have ever tried before. But I used it for actual 21 days frequently and that i am happy that I did as a result of even in the second week I was not that positive concerning the program. Essentially, the audios are like hypnosis audios with a girlâs voice speaking and relaxing music being played in the background. Though I am a small amount against the brainwave entrainment, I liked this product because binaural beats didnât annoy me like they sometimes do. Within the program, the voice will not say affirmation or something, instead it speaks to you directly about numerous things, so I guess you wish to remain aware and listen to it, I liked what I learned from it however listening to the identical story every day was boring so honestly, I was not in a position to focus on what was being said as a rule, I surprise if that was for my subconscious mind and whether or not it really mattered if I actively listened to what was being said. I loved 2 things a ton concerning this program, one may be a balloon exercise where you learn the way to prevent your negative mind chatter and the opposite was regarding changing your past, both were from the second audio âYour New Storyâ. It wasn't too difficult on behalf of me to give 15-minutes daily, therefore I most popular doing it before I went to sleep. There's a Deep Sleep Currently audio, it's a stunning hypnosis like audio paying attention to which I dozed off for a whereas but I solely tried it once. My expertise with this program has been interesting, as I said before, I liked the program but I didn't get an enormous reason to advocate this product on this blog for concerning two weeks but in the third week a few things happened that actually created my opinion amendment. First of all, my on-line businessâ sales touched the best mark this month. That alone was enough on behalf of me to be glad with the merchandise however except for this, I have received some great project ideas and i am seeing a few things that I can do for the betterment of my blog that I was totally missing earlier. That could be a coincidence, but I have crossed my previous highest sales mark once about two years thus I wonât really suppose twice before attempting it for another twenty one days in the future. As you recognize, my final recommendation for you may be to strive it before you decide anything and please do often follow the program for 3 weeks if you are going to download these audios. Update â Changes in the product I was receiving some emails and comments where people reported that there is neither any voice over in their program nor any visualization as I actually have mentioned in this post. Therefore I dropped an email to the makers soliciting for the clarifications and hereâs their reply regarding the amendment:-    âYes, we have a tendency to have updated the program to a subliminal version where the voice over isn't audible to the acutely aware mind.    The voice will, however, still be heard by the subconscious mind, as it's embedded within the subliminal layer.    This update was done after receiving feedback from users, also findings that the subliminal version works higher; as a result of there is no interference from the acutely aware mind, that might resist changesâ So in contrast to the program that I used, this updated one is just plain sounds with no efforts required from your side, that's additional convenient because you donât have to remain aware while listening to the audio. Though I am not bound about whether these changes are making the merchandise higher or not as a result of I even have not tried the new one, however since they need updated the product based on the feedbacks received, in all probability their subliminal audios work better. To know a lot of regarding this product, you can visit the product website here.  I have a heap of awesome personal development programs with me, I tried this one just for writing a user review, I can be very happy to know if you liked the content, thus please do comment and inform me how you are feeling concerning this post. (Your email id will be safe and hidden, you'll also use your secondary email id for commenting) You can additionally send me your queries at [email protected], but if it is a queryconnected to this explicit product then kindly ask it in the comments section thus that others could additionally benefit from it.
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fifteen Minute Manifestation Review Eddie Sergeyâs 15 Minute Manifestation Review â My Honest Opinion I wasn't in a position to search out a single legit review of fifteen-minute manifestation program when I was thinking of buying this product and so there was no means on behalf of me to understand if it is a scam beforehand. However not like me, you will create your shopping for decision after knowing the truth about this product as a result of you are reading a user review of it here. Whenever I come back across a new personal development product, I get a small plan of what I will be getting if I obtain the program however in this case, I was totally confused. Few audio tracks that take your mind to theta frequency and reprograms it to assume in a method that manifestation happens naturally, it is like saying you visit a magician and he provides you a magic wandâŠwooooo..and you become Harry Potter..sounds exactly like that doesnât it? How in the planet can some sounds make you terribly sensible in achieving no matter you wish from your life? I can try to answer it primarily based on what I feel concerning this whole factor. In truth, I reached to a conclusion that 15-minute manifestation program may be a scam however my opinion changed after I tried the merchandise, I will make a case for it to you later. The simplest Personal Development Program I must say this was the easiest personal development program or the law of attraction product I have ever seen also one with the least range of materials, it's an entire lazy person stuff. All you have got to do is listen to those audio tracks simply for fifteen minutes each day for 3 weeks. Any person in the globe can doubt this product as a result of it very is weird, thus is what I thought but I liked the audios as a result of they were like a daily reminder for me to perform all the law of attraction activities that I sometimes forget to do. The program also created me use the inventive visualization technique additional frequently than what I was doing because of my busy schedule. Inside the Package I donât have much to tell about what you are going to urge during this program because you may be obtaining only four audios in this product, in that three audios are the part of the most program whereas the fourth one is a bonus. The 3 main audio tracks that you will get in the fifteen-minute manifestation program are:- Your Natural State â This particular audio is for altering limiting beliefs gift in your inner mind that makes manifestation difficult for you. It helps you to create an abundance mindset, during a manner it is for programming your mind the way it absolutely was when you were born. Your New Story â The audio helps you to create a replacement story for yourself, you may learn that you'll be able to read your past differently from how it seems to you right currently and amendment your story therefore that you could fancy your gift moment even a lot of. A brief visualization is additionally included in this session. Moving Towards Abundanceâ During this audio, you'll find out how the law of attraction works, you'll additionally get to know regarding the signs that tell you that LOA is operating. In this session, you'll be doing a brief visualization related to what your desire. Deep Sleep Currently Bonus â Unlike the other audios this one is thirty minutes long, this is often a stunning guided meditation like audio that can help you sleep higher. My Expertise with the Program I was concerning to put in writing a negative review in the first week as a result of I was not in a position to understand how these things even works. If you have got any preconceived notion concerning this product then let me tell you, it is not a subliminal audio or a hypnosis-based mostly one, it is something totally different from no matter I have ever tried before. But I used it for precise twenty one days regularly and i am happy that I did as a result of even within the second week I was not that positive about the program. Essentially, the audios are like hypnosis audios with a girlâs voice speaking and relaxing music being played within the background. Though I am a small amount against the brainwave entrainment, I liked this product because binaural beats didnât annoy me like they usually do. Within the program, the voice does not say affirmation or something, instead it speaks to you directly about varied things, thus I guess you wish to stay aware and listen to it, I liked what I learned from it but being attentive to the same story each day was boring so honestly, I wasn't ready to concentrate on what was being said more often than not, I surprise if that was for my subconscious mind and whether it very mattered if I actively listened to what was being said. I loved 2 things a lot regarding this program, one is a balloon exercise where you find out how to prevent your negative mind chatter and the opposite was regarding changing your past, both were from the second audio âYour New Storyâ. It was not too troublesome for me to grant 15-minutes daily, so I most well-liked doing it before I visited sleep. There's a Deep Sleep Currently audio, it's a lovely hypnosis like audio listening to which I dozed off for a while however I only tried it once. My expertise with this program has been interesting, as I said before, I liked the program however I did not get a huge reason to suggest this product on this blog for about two weeks but within the third week a few things happened that basically created my opinion change. Initial of all, my online businessâ sales touched the highest mark this month. That alone was enough on behalf of me to be glad with the merchandise but apart from this, I even have received some great project ideas and i am seeing a few things that I will do for the betterment of my blog which I was totally missing earlier. That may be a coincidence, however I actually have crossed my previous highest sales mark once regarding two years so I wonât really assume twice before trying it for an additional twenty one days in the long run. As you know, my final advice for you may be to strive it before you opt anything and please do regularly follow the program for 3 weeks if you're going to download these audios. Update â Changes in the merchandise I was receiving a few emails and comments where individuals reported that there's neither any voice over in their program nor any visualization as I actually have mentioned during this post. So I dropped an email to the manufacturers posing for the clarifications and hereâs their reply concerning the change:-    âYes, we have a tendency to have updated the program to a subliminal version where the voice over isn't audible to the aware mind.    The voice can, but, still be heard by the subconscious mind, as it's embedded in the subliminal layer.    This update was done once receiving feedback from users, furthermore findings that the subliminal version works better; as a result of there is no interference from the conscious mind, which may resist changesâ Thus in contrast to the program that I used, this updated one is simply plain sounds with no efforts needed from your aspect, that is additional convenient because you donât have to stay aware while being attentive to the audio. Though I am not certain concerning whether these changes are making the product higher or not as a result of I have not tried the new one, however since they have updated the product based mostly on the feedbacks received, in all probability their subliminal audios work better. To understand a lot of about this product, you'll be able to visit the product web site here.  I have a ton of awesome personal development programs with me, I tried this one just for writing a user review, I will be very happy to grasp if you liked the content, therefore please do comment and inform me how you are feeling concerning this post. (Your email id will be safe and hidden, you'll conjointly use your secondary email id for commenting) You'll be able to additionally send me your queries at [email protected], however if it is a queryconnected to this particular product then kindly ask it in the comments section thus that others might conjointly benefit from it.
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