#wondering why I couldn't stand for 30 seconds without my vision getting blurry | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

fiveeasypieces · 10 months

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Every once in a while I am forced to remember that the answer to "how'd I do all that" is "rampant stimulant abuse". And the more important answer was/is "shouldn't be trying to do all that".

#all my friends were talking abt diet pills #meanwhile I was hopped on laxatives and straight caffeine pills like a man #wondering why I couldn't stand for 30 seconds without my vision getting blurry #training for a race marvelling at how long I can run now while still feeling good afterward #once again floored by the fact that food and sleep are really quite wonderful things #jesus christ I have done such terrible things to my body and yet here we are #grace in all things I suppose

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