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ayushipop · 3 months ago
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the violence in bottoms (2023) is so satisfying in a way i don't really know how to put into words. somewhere between the violence against women that movies sometimes shy away from too much but also Lean Into a little too much (spectrum of either not depicting realistic violence/harassment due to discomfort with it or the "you can't hit her she's a girl!" concept vs gratuitous sensationalized violence). like it's that "boys will be boys" kind of roughhousing that girls are excluded from if the narrative frames them as too delicate / feminine / untouchable. and i see them beating the shit out of each other and it feels Good. they're not untouchable dolls nor are they objects to project malice and gratuitous violence onto! it's not even fully about the empowerment or seeing girls be able to fight back (which does feel amazing in its own right and the movie does a great job of delivering it) like even seeing like, idk black widow beat up a bunch of guys in a marvel movie doesn't feel the same as how bottoms does it. it feels unpolished and grounded and realistic and satisfying. #girlswillbegirls
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brincessreniassance · 4 months ago
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yuri-is-online · 1 year ago
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Head empty... brain replaced by thoughts of a pro wrestling obsessed Yuu who everyone us surprised Vil gets along with.... maybe even wants to kiss idk
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elitehanitje · 3 months ago
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The Wrestling Club visited AEW’s Grand Slam two weeks ago and had such a blast 🥰!
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brasskingfisher · 1 month ago
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Not to be a lesbian, but......
OH MY F***KING GOD!
all my advice about using real athletes to learn drawing bodies beyond hard abs, and my particular pref being wrestlers, also applies to women btw. you can draw women who r strong and not an hourglass shape. fucking do it.
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kris statlander, rhea ripley (look at her SHAPE), willow nightingale, ruby soho, these r just four off the top of my head that have obvious musculature and different body types. skye blue and julia hart have more slim cheerleader style bodies as well, i REALLY wanted to put emi sakura who is fucking STOUT (adoring) in this post but i couldn't find a good demonstrative pic, the list goes on
DRAW DIFFERENT BODIESSSSSSSS
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gay-for-butch-wrestlers · 1 month ago
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I never realized how much I loved short girls with serious muscle until I witnessed the beauty that was a 110 short girl with arms and legs of steel weighting in. I see her every now and again and she is still a stud muffin.
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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 6 months ago
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nvm fuck all that im watching beautiful women hit each other with ladders
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spdk1 · 2 years ago
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REVIEW: Pro Wrestling Crate February 2023 Spoilers
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queen-of-the-avengers · 2 months ago
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Wrapped Around Your Finger
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader
Word Count: ~1.1k
Warnings: fluff, arm wrestling
Summary: Tony instigates an arm wrestling contest with Bucky, and no one can beat him until you step up to the plate. The thing is, he’s a superhuman and you’re just a regular person. Something isn’t adding up here.
Squares Filled: thor (2021) for @buckybarnesbingo
Author’s Note: any and all comments are greatly appreciated <3
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Tony never fails to throw a legendary party. You’ve never been invited to one until you were drafted into the team. You’re not a superhuman, you don’t have powers, and you can easily be killed in a fight. However, you do have amazing hacking skills that have been useful for the team over the past year. You can remotely get into any account, jump over any firewall, and hack into any system with your equipment from your office.
You don’t even have to leave the compound to help.
To be surrounded by such powerful people is a bit overwhelming, but you try not to show how much it’s affecting you. Alcohol always calms you down so you immediately head to the bar. Sam laughs from the right of you, and you see he’s talking to Steve and Bucky over by the pool table. Ah, Bucky Barnes. The Winter Soldier. The hottest man at the party. The hottest man in any room. To look more casual, Bucky sports a backward hat and a thin t-shirt that accentuates his muscles. No one here is scared of him so he’s not shy about hiding his metal arm.
You often fantasize about what his arm could really do to someone like you.
“You should go over and talk to him.” You jump at Natasha’s voice, and you look to see her and Wanda standing next to you. “Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.”
“What are you talking about? I’m not staring at him.”
“We never said you were,” Wanda smirks.
“You definitely were, though.”
“Oh, yeah, totally.”
“Okay, stop. I’m not crushing on Bucky.”
“It’s okay if you are. He’s hot.”
“Why don’t you talk to him if you think he’s so hot?” you grumble.
“Not my type,” Nat answers. “I’m already a deadly assassin. I don’t need another one in my life.”
“Why don’t I go over to him and tell him how much you love him?” Wanda suggests with a smirk.
“Don’t you dare, Maximoff.”
Both women laugh, and Natasha slaps a hand on your shoulder.
“Lighten up. Have another drink.” Natasha orders you another drink and you take it gratefully. “Seriously, though, you should go for it. You clearly don’t see the looks he gives you when you’re not paying attention. He’s whipped for you. You could ask him for anything and he’d give it to you.”
“I’m nothing compared to him. He’s a super soldier. I’m just a weak human. He’s not into me.”
Nat and Wanda look at each other, and both of them shrug. “You’ll get there eventually.”
With alcohol in your system, you’re more social with everyone but Bucky. You’d have to get seriously fucked up to talk to Bucky. He makes you so nervous and you don’t want to do anything to embarrass yourself.
By the time ten rolls around, most of the people have left the party so only the Avengers are left. This group is more chilled than the previous one because no one is trying to impress someone. Only the elite have been invited to the party, and they were starstruck in the eyes of the Avengers. Everyone here knows what everyone can do so it’s more laid back and chill.
“Be honest with me,” Tony says to Bucky. “How much can you bench with that thing?”
“I don’t know,” Bucky chuckles. “I never tested it.”
“I bet I could take you.”
“Excuse me?”
“In an arm wrestling contest. Get your mind out of the gutter. I don’t run that way.”
Tony is drunk otherwise he wouldn’t be saying this, but Bucky finds amusement in it. Tony is persistent which is how you got here. Everyone wants a piece of Bucky’s metal arm to see if they can beat him. Knowing he can’t do it by himself, Tony grabs one of his Iron Man suit arms to give him that extra boost.
Tony fails, and Bucky doesn’t even look like he broke out in a sweat.
Rhodey tries and fails. Natasha and Clint know better than to take on a vibranium arm without powers. Bruce is scared he’ll turn into the Hulk if he strains himself too much. Wanda doesn’t compete because she’ll probably win with her magic, and she’s curious as to how this is going to end. Steve steps up to the plate and grabs Bucky’s metal hand confidently. The only person who thinks he might actually have a shot. Both men start the match, and Steve looks like he is going to win when Bucky gets a second wind and slams Steve’s hand on the desk.
The only person who can beat Bucky without any issue is Thor, but he’s on Asgard right now so he’s out of the running.
“Who’s next?” Bucky asks confidently.
“You’re so sure he’s whipped for me?” you whisper to Nat and Wanda. “There’s a way to tell if he is or not.”
“How?”
“He’ll let me win.” You step up to the table and take off your jacket. “I can do it.”
“You’re not doing it, Doll,” Bucky chuckles. “You’re going to get hurt.”
“What, are you chicken?” You look at everyone. “Hear that everyone? Bucky’s scared to go up against a girl.”
“Fine.” You turn to Bucky. “It’s your health. I won’t be the one who will end up with a broken arm.”
Bucky changes hands and grabs your hand with his flesh one.
“Why not your other hand?”
“I’m not using my metal arm on someone who doesn’t have any powers. It won’t be a fair fight.”
He has a point. You position yourself and look at Steve who taps the desk. You and Bucky immediately start to wrestle, and you’re using every bit of strength you have. Bucky has to admit, you’re strong for a woman of your stature but it’s not enough to beat him. However, the look of concentration and determination you have is too cute to diminish.
He pulls his strength back and lets you slam his hand to the desk.
You jump back and cheer for your victory, and he can’t help but smile. Everyone knows he let you win but you don’t care. You’re the only one who has been able to beat him whether or not it was a pity win. You join Nat and Wanda’s side with a huge smile on your face, and Steve and Sam approach Bucky with knowing looks on theirs.
“You let her win,” Steve says.
“You’re whipped, man,” Sam laughs.
“Yeah, I did, but look how happy she is.”
“You know he let you win, right?” Natasha whispers to you.
“Yeah, but that proves one thing. I have that man wrapped around my finger. He’s into me,” you beam.
“Finally, you see it,” Wanda laughs.
You look back at Bucky to see him already looking at you, and you smile right back.
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pearlprincess02 · 1 month ago
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lilith in a man's birthchart
aries lilith
men with aries lilith often find themselves attracted to powerful, rebellious women who exude confidence and assertiveness. this attraction stems from a desire for excitement and the thrill of unconventional relationships. however, they may grapple with hidden desires and fantasies that clash with societal expectations, leading to internal conflicts. their relationship with feminine power can be challenging, as they might feel both drawn to and threatened by women who embody independence and strength. this dynamic can create repressed anger or resentment, particularly if they perceive these women as challenging traditional masculine roles. ultimately, their rebellious spirit urges them to break free from the constraints of conventional masculinity, pushing them to redefine their identities and embrace a more authentic self.
examples from tv: spike (buffy the vampire slayer), damon salvatore (the vampire diaries), jax teller (sons of anarchy), klaus mikaelson (the originals), han solo (star wars: the clone wars),
taurus lilith
men with taurus lilith often feel a magnetic attraction to powerful, rebellious women who embody sensuality and independence. this attraction goes beyond the physical; it is deeply rooted in their appreciation for stability and luxury, combined with a desire for excitement. however, these men may struggle with hidden desires and fantasies that challenge their need for security, leading to inner conflicts about their attractions. their relationship with feminine power can be complicated, as they might find themselves both enthralled and intimidated by strong women who assert their dominance. this tension can result in repressed anger or resentment, especially if they perceive these women as threatening their comfortable lifestyles or traditional views of masculinity. ultimately, their rebellious spirit can drive them to question and redefine their roles, pushing them to embrace a more liberated understanding of masculinity.
examples from tv: nate archibald (gossip girl), chandler bing (friends), loki (loki), gustavo "gus" fring (breaking bad), eric northman (true blood)
gemini lilith
men with gemini lilith are often drawn to powerful, rebellious women who stimulate their minds and challenge societal norms. this attraction is fueled by a desire for intellectual connection and playful banter, making them appreciate women who are both assertive and articulate. however, beneath this surface lies a web of hidden desires and fantasies that may conflict with their need for variety and freedom, leading to an internal struggle. their relationship with feminine power can be perplexing, as they may admire strong women while feeling threatened by their assertiveness. this dynamic can manifest as repressed anger or resentment, particularly when they perceive these women as disrupting their freedom or challenging traditional masculine roles. ultimately, their rebellious spirit encourages them to question conventional expectations, pushing them to explore new identities and embrace a more authentic expression of masculinity.
examples from tv: chuck bass (gossip girl), puckerman (glee), jack pearson (this is us), don draper (mad men), cameron tucker (modern family)
cancer lilith
men with cancer lilith are drawn to powerful, rebellious women who challenge traditional ideas of nurturing and emotional roles. they may find themselves attracted to women who are fiercely independent yet capable of deep emotional intensity. however, their hidden desires and fantasies can create a sense of internal conflict, as they crave emotional intimacy while simultaneously fearing vulnerability. these men often wrestle with their relationship to feminine power, feeling both comforted and threatened by women who assert themselves emotionally and break from the traditional nurturing role. this tension can manifest as repressed anger or resentment, particularly if they struggle with their own vulnerability or feel their need for emotional security is being undermined. their rebellion against traditional masculine roles involves redefining what it means to be emotionally available, pushing them to embrace more fluid and less rigid definitions of strength and masculinity.
examples from tv: jamie fraser (outlander), rick grimes (the walking dead), jon snow (game of thrones), dean winchester (supernatural), jim hopper (stranger things),
leo lilith
men with leo lilith are intensely drawn to powerful, rebellious women who radiate confidence, creativity, and self-expression. they are captivated by women who defy societal norms and demand to be seen and heard. however, beneath their attraction lies a complex web of hidden desires and fantasies, often centered around the allure of being admired and adored. these men may experience challenges with feminine power, as the strength of such women can trigger feelings of insecurity or competition. their pride and ego may lead to repressed anger or resentment, especially if they feel overshadowed or unappreciated by these dominant women. the rebellion against traditional masculine roles comes from their need to redefine strength and masculinity, not just as dominance but as an ability to appreciate and uplift the brilliance of others—especially strong women—without feeling diminished.
examples from tv: lucifer morningstar (lucifer), barney stinson (how i met your mother), tony stark (iron man), harvey specter (suits), jackson avery (grey’s anatomy)
virgo lilith
men with virgo lilith are attracted to powerful, rebellious women who exhibit intelligence, independence, and a practical yet unconventional approach to life. they are drawn to women who challenge norms through subtle acts of rebellion, often through their intellect, precision, or mastery of a craft. beneath this attraction lies a world of hidden desires and fantasies, often revolving around control and perfectionism, creating a tension between wanting to maintain order and embracing chaos. these men may struggle with feminine power, as they often feel a need to critique or fix the strong women they admire, which can lead to repressed anger or resentment if they feel overshadowed or unable to assert their dominance. their rebellion against traditional masculine roles surfaces in their challenge to the idea of male authority, favoring a partnership where intelligence and competence are equally valued, though they may struggle to fully relinquish control.
examples from tv: sherlock holmes (sherlock), gregory house (house m.d.), spencer reid (criminal minds), sheldon cooper (the big bang theory), will graham (hannibal),
libra lilith
men with libra lilith are attracted to powerful, rebellious women who possess grace, charm, and a sense of justice, often finding themselves drawn to women who challenge societal norms in subtle yet impactful ways. these women’s defiance of conventional beauty, relationship dynamics, or fairness deeply intrigues them. underneath this attraction, there is a layer of hidden desires and fantasies centered on partnership, harmony, and control within relationships, creating tension between wanting to be the ideal partner and grappling with a need for power and dominance. these men often experience challenges with feminine power, particularly when their partners’ strength threatens their sense of equality or when they feel unable to maintain balance in their romantic lives. repressed anger or resentment can surface if they feel unappreciated or compromised within the relationship. their rebellion against traditional masculine roles manifests in their rejection of conventional relationship structures, seeking balance but struggling with personal insecurities and the need for control.
examples from tv: stefan salvatore (the vampire diaries), joe goldberg (you), dan humphrey (gossip girl), ross geller (friends), chuck rhoades (billions)
scorpio lilith
men with scorpio lilith are magnetically attracted to powerful, rebellious women who exude intensity, mystery, and emotional depth. these women often challenge societal taboos or wield a hidden strength that both fascinates and intimidates them. their attraction is rooted in hidden desires and fantasies that revolve around control, emotional domination, and exploring the darker, more forbidden aspects of intimacy. this creates an internal power struggle, as they may feel both captivated and threatened by feminine power, which can lead to possessiveness, jealousy, and obsession. their challenges with feminine power often manifest in a need to dominate or be consumed by it, creating turbulent relationships that can lead to repressed anger or resentment if they feel they are losing control. their rebellion against traditional masculine roles is expressed through their fascination with exploring the depths of human desire, emotions, and power dynamics, often seeking to subvert typical expressions of masculinity and authority in favor of intensity and vulnerability.
examples from tv: tommy shelby (peaky blinders), james st. patrick "ghost" (power), negan (the walking dead), walter white (breaking bad), tony soprano (the sopranos)
sagittarius lilith
men with sagittarius lilith are drawn to powerful, rebellious women who embody a free spirit and a thirst for adventure, often seeking partners who challenge conventional wisdom and societal expectations. these women may have an untamed, wild quality, and their rebelliousness often manifests in their rejection of boundaries, both intellectual and physical. these men harbor hidden desires and fantasies of exploring the world alongside a partner who is as daring and independent as they are, but this attraction can lead to conflict when they struggle with the unpredictability of feminine power. their challenges with feminine power stem from their desire for freedom clashing with the intensity and depth that such relationships demand. repressed anger or resentment may arise if they feel their independence is threatened or restricted in any way. their rebellion against traditional masculine roles is expressed in their refusal to conform to societal norms of relationships or commitment, often preferring unconventional or non-monogamous dynamics that allow them to maintain their sense of personal freedom and autonomy.
examples from tv: jack sparrow (pirates of the caribbean), hank moody (californication), bojack horseman (bojack horseman), john b (outer banks), thor (mcu)
capricorn lilith
men with capricorn lilith are drawn to powerful, rebellious women who embody authority, ambition, and a defiance of traditional feminine roles. these women are typically career-driven or possess an air of status and control, which is simultaneously alluring and intimidating. their attraction is rooted in the desire to conquer and be conquered by a woman who is at the peak of her power. this fascination often hides deeper fantasies about power dynamics, where control and vulnerability are intertwined. however, they may struggle with the challenges that come with such strong feminine energy, particularly around their own issues with authority and responsibility. repressed anger or resentment can surface when they feel emasculated or overshadowed by a woman’s success or independence. their rebellion against traditional masculine roles often expresses itself through a rejection of societal expectations about male dominance, as they wrestle with the idea of being the submissive or supportive partner in relationships. despite this, their ambition to maintain control may create a constant tension between their need for power and their attraction to women who challenge it.
examples from tv: logan roy (succession), frank underwood (house of cards), raymond reddington (the blacklist), bill compton (true blood), bruce wayne / batman (gotham)
aquarius lilith
men with aquarius lilith are deeply attracted to unconventional, rebellious women who defy societal norms and embody freedom, individuality, and intellectual independence. these women often carry a unique, eccentric energy that challenges traditional ideas of femininity and relationships. the allure lies in their unpredictability and their refusal to conform, which sparks hidden desires and fantasies about liberation and sexual experimentation. however, these men may experience internal conflict as they grapple with their attraction to powerful, independent women who prioritize autonomy over attachment. their rebellious nature often extends to rejecting conventional masculine roles, finding excitement in subverting traditional power dynamics within relationships. this can result in repressed anger or resentment when they feel challenged or disempowered by a woman's independence. they may oscillate between wanting emotional closeness and needing space, reflecting a fear of losing their freedom. ultimately, their journey with lilith in aquarius is one of learning to embrace power in relationships without feeling threatened by it, and to balance their own desire for rebellion with the need for genuine connection.
examples from tv: rick sanchez (rick and morty), elliot alderson (mr. robot), the doctor (doctor who), tyrion lannister (game of thrones), saul goodman (better call saul)
pisces lilith
men with pisces lilith are drawn to powerful women who possess a mystical, ethereal quality. these women often exude a spiritual or creative energy that blurs the line between fantasy and reality, triggering deep, hidden desires within the man. there is a magnetic pull towards women who are not only emotionally profound but also elusive, embodying an otherworldly charm that fuels his imagination and fantasies. the attraction to such women can also challenge his concept of power and femininity, as these women often refuse to be confined by traditional roles, instead embracing a more fluid, intuitive strength. these men may struggle with feelings of inadequacy or confusion in the presence of such women, as they grapple with their own inner world, fears of vulnerability, and their tendency to idealize relationships. repressed anger or resentment can arise when they feel lost or overwhelmed by the intensity of their desires, or when they perceive that their emotional boundaries are being crossed. ultimately, the lesson of pisces lilith for these men is to embrace vulnerability and surrender to the emotional depths without losing themselves in the process. they must learn to balance their yearning for spiritual connection with the grounded reality of relationships.
examples from tv: dexter morgan (dexter), john constantine (constantine), daryl dixon (the walking dead), patrick jane (the mentalist), jesse pinkman (breaking bad)
in houses
lilith in 1st house: magnetism, dominance, rebellion, self-expression, boldness, confrontation, assertiveness, intimidation, fierce attraction, physical appearance, power play, body language, arrogance, leadership, intense gazes, swagger, provocative style, self-image, first impressions, commanding presence, challenging authority, attention-seeking, strong opinions, admiration of confidence, non-conformity, sexual tension, bold fashion choices, provocative gestures, overcoming repression, defiant posture
lilith in 2nd house: possession, material desires, financial control, luxury, sensual indulgence, jealousy, reckless spending, obsession with wealth, power through assets, resource dominance, greed, status symbols, attachment to physical things, sexual tension in exchanges, control through gifts, materialistic relationships, wealth as power, value of power dynamics, financial independence, hidden resentment over dependence, possessive attraction, investment in rebellion, tangible dominance, defiance of traditional roles in finances, desire for financial freedom, hidden fantasies tied to wealth, sensual power dynamics, ownership & rebellion, material security vs. emotional vulnerability, sexual energy through resources
lilith in 3rd house: flirtatious communication, verbal dominance, secretive conversations, debates about gender roles, intellectual seduction, curiosity about taboo topics, power in words, mind games, provocative texts, rebellious thoughts, seducing through language, secretive fantasies shared in conversation, repressed anger in communication, unspoken desires, gossip as a tool for power, obsession with powerful women’s intellect, rebellion against conventional thinking, flirtation through wit, hidden attraction in daily interactions, power struggles in siblings/family dynamics, rebellious learning, subversive humor, mental power dynamics, fascination with taboo knowledge, deception & hidden intentions, sexual tension in casual conversation, control through information, repressed resentment in discussions, challenging authority in learning, sexual energy in debates & arguments
lilith in 4th house: power struggles at home, attraction to dominant, maternal figures, hidden resentment in family dynamics, fantasies about domestic rebellion, emotional repression, desire for control in private life, attraction to unconventional women in family settings, rebellion against traditional family roles, emotional intensity behind closed doors, secret power plays in the home, mother complex, hidden anger towards female authority figures, resentment of domestic expectations, fantasies of breaking free from family traditions, emotional manipulation in the family, attraction to emotionally intense women, rebellious women in intimate spaces, family secrets involving powerful women, fascination with taboo emotions, emotional dependency on dominant women, repressed rage toward mother figures, challenging traditional gender roles in the household, emotional control in family matters, desire for emotional freedom, secretive home life, tension between family duties & personal desires, emotional rebellion against authority figures, hidden desires related to home & comfort, powerful emotional connections with rebellious women, attraction to women who challenge domestic norms
lilith in 5th house: attraction to dominant lovers, rebellious women in creative expression, hidden desires in romantic encounters, power plays in dating, fantasies about unconventional love affairs, rebellion against traditional romance norms, resentment of traditional masculine roles in love, attraction to bold, creative women, desire for passionate, intense sexual experiences, hidden anger towards expectations in dating, power struggles in romantic relationships, fascination with taboo forms of pleasure, creative expression as a form of rebellion, secret romantic fantasies, resistance to conventional relationships, drawn to women who challenge romantic norms, hidden resentment in love & dating, attraction to women with strong, artistic energy, fantasies of dominance & submission in love, romantic power dynamics, repressed anger expressed in flirtation, desire for wild, rebellious relationships, challenging traditional masculine roles in sex, intense sexual energy, resentment of societal expectations in dating, powerful attraction to free-spirited women, fantasies about breaking romantic taboos, romantic rebellion against authority, unconventional sexual desires, power struggles in creative collaborations
lilith in 6th house: attraction to rebellious co-workers, power struggles in the workplace, desire for control in daily tasks, hidden resentment towards authority, rebellion against workplace norms, attraction to women who challenge routines, fantasies about breaking daily routines, powerful, defiant women in service roles, resentment of traditional roles at work, desire for sexual tension in daily life, challenges with female bosses or colleagues, hidden anger expressed through daily habits, resistance to conventional workplace hierarchies, attraction to women who disrupt order, fantasies about dominance and submission in work settings, desire for rebellious women in health or wellness, repressed anger in routine or service roles, hidden sexual fantasies involving power dynamics at work, rebellion against the monotony of daily life, attraction to women with strong work ethic yet defiant attitude, power plays in daily responsibilities, fantasies of breaking rules in structured environments, desire for non-traditional partnerships at work, repressed anger about societal work expectations, attraction to strong women in fitness or health roles, resistance to conforming in daily routines, sexual energy expressed through rebellious acts at work, power struggles in mundane responsibilities, hidden resentment of conventional gender roles at work, desire for intense, rebellious daily interactions
lilith in 7th house: attraction to rebellious partners, power struggles in relationships, fantasies of dominant women in partnerships, challenges with balancing control in love, repressed anger in long-term relationships, desire for unconventional marriage roles, attraction to women who challenge traditional relationships, hidden sexual fantasies with rebellious lovers, power dynamics in romantic partnerships, attraction to women who defy societal expectations, rebellion against traditional masculine roles in marriage, fantasies about equal or submissive partnerships, resentment toward societal pressures in relationships, attraction to assertive, independent women, power struggles with powerful women in love, fantasies of breaking traditional marriage rules, hidden anger over unfulfilled relationship expectations, resistance to conventional relationship structures, attraction to women with strong, defiant personalities, desire for rebellious, non-traditional relationships, repressed anger expressed through relationship conflicts, attraction to women who challenge gender roles in marriage, fantasies about breaking societal norms in love, power struggles in business partnerships, desire for intense, transformative relationships, hidden resentment of traditional relationship expectations, rebellion against commitment norms, fantasies about free-spirited, rebellious women, desire for non-conforming, adventurous partners, tension between traditional roles & personal freedom in relationships
lilith in 8th house: attraction to intense, powerful women, hidden sexual fantasies with rebellious partners, power struggles in intimate relationships, fascination with taboo or forbidden desires, desire for transformative sexual experiences, rebellion against conventional sexual norms, repressed anger over sexual control, attraction to women with dark, mysterious energy, fantasies of intense, secretive relationships, obsession with powerful feminine energy, resentment toward emotional vulnerability, challenging traditional masculine roles in intimacy, attraction to women who embody sexual independence, repressed desires for control & dominance, deep emotional & sexual power dynamics, desire for women who challenge societal taboos, fascination with women who exude sexual authority, struggles with emotional & sexual transparency, fantasies about power exchange in intimacy, anger over unmet deep emotional desires, rebellion against traditional views of masculinity in sex, attraction to women who explore emotional depth, repressed fantasies about transformation through love, power conflicts in sexual relationships, desire for intense, life-changing connections, attraction to women with secretive, rebellious lives, hidden anger over emotional intimacy struggles, challenges balancing vulnerability & power, fantasies about liberating experiences through sex, resistance to traditional views on commitment & emotional bonds
lilith in 9th house: attraction to free-spirited, rebellious women, fantasies about adventurous sexual experiences, desire for partners who challenge cultural norms, exploring taboo ideas in love & sex, rebellion against traditional beliefs about relationships, fascination with women who defy societal expectations, hidden fantasies about unconventional partnerships, resentment toward restrictive relationship ideals, attraction to women with a strong sense of independence, fantasies about distant, exotic love affairs, challenging conventional views on masculinity through travel, struggles with commitment due to a desire for freedom, fantasies about intellectual & physical exploration, repressed anger about limited personal freedom, attraction to women who embody independence & curiosity, desire for women who expand the mind & challenge dogma, hidden longing for spiritual or philosophical connection, resentment toward traditional gender expectations, fantasies about sexual liberation through travel or study, power struggles in relationships based on belief systems, fascination with women who break religious or cultural rules, attraction to women with radical ideas & bold worldviews, repressed anger toward societal or religious authority, desire to break away from conventional relationship structures, fantasies about uninhibited, boundary-breaking relationships, resentment over feeling confined by traditional values, challenges balancing adventure & intimacy, fascination with philosophical debates about love & power, rebellion against expectations to conform in romantic roles, attraction to partners who inspire rebellion against norms
lilith in 10th house: attraction to ambitious, authoritative women, fantasies about powerful women in leadership roles, desire for women who challenge societal expectations, rebellion against traditional career expectations for men, fascination with women who assert dominance in public life, power struggles with authoritative female figures, hidden fantasies about public sexual escapades, resentment toward traditional masculine power dynamics, desire to break away from conventional career paths, attraction to women with strong social influence, fantasies about relationships with high-status women, challenges with feminine authority in professional settings, repressed anger about societal pressure to conform in career, attraction to women who redefine power in the workplace, hidden desire for fame through rebellious actions, resentment toward societal expectations of masculine success, fantasies about publicly defying gender norms, power struggles with women in professional or public roles, attraction to rebellious women who challenge patriarchy, desire for sexual liberation through career or status, fascination with taboo power dynamics in professional settings, repressed anger toward authoritative institutions, fantasies about being dominated by a powerful woman, attraction to women who wield influence over men’s careers, challenges balancing public image and hidden desires, rebellion against traditional gender roles in the public sphere, desire for a partner who shares rebellious views on status, fantasies about women who defy professional stereotypes, attraction to women who challenge the glass ceiling, resentment toward societal expectations of leadership roles
lilith in 11th house: attraction to unconventional, rebellious women in social circles, fantasies about women who disrupt group dynamics, desire for women who challenge collective norms, rebellion against traditional masculine roles in friendships, fascination with women who are leaders in social causes, hidden fantasies about group or communal sexual encounters, power struggles with women in social settings, repressed anger toward collective ideals of masculinity, desire to break away from societal expectations within communities, attraction to women with unique, visionary ideas, fantasies about being dominated in social or public settings, challenges with feminine authority in friendships or groups, resentment toward masculine expectations in social networks, attraction to women who revolutionize social movements, hidden desires for rebellion through collective action, fantasies about relationships that defy social structures, rebellion against gender norms within peer groups, power struggles with women who hold social influence, attraction to rebellious women who challenge societal causes, fantasies about group dynamics that blur gender roles, repressed anger toward social expectations of masculinity, desire for women who influence or disrupt male-dominated groups, challenges balancing personal ideals & hidden desires, fascination with taboo relationships within social communities, attraction to women who are outliers or revolutionaries in their circles, fantasies about radical change through collective power, rebellion against groupthink and traditional group values, desire for a partner who shares non-conformist social ideals, power struggles with women who hold sway over collective ideals, hidden fantasies about women who upend social hierarchies
lilith in 12th house: attraction to mysterious, elusive women, fantasies about secret or forbidden relationships, desire for women who embody hidden, taboo power, repressed anger toward feminine power buried in the subconscious, attraction to women who explore spiritual or psychic realms, hidden fantasies about surrendering to feminine authority, rebellion against traditional masculine roles in spiritual or private settings, challenges with integrating feminine power in the unconscious, fascination with women who are outcasts or operate in the shadows, desire for secret or hidden liaisons with powerful women, power struggles with women in hidden, psychological contexts, repressed desires for domination by women in private or spiritual matters, attraction to women who represent repressed or hidden truths, fantasies about submission or power play behind closed doors, rebellion against masculine ideals within spiritual or psychological frameworks, challenges balancing hidden desires with public persona, desire for women who operate in secrecy or behind the scenes, fantasies about feminine dominance in dream-like, surreal situations, repressed anger toward societal norms that suppress hidden desires, attraction to women with deep psychological or spiritual influence, hidden fantasies about escape into secret worlds or realms, struggles with traditional masculinity in the face of feminine mystery, attraction to women who bring hidden fears or desires to the surface, fantasies about power dynamics in secret or unconscious spaces, rebellion against public norms in favor of private, hidden experiences, desire for transformative, secret relationships with rebellious women, power struggles with women in spiritual or psychological depths, fantasies of release or surrender in hidden, intimate contexts, attraction to women who help explore repressed or unconscious desires, hidden anger or resentment toward societal repression of taboo desires
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birdyisthewordyy · 28 days ago
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HELLOOO this is my first request.. 😔
Like can you make a thing where the reader (please make it a fem reader for this one) is mascular fem reader and how the mouthwash crew will be react or be with the reader😻
if you can do this pleasee do it!! This has been just on my mind..
(I'm sorry if I couldn't describe it pretty well but I hope you understand it👅🙏)
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a/n: I went ahead and combined two asks because they were pretty similar I HOPE THATS OKAY!! ANYWAY I love these askS MUSCULAR WOMEN FTW
Tulpar crew with a muscular! Fem! Reader
Curly
He can still lift you up easy peasy
Loves doing weightlifting with you
Brags on you
“My girlfriend can bench press 400!”
When you get sore he runs a hot bath for you
With rose petals and Epsom salts
Watches movies with you and gives you massages
Anything for his girl
You two have a friendly competition to see how much you can lift
The gym hates to see y’all coming
Or loves to
You kind of brighten up the atmosphere with your mushy couple junk
Y’all are matched in arm wrestling
You try every day
Never works
You just stay there with your arms shaking
Lol
He’s ecstatic to have another workout buddy though
Especially one that doesn’t take it as seriously as Jimmy
Jimmy
Speak of the devil himself
He’s jealous
Right off the bat he’s jealous of you
Because he could never achieve that physique
His metabolism is too fast
And it pisses him off
He eventually comes around
Makes underhanded comments sometimes though
Meanie
He might weightlift with you
You’re a good spotter he has to admit
Encouraging and all that
Despite how jacked you are you are pretty feminine
Which he enjoys
He likes that you dress up and do makeup and all that
And if you’re not he appreciates how…
Eugh
“Drama free” you are
One of those guys
Yikes
You love him though
Swansea
Swansea didn’t grow up in a generation where women could just pick up a weight and start growing muscle
Despite this he thinks it’s badass
He’d never say that but he does
Appreciates your commitment
Maybe even attracted to it idk
An excellent cook so he makes things for you if you’re hungry after lifting
Makes banger soups
He’s pretty strong himself
But doesn’t work out too often
Just enough and if he feels like it
He’s got a bad back so nothing crazy
Take this man to a chiropractor
If you use protein powder he doesn’t understand it
“Back in my day we had to work for what we got!”
You try to explain it’s not like steroids
But he is NOT having it
Sometimes you go overboard though
And he does worry for you
“Just…be careful, alright? Don’t want you exhausting yourself on me.”
Daisuke
Daisuke is also just a little bit jealous
He gets over it though
He buys you one of those giant water bottles that have words of encouragement on the sides
Says it’s like he’s there with you
You love this boy
Would be like
“Oh yeah? Can YOUR partner do 50 pushups? (Name), show em!”
Makes you personalized playlists
Eye of the Tiger is definitely on there
Along with Wheels on the Bus
He giggles when he hears it coming from your headphones
You just look at him like WTF
Would be your spotter
Very encouraging
“You can do it! Two more!”
Fists in the air
Tries to fist bump you
You are exhausted I fear
Would sit on your back while you do push-ups
To prove a point
What point? Idk
Anya
Anya has tried working out in the past and never really got into a routine
She’s a little bit out of shape so she’s at least happy that you know what you’re doing
Buys you sweatbands with pretty little designs on them
Also makes you protein shakes in the morning
Without you asking
May try to work out with you
Gets extremely sore though
Anya with a ponytail is cute tho
She can’t do push-ups
Like physically she just collapses
It’s not even that she’s weak
She’s actually quite strong physically
And mentally too but that’s not the point
She almost beat you once in arm wrestling
She just gets tired easily
Little chubby
Totally not projecting again
Hee hee
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so-much-for-the-seashells · 6 months ago
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The Fun Kind of Sparring
Soldier Boy (The Boys) x Reader
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Minors do ¡NOT! interact. This is not for you.
A/N: I haven’t seen the Boys and won’t BUTT that finale, amirite??? So in honor of the glorious return of Jensen Ackles, maybe the finest man who’s ever existed- seriously, when the aliens invade, show them him and they’ll be besotted by his beauty- I wrote this for all y’all SB lovers. Just note that I do not endorse any of this man’s actions, and if you do… the fuck?
I think it goes without saying but this is not my picture, it belongs to EW. (Too tired to make icons 💪)
Anyways, icons by me and all interaction-especially commentary- is appreciated!
Content/Content Warning: straight filth. The mouth on this man is crazy. Diddle that skittle.
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It really had just been sparring. A little one on one, if you will. Me and Soldier Boy. Soldier Boy and me.
If it were anyone else, being pinned down to the ground would be the opposite of erotic. It would be annoying, and I’d be flailing around, trying to hit my partner in the balls.
But with Soldier Boy? We’d been skirting around each other since The Boys broke him out. Well, that’s a lie. I’ve been skirting around him, he’s made it more than a little obvious that he’s into me. I don’t know if it’s that he just wants a quick lay or what, but because I’m unfortunately attracted to him, I don’t really care.
Especially right now, when I’m pinned under him on the gym mat.
“Y’know, we shouldn’t do this,” I stall, no meaning behind my words.
“Sure, sweetheart,” he humors me. His lips are mere inches away from mine, his hair falling against my forehead. And I think I’m drunk on the scent of his pungent aftershave.
“I mean, you’re like, what, 103?” I ponder aloud, trying to distract myself from the fact that the Soldier Boy is rested over me in a plank, shirtless. That I can feel his warm breath on my face. That it smells like peppermints.
“104, actually, sweets,” he corrects. He’s had this shot-eating grin plastered on his face since he managed to wrestle me down, because like me, he knows exactly how this is going to end. But unlike me, he’s not remotely hesitant about showing it. And because he’s a jerk, he’s making me make the first move. But I’m not ready quite yet.
“104, right,” I mutter. “Older than my grandpa.”
“Smart girl,” he just goes along with everything I’m saying, letting me stall. The mischievous glint in his emerald colored eyes never ceases.
I nod slowly. “You are a very attractive grandpa,” I state, my tone far away as if I’m talking about him while he isn’t on top of me. Ohhh do I want him on top. You know what I mean.
“Thanks, sugar. But I think I’d prefer ‘Daddy’ if we’re going for the titles,” he says cheekily, still making no moves. I on the other hand am blushing the brightest red. Between the nicknames and Daddy, it’s too much to handle.
“O-oh,” I stutter, swallowing thickly. “Noted. But, uh, aren’t you more into… more mature women?”
“I believe all women are mature. I don’t discriminate, sweets,” he says, his shit-eating grin somehow eating more shit.
“Very feminist of you,” I say sarcastically.
“Damn straight,” he agrees.
I bite my lower lip. “You’re very experienced, right?”
“Not to toot my own horn or anything, but yes, I’d say so,” I can tell that he can tell that I can tell that this is volatile, just moments from going somewhere.
“Okay, so I guess my last question is this: how would you go about it. Y’know? With someone that you hypothetically wouldn’t treat as someone you paid for? That you’re sort of friends with?” I have to know. I’m too nervous for him not to lay it out plain and simple for me, I need to mentally prepare myself.
“Well, firstly, I think I’d have to know my girl likes it,” he gives me a pointed look.
“Your hypothetical girl,” I correct.
“Sure, my hypothetical girl,” he agrees. How has he not broken a single sweat this entire time? He’s been in a plank over me for the last however long it’s been and it doesn’t even affect him??
Quit getting distracted.
“Maybe she likes it rough. She wants to feel it for a few days,” I suggest, feeling my stomach knot at the notion. I’d been consistently growing wetter since he put me under him, and my arousal shows no signs of stopping.
“Okay, so I’d give it to her rough. Work her up until she’s begging for it… maybe I’ll- I mean, I’d- use my mouth first, taste her pretty pussy before I get my dick wet.” It’s all I can do not to moan at the dirty words falling out of his plush lips. Not to mention his honeyed transatlantic 50s accent… I’m so fucked. In so many ways. “Probably get her to come at least once, cause I’m sure she tastes as sweet as she looks.”
“Uh huh,” I mumble, the sound coming out higher than it should as I look at him with wide, attentive eyes.
“Don’t get me wrong, even before then I’d be marking her up and down. So that way everyone can see who made her feel so good, who got her walking so funny,” he backtracks. And again, the notion is far too good to be true. But the promise in his voice? It’s real. “I’d have to get her ready for my cock, stretch her out with my fingers. Start with one, but she’d be so wet that that wouldn’t even do anything. She’d be begging for more if I just did two, so I’ll give her three, make that needy cunt happy,” he muses. And it’s so, so erotic. And I’m ready to just lean up and kiss him, make him do all the things he says. But I’m captivated by his words, his narration- I think I could come from it alone. “I don’t know if I’d let her come again then. Because I think she’d be begging for my dick with how good my fingers feel stuffed in her tight pussy.”
Mother. Fucking. Hell. Oh. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. He shouldn’t be real. These words should be banned from his vocabulary, because I am on fire right now.
“Where do you think this hypothetical girl would want me to come?” he asks out of curiosity, smirking. Probably at the way I’m looking at him like a bitch in heat.
“In her,” I mumble.
“In her where?” he asks smugly, knowing the answer but wanting to hear it.
“Ben,” I whine in protest.
“Oh, c’mon, tell me,” he chides. “For the sake of the story.”
“In my-her-pussy,” I answer in a breathy whisper.
“Good girl,” he praises, and it’s all I can do not to keen. I have to be soaked through my shorts by now, there’s no way. “Well, what I’d do next… that’s simple. I’d fuck her until she cried, and then I’d keep going. And I’d keep going until the only thing she can remember is my name, until she’s gooey and clingy and a sweet little fucked out thing, all for me,” he finishes, his grin from before returning back to his face. I’m losing it. I can’t think straight. And yet- he’s still waiting for me to make the first move. Son of a bitch.
“O-okay,” I clear my throat, unable to find my senses. “And if that hypothetical girl was me?” We both know it’s me, I just need to hear it.
“Well in that case I think I’d be the luckiest bastard who ever lived,” he says sincerely, looking at me with a gaze that can only be described as pure adoration and lust. Yep. That’s it for me. I lean up and kiss him with as much force as I can muster.
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In the meantime… want more Soldier Boy?? Try Taming The Supe <3
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futbolfatale · 7 months ago
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Our Omega
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Pairing: Select Lionesses x reader
Tags: Omegaverse, Sight Kidnapping, Fast burn, Love at first Smell.
Summary: large packs are normal but you never expected to be in a pack with players from the England lionesses. I hate this but I needed to expel my demons.
WordCount: 2.6K
You weren't ever really interested in Fútbol well in the women yes but not so much in the logistics and rules. So one time when your new Alpha coworker Amber offered to bring you to an England lionesses game you were really just interested in seeing pretty girls. Which is how you are here is a sweaty crowded stadium watching England play France. The weather was almost as hot as the players, meaning you were sweating out your eyeballs. But it's worth it for the front row view you are getting. “ Do you think they are going to win?” Amber asks, leaning slightly into your space. You've only worked with her a couple of times and she definitely likes you more than you like her.
She seems to be confident in herself as if everyone owes her something. “They're going to win”.You don't move your eyes off of the pitch. The whole game she has been asking you technical questions you don't know the answer to. She doesn’t understand that just enjoying the view she has to know everything. It is more than a little frustrating.
You by some grace of god manage to zone out for the remainder of the match only nodding and humming as she talks beside you. Once the match is over the wind picks up rather drastically blowing from behind you and across the pitch meaning anyone standing close can smell the sweat on your skin.”You smell good “ Amber whispers her voice deeper than usual. You really should have told her you weren’t interested. “Thanks” you try to gather your bag and wrestle your coat back onto your body. You're so focused on getting everything together so you can get out of this crowded place that you don't notice someone jogging up to the barrier.
”Hey you” A alpha voice growls from below you. You whip around in surprise. Millie Bright is standing on the other side of the barrier pointing directly at you. You point to yourself with a curious look surely she couldn't mean you. “Yes you come here” she curls her finger and it is like some part of your omega brain is triggered as you shuffle to be right against the barrier.  “Smell me” You do a double take because there is no way in hell she is insinuating what you think she is. Mates can recognize each other by scent and she seems to think you are fated. Who are you to deny this beautiful woman's claims? So Of course you lean over the barrier smelling the junction of her neck and should deeply. She smells strongly of bergamot and vanilla; it's almost intoxicating. You pull back slightly dizzying from the overpowering smell. “I knew it was you. Did you come here with anyone.” Millie questions your head still spinning, you only point to Amber. “Who is that?” Her growl is only low enough you can hear it but it is still terrifying. “A coworker, I think she was trying to get me to go out with her.” You mumble leaning in for more of Millie's scent. “That's not happening “You yelp as you are pulled over the barrier. “Hey that's my date you can’t just go off stealing her”Amber shouts but Millie doesn't even offer her a glance back. 
Millie shifts you to rest comfortably on her back. You can’t seem to bring yourself to care about the full stadium of people around you watching or videoing you. “Who is that? '' You recognize Lucy bronze in her accent alone. Her voice is just as intoxicating as Millie's scent. “Smell her” Mllie prompts as Lucy circles around her to get a better look at you.you can't help the giggle that escapes you when she nuzzles her face into your neck. “I am jealous of Your nose mill Never would have smelled her from over here.”Lucy has appreciation clear in her voice. “‘I think I should go home” Your mind starts to clear and suddenly all of this is hitting you really hard. “baby you're going to be alright Mills And I will take great care of you and just wait till Leah Hears about you she will be ecstatic.”Lucy's hand rubs over your back as Millie's purr fills the air around you again pulling you back into a manipulatable state.
When you mind finally returns to you you are in the back of a car tucked into someones lap.”Hello love” Its leah fucking williamson holding tucked to her chest like her favorite teddy bear. “Love you need to calm down or I will start Purring” Leah runs her hand over your back in soft circles. “You are safe we are going to get you home and get you fed. How does that sound.” Leah asks, wiggling her eyebrows for added effect. ”I was thinking Ham sandwiches,” Leah offers with a smile on her face. Now that she says it you are hungry. “She doesn’t want a ham sandwich Lee” You peek up from Leah to see Mary Earps navigate the car through traffic. “She seemed to think a ham Sandwich sounded pretty good, didn't you love it?” She asks softly, nuzzling at you. “A ham sandwich is okay. Whatever is easy, I don't want to be a bother.” You smile at Mary in the rearview. “You're never a bother, love your omega . We will do anything we can to take care of you.” Mary's tone is softer than you've ever heard in any interview ever. “Thank you”
“You don’t have to thank us. Love , we want to take care of you and do nice things for you.'' Leah smiles, pulling you close into her.``Were Here” Mary sings songs pulling into a gravel driveway. “Is that her?” You hear someone call as Mary opens the door and walks around to help Leah out. Mary opens the door and reaches out for you”You can walk if you want but you might still be drowsy and the gravel is sharp if you fall.” Mary explains as you let her lift you out of the car. ”Hi Im Ella that's Less over there with the blonde hair. She is a little nervous” Ella laughs as Less sheepishly jogs to catch up with Mary. “Mary kicks the door open and slips her shoes off. “Less Tooney Why don't you two go get the bags from the car” Mary is more telling then asking and the girls complain but still surender and go back to the car.
“Georgia Go straighten up the nest please” Mary asks the girl resting on the sofa. “It's really her” Georgia’s voice. “You can Gawk over her later go get the nest sorted” Mary ushers her up stairs and sets you down in the spot Georgia vacated. “Stay Here Mills is in the kitchen. I want to make sure she is making you something other than a ham sandwich. “Mary says with a roll of her eyes. She clicks the tv on to a random channel and walks off leaving you alone and questioning everything going on around you. Surely this has to be some kind of weird dream. There is no way Some of the most famous football players in the world are mated to you.
“What are you so stressed about? I can Smell you from all the way across the house” Lucy Collapses into the sofa next to you. “It's just a little Sudden I go from no mates to I don't even know” You run hand through your sweaty hair. “Seven. you have Seven Mates.” Lucy sets her Head down in your lap and you can't help the wave of calmness that overtakes your body simply from having your Alpha This close. “Ten is so many” You groan slouching back into the arm of the sofa. “Ten makes for a healthy pack. You have your alpha prime, that's Mills. Then you Alphas Leah, Mary, and Me. Then Your Delta Rachel You have your betas. Ella Alessia and Georgia.Then you are a beautiful sweet image.`` ''You guys don't even know me” you run a hand through Lucy's impossible soft hair. “Not yet but The girls will remedy that at dinner always a million and one questions.” You can practically hear Luce's eye roll. 
“Dinner is ready” Marys sings songs from what you can assume is the kitchen. “We should get you some food before there isn't any left.” Lucy's stands and pulls you up behind her. You tail after her and she doesn't let go of your hands. The table is set and the room is empty save for Mary. “ Mills wanted to get changed, just sit and I'll get dinner dished out” Mary gestures to the table before retreating back into the kitchen. “Sit here” Lucy pushes you into a chair and pushes you flush with the table not leaving any room for argument. “I'm going to help Mary stay here” Luce presses a kiss to the top of your head before evicting the room. You're barely alone a second before Rachel comes barrelling into the room. “Ahh there you are. Those girls have been hiding you away from me” She slides in “Hey” It feels so surreal to be talking to these women as if they are everyday people and not super famous. “I'm Rachel but you probably knew that considering you were at our game” She has a slight teasing tone to her voice that you find yourself really enjoying. ”how do you feel? I know the girls can be a little too much when they are all together” Her voice has such genuine concern in it that your heart hurts. ”I feel A little overwhelmed. It's just so sudden one moment I am watching a football game and the next minute freaking millie bright is pulling me over the barricade and telling me I am her mate. I just don’t know how we move forward from this.” It feels nice to tell someone about the thoughts that have been racing around your head for the past couple of Hours. ”First we decide if you want to keep your job. Then if you want to move in with us which I think is best but you can do whatever you think is best for now. That's all the decisions that need to be made right now.” Rach sounds like she has done this a time or too before. “And Mating bonds' ' That was the real problem here. You wanted to mate them to have them inside of you with their teeth on your skin but how could you even know what they expect. “If you want to do it today we will or the girls will wait. They might not be ecstatic about it but they will get over it.” Rachels hand finds itself wrapped around the back of your chair, her hand resting on your shoulder. “I think I would like to at least start tonight. I might not want to go all the way through but I want to try. I want to be mated to you guys. All I have ever wanted was to have a pack of my own. ''You let out a shriek as the door bursts open and ella and less fall into a pile on the floor.
“Girls you know how rude it is to eavesdrop.”Rache looks mock aghast as the girls scramble to make themselves presentable. “Who has been eavesdropping” Millie comes in behind less and ella and they at least have the heart to look embarrassed.”  I was trying to have a healthy conversation about the emotions our omega was going through but these two decided to drop in.” Rachel Eplains as millie finds her spot at the head of the table.  “You two know better than to eavesdrop you're on dishes” Mille scolds her alpha voice coming through slightly due to her frustration. “But we were on dishes last night,” Ella complains, sinking into her seat. “And the night before” Less adds with a pout. “Sounds Like you two are in a whole lot of trouble” You can't help the words as they escape your mouth. “How dare you we are the sweetest nicest girls you could ever be graced with the presence of” Ella argues making direct eye contact with you as if daring you to challenge her claim. “You can’t be in here lying to our omega she doesn't know any better yet” Mary enters the room with a large glass pan full of lasagna cradled in her arms. Luce enters behind her a salad and dresses in her arms. “Where did Georgia and Leah run Off too.”Millie questions cutting into the lasagna. “I think they were making sure the nest is clean for her” Luce starts putting salad on people's plates. “I can get my own food Luce” You are trying to pull away your plate. “Do you see any of these girls making their plates?” Luce raises an eyebrow as you look down into your lap. “No” You mumble not bringing yourself to look her in the eyes. “Let Me make your plate for you” Luce prys the plate out of your hand and sets it back on the table in front of you after there is an adequate amount of food on it. Georgia and Leah come running into the room just as all of the plates are dished up. “Georgia, would you mind grabbing the pop?” Georgia rolls her eyes but hurries down the hall in search of the pop. 
Once dinner and all two hundred and one questions are done a bath is a welcome relaxation. Until you realize Georgia is intent on joining you in said bath. “ Just get in, I'll go you in a minute” Georgia leaves before you have the chance to say anything. Leaving you to strip and sink into the seamting bath all by yourself.You almost find yourself falling asleep as the comforting smells of the bath oils georgia used fill your nose. “I have snacks' ' Georgia hurries into the bathroom startling you out for your thoughts. “I have ice cream and pop” Georgia sets the ice cream and a red beverage that must be the pop down next to the bath before stripping off her clothes. “Lean forward so I can Get Behind ya” Georgia barley utters the words before you're moving to comply. She slips into the bath behind you and pulls you to her chest as soon as she is settled. “Here luv” Georgia presses the ice cream into your hands and sets about washing your hair. You would be lying if you said you didn't enjoy it. Plus that ice cream is good cherry Garcia is truly the way to a girl's heart. I mean who could deny such a sweet woman. 
By the time you're done with your bath all you want to do is curl up in your nest well. If they even have a nest I mean what pack wouldn’t have a nest. Georgia wraps you in a fluffy towel and carries you into a bedroom. There is a large circle bed built into the floor while their nest building skills could you word it was habitable at least for the night. “Here Baby” Alessia handed you a shirt and a soft pair of boxers. You change into them and crawl into the net, your body sinking into the plush material. Soon after you lay down the rest join and a blanket is tossed over you. You can't help yourself as you drift off to sleep surrounded by your soon to be mates.
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mrchiipchrome · 10 months ago
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Misophonia
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W.C.- 2.7k
Happy birthday to meeeeee
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It was no secret in the world of women’s football that you and Kyra Cooney-Cross were everyone’s unofficial little sisters. The younger of the two, you, had been moved up from the Arsenal academy at the same time that Kyra joined, and the unfamiliarity of the new team that you were suddenly thrown into made you two bond fast. Really fast.
Within 5 minutes of meeting the other, you had managed to plan at least 4 pranks to perform on the girls. Through Kyra, you also became much closer to the aussies of the team, just a sort of natural consequence of hanging around the Aussie all day. She was like your older, but just as mature as you, sister.
By month 3 of knowing each other, you and Kyra had managed to find every single button to press to make the other go completely mad. For Kyra, the main thing that set her off was when you tapped your feet against the floor repeatedly. For you it was whenever anyone made any type of noise with their mouths, with the obvious exception of speaking.
It just made you so irrationally mad, especially when someone was chewing all up in your ear, the sound so revolting that you often shouted for them to get away. Most of the team had learned their lessons already and knew not to even try to chew loudly near you, as you’d put your headphones on and ignore them for most of the day.
Kyra however, being the annoying little shit (lovingly) that she was, continued to do it every single second that she could, her favourite being when she knew that you couldn’t do anything about it, like in meetings.
She’d sit in the seat right behind you, leaning her head forward so that her chin would rest against your shoulder, and start to snack loudly on a granola bar or smacking her gum. The only thing you could do was sit there and take it, clenching your fist and wondering what it was you’d send in the text to Mini later that evening.
When Kyra would get told off by her team mom later that night she always looked at you, moving her thumb over her throat, telling you that you were dead.
But yet she kept on doing it, and you kept on telling Mini, it happened so often in fact that you too created a special bond with the older woman, her becoming a somewhat mother to you too. You always joined in on their facetime calls, Harper greatly appreciating you too.
Mini liked that Kyra had someone to goof around with at Arsenal, even if it did happen to be a 16 year old kid.
And as much as you liked and worked well with Kyra, not a single adult at Arsenal thought it was a good idea for you two to live with each other, no matter how much you begged and pleaded with them. Instead you were sent to live with Beth and Viv, whilst Kyra got her own apartment. That didn’t stop you from having sleepovers once a week however.
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Kyra breathing loudly directly beside your ear is the first thing you notice as you wake up from your nap in the community room at Arsenal, all groggy and confused, yet already annoyed by the girl’s incessant need to irritate you.
“Man, get the fuck out my ear!” Your voice is all scratchy and deep as you shout at the other girl, annoyance at her actions showing clearly on your face. More than a few heads snap up to look in your direction, quickly looking away when they notice the situation you find yourself in, many of them already knowing what the Aussie was doing.
“Awe is wittle baby Y/n a bit cranky from their nap?” Kyra antagonizes, trying to fuel the fire that was sure to start if she continued.
“You do remember that I know where you live? I can easily smother you in your sleep.” The girl’s knew to separate the two of you when the threats started flying, knowing that it could end with you two on the floor, wrestling or trying to strangle the other.
Alessia put her arm around a smiling Kyra’s waist, pulling her away from you even as she continued to breathe loudly, annoying you all the way from across the room. Viv sat down next to you on the bean bag, looking slightly irritated at your little outburst. She knew it wasn’t really your fault, but you’d been working with her on how to regulate your feelings.
“Y/n, we don’t threaten our friends, even when they’re being annoying. How about you go and apologise to Kyra and we’ll go get you some ice cream?” The dutchie was one of your many adoptive mothers in the squad, one of the more prominent ones as she knew exactly the pressure put on you as a young superstar in the making. She just wanted to help, often doing so by coming over with dinner for you and Kyra when you have your sleepovers, making sure that you didn’t trash your diets too much.
Looking down to the floor as you walk over to the older girl, she smiles at you mischievously like she knew exactly what it was you were doing. She knew that you’d been forced by your mom to apologize to her and she was enjoying the process of you going through all the stages of grief before getting to her.
Looking her in the eye, she sees the playful hate in your gaze, she already knew that you didn’t hate her but instead having to apologize for something that she caused.
“I’m sorry Kyra” Lowering your voice, she sees you look down at her in amusement. “I hope you know that I’m only doing this for the ice cream.” The Australian gasps in mock shock at your statement, but mostly at the fact that you’re allowed to get ice cream when she isn’t.
“VIV?! Why is Y/n getting ice cream and not me?” She catches the attention of the entire team with her bold accusation, most if not all of them rolling their eyes at her actions.
“Because Y/n doesn’t start fights, and she’s apologizing for threatening you.” Viv joins the others in rolling their eyes, taking hold of your shoulders as you make your way over to her, pulling you into a side hug.
With your backs to the young Aussie, neither of you notice the way she’s rushing towards you two, ready to absolutely throw herself onto you. She comes in with an awkward angle, her legs wrapping around both you and Vic’s waists, her arms locking around your necks, nearly choking you both out. Her head slots into the space between you and Viv’s heads.
Luckily enough for every Arsenal women’s fan ever, there’s a photographer there to capture the looks of absolute horror on you and the Dutch woman’s face and the unignorable grin on the Australian’s.
“Kyra Cooney-Cross get off right this second or I swear to god I will contact Katrina personally.” Viv comes off more than a little threatening, her voice deadly calm as she speaks to the younger girl. Kyra frowns playfully and slides down you and Viv’s excessively tall bodies, her feet touching the floor after a few seconds.
“What do they feed you dutchies? You need to stop being so tall, it’s annoying.” The short girl looks at you angrily when you pat her head like she was some sort of dog, waiting for a treat. She slaps your hand away when it comes down to pet her again and the only response she gets is a shrug from you as Viv drags you away to her car.
Only minutes later Kyra’s phone pings with a notification from instagram, seeing the ‘yourinstagram tagged you in a post’ had her stressing out. When she looked at the story you had tagged her in, she couldn’t help but roll her eyes, it was a selfie of you and Viv with ice creams in your hands, you with the biggest smile ever on your face and Viv looking slightly fed up with you.
The caption you’d typed out was ‘revenge is best served cold, right @/kyracooneyx’, she reposted your story to her own, typing out a simple ‘I hate you’. But with your quick thinking and amazing humor, you quickly reply with your own story, a caption reading ‘tell that to the ice cream you didn’t get’.
Kyra couldn’t even lie and say that it wasn’t funny, the little giggle she let out an indicator of how she enjoyed the little back and forth.
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Everyone in the team agreed that the decision to put you and Kyra in the same car on the road-trip across the country was a bad idea. They knew that it would be torture, Kyra would chew in your ear, or simply just breathe loudly next to you, making you really fucking irritated. You would constantly touch her, poking at her like you weren’t afraid of losing your fingers.
The unfortunate person having to sit next to you and Kyra during the entire ride this time was none other than Alessia Russo, someone who really just wanted to sleep the entire 8 hour ride and skip your bullshit, obviously that didn’t happen.
“WHO LET KYRA HAVE SNACKS? I’m going to kill you.” Alessia sat to your left, rubbing her temples at the already growing headache, Kyra sat to your right, a sucker in her mouth and three loud crinkly bags of crisps in her lap. You were in the middle seat, a frankly uncomfortable seat seeing as you were the tallest in the entire car, knees bent inwards trying to fit your long legs between the seats.
“Yeah, Viv did you not ban snacks so that this wouldn’t happen?” Beth questions the forward, who meets Kyra’s guilty gaze in the rearview mirror, looking at her sternly. Viv sighs like she knew it would happen before reaching her hand back and asking for Kyra’s snacks. When she begrudgingly hands them over, you look at her with a huge grin on your face.
“Thank you pa, you’re my hero, saving me from the evil supervillain ready to chew in my ear.” Viv gets a little embarrassed and emotional at you calling her pa, the Dutch name for father you had nicknamed her was something you only called her in private.
“Aww Vivi, did you get a bit embarrassed?” Beth teases her girlfriend gently, tugging lightly at her dark red cheek. It was lucky you’d stopped at a red light, otherwise Viv would’ve probably crashed the car.
All of a sudden, when you’re distracted by Beth and Viv interacting, you hear a couple of loud chews of what sounds like at least 6 sticks of gum. The way you recoil is almost instant, throwing your body into Alessia’s open arms, the woman glaring at Kyra for doing that, AGAIN. Alessia liked cuddling you though so it wasn’t all that bad.
She definitely can’t complain when you fall asleep in less than 5 minutes either, though having to give Kyra a stare down as she tried to tickle your sides definitely wasn’t a highlight of her day.
Within 25 minutes of your departure from the training grounds, Kyra was already complaining about needing to pee, only answering with a shrug and a simple ‘I didn’t need to go then’ when asked why she didn’t go at home.
Viv sighs as she stops at the gas station in the middle of nowhere, Alessia waking you up so that you too could go to the toilet.
“Oh for fucks sake Kyra, you don’t need all that candy. I swear I’m more of an adult than you are.” You told the Australian girl as you came into the gas station, moving towards the bathroom. It looked like you could get every STD possible from simply being in there.
When you exited it was with a grossed out expression, that was until you spotted the slushy machines lined up against the wall. You lit up like a child on christmas morning when you spotted it, quickly filling a cup whilst you commanded her to get you a sprite, the cashier taking a quick peek at you bouncing up and down in anticipation of your drink.
After you paid, you instructed Kyra to pour about half the sprite into the slushy cup, letting her taste it after she’d promised on her mothers life not to make any sound.
“That’s delicious, where did you learn to do that?” She questions you, moving to buy her own slushy and sprite.
“I don’t know, I just did it once and it tasted great. Now you better hurry up because I think Viv is going to kill us if we’re not in the car soon.” With that, Kyra hurries up.
You’re both in the car in record time, all the actual adults in the car’s eyes widening at the half full slushy glasses in your hands.
Only a few minutes later, both you and Kyra are in full on sugar rush mode, singing along with the song on the radio loudly, swaying in your seats as you pretend you’re on the big stage somewhere. They’re all pleasantly surprised when you belt out the riff to Keyshia Cole’s Love, it being legitimately good.
As were Alessia’s instagram followers, the girl posting a video of you singing like you’d just had your heart broken, well that was until you were interrupted by Kyra snacking loudly right next to your ear.
“LOOOOOOVE NEVER KNEW WHAT I WAS MISS- KYRA GET THE FUCK OUT MY EAR.” She does look a little sheepish as she does it this time, pretty clearly not even registering that she was chewing with her mouth open.
Though she doesn’t stay sheepish for long, just like you don’t stay mad for long, because ‘I want it that way’ by the backstreet boys suddenly came on the radio, and that was always you and Kyra’s karaoke song.
It only took you a few more songs for the sugar crash to hit, you and Kyra suddenly going from duetting on songs to snoring loudly in the backseat.
Luckily enough for everyone in the car you managed to stay asleep through the whole ride, only waking up a few times to tell Kyra to ‘get the fuck out my ear’.
Literally everyone is confused when you turn up to the camping site, half asleep and clinging to Kyra tightly, Beth soon taking you from the younger girl so that she could start helping to set up the tents.
“They didn’t cause too much trouble, did they? I know how they can be.” Kim comes up to stand beside Beth, who shakes her head diligently.
“No, they slept most of the ride, they were both drinking some slushy and then had a sugar crash after singing for half an hour.” Beth smiles at you tenderly, the motherly affection clearly something she’d picked up from her own mother.
“Aw well that’s good then.” Kim says quietly, noticing you drooling slightly with your eyes half open, looking like those orange cats you always showed her.
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“Kyra if you don’t get the fuck out my ear I will kill you.” It wasn’t even her fault that she was sniffly, she’d caught something from Harper at camp and when you asked if you could come over for your sleepover, she didn’t hesitate.
She looked at you sadly, like she was heartbroken by your insensitive words. It makes you sad to see her like that, so you quickly bring her into your arms, asking for forgiveness.
“I’m so sorry Ky Ky, how about I make you some soup yk feel better?” She nodded wholeheartedly at your words, sitting on the counter as you made your famous soup.
And even though you had to keep yourself from being angry at her every single second, you wouldn’t trade being at Kyra’s home cooking for her for anything.
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damiansgoodgirll · 10 months ago
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hello, can you write about damian priest x reader where she just got into the main roster on RAW and she felt left out in the women's lockerroom (except becky and liv) and a impossible crush with the archer of infamy but he is the one who ask her out
love this request!
‼️a little angst and rhea’s a little mean, sorry
damian priest x reader
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my birdie
you were a shy person.
always been. but when it came to wrestling, you were an animal, everyone knew about your abilities and they loved you for it. that’s why you went from nxt to smackdown and from smackdown to raw in less than two years.
people wanted to see you doing big things and big things came when hunter placed you in a completely different roaster.
you made some friends in nxt, you’ve been there the most so your colleagues got to know you better. it’s not that you were rude, you didn’t like being on your own either but you were shy.
some of your colleagues got to know this side of you and tried to involve you in more activities together, others didn’t care as they all wanted to focus on themselves.
when you spent a few months on smackdown, everyone apart from bayley ignored you. she immediately understood what you were feeling. fear of being alone and starting in a roaster where you didn’t know anybody and the fact that you weren’t talkative at all was making it 100% harder.
you were grateful for bayley and for her patience with you, that’s why you cried to her when you were being shifted on raw.
you wanted to be on raw, you were just scared of how you were going to be treated. it wasn’t easy on smackdown but at least you made a friend.
the first two weeks were hard. bayley was constantly checking on you, making sure you were okay and doing good. she even said to the other girls that you were shy and needed a little time to open up but it felt like they didn’t care.
liv and becky were the only two people who never made you feel unwanted. they took times to introduce you to the rest of the raw squad.
basically, everyone was ignoring you.
shayna tried to get to know you, and in fact she liked your shy and calm persona but she was too focused on her goals to have time to get to know you better. still, you appreciated her efforts. she still spent time eating lunch with you and you were really grateful for that.
but, apart from the three girls, it was clear that you were unwanted. other girls saw you as a threat.
especially rhea. you would describe the meeting with the judgment day “the most scary day of your life”. liv introduced you to them and you felt like an animal in a cage when you felt all of their eyes on you.
dom and finn didn’t really care about you. rhea ignored you but kept watching you. damian, well, damian had the audacity to make some stupid jokes about your shy persona.
“what is a scared birdie like you doing in a place like this?” he joked making everyone but liv laugh “cat really got your tongue birdie? be safe out there, you’re a little bird in a room full of cats ready to eat you alive”
“and the one right here” dom said pointing at rhea “is the scariest cat you’ll ever meet” and with that they all left.
you remember crying that night.
you also knew that becky and liv had a conversation with them because they stopped poking at you. they just watched you from afar. especially damian. who you got a little crush on but could never tell him. you couldn’t really understand why he was constantly watching you. when you were training. when you were on live television. when you were basically doing nothing. he was watching you and his beautiful but firm eyes made you a little scared.
“what is she doing here?” you heard rhea saying to finn, one time you were all training together. she didn’t know you were listening but you were. and her words hurt you “she looks like a lost princess from disneyland” she said making finn laugh.
you excused yourself from training with becky and seth and they immediately knew something was wrong. they took you under their protective wing, training with you and teaching you new moves.
“jeez rhea, was that necessary?” becky said with an angry look on her face.
“what?” she said like nothing happened.
“why do you all hate her so much? what has she ever done to you?” seth said to finn and the rest of the judgment day.
silence.
they had no reason to hate her “like i thought” seth said.
“she’s in the wrong place” rhea said, not making eye contact with becky.
“wrong place? she kicked your ass last week” becky said laughing “just because she’s shy doesn’t mean she isn’t capable, she’s just as smart and strong as you rhea…she just has more difficulty to open up to people…you guys should help her instead of making fun of her, or at least, if you don’t feel that kind to get to know her, ignore her…for her own sake, stop making fun of her” becky said very annoyed before leaving with seth.
that night you kept thinking about rhea’s words. maybe you really were in the wrong place. maybe you didn’t belong with them. maybe you really should be doing something different. and those thoughts made you cry because wrestling was all you ever wanted to do in your entire life.
but before you could overthink again, a soft knock on your hotel room awaked you from your wandering mind.
you weren’t definitely expecting to see damian priest in front of you.
“hey…” he smiled at you.
“you should at least wait until tomorrow to make fun of me” you said, looking at the ground “again…”
damian felt guilty.
he saw how you quickly wiped your tears away. he also knew he fucked up.
he felt guilty because in reality he was in love with you. you caught his attention the moment liv introduced you to them. he was watching every move you made, making sure you were being safe but he didn’t want to let you know what he was feeling.
“i’m here to apologise…”
“sure” you still weren’t looking at him.
“i’m serious y/n…i’m so sorry for how i made you feel, for how me and my team made you feel…” he began apologising and you let him in the room before you could catch other’s attention “we thought it was funny at first but…we clearly weren’t thinking and for that i’m so sorry, we didn’t mean to hurt you” he said truthfully but still you weren’t looking at him.
his eyes had a different effect on you.
“can you please look at me?” he said moving closer to your body “are you scared of me birdie?”
“i’m not scared…” you said raising your eyes.
now you were both looking into each other’s eyes.
“i’m sorry…really, so so sorry for hurting you…” he apologised again.
“it’s okay damian…thank you for your apology, uhm…it’s okay now i guess” you shyly smiled at him.
“and if you’re okay…i would like to get to know you a little bit more…only if you’re okay with that” he said a little awkwardly.
“yes…it’s okay for me”
“perfect” he smiled “what about tomorrow? i’ll take you somewhere nice for lunch, if you’re free of course” he rambled.
“i’m free” you smiled, seeing how funny he was being.
“then i’ll see you tomorrow birdie” he smirked before leaving your room.
“would you ever stop calling me that?” you asked him.
“i don’t think so” he smiled at you closing your hotel door.
you looked at the door for about ten minutes before moving into your bed, smiling like a teen who just got asked out.
now, all you had to do was to get a nice sleep and waiting for tomorrow to come.
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imjustasimpxd · 5 months ago
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Something Old, Something New
(Chapter One)
➬ Ken Sato x Fem reader
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Summary : At first glance, Ken Sato seemed to have it all. With money, fame, and success surrounding his name, there was nothing he couldn’t get his hands on. They say money can buy happiness. That may be true to an extent, however, can money buy forgiveness? Unfortunately for Ken, no amount of money and influence can turn back time and change the past. No amount of bribery can erase the fact that he had chosen to abandon his wife in favor of pursuing his baseball career. That awful decision he made took place five years ago, when he was just starting out as a professional athlete. But now that he’s matured and had time to reflect on his actions, can he hope for a chance to rekindle his marriage? Or should he accept defeat and live with the consequences of letting the only woman he’s ever truly loved slip away from him?
Word count : around 2,500 words
Warnings : mentions of abandonment and neglect, arrogant Sato, sad reader, mentions of regret, angst
Author’s notes : comments and reblogs are appreciated!! I appreciate all feedback on my writing so that I can know what you guys liked and what you think I should improve on
Disclaimer : this is a work of fiction and should in no way, shape, or form, be taken seriously.
Side Note : This fic, and everything else I’ve written on my blog is mine and only mine. I work very hard on everything I write so do not, under any circumstances, modify, copy, or stela my work.
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Ken Sato. Looks, wealth, talent, charisma, and confidence rolled into one good looking package. 
The mere mention of his name was enough to cause an uproar of fanatics screaming and shouting in excitement, as if they were a pack of wolves howling at the moon. 
Though he was mostly known for his impressive baseball career, being named one of the most eligible bachelors in sports didn’t hurt his credibility either. If anything, playing the part of the charming ladies’ man only increased his popularity, especially to any of his adoring fans that were women, which most of them were.
After becoming one of the biggest celebrities in both Japanese and American sports, there weren’t many people who were ignorant of a household name such as his. Every man wanted to be him, and every woman wanted to be with him. 
To the public eye, Ken Sato seemed to have it all. But looks can be deceiving, can’t they? Especially when it comes to a man who’s spent years hiding his true feelings behind a veil of humor and charisma. 
No one could know how much he was struggling to keep it all together, or the depths of the affliction eating away at his heart. He was Ken Sato after all, and Ken Sato wasn’t weak, he was a legend, and legends never died, they prevailed. So, he must too.
No matter how much the reporters hounded him, using every possible tactic they could think of to pry into his personal life, Kenji never gave them more than a shred of minuscule details. Feeding them like rats, giving them only the bare necessities to satisfy their hunger for a short while before they came crawling back, demanding more. 
He never let them know more than he wanted, more than he felt like sharing, and frankly, there was a plethora of details he didn’t feel like sharing. 
His reputation of perfection probably wouldn’t uphold itself that well if the media knew about all the things he was wrestling with. Between being a newfound parent to a kaiju infant by day and a masked vigilante known as Ultraman by night, Ken didn’t exactly fit the cookie cutter version of “having it all together.” 
And if that wasn’t enough, then the shame he harbored towards a decision he made almost five years ago would definitely topple the pedestal he comfortably built his identity on. 
The press loved gossip, and they’d fight tooth and nail for even the smallest scintilla of drama. Twisting innocent words and blowing frivolous details out of proportions was the job of reporters. So, imagine the headlines they’d make if those reporters found out any real insiders on the life of the world-famous baseball player. 
Imagine the sales they’d make if a journalist ever got ahold of the information about his past, the same past he’s been hiding away from during his time back in Japan.  
He’s thought about calling, maybe writing a letter to express some form of condolences, but what if word got out? What if the press found out about the woman he used to be married to, the same one he abandoned five years ago in order to pursue his baseball career. 
Forget his most recent batting record, a scandalous story such as that would make headlines from both sides of the Pacific Ocean, and then there really would be nowhere else for him to hide from his past, lest he fancied moving somewhere more remote and secluded. 
If that day came, if Ken Sato was exposed for the decisions he made before becoming famous, then his reputation might take some irreparable damage. 
That’s why he was so closed off towards reporters, towards his teammates, towards everyone. 
Never let anyone close to you and they can never betray you. That’s how Ken Sato lives. 
At least, how he did live, before a little reptilian creature crawled into his life, forcing him to realize there were things that mattered more than wealth and fame.
Before taking care of a kaiju infant became the priority in his life, Ken Sato had rooted his worth in the success of his career. So once that career took off, offering him all the success and affluence he could ever want, he began to realize just how little he really had. 
Despite the riches, the popularity, all of it felt meaningless with no one to share it with. He could’ve held a party with hundreds of guests, surrounding himself with countless people all desperate to please him. Nevertheless, none of it would fill the emptiness engulfing his heart; knowing that no one he interacted with would ever see him as more than a means to financial gain and an increase in social status. 
He had a world full of convenience and opportunities at his fingertips, and yet, he never felt more detached from reality. 
His family was complicated, his friends were more like business partners who benefitted from their relations to him, and the one person he had ever felt truly comfortable around probably hated him now, after being dismissed in favor of baseball. 
In the end, even in a room full of dedicated fans, Ken Sato felt alone. 
However, then that little kaiju infant came along, and everything started to get better. Caring for a child, though tiring at first, gave Kenji something to work towards; a purpose that mattered more than advertising for energy drinks or scoring another record breaking hit at home plate. 
Emi finally gave him the one thing he always wanted, the same thing he always pretended not to need: family. 
After that, baseball didn’t seem to matter as much as it used to, unless he was teaching it to Emi. And all the wealth he had acquired over the years didn’t hold the same value as before, unless he was spending it on his adopted daughter. His lifestyle remained the same, but his heart was in a different place, a more peaceful one. 
Winning championships were more rewarding when he had someone to win for, someone to celebrate with afterwards. And now that he’d repaired the relationship between him and his father, things were looking promising for his future. 
But there was still one more roadblock, one last regret preventing him from moving forward completely. 
You. The woman he’d been married to for a whole year, and, regretfully, the same woman who asked for a divorce due to his neglectful and inconsiderate disregard for her. 
He was young and immature back then, foolishly believing the pursuit of his baseball career was more important than maintaining a healthy marriage. He was arrogant, thinking that extravagant gifts and vacations would keep you happy and secure his role as a provider. 
But he was ignorant to think that being married to you meant he no longer had to earn your affection. All the money and gifts in the world couldn’t make up for the fact that he was never home, and that you were never his priority back then. 
Every morning he’d wake up early, well before you, just to attend practice. And every night he’d come home late, just after dinner, claiming he had needed to stay longer than normal to practice more. 
You’d set out a plate for him, but after his baseball career started taking off, he didn’t really have the time for things such as family dinners or game nights; or so he said. 
He’d usually come home and skip dinner, taking a shower or going to sleep instead. You didn’t necessarily blame him for that, it was only natural for him to be tired from practice. But as the days of barely seeing him turned into months, and he started traveling consistently for his games, you started to feel more like a stranger to him than his wife. He was your husband on paper, but, in the confines of your home, you barely knew how to keep a conversation with him anymore. If you were being honest, you didn’t even really know him that well anymore. 
At least, not as much as you used to. Things were different when you first got married, he wasn’t always so arrogant and inconsiderate. Instead, he was passionate and playful, always knowing how to make you laugh after crying. Even on your first date, he was romantic and charming, making you blush to yourself every time a compliment slipped past his lips. 
But I guess the honeymoon phase people always warn you about before marriage was real; at least, it was for you and Kenji. 
Once his baseball career started taking off, the fame must’ve gotten to his head, and he forgot about the one woman who had been supporting him from the sidelines all along. You had gone to every game, recorded all his winning homeruns, supported his career even though it meant holding off on pursuing yours. And yet, he repaid you with neglect, with a one-sided marriage.
You held on for a while, convinced that he would come around, that his behavior would change and he would reflect on his actions. But after the one-year anniversary of your marriage arrived and he wasn’t even in town to celebrate with you, that’s when you made your decision. You were done being a second choice. 
You got in contact with a lawyer, gathered divorce papers and waited with bated breath till he got home from his trip. And the moment he walked in the door, you practically shoved the papers in his face, all the emotions you’d kept bottled up for so long suddenly coming out in a volcanic eruption of shouting and sobbing. 
And surprisingly enough, he stayed quiet through the majority of it, just watching with a hollow stare as you unleashed all the frustration you’d been harboring towards him. And without a word, he took the papers from you and fished out a pen from his desk drawer, signing them in silence. 
Maybe he had realized from your onslaught of emotions that you were better off without him, that he was clearly causing you pain, and you’d be happier once he set you free of him. Or maybe he really was just that heartless and figured now was the perfect opportunity to get rid of you. Either way, your stomach seemed to twist into a knot at the way he so casually signed those divorce papers and handed them back to you. 
This was what you had wanted, wasn’t it? You’re the one who had gathered the papers in the first place, you should’ve been happy that he was finally ending it, finally setting you free. And yet, you felt yourself holding back tears at his lack of emotion. He didn’t try to argue, he didn’t plead with you to give him another chance like you had expected him too. He just admitted defeat, giving up on trying to fix your marriage and taking off for Japan two days later. 
He left, leaving you back in America while he returned to his home country to continue baseball there; abandoning his American team in the middle of their journey to the championships. 
He had given you an opportunity to move on, to become the person he always prevented you from being, and so you took it.
You cut all forms of communication, threw out everything of his that he didn’t take when he left, and moved into your own apartment. It was a fresh start, a clean slate, and you finally had the chance to chase after your dream career, just like he had been doing.  
So, you did, and you didn’t give up. You refused to, you owed this to yourself, and you weren’t going to waste any more time pouring effort into someone who didn’t appreciate it. 
So, you worked, tirelessly, anxiously, until the day came when your newest novel finally become a bestseller all around the nation, and you were officially titled a successful author. 
Now it was your turn, to stand in front of a crowd of adoring fans, to sign autographs and attend fan events. It almost reminded you of your ex-husband, how people used to scream his name and cheer for his success. But now they were cheering for you, supporting you like he hadn’t. You almost laughed at the irony of it all. Five years ago, you would’ve never imagined the life you’d made for yourself now, celebrating your fourth bestselling novel in a row and becoming a well-known author like you always dreamed of. 
And yet, looking back, none of this would’ve been possible had you not been set free from the restraints your marriage to Ken Sato had bound you to. Without him and the neglect he subjected you to, you wouldn’t have worked as hard as you did. So really, in a way, you had him to thank for how far you’ve come and all the success you’ve accomplished. Because if he never signed those papers five years ago, you would still be tied down to a one-sided marriage. 
But you weren’t, and thank God for that.
Now you had moved on, and so had he. 
Or so you thought. 
Little did you know, Ken Sato was on a mission, and not as Ultraman this time. After undergoing the change and maturity necessary to become a parent to a kaiju infant, Kenji realized he needed to make things right between the two of you. Even if it had been five years since he last saw you. 
He wasn’t looking to ask you to take him back and rekindle your marriage, though he wouldn’t have minded if that ended up happening. Instead, he simply wanted to apologize for his actions, for being such a crappy husband back then. He had reflected a lot on the subject of your marriage over the past couple years, but, he never reached out in fear of your reaction to seeing him again. 
Although, after avoiding it for long enough, and getting a lecture about taking responsibility from his dad, he finally decided to go through with it and booked a flight back to America. 
He was nervous to say the least, but he knew he couldn’t back out. Even if you screamed and yelled at him, he had to take accountability for his past actions and apologize for the pain he’d caused you, for pushing you to the back burner while he allowed baseball to take priority in his life. 
He’d made peace with himself and his father already, thanks to the help of his adoptive daughter. So now it was time to make peace with you. And as he watched the plane lift off the ground from his window seat, he held his breath, wondering how you would react to seeing him again after so many years. 
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