#with your pussy and it felt soooo normal i was like oh my god is this what it’s like to not deflect every conversation about

[kristaprincess]

"Well, technically I'm not an OBGYN yet ...I'm still a resident," he said.

"Yeah, but I've never seen you before. Why can't I just see my regular doctor?"

"I'm part of the same practice, I'm just helping him with the more routine exams and stuff..."

"Don't you normally wear a shirt under your lab coat..?"

"Sometimes yes, sometimes no ....if it's a problem, I can..."

"No, no...I don't want to make it a big deal, it's just that all the other doctors in this office are women ...and you're just so...so..."

"So...what?"

"Nothing ...look it's just that I'm still in high school and I've never been examined by a doctor that was black ...and so.....hot." I felt my face flushing red with embarrassment. He smiled.

"You think I'm hot?" he said. I felt my mouth getting dry as he moved closer. There was serious tension between us and I started to worry someone might walk in on whatever was happening or about to happen. I felt frozen.

He reached up and caressed my cheek with his hand. "You're so pretty, Katy," he said. My eyes were locked on his as I felt him reach down to the top button of my gown, then cool air on my chest as I felt it pop open.

"Wait..." I stammered.

"Shhhhhh...." he whispered, slowly undoing the rest of the buttons and uncovering me, now completely nude as I sat on the exam table. He walked around to the side of the table and gently lowered me onto my back. Returning to the end of the table, he pulled up a stool, released the stirrups and placed my legs softly in each one. I brought my hands up and covered my face, mortified that I was now laying in front of this gorgeous, young black man, my legs splayed open to him.

He reached up and gently started opening the folds of my labia and adding to my embarrassment, I remembered wishing I'd have shaved or carefully trimmed my bush that morning after my shower, instead of making him pushing back my wispy nest of natural hair.

"Aren't....you....supposed to be....um....wearing gloves or something like that?" I asked.

"Not for this.." he said, matter-of-factly.

I stared up at the ceiling as I felt his warm breath on my pussy. I didn't have to look down to realize he was getting closer. Suddenly, I felt the warm wetness of the tip of his tongue against me, softly moving upward until it started circling around my clitoris.

"Ohmigod!" I whispered as I felt my body tense.

He started pressing his tongue against me and I could feel my body tingling, my vagina getting wetter with his saliva and my own juices. How many times had I gone down on my boyfriend, hoping that he'd return the favor, only to sit and stew on the drive home from a date, disappointed again. But, this. This was different. I'd never been in a situation where all the focus was on me.

"I...we shouldn't...I mean....this feels really good..." I stammered as he continued to lick my pussy.

"I knew it would ...just relax and let me do this for you," he said.

Without consciously realizing it, I started to lift my hips slightly, pushing myself against him. I reached down with my hands and placed them on his head, half-caressing, half-guiding his mouth to the places I wanted him to touch.

Every part of my body began feeling like my face, red and hyper-sensitive to every touch, every stimulus. I could feel goosebumps on my skin and my head started to spin with pleasure. Damn, he was good at this! It was like he knew exactly where to touch and how long to press and then release. I could feel the tension pushing up inside me, moving closer to release.

"Please, you've got to stop or I'm going to make so much noise we'll both be in trouble..." I hissed.

"Shhhhhhh...."

I lost control of my hips and they started moving up and down against him, his hands gripping my ass cheeks and pulling me into him.

"Oh, god..."I whispered. "Oh, fuck....baby, this is soooo good, yes, lick my pussy...!"

I gazed down at him, my eyes half closed. He was staring directly at me, watching intently as his tongue brought me closer and closer to orgasm.

"Fuck," I said again. "Don't make me fall in love with you and want you for my boyfriend..." I was trying to make a joke but with my raspy voice, I sounded a little more sincere than I intended.

Suddenly, I felt wave after wave of pleasure ripple through my body, tensing and releasing. My brain suddenly fogged and I could feel my pussy quivering and gushing against his lips. We both suddenly went still, his mouth still against me as I tried to catch my breath.

He slowly released me and I collapsed, limp, onto the table, my brain still foggy.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Damn..." I whispered. "Well, I guess I totally embarrassed myself."

"Not at all," he said. "There is nothing better than a beautiful, young woman experiencing pleasure."

"So, I supposed it'll look kind of sketchy if I ask for you at my next appointment..." I said, sheepily.

"Not at all. I'll make sure I'm assigned to you when you come back next week."

"Next week..?"

"Is that okay with you?"

"Um, yeah, whatever you say ...you're my doctor."

As I checked out at the front desk, the receptionist smiled at me and I wasn't really sure whether she knew what had happened during my exam or was just super-friendly.

"How was your appointment?" she asked, her smile a little un-nerving to me.

"It was good. Pretty routine."

"Yeah, well, I see you're coming back in a week. He's so damn sexy, that's the kind of routine I'd be okay with. I bet the way he treats patients, especially young, pretty ones like you, is something. The things I'd do to be naked on his exam table. God, you're such a lucky girl!"

"Am i?" I said. "See ya next week..."

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The Haley Suit

“Thank you Jessie for saving me from that evil bodysuit. I can’t believe I was ordering you around like some slave for weeks. I’m sorry I’ve been such a cruel mother to you lately I hope you can forgive me.” Said Laurie to her daughter who was holding the transforming bodysuit she had minutes ago ripped off her mother finally turning her back to normal.

“It’s ok mom I know it wasn’t you, it was the Haley suit, this evil sexy suit. Now why don’t you go have a bath and wash away all remnants of her and I’ll dispose of this.” Jessie said and her mother nodded in agreement and left. Of course Jessie just told her that because she wanted to be alone with the suit.

Jessie had initially planned to destroy the suit as soon as possible but the moment she had tore it from her mother it had started to whisper tempting words into her mind. It promised her beauty and power that surpassed even what it had given her mother. She resisted at first but the more she held it the more it corrupted her soul. Now she didn’t want it, she needed it! She needed to be Haley!

She eagerly climbed into the blonde curvacious suit and found it fit perfect to her lean frame. She lifted the heavy tits onto her own petit pair and they stuck to her instantly like a magnet. Her eyes rolled back in her head as the nerve endings of the suit and her own body became one and she felt how sensitive her nipples were.

“Oh fuck it feels soooo good having these big delicious tits, this suit is already paying off.” She said with a moan.

She had to stop herself from groping her whole body until the suit was completely on. She stuck her pale arms into the sleeves of the tanned suit and loved how beautiful having long nails were. Her mind wickedly thought of how she would use them on the back on some guy she would let fuck her later. She never thought such things but the suit was corrupting her prude ideals.

“I can’t wait to see these gorgeous hands wrapped around a massive dick, the very thought is making me wet.” She said resisting the urge to touch her pussy with her long nails.

Finally she slipped the suits head over her own and revelled in how big her lips were and how long her hair was. With a snap the suit closed causing her to suddenly orgasm as she felt the suit become one with her. The naughty whispering was gone replaced instead her her now depraved conscience.

“Mmmmuch better. My mother has laid the groundwork for Haley but I’m about to show this town what a real bitch is like.” The new Haley said biting her lip in evil satisfaction. She was so distracted by her own beauty she didn’t hear her mother walk in.

“Oh no, Jessie what have you done? You have to take it off immediately.” Her mother said on the verge of tears.

“What a fool you were mother to ever give me the chance to take this wonderful suit from you. It fits so much better on me than your saggy pathetic body. When I ripped it off of you it was so worried that I would destroy it that it promised me powers it never even shared with you. Powers like this.” Jessie said striking out at her mother with lightning speed and grabbing her head. Within seconds Laurie’s head was pulled deep in the suits enlarged breasts.

“You can struggle all you want but you will succumb to me and my wonderful mind rewriting tits. When you emerge from them you’ll no longer be my mother but instead you’ll be my dutiful maid devoted to serving me. You’ll forget all about this suit or ever having a daughter. Your life is all about me, Mistress Haley, understand?” Haley said releasing a now docile Laurie from her grasp. Laurie stood zombie like before Haley and nodded. Haley snapped her fingers waking her up from her haze.

“Is my bath ready yet maid?” Haley said with a cruel sneer to her help. Laurie was used to it, or so she thought.

“No quite mistress.” Laurie said slightly fearful.

“God I don’t know why I keep you around! I’ll just skip the bath and get dressed for the club instead. Out of my sight worm!” Haley yelled at Laurie who quickly exited. After the weeks of having to be on the other end of Hasley’s wrath Jessie was enjoying the power she now welded.

She headed to the wardrobe and picked out a decidedly slutty outfit, one that made her feel even sexier than what she already felt. She was all ready for a night of testing out the suit and being a full fledged alpha bitch but found something bugging her in the back of her head. As much as she now loved the power she wielded and how gorgeous she was there was a part of her that was telling her this was all wrong and she needed to destroy the suit. 

“I’ll never reach my true potential with that nagging voice in my head but I know just how to get rid of it.” Haley said approaching the floor to ceiling length mirror and looking directly at her tits.

“You are Haley, the baddest bitch in town. Men love you and women want to be you. There is no suit and there is no Jessie. You are a powerful slut with mind altering tits that you use to get whatever and whoever you want. You are Mistress Haley after 3, 2, 1. SNAP!” Haley said to herself and snapping her fingers. For a moment she too was in a zombie like trance but then the life came back to her face and she smiled a wicked smile at her reflection.

“Mmmm I am going to bed the hottest guy at the club tonight looking like this. And even if he doesn’t want me I’ll make him want me.” She said lovingly stroking her tits.

“Of course what fool wouldn’t want Mistress Haley.” She said with a teasing grin to herself.

Haley left the bedroom and headed down to her Porsche ready to hunt leaving behind any memory of Jessie.

[shhhlikeme]

Losty Aone” / “Losty Mountain Man🏔” Series:

Outtake Collection #9 (NSFW)

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A/N: I want everyone to meet my OC Katana drawn by @gothicbitkh 🖤HERE. Next two outtakes are not NSFW, but the drama begins omfff. Explicit smut below!

TABLE OF CONTENTS

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From Steamy Hot Tub to The Bedroom With Your Boyfriend 🛁 🔥

“Oh my God it’s soooo hottt,” Kusa groaned as she slipped into the tub, you and Katana following.

Koganegawa and other boys were already sitting in and upon hearing Kusa he leaned in to quietly say to Kenji,

“Yes.... yes you are....” to which Kenji agreed.

Futakuchi couldn’t help but smirk because being the true player that he was he definitely loved seeing smoking hot cheerleaders in bikinis enter his tub.

The music’s volume had lowered and the songs changed to chiller songs like The Weeknd, the tiki lamps turned on. The 30 or so people left were spread out, some chilling on the outdoor couches, some in the pool for night swimming, some by the outdoor fire place, which left you, Kusa and Katana and some other cheerleaders in the giant steaming-hot hot tub.

You had been drinking, not too much as Aone would have stopped you being the perfect boyfriend he is, but just enough to get you happy drunk.

You looked over at your boyfriend who was sitting alone on the far end of the hot tub. He looked angry like he always did, but you knew he was probably just tired from this long day. (Nah he was just horny as shit lol).

You watched him as you slipped your body in the hot water, both of you burning holes into each others figures. While he had finally removed his shirt before coming into the hot tub half an hour ago, you could never get used to seeing your man shirtless. You along with every girl in this party had their tongues wagging when he finally removed his top. But only you could properly admire him.

This chiseled mountain man had the body of Aqua Man: broad shoulders, deized biceps, a chest so hard and muscular it made you dizzy with lust to look at, and of course his legendary 8-pack that any girl was lucky to see once among three years at Date Tech. God, he was so fucking hot. How had you not noticed before?!

a reminder of what zaddy aone looks like shirtless:

As you checked him out, Aone checked you out: his eyes zoning in on where your nipples are supposed to be, seeing the water caress just under your tits. Then when you submerged yourself under and came up with your hair wet, Aone sucked in a small breath.

As the other good looking people began a game of drunk truth or dare that you knew your bf wouldn’t take part in, you played for a bit getting more drunk. Having had a few drinks himself because you wanted him to have a bit, Aone didn’t know the drinks would make him one of those silent-drunks. But he was glad to be so calm. He just chilled and had both arms spread out on either ledge, staring at you openly with lust filled eyes. You wanted him to fuck you so bad, and he wanted to—too. He was enjoying how good the warm water felt on his sore muscles and he was enjoying even more how dead sexy you looked in your bikini. Life was good. Even in the slight darkness you could see the outline of his muscular arms as they were spread, which made you think very very dirty thoughts.

Aone’s arms were spread like:

“Koganegawa, truth or dare.” Katana asked.

Katana:

Kanji’s eyes lit up. “Ummmm dare.”

“I dare you to tell us why you donated to our fundraiser 3 times after Kusa asked?” Katana laughed.

Everyone looked over at Kusa, who was shyly covering her face and smiling nervously. Koganegawa looked mortified, but up for the challenge. “The reason? Duh. She’s smoking hot, and I kind of have a crush on her.” He answered.

“Oh my god!!!” The girls screamed, and from afar, Aone noticed Futakuchi glaring at his setter. Hm, Aone thought Kenji would be proud.

“My turn. Futakuchi-senpai, truth or dare?”

“Dare. Always.” He snapped, seeming to be a little pissed about something.

“I dare you to give Katana two hickies on her neck.”

Kenji smirked. “No problem,”

“I miss Aone,” you pouted to Kusa during the game.

“Aw, baby,” she giggled, tipsy. “He’s over there. He looks like he misses you too.”

“Aone misses you allllll the time, Y/N.” Futakuchi answered, bringing Katana closer to him to kiss her neck for the dare.

“But I can’t leave the game!” You whined, making Aone smirk from afar. Everyone knew how competitive you were and it was just another thing that attracted Mountain Man to you. When you were drunk, your competitiveness and lostiness spiked, which Aone thought was adorable. He had you all to himself once he left this party, so he didn’t mind.

Katana giggled as Kenji left pleasurable kisses on her neck. She knew you were a horny-drunk and she wanted to help. “Why don’t you be a good friend and truth or dare her to do something to him, then?” She offered.

Kenji nuzzled his nose into the cheer captain’s neck, speaking. “Dare or Dare, Y/N?”

You beamed, drunk. “Dare.”

“I dare you to go over to your boyfriend and show him how much you miss him when he’s all the way on the other side of the tub.”

You excitedly swam over to Mountain Man in your drunken state. He didn’t move from his original position, looking like a total bad boy that you shouldn’t approach.

God, he’s so hot, you thought. You just wanted to be near him.

God, shes so hot, Aone thought at the same time, as he watched you come over. While it has gotten easier to not drop everything and stare at you like Aone did when he was crushing big time, he still enjoyed it to be honest. Sitting back and relaxing, he watched his girlfriend speak vibrantly to her friends, your gorgeous lips moving then settling in a pout... looking so kissable....damn. When he heard Kenji’s dare he’d been sightly alarmed but it didn’t show. You were supposed to show him how much you missed him......? Hell yes.

Aone flicked his eyes down to the way the bikini material clung to your body so well that he could tell exactly where your nipples were. Mountain man bit his bottom lip watching them move when you jump-pouted, missing him and excited about the dare. He literally felt like he was in one of his wet dreams.

When you climbed into his lap, feeling the water woosh toward him, his dick reminded him he wasn’t in a dream because your skin felt too real on his. You sat down on his lap normally, facing the same direction as him and Aone felt the pressure of your practically bare ass on his dick. Keeping his hands away from you in fear of what he might do, he leaned his head down to kiss your hair from behind.

“Y/N. You know I’ll need you to get off me soon.” He said huskily, sending shivers down your spine.

“No. I was dared to show you how much I miss you.”

Before Aone could react you turned around and began nibbling on his ear and Aone just sat there, wondering how long it would take for this party to end so he could ravish you—whether that be in real life or in his dreams tonight. You trailed both of your soft hands over his strong arms and then stood on your knees so that Aone’s face was level with your boobs.

He just about fainted. “Uh-ummm...”

“You’re all I can think about when you’re not with me, Aone-san....” you whispered arousingly, stroking his muscular arms.

He wanted to tell you that you haven’t left his mind since he’d first laid eyes on you 2+ years ago, but he was having trouble since your boobs were in his face.

“You are so sexy,” you whispered, sitting back down then running both hands along his hard abs. Aone’s abdominal muscles clenched under your touch.

“.....” he bit his lip as this touch-starved bb leaned into your touch. He’s been waiting for you all day.

“Did you see me staring at you when I was on the bull? The only thing going through my mind was riding your hard cock.” You admitted drunkenly.

Underwater, said cock sprung up, pushing against his swim shorts.

“Me-me t-t-too....” Aone was proud of himself for being able to say something, but the combined heat of the water and your body on his, he knew that would be the last thing for a while.

“Did you like the feeling of my mouth on your birthday?”

Did he ever. Takanobu nodded like his life depended on it.

You chuckled. “And did you like when my pussy lips were around you?”

Aone closed his eyes as he felt a shudder run through him when he thought about the one and only time you two had sex, the shudder giving you your answer. The clock was ticking, his control was going to snap soon. He kept his hands far away from you on the ledges.

You knew your boyfriend was on the edge. You also knew how good it felt when he let lose after you’d teased him past his ranks. You went in for the kill.

“Baby, do you still want me to sit on your........?”

Your words triggered Aone to move then, his eyes opening, his arms splashing as they submerged under water and made you sit down on his hard dick. He could speak now, he had to. He looked into your eyes deeply when you hissed out of pleasure.

“—On my face?” He finished in a low tone that made you squirm. “I want you to sit on my face more than ANYTHING. Right Now? Can you? Please?” He asked lowly but eagerly, as if he was a starving man and you were a dinner made by Gordon Ramsey himself.

You smiled in your horny stupor.

“Maybe I’ll let you.....when we go to your house.” you teased, causing Aone‘s bright eyes to turn midnight black from lust.

“We’re going to my house, then,” he commanded back, getting out the water gracefully and then lifting you out with him.

***

.....And that’s how you ended up back on Aone’s bed after the party, on round three, your own shin by your ear, doing the splits on your back as your boyfriend’s hard length pounded deep inside you. (It was like 2am at this point, and there had been a nap in between rounds one and two).

“Fuck, Y/N. Oh my God,”

Mountain Man moaned as he felt your insides grip his length, making him want to cum again even though round two just ended. Aone only wanted you to sit on his face, but you had other plans. He knew you were a cheerleader but when you told him to try this position by lifting your leg over his shoulder, he wasn’t prepared for how fucking deep he’d get inside your slushing pussy. He was in heaven.

You, on the other hand, couldn’t stop crying tears of joy? Pleasure? As he rammed into you, this position making him hit your g-spot directly over and over.

“Y/N, you are SO fucking sexy...”

“Aone, shhhhhhhh.....” you whispered, using one hand to stroke the back of his head. He was getting so loud and although he lived in a big house you couldn’t risk his mom waking up.

Takanobu leaned in to kiss your tears away as he opted to growl instead as he slowed his pace to slow down his incoming orgasm. How would he ever get used to this level of pleasure? You were made for him. Takanobu reached over to pull some more pillows under your body so that you were more comfortable as he continued thrusting into you.

“Ugh, I can’t believe this is real.”

He moaned on your cheek, brushing his lips there.

Both of your bodies were coated in a layer of sweat, which Aone thought made you look so fucking attractive he couldn’t fucking believe it.

Turning on his dom!side because you’d teased him out, Aone made you keep the monokini on the entire time, only moving it to the side by your crotch so that he could ram into you after preparation. The feel of cloth stroking one side of his dick added to the stimulus.

You still hadn’t sat on his face like you promised which ticked Mountain Man off a bit since that is one of his biggest fantasies: but that just meant he went harder during sex—and fuck if it wasn’t exactly what you wanted from him!

“Oh, baby,” You moaned as he gave you a deep lingering kiss. Aone sucked on your tongue and it neared your orgasm like a mf.

“I’m going to cum again, Aone—“

Aone’s dick twitched inside you just from hearing those words and you cried out because his twitch stroked your g-spot and it felt so good.

Takanobu lifted a bit to hover over you so that you were facing him directly. As he continued to thrust, his eyes scanned your face. When all he could see was an expression of ecstasy set there, your eyes half lidded, tears on your face from pleasure, mouth open........ His dick twitched again. You moaned. He needed to stop doing that!

“Sorry. I can’t help it. You are stunning, Y/N.. and you feel amazing. I love you so so much.” Aone just couldn’t believe this was real. His praise kink was on 1,000 every time you two had sex. The feeling of you taking his dick so well and liking it, did something to him.

While what you two were doing was very raunchy and hot, Aone’s thoughts have never wavered completely from pure fluff. He kept thinking about how much he wanted you to be his wife one day so he could spend more time learning how to pleasure you even better. Being inside you and connecting ones bodies and juices literally made his heart explode with the same fireworks he felt when you first noticed him. Even if it seemed like he was just giving you a good fucking, in his heart he was always making love to you. You could see it in his eyes......in his rough slam but then tender stroke to make sure you were okay........You could see it in the way he kissed your tears away....and asked you if any and all positions worked for you.........You could see it in the way he’d much rather give you oral than receive it......You always came first to him, it was clear even during sex that Mountain Man was devastatingly in love with you. Sex only multiplied those emotions.

Aone removed your leg from his shoulder softly moving it to wrap around his waist. He leaned down to suck on your nipple that was on display because you’d pulled down your bikini for him to go gaga over see your boobs. He sexily bit your hard bud which made you arch your back, massaging it with his tongue right after.

Holy shit you didn’t deserve such a man!

One who made you feel so good but also so cared for during sex? He literally treated you like a fucking Queen, you could feel it when he held doors for you and when he fucked you. You tightened the grip your legs had around his waist. You wanted to keep him there. You loved him so much.

Peeking down at his ripped muscles contracting, you moaned his name: Aone’s weakness.

He looked at you, pondering how he has never seen a prettier person. How the fuck were you his?! Would he wake up soon from a dream? He couldn’t actually be the cause of this flushed erotic expression you’re making? The moans of his name? Fuck, realizing and admitting that he in fact—was, made Aone want to cum, like now. His dick twitched again because seeing your beautiful face and your expressions were a sure-fire way to get him to paint your pussy walls white, even before you’ve had a chance to finish. Ugh, but as bad as he wanted to, he refused to cum first. Mountain Man pulled out of you swiftly.

You whimpered from the loss.

“Y/N, I apologize. Please turn around. I cum way too fast when I see your face, love.”

You did as you were told because you don’t think there exists a better way for a guy to ask you to switch positions. You were happy you affected your man so. You spun onto your knees as Aone stroked his cock with his hand and licked his lips when you presented your ass to him. The ass he’d been watching all day in this bikini and dreaming about, fuck. Those guys talking about you were right, He really is so lucky.

Your soft-heart, hard-dick boyfriend didn’t need to shout at you what position to get in because you were just as good as sex and knew what he’d want as well. Like the flexible cheerleader you are, you leaned your top half down, forming the perfect doggystyle back-arch for your mountain man.

“Oh my God......, Y/N.”

he growled 😩. Seeing you fold the body he worships in half, bringing your entire chest to the bed but your ass sticking up - he almost came just by watching you get into position, you were that good. You decided to tease your hopelessly horny boyfriend a little and shake your ass cheeks a bit. Whereas Aone groaned again and immediately removed his hand from his length to stall his release.

You both were so close to your orgasms the anticipation was palpable!

“Aone, please put it in,” you said softly, missing the way he filled you up so perfectly.

Your boyfriend didn’t need any more instruction. He lined his tip up with your sex and ran it up and down your slick folds before slowly pushing in, placing his hands on your waist as your vagina slowly tried making room for his size again. It always took a while to re-enter because of his girth and length. You both groaned as he pushed in inch by inch, until finally, he was balls deep, making your eyes roll back into your head.

“Yesss, fuck me,” You whined.

Aone pulled a pillow under your stomach so your back wouldn’t hurt you and he was just about to bring you both to your third mind blowing orgasms—when

PING.

He was stopped by his phone ringing loudly on his bedside table.

Your boyfriend stopped moving when he saw his phone and you growled for the first time tonight.

Did Y/N just growl?? Aone thought. So hot! 🥵

“Aone. Don’t you fucking dare.” You ordered.

Aone rubbed your sides comfortingly before using his impressive wing span to lean forward and reach his phone on the nightstand. His best friend would only call him at this late hour if it was emergency. The two of them knew that, which is why Kenji always answered at this time for Aone. It was Aone’s duty as a best friend to return the favour for once.

When Aone leaned forward to grab the phone his dick entered you completely, rubbing against your g spot before he pulled back. You moaned into the pillow in front of you in erotic agony!

“I’m sorry. Just 5-seconds Y/N, he’s my best friend and I need to be there for him. He would do it for me, then we can continue.” Answering his phone while remaining in the same position, Aone heard Futakuchi speak right away.

“You answered,” he panted gratefully.

“What’s wrong?” Aone asked, concern evident in his voice. “It’s not like you to call me at this hour at all, Futakuchi.”

“I know.” He panted. “But I don’t know if I am going fucking crazy over the past few weeks and I need you to tell me if I am or not.”

“I’m here. I’m listening.” Aone reassured.

Meanwhile .....

Down on the bed in a perfect arch cockwarming your boyfriend, you pouted. Was he really answering the phone right now?! Granted, you would have done the same thing if Katana called at this hour, but....... AONE WAS YOURS AND YOU ARE SO CLOSE TO YOUR RELEASE !!!! 😣

“Would you say.... that when you were crushing on Y/N...... you felt.... weird..?” Kenji asked his best friend.

Aone’s was confused. “Weird? Weird like how?”

Frustrated from this cockwarming, you tried your best not to disrupt your boyfriend by rocking ever so gently so that his steady dick that wasn’t moving was still stimulating you. You moaned into the pillow again. Soooo good.

Aone sucked in a deep breath, pinching your side to stop you from rocking like that.

“You okay?” Kenji asked, hearing Aone suck in a short breath.

“Y-yes. Weird like how?”

On his end of the line, Futakuchi let out a long sigh. He sounded like someone who was really going through it. “Weird like......fuck, how do I even phrase this stupid shit: .......When you heard her name, your heart drops? When she, uh, smiles at you, it’s like everything is fine in your life for that split second?.......Um, her scent is like simultaneously something that can make me want to jack-off and write poetry about? It’s hard to explain.”

The silence was deafening for you since you couldn’t hear Futakuchi freaking out. Like the minx you are you started rocking your hips again desperately wanting release, rocking harder this time so that you were sliding your boyfriend in and out of you slightly yourself.

Fucking tight, Aone thought. Your movements feeling remarkable, Aone didn’t have the power to stop you this time. He only bit his lip and tried not to let any of his moans come out.

“Futakuchi, I know this is not what you want to hear but it s-sounds like you might be in love,”

Kenji made a choking sound on his side. “Disgusting. That’s what I was afraid of, I just needed a second opinion, so that I can crawl in a fucking hole and die. I mean.....LOVE?! How could this happen to me!” He practically sobbed as if he’d just been given a life-without-parole jail sentence.

Still meanwhile....

Feeling your orgasm approaching you again, you picked up the pace, beginning to grind on your boyfriends cock long and slow, biting your tongue in order to keep quiet.

Aone threw his head back and squeezed his eyes shut. You were very skilled in sex—and It was so hot—He was going to fucking cum.

“L-love is a g-good thing, Futakuchi.” A really fucking amazing thing, especially during sex—Aone thought to himself as he felt you slide his cock deep within your heavenly walls again. His balls tightened.

“No it’s not. It turns big guys like us into simps. I don’t even recognize myself ever since I started liking her, it’s gross. I catch myself thinking about when I’ll see her next, and I went to that pool party just to spend time with her and—“

“Oh, right....” Aone bit his lip to keep himself from moaning, recalling the fact that Kenji said there’s a girl he wanted to see at the pool party. But Aone doesn’t recall seeing his friend spending time with anyone particularly new or special the whole day......

“You will come to love love once you two are together, Kenji, I p-promise. but I S-still don’t understand.....why call me now about this? At this hour?”

You had picked up the pace again, your stomach coiling because your orgasm was near. You used the mattress as leverage as you threw your ass back with your boyfriend’s cock deep inside you, driving you both toward the edge.

Kenji let out an exasperated sigh on the other line. “Because I just had a wet dream about her!!!! It’s a third night in a row. I thought they’d go away but they didnt! So now I’m calling you, and I’m freaking out. Fuck I’m as pathetic as Koganegawa!.”

Aone could hear the panic in his friends voice: making him feel awful. It was finally Mountain Man’s turn to give advice because usually Kenji knew everything—just not when it came to love. “

“That’s okay....... I went through everything you are feeling, but the good thing is that you are much more confident than I am, Kenji-san. You will get your girl so much easier...”

Not being able to stand your slow and torturous pace anymore, Aone licked his thumb then used it to stroke your clit. If he was about to cum you were going to come with him. Since you didn’t expect it, you cried out at the pleasurable touch, grinding on him faster to trigger your release.

“What was that?” Futakuchi asked quickly, hearing a distant cry.

“Erm.... nothing. It’s a cat outside. Um—so when are you going to ask her out?”

Good save.

Kenji whined in anguish at the new question. “That’s just the thing, Aone.....”

You rolled your hips at the same time as Kenji tried explaining, causing Aone to have enough.

“—S-sorry. Can you hold for a second, Futakuchi-san? I need to deal with this cat and then I’ll be back. 2 minutes.” He bit back a groan when he felt you clench around him at his cat innuendo. “Actually, 1 minute.” Aone corrected himself, muting his phone and tossing it to the side.

“Oh you are going to be the death of me, Y/N......you feel so g-good.....”

Mountain Man growled deep in his chest before he roughly grabbed your hips in his large hands and thrusted inside you: deep, hard, and fast. The way you love it.

You moaned uncontrollably, tears staining your cheeks as you were thrown over the edge into ecstasy, orgasming harder than the other two times tonight. Your moans of his name took your boyfriend with you, as he emptied out his balls deep into the condom, filling it 3 quarters of the way. Fu-uck. 😩

You both tried catching your breath as the giant collapsed beside you on the bed, you still cockwarming him.

You slipped him out of you and passed him back his phone, getting up to go get cleaned. Aone wiped the sweat off his brow before returning to his phone call.

“You deal with the cat?” Futakuchi asked.

Aone blushed. “Yes. For now..... sorry about that. So what were you saying?”

“You asked me when I’m going to ask my ew.....crush🤢....bleh...... out.”

“Oh yes! When?!”

Kenji paused for a long time.

Now that Aone’s dick wasn’t inside you anymore, he was able to think much more clearly as his blood distribution went back to his brain. Aone realized that whoever Kenji liked was really troubling his best friend. His best friend that NEVER had any issues with girls, EVER. It was strange.

“What’s wrong, Futakuchi-san? I’m here for you, you know that right?”’

Kenji groaned.

“I know I know you are. It’s just that.......when it comes to this girl.........”

“Yes....?” Mountain man pressed.

Kenji sounded defeated when he said what he needed to say next:

“Well you see the thing is......... Koganegawa has a crush on the same girl, and—“

Immediately, Aone sat up on his bed in alarm. There was no way.!

“KUSA?!” Mountain Man shouted into the phone, making Y/N drop her toothbrush out of the her mouth with alarmed eyes too.

Kenji groaned again, obviously distraught.

“Kusa.” He confirmed.

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[allie1804-fan]

The Middle of the Road (Chapter 14)

Chapter 1,  2,  3,  4,  5,  6,  7,  8 , 9, 10, 11 , 12,  13

Warnings Explicit content 

On their return from what had turned out to be a momentous picnic, Emily grabbed a cold drink at the kitchen sink. Keanu wrapped his arms around her from behind

“I think it’s hot tub time” he whispered in her ear.

She turned in his arms and kissed him.

“Sounds good, champagne?”

“you’re on – we should celebrate our forthcoming nuptials!”

Keanu found champagne flutes in the cupboard and grabbed a bottle they had brought with them.

He set the bottle and glasses on the shelf on the outer side of the tub and turned on the jets. Back inside the cabin, they stripped naked then went out to the terrace and climbed in, giggling at the naughtiness of being naked outside and grateful of the privacy offered by the trees and the distance to the next cabin.

He popped the champagne cork and handed her a glass.

“So, we’re getting married���  he grinned

“Cheers” they said in unison, full, delighted grins on each of their faces.

They leaned across to clink glasses and share a kiss before leaning back.

“Did you have,  you know any daydreams as a teen or younger woman about your wedding?” he asked “mmm that’s a good vintage huh?” he added after taking a sip.

“mmmm” she agreed “depends on when you’re talking about. But it’s always had a British vibe. As a younger teen, it was Four Weddings style and then as I got to uni I probably had more of the simplicity of a wedding in a Thomas Hardy novel in mind, you know, riding in a horse drawn cart, wild flowers in my hair and maypole dancing! Later as a mature woman, it would just be, you know, the two of us, me and the love of my life in mind a la Jayne Eyre or Anne Elliot in Persuasion – didn’t matter about the wedding trappings”

“and what about now?”

“Oh definitely simplicity, no Four Weddings grandeur, no meringue dress but maybe some nods to the county wedding – but I don’t need to, you know, fly out to England and go to ‘Wessex!’. What about you? I kind of imagine you never thinking about it, what with your parents divorce and then your mom marrying again, what was it, 3 times?”

“yeah, none of them lasted very long apart from Jack and that was after I left home. Definitely not much of a template to learn from. I think I thought more about it in my 30s and 40s, especially when I did a film with a love theme like ‘A Walk in the Clouds’ or ‘The Lake House’”

“ahhhh, ‘Paul Sutton you are the most honourable man I have ever known - soooo dreamy”

Keanu giggled, putting his hand over his mouth.

“I forgot how much you love that film”

“I was a very impressionable 12 year old, remember”

“God, shhhh I feel ancient when you say things like that!”

“you shhhh,  age doesn’t matter – anyway, shouldn’t we be taking advantage of this hot tub situation?”

Emily slid round to his side of the tub and straddled him.  She could feel him, already hardening beneath her as she kissed him lovingly, pressing herself against him until she could feel he was ready. Then she held onto his shoulders and lifted up to enable him to line up with her entrance before she sank down gently and started riding him.

Holding onto her hips, he changed his angle seeking the best position for her pleasure.

“Let me know when ...”

“Oh god there it is keep it there!”

He had been going to say “when I hit the spot” but she interrupted him and he let out a low growl.

“God I love it when you use me like your human sex toy!”

“It’s your destiny Reeves!”

Emily’s breath caught as she  used the edge of the tub for leverage so she could pull up almost to the point where they’d lose connection then push back down hard. She didn’t increase the pace, just savoured the rhythmic sawing of his cock against her g spot.

With each slamming together of their hips, Emily cried out and the water in the tub sploshed making them giggle, wondering if they might be overheard but not really caring as the glorious, shared moment of orgasm took them both over the edge. She pressed her forehead against his, sighing.

“thankyou”

“thank you, now let’s hope no-one’s hiding round the corner with a cell phone and quit while we’re ahead and go inside!”

Back in the cabin they dried off then got into bath robes  - there was no need to get properly dressed. They snuggled together for a while before assembling a dinner of various tapas style foods – cold meats, stuffed mini peppers, olives, cheeses, crackers, a cold Spanish omelette Emily had made at home and a full bodied red wine.

They played music in the background and discussed their plans for the wedding which they’d likely do just at home in the garden with friends and family. As long as they had the right guests and a few wild flowers in her bouquet, Emily was happy. Keanu also suggested they have a big family dinner for Emily’s 41st birthday when they were back home. There had been no chance for a celebration for her 40th the prior year as she was 7 months pregnant with Hannah. They could use the gathering to announce their engagement.

On their second, and last morning at the cabin, Emily surprised Keanu with a request to be taken hard, noisily and vigorously from behind!

“I know it’s not exactly in keeping with the romance of our weekend but when do we ever get to just go for it and make a noise?”

“Whatever my lady wishes!”

He positioned her carefully on the bed and stood behind her. First he probed her pussy with his fingers to ensure she was ready - then he had an idea and dropped to his knees so he could dart his tongue up inside, swirling it round making her moan and cry out

“Oh good god!”

Then he stood and pushed in, taking it slow as she stretched around his stiff cock. He was very hard,  the sight of her ass enkindling him. At first he leaned over her and fondled her dangling breasts, his strokes slow. She relished the slow pace, feeling every ridge as he stretched her. A long low moan escaped her lips as she started to quiver around him.

It was then that his pace increased and he raised up, grabbed onto her hips and started slamming into her over and over, his muscles taught and trembling with effort.

“Oh Jesus Christ I’m gonna come” she gasped, her face falling into the duvet, biting it, the habit of keeping quiet as she peeked returning.

“No don’t,  I want to hear it, shout out for me”

“Oh god, oh god!”

For the next few moments, the room was filled with their cries of unbridled sexual release  and then exhausted heavy breathing as they settled back to normal. They felt renewed and ready to embrace life back at home.

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[horansqueen]

AM Conversations : chapter 40

A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA

CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 21 || CHAPTER 22 || CHAPTER 23 || CHAPTER 24 || CHAPTER 25 || CHAPTER 26 || CHAPTER 27 || CHAPTER 28 || CHAPTER 29 || CHAPTER 30 || CHAPTER 31 || CHAPTER 32 || CHAPTER 33 || CHAPTER 34 || CHAPTER 35 || CHAPTER 36 || CHAPTER 37 || CHAPTER 38 || CHAPTER 39

NOTES:

-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4.1k -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.

- if you want to be notified when this is updated, please message me or leave a comment!

- you can send me questions and theories and comments. tbh they all make me SO SO SO SOOOO HAPPY! and make me want to write more! you can also tell me if there are things you WANT to happen. you never know, i may add it :P

- note for this chapter: sorry? it had to happen. its not that bad yea?

btw, i forgot to add a request that i filled last chapter so i just added the screenshot to the last chapter. so to whoever requested them to look at old pictures together, obviously it was in chapter 39 and it was for you :)

oh and no request for this chapter, probably next one! :(

Chapter 40 : His chapter

NIALL

I was surprised to see her already awake when my alarm rang in the morning but I understood exactly why when I finally sat in bed after everything was ready. She was shaking one of her legs, looking nervously around the room and although I felt a bit bad for her, the whole scene was a bit funny too.

"Darling, come here."

Her eyes finally met mine and I sent her a smile, raising my eyebrows to incite her to get closer. She finally took the few steps that separated us and I pulled her between my legs, slipping my hands in the back pockets of her jeans as she looked down at me. She stared in my eyes and sighed and my gaze dropped to her lips when she licked them.

"A penny for your thoughts?" I asked in a low tone, tilting my chin up to look at her better.

"You've got all the money in the world, you could at least offer me a bit more I mean, a penny?"

Her lips curled and it made me laugh as I pulled her closer. Her hands slipped in my hair  and I let out a low sigh.

"I know it's not easy, and i'm gonna miss you every second of every minute of every hour of every day." I let out, making her roll her eyes with a small smile. "But hey, we'll facetime every night and i'll text you and send you pictures... okay?"

Slowly, she nodded and tilted her head as her hair fell around our faces, hiding us from the world. I was torn between being excited and happy for the trip or sad and nervous about leaving her behind and somehow, all these emotions made a weird mix, forming a lump in my throat.

"Do you promise..." she started so low I barely heard, letting her fingers brush down my cheek, jaw and neck before grabbing the collar of my shirt. "...to be faithful to me?"

I hadn't expected the question and I moved my upper body back a bit to see her better as my eyebrows raised. I could hear my heartbeats accelerate but I wasn't sure why. Was I hurt by her question, or did it make me mad that she could think that of me?

"I.. hate this question, but i'm gonna answer anyway." Her eyes finally met mine and I could read in them that she felt bad for asking, but that it was stronger than her. I felt my body relax a bit and sighed. "I promise. You're the only one for me, and i'm not going to cheat on you. Physically or emotionally."

Her lips curled more and it made me smile too. I tried to tell myself that she was insecure and that it's why she needed to hear these things a lot, but I couldn't help the feeling of annoyance creeping inside my stomach. i tried to ignore it, if only because I wanted our last moments together to be happy, and shrugged my shoulders slightly.

"Are you coming with me to the airport?"

Her eyes dropped to her hands now both playing with the collar of my shirt and she started nibbling her bottom lip. She looked vulnerable, sad, and slightly embarrassed but the first thing I ended up thinking as i looked at her was how much I loved her.

"I'd rather not." she finally admitted, shrugging a shoulder. "I know i'd be emotional and I don,t want to cry in front of everyone and your fans and paps if they end up being there. And I don't want to drive back home by myself, I know i'll be crying the whole time."

I waited for her eyes to finally meet mine but it didn't happen.

"Hey." I let out gently. "I understand."

Her gaze finally moved up to meet mine and she mouthed a 'thank you'. I had the feeling she was on the verge of tears and I finally got up, keeping my arms around her and bending down to kiss her lips.

"How long do we have left?" she asked in a whisper, her lips brushing against mine.

"Like, 15 minutes." I let out low too, walking slowly her way and forcing her to take a few steps back until her back leaned on the wall. "They're about to pick me up."

"And you've got everything ready?" she asked, tilting her chin up to send me a cheeky smile.

I smirked back and chuckled, bringing both of my hands to the button of her jeans while still staring in her eyes.

"Almost." I joked, bringing my lips back on hers to kiss her deeply as I moved her pants down.

She whimpered low against my lips and squirmed a bit, finally taking her jeans and panties off and pushing them away with one of her feet. I laughed against her mouth as she pulled on my shorts too, leaving them right under my ass and when she took my cock out, I groaned low, my lips leaving hers. I leaned my forehead against hers and stared at her as I grabbed one of her thighs to place it around my waist.

"13 minutes." she joked, making me smile again. "Please do it."

I felt the tip of my dick press against her pussy and I watched her lick her fingers and bring her hand between us. Quickly, she rubbed herself and grabbed my dick, jerking me off slowly with her wet hand and I felt my eyes flutter a bit at her touch. It made me realize I was going to miss this more than I thought I would. The sex was good with her and I always wanted more. Being without her for six weeks wasn't going to be easy. She placed two of her fingers on each side of my cock as I pushed it slowly inside her and it felt so good to be inside her again that I let out a moan, pushing her hard against the wall.

"You feel amazing."

My lips found hers and I kissed her gently, feeling her fingers slip softly in my hair. I groaned low in her mouth and when she mentioned '11 minutes' I chuckled through the kiss. I moved my cock out of her very slowly and pushed it back, feeling her body tense a bit but it only took me a few seconds to speed my thrusts, pressing her more against the wall every time. I leaned my forehead against hers again and watched hr lips part as she started panting lowl.

"I love you so fucking much."

I saw her eyes flutter open at my words and her grip tightened in my hair.

"You mean so much to me." I added just as low. "I love you so much, Olivia."

Her lips found mine again and the kiss was so rough that my thrusts became unsteady. She kept her hands in my hair when our lips parted and I felt myself getting closer and closer to my orgasm.

"I love you too Niall." she whimpered very low. "More than anything and anyone."

I felt myself get dizzy and she started moaning and shaking against me. I fucked her harder to reach my own orgasm and when I did, I felt the fingers of one of my hands curl against the wall behind her while the others sunk in the skin of her thigh that was still around my waist.

"Fuck."

I spilled inside her, shutting my eyes tight as her hands slid on my neck and chest, I waited until my heartbeats came back to a normal speed and opened my eyes only to see her smile at me.

"I'm gonna think about this every single night."

My eyes roamed on her face and I smiled fondly at her.

"Me too."

I don't know how long we stared at each other but from seeing her face, I knew that telling her how much I loved her while we were having sex was a good idea. It was not even planned, I just felt it and decided to say it and I never thought the result would be so good. I heard my phone and sighed without moving. It's only when I heard it a second time that I moved away from her. I stared at her half-naked body as I moved my shorts back up and passed my hand in my hair. She quickly put her panties back on and I finally took my shirt off, handing it to her. Her lips curled and she grabbed it, tilting her head as she stared at me.

"I know that's your kind of cheesy." I explained, chuckling a bit. "I hope it doesn't smell too bad."

She brought it to her face and smiled, shaking her head.

"I sort of kept your hoodie from last night, too." she admitted, biting her bottom lip and making me laugh this time.

"It's all yours."

I grabbed my phone and read my text messages before looking up at her. She hadn't moved, she was still leaning against the wall, her head tilted lightly, looking at me, and I smiled more, moving my phone to snap a picture of her. Her eyes got bigger and her lips parted as I put my phone back in my pocket.

"Oh god you didn't take a picture of me did you?"

I laughed again and grabbed my backpack but when I turned around, she was trying to take my phone, probably to delete it.

"Love, stop!" I said with an other chuckle, grabbing her hand gently. "I promise I won't show it to anyone! It's only for me.. for all those nights without you."

Her traits softened and although I knew she didn't like it at all, she nodded slowly. I cupped her face with both my hands and kissed her deeply, ignoring the sound of my phone again.

"Six weeks is barely anything." I whispered against her mouth.

"An eternity without you." she murmured. "I'll miss you."

"Not as much as I'll miss you."

                                                   ----

The ride to the airport and the process of getting aboard was long and painful and it's only when the plane took off that I finally seemed to relax. I leaned my head on the bench, feeling suddenly exhausted and closed my eyes for a while. I tried not to think about her and to focus on every place I wanted to see but it was not easy and I grabbed my phone to look at the last picture of her I had taken. Once again, she looked slightly vulnerable and it made me realize that she always turned me on when she looked like that. I ran my thumb on her over the screen of my phone and sighed, closing my eyes again for a few seconds. Did I make the right choice? Maybe I should have postponed that trip after all, right?

I jumped slightly when I received a message and opened the application on my phone only to see a selfie of my girlfriend making a grimace with the caption: 'Don't worry, i'm fine without you!' and it made me laugh. I saw she was typing and waiting until more words appeared, staring at my phone.

'Don't worry. Just have fun. I'll be there when you call. I'll be there when you come back. I love you.'

I smiled more and chuckled again, quickly typing an answer.

'You're perfect, I love you too.'

I quickly took a selfie of me blowing her a kiss and sent it to her. She answered me with a few emojis and I did the same before to switch to Louis' number. At first, I wanted to ask Harry but I realized that maybe I was a bit jealous of the relationship she had with him... or maybe I was scared that if they spent more time together, she'd forget about me and fall back for him. It was ridiculous and deep down, I knew it, but I didn't want to take the chance.

'Hey Tommo, would you and El mind checking on Liv while i'm gone?'

I was surprised to get his answer only a few seconds later and frowned a bit.

'I don't know about El but i'll entertain her, don't worry mate.'

'Is everything okay?'

'Don't worry about it, just enjoy your trip!'

I shrugged and sighed, closing the application and going back to my gallery. I started checking all the pictures of her and us on my phone and my heart twisted in my chest until I just turned my phone off and put it back in my pockets. My fingers brushed against the fabric of her panties that was hidden in the pocket of my shorts and this time, my heart literally skipped a beat. I wanted to put them in my bag but I forgot and it made me wonder if she knew I had kept them after making her cum with the vibrator I had bought for her. I knew I should have asked her before taking them but it was stronger than me and finally, I pushed them deeper in my pocket to make sure I wouldn't lose them.

I tried to sleep for a while but every single time I was about to fall asleep, an idea would pop in my head and i'd quickly grab my phone again to write a few lyrics or hum a few notes that I'd record. I always seemed to feel inspired by something and even if I had promised myself that I'd do nothing but enjoy this trip, I knew I had to write down all my ideas or i'd end up regretting it.

I was trying to get distracted from her and from the hole in my chest that her absence had seemed to dig but it was not easy. I said six weeks were going to go by very fast, she said it was going to feel like an eternity... and if I wanted to be honest, I was started to believe she may be right.

                                                           ----

"Niall! Let's go!"

I tried to read the text message I had received as we walked through the crowded but small town. It was pouring, I was only wearing shorts and shoes, but I was still heavily sweating. I hadn't seem Olivia face to face in three weeks and although it was tough to be without her, I was starting to feel at ease with my decision. This trip was even more incredible than I thought even if I had to stay in crappy motels and eat cheap food. It was an experience I really had to live at least once in my life.

'I miss you too' I quickly typed with at least one mistake before hitting 'send'.

We walked in a motel and I let my backpack fall on the floor, shaking my head slightly as some water fell into my eyes and finally put my cap back on.

"Okay, let's go get a few drinks."

"Amazing idea." I replied, searching through my stuff to find a shirt. just as my phone went off again.  "Fuck, I forgot, I have a facetime date tonight."

One of my cousins chuckled but I ignored it and just grabbed my phone, typing an other message quickly to my girlfriend.

'We're going out. Rain check?'

I didn't wait for an answer but still decided to bring my phone with me. We ended up drinking a few beers and meeting new people. It was fun, I was getting tipsy, and I started a conversation with the pretty girl sitting next to me. It took me about an hour to realize she was flirting with me but when she laughed, putting her hand on my thigh, I tensed. She moved her thick dark hair behind her ear and tilted her head with a smile, making me smile back. I liked her accent and her eyes and I was about to tell her about it when my phone rang. I saw Liv's face on the screen and immediately sobered up. I had changed her picture for the one she had sent me when I was on the plane and the way she grimaced on it made my heart skip a beat.

"I'm sorry." I told the pretty girl whom's name I couldn't seem to remember. "I have to answer."

I got up and walked out of the bar, letting out a 'hello?' in my phone. I brought my shoulders up when I realized it was still raining as water slipped inside my shirt, freezing me immediately despite the warm weather and the amount of alcohol in my blood.

"Oh shit, Niall?"

Her voice calmed me immediately and I smiled. I wanted to be mad that I was taken, I wanted to be annoyed with the fact that I was living the trip of a lifetime and that I couldn't sleep with a girl I just met in a bar, but as soon as her voice reached my ears, it seemed to reach my heart too. It was cheesy but I like it and I tried to take a mental note of these words to use them later.

"Olivia, are you okay?"

"I'm so sorry, I wanted to text you but my fingers slipped." she explained. "I'm having a hard time with this new phone."

I frowned, trying to stay under the small roof of the bar as people walked in and out. My shirt was already soaked and my hair was no better but I just wanted to listen to her some more.

"I didn't want to bother you, I know you're having fun, we can talk tomorrow." she quickly said. "I love you, Nee, goodnight."

"No wait!"

I had talked a bit louder than I intended and I felt something stir in my stomach. I didn't know if it was just because I missed her, or because I felt guilty for the thoughts that ran in my head only a few minutes ago when i was with an other girl, but I suddenly wanted to take a plane back home to be with her.

"I shouldn't have canceled our date, i'm going back to the motel now, I'll call you as soon as I get there."

Without thinking, I walked out in the rain quickly, my phone still pressed on my ear. The weather wasn't as bad as a few hours before but my shoes were still drenched and it made a weird sound as I walked.

"No, Niall it's okay!" she argued with a small chuckle. "I'm fine, really, you can't spend all the time talking to me, you have to visit and have fun. I'm fine here without you, remember? Or do I have to send you an other picture?"

She started laughing and my heart jumped on my chest.

"Send me as many pictures as you want. I miss your face."

This time, she kept quiet for a few seconds and when she talked again, I could hear worry in her tone.

"Are you sure, Niall? Are you sure you want us to talk tonight?"

I stopped waking, just feeling the rain fall in my eyes, trying to stop my heart from beating so fast.

"Yes."

                                                  ----

It took me about half an hour to get back to the hotel and as soon as I arrived, I texted my cousin to tell them I was gone and that i'd see them in the morning. I took a quick shower, not really enjoying the bathroom but it was better than being dirty, and finally sat in bed with my phone in hands. It took her a few seconds to answer and I realized she was on her laptop. She sent me a smile as soon as she saw me and licked her lips, bringing her shoulders closer to her face.

"Hey..."

"Hey petal, how are you?"

Her eyebrows raised and her lips curled slightly more. Fuck, I wanted to kiss her.

"I'm the one who should ask you that." she pointed out. "Are you okay, Nee?"

My eyes roamed on her face and I noticed she was wearing my hoodie. The sleeves were pulled over her hands and I desperately wanted to cuddle her.

"Yea, was just missing you."

She was about to answer something when I saw someone in the corner of the screen, making me frown. I sat up better in bed and tried to see who it was, and it suddenly hit me: she was not at my house, and also not at her apartment.

"Where are you?"

As if on cue, Louis appeared and sat next to her, handing her a cup of tea. She took a quick sip and thanked him, sending him a smile. I watched them interact and my heart seemed to sink in my chest.

"I'm at Louis'." she finally let out as if it wasn't obvious already.

"Is that why you didn't want to talk?"

"I wanted to talk, Niall." she frowned slightly. "I just didn't want to bother you. We don't talk as much these days and it's okay, I know you're busy and you're having the time of your life, and I don't want you to think i'm smothering you or stopping you from living this plenty."

My anger and jealousy faltered and my traits softened as I nodded.

"Can you go back home? I'd like to talk with just you."

I knew I had no right to ask her that and I was also aware that I was the one who had asked Louis to check on her but it seemed like I was just realizing that the world was still turning there, in London, without me.

Olivia glanced at Louis who sent her a smile and started nibbling her bottom lip.

"We sort-of had something planned..."

"No it's okay Livi, I totally get it."

She finally looked back at me after a few seconds and quickly nodded, her lips curling into a big smile this time, making me believe she wanted to talk to me as much as I wanted to talk to her.

"Okay, let me call you back when i'm home."

She blew me a kiss and without giving me time to answer, she hung up. I stayed in bed, motionless, realizing that I was alone in the dark in an other country and somehow, I felt extremely pathetic at that moment. I thought about the girl I was flirting with, I thought about the fact that I wanted to kiss her and maybe more, and even if that thought had crossed my mind only for half a second, I felt like shit. It was not Olivia's fault that I was here, or that I hadn't had sex in three weeks. It was my decision and she didn't have to pay for that. I had never felt that guilty before when in a relationship and it's not like it was not normal to lust other people but for some reason, I was scared that if I could have these thoughts, perhaps she could too. She was not spending her time all alone locked in my room, waiting for me to come back, and for some weird reason, it was just hitting me now.

I don't know how long I waited but I decided to call back again, even if it meant that I would look desperate. In fact, I sort of was.

"Babe, i'm in the car." she pointed out. "I'm almost there."

She had put her phone near the dash and I could see her hands moving on the wheel. She was not looking at me but I was staring at her and even from that weird angle, she looked pretty.

"Do you know what I want to do to you?"

Her face changed and she glanced at me but I could swear I saw her cheeks turn a soft shade of red, making me smirk.

"I really want to fuck you, pet." I added low. "I want to make love to you. I want to feel your warm body beneath mine. I miss you so bad."

She chuckled. "Me or fucking me?"

"Can't it be both?" I asked, raising my eyebrows, a smirk still gracing my face.

"It can."

I watched her and kept silent as she parked the car and turned to look at me in the screen of her phone, her head slightly tilted and her hair falling on her right shoulder, exactly like the picture I had taken of her before I left.

"I miss you too, Niall." she whispered, making my heart twist. "I wish you were here."

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#61 Somehow Mulder has to pretend to go down on Scully. He teases her until neither of them can take it anymore.

Chapter 1: AO3 HERE... Or Tumblr HERE.

Chapter 2: AO3 HERE.

Inner Sanctum: Shadow Play - Chapter 2

The music of Scully’s sighs and moans a melody he thought he’d never hear. Mulder was abruptly brought out of his almost hypnotic state when the booming voice echoed all around the chamber.

"Hey Supercock leave them titties alone now! My wife wants to give the next instructions... Don't you my pet."

“No Honey,  you’re doing sooo splendidly - you know I love when you’re soooo forceful … I’ll …. Ooooo…. I’ll wait… mmm…”

“Turned on are you Darling? Is your snatch getting wet? How about Red, Supercock? Take a sniff, do you smell any of that pussy ambrosia yet? I think it’s time to find out. Head south like a good chap. Make her scream for you.”

How was he going to manage this? Especially when it sounded like a good idea to him. “Trust me,” Mulder mumbled against her skin, goose flesh rising in the wake of his lips, hands following, as they traveled in a meandering path down to her hip. Her upper thigh. 

Scully’s breathing was labored and despite her attempts more sighs and moans escaped her. She tried biting her lip, but it turned into nibbling. She tried covering her eyes with the back of her hand, but the effects of Mulder’s lips on her skin just made her hyper-sensitive.

Did she look like she was swooning? 

Her small giggle turned into a moan when a vision of her in an antebellum ball gown invaded her consciousness. Mulder a snowy white cravatt at his neck. Kissing her, walking her backwards. One of her hands steadying her suddenly wobbly body on the chaise arm.

Mulder kneeling, reaching under her voluminous skirt, his fingertips walking up her legs until the crinoline she had on dropped to the floor. His eyes held hers the entire time and she could feel those hands now cupping her buttocks, squeezing. He stood grabbed her leg in one fluid motion and hooked it over his hip. Grinding into her, tipping her back. 

Back… Back onto that chaise.

It was indecent, wanton, and she reveled in it... More… more…

Body sprawled across the chaise, legs apart, the skirt quickly tossed up and over her head. She felt everything. Saw nothing - but diffuse light penetrating the fabric of her dress. Only felt his head as it moved down, travelling over her stomach and further. Her hyper-sensitive skin reading every feature on his face like braille.

Mulder reaches his tongue inside her to taste the unholiest of holy’s, his nose lines up perfectly with her clit. The anticipated touch and then the reality force her to lift her hips and grip the cushions. Her neck elongates as she gasps for breath, her nose incapable of handling her necessity for oxygen. Skin too hot not to wriggle as the flames scorch up inside her.

“Mulder,” she begged as pleasure coiled and her insides flexed around his tongue. It was a plea, one of fear to withstand, and another of need for release. 

“Mulder,” she cried before plunging into the abyss. The pleasure so severe her nerve endings reverberated in unison with waves of tension and sparks swarming her body - behind her eyelids basking in his light.

“Hey Red! Don’t keep the man waiting spread your legs ... let him get to that pussy!”

And just like that the fantasy faded… but not the tingles running through Scully’s body.

Mulder straddled the end of the chaise. Pulled her quivering legs apart - bent one and nipped the inside of her knee. His cock was hard and pressed painfully against the denim of his jeans. He envisioned the permanent button marks he’d find imprinted there later today.

“Oooohhhh Huu-nnnyyy this is the best birthday gift you have ever given me… I wish I had your cock in me right now.”

“I do too Sara, darling… I feel I’m ‘bout to spurt in my pants like the randy lad I once was…”

The couple’s conversation faded. 

Unable to stop herself, Scully’s hands landed on Mulder’s head, her fingers combed through his hair - fingernails teasingly scratching against his scalp. Mulder groaned, his breath invisible, but hot and humid against her inner thighs. His hands - slightly rough - roved from outer leg to inner, thumbs grazed the tender skin in the crease so close to the fleshy lips of her labia.

She was so aroused - had this ever happened before? Without, kissing, mutual caressing - being naked - skin to skin? She was on assignment. This was work. How in the hell could she be enjoying this? Where had that fantasy come from?

Oh my God! …  He wouldn’t, would he? … Was he ‘sniffing’ her? 

Scully felt a wet hot pressure in a slow upward pass over the crotch of her panties, before Mulder turned his face and nipped her inner thigh, mumbled, “Scully...” All her focus centered on her throbbing clit.

“Okay Supercock enough pussy pie. Fuck her. We want to hear her moan.”

“Oooh hunny tell him to take those jeans off. I want to see the outline of that cock.”

“You heard my wife Supercock. Take out that dick and fuck her. Your balls have got to be about ready to bust! We could see you grinding away.”

Scully could see Mulder was struggling. “It’s okay,” she whispered. A nod of acknowledgement in Scully's  direction and he got onto his knees. Perfect silhouette position accomplished he unbuttoned and pushed his jeans over his hips. Scully gasped his erection long and thick rising unhindered by confining denim and buttons.

“He does have an enormous cock doesn’t he hunny.”

“He does at that my pet. Just yank the crotch of those panties to the side or rip them off. Get moving Supercock and fuck her till she can’t walk tommorrow.”

“I can’t do this,” Mulder hissed faintly, then, “Bend your leg, Scully.” Bending both her legs, she watched as a drop of precum appeared on the tip of his penis. He groaned when Scully unconsciously licked her lips. In an almost magical move he’d tucked his erection back in his jeans and his hips now rested in the cradle formed by her bent knees. The grunt Scully emitted wasn’t an act - her arms clutched at Mulder’s back when he set up a slow grind.

Hooking her ankles around his waist she reciprocated raising her own hips, greedily meeting Mulder’s angle and downward thrust. The non-direct friction against her clit was sublime. Mulder dropped his head beside hers. One hand grabbed above her ass on an upstroke and picked up the pace.

She was so close. Mulder stiffened and groaned it was deep and gutterel. His hot breath stirred her own sweat soaked hair behind her ear and she felt the pulse of the climax he’d just had. Her own body was still thrumming, though - unfulfilled - she gently massaged the tension from his neck.

Was he embarrassed?

“Agents Mulder? Scully?”

They both froze. Complete awareness flooded both of them. They had been so focused on one another - everything else had faded away. Now they could hear the couple talking. The woman was sniffing and the husband soothed her. They sounded normal not at all like the brash couple giving sexual orders moments ago.

Agent Barber stuck his head in the chamber. “Agents? We caught the perp followed him right from here, it was the attendant. We knew it was an inside job.” Mulder sat hunched over with elbows on his knees and Scully was beside him.  “We appreciate your assistance with this case. We’ll need your notes as soon as possible.”

Mulder and Scully both nodded and Agent Barber left the room. The shadow play lights went out and they both blinked, their eyes adjusting to the sudden change.

They were alone. One thought in both of their heads. Lips met in a clash of wills, give and take. Mulder pulled away first, Scully’s lips still pursed and searching for his. Her head spun as she found herself flat on her back, legs spread, panties torn off and Mulder’s tongue circling her clit furiously.

“Mul… de …” The things coming out of her mouth weren’t making any sense. Especially when he got on his knees and gripped her ass - she was almost vertical most of her weight on her upper back - and he pulled her firmly against his face. His lips fastened on her swollen clit and with a few tugs and tiny graze of his teeth she was gone. She felt the flat of his tongue not moving just resting against her pink flesh as the spasms continued. A few seconds he gently licked her, humming his enjoyment before he lowered her body to the chaise and crawled up to share the taste of her on his lips.

“I couldn’t take it anymore, Scully… the teasing. I couldn’t take it anymore and I don’t think you could either.”

“No… I couldn’t… We have to go.”

“Yes, but not before … another kiss.” 

“Okay,” Scully smiles softly as their lips meet again in a searching kiss.

The End ... 

....Or read on for the Epilogue I wrote - pick your ending....

Mulder’s Apartment

Ugh, the thought of peeling his still damp jeans off, was the first thought in his mind after entering his apartment. It felt like a gallon of fluid had pumped out of his cock, he'd been so primed. And then Scully. Just the thought had him hard in seconds. He sat on his couch, his cock was in his hand moments later.

Replaying everything in his mind he pumped slowly. There was a knock on his door and then the sound of a key he didn’t notice too entranced with the images looping repeatedly within his memory. His eyes were closed and he heard.

“Move your hands Mulder.” Obeying the command he released the grip on his cock. “Open your eyes Mulder.”

Is he dreaming? Scully raised her skirt and placed first one knee and then the other, kneeling on his couch she straddled his legs. Her hands were soft and cool touching him, making him harder. She held him in position and sank down… down.. all the way…

His hands went to her hips, guiding her as she rode him. “Scully…don’t tease. I can’t take it.”

“I don’t know...oh, Mulder… your cock - your - Supercock … feels soooo good.” Scully laughed at Mulder’s expression, before he returned the smile. “I’ll show you Supercock - Red - he has some tricks.”

Mulder grabbed Scully’s ass and stood, she gave a squeal that turned into multiple and mutual groans as he carried her into his bedroom. “Are you taking me to your bed?" Scully gasped when Mulder stopped and braced her against the wall, thrusting several times. "Y, y yeeesss," he moaned out. Finally they were on the bed, Mulder braced above her, she unwound her arms and raised them high over her head in a sultry stretch.

"Show me what you got! Supercock.”

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Yugi has two mommies

WARNING: the charters in this story at all 18 plus. this takes place in the Yu-Gi-Oh verse but after high school. Life after high-school.. for most it's all fun and games, and that should be true even more so for the king of games right? Well that's where your wrong. Take it from me, Yugi motto, the supposed King of games. I still defend my title and make money on the dueling circet but if you believe that i'm anything like i was before.. then again your wrong. After high school Joey and Tristen got jobs working for Duke, and live with him, still running dukes game shop while Anzu got a scholarship to go to collage. To cut down on the cost of living she moved in with Mai, and naturally, with me and Anzu dating at the time I moved in too. Mai gave me connections that helped me earn my share of the rent and I thought while i was off dueling on tours her and Anzu were just having girl talks. Little did I know.. About 2 months into the arrangement a weird thing started to happen. I started waking up wet in my bed! (If you wondering why I had my own bed, Anzu refused to go all the way. She wanted to save herself and me for marriage which I respected, though somehow saving herself involved me worshiping her pussy and sometimes..ick..asshole! Meanwhile she'd lightly play with my weenier and sometimes..uh.. let's not go into that.) Anyways, Having my own bed which was in Anzu's room.. and waking up wet repeatably she started to complain about the smell, and even when I was out of the bedroom her and Mai started to hold their noses around me! As if i still smelled like, well, you know. It was weird though, the only time I ever seemed to have a wetting accident at night was when I was home. In hindsight yeah I was a dumb ass. It was when I came back from a tour that I came into the room, and found that Anzu's bed was gone! While mine had been replaced with a toddlers bed! All of my decorations were in place on my half of the room and Anzu's half now had some boxes in it. The girls had followed me into my room and smiled at me as I turned around angery and demanded to know what was going on. I can still hear the tone of their voices, and I should of know then. "It's simple Yugi. Anzu here has been putting up with your pissy bed for weeks now and it's not fair to her. She's had to take a long shower before class or she smells like your piss." Mai started, Her tone stern and hands on her hips. "Yugi, I'm sleeping in Mai's room, just till we get this figured out." Anzu said, putting a hand on Mai's shoulder and smiling at me. Naturally her tone was softer. "You have to see this is for the best don't you? Unless your jealous Mai is gonna steal me away." Anzu teased and winked. I had blushed and huffed, then gestured to the bed. "Ohhh that.. well your mattress was ruined and the pee had soaked into the bed frame, ruining it too. We have had to toss it and then go bed shopping. And that was when well.." Anzu looked a little sheepish and turned to Mai who took over. "I spotted that bed. the mattress is specially made for potty training toddlers and has special covers that keep it from getting ruined. Plus the bed frame is metal. There's a pad under the bed to catch anything that slips off the side and well,really, you're still a lil shorty Yugi,." She said and ruffled my hair. That made me whine and mutter 'not that short' and the girls, they d'awwed. In the end I accepted the bed, it WAS good logic. Anzu had some weird odor blockers in the room with a familiar scent that I couldn't place at the time, but I'm VERY familiar with it now... Baby powder. Afterwards Anzu apologized to me. She said she should of warned me but didn't know how I'd react and for the rest of the day the girls semi spoiled me, Though it felt..I dunno.. Off. They weren't being mean and agreed with me, and even let me pick out what to watch. but normally when I picked the show I'd get a eye roll for watching things like lil duelers. It was a show meant to help young kids understand how to play duel monsters, Using the toon monster designs, but I happened to like it for some of the battles they played out (and the fact that the dark magician  was one of the biggest heroes on the show didn't hurt.) But today Anzu and Mai exchanged smiles when I put it on and asked if I wanted some juice or something and exchanged smiles when I asked for milk and cookies. The tour had been a hard one with lots of unscheduled matches taking place and I was a little worn out, or that's what i told myself then when after the milk and cookies I started to get sleepy. I yawning lots and Anzu sat next to me, encouraging me to cuddle into her. I did and yawned one last time, and I swear, was just going to rest my eyes. The next time I opened them it was 7:30ish in the am and I was in bed. I'd woken up from the noise coming from the kitchen and rubbed a eye, feeling a little sheepish then noticed a few things. 1) I'd been changed out of my normal clothes (even after high-school I liked the blue jeans and jacket look) and was in a pair of kuriboh Pj's, light purple in the back round with the lil guys all over, and not something i had owned before, as I'd been trying to sleep in just my undies to cut down on the wash. It also kinda looked like fuzzball, the side kick from the cartoon show. 2) There was a stuffie of the Darkie the dark magician from my cartoon show in my bed, and more to the point, in one of my arms, which as I realized I set down. 3) The bed was DRY and a bigggg smile crossed my face and I started to yell out that the bed was dry, and called for Anzu (gah, in hindsight how toddler does THAT sound?!) till I went to get out of bed and 4) Realized that there was something under my PJ bottoms, and it was kinda.. sagging and damp. It was just as I stood up and poked my crotch, that Anzu and Mai came in and smiled. "Wow you kept the bed dry? Good job Yugi!" Anzu coo'ed and came over to hug me then paused and sniffed. I hadn't noticed the slight pee smell in the air (Heck I was practically nose deaf to it) but now realized it was in the air. "Uh-oh..well at least you kept the bed dry." she said and then tugged down my bottoms, and there it was..I was in a.. "You..you put me in.. a ..a.." I stammered, unable to say it and looked at Anzu, tears welling up in my eyes and she instantly hugged me. "Yes Yugi, I put you in a diaper. I'm sorry. I should of mentioned this was part of the plan but you were soooo upset yesterday then conked out before we could mention it." Anzu said. I'm..I'm not proud of what I did next, but i think given the situation, not a damn person could blame me. I broke down and started to bawl. What happened next was Anzu tried to comfort me the best she could, while I sobbed that I wasn't a baby and she tried to tell me no I wasn't. But Mai finally had to clear her throat and tap her wrist, Anzu was gonna be late for class. She looked mad and I thought at the time it was because she wanted to stay and comfort me, but later on I found it it was because she had wanted to handle the removal of the diaper. But the condition of her scholarship made it clear she could only be late so often and she had to boogie as was, leaving me and Mai looking at each other. (Well, more her looking at me while I rubbed my eyes and tried to stop sobbing.) "Oh for Ra's sake Yugi, it's just a wet diaper. Your acting more like a baby then dressed like one." She scolded. "I..I'm..T-trying ta..S-Stop." I hiccuped and she rolled her eyes, then came over. putting a foot on the crotch of my pants that were on the floor she lifted me up and out of them and then held me in her arms, squishing my soggy diaper and I buried my face in her shoulder and whimpered. My one small relief was that the diaper was a plain white one, though even THAT died away as Mai carried me over to where a anther one of the pads for under my bed had been set up. by said pad was two stacks. One of little duelers undies that looked like there were meant for little kids (and sadly would likely still fit me) and the other pile.. was DIAPERS. "Please please don't put me in anther diapers!" I pleaded as she laid me down, bringing my hands together and she smiled and beeped my nose. "Don't be silly Yugi, the diapies (Gah really? such a babyish phase!) Are for beddy byes, you get big boy undies for during the day." she said and chuckled like she had set up for a punchline. "O-Okay.. Why..why did you guys.. g-get all this..little kid stuff.." I asked. Because now as I looked around the room, my decorations were still up, but they were joined by lots of lil duelers and the like stuff, and those boxes were gone. "Why? Heck Yugi, you LOVE that show so we thought it would be a treat for you. Plus you snuggled right up with Darkie.it was ADORABLE." Mai gushed. I whimpered at that and had put my arms up over my face but by then Mai got to the task at hand and untaped my diaper. Now..Only very few people had seen me naked till that point. My parents (Presumably) My grandfather, Joey and Anzu. All of whom who had been somewhat.. er.. Tactful. Mai on the other hand. "Oh my god it's TINY!" She giggled and then put a hand over her mouth as I started to sniffle again and glared at her, a hand reaching down to cover myself up. (Why I didn't just sit up or stop her in the first place...I don't know) "MAI! That's mean!" I huffed instead and She nodded. She was still laughing but covering her mouth and trying not to so that was SOMETHING. I guess. "I'm..I'm sorry just..Pffft.." "You know what, Maybe I should just go and take a shower and-" I huffed but Mai put a hand on my chest and I was powerless to get up. "Nottt possible." Mai said, drawing out the first word, then went on. "Me and Anzu both went for shower's this morning, no hot water left. You better let me clean you up." "I..I can do it myself." I insisted. "Yugi, I've SEEN your undies.I know how well you can wipe." Mai said with a snicker. well, if I thought i was red faced before. In the next few minutes I did as I was told, spread as I was told, rolled over, and was of course betrayed by own body with all the attention I was getting down there. "Uh-oh! Looks like lil Yugi switched to attack mode." Mai teased  and tossed the wipes, and the diaper into a small pail. "I think you can handle it from here? And uh, there are some tissues here if you wanna use those too." Mai smirked and got up, walking out of the room. Once she was out of the room the first thing I did was go over to my dresser and look for a pair of my boxers and of course, they were all gone. My clothes were still the same thankfully, save for my new sleepwear of course. I toyed with just wearing the jeans with no undies then recalled the last time I'd done that. My cock head had gotten soooo sore. Groaning i went back and grabbed a pair of the briefs and started to tug them up..and was dismayed when they more or less fit perfect. (It would of been a perfect fit if not for well, you know.) Grabbing out a shirt and jeans I headed out of the room and into the main living space,and there was Mai reading a paper and drinking some coffee. "Is there any left?" I asked. now normally I loath coffee, but at the moment I wanted to be as big and grown up as possible. "Aren't you worried it'll stunt your growth?" Mai joked then smiled as I glared. "Sorry, bad joke. There's a little bit left but I made a really strong pot Yugi. I don't think your little system can handle it, not with the lack of coffee experience anyways." She warned me. "I can so!" I huffed and getting my stepping stool, went to make myself a coffee. Ah the stepping stool. Seems whoever made these counters didn't want little kids to be able to hurt themselves and Mai admitted she'd had work done to raise them even more after a babysitting job almost turned bad. the end result? Yours truly had to get a white stepping stool to do anything on the counter top. "Yugi, all kidding aside I really don't think you should drink that, you could get a caffeine overdose and get sick to your tummy or even have a accident, and not the piddle kind." Mai warned. It was a good warning and I really should of listened, but pride can be a stupid thing. "I don't have daytime accidents. " I snapped and poured the last bit of sugar in my Blue eye white mug I never saw the smirk on Mai's face. Pouring the last bit of coffee in i got it to about 3/4's full and then got down and grabbed the milk out of the fridge, it was almost gone. "I have to head into work soon, since you'll have the day all to yourself you mind doing the shopping?" Mai asked me. Happy to be given a adult thing to do I nodded and poured the milk in and locked eyes with her as I drank it, and fought not to retch. "Oh wow, I stand corrected, Clearly you can handle your java." Mai smirked and finished her cup and put the paper down. "The list is on the fridge, if you need help with it PLEASE ask this time, I don't want you getting hurt again." Sheesh, you throw your back out carrying a couple of jugs of milk ONE time and your marked for life. Mai gave me a kiss on the forehead and took off for work, saying she'd call to check in on me. Naturally I was all was whatever and said bye. The coffee was working it's magic and I gave a little giggle and feeling FULL of energy I grabbed the shopping list and my wallet and out the door I went. You notice what I forgot to list though don't you? Thankfully the local supermarket knew me and so I didn't get the usual crap about skipping school (though they insisted I use one of the jr shopping carts..jerk butts) Zipping around the aisles and giggling a little loudly, and shaking a little, I heard more then one clerk mutter something about a sugar rush. Ignoring them I got the fruits and veggies that was on the list, some more milk, bread blah blah blah the boring stuff then came to the cookie aisle, and grinned from ear to ear. I had more then enough to go a little crazy and started to load the cart with the cookies when suddenly my tummy didn't feel right. I paused and rubbed it, and it made some funny noises and then suddenly I let out a HUGE fart that I swear they must of hear like, halfway around the world and turned crimson. I decided to play it safe and dashed for the cashier, Though I was letting out little follow up poots from my bottom and I SWEAR everyone was looking at me. Some smirked, some frowned And Maggie, the cashier, gave me a look of worry. "Sir, You can go ahead and use the washroom if you like, I'll ring this though." She offered. Maggie was in her 50's, and kind old lady, she let me get free cookies as a member of the cookie club even though technically I was too old. "I-It'll be OK." I said and flashed a smile, then my tummy hurt again and I hunched over. "Yugi dear I don't think it will be." She said and she came out from behind the till and was coming towards me when I felt anther fart brewing. "You you should stand back Maggie, I have to-" I let out a fart..that lets just say wasn't a fart and spare the awful details. In the aftermath I -might- of broken down bawling and sobbing, shaking like a leaf. Maggie tried to convince me to let her take me home or to call Mai but I just paid for the groceries and arranged delivery (thank god that was a option!) then dashed out. Some of the coffee was still helping me as I swear I was like the strike ninja I was running so fast, but still i got looks and saw people hold their noses. Thankfully I don't think anyone linked the king of games with the poopy pants bawler and I got in the building, running past one of the first floor neighbors who was coming out to walk her dog. Remember before when I aksed if you realized what I had forgotten to mention? Yeahhh I realized it too as I got to our apartment on the 3rd floor and went to grab the key, and couldn't find it. "No no no no no!" I sobbed and banged my fist on the door, letting out anther not fart and sinking to my knees. What I didn't know was the second I started to run out, Maggie god bless her interfering soul, had called Mai at the casino. Telling her what had happened Mai had rushed out of work, losing a days worth of pay to get back to the apartment asap. The rush of energy I'd felt was draining, and I was weakly resting my head on the door, whimpering no, my eye lids feeling so heavy. That's when I heard mai's voice. "Yugi!" I could tell from the tone that she had been angry at first but when I turned to her, with my tear stained cheeks and trembling bottom lip, she softened her tone and came over. "Shhh, it's OK. let's get you inside." She said gently. Mai ended up carrying me, hands under my armpit and holding me away from her, muttering something about being grateful we didn't have carpets and carried me right to the bathroom   then standing me in the tub and tilting my chin up. "Yugi, I need to try and wash most of this off of you, and I don't know how much of the hot water we have back. So it's likely gonna get cold alright?" She asked. "Why..why are you..your 'pose ta be at work." I mumbled. God I was just so sleepy! "I need you to stay awake for a little while longer and we'll talk later. Come on Yugi, what do the good guys say?" She asked, quoting lil duelers. "Never..never give up." I giggled, feeling a bit out of it. The shower head was detachable and she used it to direct the flow that started off luke warm then got cold fast, and soon I was shivering and and whimpered. "Almost done buddy." Mai coo'ed to me. "Your being such a good boy Yugi.. ok, pants coming down.. Yerahhh I know buddy that's cold.. here..work with me.. there you go.. out of the sneakers and pants...and then here go, out of the undies." Mai coo'ed walking me though everything then wrapping me up in a big fluffy towel and drying me off. She sat me on the potty , with the towel around my shoulders and it was a good thing she did, I had a few more not farts and tinkled..though I was shaking so much some of the tinkle went onto the floor. Mai came in and I pointed, my teeth were chattering too much to warn her or say sorry and she smiled. "It's ok buddy, you're sick." She said and then helped me wipe and scooped me up, bringing me into my room. "I think we're gonna stay away from the coffee from now on huh?" She asked and rubbed my back. I nodded and she smirked a lil. "I'm gonna assume that's a nod and not more shakes. I want you to take a nap Yugi, on the couch with me but I wanna get you er.. in protection with all of your-" "N-N-Not F-F-Farts." I whimpered and stuttered. "Heh..yeah not farts. If that OK?" I nodded and the last thing I honestly recall was her laying me down on the pad and reaching for a diaper. "What did you think was gonna happen! You should of refused or just had him make juice!" Anzu was growling. "Look I gave up a days pay to come back and-" Mai argued back. "And you never should of gone to work! Have you been keeping him drinking fluids!?" That was the argument I woke up to, sitting up on the couch and rubbing a eye and my mouth feeling super dry. "Whats all the noise about?" I whined, and Anzu and Mai both turned to me then to each other. "we'll talk about this later." was all Anzu said to Mai, Her voice stern then came over to me. Ok, so in hindsight.. a lot of you have likely figured out what happened. Mai spiked the sugar with laxative powder since I liked to make a morning cup of juice. Instead of making a pitcher I just make it per cup, I'm weird that way. She honestly hadn't planned on me drinking the coffee and the powder was suppose to take long enough that i would of been home when it kicked in.   The best laid plans or some crap like that. "Hey buddy, how are you feeling?" Anzu asked me and kissed my forehead. "Thirsty..and kinda icky in the tummy." I replied honestly. She nodded and looked to Mai, who went to the kitchen then she tugged back the blanket I'd been covered with and I blushed. I was in just a top and a diaper. a diaper what was clearly soaked, and judging from the smell.. "Mai, when was the last time you checked his diaper?" Anzu called and I whined, putting the pillow over my face. "uhhh about half a hour before you came home? Why did he have anther not fart?" "..Not fart?" Anzu asked and giggled. "Oh, it's what he call's that." "Ohhh I see.. Yeah. doesn't seem like a big one. " She called. "I'm RIGHT here you know." I huffed and Anzu blinked then looked sheepish. "ehehehe sorry, Looks like you had anther not fart Yugi, but it's OK, Your sick. Do you feel up to walking to your room with me or want me to carry you?" She asked. "I can walk!" I huffed and squirmed, getting my legs over the side of the couch and going to stand up. And then my legs, a bit weaker then I thought gave out on me and I landed with a squish. blushing and trying not to cry I just looked away from Anzu. How could she possible respect me, her boyfriend, when i was in a stinky diaper and couldn't even walk?! "Its ok Yugi." she cooed and kissed my cheek, scooped me up in her arms bridal style (thankfully!) and Mai followed her with a..BABY BOTTLE!? "I DON'T WANT THAT!" I yelled and pointed and Anzu signed. "Yugi,the baby bottle is because your dehydrated, that's why you feel so awful. But if we give you a cup you'll gulp everything down as fast as possible and give yourself tummy cramps. the nipple have only two holes in it to slow down how much you can drink so you won't get those cramps." She explained. whether or not that was a thing for real or not I couldn't say but as Anzu set me on the pad and Mai handed my the bottle, my thirst overwhelmed my humiliation and I poped it in my mouth. The girls were smiling big time as I suckled on the bottle, til Anzu scolded me a little. "your still drinking too fast. slower or your gonna get a gas bubble." "I don't think he's listening." Mai giggled and she was right, my thirst was overriding Anzu's advice now. "ooook, but don't blame me when I have to burp you after." I rolled my eyes at that, I was more then capable of belching all on my own. "Alright everyone, prepare yourself!" Anzu said ad untaped my diaper and GAH! I had thought it stunk before but this.. YUCK! (I'd find out later that those two were cheaters and had nose plugs in. jerk butts) Again I'll spare all the icky details, just that Anzu wiped me clean and again I er.. went into attack mode. "Heh, Sorry buddy. not while your sick." Was all Anzu said and had Mai get her a ice cube to make it go down to ensure that it wouldn't cause a problem. The stinky diaper went into the pail which now in hindsight was clearly a diaper pail but it really didn't click then. I was about halfway done with the bottle by that point and Anzu had a clean diaper under me, though I whined. "Your not better yet and this is just a precaution" She assured me as she was taping it up and then lifting my shirt up, and blowing a raspberry on my tummy. The evil witch knew I was SUPER ticklish and I was helpless to fight back and giggled like CRAZY, the bottle falling out of my mouth. "You know I think i saw a commercial for some little duelers diapers I think would fit Yugi." mai said while Anzu kept up her tickle torture. "We did go though a few more then expected today." she added "What do you think Yugi, want some cute diapies instead of boring white one? if you agree, giggling helplessly." Anzu said with a grin. I don't think i have to tell you what my response was. huffing and still semi giggling I relaxed in Anzu's arms, drinking from my bottle again as we went back out to the living room, though my chest started to feel a little funny the more I drank. Mai was talking to Anzu about whether or not she had any homework, then the phone rang and Mai was talking on it. Something about a chance to make up for the lost shift today as the feeling in my chest turn more and more owie and I fussed a little. Anzu smiled, not saying a word and I went from sitting in her lap my back to her front to being turned around and she patted my back before I could ask what she was doing I kinda sorta let out a super loud belch that got me a glare from Mai. "Sorry about that, Somebody hasn't learned to cover his mouth when he belches." She was saying. "Told ya that you'd get a gas bubble " Anzu giggled while I buried my face in her shoulder. "Hey, better the mouth then well." And she patted my tushie. "Anzuuuu!" I whined but then as she kept patting my tush it kinda felt.. nice.

[knbandhqsin]

Hello!! I love your blog! XD can I get an s/o who is insecure of her small boobs and doubts Aomine's feeling. They're not dating yet but they both like each other very much.

Itty bitty titty club represent! Slight NSFW at the end.

There he goes again, you thought to yourself as you observed the basketball player through the window of your classroom. Daiki Aomine was surrounded by a gaggle of girls, all with exceptionally large busts, and he was not being very subtle in the way he was gazing at them and commenting on how “well that shirt accentuates” their “finer features”.You blew a strand of hair out of your face with a huff. It wasn’t like you had any right being jealous. You guys weren’t dating or anything… or at least, not officially. Sure you guys spent a lot of time together outside of school, and sure you were the only one besides Momoi who could convince him to go to practice, and sure there was that one night at the park when he trapped you on the swing and kissed you under the stars and wouldn’t let you stand up until you admitted that you were in love with him and he said it back………But that didn’t mean you two were dating. You honestly didn’t know what you were to him. There was clearly something between you that was more than friendly, but it felt like there was something else, or in your special case, a lack of something, that was preventing you two from taking that next step.The bell rang and you watched Aomine and his posse disappear back into the building. 

You were just finishing lacing up your outdoor shoes to go home when a dark shadow fell across you. You looked up and saw Aomine towering above you, that normal bored look on his face, his backpack hanging carelessly off of one shoulder, with his hands shoved deeply in his pants pockets. “_____. Wanna walk home together?”“Oh, uh, sure. Thanks, Daiki.”You two walked off the school grounds together. You started heading in the direction of your house, but Aomine abruptly turned and started walking a different way. You hesitated for a moment, watching his back as he walked away from you, wondering if he cared or not if you followed, wondering if he would look over his shoulder at you…You sighed and followed after him with a feeling of knowing where he was headed. Sure enough, a couple minutes later you arrived at the park. He gestured for you to follow him as he walked over to the swing set. Your heart skipped a beat, remembering what happened last time.Aomine sat down in one of the swings. You sat down next to him. Neither one of you spoke for what felt like eternity. Then the blue-haired man spoke up.“I want us to date, _____.”You blinked at him, not quite sure you heard him correctly. But the fiery and passionate look he was giving you reassured you. Your initial reaction was one of joy, but it quickly got overtaken by something darker.“Oh really,” you snapped a bit harshly.This time Aomine blinked at you, genuine confusion painted on his face.“What is that supposed to mean?”You looked away from him and twisted your face into a pout.“Wouldn’t you rather have someone who can please you?”“I don’t understand. You please me.”“Right,” you barked out a laugh, “me and my flat chest. I’m sure that turns you on soooo much.”Realization dawned on Aomine’s face. He reached out to touch you but you slapped his hand away.“_____,” he said, clearly hurt, “I don’t care what you look like. I really like you.”“If you don’t care how I look, then why do you surround yourself with girls with much larger chests?”Aomine rolled his eyes. “It’s called a fantasy, _____. What do you want me to say? That I spend all class fantasizing about fucking some huge titties? Okay fine, I do. And sure, sometimes I indulge myself. The girls don’t mind my ogling. But I don’t care about those girls. You on the other hand…”Aomine stood up and grabbed the chains of the swing you were sitting in. You shrank back, but he bent down and blew his hot breath against your ear, causing goosebumps to erupt on your arms.“You,” he repeated, locking those dark eyes of his with yours, “God I want to fuck so many parts of you. Your pussy, your ass, your mouth, I want it all. And yes, even your beautiful tits.”You couldn’t respond. Your face was so red and your heart beating so quickly. You wanted to believe him. You wanted to so badly.Aomine saw your hesitation and crouched down in front of you, crossing his arms across your thighs and resting his head on his arms. He gazed up at you with a gentle look.“What can I do to make you believe me?” he asked softly.You swallowed the lump in your throat. “If you can go one week without looking at, or commenting on, any girls’ boobs-”“Does that include your own?” Aomine interrupted.You narrowed your eyes. “Including mine. And you have to go to practice three times this week.”Aomine studied you carefully. When he didn’t respond right away you were afraid that that was your answer right there, that he didn’t care about you as much as you had hoped. But he smiled and placed a kiss on the inside of your leg.“You drive a hard bargain, _____, but for you, I’ll do anything.”

[fanficshiddles]

You owe me, Chapter 10

Before they were spotted, April quickly pulled off her wig and disposed of it in the toilet. Then they moved further up the train, through the carriages. But they were running out of time, the police were all waiting on the platform ready to pounce once the train stopped.

‘What’s your plan, Loks?’ April asked, she could see him thinking quickly.

He didn’t respond for a second, then when the train came to a stop and the doors opened, he told April to act calm and just stay with him. He stepped off the train first and had April in tow with him once the rest of the passengers had departed.

The police approached them straight away and stopped them.

‘Sir, we need you to come with us.’ One officer said while a few moved in to surround them.

Loki moved April behind him. ‘That won’t be necessary, officer.’ Loki sneered and got a glare from the man.

Then it all happened so quickly. Loki pulled out a handful of throwing knives and stabbed the closest five policemen. When the other two pulled out their guns, that April realised were not normal guns and in-fact looked like some weird high-tech shit, Loki leapt in the air to the first one and stabbed him. Then he spun around and swiftly grabbed the last one and snapped his neck in half.

The public on the platform all started screaming and running away. Loki motioned for April to follow him and the two ran off the platform and over the fence, out into the fields that surrounded them instead of heading into town like they had originally planned.

Once they got far enough away, they ducked down behind a wall to catch their breath. Loki looked at April and she couldn’t help herself. She threw herself at him and kissed him vigorously, hands sliding through his hair.

Loki was pleasantly surprised at the assault. He slid his arms around her, holding her tightly and his hands roamed up and down her back while they kissed. Their tongues slipping together and teeth clashing.

When they pulled back, Loki looked at her with an eyebrow up.

‘What you did back there… that was soooo hot.’ She grinned, biting her lip.

Loki smirked, his eyes darkened as he looked at her lips. But then they heard shouting coming after them, so Loki grabbed her wrist and they started running again.

By the time April and Loki got to safety, they were exhausted. They came across a B&B in the countryside, not far from Thetford forest. They were lucky there was one room available, so they decided to just share.

April flopped down on the bed on her back and closed her eyes. ‘So, they weren’t police officers. Were they?’ She asked, still keeping her eyes closed.

‘No, they were SHIELD agents.’ Loki sighed, taking off his boots and shrugging off his jacket.

‘Are they just after you because of what you did in New York? Or is there more to it?’ She asked when he lay down on the bed next to her.

‘Just New York. I returned to Asgard, Odin then took my powers from me and banished me back here. Knowing they would be after me, to kill me… or worse.’

‘What’s worse?’ April asked, turning onto her side and opening her eyes to look at him.

He turned his head and gave her a half smirk. ‘Well, they would love to get their hands on a God to open up and do tests with. SHIELD may say they are here to protect the Earth. But on the contrary, they simply want to gain all the power they possibly can.’

‘Isn’t that what you want too, though? I mean, why else would you have brought an alien race here?’

‘Of course. But the difference is, I am above you all. I wanted to rule your world completely, not pit humans against one another.’

‘Is that still what you want to do?’ April was pushing it now, but while he was talking so freely why not ask him all the questions?

‘No. I am not in the same mind frame as I was back then.’ He said and looked back up at the roof.

‘So… What are you going to do once you get your Seidr back?’

‘Help you.’ Loki said flatly.

‘I mean after that.’

‘Get off this planet, perhaps. Start fresh elsewhere.’ He shrugged.

April sighed and rolled onto her back as well. ‘I wish it was that easy for me too, to just up and leave.’

‘Why would you want to leave Earth?’ Loki queried, turning to look at her again.

‘This place is full of fucked up shit. I actually think it would’ve been better if you had succeeded in ruling. At least then we would have one ruler overall. Instead of many different ones pitting themselves against one another. People dictating over what others should and shouldn’t do with their own lives or bodies.’ April said bitterly.

‘Hmm.’

‘What?’ April asked.

‘You seem to be more intelligent than I thought.’ He grinned and closed his eyes.

‘Asshole.’ She whacked him on the chest, just making him chuckle.

The two fell asleep for a few hours, waking up when it was evening time and their stomachs were rumbling.

April went out to get food, there was a shop in a village a few miles away. When she returned a while later, Loki had fallen asleep again.

She licked her lips, a wicked idea forming. She couldn’t resist.

April pulled off her clothes, forgetting completely about the food. She then crawled onto the bed and straddled over his legs. She ran her hands up his thighs, feeling the strength of them even underneath his jeans.

She hastily unbuckled his belt, popped the button open and slid down his zip. She was able to yank his jeans down just enough to reach in and grip his cock, pulling it free. Licking her lips, she eyed it up hungrily.

Taking her time at first, she gave a few strokes, feeling him hardening in her hand got her excited. She then couldn’t wait longer, so she leaned down and licked up the length of him before popping him into her mouth and sucking.

Loki woke up with a moan, his eyes flew open and he looked down to see April with her mouth around him, sucking him like a lollipop. And she was naked.

‘Holy… Shit!’ He groaned and arched up into her, he couldn’t resist reaching down and fisting his hand into her hair tightly.

She moaned around him, feeling him harden even more in her mouth. She hollowed her cheeks and flicked her tongue around the tip of him. But then Loki started thrusting up into her mouth, and the tight grip in her hair didn’t allow her to move so she relaxed her throat and took him down as far as she possibly could.

‘Oh… fuck! April.’ He moaned, getting lost in the feeling and losing control.

April stopped before he came, she managed to pull back even from Loki’s tight grip in her hair. She was so aroused, having been thinking about earlier that day when he took out those SHIELD agents so easily, the power he had… She had never met anyone else quite like him.

Crawling up over him, she straddled him and rubbed herself against the tip of his cock, moaning. Loki grabbed hold of her hips tightly and growled, eyes darkening when she sank down onto him, taking him fully.

‘Oh my god… you’re so big!’ April gasped when he filled her to the hilt, it actually took her breath away how large he was. She took a minute to get used to him, gasping and trying her best to relax more around him.

Loki chuckled wickedly and leaned up enough so he could capture her left nipple with his lips. He flicked his tongue against it, making her moan. He licked across her body to her other nipple leaving a wet trail behind him.

April was still struggling to adjust to him, only making very small movements. But Loki then decided to give her what she needed.

He grabbed her and flipped her over, making April gasp in surprise. But he pulled out and forced her round onto her stomach. With an arm under her, grabbing her waist, he hiked her up and forced himself back into her from behind.

‘Shit!!!’ She hissed, as the different angle was pressing against all the right spots.

His long fingers wrapped around the front of her neck and she felt his warm breath right against her ear as he folded himself across her back. His other hand slipped underneath her to roughly stroke her clit that was flushed out from hiding. He felt her clench around him, and she became noticeably wetter than she had been.

‘You like to think you’re in control.’ He thrust in roughly, hitting the deep spots. ‘But you were just waiting for someone strong and powerful.’ He pulled back, just the tip inside. ‘To take you down a peg or two.’ He thrust back into her and pinched her clit, making her yelp. ‘To take control.’ Another hard thrust as his fingers squeezed around her delicate throat. ‘To subdue you.’ He flicked his tongue against her earlobe as he drove into her, thrust after thrust getting quicker and quicker. ‘To own you.’

April let out a scream as he made her come so easily, she grabbed tightly at the sheets beneath her. She was slightly ashamed with how quick it happened. But she didn’t get time to dwell on that, as he continued to fuck her through her orgasm. She tried to squirm out from beneath him as it became too much, but he tightened his grip around her neck in warning, making her choke and cease her squirming.

The constant squeezing and wetness from her pussy overcame Loki too. He grunted above her, his movements becoming erratic before he held himself as deep as possible and spilled into her with a groan.

Loki collapsed on top of her for a while, until the two gathered themselves together again. He rolled off of her and pulled her round onto her side. She was still looking dazed, her eyes glazed over. He couldn’t resist gripping her face and holding her still as he leaned in to kiss her.

‘You’re just a cock hungry little slut. Waking me up like that.’ He growled over her lips.

She shrugged. ‘Who could resist that cock? That was good.’ She smirked.

She was feeling a little vulnerable after that. And was trying not to let it show, but Loki knew. He always knew. She was surprised that Loki knew exactly what she wanted deep down… what she needed.

‘Since you were so eager and jumped on me before we could organise protection… Perhaps we need to take a trip to a chemist tomorrow.’ Loki said as he trailed a finger around her nipple, making her shiver.

‘No need.’ She rolled onto her back, looking up at the roof.

‘Are you on pills?’ Loki raised an eyebrow.

‘No…’ She reached out and grabbed his hand, then brought it down to her abdomen. He stroked her skin and felt a, barely noticeable, small scar on her abdomen just down from her belly button.

‘What’s this?’

‘I’ve had my tubes tied. So, no worries about babies.’ She said with a forced smile, then she sat up and swung her legs off the side of the bed. But Loki grabbed her wrist, to stop her from leaving.

‘Why did you get this done? At such a young age too? You must only be what, twenty-five?’

April sighed. She knew she wasn’t going to get away with not telling him more…

She sat back on the bed and glanced at him, he looked genuinely interested and concerned. She wasn’t really sure why, but at least that was something.

‘I fell pregnant when I was fifteen… Stupid, I know. But we had used protection, the condom broke. But there was no way I was keeping it, I was young, just a kid myself. I had an abortion and my parents were furious, not only that I was sleeping around when I was underage, but that I’d gotten rid of it. They chucked me out… Other reasons had built up to that, but that was the tipping point. It was kind of ironic, as soon as I was old enough to understand, they kept telling me I was a mistake and how much they didn’t want me. At least if I had been adopted, I would’ve been wanted.’ She paused and looked down at her hands her in her lap.

‘I then decided to get my tubes tied. Because I realised that I didn’t want to be a mother. And because I didn’t want to be in that situation again. I fought hard to get that abortion, I had to get it done from someone who was doing it for some cash on the side, in their living room. Because all the doctors kept telling me I should have the child, basically saying that my mental state didn’t matter. After I got rid of it… I then realised I never wanted to have my options taken from me again in that sense. That birth control doesn’t always work every single time, it can fail. And that getting an abortion isn’t easy, even under the right circumstances. So again, I had to turn to the non-professionals to get my tubes tied. And I don’t regret a single thing.’ She said and raised her chin up, looking at Loki. ‘And in a weird, roundabout kinda way… Getting rid of it saved my life down the line… but that story is for another day.’

‘Well, I think you’ve been very sensible. Especially at such a young age. Sorry you had such a fight on your hands in the first place.’

Loki couldn’t imagine being told that as a kid, that she wasn’t wanted. His heart actually hurt for her. Had she ever felt wanted? Loved?

‘Thanks… how does that kind of thing work where you come from?’

‘Our birth control is 100% effective. We use a form of Seidr to the womb to prevent unwanted pregnancies. It’s simple and quick. Then if the woman decides she wants a child in the future, it’s just as simple and quick to undo.’ Loki sat up against the headboard too, next to her.

‘Wow. Wish we had that kind of thing here.’ She sighed. ‘Trying to control abortion is just another way that certain humans are trying to control others bodies.’

‘You speak a lot about humans controlling others. And from what I’ve seen previously, you are normally dominant in sexual situations. So, why do you have the deep need to submit?’ Loki asked and gripped her chin, turning her face towards him.

She swallowed before answering. ‘I don’t know really. I like being in control most of the time. But I have wanted to submit for a long time. But I’ve never met a man who was powerful enough and dominant enough to do so. It takes the right type of guy to make me orgasm, never mind make me want to submit. Besides, you’re not exactly a man. You’re a God... But don’t think this means I will submit to you fully, it was a one off.’ She said defiantly.

Loki narrowed his eyes at her and squeezed her chin. ‘Don’t push your luck, girl. You will do as you’re told.’ He growled.

That did ignite something inside of her, but she wasn’t going to make it so easy for him. It was too fun to be defiant, to give him a run for his money.

And they both enjoyed it.

[imagine-loki]

You owe me, Chapter 10

TITLE: You owe me CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 10 AUTHOR: fanficshiddles ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine after the battle in New York, Odin sent Loki back to Earth without his powers as punishment. SHIELD are after him and he meets a woman who isn’t all she seems at first and she has her own agenda. The two end up teaming up, to help one another. But it’s not quite as plain sailing as they’d hoped. RATING: M

Before they were spotted, April quickly pulled off her wig and disposed of it in the toilet. Then they moved further up the train, through the carriages. But they were running out of time, the police were all waiting on the platform ready to pounce once the train stopped.

‘What’s your plan, Loks?’ April asked, she could see him thinking quickly.

He didn’t respond for a second, then when the train came to a stop and the doors opened, he told April to act calm and just stay with him. He stepped off the train first and had April in tow with him once the rest of the passengers had departed.

The police approached them straight away and stopped them.

‘Sir, we need you to come with us.’ One officer said while a few moved in to surround them.

Loki moved April behind him. ‘That won’t be necessary, officer.’ Loki sneered and got a glare from the man.

Then it all happened so quickly. Loki pulled out a handful of throwing knives and stabbed the closest five policemen. When the other two pulled out their guns, that April realised were not normal guns and in-fact looked like some weird high-tech shit, Loki leapt in the air to the first one and stabbed him. Then he spun around and swiftly grabbed the last one and snapped his neck in half.

The public on the platform all started screaming and running away. Loki motioned for April to follow him and the two ran off the platform and over the fence, out into the fields that surrounded them instead of heading into town like they had originally planned.

Once they got far enough away, they ducked down behind a wall to catch their breath. Loki looked at April and she couldn’t help herself. She threw herself at him and kissed him vigorously, hands sliding through his hair.

Loki was pleasantly surprised at the assault. He slid his arms around her, holding her tightly and his hands roamed up and down her back while they kissed. Their tongues slipping together and teeth clashing.

When they pulled back, Loki looked at her with an eyebrow up.

‘What you did back there… that was soooo hot.’ She grinned, biting her lip.

Loki smirked, his eyes darkened as he looked at her lips. But then they heard shouting coming after them, so Loki grabbed her wrist and they started running again.

By the time April and Loki got to safety, they were exhausted. They came across a B&B in the countryside, not far from Thetford forest. They were lucky there was one room available, so they decided to just share.

April flopped down on the bed on her back and closed her eyes. ‘So, they weren’t police officers. Were they?’ She asked, still keeping her eyes closed.

‘No, they were SHIELD agents.’ Loki sighed, taking off his boots and shrugging off his jacket.

‘Are they just after you because of what you did in New York? Or is there more to it?’ She asked when he lay down on the bed next to her.

‘Just New York. I returned to Asgard, Odin then took my powers from me and banished me back here. Knowing they would be after me, to kill me… or worse.’

‘What’s worse?’ April asked, turning onto her side and opening her eyes to look at him.

He turned his head and gave her a half smirk. ‘Well, they would love to get their hands on a God to open up and do tests with. SHIELD may say they are here to protect the Earth. But on the contrary, they simply want to gain all the power they possibly can.’

‘Isn’t that what you want too, though? I mean, why else would you have brought an alien race here?’

‘Of course. But the difference is, I am above you all. I wanted to rule your world completely, not pit humans against one another.’

‘Is that still what you want to do?’ April was pushing it now, but while he was talking so freely why not ask him all the questions?

‘No. I am not in the same mind frame as I was back then.’ He said and looked back up at the roof.

‘So… What are you going to do once you get your Seidr back?’

‘Help you.’ Loki said flatly.

‘I mean after that.’

‘Get off this planet, perhaps. Start fresh elsewhere.’ He shrugged.

April sighed and rolled onto her back as well. ‘I wish it was that easy for me too, to just up and leave.’

‘Why would you want to leave Earth?’ Loki queried, turning to look at her again.

‘This place is full of fucked up shit. I actually think it would’ve been better if you had succeeded in ruling. At least then we would have one ruler overall. Instead of many different ones pitting themselves against one another. People dictating over what others should and shouldn’t do with their own lives or bodies.’ April said bitterly.

‘Hmm.’

‘What?’ April asked.

‘You seem to be more intelligent than I thought.’ He grinned and closed his eyes.

‘Asshole.’ She whacked him on the chest, just making him chuckle.

The two fell asleep for a few hours, waking up when it was evening time and their stomachs were rumbling.

April went out to get food, there was a shop in a village a few miles away. When she returned a while later, Loki had fallen asleep again.

She licked her lips, a wicked idea forming. She couldn’t resist.

April pulled off her clothes, forgetting completely about the food. She then crawled onto the bed and straddled over his legs. She ran her hands up his thighs, feeling the strength of them even underneath his jeans.

She hastily unbuckled his belt, popped the button open and slid down his zip. She was able to yank his jeans down just enough to reach in and grip his cock, pulling it free. Licking her lips, she eyed it up hungrily.

Taking her time at first, she gave a few strokes, feeling him hardening in her hand got her excited. She then couldn’t wait longer, so she leaned down and licked up the length of him before popping him into her mouth and sucking.

Loki woke up with a moan, his eyes flew open and he looked down to see April with her mouth around him, sucking him like a lollipop. And she was naked.

‘Holy… Shit!’ He groaned and arched up into her, he couldn’t resist reaching down and fisting his hand into her hair tightly.

She moaned around him, feeling him harden even more in her mouth. She hollowed her cheeks and flicked her tongue around the tip of him. But then Loki started thrusting up into her mouth, and the tight grip in her hair didn’t allow her to move so she relaxed her throat and took him down as far as she possibly could.

‘Oh… fuck! April.’ He moaned, getting lost in the feeling and losing control.

April stopped before he came, she managed to pull back even from Loki’s tight grip in her hair. She was so aroused, having been thinking about earlier that day when he took out those SHIELD agents so easily, the power he had… She had never met anyone else quite like him.

Crawling up over him, she straddled him and rubbed herself against the tip of his cock, moaning. Loki grabbed hold of her hips tightly and growled, eyes darkening when she sank down onto him, taking him fully.

‘Oh my god… you’re so big!’ April gasped when he filled her to the hilt, it actually took her breath away how large he was. She took a minute to get used to him, gasping and trying her best to relax more around him.

Loki chuckled wickedly and leaned up enough so he could capture her left nipple with his lips. He flicked his tongue against it, making her moan. He licked across her body to her other nipple leaving a wet trail behind him.

April was still struggling to adjust to him, only making very small movements. But Loki then decided to give her what she needed.

He grabbed her and flipped her over, making April gasp in surprise. But he pulled out and forced her round onto her stomach. With an arm under her, grabbing her waist, he hiked her up and forced himself back into her from behind.

‘Shit!!!’ She hissed, as the different angle was pressing against all the right spots.

His long fingers wrapped around the front of her neck and she felt his warm breath right against her ear as he folded himself across her back. His other hand slipped underneath her to roughly stroke her clit that was flushed out from hiding. He felt her clench around him, and she became noticeably wetter than she had been.

‘You like to think you’re in control.’ He thrust in roughly, hitting the deep spots. ‘But you were just waiting for someone strong and powerful.’ He pulled back, just the tip inside. ‘To take you down a peg or two.’ He thrust back into her and pinched her clit, making her yelp. ‘To take control.’ Another hard thrust as his fingers squeezed around her delicate throat. ‘To subdue you.’ He flicked his tongue against her earlobe as he drove into her, thrust after thrust getting quicker and quicker. ‘To own you.’

April let out a scream as he made her come so easily, she grabbed tightly at the sheets beneath her. She was slightly ashamed with how quick it happened. But she didn’t get time to dwell on that, as he continued to fuck her through her orgasm. She tried to squirm out from beneath him as it became too much, but he tightened his grip around her neck in warning, making her choke and cease her squirming.

The constant squeezing and wetness from her pussy overcame Loki too. He grunted above her, his movements becoming erratic before he held himself as deep as possible and spilled into her with a groan.

Loki collapsed on top of her for a while, until the two gathered themselves together again. He rolled off of her and pulled her round onto her side. She was still looking dazed, her eyes glazed over. He couldn’t resist gripping her face and holding her still as he leaned in to kiss her.

‘You’re just a cock hungry little slut. Waking me up like that.’ He growled over her lips.

She shrugged. ‘Who could resist that cock? That was good.’ She smirked.

She was feeling a little vulnerable after that. And was trying not to let it show, but Loki knew. He always knew. She was surprised that Loki knew exactly what she wanted deep down… what she needed.

‘Since you were so eager and jumped on me before we could organise protection… Perhaps we need to take a trip to a chemist tomorrow.’ Loki said as he trailed a finger around her nipple, making her shiver.

‘No need.’ She rolled onto her back, looking up at the roof.

‘Are you on pills?’ Loki raised an eyebrow.

‘No…’ She reached out and grabbed his hand, then brought it down to her abdomen. He stroked her skin and felt a, barely noticeable, small scar on her abdomen just down from her belly button.

‘What’s this?’

‘I’ve had my tubes tied. So, no worries about babies.’ She said with a forced smile, then she sat up and swung her legs off the side of the bed. But Loki grabbed her wrist, to stop her from leaving.

‘Why did you get this done? At such a young age too? You must only be what, twenty-five?’

April sighed. She knew she wasn’t going to get away with not telling him more…

She sat back on the bed and glanced at him, he looked genuinely interested and concerned. She wasn’t really sure why, but at least that was something.

‘I fell pregnant when I was fifteen… Stupid, I know. But we had used protection, the condom broke. But there was no way I was keeping it, I was young, just a kid myself. I had an abortion and my parents were furious, not only that I was sleeping around when I was underage, but that I’d gotten rid of it. They chucked me out… Other reasons had built up to that, but that was the tipping point. It was kind of ironic, as soon as I was old enough to understand, they kept telling me I was a mistake and how much they didn’t want me. At least if I had been adopted, I would’ve been wanted.’ She paused and looked down at her hands her in her lap.

‘I then decided to get my tubes tied. Because I realised that I didn’t want to be a mother. And because I didn’t want to be in that situation again. I fought hard to get that abortion, I had to get it done from someone who was doing it for some cash on the side, in their living room. Because all the doctors kept telling me I should have the child, basically saying that my mental state didn’t matter. After I got rid of it… I then realised I never wanted to have my options taken from me again in that sense. That birth control doesn’t always work every single time, it can fail. And that getting an abortion isn’t easy, even under the right circumstances. So again, I had to turn to the non-professionals to get my tubes tied. And I don’t regret a single thing.’ She said and raised her chin up, looking at Loki. ‘And in a weird, roundabout kinda way… Getting rid of it saved my life down the line… but that story is for another day.’

‘Well, I think you’ve been very sensible. Especially at such a young age. Sorry you had such a fight on your hands in the first place.’

Loki couldn’t imagine being told that as a kid, that she wasn’t wanted. His heart actually hurt for her. Had she ever felt wanted? Loved?

‘Thanks… how does that kind of thing work where you come from?’

‘Our birth control is 100% effective. We use a form of Seidr to the womb to prevent unwanted pregnancies. It’s simple and quick. Then if the woman decides she wants a child in the future, it’s just as simple and quick to undo.’ Loki sat up against the headboard too, next to her.

‘Wow. Wish we had that kind of thing here.’ She sighed. ‘Trying to control abortion is just another way that certain humans are trying to control others bodies.’

‘You speak a lot about humans controlling others. And from what I’ve seen previously, you are normally dominant in sexual situations. So, why do you have the deep need to submit?’ Loki asked and gripped her chin, turning her face towards him.

She swallowed before answering. ‘I don’t know really. I like being in control most of the time. But I have wanted to submit for a long time. But I’ve never met a man who was powerful enough and dominant enough to do so. It takes the right type of guy to make me orgasm, never mind make me want to submit. Besides, you’re not exactly a man. You’re a God… But don’t think this means I will submit to you fully, it was a one off.’ She said defiantly.

Loki narrowed his eyes at her and squeezed her chin. ‘Don’t push your luck, girl. You will do as you’re told.’ He growled.

That did ignite something inside of her, but she wasn’t going to make it so easy for him. It was too fun to be defiant, to give him a run for his money.

And they both enjoyed it.

[youarewurthit]

I Feel It Coming (k.n.j)

Word count: 1.1k 

Genre: Smut

Pairing: Namjoon x Reader

Warnings: vibrator, oral (female receiving), strip club fantasy lol, daddy (yeah pretty subtle tbh)

Authors note: This is part 1 as the story line is not done yet but it’s smut for most of the part.I’m not sure if this is considered as a fic or drabble...most likely the latter. Yess, the title is inspired by The Weeknd’s song and yeah, the song’s mood and vibe fits soooo hope you have a fun read! ❣️

Summary:  A guys trip to a high-end strip clubmay be what they need. However, it’s when you keep coming back to the same place and same person every time that makes it interesting.

It was a day off from a heavy week of work. Jimin had suggested for them all to go to a strip club today, get laid and just de-stress in general. Oh boy, but it wasn’t the usual strip club they usually went to. No, this strip club was a high-end strip club; for the boujee people. Namjoon rolled his eyes at a man, suffocating himself in Gucci. Kim Namjoon was a rich man, yes, but materialistic things weren’t his cup of tea. Rather, he spent his money on family members and he would, now and then splurge on music equipment.

“Hold up one sec boys, I’ll just get us our room ,” Jimin went off to the receptionist. Yoongi was looking over at the expensive décor of the entrance, he observed the golden leafs on the grand wooden-carved door, everything was in a golden hue. Seokjin and Hoseok, were searching up reviews of the said strip club, eyes widening at the 10/10 ratings and reviews from customers.

That left Namjoon and Jungkook, they were all in custom-tailored suits, as Jimin specifically explained the status of the place and proper attire to wear. “Hyung, I…I don’t know how to feel about this, I’m still quite confused. Are we going to be in the same room or something? Cause that’s low-key weird? I don’t know, I’m not that open to threesomes or sevensomes yet- ok I don’t know where this is going,” Jungkook gushed.

“Jungkook, to tell you the truth…I’m not a hundred percent sure either but let’s just be open minded,” Namjoon reassured Jungkook, just as Jimin hollered over for the six of them to come follow him and a lady to their booked room.

The lady guided them to their room at the far end of the hall, hearing explicit moans and groans of women and men as they walked past doors. 

“Sorry, we haven’t sound-proofed our walls yet,” the lady apologised opening up the door to their room. “Now you all just sit back and relax, loosen up those ties of yours and the remote is with (Y/n), don’t worry too much and our pleasure is yours,” She finished off, closing the door as they all settled in.

“What have you signed us up for chim chim?” Yoongi asked looking at the empty chair in the room. They were seated down on comfortable Italian leathered sofas, leaning back. There was a small round platform or stage with an empty chair.

“Shut up, the shows starting,” Jimin said, just as the lights dimmed down and there was only a spotlight on the empty chair. A girl came in, Namjoon, as well as the rest, basically eye-fucked her. They watched as she grabbed the chair and spun it so that the back of the chair was facing them. She was wearing a black laced bra and black matching panties with thigh high black high-heeled boots. Well, that’s what the boys could see, under the huge emerald green coat.

You smiled seductively, eyes almost popping when you entered as there were seven dashing men instead of only one tonight. You made a mental note to read your goddamn schedule sometime. You sat on the chair with legs open to the side and placed your forearms on the head of the chair, grinning and biting your lip as they sucked in the image of your body.

“Boys, welcome, you signed up for a glorious time tonight, some of you might get lucky tonight with me, if you know what I’m saying,” you announced as you took in each and every one of them, eyes lounging a bit too long on Namjoon before you grabbed out the controller of the vibrator in your pussy.

“Daddies, someone! Please! Take the honours, anyone,” you held out the remote control out offering it. Surprisingly, Jungkook, was the only one, getting up to get the remote. Namjoon cursed at himself for being a bit distracted by your soft plump lips and how they move with every word you spoke.

“Finally, the show can start…” you stood up and let the huge fur coat drop to the floor, you spun the chair back around so that you could sit and face them. Jungkook pressed a button and you shivered lightly, legs wide open with both of you hands in front of you on the chair. Your chest was pushed out as you sat in this pose and when a light moan slipped out, Jungkook handed the controller over to Jimin, they were all by far semi-hard right now.

Jimin increased the speed and you almost lost it, the sensation and the feel of seven pairs of eyes watching you. You might as well just come right then and there.

“Let me come, and I’ll be a good girl,” you moaned out. You were grinding on the chair, the friction aiding in achieving your pure bliss. Namjoon gulped down at how hot you looked and how hard he was right now.

The controller was passed to Namjoon, “You need it mate,” Yoongi commented on his hard-on. You were crying out on how you were almost there and Namjoon, being Namjoon, lowered the speed down, earning a gasp from you.

“Let me come! Let me come, daddy, please!” you shot open your eyes and looked at Namjoon. The nickname made him feel even more turned on, and you  almost slipped a finger in your soaked panties when Namjoon said,” Don’t touch yourself or else daddy won’t let you come.”

You obeyed, immediately pulling your hand away and placed them on your thighs. Namjoon increased the speed, causing you to jolt forward, letting out a string of incoherent curses and thanks. Maybe the feeling of it all intensified because this beautiful stranger was holding it this time.

You were squirming on the seat and Hoseok had a hand in his pants, watching you.

 “Oh my god, I’m coming! I’m coming- Oh!” (y/n) cried out, feeling the waves of pleasure hit her, her thighs shook as she came. The vibrator was still inside her but at a low speed, Namjoon whistled lowly and handed the remote to Seokjin beside him.

“Can you take more?” Seokjin started. Namjoon palmed himself as he watched your chest heave up and down after the orgasm. Your face was the best part when you came, as well as when you moaned, as well as when your body shook after coming down from your high - he couldn’t decide.

“Yes- oh…” you traced off as Seokjin slowly turned up the speed of the vibrator and offered the remote control to Hoseok, which he politely declined, telling Jin that he’d rather jack himself off at a live porno than be a part of it. Seokjin snickered,” Yeah, no shit Sherlock.”

“Remove the vibrator and slip a hand in,” Yoongi suggested to you. Namjoon was sure he could just go up there and ram his dick in you right now. “Can I take off my panties?” you said, toying with the waistband of the soaked material.

“Oh god, take off your bra too!” Jimin voiced out. “My pleasure…” you smirked and dropped everything on you, even your thigh high heels.

The boys marvelled at the sight. And by now, all of their dicks are out and they were slowly rubbing a hand up and down them. (Y/n) sat back down and Namjoon watched as her boobs move up and down. How they would look bouncing up and down when you’d ride him…

You leaned back on the chair and grabbed one boob and the other teasingly trailing down, she rubbed her fingers on her hard nub and groaned at how good it felt touching herself there. If only he could touch me…

“Can someone come and touch me? Maybe eat me?” Namjoon looked at the rest and the all agreed for Namjoon to go up there.

Namjoon stumbled on to the stage and you’re breath was caught up at how good-looking and handsome he is closer. He waited for you to say something as his mind was fogged with explicit thoughts of pleasuring you.

“Kneel down and touch me please?” you spread your legs as wide as you can, trying to be as inviting as possible. He mumbled at how pretty your pussy is.

“Thank you- “ you were cut off by his ministrations and the feel of his fingers on you as he dropped to his knees. In you and Namjoon’s head it was only the two of you in the room. Namjoon’s thumb swiped at your clit causing you to whimper at how good it felt when he does that. He collected your juices at your entrance and spread them up and down your clit. Amazed at how wet you are. You silently thanked god for Mr. Hottie to be touching you instead of the others, who were hotties too but you wanted this hottie.

He traced his other hand up your calves and rested them on your thigh then bringing it to your inner thigh, his rough hand slowly massaging that place. You can’t help but be aware of it all and moaned out, arching your back and lightly grinding your hips on his fingers. He teased you, not slipping a finger in, until Yoongi interrupted,” Just eat her out already!”

He grunted at the thought of the others seeing you like this but he sucked it up this time and continued. He pushed a finger in, feeling how wet you are and then another finger in, he stretched you out nicely, and slowly he pumped his two digits in and out of you.

Your hands were both behind you, supporting yourself. You were at a lost for words and you normally weren’t at a loss for words. Namjoon pulled out his fingers and sucked them which made you moan at how hot it looked.

He dived in and devoured you. You arched your back and cried out,” Daddy, it feels so good!” You moaned out so loud that the others on the sofa groaned at how good the scene in front of them was as they all pumped their hands faster.

Namjoon swirled his tongue at your bud, lightly nipping it, which made you go crazy. You wrapped your legs around his upper body, and pulled at his hair which made him moan into your clit.

He grabbed your hips and squeezed your bum and went on. He was tongue fucking you and it made small squelching noises which made you wetter. You were reaching your high, pushing and trying to tug his head closer to your pussy.

“You eat me out so good…Oh…Mmmmm- Ah…” porn like moans that were actually real were coming out of your mouth. And as the tension in your lower stomach slowly built up, Namjoon was kind to give you the satisfactory release. Your moans were the loudest when you came and you stilled as your body registered your high. Namjoon cleaned you up, licking you clean.

He felt your legs shake and relax on him. He looked up at you and both of you were in a daze, locking eyes. 

[elaera23]

Girls Night - Part 4 (Final)

Fandom: Voltage (Crossover)

Characters: MC1, MC2, MC3 x SITS / KBTBB / SCM

Contains: Humor, Smut, Fluff, a lot of swearing, alcohol and dirty talk 😈

⏩ Here you can find Part 1, Part 2 and Part 3 of this Story

Again a big thanks to my amazing co-author @vega-in-wonderland for this amazing cooperation, @hifftn​ for their inspirations of the bidders’ stories and @justjen523 for correcting everything 😘💕

Summary:

The dark Prince crushing on a female Karno and female Partheno seducing our beloved flirt of a thief. And that’s only what happened in the background while our drunk ladies openly put the guys to shame! But the drunk always state the truth, don’t they? While they are making the guys burn up in embarrassment, it shows that there may be deeper feelings behind these words than they’d believe themselves. Something that may or may not apply to our dear uptight Minister. See for yourself.

MC1: MC from Scandal in the Spotlight

MC2: MC from Kissed by the Baddest Bidder

MC3: MC from Star Crossed Myth

MC3: You know I’m quite fond of him even if he can be stoic, severe and a stick in the mud sometimes.

MC1: Yeah, we know you have a crush on Ziggy. And you love his hair.

MC3 [blushes]: No it’s not like that…

MC2: Suuuure.

Leon: Look at the goldfish – our divine kitchen scale has a secret admirer?

Zyglavis [blushes]: No, I’m sure she just meant it in a friendly way…

Ichthys [starts singing]: MC3 and Ziggy, sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G!

Scorpio: Shut up problem child or I swear I’m gonna break my rule of not hittin’ a woman!

Ichthys [hiding behind Dui]: Eeeek, scary Scorpy, stay away from me!!!

MC3: Anyways, last week I wanted to bring him some of his favorite chocolate, the one they sell just across the street from my apartment. On my way to his room I saw Ikky sneaking away and instantly got a bad feeling about it. I mean, I love his pranks, but sometimes they go overboard, especially with Zyglavis. He let me in and the moment Ziggy closed the door the whole fucking room just… exploded.

MC1 & MC2: WHAT?!

MC3: Yes, the mattress, the cover, all the pillows, the cushion of the arm chairs, even his shelf with the books, everything blew up in our face leaving the whole room in chaos, shattered material falling down on us like snowflakes in winter. After everything calmed down I realized that he was holding me in a tight embrace, protecting me from what happened just moments ago.

MC1: Aaaaw so cute! That’s something I could use for my lyrics – well, maybe without the exploding pillows and stuff. [laughs]

MC3: It was… quite sweet. He just kept holding me, asking me if I was okay. I looked deeply in his silvery eyes and nodded. [sighs] It felt like a dream. He even forgot to chase after Ikky, something he usually does right away. Just when it would have started to get awkward, I realized how ridiculous we must have looked with all that stuffing material scattered all over us.  

Zyglavis: Despite her initial reaction from the explosion, she still found herself able to laugh over such a reckless and dangerous prank. Honestly Ichthys, it is one thing to direct your pranks at me but to endanger MC3? [shoots Ichthys an incredulous look] Though, I cannot deny how adorable she looked at that moment. [smiling wryly]

MC3: I know that Zyglavis puts a lot of emphasis on his hair, even if he would never admit it. So I carefully asked if I should help him getting rid of all the things that were stuck in it and surprisingly, he accepted.

Karno: Well, this is a surprise; Zyglavis actually allowed someone to touch his hair? What a nice novelty.

Leon: Considering the fact that he could have just snapped his fingers… [smirks]

MC2: To be honest, I don’t see anything strange about what happened…

MC3: I’m not finished yet… So, he hands me the most beautiful brush I’ve ever seen in my entire life, and we sat down on the remnants of the destroyed bed. He gave me a cautious look as he freed his ponytail from the band he was wearing so it would be easier for me to remove all the stuffing that had found its way into his beautiful purplish-blue hair. He let his strands gracefully fall around his shoulders and even though they were tousled and covered with stuff, I was mesmerized by the beauty his hair was exuded. A little distracted by the gorgeous view I carefully began to remove feather by feather out of the long strands, touching his silky hair as if it were a delicate flower. Zyglavis seemed quite tense, but I assumed it was just a side effect from the explosion we just witnessed a few minutes ago. The moment I started to pull my fingers through his strands, carefully combing the tips, a soft moan escaped his lips…

MC1: Whaaaaaat?

MC2: Oohh that is kinky, so what happened next?

MC3: Well… I-I ehm… I wasn’t sure if it was just coincidence, so I repositioned myself, one leg on each of his sides and then carefully started to comb his strands from the base to the tips and… Wow. He just totally lost control over his normally strict demeanor… So, I was curious how far I could go, how much he would be willing to let me do. The more I stroked his hair, the more he let go. His head fell back and his lips were slightly parted as another sexy moan filled the air. He was soooo relaxed in a way I’ve never seen before. I was so turned on by the sounds he was making and the way he was leaning against my chest seemingly lost in sheer pleasure. I got so flustered by his mere touch and the tingling he caused in my body that I had to excuse myself. Totally flustered I quickly apologized to him and ran out of the mansion into my apartment where I immediately took a very cold shower.

MC2 [laughs]: Oh, my poor friend He really got you all wound up huh?

MC1: Such a shame you didn’t do more. [smirks]

MC3: What?! N-No, of course not! He’s not interested in these kinds of things, especially not with me…

MC1: Oh come on hun! He totally likes you, otherwise he would’ve never let you touch his precious hair!

MC3: C-Can we now just change the subject please?

Scoprio [raising an eyebrow]: So Zig… Ya making fun of me for accepting food from her when you let her brush your hair?

Huedhaut [now studying the drinks menu]: Let’s not forget he embraced her, which is presumably the reason he forgot to chase after Ichthys, isn’t it?

Leon: You’re all forgetting the most important part, he pulled the stick out of his ass for once and obviously melted in MC’s hands. It seems Ponytail is finally of an age to be interested in such things.

Teorus: Yeah, who knows what would have happened if Goldie hadn’t run away?

Huedhaut: I think you can tell judging by the color of his face.

Zyglavis [his cheeks on fire]: All of you, that is quite enough! And more importantly where is Partheno? It’s been a half an hour since-

Partheno [stumbling back to the table]: Sorry, I just took a walk outside.

[Ichthys & Teorus grinning]

Ichthys: Suuuure, we know what THAT means! [winks]

[Waiter brings the girls another round of cocktails]

MC1: Does anyone want my cherry?

[Dui turns his head, ready to speak up but Scorpio slaps a hand over his mouth]

Scorpio: Are you stupid?! You’re not blowing our cover for a freaking cherry!

Dui [disappointed, mumbling through Scorpio’s hand]: Buw I wan’ wone!

MC3: I’ll take that, thank you. [Pops cherry in her mouth and starts chewing, a few seconds later she sticks out her tongue with the cherry stems formed into a knot]

MC2: Wow, since when do you know how to do that?

MC3: One of the Gods does it all the time, so I thought I should teach myself.

MC2: You know what they say right? People who can do that are excellent kissers.

MC3: Yeah, I bet that guy is excellent with his tongue in other areas as well…

[Dui blushes slightly]

MC3: He could probably make you cum with a single stroke over your pussy. I’d love to find that out…

[Shadow Dui takes over the body]: Oh Baby, I can show you here and now…

Scorpio [grabs his arm and knocks him out]: Damn, his other half is annoying…

MC3: By the way it’s the cinnamon roll we talked about before – Dui.

Scorpio [snorts]: …More like a sinnamon roll.

MC2: But that didn’t sound so innocent. [laughs]

MC3: Well he is a cinnamon roll when he’s not drunk. [laughs] But it really is fascinating. Dui and Shadow Dui couldn’t be more different from each other. One side is very gentle and sweet, and the other side is wild and rough.

MC1: That sounds exciting. It’s like having sex with two different men if you think about it.

MC2: A mix of gentle and wild… I like that.

MC3 [dreamingly sighing]: Me too…

MC2: But if he constantly switches personalities, will he ever finish?

MC3: Honestly? I wouldn‘t mind going at it all night with him.

[Shadow Dui wakes up again]

MC1: If you had to choose one, which one would you pick?

MC3: That’s impossible. They are both Dui.

Shadow Dui: Oh, someone wants to be punished later… [attempts to leave the table again]

Scorpio: For fuck sake [grabs Shadow Dui by the collar] Sit your freakin’ ass down you moron!

[Dui takes over the body]: Huh? Scorpio, why are you making a scene?

Scorpio: …I’m so done with this shit.

MC3: Honestly, I’m so curious about him, I actually thought about tempting him a little bit. Of course I would do it in an innocent way…

MC2: Oh yeah?

MC3: Yep! Since he loves cherries so much I would make some marmalade and invite him over to let him taste it – he could lick it off my finger of course, while I innocently look into his eyes.

MC2: That’s the exact opposite of innocent…

MC3: I can imagine him licking it off of different places on my body leaving hickeys all over my skin.

[Scorpio looks at Dui, fearing Shadow Dui is about to take over his body again]

Ichthys [pokes Dui]: Hey, Dui?

Dui: [has a predatory gaze in his eyes]

Scorpio: Ok, now he’s frozen.

MC1: Oh I know! Hickeys are soooo hot, don’t you think MC2?

MC3 [thinking: I’m sure Scorps is fighting with Shadow Dui right now, trying to stop him from doing anything stupid] [chuckles]

MC2: That is something I definitely endorse.

MC3: Yeah… that and scratch marks.

MC2: Oh, you’d have to be a real monster in bed to just casually leave scratch marks…

MC1: [chuckles]

MC3: What’s wrong?

MC1: No, I was just remembering something about our leader. He has a “monster-mode” as well, when it comes to composing music.

MC3: And just what was it you remembered about him?

MC1: Well the incident with Kyo wasn’t the only thing that happened in the week where the A/C was broken… Actually it was quite dramatic to be honest. One day I made myself some caramel tea in the kitchen late in the evening.

MC2: How can you drink tea when it’s so hot?!

MC1: Some magazine wrote an article about how to survive a heat wave the best. And they said it’s good to drink warm things as the body automatically cools down as a result. As I was low on sugar I added some caramel to gather enough energy to finish the lyrics. Anyways, I was sitting on the cool floor when I realized I was stuck with my lyrics. Taka had shown me his idea for the music, but I couldn’t entirely remember it anymore. I went up to his room and knocked but didn’t receive a response. So I carefully opened the door and nearly got slayed by the heat wave that came out. Thinking back I realized I hadn’t seen him in over a day. When I entered his room, the window was closed and completely fogged; it felt like I just stepped into a sauna… I saw him lying on the floor next to his chair motionless, just wearing his boxers, caramel wrappers scattered around the whole place. For your information, caramel is his favorite sweet.

MC3: Oh lord, what happened?!

MC1: I was quite sure he fainted due to the heat and because he had certainly forgotten to eat and drink again while he was composing. My body moved on its own to check his pulse which was way too weak and his breathing was strained. I started to panic, but my emergency mode turned on and I automatically turned him over on his back and started performing CPR, hoping his pulse would stabilize.

MC2: And then? I mean was he okay?!

MC1: I was so full of adrenaline that I couldn’t even enjoy his half naked body or realize that after two or three rescue breaths he started to move again. Still fully concentrated on giving him the next rescue breath I suddenly felt how his long fingers moved through my hair from behind and then he just… kissed me. First he was gentle, caressing my lips with his, slowly exploring my mouth with his tongue; I mean it was just…. Wow.

Nagito: Leader, you kissed MC1 and didn’t tell us?! How is she? Does she taste good? [grins]

Takashi: A gentleman does not kiss and tell.

Kyohei: Doesn’t sound very gentlemanly to kiss a girl who thinks you are dying and tries to revive you. [smirks]

MC1: At some point he pulled away, seductively licking his lips and with a sensual smile the only thing he said was “Your taste brought me back to life, I want more”. He leaned in again and in that moment I snapped back to my senses. I just stood up, surely blushing furiously, excused myself and ran out of his room. I couldn’t look him in the eyes for over a week. By the way, same counts for Kyo after the bath incident.

MC3: …And you are telling me I should have done more with Zyglavis when you don’t even have the guts for THAT?!

MC1: S-Shut up… it wasn’t so easy… I ehm... really like Taka, I mean he is a genius and all, but I’m sure the kiss was more of a reflex to my CPR and nothing more. [blushes]

Kyohei: Damn Taka, you of all of us?

Takashi: What?

Kyohei: Don’t “what?” me! Why didn’t you tell us you had feelings for MC1?

Takashi: I was still half-unconscious so I barely remember it... [blushes]

Kyohei [smiling knowingly]: Yeah, sure. [shifting his gaze back to MC’s table, muttering under his breath] Like I haven’t known him for over a decade…

MC2: Well, he does sound like a very intense guy… They say still waters run deep, don’t they?

MC1: That certainly applies to him.

MC3: [sighing dreamily]

MC1: What are you fantasizing about?

MC3: Huh?

MC1: I know that look, what were you dreaming about?

MC3: Well, now that you’re asking, there is a guy in the Department of Punishments, Krioff. He’s quiet but somehow intense at the same time. So much that I had a pretty vivid daydream about him a few days ago…

MC2 [claps her hands]: Oohh, isn’t that the muscle-man with the dangerous hand you sent us a picture of some time ago?

MC1: He looks soooo hot… I really have a thing for men with silver hair… So please give me some details hun!

Iori: What, she likes old farts? What the hell is she talking about?

Ryo: Hey I’m not an old fart!

Nagito: You think grey would suit me, Ryo? I would do everything to attract her attention. [smirks]

Kota: No, your cock would do everything to get her attention.

Kyohei: Considering the fantasy she blabbered about I don’t think it’ll take a lot for Nagi to get it.

--

Dui: Krioff, what is she talking about?

Krioff: How the heck should I know?

MC3: Well… I imagined him being my teacher. And we did all kinds of… things.

[MC3 thoughts move back to her daydream, as a picture of Krioff appears in her mind]

Huedhaut [lifting his gaze from the menu]: Krioff, a teacher? This sounds interesting.

MC3: He has this utterly strict demeanor so I’d love to take control and see him flustered for a change. God, I bet he is a real beast between the sheets! When he’d be teaching a class, I could hide under his table, slowly open his pants, kiss his thighs…

Leon: Oh-ho, Krioff are you listening?

Krioff: [almost burning up of embarrassment]

Zyglavis: Krioff, calm yourself I can already feel the temperature rising!

MC3: Of course I’d first tease him a little by slowly rubbing his cock through his boxers, and closely observe how he reacts in front of his students. I would see how he tries to stifle the surprise on his face due to what’s happening beneath the table and how his cheeks turn slightly pink. I wouldn’t rush as I know he had a full lesson to spare. So I’d free his already semi-hard cock from the narrowness of his pants and slightly lick the pre-cum off the tip. He’d inconspicuously snatch a view beneath his table to lock eyes with me while I was still caressing his now rock hard length. I’d throw him a seductive smile pressing my index finger onto my lips already knowing he was complete putty in my hands. I’d slowly trail my tongue along the throbbing vein on the downside of his hardness up to the tip. And girls… he is huuuuge! So in my fantasy I assure you I’d give him the best blowjob he’s ever had.

[MC3 makes a short break to take a deep breath and suppress the throbbing that began to form up again in her core, sweat shimmering on her temples]

MC3: Puuhh, is it getting really hot in here or is it just the excitement of my story? [laughs]

Scorpio: Damn it Krioff, compose yourself! Your hand is already heating up the whole fuckin’ bar!

MC3: Ok where was I – aahh yes! It’d turn me on so much to see how he tries to keep his composure while I was suck his godly cock, taking his whole length between my luscious lips. After a few more sucks he would bury his large hand in my hair, clearly savoring the pleasure I was spoiling him with. I could feel how he was getting closer to his release and just as he was ready to cum I would abruptly stop. He’d let out a whimper and try to push my head down again, eager for his own release. “Professor is everything alright?”, a concerned student would ask. He would lightly cough and assure he just had a headache. Suppressing a chuckle I wouldn’t want to be too cruel so I’d start to rub his cock again while my tongue swirled around his tip. My biting and sucking quickly bringing him to the edge again, and I’d let him push my head down his hardness at a faster pace. I could catch a glimpse of his face, his free hand covering his forehead, eyes tightly shut and his lips slightly parted.

I could hear his panting and the moment he finally releases he furrows his brows, letting out a loud sigh, knowing well he was suppressing far sexier sounds, as he spilled all his delicious cum into my mouth. Gladly swallowing every drop of it, I’d let him catch his breath. He’d gently caress my face, a smile playing around his lips, thankful for the joy I brought him on this terrible Monday morning. He wouldn’t be aware that I still wasn’t done with him for this lesson.

MC2: God girl, this is SO hot, now I’m sweating too! [starts to take of her cardigan]

MC3: I’m not finished yet. [smiles]

MC3: After class he would pull me out of the room without saying a word, leading me to his office. He’d push me onto his table, my legs straddling his waist. He’d shred my soaked panties with his teeth and fiercely lick my wet pussy like it was the most delicious ice cream he ever tasted…

Krioff [abruptly stands up]: I gotta use the bathroom!

Dui: Krioff, what are you-

Krioff [blushing even more]: Shut up!

Scorpio: Let him go, as long as it prevents him from burning down the whole friggin’ place! He already turned a cushion into ashes!

MC3: He’s not the only God I fantasize about though… There is this intensely hot one, who is also an artist and-

MC2: As hot as Ota?

MC3: Oh honey, they don’t play in the same league. They don’t even play the same sport. Honestly, everywhere he goes all the women lose their minds within a five mile radius. He is mature, sophisticated, charming and the epitome of sexiness…

MC2: You know those are nearly the same words which I used to describe Shunichiro? [smirks]

MC3: Oh! Well sorry hun, I mean Shun is hot but, Lou is a God with thousands of years’ experience, I don’t think he is fit to hold a candle to him. Not now, not ever.

Eisuke [furrows his brows]: What the hell does that woman mean “with thousands of years’ experience”? I thought the talk about those so called “Gods” and their so called “abilities” was just some kind of joke?

Baba: Mmhh… I also thought they were just talking about some strange game. I mean, there are games especially designed for women. What are they called… otame… omate… No wait… otome games!

Ota: Why the hell would you know something like that?!

Baba: Shut up, Ota. You are not in the position to ask me such a question after what I learned about you today.

MC3: He once suggested to paint me naked… I actually wanted to say yes. But I’d prefer if he did body painting on me directly.

Tauxolouve [muttering under his breath]: We can arrange that anytime, little lady…

MC3: And then we could ravish each other on a big piece of paper and see what kind of art our lovemaking would create.

[MC1 & MC2 are on cloud nine]

MC3: But he never has relationships that last longer than two weeks. What a stupid rule.

MC1: Two weeks is enough to fuck your brains out.

MC3: Not with him honey… not with him. I could orgasm on the spot just by looking at him. If it were up to me he could spend eternity inside me.

MC1: Spend eternity inside me… [starts daydreaming]

Kota: There she drifts off into her own little world again.

Ryo: It’s the source where all her lyrics come from, so don’t complain about it.

Kota [blushing]: I’m not.

MC3: Earth to MC1! Come back to us!

MC1: Huh? Uh, sorry girls.

Kota: She’s such a klutz.

MC1: Hah, one my colleagues always teases me about my habit of daydreaming.

[All gazes shift to Kota]

Kota: What’s wrong about stating the truth?

MC2: Oh, that one you always say behaves like a cat?

MC1: Yep, that’s him… Heh. [grins evilly]

Kyohei: Prep yourself, Kota, after tonight we know that grin means no good for any of us.

MC3: What is it?

MC1: Oh, I was just thinking that he even behaves more like a cat then the others know.

Nagito: Huh? What did you do, Ko?

Kota: …

MC1: One day he came home very late after a shooting, and I was still in the living room working on lyrics, when he sat down next to me and fell asleep right on the spot.

MC1: I took a picture of him, look.

MC3: What is it about guys always looking a hundred times more adorable when asleep?

MC2: I know right? [bewitched by the photo]

MC1: Oh wait hun. He didn’t notice of course, because he was completely knocked out, but in his sleep, he positioned his head right on my lap. He looked so adorable, and before I realized what I was doing I had already started to fondle his neck, and guess what he did - he let out the cutest purrs.

Nagito: Aww, Ko really is like a cat!

Kota [blushing furiously]: Shut up, this is the first time I’m hearing of this!

MC1: Oh there is more, he even started to curl his fingers into my dress, leaning further into my touch, as if he wanted more. [chuckles] Of course I couldn’t resist in making a record of this unique incident. You wanna see it?

MC2 & MC3: Umm… YES!

MC1: [shows video]

MC2 & MC3 [squealing]: AAAAWWWW…. Soooo cuuuute!

Kota [his face bright red]: Dammit, I’m a MAN and not CUTE!

Kyohei: Yeah sure Kitty.

Scorpio [looks at Leon and clicks his tongue]: Tch. Great, as if one pussy isn’t enough to handle.

-- a little later --

MC1 [sipping on her cocktail]: Wow… This one tastes excellent.

MC3: Let me try. [takes a sip] Hm. It’s okay, but not as good as the alcohol one of the Gods makes. I swear, it’s the best thing you’ve ever tasted. You should come over and have a taste if you two have the time!

Leon: Oh-ho, I am pretty intrigued by that idea. [smirks]

Huedhaut: [disinterested, not averting his gaze from the magazine he is reading]

MC3: Last time, we had a small gathering at the mansion, pretty much everyone was hammered, so I decided to shake is cool demeanor a little.

MC2: What did you do?

MC3 [smirking]: Heh… Well, I was quite drunk as well, so… I went up to him and told him straight up that I think he is totally into me.

Zyglavis: Like the wisest man in the heavens would fall for a trick like that.

Huedhaut: [covers his increasing nervousness by sipping on his wine]

MC3: He said „you’re right, all I think about is you and how much I want to devour you“ in such a monotone voice… I swear, if you look up the word “sarcasm” in a dictionary you’ll find his picture right next to it.

MC2: What a jerk…

MC3: I didn’t let it end like that of course.

[The rest of the Gods raise their heads]

Leon: Hue, what is the meaning of this?

Huedhaut [flipping the page of the magazine]: Wouldn’t you like to know.

MC3: I acted hurt, came closer and put my hand on his cheek, saying „but I have fallen for you… I know you don’t feel the same way about me but... I wanted you to know, or else I would have regretted it, I’m sorry“, as I gazed deeply into his eyes, slowly starting to close the distance between our lips.

MC1: Did he fall for it?

Zylgavis: No.

MC3: Yes!

[Zyglavis spits out his drink, his eyes as wide as saucers]

MC1 [laughs out loud]: You’re a genuis!

MC3: His large hand cupped my face and just as he was willing to kiss me I smiled proudly, gave him a small peck on the cheek and left him standing there, totally perplexed about what happened a moment ago.

Huedhaut [face as red as a tomato]: So this is what humiliation feels like? In that case I’m not really interested in experiencing it ever again.

MC2: You’re a bad, bad girl MC3! I like it!

Karno: Hmm… This is kind of surprising. I wouldn’t have thought that MC3 would be so inconsiderate, in the light of the fact of the kind of relationship she had with Hue in her past life.

Zyglavis: I have to agree, MC3 is usually so thoughtful and aware of other people’s feelings.

Huedhaut [gaze lowered, mumbling]: The fact that she doesn’t know about our past relationship may excuse her behavior.

Leon: What do you mean she doesn’t know?

Huedhaut: What part of this phrase is confusing you in particular? I never told her.

Leon [looks at Hue incredulously]: Don’t you think she has the right to know? You will clear this up Hue, otherwise I will.

Huedhaut: Fine, I will seek the necessary dialogue with her the next acceptable opportunity.

MC3: By the way girls, there’s something I’ve been worrying about…

MC1: What’s that?

MC3: Did you ever have a dream that felt SO real that in the end you couldn’t tell whether it was a dream or something that actually happened?

MC2: Yeah, I’m still hoping my current life is only a very realistic dream that I’ll soon wake up from.

MC1: Tell us from the start, what happened?

MC3: It was with the sleepy God. You know, this guy really loves marshmallows, so I took him shopping with me. When we were done it started to rain cats and dogs, we were soaking wet when we arrived at my place. We took a bath - MC1 stop smirking like that – separately and he offered to stay with me until I fell asleep.

[The Gods are looking at Aigonorus who dozed off in his chair]

Tauxolouve: Figures.

MC3: The thing is, he is super cute… especially when he is sleeping. So I didn’t really mind that he embraced me… [remembers the evening]

[Tauxolouve taps Aigonorus on the shoulder]

MC3: He has such strong arms and I absolutely love his smell. Like a mix of heaven and marshmallows.

[Tauxolouve is now violently shaking Aigonorus’ shoulder]

Aigonorus [still half asleep, mumbling]: …Whaddaya want?!

Tauxolouve: Be quiet and listen. She is talking about you and it’s criminally cute.

MC3: So we fell asleep. I dreamed that he wouldn’t wake up in the morning, and he was defenseless so… I crawled under the sheets as I position myself between his legs, slightly parting them so I could sit more comfortably. First I trailed kisses down his belly along his treasure-trail, playfully running my finger along the seam of his shorts always checking if he was really asleep. With no sign of waking up I simply continued by slowly pull his shorts down so I could finally take care of his already slightly erected manhood. I treated him really gently, moving my hand up and down his cock, licking it like a delicious treat until it was ready for my lips. I observed him the whole time, carefully checking that he did not wake up. His breathing quickly became fidgety, the muscles contracting to my movements and the best part was that he even softly started to moan, his eyes moving under his lids - he was clearly dreaming.

MC2 [smirks]: …And what a nice dream it was.

MC3 [grins]: Only the best for my sleeping beauty.

Aigonorus [blushing hard]: …

Tauxolouve [completely baffled]: Forget what I said about that cute stuff.

MC3: After a few more minutes he even grabbed my hair unconsciously which made me shriek back for a short moment, but he was still dreaming. So I continued to pleasure him, reading the reactions of his body that let me know he was getting closer to the edge. The moment he finally came a long moan escaped his lips, his big hands tightly grabbing my hair, his cock throbbing in my mouth, spilling his delicious cum into me. As I “cleaned” him up I carefully pulled his pants up again and positioned myself back in his arms. He woke with a start just a few moments later, his forehead dripping wet. “Is everything ok Ai?”, I asked him innocently. “Y-Yeah, e-ehm… Just had a v-very vivid dream”, he replies, his cheeks visibly flushed. “Oh… I hope it was about me... I smiled sweetly. “S-Sort of… Meh. You would never do something like that“, he said before lying down on the bed again, pulling me into a tight embrace, so unfortunately he didn’t notice the smug grin on my face.

MC1: What was it that you were worrying about again?

MC3: Oh, right! Well, I woke up for real later on and he was already awake, looking at me with loving eyes, gently whispering “That was nice, let’s do that again sometime”, and without another word he left, leaving me completely baffled. So I don’t know whether I was dreaming or if I actually did THAT and fell asleep again and couldn’t remember later-

MC2: Calm down MC3, I’m sure he only meant about the marshmallow thing with his comment!

MC3: You may be right.

Aigonorus: …Yeah, the marshmallows and something even sweeter.

Taxolouve: What do you mean “something even sweeter”?!

Aigonorus: Meh. You don’t have to know everything Lou.

[All gods look at Aigo, not sure if he was joking or if there was more behind his comment]

MC3: Okay ladies, enough of the dirty talk, let’s go to the dance floor and dance our asses off!

MC1: Yeah, let’s go and show those guys how to have fun!

MC2: Awwww, what a pity, i wasn’t even finished with all of the bidders! [laughs]

MC3: Haha, we have plenty of time hun, tell us next time [winks at MC2]

[The girls stand up and cheerfully walk onto the dancefloor, not sure what the night still holds for them]

THE END (?)

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[tamiddyinyourcity]

3:59pm, Wednesday, January 1st of 2020!

Happy new Year! And New Decade!

My pussy has reset, i dont know any of them niggas that "supposedly" had sex with me. I am a born again virgin, body count is zero. Im not built like you sinners, the Men In Black erased any memory of a pe.... a pe... god ots so gross, i cant even say the word.

Bleh.

:)

Anyways, in the first few hours of the new year, I....

Got locked inside of the mall for a few hours with no way out. It was actually quite fun, not gonna lie. I almost fazed into the backrooms though, until a security guard found me and i got the sweet, fresh air of the outside, instead of stuffy mall air.

Thought a man was overdosing/tripping balls on BART, but it turned out he was just sleepy and has naturally big eyes..... and I instantly hit on him afterwards. (Haha noo dont overdose on bart, ur too sexy a ha ha....)

It wasnt like that, i just went "yo are you okay???? oh wait, or are you just high?", since nigga had bulging red eyes and was lowkey weirding me out when he was staring at me.... He went "nah im just tired", and i saw his beautiful ass green eyes and said "your eyes are so pretty man??????", and he was like "thank you??", and blushed hella confused..... hope that dude is still chill for the next day.

Then got home at 3:30am, and long story short, some dude asked me out on a date over Instagram.... open to it.

And now this morning, got another message from a fellow, who upon seeing a picture of me in a sparkly dress, decided he WANTS SOME OF THIS ACTION and now is hoping to meet with me this week.

Lovely beginnings, enjoying that.

Still thinking of the few iffy moments that DID almost make my new years eve feel sad, but whatever, those people who were being salty had some really serious self worth issues that were not mine to deal with....

And i looked bomb as hell.

I think i still have body glitter on my arms.

:)

Oh, and I almost called Patrick last night.

The thot summer one, not the neurotic and maladaptive one. We leaving these niggas in 2020.

I aaaaaalmost left a voicemail that was just gonna say, "Hey Patrick, youre a pussy ass bitch for being salty that i didnt like you any more. Maybe put in an effort, and maybe dont spend 4 months banging random girls and ignoring me, if you wanted me to still love you, stupid pussy".

But eh, instead of voicemail, he had answered.

I was waiting for the "please leave your message for.....", but it never came.

"....Hello? Patrick, is that you?"

"Hello? Tamia? Yeah, uh, hey there, uh, whats up? Whats goin on?"

I hung up.

.....I liked the sound of his voice, and appreciated that he still somewhat gave a fuck about me enough to pick up the phone.

So, I simply said, "Hey Patrick. Yeaaaaah, sorry, I expected a voicemail and was gonna say some mean ass shit, soooo yeah see ya talk to you later", and hung up..... yknow, like a normal person would do.

Yeah, he's still hurt over things.

Can I blame him? (Yes.)

But to an extent, me deciding I didn't want his raw dick inside of me, when he already did the whole "we shouldn't have sex, its too soon out of your last recent relationship" talk to me.... then trying to rub it against me...... yeaaaaaaah, imma still say no, and you cant be mad about that.

But it seems like that shit rarely works, the "lets not have sex" talk with two teenagers sharing a bed with each other.

But the difference is, I didn't bang XPatrick since he lacked passion, stimulation, and was just so boring.

And since I missed NPatrick. (I make up two many nicknames for these two? I hope no ones getting confused....)

And well, XPatrick thought sex would work without genuinely caring about me, talking about his repressed emotions, and overall *expecting* it got his dick left high and dry in his bedroom that day.

Meanwhile, later that week, NPatrick and I *communicated* about our problems. Talked about what happened while we were separated, about if we still felt anything for eachother, all that....

We talked about the hard shit, and didn't pretend there wasn't an elephant in the room.

And.... yeah. Things went better.

We did also have the "we shouldn't have sex, since its so early in our relationship" talk.

And he followed it.

Then of course we woke up, and it was like, "Hey Patrick, good morning, how are you feeling?", and his beautiful, squinty-eyed, big grin having self, smiled and stretched while saying, "Eeeeeeungh.... horny", and smiled.

Then we talked about it, and it was like.... Sure, as long as we both consent and are aware of the consequences.

It wasnt the worlds best bang, but i mean, if he hadnt gotten laid since we broke up, hes just rusty..... oral was mindblowing, though.

And yeah, I'm 100% more open to get my brains fucked out by someone that communicates like a healthy acting person would, instead of someone that shys away from their problems, or cant prove they genuinely give a fuck about how i feel.

No matter how big their dick is. (XPatrick had that thang on him, but.... i dont like big dicks like that. And he already was just so iffy of a guy, it just was a repulsive idea...)

And yeah.

:)

Focusing on the short film ideas i have.

Sounds good.

[tmntl0verthings]

Who Am I..

Act Five x Tell ‘em

For the past two weeks you and casey have been sharing Ideas on if we should tell the turtles so Donnie can help us.  

 And today was the day You'd tell them about who you were and whats going on with casey. He would would do the same First Before you told them who you were.

 Casey sits down as he had all the turtles surrounding him in the living area. He sits down to stand back up again as he rubbed his hands along his Suit pants. "I uh..." He started out as his hands were placed in his pockets as he exhaled "I've been..living someone elses life." He started..He got weird looks from his friends.."what?" mikey asked "well--ever since five months ago I've been sharing dreams with someone. At first i thought it ALL was a dream but..now we Both are sharing details about our lives and now..With donnie. She found out that--" "WAIT its a SHE! A SHE has been in your body!?" raph shocked "Shut up and let me finish! AS i was saying. She found out that When donnie opens the portal above her home. And me slipping through the Off Machine somehow our brainwaves touched..allowing us to switch bodies. So every night I've been waking up as a woman as she wakes up as me. Every night." Leo was shocked..He didn't fall for casey..he fell for a stranger! a girl! He was straight..it was a strange kind of relief. It wasn't that being gay was bad..it was the worried feeling he'd get for being harassed by his brothers. feeling like he wouldn't fit in anymore just cause of his choice of love. He Looked to casey "So..you know the name of this girl?" "Y/n. I don't know her last name though." leo nodded understanding.

  Later~~

Waking up in casey's body you wore grey slacks with a long sleeve Off white shirt n Black tie. You lifted your head up off the couch to be stared at. o.o...."Soo..i'm guessing casey told you everything right?" "Who are you?" "y/n..I uh..live in NY but i'm never able to find you guys. Nor Casey. But I uh I'm a saleswoman for asian Delicacies. Mostly pastries--" "Why didn't you tell us sooner??" Leo asked surprised still even after casey explained it this morning. His reaction didn't surprise you honestly though. 'Specially cause of that kiss..It probably tortured him. "well..we both thought they were dreams but then When we realized it wasn't a dream..we weren't sure if anyone would truly believe either of us but now since he's been acting like....casey on my side And i've been acting like a girl on his end and Especially now we think Donnie can fix this?" I looked to don. He looked at you without an expression. He just looked at you "Brain waves.." he got up saying that one word to then his lab. "Soooo Your a chick huh?" Mikey asked as he sat nex to you "Aye don't get all weird with me." you pointed at him. He chuckled as he then put his arm around you "I'm just playing is all." He let go of you to then hear raphs voice "So casey hasnt been acting pussy for no reason. Its cause of you?" "raph!" Leo corrected him "What! can you blame me! this is shocking." "yea for me too. (leo gets up from his siting position) But you could be more polite. He's a SHE after all." raph crossed his arms closing his eyes looking away "Im polite as fuck." Leo bonked him in the head "Knock it off." raph looked to leo "Make me." he tempted leo making him growl like an animal. Don entered the room again "Just..shoo!" he shooed raph away. Raph laughed as he didn't leave his spot. "Alright." Leo picked up raph under his arm like a child and left. Mikey and don busted out "Bwahahaha Bye raphie-kins!" "Soo donnie can i ask you something.." You looked to your left to see Donnie. "Sup" he acknowledged you as he slowed down his laugh. "Whats a turtle dick look like??" Donnie spit up his drink making Mikey bust a gut "bwahaha D-Donnie! Go ahead..tell the Lady!" mikey fell over on the couches cushion. Donnies face blushed dark green "I prefer not too." He looked away re-Drinking his can of Snapple. Leo entering the room "Whats so funny?" he asked as he put his hands on his hips "Oh Oh Y/n! ask him!" Mikey pointed out as he sat up with tears in his eyes. Leos expression was worried o.o "hey leo..whats a turtle dick look like??" You asked curious making leos eyes widen as he put hands down by his side "I--uh--Don--He might know." Mikey laughed again "OH MY GOD! I love this chick!" He complimented. "wh-what did i say??" "Turtle dicks." Mikey busted out again. Leo shoved mikey into the couches backing with his foot with arms crossed "shut it." You laughed at leo like you were watching a Real anime. "So tonight we will be switching you back to your normal bodies and you'll never see us again." Don swirled his snapple in his hand. "never again?" I asked heartbroken "awe dont be upset girl." Mikey smiled at you "Maybe you and me can switch bodies.." he flirted making you look from him to don back to mikey "um no thanks." you put your hand up.. "You just let anything slip out dont you?" Leo asked mikey. "pretty much." Leo was upset himself that he'd never hear from you again.. the conversations, the times you guys spent together, just a waste? No..it wasn't..i was gonna tell her..

That night~~

 Donnie pulled a lever on the portal to then flick on buttons "Alright..walk through.." "a-are you sure??" you asked as Casey's blues looked at it afraid. "Oh~ dont be afraid..Promise..nothing will happen." you looked at donnie wanting to believe him. As Soon as you walked you felt a hand on your shoulder. You turned to see Leo.. ' /// ' He pulled you into a hug and whispered a sweet nothing into your ear. Your (Casey's) face blushed with a tear forming as you were let go to walk through the portal. Looking over your shoulder they all stared at you..walking through You saw Yourself! (casey in your body) You two floated in front of each other in this galaxy Like state..Closing both casey's tearing eyes n' Your eyes as you woke up in your body. Opening up your eyes to be stabbed by the suns White rays. You squinted Closing your eyes to then Open the wide shooting yourself up. "Leo!" You accidentally shouted. You rubbed your forehead (Option: under your bangs) You (Option: Picked up your frames placing them on your face)

Leos words echoed through your mind for a long time, not just an hour, not a week..a long time..

" I love you"

Continuing on..

[backseat-negan]

|Long-Awaited Savior: Part Three|

This chapter went from “ALL THE SMUT & THE END” to “LOTS OF SMUT and then a dark twist and a continuation of the story” soooo here’s to Part Four :)

Check out previous chapters and the Masterlist

Characters: Negan (JDM) x female reader

Words: 2,017

Heads up: Oh jesus... NSFW. PLEASE READ THESE. Language, smutty smut smut (both male and female oral, fingering, squirting, deepthroating/gagging), PTSD, *vivid* flashbacks, history of rape/abuse

Initial Setup: Negan & the Saviors overrun your community and dole out some long overdue justice, changing your life in the process.

Part Three: Pleasure & the Plague

Smut under the cut because it jumps right into it :)

Negan nearly fell forward into your room as you both gasped for breath between kisses. Your tongues danced together and you passionately grabbed his bottom lip between your teeth, biting down harder than you intended. A lengthy groan rumbled in his chest as he grasped your hips with both hands and pulled you close to his body, pressing his stiffening cock against you. You couldn’t hold back the high pitched moan that escaped you as you felt sparks and warmth flood your very core. He stumbled backwards into the wall, and as you continued to press your lips together, you bucked your hips against him, thrusting yourself harder and harder against his now rock hard erection.

 Fuck, this is going to happen.

 “Jesus fuck, you’ll be the death of me,” he gasped as he pushed himself off the wall and somewhat roughly tossed you backwards onto your bed. He towered over you, slipping his boots off and throwing his leather jacket to the floor in one quick motion. You couldn’t help but grin through your labored breathing as you instinctively began pulling your shirt off. Before you even had it over your head, Negan was hooking his fingers inside the waistband of your jeans and tugging down. You giggled quietly and sputtered, “Hang on, wait, let me get the zipper.. Jesus Christ, one second!” You fumbled excitedly with the button as Negan smirked and shook his head playfully, continuing to tug on your jeans as he growled softly, “You should fucking know by now that I’m a very impatient man.”

 The button finally released and you barely had the zipper down before he already had your pants and panties sliding past your ankles. He quickly gripped the neck of his white tshirt and pulled it forward over his head, carelessly dropping it to the floor in a heap. Your eyes soaked in every detail of his body - his salt-and-pepper chest hair slightly matted with sweat, the definition and shadows of his muscles in his arms, his broad shoulders heaving up and down as he pulled in deep breaths, the blatantly obvious bulge below his waist. You noticed him surveying your body as well with heavy-lidded eyes, unconsciously licking and biting his bottom lip as he lunged forward and pushed your legs apart with strong hands.

Oh god.

He slid his arms under your knees and hooked them back around your thighs, throwing your legs open even wider as he plunged his face into your inner thigh, teasing your sensitive skin with soft kisses and nibbles. You gasped and moaned quietly as you grasped at your breasts with both hands, a chill rolling down your spine as heat flooded your core. You felt your clit begin to throb in response to the simple nearness of him.

 Your breath caught in your chest and you tried desperately to gulp in air as he suddenly slid a finger past your opening and thrust it deep inside you. In almost the same moment, he dropped his mouth to your pussy and began dragging his tongue in slow clockwise circles. You half moaned, half squeaked as your hips involuntarily bucked against him, pressing yourself harder into him. He took your now swollen clit into his mouth and gently sucked on it while flicking it playfully with his tongue. Your body jerked with convulsions of pleasure, pressure building in your stomach and core.

 “Don’t stop… oh fuck Negan, please don’t stop,” you moaned desperately as you reached down to grip his hair with your trembling fingers. His tongue lapped up your juices as he inserted another finger into you and curled it upwards, pressing heavily into you and causing your vision to grow blurry. Your breaths became short and ragged and you moaned loudly as he pumped his fingers in and out of you, his tongue dancing circles on your clit. He growled quietly, and you felt the vibrations against your skin. The pressure was becoming unbearable, and you felt a wave of warmth and sparks begin in your stomach and slowly drop lower and lower.

 “Oh jesus Negan… oh shit, you’re gonna make me cum… fuck, oh god, oh god!”

 Your lungs suddenly stopped working as sparks exploded in your vision and the pleasure hit you like a tidal wave. Your hips bucked uncontrollably as Negan refused to slow down, pounding his fingers into you as his tongue continued to assault your throbbing clit. You felt hot liquid spray out of you, and even though you had a fleeting thought about ruining the bed, there was nothing you could do to stop yourself. You barely recognized the screams escaping your mouth, and you felt somehow out-of-body as wave after wave of pleasure continued to roll over you. Your entire body jerked and quivered as your eyelids fluttered shut and your vision almost seemed to fade to black.

 Without warning he removed himself from you and you were finally able to gasp air into your burning lungs. After a few shortened breaths, you lifted your head to look at him questioningly as you whispered hoarsely, “What the… why… why the fuck did you st-” but you cut yourself off when you saw him on his knees between your legs, hungrily eyeing your body as he slid his belt off with agonizing slowness. The liquid that had released from you was dripping down his chin and neck, glistening in rivers down his sweat-soaked chest as he smirked mischievously and wiped a hand across his mouth.

 As his belt left the last loop and he began to push his pants down past his hips, you sat up and tucked your feet under you. Your mouth was watering and you could still feel your clit pulsating as his cock sprung from his waistband. You had to remind yourself to breathe as he began to slowly stroke himself, his breaths shallow and ragged. You could feel wetness continuing to drip down your thighs as he grunted deeply and increased his pace. You couldn’t hold yourself back anymore.

 I want all of him.

 You leaned forward, sprawling your legs out behind you as you gently pushed his hand away and grasped his cock with one hand while caressing his inner thigh with your other hand. His eyes widened and his mouth dropped open as he whispered, “Fuck doll… are you sure?” You smirked and silenced him by pressing a finger to your lips and playfully shushing him. You pumped his pulsing shaft slowly at first, rotating your wrist and listening to him groan with every stroke. You dug your nails into his thigh as you pulled his cock down to your mouth and softly licked the gathering pre-cum from his slit. He hissed.

 “Jesus fuck, whatever the fuck you’re doing darling, please don’t fucking stop.”

 “I wasn’t planning on stopping anytime soon,” you murmured, and you threw your head forward to take his full length into your mouth all at once. It wasn’t easy - he was thicker than you had imagined, and as you tried to press the head of his shaft deeper into your throat you began to cough and had to pull it slightly back out. Negan’s hands gripped both sides of your head as he roared, “Holy fuck!” You tried again to press his cock to the back of your throat, and he slid one of his hands to the back of your head and thrust you forward.

 That’s when everything went black.

 Your mind began to assault you with flashbacks of Wesley, of your hands bound behind your back as he forced himself on you. He used to grab your head like that, and you began to gag over and over. You tried desperately to get away, you tried to turn your head, but it only became worse. You felt yourself begin to sob, gut-wrenching gasps for air blending with screams of terror. You heard Wesley shouting your name over and over, and you tried to push him away as he continued to yell at you.

 Just make this stop, please god, not again, please make it stop!

 Suddenly it wasn’t Wesley yelling your name anymore - it was Negan. Your eyes fluttered open and you found yourself curled into a trembling ball in Negan’s lap, tears flowing down your cheeks and sobs ripping through your chest. Negan’s arms were wrapped around you as he rocked you slowly back and forth, hoarsely whispering your name over and over. You buried your face into his chest, clutching his arm with both hands and shaking uncontrollably. You attempted to speak, but no sound would come out. You continued to sob as he gently stroked your hair and whispered with a cracking voice, “It’s over, doll… it’s over, I’m sorry… I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you… I’m so sorry… it’s finished, it’s over.”

 Your gasps for air finally slowed and you were able to whisper, “It’s not your fault, Negan… it’s not your fault.” You continued to repeat yourself as he pulled you close to his chest, and the feeling of your skin pressed so completely against his finally slowed your mind and your breathing back to normal.

 I’m broken… I’m damaged…

 Negan rested his forehead against the top of your head as he took a deep breath and sighed. “What was it?” he inquired softly. “What did I do?” You blinked hard and shook your head, trying to clear your mind to remember what had happened. “Your hand… you forced my head with your hand,” you whispered. His arms pulled you in even closer and you felt his breath catch in his chest. When you tipped your head up to look at him, you saw that his eyes were red with impending tears. You quickly sat up to face him as you whispered frantically, “No! No, it’s not your fault, it wasn’t you… this is Wesley’s fault… he’s the one who hurt me, not you.” Negan looked up at you with pain and sadness filling his bloodshot eyes, and you pressed your forehead against his as you again murmured, “You didn’t hurt me… it’s ok…”

 He pulled you close and you nestled your head into his neck. You weren’t sure how much time passed as you both sat there - naked, breathing silently, sweat drying as you held eachother tight.

 He was the first to move, kissing your neck and gently setting you down on your bed. You felt slightly numb as you sat there completely exposed, watching him gather your clothes and then help you dress, piece by piece. You finally stood as he tugged your jeans up and over your hips, carefully buttoning and zipping them, making sure not to hurt you. He then began to gather his own clothes, and you took in the sight of this powerful man fully naked in front of you. His recently throbbing cock had fallen soft between his legs now as he stepped into his pants, and you felt a pang of sadness for not being able to reciprocate the pleasure he had given you. You began to mumble an apology, but he immediately hushed you by pressing his lips firmly to yours.

After donning his leather jacket, he picked Lucille up off the ground and walked over to you, sliding his hand around your back and gently placing a kiss on your forehead.

 “Get some rest,” he murmured. You nodded your head with your eyes glued to the floor, chest tight with shame and embarrassment. Almost as if he could read your mind, he tipped your chin up with his hand as he had done many times before and gently kissed you. Silent tears slid down your cheeks again, and he wiped them away as he whispered, “We’ll get through this, I swear that to you. You have nothing to be ashamed of… we will get through this, ok?” You nodded again, trying to hold back the rest of the tears that threatened to spill from your eyes.

 “Come have dinner with me tomorrow,” he whispered, and with that, he turned and grasped the door handle, swinging it inward and glancing back at you one more time before walking down the hall. As the door thudded shut, you collapsed onto your bed and closed your eyes, praying that sleep would give you a reprieve from the past that continued to relentlessly haunt you.

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Soooooo yeah! Damn, that changed direction REALLY quick. I’m finding that I’m putting a lot of myself into this fic. I suffer from PTSD, so that’s where all that is coming from. Regardless - looks like there will be a Part Four! (what have I done to myself??)

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[bubwagon]

another nsfw post where i think about new dudes

When I go back to work on monday people are going to ask me how my trip went and the answer will be essentially i got a mild stomach flu the first day which meant i couldn't eat anything spicier than cream cheese bagel without experiencing mildly debilitating pain and discomfort so i didn't eat. and i hung out with a bunch of locals so i didn't see any sights. this is unrelated but because it was so hot and humid and loud (thanks nyc AC) i couldn't sleep. between friday evening and saturday i slept maybe 5 hours total. so i literally went to work, went to a FEW nice resturaunts, played overcooked, and fucked one of t's friends. and eeeeeeveryone could tell. i hope t isn't mad at me. everyone here knows i don't do casual hookups, but uh? well. 

here's how it happens. if anyone is reading this there's probably gonna be some explicit nsfw stuff later. i like keeping my thoughts organized and concrete, so everything ends up on bubwag. if i just think about it it'll drive me crazy in the end.

his name starts with j so let's just start with that. he's supposed to be one of t's best friends. he's kind of a gentle douche without actually being an asshole. he's very kind actually. he looked out for me a lot, which really turns my knees to jelly. big turn ons: people who act like they care about me and my wellbeing. we went out for a drink the first time and he paid for my drink. i had drunk earlier that night so the drink hit me a little harder than normal. i almost walked into traffic a few times and he held me back and we had a conversation for a few blocks where i insisted i wasn't drunk, i was just generally bad at traffic, and how he dare he mistake my general incompetency for drunken behaviour.

he left. i got up the next morning, went to chelsea market, went to a fancy resturaunt, went back to the apartment i was staying at and met up with him. instead of doing anything touristy we got boozy icecream and sat in madison square park and talked. i think that's when we started holding hands which was pretty nice and cute. him lying on the ground with his knees propped up, me with my back resting on his knees, both hands resting on his chest. i don't totally remember what we talked about. probably just nonsense. was that the overcooked night? i think so. holy shit that game is so fun with 3 engineers. when that night ended i started feeling like hot goddamn garbage so i went out for a walk. i called aishwarya. and i called matt. i kinda feel bad for matt because he was probably worried about me but i was like, getting medical advice or flirting with this new guy. his last text was something like "i'm thinking of you. hope you're safe" and i was like ohhhh noooooo. anyways aishwarya recommended gatorade which was a great idea and made me feel a lot better. or maybe the gatorade did nothing and it was just making out on a stoop in the new york city heat at 3:30am that got me. he dangled my headphones in front of my face and my first response was to bite at the buds. next thing he stuck in front of my face was his finger and i kissed it. he said "interesting response" and turned my chin in and we made oooutt. he's pretty fun to kiss. i could tell i was turned on because he touched my neck and my whole body shivered. how sensitive my neck is a bellcurve but the opposite. if i don't like the person it gets really sensitive in a flight/flee way. if i do, it's like one big nerve ending from my neck to my PUSSAY. in between i'm just like, ok man. we were on the way to boob grabbing before a guy walked past with his dog and we were both like, alright we're on a stoop. let's can this for now.

next day i woke up and got a tattoo, helped my cousin get engaged, went to a korean resturaunt, and went to a party. OH REMIND ME TO PAY BACK THE VENMOS. at the party i bonded hard with his ex (lmao) and some other people. they're all very nice. but it's a hard group to break into. i like them all though. the night ended with a lot of me applying makeup on other people. i walked out twice. once to call aishwarya in the elevator (running theme in my life) and another time to get more gatorade. and both times he was like hey i was looking for you. actually the first time was him checking in, the second time was him being like we r LEAVING. there was kind of a weird moment where i got on the piano and he followed me and we were just clicking some keys and it was something about how this wasn't totally expected and i dropped my head on my hands for like two minutes. he was like, hey what's going on? and i didn't know how to be like I HAVE A STORIED HISTORY OF MEETING MY FRIEND'S FRIENDS AND HOOKING UP WITH THEM AND I THINK THERE MAY BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME and he was like i dunno i think that's kind of an external thing maybe this just happened. and honestly like, yeah it's Fine that it happens.

when we left i encouraged his ex to go back to the house to fuck the birthday boy (long story) but he and i walked back to the apartment i was staying in. i laid down on the floor and we started kissing. i was so tired. i had gotten an hour and a half of fitful sleep the night before. i gotten a tattoo, a touchup, and helped my cousin get ENGAGED, and then i drank a ton. it was like 4am. but then we started to hook up! he's..... really good at eating pussy. like jesus. he was like if you're too tired we don't have to do anything, and i was like, listen you kissed my neck we gotta keep going. he's soooo much fun to fuck. honestly he's a little too agressive for my personal tastes but it's..... really fun. it kind of feels like being on a rollercoaster with only your ankles strapped in. he's a lot bigger and buffer than the average guy i've hooked up with, and i definitely kind of felt like he could break me in half if he wanted to, which i'm kind of into.

hey here's a thing i forgot to mention. when he looks at me he smiles a little. when i look back at him i also end up smiling, but he smiles a little more. i feel shy around him. not like a shy person, but comparatively shy. he's confident and loud. he can look someone straight in the eye from half a foot away without looking away.

the next morning i woke up a few hours before the other person in the apartment did and hung out with him on the couch. he kept kissing my neck knowing i'd shiver and collapse in his arms. it's hard to say no because it feels really good but i didn't need to be incredibly turned on while we were doing pg13 hangouts with their friends. eventually i was like alright you need to see what you've done and i stuck his hand down my pants and his eyes got all wide and he was like yeah you're soaked. i made a joke at some point that every dude i've hooked up with has wanted to slap my ass and stick their fingers in my mouth after they've been up my pussy. and he was like what? and i said what you don't want me to suck your fingers like a tiny cock and he said well when you say it like that. he's a physically affectionate person, much like i am. he doesn't usually just hold you, he runs his fingers down your back or plays with your hair. it's nice, i like that.

oh here's another factor: originally he was going to the jersey shore sunday afternoon because he's going to be at a beach for a few days. i'm flying out of newark, which is where he lives, so i asked if i could stay over even if he was gone. actually here's how the conversation went: i was going to say something kind of inappropriate what? you gotta tell me now oh i was just going to say something about how i'm good but i don't know if i'm missing out on a beach house good. and he was like wow that's intriguing eventually he decided to leave monday morning instead so what can i say i'm cooompelling.

i went home with him and as you could imagine we did a lil more hooking up. first time super great. god he is super attractive. he's not even normally the kind of person i go for. like he's not?? i dunno if he's the most visually attractive person i've ever been with, but i'm really attracted to him as a person. his body is nice and strong even if he has fratboy hair and a beard that kept scratching my chin. and i really like his soft, gentle smile. and he has nice friendly eyes. and again?? pussy eating???? wow. it's not normally my favourite but he keeps it good. second time he tried i got all panicky and i had to do the big hey i was raped! reveal. and he just kept smiling at me and let me say the things i needed to say about it. he was apparently a sexual assault counsellor so he was just gentle and kind about it. i asked if that changed the way he thought about what we had previously done and would change how much he would want to hook up with me again. and he said no. it's just a part of me and not a Big Deal. he asked me if he had done anything and i told him no. it just happens. i said i am fighting the urge to apologize and he said no, i don't want to hear it. people are really reacting positively and kindly to the fact that i was raped a bunch! wow, maybe it's not that big of a dealbreaker after all. we went to round two eventually after he kept grazing the side of my boob and he was like your heartrate is really fast. weirdly, a big turn on for me. or not a turn on. it's very endearing and sweet to me when people pick up on my body language or queues. it feels like they understand something about me i didn't have to tell them. annnd then we fucked some more! he can actually throw me around it's... really fun. i appreciate that after he came all over my body he wiped me off with a tissue. it's the small things. then we showered together and that was also sweet and fun. he soaped me off and kept turning me around so i'd get evenly clean.

weird cute thing: singing electric love by borns lying together with our lips really close, basically kissing if the word called for it

we went to bed and he turned off the AC in case the sound bothered me. and i slept better and more soundly in his bed than i have at any other point in my trip. which is exactly what i needed because i kind of started to feel like my body was giving up.

i left this morning. we squeezed in ONE MORE FUCK! he did one thing i really liked which is he went like... a lil in, and then out, and then a lil in, and then out, and then all the way in w/ his hand on my neck wow that was hot. then after a pretty short cuddle i had to leave. he gave me a lil plastic bag of almonds and walnuts and a golden delicious apple since the only thing i had in my system by then was CUM which does not settle very well. he seemed kind of stressed out. i asked him if he was okay and he said i'm worried you'll miss your flight, and i was like nah i'll be fine.

and i was! we're still talking a little right now. he's coming to visit like right before my birthday and i was like hey DUDE u wanna fuck just lemme know and he was like yeah i do but i'm here for like 36 hours so let's just play it by ear. which makes sense to me.

i kinda wish he didn't live so far away. i could see myself dating him if he was local.

i hope tony isn't mad at me i hope his friends don't give him shit. we'll see what happens on wednesday when i hang out with tony for 4th of july. he's a really nice guy. i really like him. i think i'll be fine but i'm a little put out after riding a weird high for 4 days and then coming back to reality. i think i'll see him again in the future, but i shouldn't count on this happening again. i mean, it really might, but it's better to keep expectations short i think.