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ofbeetlesandbees · 9 months

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I should go to bed... I am having the Mental Illness and it is making me feel like everyone tolerates me at best and I have brought nothing of value to anyone's life Ever.

#vent #anxiety depression adhd autism combo #with some trauma and possible cptsd splashed in #i hate saying it all out loud #but it is all so loud and violent in my brain #i just want one person to treat me gently #i dont have a single person thattreats me gently #i appreciate them all #the practical ones #the rational ones #the patient ones #but at the end of it all no one is there to hold me and let me cry #to hug me and say its ok im so broken bc they still want me around #that they wont let other people hurt me in front of them #fuck why am i crying so hard literally nothing has happened #its nearly christmas things are good #why do i feel so alone

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