#with pcos will want to look less masculine and i didn't find out until last year and it has undone a lot of what my natural testosterone
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Need some affirmations so: in 27 days i will be able to go on testosterone and i will become super hot and finally stop looking like a prepubescent teenager and my voice will go deeper and my vocal cords will not only thicken but also get longer and i will have fat redistribution and my face will get beautiful and i will have an easier time building muscle and my disability will get easier to manage with that and my shoulders will get broader and my boobs will deflate even more, and my hips will get smaller and i will not put so much weight on on my belly and won't look as pregnant anymore when I'm bloated and gaining weight, and my arms will get bigger, and my face will get gorgeous and how it was always supposed to look, and my skin won't be as dry anymore, and i will recognise myself in the mirror and i will become drop dead gorgeous because i finally look like a man, and I won't have people treat me like a minor anymore, and i will feel more connected to my body, and my dick will grow and i will feel much more comfortable, and once i pass and can be somewhat stealth in public women won't feel so possessive over me and what i want and need anymore and that i should feel comfortable with whatever they feel comfortable because we're both women, and i will like my own voice and i will sing so beautiful and it will finally feel natural when i sing and maybe i won't have so much trouble finding the right pitch anymore, and my ribcage won't be as small and round and i will grow more hair on my body again, and I won't have to lie about my identity and pretend I'm a woman anymore, and i will just be me, and i will meet people who didn't know me before and who won't know my deadname and who will always call me by my name, i will become known under my name,
#own post#trans#trans man#testosterone#also i will become a further bit less fertile bless me#and I won't be on fucking estrogen hrt anymore (the pill)#i was put on it for my periods but i was put on a feminising one without my knowledge or consent because they just assumed that everyone#with pcos will want to look less masculine and i didn't find out until last year and it has undone a lot of what my natural testosterone#levels had given me#fucking shit show#and I can't really go off it because my periods are pretty debilitating and changing pills for a few months isn't worth it because of the#side effects of having to adjust to new hormone stuff#such a fucking shit show
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