#wish that muse act not like an asshole for o n e s e c o n d ;;

[lightcreators]

@gloomy-glen

Feelings were a domain in which sadly for everyone he had no measure --- for little experience of something called an emotion could be experienced within his persona. For sure, inside another time period, back when he was envious of all the noblesse realm could brought upon people meanwhile he was an outcast, when he was searching hopelessly acceptance somewhere and blamed circumstances concerning his birth who locked an entire world to his doorsteps, he had partial remembrances to have experienced that same state. Though, memories stayed very away, within that distance when he couldn’t catch them, in which even smaller recollections left him emotionless at best. Maybe, during that time, fragments of his heart could have been saved --- or maybe always had been damned to becoming a silent executioner of the world who found no real interest into it for deciding, all by himself, to deciding how the clock should turn, regardless if it was against all laws. Did it was matter by the end of the day? Did his actions will troubling whatever sleep he might have? Did he would express apologies within his bored consideration of the world he was living? No. Question wasn’t directly asked, but did he was troubled concerning Lacie? Did he had these deranging emotions of guilt about what he repeatedly exposed to him, meanwhile he refused to believe someday he would lose her to some Abyss and was fated of disappearance? He didn’t have to listen to the Will of the Abyss. Actually, he didn’t cared about the Abyss’s needs, whatever how off world dimension it remained screaming of loneliness, when determination remained to giving that dimension all wrong in one manner of another. Taking revenge in same manner eventually he managed to achieve it in middle of noblesse spheres.

Though, within sympathetic smile he was expressing, inside manipulative move to bring reassurance, casual brightness resonated an couple of seconds … before somewhere boredom of the mask seemed to briefly expose, when green eyes illuminated with seriousness. Internally, a mocking condescending sigh was swallowed back as easily it was come. ❝ You have people who care about your well-being you know. How sad your expression must be, fulfilled inside your thoughts, and must of course to be perceived by people around you. ❞  Meanwhile he was talking, he was remembering himself all always serious his father’s look had been towards him, how heaviness between them each other was echoing each instant. How he had been embraced by the nice sentiment of hatred in middle of balls, and various noble reunions, when every time his smile sparked with more illumination, when every time he was swallowing back negative emotions wrapped his own being. How impression of victory he gained concerning his own life had been robbed by the light of his existence. Oh, so many people within nobles were worried each time his expression diverged of usual brightness, or even remained uncomfortable by his somewhere lack of consideration by remaining smiling even in serious conversations … It was so pleasant. It was nice flattery. All these women thinking he could be a private prince charming … All the nobles anchoring themselves towards how illuminated he sensed to be. They were boring. ❝ I have experienced what you’re currently experiencing right now, and I can be your shoulders in the darkness if you want~❞  It was the closeness of the truth he will allow himself to say. ❝ People will notice how different you are, hence you need a valuable fire’s candle for avoid anything tarnish your family name. ❞ 

[dawnblxde]

Muse Information

LEGAL NAME: Noctis Lucis Caelum

ALIAS[ES]: Noct, God of Lucis, The True Daemon Lord, Edgelord

DATE OF BIRTH: Born on August the 30th, 1995

GENDER | SPECIES: Male - Half-Daemonic Divine Human Hybrid 

PLACE OF BIRTH: Region of Lucis, Kingdom of Insomnia

CURRENT LIVING CONDITIONS: Shares a palace with his newly formed family. It’s big. (Interaction dependent)

SPOKEN LANGUAGES: English, Japanese, but capable of easily learning other languages if need be.

EDUCATION: He wasn’t a fan of the lack of freedom his solitude gave him. But when he was shipped off to the schools of Insomnia. He was top of his class. Though he didn’t always take in what he learnt. At all.

OCCUPATION: King of Lucis, Divine Protector of Eos/Versus 15, Self Proclaimed Assassin

DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS: He now and then treats him self to wine. But that’s about it.

LIKE[S]: Women with unrealistic hair colors - makes him weak and vulnerable, food, drinks, snacks, dogs, training sparring, fighting, killing those who deserve it, arcades, amusement parks, video games, hugs, kisses, sex.

DISLIKE[S]: Vegetables, people who don’t do what they want, people who focus too much on destiny, duty and fate, people who kill innocents, people who break the law, people who disrespect women, people who objectify women, people who use others, any bad guy he has to kill.

FEAR[S]: Being alone, being rejected, seeing anymore people die in front of his eyes, disappointing someone who means a lot to him. 

PERSONALITY TRAITS: He is an Anti-Hero. Light and Darkness. In the middle of ‘Good’ and ‘Evil’. Unless he sparks a unique connection with someone or crushes on them and doesn’t realize it. Due to a lack of trust he has, he puts on the persona of being cold, emotionless and possibly an asshole. But this is just an act. There is a warm kindness he’s hiding, but it’s not a ray of sunshine. It’s neutral but clearly there. He’s not as cold as he wants you to believe. Those close to him can tell - they can see through him.

DISORDERS: None that he’s aware of right now.

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HAIR COLOR: Raven Black

EYE COLOR: Sky Blue

HEIGHT: 5′10 - 177cm

TATTOOS:  None

PIERCINGS: Nope

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SIBLING[S]: None by blood. But an arc in his life has him adopt a Keyblade wielder by the name of Xion as his sister. 

PARENT[S]: Regis Lucis Caelum, his deceased father and then his mother, who’s fate and identity is unknown to him - he just assumes her dead as well.

CHILDREN: Default interactions usually him childless. However, due to being straight. When interacting with male muse’s, in his KH arc - he has married or is simply with Claire ‘Lightning’ Farron and has had a daughter Nokurai with her. Being more settled then a fighter. In one alternate pathway - he has a son named Skylar Lucis Caelum with Aqua from KH. This son has come back from a future where his parents are dead. In another alternate pathway - he has three children with Luna. 

PET[S]: He wants to get a Dog one day.

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SEXUAL PREFERENCE: Straight

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single. Except when he’s interacting with male muses, then most of the time - he is usually in a pleasant romantic relationship with Claire ‘Lightning’ Farron. Other cases include him happily involved with Aqua, Aranea, Luna and other developed ships.

This was stolen from another blog of mine - steal as you wish!