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wandersee · 19 hours ago

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it's so absolutely torturous only having $650 left on my car loan but being entirely unable to pay ANYTHING towards it due to lack of day job like. me outright owning my little disaster of a car is RIGHT THERE ;0; not to mention not having to worry about the $300 monthly payments, so it'd free that non-existent money up, which would be sooooooo life changing :")

#i was way better off financially when i got the car years ago #so this being an issue was never supposed to happen #and for it to happen when the finish line is literally RIGHT THERE #yet it's halfways they the month now and i only have $16 in my bank so i have literally no money towards right $900 in rent #not to mention the car payment i still haven't been able to make from last month #and the car insurance as well #and the credit card thru the same place as car loan 🤣#why does life hate me so fucking MUCH #2024 the worst year of my entire life continuing just the same in 2025 LMAO #GOD please let me get the fucking new position at night job #the bid ends on the 17th and as of now i'm still in the running for it #sending out immeasurable mental waves for nobody else to sign up #or if anyone else does let them be lower seniority than me #bc one more higher seniority person and i'm bumped off ;0;#still no idea what I'm gonna do about housing come the end of April LMAO #fully prepared to have to love in my fucking car SIGH #which i'd truly just be like whatever about bc it'd save sooooo much money lmao #BUT i don't wanna put my cats thru that man...#especially Kitten my little senior citizen baby who will be 17 at that point :(#i can't do that to her man... I'm already so fucking pissed she'll have to lose the high up window access she loves so much #like literally my only potential option for housing i can think of is living in somebody's basement again #wish i could just at least temp go back to old housemate's place #it's equal time to night job as current place which i need bc i suck at time #but my cats would be fully restricted to the room since now there's no basement stairs only open stairway #which would not work since they have 4 cats and 2 dogs #my cats are terrified of big dogs (the sweet great dane passed away so now it's 2 completely neurotic standard poodles 🤣)#and the cats getting along is... not too hopeful at least while a specific one of her cats is still around lol #plus i know they'd bully Kitten bc of her age like they did the sweet darling old kitty they had 🥺#plus they tore the carpet out of the room and now it's just kid toy hell in there lol #chatterbox

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