#william regal is the working man's meritocracy
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probably not going to go back to writing aew fic for a while but i am trying to think of ways to smash together cm punks absolutely bonkers jesus symbolism with mjf's personification of jewish masculine anxiety in a way that is sexy and fun instead of just vaguely antisemitic
#like.............#mjf as assimilation narrative he wants to achieve the american dream he wants to reach the asymptotic line of total acceptance he wants#to be the victor of the shining city on a hill#but the dream is unobtainable it does not exist and every person he follows is in some way unlike him#such that he must betray them#because they have betrayed him first#by leaving him wandering in the desert#moses could not enter the promised land he wandered in the desert until he died and mjf is fundamentally afraid that he too will be denied#entry at the last minute#he loves cm punk for being what he wants to become but cannot become him without destroying himself#something something cody is america as presented at ellis island#statue of liberty huddled masses etc etc#chris jericho is the america of the almighty dollar#the country club the board room the private jet#cm punk is the underlying undercurrent of american counterculture#which is in its own way consumed by the thing it rebels against#a cult of beautiful outraged suffering#william regal is the working man's meritocracy#and mjf loves and hates them all because they cannot make him anything other than what he is#a five foot nothing adhd riddled jewboy#and he's certain everyone can see it#(but punk is special because after the rejection and the pain mjf wants to belong with him the most)#(but because of the things he has forced himself to be in order to survive in the world)#(punk is the only one who rejects him first)#(mjf craves validation for his anger and punk is the only one who can give it to him and that's why punk)#(will never shake his hand)#mjf#anyway this was inspired by cm punk's stigmata hands#which is#just
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