#will never be over steven r mcqueen leaving the show and not giving me my perfect jeremy and bonnie ending :(

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TASK:001.

INTRODUCING…. ME.

HELLO my good friends! I’m Jess, nineteen, use she/her pronouns and this is my only account for all of my children. I do have a discord though! Feel free to add me if you��d like at Jess#3272. I don’t have any triggers, but I do try to tag any that could potentially hurt others under “tw trigger”, “trigger tw”, and “tw: trigger”.

INTRODUCING…. THE MUSES.

LIAM O’HANNIGAN, steven r. mcqueen, ( TWENTY-FIVE ) + weight of living pt. ii by bastille.

SILAS HENRY, jack o’connell, ( TWENTY-FOUR ) + natural born killer by avenged sevenfold.

DAKOTA FITZGERALD, kaya scodelario, ( TWENTY-THREE ) + jesus of suburbia by green day.

DYLAN YORKSHIRE, noah centineo, ( TWENTY-TWO ) + young blood by bea miller.

INTRODUCING…. WANTED PLOTS.

GIVE ME someone to fuck Dylan up, please. He’s bi as Hell and isn’t exactly okay with it. Make him fall uncomfortably hard for some guy. Then feel free to rip his heart out, if you’d like I’m always up for destroying my children. Maybe a veteran who was overseas with Silas? Someone who saw him breaking down over time and was there when he went AWOL.Make him feel like shit about it if you want, but be prepared for him to snap. Give Liam a fellow firefighter or EMT, or maybe someone he saved that just keeps coming around. Dakota, maybe someone she used to sell to, or someone who likes to guilt her all the time for what she does. Just... GIVE ME ALL THE PLOTS!

INTRODUCING…. THE FAVORITES.

Oh God, you’re giving me a place to talk all about myself. Bad idea. I love the colors blue and grey. I love Grey’s Anatomy, Criminal Minds, The Walking Dead, Supernatural, and I could list all of my favorite shows but it would be too long. I love 90′s Alternative a lot, and Bastille is my favorite band even though they’re not 90′s. I have plenty of favorite things to RP, but I’m just gunna say that I love it ALL and leave it at that. 

INTRODUCING…. FUTURE PLANS.

OKAY SO my biggest thing that I want to do is explore Dylan and his time accepting his bisexuality. Right not he’s closeted and he hooks up with Joey Ramos, but I want someone to pull him out of the closet. Maybe even some guy that he falls for hard and how he comes to terms with it, seeing as he’s only ever been with Joey but it’ll probably never be anything more. Just... fuck him up, man. Honestly, I’m here to put all of my kids through the ringer. I want to push them to the edge and see if they can come back from it. 

INTRODUCING…. WHY I SAID FUCK IT.

So I was originally in Rules, but I brought my children from there here, along with some others I’ve played in the past. I love that there are no restrictions in this place. Like... it’s fucking amazing. Sometimes I get in funks where I can’t get on and not having to worry about activity limits takes a lot of stress off. I also love Tea SO MUCH, okay? SO MUCH!

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Tell us why you prefer Delena to Stelena! And what are your thoughts on Steroline and Klaroline? And did you ship Bonnie with anyone? And---okay, I'll shut myself up for now :)

I could talk about this for days! P.S. there’s spoilers!

Delena vs. Stelena

In general, I’d say I prefer Delena to Stelena because Damon and Elena are simply more entertaining to watch. I’m kind of a sucker for bad-boy-meets-good-girl relationships, anyway, but Delena spoke to me in a way I hadn’t felt before. Stelena is totally fine, and it’s fine that other people prefer Stefan to Damon, I guess I just always found that relationship to be predictable and stationary. There weren’t very many ups and downs, there wasn’t really a development of love since they fell in love immediately, and overall there just wasn’t enough passion. 

Damon and Elena were the exact opposite. You got to see them fall in love, not once, but twice (in S3 and S6). You got to see the internal and external struggles they had, both with themselves as individuals, and with the forces that tirelessly worked to keep them apart. There was passion, frustration, danger, adventure, all the things Elena wanted meeting all the things Damon could give. They gave all of themselves to each other. It was real, and nothing is more beautiful to me than two people that don’t realize they aren’t whole without each other and then being amazed when they realize they can be whole with this one person. It’s a consuming love that showed me heartbreak and pain highlighted by wonder and excitement. It’s a perfectly imperfect romance. So, that’s why Delena is it for me, because Damon and Elena are it for each other.

Steroline and Klaroline

So, I feel like this is a topic with which most people are hard-lined with one ship or the other. Thing is... I ship both. And I don’t mean I ship both like I prefer one or the other, but both are cute to me, or that I would’ve been fine with whichever one became canon. I mean I fully ship Caroline with both Stefan and Klaus, and I want her to have a life with both of them at different points in her life. 

I’m kind of happy with how TVD ended on the Caroline front, actually. Here’s my thinking: Caroline had a little bit of time to be with Stefan (who I believe to be her truest love), and then Stefan died. Now, I think it would be fitting for Caroline to live out her life with her children and Ric until they pass on (which would also be the point when Elena, Bonnie, Matt, and Damon pass on, leaving Caroline the only immortal on the board). After a full life with her friends and family, then I see her with Klaus. Traveling the world, experiencing all life has to offer, maybe spending multiple centuries together, completely in love. 

And then, one day, when Caroline decides that it’s time she finds peace, she’ll move on. She’ll go to the other side with Elena, Bonnie, Damon, Matt, Tyler, Liz, Lizzie, Josie, Ric... and Stefan. At the end of it all, I imagine Caroline will spend her eternity of peace with Stefan, finally getting the time they never had before. 

I guess I’m just a hopeless romantic, but hey. This scenario sounds pretty damn perfect. 

Who’s the IT guy for Bon Bon?

This is another ship-war thing, I feel. People are either Team Jeremy, Team Enzo, or Team Damon when it comes to Bonnie. Of course, I’ve got my opinions.

I’ve always felt that Jeremy and Bonnie were quite cute together. When they were together on the show, I absolutely loved it, and I actually hoped it would happen a while before it actually did. Not to mention I was unhappy with how the show left things with the two of them. I know Steven R. McQueen left the show, but nonetheless, Bonnie and Jeremy ending their relationship over the phone after Jeremy had spent so long keeping her alive in his mind... it all felt really hollow. 

Damon and Bonnie, to me, were perfect together... as friends. I get where people are coming from in wanting them to be romantically linked as they’ve got chemistry coming out of their eyes, but in my head, I’ve always appreciated the love they shared as best friends who would die for each other. It’s a relationship that was so out of the blue that it fit together extremely well. I’m definitely glad they found each other.

All of that being said... Enzo is my top pick for Bonnie Bennett. Here’s the thing: Jeremy and Bonnie were cute, yes. But at the end of it all, it was a relationship that took place while both characters were still finding out who they were; it was adolescent. Which is completely okay. People need relationships like that. But after the Prison World and Damon’s personality rubbing off on Bonnie, she changed. And the version of Bonnie that we have in S6 through S8 is my absolute favorite version of Bonnie. She’s strong, she’s independent, and she’s scarred by her experiences. That Bonnie doesn’t fit with Jeremy. But she fits with Enzo.

Both of these people have been broken down by the world multiple times. Bonnie has always been alone in her sacrificial, martyrdom tendencies, and Enzo... well, he’s always been alone. Both were betrayed by Damon, both had to become extremely resilient because of what life had put them through, both needed a light in their lives to push away the darkness in each of them. 

Bonnie and Enzo falling in love was so... unexpected. And that’s what made it great. That’s what made it epic. I love Bonnie and Enzo because Bonnie loved Enzo like he never thought he’d be loved and Enzo made Bonnie feel alive like she never thought she could again. Although short-lived, it makes me so happy to know that both of them got to have a pure and rich life with each other. Bonnie and Enzo... they’re kind of extraordinary.  

Thank you for this asks, this one was super fun for me to answer! You’ve always got really interesting questions for me, so thank you for entertaining my muddled mind so often!