#whyare my least ''serious'' intrusive thoughts the most distressing ones for me. i get ALL of the common bad ones and theyre awful and i
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#whyare my least ''serious'' intrusive thoughts the most distressing ones for me. i get ALL of the common bad ones and theyre awful and i#hate them but its the irrational fear of ********* specifically that gets me the most. all it takes isseeing a photo of one of the guys who#did it and i wont want to go outside for the next couple days. youll never guess what i saw earlier btw#its been bad recently. ''you should read their journals you should watch z.ero day you should read news paper articles'' I DONT WSNT TO#i still think its weird that i dont think p.s and k.mfdm are bad luck by association.#sometimes i feel like im faking having ocd because mostof the bad thoughs. the horrors. are about that event and not like flicking my light#-switch or checking if my door is locked or CLEANING. people do get that but i dont so that means im making it up for attention. in my mind#idk. i should see a therapist
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