#why was i so scared of performances to mj's thriller as a child? i was terrified of zombies & they always had zombies
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Been waking up stressed lately, today's stress dream featured such hits as:
Contamination
Social exclusion
Supernatural beings
Preying on vulnerable people
Violent pursuit
Mental contagion
A performance to Michael Jackson's 'Thriller'
Shopping
So,, a mix of anxieties..
#seems my brain ranks those as equivalent lol#i say 'stress dream' instead of 'nightmare' because my physiological responses are different... but maybe I am having nightmares ghsgsghd#like thriller playing didn't feel as scary as i thought it would. i expected it to send me into panic like in primary school but i was fine#why was i so scared of performances to mj's thriller as a child? i was terrified of zombies & they always had zombies#by the time the dream ended 'i' (the pov character) was still alive. if a lil morally compromised#and the dream gave me sanitiser to use against the piss water that i got splashed with. so that was nice#& the 'social exclusion' was just. a barely exacerbated version of the difficulties i can have joining in on social situations#the supernatural beings were like the lords in black from starkid's hatchetfield series 💀#but uh yeah i think the major themes were contamination & contagion. in the literal & non-literal senses#i've connected the dots i haven't connected sh*t#fr tho supernatural contagion has always been v scary to me. maybe i should explore that more#thank god i can now separate fiction from reality! lil me had it rough#dreams#oh also in the dream i went to see les mis & someone said it's 6 hours long but it cut to later before i could watch any of it#i have never seen les mis#i have seen angels in america tho & that was 6 hours so i didn't feel intimidated by that runtime#anyway
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