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thesebootsaremade · 4 years ago

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you know those days where you have a constant low-level anxiety because you’re stressing about all the wrong choices you’ve made in your life, and the avalanche of all those decisions both big and small is rolling over you and you feel like you’ll never be able to make enough good choices to get out from under it?

#no just me #constant anxiety #why didn't i follow through on that art project because now someone else has had the same idea and done it better and it doesn't even matter #if i do it now because im just following in their footsteps #why did i order in dinner last night instead of making food i have a fridge full of food #im supposed to be saving money and my debt is a fucking albatross around my neck #wasting money #why didn't i go to the hardware store to pickup my order instead i let them refund it #im trapped in this apartment by my own ennui #my couch is gonna break and it'll be my fault because i didn't pick up the stuff to fix it #life fail #good thing i have therapy today #therapy #even my cats know im fucking up

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