#why can't i be there and screaaaaaaam

[kaleidoscopeofmemories]

Can´t believe the "fan project" for champagne problems tonight wtfff

[jamaisjoons]

I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF NAMJOON AS HADES FROM HERCULES WITH THE BLUE HAIR😭😭😂

SCREAAAAAAAM STOP WHY WOULD YOU SAY THIS NOW ALL I CAN IMAGINE IS THIS AND ITS SIDNEODOWKDOSKDO NOT OKAY

[myupsteadheart]

✨️Happy someday!✨️

1) This "Another one." reminded me IMMEDIATELY of 9x03!!!! So, now I'm curious if this is an army case and our detective Sunshine gets some help from her former soldier!!! 👀👀 🤔

2) Ohhhhhh, I see! This is the bank robbery case when Jay and Hailey first met (on the show)! But they already know each other! Scratch that! They already LOVE EACH OTHER!!!!!! (MY HEART!!!!!! MyUpsteadHeart is ❤️ and ��� at the same time while thinking about that!! 😢) NOW I'm REALLY curious how this case goes in this AU!! 👀

3) "She knows she’s poked the bear..." 🤭🤭🤭 THE WAY I GIGGLED, Em!!!!!!! 😅

4) “I was here even before you guys ... so by your logic, technically I should be taking point.” SCREAAAAAAAMING!!!!!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 Jay's there too!!! Now, this should be interesting!!!!!!!

5) JAY HALSTEAD STEPPING UP FOR HIS DETECTIVE SUNSHINE!!!!!!!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 Again: SCREAAAAAAAMING!!!!!!!! I love it, that he says that sentence, "She’s from Robbery-Homicide. There’s been a robbery and a homicide here. Sounds like her case to me.” 💙💙💙💙

6) “I’m good, I promise.” 🥺🥺🥺 Oh, how I wish he would be good on the show, too!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 Yes! My heart is still heavy! But any distraction (like reading your incredible fic right now) is such a welcomed distraction!!!! THANK YOU!!!! 😘

7) "Over my heart.” 🥲🥲🥲🥲 The tears threatened to come out, but I forced them to stay where they are!!! HE STILL HAS THEIR PHOTOS WITH HIM RIGHT BY HIS HEART?? I can't!!!! I just can't!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 This is soooo damn cute!!!!!!!!!! ... And ofc she has her half of their photos with her too!!!!! I AM IN THE UPSTEAD FANFIC HEAVEN RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

8) Ofc the private security company has success! That's Jay and Mouse we're talking about!!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

9) "Soon after that, she learned to appreciate just how cozy its spaciousness could be." I'm grinning like a little idiot just because of the immigration of it!! 😁😁😁

10) “As much as I love this dress on, I can’t wait to see it off,” 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🤭🔥 I LOVE TEASING UPSTEAD!!!!!! I just love it!!

11) The Art Institute???? Their date has to mean something!!! This was where they crashed the wedding!! Wasn't it? Omfg!!!!! Are we getting our new someday???????? Ahhhhhh 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

12) They even get the place to themselves! How fancy is this???? I'm getting more and more excited!! I didn't know this was a possibility when it comes to that fic! I thought I reached my highest point of excitement already!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩

13) I mean, if this isn't romantic as hell!!!! BUT HE EVEN ORGANIZED A PHOTO BOOTH??????? 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 My smile didn't only reach my ears!!!! It goes completely around!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 A smiling idiot is NOTHING compared to me!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

14) He's NERVOUS!!!!!! 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 Is he .... Is he .... omfg ... IS HE PROPOSING??????????

15) SCREAAAAAAAMING!!!!!!!!!! I literally let out a pretty loud SQUEAK!!!!!! Our former soldier is actually proposing to his sunshine in a photo booth!!!!!!!! 😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭 THIS IS SO F*CKING ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!! I can't!!!!!!!!!!!!! UPSTEAD FANFIC HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

16) “Happy Someday, sunshine.”😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

17) Yes!!!! I've read with tears streaming down my face from this line! But that 'I go with you' engraved in her engagement ring 💍 was just like a second undoing!!!!!! Adorable!!!!!! 🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭🥰😭 Adorable, adorable, adorable!!!!!!!!!! UPSTEAD FANFIC HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

18) Immediately, when she asked him if they could stop somewhere on the way home, I knew she wanted to go to Bo and tell him!!! And ofc I immediately started crying again!!!! THEY GOT THEIR SOMEDAY! And Bo is the reason why they met in the first place! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ... 🎶 "Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end!" 🎶 ... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

19) Ofc Bo knows already!! Jay was asking him for permission to merry his little sister sunshine when they visited his grave on his anniversary!!! 😭😭🥰

20) “Oh, he scolded me for almost getting married in Vegas at first,” 🤭🤭🤭 Thx for the little laugh while crying!!

21) "She goes with Jay. And he goes with her too." Em!!!!! 🤍 My awesome, incredible, talented friend!!!!!!! 🤍 This chapter was so damn beautiful!!!!!!!! This was everything!!!!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

I'm sitting here, crying my soul out! And for the second (and unfortunately only) time in this week, those are VERY HAPPY UPSTEAD TEARS!!!!! And these happy tears, I only have you fanfiction writers to thank for that!!!!!!! And except for this one time in between, I was COMPLETELY in this AU and not in the real Upstead world!! This was only you and your incredible writing of them, who did this to me! And I'm so grateful for that! 🤍 WHAT A PERFECT SOMEDAY!!!!! 🤍

I can't believe that we have to say goodbye to Jay and his Sunshine next week!! I'm not sure if I'm ready for this! 😭🥰

I Go With You: Chapter 25

Writer's Note: Hi!! I want to start out by doing a check-in. I hope you're all doing okay. I know it's been a tough, tough week in this fandom, so just know I'm sending out all of the love and hugs I can. Writing/the idea of writing hasn't been easy for me. I was so excited for this chapter, I still am, but I did struggle a bit in the process. Even the happiest and fluffiest things have found a way to make me incredibly sad. I hope that isn't the case for you, but if it is, I'm sending you the biggest hug. This chapter is happy and fluff, so if that's helped you during this time, this is a great one for you! Sending you all my best. Happy reading, and I hope you have a wonderful week🤍

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