#whispers. how dare you.
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me when i see someone hate on amy, shadow, lanolin, omega, rouge, knuckles, maria, blaze, bunnie, emerl, whisper, tikal, honey, or belle
#THEYâRE MY CHILDREN HOW DARE YOU#a list of my favorite sonic characters honestly#amy rose#lanolin the sheep#e 123 omega#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#knuckles the echidna#maria robotnik#bunnie rabbot#emerl the gizoid#whisper the wolf#tikal the echidna#belle the tinkerer#honey the cat#blaze the cat
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My high school did a yearly poetry recitation contest (Poetry Out Loud), so Oh Boy do I know some poems. My favorites are Ozymandias and "the world is about to end and my grandparents are in love," by Kara Jackson. Also in 8th grade we had a Poe unit and had a class contest to make the best music video of the Raven, so I still know a good chunk of that.
i hadn't heard of the kara jackson one! just read through it and enjoyed it, particularly these lines > 'grandma returns to her love like a hymn, marks it with a color. // when the world ends will it suck the earth of all its love? /will i go taking somebodyâs hand, / my skin becoming their skin?'
#taking this as a challenge to see how much of ozymandias and the raven i can remember. no i'm not bored at work what gives you that idea#i bet ive got most of ozymandias. the raven may be a lost cause#i met a traveller from an antique land / who said: two vast and trunkless legs of stone / stand in the desert. near them on the sand /#half-sunk a shatter'd visage lies whose frown / and wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command / tell that its sculptor well those passions read#...something or other i do not recall / the heart that mocked them and the heart that fed / and on the pedestal these words appear /#my name is ozymandias king of kings / look on my works ye mighty and despair /#nothing beside remains. round the decay / of that colossal wreck . something or other#the lone and level sands stretch far away#decay of that colossal wreck indeed (my memory for this poem)#oh well.#once upon a midnight dreary as i pondered weak and weary / over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore /#while i nodded nearly napping suddenly there came a rapping / as of someone gently tapping tapping at my chamber door /#tis some visitor i muttered tapping at my chamber door / only this and nothing more#?? (it's downhill from here)#ah distinctly i remember it was in the bleak december / and each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor /#something?ly i sought the morrow / vainly had i sought to borrow / from my books surcease of sorrow / sorrow for the lost lenore /#for the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels .name lenore / lost to me forevermore#(then there is another stanza; bird-infested word bonanza / which i used to know at some point but do not know anymore /)#something something something door. darkness there and nothing more#oh it's the 'silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain / thrilled me filled me with fantastic terrors never known before' bit#anyway. deep into that darkness peering something stood i hoping fearing / doubting?? dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before#but the silence was unbroken and the stillness gave no token / and the only word there spoken was the whispered word lenore#(more missing chunks)#oh i remember 'surely said i surely that is / something at my window lattice' because it's such a stupid rhyme#bird time bust time idk#ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore / tell me what thy lordly name is on the night's plutonian shore /#a billion more stanzas i dont remember. except for 'prophet!' said i 'thing of evil! prophet still if bird or devil!#whether tempter sent or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore /' etc. wait you can only add 30 tags to posts now?? i had more raven chunks#ask#anon
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absolutely sucks shit when people are like HOW DARE YOU SUGGEST PUTTING ANY CONDITIONS ON YOUR VOTE as if. the constant shift right doesn't have to do with the belief in major parties that they're owed votes by default on account of not being the other guy.
like they're going to ignore the public's wishes either way but fuck, you don't have to make it that easy for them. literally the second they get in. oh pwetty pwease Mr Biden can you wespect basic human wights? don't worry sir you'll still get my vote if not but I thought I'd ask nicely!!!!
hold their fucking feet to the fire dude. make it clear that your vote is conditional on them listening to the public on the clear and vital points.
(btw 'refusing to vote for Clinton is how Trump got in' no it literally is not. please remember that Trump lost the popular vote anyway and only got in because your country has a weird fucked up system where states are allowed to ignore how their constituents vote.)
(Refusing to vote New Labour after the Iraq War is how the Tories got in over here. Kinda. because what actually happened was we had the first hung parliament since 1979, and then the Lib Dems sold the country up the river for some minor concessions. and then Labour spent the next 10 years actively kneecapping itself by painting its own leadership as a bigger threat than the Tories, and when they had a leftist leading them they still brought the Tories to a hung parliament again in 2017.)
(anyway the point is you all seem to have a majorly inflated sense of how much democracy is involved in elections. Ultimately in cases where the race is close-run it is not the electorate that decide, it's like 100 people in positions of high power, be it the electoral college, the party leadership, or otherwise.)
(none of which is to say your vote is useless. your vote is valuable to politicians. there's a limit to how much they can get away with ignoring the public. but. because your vote is valuable, it's only useful as leverage if there's a possibility you might not give them it. and let's be clear, people WILL change direction if they're worried about losing votes. but unless you're offering them massive funding, then the only reason your opinion would carry any weight is if there's a possibility of your vote being withheld. if you stand up and say VOTE BLUE NO MATTER WHO YOU'VE GOT MY VOTE WHATEVER HAPPENS then like. You might as well just say 'ignore me, pay attention to those guys who might not vote for you'.)
if the centre and the left's votes are vocally assured regardless of the party's policy or stance, then the party will move right. bc they've already got you, so it's time to court the undecideds. YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT NECESSARY TO A POLITICIAN'S SUCCESS TO LISTEN TO WHAT YOU WANT. they don't care. you have to use what little leverage you have, your vote, to make them care. it's the only form of accountability we can bring about that doesn't involve, like, storming the winter palace đ¤ˇââď¸
#red said#so fucking sick of this 'morally required to vote for the right party' shit#even if that's TRUE don't fucking TELL THEM THAT??????? that's literally ALL THE LEVERAGE WE HAVE WITHIN THE LAW#and these HOW DARE YOU EVEN WHISPER THE IDEA THAT YOU MIGHT NOT VOTE FOR THE LESS FASHY GUY people are uhhhh#probably not on board for physically or financially threatening politicians personally. which i too would prefer we avoid#i don't actually want to wheel out the guillotine and set the House on fire. that sounds. counterproductive. to a better world.#but you know if you want to avoid that then the only method of affecting change you HAVE is putting conditions on your vote#stuff like lobbying and public protest and calling and writing to your representatives does work#but only to the degree that they believe the anger you're demonstrating represents a threat to their electoral prospects
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Plz explain then the travesty that is love and thunder
A trainwreck directed by an egotistical six-year-old in a leech of a man's body who thinks he's a screenwriter and still plays pretend with his uwu self-insert OC.
.... real talk, though, in short:
The real travesty of Love and Thunder is that Thor is already made of love and thunder, and simultaneously Jane is the love to his thunder, and the MCU, through taika wai-feck-off, decided he can be neither of those things, and have no nice things. Thor is the most tragic character in the ENTIRETY of the Marvel Cinematic Universe, and yes, I do think more tragic than Wanda.
He has lost :
his entire home planet
his people
his entire family of four (no hela does not count he was not connected to her and should have been odin's sister)
before which he lost his brother (his platonic soulmate, to boot) a total of 3 times emotionally, two of those physically
he lost his ENTIRE friend group because his half-sister murdered Volstagg, Hogun and Faendral; he never reconnected with Sif
his only good mentor/parental figure (heimdal) was stabbed through the heart in front of him
he lost his dignity, his crown, his birthright (voluntarily and otherwise)
he lost his self-worth, his sense of direction (bc the writers legitimately thought his arc was about stepping down from the crown instead of making it his own and growing into it in his own way, by his own merits, at his own pace and gave it to some literally no-name side character that showed up for one movie and never respected thor in the first place to even earn his title from him smh)
and taika's idea of rectifying any of this .... is to give him some random child he doesn't know, that he doesn't care for, and manipulate him into taking her under his wing not because of the kindness and limitless love of his own heart even after shutting himself down post!endgame, but because jane asked him to as her dying wish â and then say that THAT is his happy ending.
Tell me why Thor, the longest standing of the Big Three, the king of the stars, the hero who is by all respects the embodiment of love, gets no companionship, no friends, no home, no place to belong, when Tony got a hero's send off and Steve got to be with an alt!dimension Peggy.
#and don't hecking tell me that 'oh but jane had cancer so'#bro i went out of my way to read that comic after i realized how irritated that movie got me#and you know hecking what? JANE COMES BACK#HE USES ALL OF HIS POWER TO /BRING HER BACK/#AND SHE CHOOSES TO COME BACK FROM THE GATES OF VALHALLA#BECAUSE THAT'S HOW MUCH SHE LOVES HIM - AND HOW MUCH HE LOVES HER#AND GOSH DANG IT GANG â mcu deserved that win#JUST ONE#HE DESERVES THE /ONE/ WIN#if he can't live for his people and carry the torch of everyone he has lost by being king#and being the best king he can be and choosing to live and love and survive and /lead/ despite his loss#then AT THE VERY LEAST he deserved to be happy with jane as a vagabond protector and /be/ with her and have his kiddos and be at PEACE#furthermore we really gonna act like the royal line isn't gonna end with thor and that that is a pROBLEM??? LIKE A COSMIC ONE???#like they're not gods and i hate that L+T tries to make them more like the comics when they are n o t literal gods#but gosh dang it the royal asgardian line is like... titan and dare i say /celestial/ tier levels of ridiculous#and thor is the lastoline#we really not gonna talk about that??#&&. meta#salt to taste#&&. whispers#&&. | marvel. |#&&. thor.#anti thor love and thunder#t:l+t#l+t#anon#nonny my love ty for the ask im just so salty about everything taika's gone and rubbed his nasty hands on concerning my boy
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sorry for the amount of loveless aro posts i reblogged except i'm not
#ghost whispers#go into the aro tags and call loveless a cringe label again i dare you to. do it again.#(i want to kill how fucking hard is it to be fucking respectful. actually abhorrent.)#aro community be fucking NORMAL about loveless people challenge!! (failed)
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It's weird how many people are pro-Xena killing Gabrielle in Bitter Suite. Like Gabrielle didn't try to kill herself with poison at the end. Or love Solan too. Solan loved Gabrielle-he even picked her weapon. A true tragedy, I'll give the writers that. I think they went straight to One Against an Army after to give fans a break lol.
But Y'all!... trying to save your not cute, demon baby is not an act worthy of murder. Also, triggering af for abuse victims.
It's why season 3 is NOT my favorite. But the musical is solid af. Very Danny Elfman. And on point since Xena has been a wild show from the get. But yea I guess being cool with killing women is historically a thing. As a sapphic, I don't get it.
SUPER homophobic if you're gay and all for Gabrielle murder. Yea you can be queer and homophobic. Have you met terfs?
But anyways, Gabrielle is precious and my boo and I would never. Xena's worst moments are when she hurts Gabrielle. I wish they had more episodes of Xena beating herself up over it. She should lol.
#xena warrior princess#xena & gabrielle#the bitter suite#gabrielle is precious#how dare you xena#kinda why crusader was ok#we needed more episodes of gabrielle leaving xena#because we all know how xena does without her#*whispers* she loses her fn mind lol#example: season 4
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I should not be allowed to watch Doctor Who because the ships that most interest me are: (a) the ships that the narrative discourages me from sexualizing (twelve/clara) (b) the ships that the narrative tells me I am not supposed to view romantically (ten/donna) and the (c) the ships that I am not supposed to perceive/consider at all because they exist only in my mind and are problematic in multiple ways. (not even going to mention it because I'm so ashamed).
#doctor who#why can't i just ship tenrose like a normal person?#i mean tbf i do kind of enjoy 11river and twelve/missy too#and at least 12/clara is basically canon even if they exist in a frustrating liminal space that is somewhere between romantic and platonic#but they wouldn't even let them kiss b/c pcap wouldn't allow it :(#and sorry not sorry; david tennant had more chemistry w/ catherine tate than any of the other actors#change my mind (you can't)#but at least those are normal ships that other people enjoy instead of the nonsense my brain has infected me with#i'll take 'i'm a bad person for 1000; alex'#i mean there is a tiny chance that it might exist if only a little#solely because the dw fandom is absolutely massive#the inherent eroticism of the 'how dare you defy me!' trope#*whispers* martha/master tho
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(HI BLUE!!!) I've never failed to notice how mistreated and/or bullied silver has been in the comics and games, so what if he went evil over a long period of time? With the words "Do better" and "get out of my sight" thrown at him (especially in archie) I have a feeling he wouldnt exactly love it tbh.
Hello! ^-^ If I'm being quite honest, that is one of the things I really did not like about the pre-reboot Archie comics. Not only is Silver a dumbass who rudely accuses people left and right with very limited and lacking information as his guide (which is still somewhat understandable since his future was in ruin and only few people in the past seemed remotely willing to help), I just... Heck, I hate how they characterised Sonic there. Sonic wouldn't do the things he did to Silver in Archie, plain and simple. He'd eventually get irked, yes, but what I appreciate about Sonic in the games is that in '06, he's quick to accept Silver's change of heart and sees that he only means well for the future, and in Rivals he remains his chipper self most of the time even when Silver is being blunt. And they make up, and Silver clearly respects Sonic at the end of both games! I cannot see either of those Sonics drag Silver throughout an entire town by his quills to throw him head-first into a hospital bed. Nor would Sonic from the games tell Silver to fuck off in such a manner. And that whole thing with Lanolin in IDW has left quite a sour taste in my mouth too, not gonna lie. If there is anyone who needs to 'do better' it is her, with the complete life-threatening failure of a first mission concluded under her leadership and her general bossy personality she is aware of yet makes no improvements on to change for the better. So yeah, Silver is indeed the no-respect guy from both comics. It's just not fun to see such things happen to my favourite character, especially because the other characters are either being wildly OOC assholes or in-character assholes to facilitate it. But that was a bit of a rant, apologies.
Still, I do not think Silver would turn outright evil. I can see him become more withdrawn and even more short-tempered, with the decision that if people are so unwilling to help him he'll just have to go completely solo and take matters into his own hands quickly following. And that would actually cause a lot more trouble for the heroes, because Silver has mostly no qualms against murder, is highly OP so very difficult to defeat in a fight where he is giving his all, is more deceivable than most others and thus might be entirely on the wrong path despite he himself believing he is doing the right thing, etcetera. His intentions would still be heroic, but his actions would be more anti-hero- or even villainous-like. Which is unfortunate, because with only one or two good conversations where he is taken seriously and maybe some brawls to knock some sense into him, none of it would have been necessary in the first place. But yes, I can imagine he is hurt and bothered by how he gets brushed off by the heroes, and that is a prime situation for him to go do things by himself if no-one takes him seriously. And that could cause more trouble than it is worth... Hmm, I cannot see someone like Archie!Sonic apologise for not listening and taking Silver seriously, but who knows what we'll get in IDW when the whole plotline with Duo/Mimic is resolved. We'll only be sure once the issues have been released, for better or for worse.
#UGH and then he FINALLY gets the right person and the SUPER GENESIS WAVE happened so all his mistreatment was for NOTHING in Archie#unsatisfactory ending of the whole pre-super genesis wave really :/#silver the hedgehog#and the thing isâ I actually am quite happy with how *Silver* is characterised in IDW issue 63!#I've seen people point out some drawbacks that made me go like 'oh yes those are good points' but overall he's just really like how I-#imagine a good Silver is characterised (friendly and humble on one hand but a bit smug about his powers and not so adept at social things-#-like solving arguments)#it's just that Lanolin is unnecessarily bitchy despite NOT having the right to talk that way to the hero who saved the entire world and-#-Whisper suddenly doesn't dare speak up when Silver is getting scolded#and of course the fact that we already *know* Silver is completely in the right here but you know. we'll see what comes of that
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Yellow, fuchsia, cerulean, baby pink, crimson, and black 𼰠mwah mwah I love youuuuu
Yellow: You are such a sunshiney person and my dash is always brightened whenever you post
Fuchsia: Come catch these handsâŚwith your own. I wanna hold your hand.
Cerulean: I would come to your house at 3 in the morning if you were sad bc you deserve to be loved and to be happy
Baby Pink: u so attractive??? how u do dat??
Crimson: I wanna cuddle with you
Black: Marry Me
///^^/// I'd love to cuddle with you too! And holding hands would be so nice if I could feel my ring on your finger
#himbo-the-clown#whispers of an angry god#Also baby pink is killing me since you're one of the only people online who've seen my face#How dare you have an informed opinion and still call me cute
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ok iâm never going to ask people who are inconveniencing me if they can inconvenience me a little less ever again
#for once#FOR ONCE!#i decide to gather my courage and ask my roommate if she wouldnât mind being a little quieter while she plays minecraft#not even to whisper or play silently! i just asked if she could be a LITTLE softer since iâm TRYING to study for an important exam#and she gets all pissy at me for it like iâm demanding so much of her that she canât be assed to make an effort#âcant you just go to the library or somewhere else? this is the only place i can playâ no i fucking canât. i need my computer.#âbut itâs the middle of the day!â i literally could not give less of a shit what time it is. people study during the day. they need quiet.#âi donât know how to be any less loud than i already amâ fucking try then. maybe you will find itâs rather easy.#you could have just said âi can tryâ and that would have been acceptable but noooo you canât BELIEVE i would dare ask this of you#fine i donât even give a shit. next time i do something that inconveniences you you can just suck it up and deal with it for all i care.#to delete later
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omg you were into 1D? what's your favorite song
14 year old me would probably crucify me for not saying Rock Me, Kiss You, or Heart Attack (i had Take Me Home on CD and listened to it RELIGIOUSLY, and they were my favorite non-title tracks) but honestly itâs a toss up between Diana and What A Feeling. Diana is my favorite âemotionalâ song where i can just feel things and What A Feeling is my favorite âgrooveâ song where i can just let it play.
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Ok ok ok Bun I am consuming this lore like you would not believe. Thank you so much for sharing and answering all my crazy asks and not beating me up or anything because Iâm weird. (Sorry thatâs the first thing that came to mind lolâ)
Ok ok, to the point! Terra is def one of the faves of mine Oki? So like can we know more about her? Like how long has she been guarding her ancient object? What happened to her people? Is there something I missed because I wanna know! How long has she been around? How is she connected to the prophecy if sheâs guarding an object related to it?
Alright alright lots of questions this time! (Sorry if itâs overwhelming, I just really like sirens because theyâre interesting creatures imo lol)
As always stay awesome Bun! Youâre amazing! <333 :D
SHAKING YOU SHAKING YOU OF COURSE!!! ID NEVER BEAT YOU UP OVER ANYTHING AAA
Here is some more info on Terra!
First off, I have drawings of all my characters except for two (I actually do but they arenât as recent so XP) so im gonna also tack on a visual of her for you <3
Here is a detailed explanation on Terraâs background as well ;3
Terra was born into high social status, her grandmother being positioned to protect their city's most prized possession, the sacred magic shard used to power the most important areas of the city Kcorplek. This is the same shard that Terra is found protecting during the events of the story. Terraâs family is a long line of very powerful and very skilled warriors that were often found in a group referred to within their society as âGuardiansâ. Highly trained warriors that are sworn to protect their people and their city, no matter the cost. At the age of 4, Terra began training to become a Guardian, She was found to be extremely gifted with her powers. At around age 16, She was able to graduate into the academy (the highest ranking school) at the top of her class, having been able to complete the entry test with ease, even when she was much younger than the rest of her class. Such a test being to incapacitate and re-trap a giant sea serpent let loose into the testing arena. Halfway through her final year of the academy, the city was attacked by a group land-dweller raiders. they wore equipment that drowned out the best attempts of the guardians' siren songs. Their defenses meant nothing. Amidst the chaos, Terra's grandmother gave her the sacred shard. Terra swore to not only her grandmother, but to the city that she would keep it safe, no matter the cost, and escaped unspotted to the surface, where she clawed her way out of the lake holding her city, across the mesa reefs (A biome of my own creation: mesa pocked with salt water lakes and ponds filled with brightly colored, beautiful coral reefs), and lake/pond hopped until she felt she was far enough away to be considered safe. Itâs been about ten years since then by the time Brook comes into the scene.
Terra has no clue what became of her people, but world building wise, they were ransacked for all of their treasures. Theyâve been recovering since then, continuing to sell their main export: salt from the salt deposits left behind from the ancient ocean that once covered the land where they live now and housed their evolutionary ancestors. This ocean has since dried up.
The salt from this region is coveted by magic users for its ability to enhance magical spells, and also by cooks because it is some of the most high-quality salt in the land. It is theorized that the salt contains microscopic remains and spirits of the prehistoric creatures that roamed the ancient ocean, and that is why it can be used in this way for magic users! :) (itâs also an orange color because of the iron deposits also found in this region!)
Left without their magic shard, however, the city was left to find other means to power their homes and businesses.
Terra is currently 28 years old! :) sirens age very similarly to humans, despite the fact that they are convergent species!
(I have put so much thought into the biology of each of the species in this world lol, Iâve even made my own creatures!!!! I created little bug creatures that feed on mushroom insides and use the left over caps as protective shells like hermit crabs! They take on the properties of whatever mushroom they consume and use for shelter as a Defence mechanism!!! They are also immune to said effects of mushrooms x3 I also made creatures that feed off of the fear of their prey and can cause hallucinations with their venom in order to further cultivate their fear! They are able to spray and release the venom into the air as a mist! If you breathe it in it has similar effects, though less potent)
Terra herself is not really related to the prophecy. Her people were given information long long ago that a chosen hero would be sent down in order to collect it, but unfortunately, the prophecy given with the shard is long forgotten.
Iâm also gonna throw in some extra facts for you!!! Sirens are able to breathe both above and below water through a combined gill and lung system. Water goes in through their gills, air goes in through the mouth. They are able to switch out the system used on command. Sirens are descendants of carnivorous creatures, causing their sharp serrated teeth, they have since evolved to eat vegetation as well, making them omnivores. Sirens absorb water through their skin, making it so that they have no need for drinking. Sirens canât actually hypnotize you, they just mess with your emotions and pre-existing desires in order to make you do what they want!
I think there may be more but thatâs all that comes to mind right now X)
Sorry this took so long to reply to! Iâve been in class all day qwq
#YAYAYA RANTING ABOUT MY CHARACTERS AND WORLDBUILDING!!!#bun rambles#bun did a draw#whispering willow book#terra whispering willow#MOOGUS HOW DARE YOU THINK ID BEAT YOU UP OVER GIVING ME EXACTLY THE KIND OF INTERACTION I THRIVE ON#*HUGS YOU*#DONT EVER THINK YOURE ASKING TOO MANY QUESTIONS EITHER GENUINELY THERE IS NO SUCH THING TO ME#long post
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i cannot stress how upset being ignored makes me feel btw, it is quite honestly one of the worst things anyone could do to me and the thing I will stay upset about the longest
#whimsy whispers#so jot that down for future reference if you somehow didnât know already#and maybe my response to being ignored being âfine Iâll ignore you backâ isnât the best especially given that if someone is ignoring me then#theyâre not really going to give me the chance to ignore them#but in my head this is a full proof plan (it isnât it never is)#it never actually works out I donât think Iâve ever gotten to be like âha how the tables have turned now i and ignoring YOUâ and i probs#never will#anyways!!!! if you ignore me I will be upset with you#I get having a reason for not responding to people but if you do then please let a bitch know otherwise Iâm going to assume you ignored me#and depending on how long itâs been I will stay upset even longer#Iâm case anyone is wondering what my damage is lately itâs once again that people ignore me and then I realized just how many people tend to#do that and how super upsetting and dare I say infuriating it is#you donât owe me your time but like itâs kinda :/ sometimes
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The Family Matter?!
Synopsis. BabyfevĂŠr - itâs never felt so good.
Pairings. [SEPARATE] Gojo x Reader, Sukuna x Reader, Choso x Reader, Geto x Reader, Nanami x Reader, Toji x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, breĂŠding, mentions of kids/ marriage, a LOT of creampĂes, Gojoâs powers, cĂşmplay (like a lot), spĂtting, overstĂm, exhĂbitionism (Getoâs), chokĂng Nanami, pĂşssy-slappĂng, proposals, rĂşts (Choso), bĂting, true form! Sukuna, overspill, dp, bondagĂŠ, mentions of dĂ ddy kĂnk, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 5.9k
A/N. To the one anon that wanted this - how did you read my mind?? Hope yâall have a lovely week <3
⥠TOJI FUSHIGURO - Santa, babyâŚ
âB-but- Christmas isnât for another few months, Tojiââ
Now, Toji has to admit - that broken, honeyed-out little drag of his name is enough to crack even that tough demeanor of his - just a bit. And itâs all he can do to calm down the raging twitch of his buried cock, driving it deeper and deeper against your mushy g-spot to shut up those dangerous moans of yours.Â
âB-b-but-â Youâre flinching when his deep, baritone voice pitches dramatically high to mock your own, a large palm coming down to give your poor clit a branding smack! â-but, you think thatâs gonna stop me, ma?â
Stupidly, youâre whirling your dazed eyes over your shoulder to catch his, only for the calloused pads of his fingers to swiftly force your face back down.Â
âNot me, you donât get to hah- look at me just yet, doll.â Toji grits out from behind you, feverish puffs of breath sending goosebumps down your spine. Down to where your puffy cunt was just bulging with all long, solid inches of his swollen, overworked cock. Sloppy. Overspilling. âNot until youâre giving me another brat by Christmas.âÂ
A sob wrenches out of you when Toji jostles his sharp hips against yours. Harder, until you could feel every minute smack of his still-full, sensitive balls, every slosh of his syrupy sticky cum coating your walls from earlier.Â
âLook.âÂ
Youâre shaking your head in almost-bratty protest, the fat of your ass still pushing and pulling against his rugged thrusts. You feel like you could go insane if you saw any more. Thighs twitching to a shy close, âNgh- canât sâtoo- too much.â
This only pulls out a displeased growl from your pussydrunk boyfriend, rasping out a warning. âNo fuck-Â donât you fucking dare-â Big, beefy hands wrench your legs even farther apart to admire the mess heâs made, bruising where he holds them unable to escape. âDonât you even think of it, woman.â
Itâs accompanied by another harsh slap! on your puffed-up clit, this time harder than the last. Shocking you to your heated core until youâre seeing stars behind your eyes, already-ruined cunt just clenching in painful pleasure.Â
He laughs - laughs, âInstead of squeezinâ the fucking soul outta me, look here at how youâre wastinâ my cum. How can I make you a momma in time like this, huh?âÂ
Youâre blinking away those big, fat globs of tears to finally spy back down again at your drooling cunt. Swollen folds spread shamefully, gaping. Every slam of his hips makes you gush down his achy shaft with a gloss of your sweet sweet juice and his own cum. It splays in a creamy little puddle at your silken sheets, clinging to your bodies like a second, sloppy skin. âY-youâre so filthy, Toji.â
But Toji couldnât bring himself to be disgusted - not one bit. In fact, he could feel the tip of his angry head growing even fatter, expanding to meld its way deep into your elastic walls.
âFilthy, huh?â he chuckles so darkly. âGot such a mouth on ya, can already tell youâre gonna be a ah- strict momma.â His fingers are prying your jaw to sag open, whispering so slow and syrupy along your open mouth, âWell, let me tell you a little secret, ma. Doesnât matter what you call me now, because in about nine months youâll be calling me something else.â
âAnd what would- mmpf!â Oh, for how much he loved your sharp mouth, he sure was well and fully intent on shutting you up. Tojiâs hitting his cock at the back of your pussy, just mashing deep into your g-spot in sinful sync. Over and over. â-and what would that be?â
Another finalizing smack to your pulsing clit, so smug and messy. He tilts his head to that growing pool below you, splurging farther and farther with each decisive, feral ram. âYour baby daddy, thatâs what.âÂ
As if on cue, youâre cumming - you canât even remember which saccharine sweet high of the night, but all you know is Tojiâs gifting your gummy cunt with a few bullying kisses on your ravaged g-spot. Rough, lingering clashes of his weepy tip on your ravaged g-spot, sending your toes curling, white-hot shocks of pleasure. Again and again and again-
âFuck- fuuuck yeah take it.â heâs grunting out hoarsely, hips stuttering and so so feral. Barely having the sanity to pull out in his jagged half-thrusts, splitting you apart on all his weighty length to cum inside you - deep.
Painting each and every inch of your heavenly cunt that could be reached with coat after coat of velvety white - all the way from where he was gliding his fat tip across your cervix, down, down, down to your sensitive spots, your sopping wide opening. âWant- need it so bad. Need ya to make me a daddy again. So fuckinâ bad you have no idea- youâd be fuckinâ scared.â
Those mean fingers smushing your cheeks into an embarrassing pout dance down to gather the dredges of his own cum, oozing out of the corners of your slit in a milky white sheen. Still rutting into you, he suckles on them languidly like his favorite candy, âMmpf- as sweet as ever, doll.â
âY-youâre so fuckinâ mean, Toji-â your jaw slacks open at his lewd actions. âOur kid better not get such an- hah- an awful personality.â
That makes him pause - it makes him pull away his digits, glistening and connected with stringy ropes of the mess heâs made. Grinning for just a split-second before shoving the entire length of his fingers into your plush mouth.Â
Toji huffs cockily, the rounded tips of his fingers swirl around and around your lolling tongue, addicting you onto the slighty-salted taste. âOur daughter will be lucky to hngh- get my personality nâ your pretty looks.â And youâre barely even lucid when heâs whispering into your sweat-sheened forehead, âSo you better give me good news for Christmas this year, ma.â
⥠NANAMI KENTO - âTake it, like a good lilâ wife.â
Your mouth is sagging open at Nanamiâs uncharacteristically gritted words. So hoarse, pained - like they were dragged out of his raggedly heaving chest with each bullying ram of his hips.Â
It was barely midway into the evening, and you had no clue how you ended up like this. How those fleeting little titters during your romantic at-home dinner date about kids wound up with Nanami splayed on his broad back on the soft silken sheets. Sculpted abs curving into your back when he nuzzles your neck, plowing his furiously hard cock in his favorite mean full nelson.
âHa- youâre being so-â youâre gasping out in a wet stutter, ass grinding back onto those neat lanes of blond at his thick base. Heâs spearheading you so- â-so mean, Ken.â
âAm, I?â heâs purring, a low rumbling growl from the bottom of his chest. âWell, I might be the stricter parent, thatâs right.â
Rolled-up sleeves graze against your heated skin, and you could feel every ridge of the veins along his forearms when he spreads your dangling legs even wider. Jutting his hips so deeply upwards to bow your body to the throbbing curve of his dick. âBut, I apologize, darling.â Neat rows of his pearly white teeth sink down on your earlobe, âFeel free to do something- anything about it. Because mâafraid I wonât be able to stop any time soon.â
It was a promise - just the clingy feeling of your walls molding and wetting according to his very shape has him losing his mind. His sanity.
Choking back a long, drawn-out groan when two thick fingers slide down to roll over your puffy clit, âFuuuck, my love, youâre so- hngh perfect like this.â The bed creaks in protest when his powerful thighs arch even higher upwards, all those hours at the gym paying off when every frenzied mash into the bulging treasure of your g-spot makes your mouth water. He breathes into the intimate crook of your neck, âThough, I bet youâd look even prettier as a momma, right?â
Somehow, that makes your face burn more than being split apart on his relentless cock has.Â
âOh- shit.â you whine, fucking your hips back in a sloppy little staccato. Reaching your trembly arm around his strong neck, your fingers find his favorite speckled yellow tie. Yanking until Nanamiâs stern lips in a syrupy sweet kiss. âReally wanâ you to hah- breed me, Ken.â
âFuck- Oh yeah?â he gasps. And if you didnât know any better then youâd have said that that came out as a fucking whine. The ever-stoic Nanami Kento crumbling bit by bit with each rummaging thrust to shape your gummy walls. âThen whyâd it fuck- take so long. Fuck, Iâve been dreaming of this since the ah- day I met you, my girl.â
Sharp hips dig into the plush of your ass with each pivot, itâs bouncing you back and forth along his slobbering cock. So rough. So tall and angry, youâre hit with a steaming hot gush of milky precum every time Nanamiâs sliding out of you up to his thick, girthy tip.Â
âBeen thinking about you and I- and a little one. A few, actually. One blonde with your eyes, the other two with mine and your gorgeous smile.â That sweet little admission has your twitchy fingers subconsciously dragging at the heavy fabric of his tie. Tight around Nanamiâs straining neck, making his head light and cock twitch wildly to draw little patterns on your cervix. âFuck! Fuck no- keep pullinâ like that, darling.âÂ
You could feel his raw length rub against sensitive sports you never even knew felt good, in sync with that wandering free-hand of his. Now dancing upwards to glide his touchy thumb over your bouncing tits. âK-Ken, mâso close.â
âHow pretty these would look all full of milk, darling.â he muses, sounding more like heâs speaking to himself than anything. Your knees are buckling now, cunt eagerly taking in every powerfully pressurized thrust of his. But Nanami hasnât had enough of his fill, feeling a burning trail down your arching body. Down the valley of your breasts, your stomach, âAnd here- where mâgonna fuck-â Heâs cutting himself up as his hips slam up into you like with a mind of their own, â-fill you up, make you a momma. Oh, youâd be the best momma. The best.â
Heâs fucking you so rough now - so jagged that youâre white-knuckling his tie, reeling him in so close. âAnd youâd- fuck mâgonna-â youâre sobbing now, over those drawled-out squelches from your velvety cunt. âYouâd be the best da-â
You canât finish your sentence - you couldnât, because with a few more practiced strokes, youâre cumming all over Nanamiâs massive cock. Feeling your elastic walls try to suck him up so hard you wondered whether it didnât hurt.Â
But it didnât - it felt so sinfully good, in fact, that it was only a matter of a few blissful seconds before youâre being filled up with thick globs of his seed. Drooling out of you with each creamy rut into you, your gaping entrance only takes more. Still pounding into you, bottoming out - yet still pushing to give you everything he had to give.
âSh-shit.â Nanami marvels at the silky ribbons of cum being stuffed inside, the way it slews up with your honeyed slick to form a glistening gloss down both your fronts. âWait- oh, wait.â Nanamiâs trembling cock spurs out a few more overflowing shots of seed at the very thought of what he was about to do. Still stuffed in, heâs reaching over to rustle through the pockets of his dress pants scattered mere inches away from the two of your slick, convulsing bodies on the bed.
Youâre jolting when you feel something cold and metallic slide around your left ring finger, âDidnât think Iâd let you be the mother of my kids without a ring, did you, my wife?â
⥠GETO SUGURU - Escape?
âGorgeousâŚâ Getoâs sultry, slow whisper sends goosebumps running down every inch of your skin. And itâs so soothing - so gentle, and yet- â-doesnât matter how much you tug, these things wonât let you escape, mâkay?â
A wrenching sob rips from your hoarse throat, and all you can manage to do is tug on those tight, hot-pink handcuffs around your wrists. Pulling to prop your fucked-out body against the very top of his luxurious futon, âS-Sugu, youâre so mean.â Your wide eyes scan the pristine tatami room at his shrine, âAnyone could walk in-â
âAnd yet youâre still being such a slut, my girl.â He flashes you a rosy red grin, so blindingly pretty that it makes your cunt throb. âStill waiting fâme to breed your pretty pussy. Which would it be? The fifth now?â
Geto doesnât even have to finish the sentence before youâre abruptly sitting upright, bottom lip wobbling with need. Your swollen pussy is just weeping beads of his cum at this point, sobbing down where he was still buried so eagerly inside your gummy walls. Your thighs shaky in- fear? Anticipation? The need for more?Â
âAh ah-â you feel two soft little smacks to the side of your cheek. âDonât zone out on me just yet, gorgeous. Sâthis hah- boring for you?â And despite all the pleading shakes of your head, he only plows on, âAww, what a shame. Guess I just hafta spice things up-â
Itâs all the warning youâre getting - barely even - before your poor, weepy cunt is back to being just split apart on his fat head. Not even being eased into it, no care or concern for those overstimulated spasms when he stuffs you full.Â
âF-fuck-â your eyes are shooting open - when did they even close? - at the sound of nearby footsteps in the hallway behind those sliding doors. Very nearby. âI swear someoneâs gonna catch us, Sugu-â
The only sound that rings throughout his humid, heady room is your wet gag - muffled around the pale, slender fingers of his being shoved between your kiss-bitten lips. All you can register are the soft pads of his digits pressing down on the back of your taste buds and the unforgiving little pulses of his prominent veins dragging against your gummy walls.Â
Leaning down - until heâs so dangerously close, until you could count every long, dark lash on his eyelids, every flex of his muscles - slosh of his syrupy sweet inside you - as he sets a languid, lazy pace. âIf someone catches us then I will hngh- jusâ keep going, do not test me, pretty girl.â
The other of his splayed out fingers are drawing methodical, dizzying circles on the very tip of your sensitive clit. Matching his teasing place, every grazing nudge of his leaky tip coating your bruising g-spot.Â
âHavenât I already told ya not to start things you c-canât finish?â Getoâs husky voice is talking you through every clingy thrust. Falling from his pretty lips with each deep snap, fucking you into the drenched futon leisurely like some cocksleeve. âNâ what did you do, hm?â
You couldnât answer if you wanted to - because Getoâs fingers were still firmly swiping around your tongue. Murmuring, âExactly that. Just had to make that fuckinâ hah- stupid little joke about me not being able to handle another daughter, huh?â
âMmpf- hngh Sugur-â you try to moan out at a low thump! outside, but heâs shushing you pliantly quiet with a ragged pump into your womb. Making you gush velvety ribbons of his previous cum.
âHeh, think this cunt actually wants to get out of this without being bred?â It was true, your painted-white walls were just clinging elastically to Getoâs shaft every time he drove into you, sucking up every bit of him like youâre trying to milk out something delicious. Again.Â
âAnd guess what?â heâs so crazed now, eyes glowing with a dark delight. Hips pistoning into yours with fearsome accuracy to smash over and over into the bullseye of your sensitive spot. Sloppier. The shuffling outside getting louder. So unfairly good that youâre barely registering his next words, âMâjusâ gonna breed this slutty pussy until you give me another. Until everyone knows youâre my slut.â
It only takes one, two, three more drilling clashes with your g-spot for you to fall apart once more.Â
Your own orgasm bursts out of you. Squirting in glistening dredges again and again until itâs just a few fatiguing shocks of pleasure that have you heaving for air, whining Getoâs name like a mantra. The overstimulation too much, his twitching cock too big - over and over-
âF-fuuuuck- squirting all over, yâmade such a mess.â Getoâs moan is so pornographic when that angry divot at his flushed head explodes with spurts of thick hot cum. So addictively sweltering against your plush walls, it floods into your womb, down your thighs - to your lungs it almost feels like. âGonna give me another daughter? Yeah?â He breathes, head thrown back while he stuffs you too-full, until he could see the seeping white on your creamy cunt in his glassy peripheral vision. And he still isnât done cumming - thinning out to mere sticky wisps. âGonna make you so full- so swollen. Until everyone looks at you and knows what I did- how I defiled you. Theyâll look at you and see me. Me, me, me, me-â
Thereâs such an animalistic cadence in the way heâs rutting into you, pushing you further and further up those drenched sheets. Just dragging your body forwards with one strong arm around your handcuffs when his sheer volume gets too much that youâre trying to pathetically escape.Â
Thump!
In a split-second, Getoâs grabbing at a hidden dagger from underneath his robes. Throwing - dead straight through the paper doors - only for a loud thud! to echo from outside. âBet the scum outside donât even need to hear the pregnancy announcement, huh?â
⥠CHOSO KAMO - My strange addiction
Oh, thereâs nothing you loved more than Choso losing control - around the time of year when the weather grows a little warmer, when your sweet boyfriend becomes a little more restless. Those dark, dewy eyes of his turning black with something primal, desperate.Â
Ingrained in his blood to breed you. To do nothing but breed you.Â
Like right now.Â
âOh?â youâre purring with a coy bat of your lashes, looking over your shoulder to where he was looming. Flushed, gulping, absolutely drunken off your heady scent. âOn your rut again, Cho?â
And that makes his entire body jolt, as if zapped by a sudden wave of electricity. Large, trembly hands fist your thin shirt to pin you down like some ragdoll onto the cool kitchen counter. Breath hitching, such a pained grunt leaves him at the sound of his name leaving those pretty lips of yours.Â
Almost guiltily, heâs baring a wet gasp, âY-yes. Saw you makinâ ah- makinâ us dinner in the kitchen and-â Itâs like he hasnât even realized what he was doing, slapping his raw cock against your drooling slit with each word. Smack! Smack! Smack! â-and- I just thought about how- just needed toâŚâ
But alas, Choso doesnât get to finish a single thought - because youâre stepping up onto your tip-toes - ever-so-slightly. Feeding your needy cunt with just the round girth of his very tip.
âJust needed to what, Cho?â you hum, quirking a devilish brow his way, holding back a keen at the sheer stretch of him around your sopping entrance. âOr do you wanna stop?â
Fuck, Choso swears he could feel his overworked balls squeeze so painfully at the very thought. âNo-â heâs hissing, glassy gaze widening almost comically. âNo no no no no- please no. please, please this is all I want.âÂ
With a sultry giggle, you reach behind to pull him roughly by his soft strands. Chosoâs grunting out hoarsely, letting himself be dragged to clash his lips against your bruised ones in such a sloppy kiss. All tongue and teeth, he drinks you in like a man depraved. âAll you ever want is to just hah- fuck me in this kitchen, Cho?â
Itâs so cute the way heâs sputtering dazedly into your sagging mouth, such a sweet whiny cry of, âYes but no- fuck, I jusâ wannaââ The slow drag of his heavy tongue coats the crook of your neck in his saliva, hammering his swollen cock upwards until he was practically lifting you off the ground with sheer inhuman force. âJusâ wanna breed you full, baby. Breed this pretty pussy like mâmeant to.â
Itâs with an almost-animalistic type of worship that Chosoâs just ramming the rest of his thick cock into you until heâs spearheading straight into your spongy g-spot, weighty balls - painful, and ready for breeding - smacking against your ass. Addicted.Â
âO-oh, fuckââ you canât stop your honeyed gasps. âYouâre s-so big- so hard even after just this morning? What a naughty boy.âÂ
Just slamming you down onto the cool marble,âFuck- fuck fuck yâknow what I imagined when I hah- saw you in the kitchen?â Such throaty groans drag along with each and every plunge into your slobbering pussy, Choso was always so talkative when he was like this. Slurring out a mile a minute, âSaw my pretty wife, the pretty mother of my kids.â
And you knew what he was going to say, but that doesnât stop you from milking him so tight, velvety walls contracting in a way that almost made it difficult to maintain his sloppy staccato. Back arching into such a slutty bow to drag even needier down his drilling length
But your beloved boyfriend still wasnât done, kissing away hotly at the corner of your mouth. âNâ sânot jusâ the hngh- rut talking either. Fuuuuck-â All six feet of his muscled body pins you to the counter, and distinctly, you could feel him scramble desperately to buck up a knee to angle his hips even deeper. âSaw you makinâ breakfast before school, and Iâm- hngh- and Iâm getting the kids ready - a boy and a girl, both as gorgeous as you.â
âY-yeah?â Is all you can breathe out, âWhat- hngh- what else?â
You didnât expect his humorless chuckle - broken, and a few pitches higher than normal. âWhat else?â His eyes are absolutely crazed now, and heâs biting down on your pouty lower lip. âOh what didnât I see?âÂ
Bowing till you could feel every ripple of his abs against your back. Every slow tremor of his glossy head nudging past your defenses, hitting deep at the bottom of your g-spot. It takes a few more sloppy pumps for you to realize that Chosoâs still speaking.Â
âSaw the wedding- saw the first birth, the way I cried-â The way he was crying now, ragged, overstimulated tears dripping down his pretty cheeks. Panting out wetly, â-what a great momma you are, the best. The way I help you hngh- milk these p-pretty tits when itâs too much. But my most favorite of all-â
You donât hear the rest - and he doesnât tell you, because heâs too busy cumming. Cumming and cumming so much that Choso thinks he canât stop, swollen base rummaging deep inside to plug up those thick ropes of hot seed inside. It was impossible that he hadnât achieved his dream with this.Â
Itâs bloating you up, too much. Spilling out of those little gaps at the dips and ridges of his twitchy cock that your inner thighs cover in a clingy white sheen.Â
Drawn on instinct, you can only scream when Chosoâs sharp canines bite down on the sensitive spot at your neck. Hard enough to draw blood - and, if you two were in any better state of mind, youâd have noticed that he did draw blood.Â
A thin saturation of heady red coating his devilish grin, delicate strings of spit still connect to the mating mark. â-my favorite was when we made another.â
⥠RYOMEN SUKUNA - DOUBLE STUFFED!
âOne more.â
âKuna-â
âOne more.â
When all youâre getting is that leeringly dangerous grin - the very same one he gifts any weak curses just about to be killed at his feet - you know thereâs no way youâre getting out of this. Either you take it - or he makes you.Â
Gliding your palms across Sukunaâs bulging pecs, your trembly legs twitch atop his muscled thighs. Gingerly jutting along where your poor cunt was being split apart on his twin bulgingly hard cocks. Up and down up and down up and-
âSâtoo much-â youâre whining, feeling the gush of his sticky cum coat down your thighs. Oozing out of your bloated cunt with every syrupy sweet bounce of his ravaging cocks. âI- not enough space-â
Any you were about to stupidly babble out is cut off when Sukuna wraps five thick digits around your exposed neck, intentionally dipping his sharp nails to leave branding little divots right about your racing pulse. A warning. A punishment. âDid I tell ya to keep runninâ that hah- mouth, brat?â he spits, waiting for you to shake your head deliriously ânoâ before grinning. âThen why am I hearing so much t-talking nâ not enough of this slutty lilâ cunt of yours taking one more? You hear that?âÂ
All that was ringing in your ears was the honeyed echoes of squelches from below, smacking and slapping in sync with your pathetic movement.Â
âExactly.â Sukunaâs snapping you out of your thoughts, one hand resting at the glistening plush of your hips, the other spreading your puffy pussy lips to let you just slobber down his angry, red shafts. Glossing over him all the way from those fat tips to the creamy ring around his base. âWastinâ too much of my hngh- cum with yer talkinâ, brat. How are ya gonna have time to carry my seed?â
And heâs so large - so strong. Not even breaking a sweat when heâs getting up from his decadent throne with you boneless in his arms, still stuffing your cunt full with all greedy inches of both cocks.Â
âO-oh, fuck, Kuna!â youâre squealing when gravity pulls you down until you could feel the scratch of his pink happy trail against the sensitively grazed areas of your skin. The dizzying push of two matchingly massive girths stretching your gummy walls to its limits. Your nails draw jagged red line down his tan skin, trying to keep just an ounce of your sanity together, âFuck youâre in so hngh- deep.â
âEasy on the back there.â Sukunaâs rolling his eyes, but he canât deny the way his heart clenches at the way youâre so fucked-out and easily sliding down his cock like some pretty sex toy. Whimpering about some baby names.
Not like it mattered, anyway. Heâd name the little devilspawn whatever you wanted - after fighting about it for the fun of it. Heh, he always has been soft on you, huh?
All it takes is one hand holding you up, another to toy with the sensitive nub of your clit. Rolling and teasing you even deeper into his arms while another still rests firmly around your throat.Â
The remaining hand? At Sukunaâs favorite place cupping your teary cheek, gliding away those big fat tears with the cure of his soft thumb, âShh shhh, you can take it. Youâre my pretty lilâ queen, right?â
Even his mind a hot melted mess on your dripping cunt. Just fucking into you ruthlessly, up, up, up till he was bulging at the very back of your cunt. One fat tip firmly kissing your g-spot, the other gliding in a silky smooth cadence against your poor cervix.
Matching veins rubbing matching sensitive spots, rendering you so awfully dumb on his cocks. Mixing with the hypnotic splattering of his seed against the velvet of your walls, itâs impossible to not feel like youâre about to fucking burst.Â
Intertwining your fingers with his much longer ones on your face, youâre dragging them to rest at that palpable little nudge along the middle of your stomach. Pressing down to make him feel where he was buried deep, hiccuping lewdly, âYouâre right here, Kuna. Sâgonna be- hngh! impossible to not give you an heir.â
An heir.Â
And fuck he couldnât take it anymore - if anything even fucking heard about this, theyâd faint.Â
Because with a shuddering gasp, the king of curses was just dragging your weight down his cocks - over and over - to gloss your insides with each new coat of the thick, syrupy cum weeping out of his angry heads. So overfilled, but still greedily swallowing everything Sukuna gives.Â
âFuck-.â With an angrily strained growl, Sukuna only speeds up his motions on your clit. Methodical. Urgent, even. Still fucking him seed deeper to smash his quivering tips at your g-spot. Both - two divots pressurizing you at the same time. âHow dare you make me cum first, woman. Think youâre soo fucking funny, huh? Better give me hundreds of lilâ hellspawn to make up for it.â
âN-noo-â you croon, but that limp little curl of your lips at the abundance of seed seeping out of you gives you away. It was so unlike him - so startling to spy the blushing rouge at his ears, the way his fat balls smack and only squeeze harder when you milk every drop. So hot, and splattering right down both of your legs, forming a creamy puddle at his floor. âI didnât-â
You donât finish your sentence, you canât. Because with all of his brute strength, Sukuna is just wrenching that orgasm from your grasp - fucking you over and over through your high.Â
The puddle only grows wider. And thereâs no warning before he spits, once. Twice. Right onto the middle of the overwhelmed taste-buds on your tongue, gently shutting your mouth with one hand. The other spreading your puffy pussy lips to let you drool a glossy coat of cum down his front. Making a mess.
âSâinauspicious, yâknow. Having the momma cum first-â Heâs gruffing, sure you were still crashing into wave after wave of pleasure to even hear his whines. â-so why donât you give me one more?â
⥠GOJO SATORU - Meet the Gojos
âToru- weâll get caught.â
âShut up- fuck- shut up.â Gojoâs face was ashen, grinning so dangerously at the sight of you completely and utterly bound into that obscene mating press he loved so much. Your pretty pussy at the perfect angle for him to hammer his achy cock so thoroughly into you. âSânot what this cute cunt is sayinâ though, sweetheart.â
Fuck, if you were in any better state of mind, youâd have smacked him maybe. But you knew right by the glowingly amused tinty in his blue eyes that he was waiting for that to happen - goading even.Â
Youâre whining hotly, fingernails digging sharply into the winding wooden desk rested cool beneath your skin. âThe- the elders are about to have a- hngh! meeting in here soon and-â
Gojoâs lips curl when your breath hitches, feeding you each and every one of his merciless inches over and over- âWell then itâs damn good that theyâve been bugging me for an heir, dontcha think~?âÂ
Youâre letting your drooling maw fall slack in disbelief - only to create the perfect opening for your boyfriend to catch you into a sloppy, open-mouthed kiss. Spitting out little profanities with each harsh push of his fat gliding tip across the slippery slopes of your walls. âHeh, always so fuuuck- cute when youâre fucked dumb on my cock.â heâs chuckling, mouth looser than usual with the way the tight channel of your cunt is sucking out every one of his honest thoughts - his soul. âBut ya needa get more firm, Iâm gonna be the fun parent.â
It takes another harsh snap! of those toned hips bruising against your ass for you to jump back into your heady reality.Â
âT-ToruâŚâ youâre murmuring, but it comes out so much more breathless than you wanted. Catching on to that syrupy, fucked-out tone of yours, Gojo takes the opportunity to ram his swollen length even meaner into your slobbering cunt. Wringing out your narrow hole to mold around the exact shape of his massive dick. âWe- ngh! Weâve got to set an example.â
You feel the fat girth of his shaft grow two sizes even bigger at your scolding. Bulging those two prominent veins down the middle to imprint onto your gummy walls. The roaming point of his glossed-over head pressing straight onto your g-spot, making you writhe underneath him. Bucking up for more more more-
A pale, splayed-out palm slams! down onto the creaky mahogany right beside your head, and when youâre batting your dazed gaze up you see-
Oh.Â
Oh fuck - forget setting an example, you were about to be made one.Â
Because Gojoâs blue irises were sparking with tiny rods of lightning, teeth bared in such an amusedly feral grin that it made your cunt ache.Â
âFuck-â even his voice sounded deeper - raspier, cracking ever-so-slightly with need near the end. âFuck, you canât talk shit to me about âsetting examplesâ when you get so fuckinâ wet just because I play a little rough.â
Playing a little rough was an understatement - and both of you knew it. Because if Gojo was simply toying with your sanity before, then he was well and fully intent on breaking it right now. Right along with your poor pussy with those bludgeoning, harsh thrusts you were being gifted with.
The expansion of his weighty cock has you squealing with each powerful slam, âFuck- fuck you little-â
âHunk? Absolute catch?â he grins, voice dropping to a low husky drawl. A slick little trail of drool dips down the corner of his mouth already with every cracking beg and plea, followed by a series of lingering grinds - not even thrusts, just slow, shallow swerves to feel you tighten wetly around his hot shaft. The lights flicker above, âFather of your kids?âÂ
That makes you wrack in a sinful shudder, words tumbling out before your syrupy sweet brain could compute them, âYouâd make a- a good daddy, Toru.â
Crack!Â
Itâs happening in a split-second - a stuttering gasp catches in Gojoâs throat, those baby blue eyes going wide. Glowing. In the distance, your popping ears catch the sharp shattering of that prized vase in the corner of the room.Â
But right now it felt like you were the one about to break - because ribbons and ribbons of Gojoâs hot, potent seed were knocking on the door to your womb. Splurging in thick dredges to stuff you full from the inside out.Â
âFuck- fuck, you evil evil woman.â Gojo breathes out, the only thing he could seem to do at this very moment. When the tethering clenches of his balls have tapered out, heâs pulling out to smack! the length of his throbbing, red shaft on your clit. Mouth hanging open at the way just buckets of his own cum gush out of your tight hole. âShit- mâgonna breed this cute cunt. Gonna fill her up until youâre so round and swollen.â heâs babbling, gliding pale fingers across the sloshing cum now seeping onto the desk to shove it back inside.Â
âFuuuck- mâgonna breed her till she hah- doesnât know what itâs like to not be stuffed full. Until youâre giving me a cute lilâ blue-eyed baby.â Crackling with jujutsu energy, heâs smack down on your puffy cunt - hard! âUntil mânot the strongest. Not even second- or third or fourth or fifth-â kissing your pouty lips in addicted little pecks. â-no. Sâgonna be my- our kids. All ours.â
âNgh! Toruââ youâre whining, only taking another few messy swivels on your cunt before you cum. And you swear, the lights go out at this very moment - the only thing you can see being Gojoâs flickers of purple jujutsu and his gleamingly white grin.
He smacks another hand down on that wooden meeting desk - the now broken desk, standing wearily on only three legs - and the puddle of cum seeping below you. âThink weâll be excused from the meeting? Because mânot done with you just yet, ma.â
A/N. Yuh I had two Kendrick references I apologize (I donât).
Plagiarism not authorized.
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â â â âWHAT?! SEX BAN?!â
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contains ;; gojo satoru , kento nanami , choso kamo , toji fushiguro , ryomen sukuna , geto suguru
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alt title ;; how long the jjk men can withstand the sex ban
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warnings ;; sorta sub!choso , whiny!choso , toji's part is more explicit than the others , this is my first time writing for some of the character so i'm sorry if i didn't describe them well
GOJO SATORU (3 days)
âare you serious?â gojo groans, slumping forwards. gojo watched in disappointment as you crossed your arms, looking away from him. "you did it so you have to pay." for weeks, you've been trying to tell gojo to separate the colors from the whites while doing laundry. him just wanting to get it over with, he dumped them all in the same load, ruining some of your favorite pieces of clothing.
"baby, please. i won't do it again," he begs, kneeling in front of you. but to no avail, you stood your ground.
it only took him 3 days to convince you to wave your white flag, surrendering to his seduction. "you look good in my shirts." gojo's hands caress your hips as he presses his chest to your back. "i would be in my clothes if you would just listen to me." you huff, "i never said i was disappointed." gojo whispered, his hard-on pressing on your ass.
âplease. just drop the âsex banâ. i said i was sorry.â his lips make a trail of kisses on your neck. you needed him too. whenever he wasnât around, you would use your toys, trying to not let gojo know you were sexually needy. but they didnât work.
RYOMEN SUKUNA (not happening!)
no. just no. itâs funny that you even thought about putting that in motion. sukuna was too desperate for sex but never wanted to admit it.
âno,â he stood above, crossing his arms, making himself seem bigger than you (as if he even needed to do that). âyou canât deprive me of sex, woman.â he grunts. âbut i can, kuna. thatâs what you fail to realize.â you tut, standing up to walk away.
one of his four arms wraps around your waist, throwing you back on the soft surface. "you're not going through with this." he growls in your ear, crawling go top of you.
how dare you even think such a thing? you were his woman, his twin flame. you were the only person he showed the littlest respect to and you decide to do some foolery like this.
he tugs your shirt over your head, your bra coming next. his rough hands slide over your chest. "such beauty..." he whispers. "i'll make sure you never think of this again.
KENTO NANAMI (it was on accident)
his job was taking him away from you. between being a jujutsu sorcerer and a businessman, he couldn't find time to be a partner for you.
due to the lack of attention you were receiving, you became sexually pent up, having the urge to pleasure yourself at the worst times. the feeling of neglect was creeping up on you. some days, you forgot nanami even lived with you.
"love, i'm home." nanami tugs off his tie, tossing it to the side. "i don't know how long i can take of this." he rubs his temples, deeply sighing as he led himself to your shared bedroom. before his hand touched the cold metal knob, he heard your muffled moans and the squelching of your cunt.
he slowly opens the door, peeking in the room before fully entering. "it seems i've neglected you." he watches as you quickly cover yourself as if he hasn't seen you naked many times. he unbuttons the top of his shirt as he saunters to the edge of the bed, removing the covers off you.
"seems like i have some things to make up for."
CHOSO KAMO (not even a day)
"please." he whines, his head resting on your lap as he looks up at you. ever since you shared your first time with choso, he's been going at it with you like rabid dogs. if he wasn't inside you, his head was squished in between his thighs.
"choso, i need a break." you sigh, trying to remove him from off you. his grip on your legs was tight as he put his face in between your thighs, shaking his head. he was acting like he couldn't survive without your cunt somehow being involved.
"i swear, i'll leave you alone after. just please," he whined. you couldn't resist him for much longer. you hated when he got all whiny like a baby. he was spoiled because of you.
"fine." you undo the tie of your sweatpants before his hands swatted yours away, tugging your pants and panties off. "i promised you." he kisses your inner thigh before his tongue began flicking away.
TOJI FUSHIGURO (mans was balls deep in you the second you said it)
"you really think so?" he darkly chuckles, rubbing himself on you. "toji, i'm sorry. please." you whine, wiggling your ass on his cock. "i don't think you are." he teases, stepping away from you.
you whine, following him. "it was a joke." you press your hand on his chest. "did i laugh?" he tilts his head, smirking at you. you sigh, "toji, i'm sorry." you press yourself against him, your chest touching his.
"fuck." you knew he couldn't resist the feeling of your chest on him. it was like heaven to him. "turn around." he grunts, gripping your hips to turn you around, bending you over.
he easily slid inside of you due to how wet you got over time. "don't say stuff you don't mean, baby." he laughs, thrusting into your backside. it was worth it.
GETO SUGURU (you gave in after implementing it)
you wanted to test geto's limits, giving him an extra nnn moment which made you realize something. it was always you initiating sex. "geto, please. i give up." you whine, following him around the house.
he chuckles, "everyone must deal with their consequences, my love." he turns to you. he plastered a sinister smile, taunting you. he saw how much you needed him but he wasn't caving in until he heard you say it.
"i'll do anything. my hand isn't even working anymore." you simper. it was starting to become frustrating seeing how calm he was about all of this as you were suffering.
"i need you! is that what you wanted to hear?" you shout, earning a grin from him. he walks closer to you, his finger tracing your jawline, "why didn't you say that sooner, love?" he chuckles.
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Part Two Pairings: Bucky Barnes x f!Reader Themes: Heavy Mutual Pinining, Heavy Sexual Tension, Longing, Yearning, Right Person-Wrong Time. Friends to Lovers, a bit Angsty but Happy Ending. SMUT: Touch Hungry Bucky, Kiss Hungry Bucky, Bucky being obsessed with tiddies, unprotected piv, creampie. Summary: Bucky can't decide if the universe loves him or hates him. Maybe it loves to hate him. Maybe it's mischievous. Because heâs in love. Heâs madly, deeply, painfully in love with a girl that he knows heâll never have. Because the heavens created arguably the most perfect creature in their repertoire, dangled you in front of him for his entire life, and chose to rip you away before he had the chance to tell you how he felt. A/N: This is a Two Shot, so another one will be coming soon.
tags: @hzdhrtss @winterslove1917 @classicrebound
The first time it really hits is when you see him with her.
Itâs a crowded room, warm bodies pressed close together, the low hum of music barely louder than the thudding in your chest as you watch Bucky Barnes wrap his arm around the waist of a woman you donât know.Â
Sheâs beautiful, of courseâsomeone you'd expect to be by his side. Her laugh is soft, melting into his as he leans in close, whispering something that lights her face up, his lips brushing her ear like he canât help himself.
You glance down at your drink, the sudden bitterness pooling in your throat harder to swallow than the wine. You tell yourself to look away, that itâs none of your business who he holds, but you canât. Every time you look up, heâs there, still wrapped around her, laughing at something sheâs said, his hand resting on her back in a way that feels too familiar, too tender. You know that lookâthe way his fingers splay protectively, pulling her close like she belongs to him. Like heâs finally let someone in.
Itâs torture, standing there with a smile plastered on your face, pretending not to notice. Pretending that it doesnât crush you.
Because when youâre aloneâwhen youâre singleâheâs taken. And when heâs got nobody, you do. Every single time. Youâve gotten used to seeing him across rooms, with someone else in his arms, with that look in his eyes that you wish, desperately, could be meant for you.
And heâs always looking at you that same way, that glance just a second too long, that warmth held back by a fragile thread of restraint. Just enough to keep the lines from blurring.
Tonight, he finally looks away.
When he glances up, catches sight of you, his smile falters. For a moment, itâs just the two of you, and something soft flickers in his eyesâsomething like regret, the same regret you carry. But her hand tightens on his arm, and he turns back to her, his smile returning, wider than before. You hate how easily he can pull away from you, how quickly he can make you feel invisible.
âHey, Bucky,â you manage, your voice steady though it feels like your chest is caving in.
He looks at you, an unreadable expression on his face.Â
âHey.â His gaze drops, and for a second, you think he might actually say something, that he might admit that this hurts him too. But then she shifts closer, and he wraps his arm around her more firmly, giving you a look thatâs both a dare and a dismissal.
âThis is Emily,â he says, and she gives you a polite, too-sweet smile.
âOh.â You swallow, forcing yourself to meet her gaze. âI didnât know⌠I hadnât realized you wereâŚâ You canât finish, the words catching in your throat.
âYeah.â Buckyâs tone is almost too casual, too final. âWeâre together.â
The finality of it slices through you, sharp and clean. You nod, trying to hold onto whatever scraps of dignity you have left, but all you can manage is, âWell⌠congratulations. Iâm⌠Iâm glad youâre happy.â
Thereâs a flicker of something behind his eyesâanger? Hurt? But his jaw tightens, and he nods, looking away as if to spare you.Â
âThanks. I appreciate it,â he says, his voice steady, controlled.
Emily pulls him closer, a satisfied smile curving her lips as she glances at you.Â
âHeâs incredible, isnât he?â she says, and thereâs a challenge in her tone, a silent declaration that sheâs won, that whatever you think you had with him is nothing compared to this. She presses a kiss to his cheek, her fingers curling possessively around his shoulder as she tilts her head, catching his gaze.
âYeah,â you murmur, your voice hollow. âYeah, he is.â
And for a brief, desperate second, you think he might look at youâreally look at you, see how much this is tearing you apart. But he doesnât. His gaze is on her, soft and full of warmth, a look heâs given you a thousand times. And it feels like heâs choosing her, like heâs making the decision to let go of whatever fragile orbit kept you two circling each other all this time.
You turn away, trying to hold yourself together, but the ache in your chest is all-consuming, a raw, relentless reminder that heâs moved on. That heâs chosen her.
And as you walk away, you can still hear their laughter, the sound twisting like a knife in your chest, leaving you wondering if he was ever yours to lose.
And then one night, fate flips, and youâre the one with someone new by your side.
Itâs been months since you last saw Bucky. You assumed he was out of your life for good, until tonight, when you walk into the cozy warmth of a private dining room in a restaurant, your hand firmly held by your boyfriend Andrew. Itâs Steveâs dinner party, a small gathering of friends, and the lighthearted chatter fills the air, mixing with the warm glow from the dimmed overhead lights.
Youâre laughing at something your boyfriend said as you step into the room, but your laughter dies in your throat when you see him.
Bucky is seated across the table, leaning back casually in his chair, but the moment his eyes meet yours, a spark flickers thereâsurprise, mingled with something darker, something that quickens your pulse. You hadnât expected him to be here tonight, and judging by the way his gaze lingers, he hadnât expected you either.
Steve stands, grinning as he greets you and Andrew, and you introduce him to everyone. You smile, trying to seem natural as you move around the table, your hand still resting in your boyfriendâs. But it feels wrong, the warmth of your boyfriendâs fingers against yours suddenly strange, like it doesnât quite belong.
When you reach Bucky, he stands, his jaw tense, his eyes unwavering as he offers a hand to shake. You almost expect him to make some dry remark, to cover up whatever unspoken tension lies between you. But heâs silent as he grips Andrewâs hand firmly, while looking at you. His fingers are steady, a touch too tight, like heâs barely holding something back.
âSo, youâre the boyfriend,â Bucky says, his voice calm but laced with something you canât quite place.
Your boyfriend laughs, unaware of the tension. âYeah, I am. And youâre the famous Bucky I keep hearing about.â
Buckyâs lips twitch into a half-smile, but his eyes remain cold.Â
âIâm sure you have.â He releases your boyfriendâs hand, his gaze shifting back to you, lingering a second too long before he forces himself to look away.
It should feel like a victoryâthat, for once, youâre the one whoâs found happiness while heâs left to watch. But the second you meet his eyes, the air shifts. You feel the weight of everything unspoken, of the years that have passed with both of you just out of reach, orbiting each other but never colliding.
You take your seat next to your boyfriend, aware of every brush of his arm against yours, every gentle squeeze of his hand on your knee under the table. He leans close, murmuring something soft and sweet, and you offer a small smile, but your focus is entirely on Bucky, sitting across the table, his gaze flickering between you and Andrew, his jaw set with that same restrained tension.
As the night wears on, Bucky remains quiet, only contributing here and there to the conversation, but each time he speaks, his words feel weighted, almost directed at you.
âSo,â he says, finally breaking the silence, his voice cutting through the chatter, âIâm guessing youâre happy?â
The question is simple enough, but thereâs a challenge hidden beneath it, a question he doesnât ask outright.
âYes, I am,â you say, your voice firmer than you feel, forcing yourself to meet his gaze. âHappier than Iâve been in a long time.â
Your boyfriend glances over, squeezing your hand, unaware of the undercurrents in the room.Â
âSheâs stuck with me now,â he jokes, nudging you. âNo escape.â
You laugh softly, but the sound feels hollow, especially when you catch Buckyâs expressionâsomething dark and raw flashing in his eyes before he schools his features again.
âGood for you both,â Bucky replies, the smile on his face not quite reaching his eyes. âItâs about time.â
Thereâs a pause, the kind that seems to echo louder than any conversation, and you can feel Buckyâs gaze burning into you, filled with a thousand things he canât say. Your chest tightens as the weight of everything unsaid settles heavily between you, filling the air with a tension youâre certain everyone can feel.
As people start to leave, you find yourself alone with Bucky by the door. Your boyfriend is across the room, saying goodbyes, and itâs just you and Bucky in the dimly lit entryway, a fragile bubble of space and time.
âSoâŚâ His voice is low, almost too soft, his eyes searching yours. âThis is it, then?â
Thereâs a vulnerability in his words that pierces through you, a rawness youâve never heard before. Itâs as if heâs waiting for you to deny it.
You glance away, your voice barely a whisper. âYep. This is it.â
A shadow crosses his face, and he just stands there, watching you, his gaze heavy. He doesnât say anything for awhile, his hand lingering just inches from yours, as though heâs contemplating reaching out, breaking whatever boundary lies between you. The air feels thick, and you wonder if he can hear the frantic beat of your heart.
But he lets his hand fall back to his side.Â
âGuess thereâs nothing left to say,â he murmurs, a bitter edge coloring his voice. His eyes linger on you, as if heâs memorizing every detail, every second of this final, silent goodbye.
You open your mouth, but the words die on your lips, caught between everything you want to say and everything you canât. You reach out, almost instinctively, but Andrew calls your name from across the room, his voice shattering the fragile stillness.
Buckyâs gaze flickers, and he takes a step back, his expression falling into something guarded.Â
âTake care, doll,â he says softly, the words laced with both a goodbye and a promise. His eyes linger on you one last time, and then heâs gone, slipping out into the night.
Heâd spent years replacing your lips with so many others, all in an attempt to forget the mark you left on him.
Bucky can't decide if the universe loves him or hates him. Maybe it loves to hate him. Maybe it's mischievous. Because heâs in love. Heâs madly, deeply, painfully in love with a girl that he knows heâll never have. Because the heavens created arguably the most perfect creature in their repertoire, dangled her in front of him for his entire life, and chose to rip you away before he had the chance to tell you how he felt.
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Present
Itâs one of those nights, another dinner gathering among friends, the kind thatâs almost become routine. Youâre already seated in the cozy living room, surrounded by the familiar warmth of Steveâs place. The soft glow of lamps and low bable of conversation wrap around you like a comfortable blanket, and for the first time in a long time, youâre truly at ease.
Beside you, Sam nudges your shoulder.Â
âHey Boo,â he says, a teasing smirk tugging at his lips, âremember when you and Bucky were practically attached at the hip? What happened there?â
The question catches you off guard, and you feel warmth creeping up your neck as a few heads turn, curious eyes glancing your way. You roll your eyes, nudging him back.Â
âLeave it to you to bring that up, Sam.â
He chuckles, unrelenting. âCâmon, just saying. You two were tight. I mean, tight.â
You let out a small, nervous laugh, feeling the weight of a few more gazes on you, even if they arenât pushing the question.Â
âItâs⌠complicated,â you finally say, giving him a look that tells him to drop it. But Sam just chuckles, clearly amused, like he knows something no one else does.
âComplicated.â He echoes with a slow nod, a knowing grin spreading. âRight. Complicated.â
âYouâre so annoying,â you mutter, barely suppressing a smile, but you canât deny the fondness in your tone. Sam just winks, nudging you again, and the others quickly move on, the brief moment of attention fading as conversation flows around you.
And thatâs when the front door opens, and you hear his voice.
âSorry Iâm late,â Bucky calls out, his deep voice filling the space effortlessly as he steps in, slightly flushed from the cold outside. His eyes scan the room, and the moment they land on you, you swear the air shifts, that it crackles with something electric, something only the two of you seem to feel.
Your heart stumbles over itself as he walks further into the room, tugging off his jacket and offering smiles and nods to everyone. But itâs like a magnetic pullâhis eyes keep flickering back to you, and each time it does, your stomach does a nervous, excited flip.
He looks good. Better than good, really. Thereâs a slight scruff along his jaw, and his hair falls just so, framing his face in a way that makes you want to reach out and touch it. When he finally reaches the empty chair directly across from you, he stops, fingers lingering on the back of it.
âMind if I sit here?â he asks, his voice low, and thereâs something almost hesitant in his eyes, like heâs waiting for permission to be close to you.
You shake your head, trying to keep your cool, even though every part of you is screaming, yes, sit, sit right here and donât you dare move.
âNo, go ahead,â you reply, hoping your voice sounds steady.
He sits, close enough that you could reach out and touch him if you wanted, and the faint scent of his cologne drifts over, warm and familiar, making your head spin.
As he settles in, he leans slightly closer, a soft smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. âLong time no see.â
âFeels that way, doesnât it?â you murmur, feeling your cheeks warm under his gaze. Every subtle movement, every small smile he throws your way feels like itâs weaving a thread around you both, pulling you in.
The conversation around you resumes, but itâs like youâre in a bubble, the two of you orbiting each other again. Every so often, his knee brushes yours under the table, just enough to send a shiver up your spine, to make you bite back a smile. His hand rests on the table between you, his fingers drumming absently, and you find yourself staring at them, remembering every time those hands had nearly, almost touched yours.
After a lull in conversation, he clears his throat, glancing at you sideways.Â
âSo⌠whereâs the boyfriend?â he asks, almost casually, but you catch the underlying question. His tone is light, but his eyes are cautious, searching yours, looking for an answer he canât ask outright.
You raise a brow, unable to hide the grin pulling at your lips.Â
âWell,â you say, tilting your head slightly as you meet his gaze, âthe lack of presence should answer your question.â
For a second, Bucky just stares, and then a slow, dawning smile spreads across his face, his whole expression softening, the guardedness falling away. He looks like heâs holding back from saying something, his fingers tapping out a rhythm on the table, his knee pressing just a little more against yours as he leans in.
And before you can think twice, you match his question with your own, barely above a whisper. âAnd whereâs your girlfriend, Bucky?â
âNonexistent.â he said almost instantly.
His eyes hold yours, and something subtle shifts in themâa hint of a smile playing at his lips, but he doesnât look away though he plays it off with a small, casual shrug. âGuess Iâve been waiting for the right person.â
You nod, feeling the smile tugging at your lips despite yourself.Â
âNice,â you say, trying to keep it casual, though your heartâs picking up a pace of its own.
âYeah⌠nice.â He lets out a quiet chuckle, raising an eyebrow as if heâs catching onto your attempt at nonchalance.Â
Deafening silence settles between you, but itâs charged, a silent exchange that makes you feel more breathless than words ever could. Neither of you seems to move, his knee still brushing yours under the table, and it feels like heâs lingering in your space, right on that line between friend and something more.Â
You glance around, feeling the tension rise, and blow your bangs out of your eyes, hoping it might ease the knot in your stomach. But when you sneak a look at him, heâs still staring, his gaze solid, unblinking, and suddenly youâre hyper aware of every tiny shift in the air between you. Your cheeks warm, and you look away quickly, pressing your lips together, but it only makes your heart pound harder.
Your cheeks warm instantly, and you quickly look away, focusing hard on the table.
A small smile tugs at his lips, his voice soft. âDo I make you uncomfortable?â
Your pulse quickens, and you swallow, forcing yourself to meet his gaze.Â
âMaybe a little,â you admit, voice barely above a whisper.
A spark lights in his eyes, and his smile widens, soft but undeniably mischievous.Â
âGood,â he murmurs, his knee pressing just a fraction closer to yours, enough to send a thrill up your spine. âBecause, for the record⌠you make me a little nervous too.â
Your heart does a flip, and you feel a grin tug at your lips despite yourself.Â
âI make you nervous?â You try to keep the surprise out of your voice, but he just nods, his gaze intense, that teasing warmth settling over his expression.
âYeah, you do,â he says, his tone light but honest, like heâs been waiting to say it. âEspecially when you look at me like that.â
âLike what?â you ask, barely breathing.
âLike youâre about to bolt⌠but part of you doesnât want to.â His voice is low, and his eyes search yours, as if heâs daring you to deny it.
You feel the smile youâve been holding back break through, your heart racing as the last of the distance between you seems to dissolve. Just as youâre about to respond, a voice calls from the dining room, breaking the tension as everyone calls you both to join.
âGuess we should go, huh?â Bucky lets out a soft chuckle, pulling back just slightly, though his gaze lingers on yours for a heartbeat longer.Â
âYeah,â you manage, feeling a little breathless.
But as you both stand and head to the dining room, his hand brushes yours, just enough for his pinky to link with yours for a brief, secret moment. The warmth of that tiny touch lingers, and you canât help but feel like something just shifted between you, something new and thrilling, waiting just under the surface.
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As you both step into the dining room, Sam raises an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at his lips. âThere they are,â he teases, his voice just loud enough to draw everyoneâs attention. âWe were wondering whatâs taking so long.â
Heat creeps up your cheeks, and you catch Buckyâs gaze, a subtle, knowing smile tugging at the corners of his lips. You feel your pulse quicken, but you donât say anything, slipping into the room to find only two empty seatsâright beside each other.
Bucky gestures to the chair beside him, waiting until you sit before settling in next to you. He settles in beside you, his broad shoulders and steady presence enveloping the space, making you feel smaller.
Conversations swirl around the table, but youâre painfully aware of every tiny shift Bucky makes. The subtle brush of his arm against yours, the steady warmth radiating from his shoulderâit all has your heart racing. His hand rests on the table beside yours, fingers drumming lightly, and your pulse hammers as his knee presses just slightly against yours under the table, a connection so subtle yet electric that it makes your skin tingle.
Then he adjusts his position, angling himself more toward the groupâand you. The small movement brings him even closer, and youâre immediately enveloped in his scent, something warm and cedar-like, filling the air around you until it feels almost overwhelming, in the best possible way. You take a slow breath, fighting the urge to close the distance even more, feeling trapped between wanting to be near him and feeling breathless because of it.
As Bucky joins the conversation, you find yourself watching him, captivated by the way he leans in, his voice low and steady, his easy confidence only pulling you in deeper. His lips curve as he speaks, and you canât help but linger on every detail, the way his eyes light up, the rough timbre of his laugh, every tiny thing about him thatâs impossibly distracting.
And then, in the middle of a sentence, his eyes flick back to you, catching you looking. You quickly look away, feeling your cheeks burn as you fixate on your plate, hoping he didnât notice the way youâd been studying him.
But out of the corner of your eye, you catch the faintest smirk tugging at his lips, like he knows exactly what heâs doing to you. His pinky grazes yours again, a gentle, teasing touch, sending a thrill up your spine as he continues his conversation, his presence unmistakable and impossible to ignore.
You try to focus on anything else, but his gaze keeps finding you, even when youâre not looking. And with every shared glance, every quiet brush of his fingers, the air grows thicker, charged with something unspoken, as if each tiny touch is daring you to lean in, to close that final distance.
Youâre doing everything you can to keep your composure, to focus on the laughter and stories being shared. But Buckyâs presence beside you is inescapable, itâs a thrill thatâs leaving you silent, lost in your own thoughts as the night goes on.
Samâs voice suddenly cuts through, pulling you back to reality.Â
âHey,â he says, smirking as he leans back in his chair, his gaze playful but sharp. âYouâre unusually quiet tonight. Whatâs going on with you?â
Feeling everyoneâs eyes on you, you force a small laugh, trying to brush off the tension simmering under your skin.Â
âJust⌠food coma, I guess,â you say, waving a hand and attempting a casual smile.Â
Sam raises an eyebrow, clearly amused.
âFood coma? Really?â He drags out the words, as if heâs not buying it for a second, and you can see the teasing glint in his eyes. âPastaâs got you this speechless?â
Beside you, Buckyâs lips twitch, and you can feel his gaze, that familiar, subtle amusement making it impossible not to blush. You risk a quick glance at him, only to find him looking back with that same knowing smirk, like he can see right through every excuse.
âMaybe sheâs just tired of all your talking, Sam,â Bucky says smoothly, draping his arm over the back of your chair as he speaks. The movement is so casual, so effortless, that it almost seems like an afterthought. But the warmth of his arm behind you, his fingers just brushing the curve of your shoulder, makes your heart race in ways you canât ignore. His tone stays casual, but thereâs a hint of laughter in his eyes as he looks at Sam, his thumb grazing your shoulder in a subtle, grounding touch.
Sam raises his hands in mock surrender, grinning. âAlright, alright. Just thought Iâd check,â he says, throwing a playful wink in your direction.
You feel yourself sink back just slightly, leaning into the warmth of his arm, and itâs impossible to ignore the way his fingers stay near your shoulder, steady and unassuming but unmistakably there. The conversations resume around you, but the space between you and Bucky feels even smaller, the quiet thrill of his touch pulling you in.
He leans in slightly, his voice dropping so only you can hear.Â
âThat food coma excuse was almost convincing,â he murmurs, his eyes glinting with playful challenge as he watches your reaction.
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As the night winds down, people start to gather their things, saying their goodbyes. You slip on your coat, waiting for Sam to finish up his goodbyes, but he suddenly turns to Steve with a grin.
âHey, Rogers,â Sam says, clapping Steve on the shoulder. âHow about we hit that bar down the street? Just a quick nightcap.â
You raise an eyebrow, deadpanning as you fold your arms. âSeriously, Sam?â
He flashes you an unapologetic grin, shrugging. âWhat? Youâre always saying youâre an independent woman. I figured a little alone time wouldnât hurt.â
âUnbelievable.â You shake your head, muttering, âYouâre an asshole.â
Sam just laughs, looking over his shoulder.Â
âHey, maybe Bucky can give you a lift. Itâll be like old times.â He gives you a wink, completely ignoring the way your cheeks warm.
You glance at Bucky, trying to keep your expression neutral. âItâs fine, really,â you say quickly. âIâll just grab an Uber.â
âSuit yourself,â Sam says, grabbing his jacket and heading out with Steve. âBut you know Buckyâs free.â He gives you one last smirk before slipping out the door, leaving you standing there with Bucky, whoâs leaning casually against the wall, one eyebrow raised in amusement.
âNeed a ride?â he asks, his voice warm, that familiar glint in his eyes that makes your stomach flutter.
You open your mouth to decline, still feeling a bit of resistance. âItâs fine. Really. Iâll just grab an Uber.â
Bucky chuckles softly, tilting his head toward the door. âIâll drop you off. Itâs fine.â
You hold his gaze for a few seconds, trying to gauge his sincerity, but thereâs that familiar steadiness in his eyes, a quiet patience that leaves you with no real reason to argue. Finally, you sigh, giving in with a reluctant nod.
The car ride starts in silence, the engineâs low hum filling the tense quiet between you, only occasionally interrupted by the soft rattle of snowflakes pelting against the windows as the blizzard starts to gather strength.Â
You shift in your seat, fidgeting, your hands smoothing over your coat, your fingers picking at invisible lint. Nothing feels comfortable. Every second, your eyes flick to the window, tracing the passing streetlights, trying to focus on anything but him.
But you can feel him there. The warmth of him beside you, the steady, calm presence that somehow has you on edge, unable to breathe fully. His familiar scent fills the carâa mix of cedar and something undeniably himâsharp and soothing all at once, making the small space feel even smaller.
You cross your arms, uncross them, uncross your legs, then cross them again, pressing your back firmly into the seat as if that might stop the quick, relentless beat of your heart. But each turn he makes, each slight shift of his shoulders, sends a fresh rush of awareness through you, and your mind is racing, trying to keep pace with the pulsing tension that seems to settle between you like a third presence.
Finally, desperate for a distraction, you reach over and flip on the radio, hoping for anything to ease the silence. But the first song is almost too on the nose, the lyrics hitting like they were made for this moment:
"All of this silence and patience, pining and anticipation, my hands are shaking from holding back from youâŚâ
A breath catches in your throat, and before the verse can continue, you reach over and quickly press the button again, changing the station, feeling heat rise to your cheeks.
The next station crackles to life, and itâs somehow worse.
âCause when I got somebody, you donât and when you got somebody, I donât. I wish that the time would line up so we could just give inâŚâ
Your pulse races, and you switch stations again, more urgently this time, and the next song fills the car with a familiar pop beat.
âYou ainât my boyfriend and I ainât your girlfriend. But you donât want me to see nobody else and I donât want you to see nobodyâŚâ
You press the power button, cutting off the music entirely, and the silence that follows feels heavier than before. Your fingers tighten around the edge of your coat, and out of the corner of your eye, you see him glancing your way, the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at his lips.
Bucky clears his throat, his voice a low murmur. âTrouble finding a station?â
You manage a quick, nervous laugh, eyes fixed on the road ahead.Â
âYeah⌠something like that.â
He just nods, his gaze returning to the road, but you catch the lingering smile in his expression, like heâs perfectly aware of the tension simmering between you, the unspoken things filling the silence.
And as the quiet stretches, you can hear his breathing, steady and unhurried, and it only makes you more aware of your own. You try to breathe normally, in and out, but each breath feels too loud, too obvious, like youâre trying and failing to hide something you both already know.
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Bucky pulls up in your driveway, and for a moment, the relief you thought youâd feel at reaching home is overshadowed by something elseâsomething closer to disappointment. The quiet tension thatâs been hanging between you feels almost unfinished, and you find yourself wishing the ride could somehow stretch on just a little longer.
He leaves the engine idling, the faint rumble filling the silence as you both sit there, neither moving to get out. After a few seconds, you clear your throat, glancing over at him with a small, reluctant smile.
âThanks for the ride,â you say, voice softer than you intended.
Bucky nods, returning your smile, but you can see a similar reluctance flicker across his face as he glances toward the house.Â
âAnytime,â he murmurs.
Your eyes drift to the porch, and you remember the old habit the two of you shared, back when heâd drop by after a night out with everyoneâthose late nights with coffee and the dessert your mom always made, the one he loved and never turned down.
The memory brings a small smile to your lips, and before you can second-guess yourself, you look back at him.Â
âActually⌠my mom made her chocolate tart. The one you like. If youâre up for coffee and dessert, that is,â you say, feeling a twinge of nerves despite the casual invitation.
He raises an eyebrow, clearly caught off guard, but you catch the hint of warmth in his eyes.Â
âChocolate tart, huh?â he echoes, a slight smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. âYou know I canât say no to that.â
You shrug, playing it off, but your heart races as you nod toward the door.Â
âFigured itâd be a shame to let it go to waste. Besides,â you add, trying to keep your tone light, âitâs been a while since we did coffee and dessert.â
Buckyâs smile widens, and he cuts the engine, pocketing his keys before glancing at you with that familiar spark in his eyes.Â
âGuess itâs tradition,â he says, opening his door. âWouldnât want to break it.â
You step out, leading him up the walkway, and as you unlock the door, the feeling of anticipation settles back over you, even stronger now. Itâs like the tension from the car ride has followed you inside.Â
As you head into the kitchen, Bucky follows, his gaze drifting over the familiar space. He takes in the room, noticing whatâs changed and whatâs stayed the same. The same cozy lamp in the corner, casting a warm glow over the soft cushions on the couch, the same framed photos on the wallâbut a few new things catch his attention.
A navy-blue jacket, draped over the armchair, too large to be yours. A set of keys on the counter with a small metal keychain that he doesnât recognize. And a book on the coffee table, a spy thriller with a bookmark halfway through. He frowns slightly, his mind racing as he takes in these small, unfamiliar details, each one lighting a spark of jealousy that flares bright, unbidden.
He hadnât asked about Andrewâhadnât wanted to. But now, surrounded by small traces of him, the thought of someone else being part of this space, of sharing moments with you that once might have been his, digs into him with an unexpected force. The sight of it sparks something sharp and unbidden within him, jealousy flaring up like a match struck in the dark. He swallows, trying to ignore it, trying to remind himself that he has no right to feel this way, but the thought of Andrewâs things still lingering here sends his mind racing.
In the kitchen, youâre busy slicing the chocolate tart, setting two plates with practiced ease as you fill the silence with the familiar rhythm of preparing coffee. But every now and then, you feel his gaze on you, heavy and searching, like heâs taking in every detail of the room and of you.
Bucky clears his throat softly, his voice low as he leans against the doorway, watching you pour the coffee. âThings⌠feel different here,â he says, trying to keep his tone casual, but thereâs a roughness in his voice that betrays him.
Your eyes follow his gaze to the jacket, and a flicker of understanding crosses your face. You give a small, almost sheepish laugh.Â
âOh, that. He left it here ages ago. I keep meaning to get rid of it, but itâs⌠just kind of stayed.â You shrug, looking away as if embarrassed by the attachment. âGuess Iâm just lazy.â
He nods, the answer somehow not as satisfying as heâd hoped. His gaze shifts back to the room, trying to reconcile this familiar space with the small hints of someone else.Â
âAh,â he says, his tone lighter. âI get it. Hard to let go of things sometimes.â
You nod, a knowing look in your eyes, as if you both understand the layers beneath his words. You hand him his plate, the rich scent of chocolate and coffee filling the room as he takes it, his fingers brushing yours for a brief, lingering moment.
Settling down at the table, he watches you from across the coffee cup, the quiet tension between you only growing thicker. And as he takes a bite of the chocolate tart, the flavors familiar and nostalgic, he canât help but feel like heâs grasping at something heâs been missing for too long.
You try to focus on your coffee, but Buckyâs gaze is unwavering, fixed solely on you. He takes another slow bite of the chocolate tart, and the way his eyes soften, paired with the slight curve of his lips. Itâs like heâs seeing something he missed, something he canât look away from.
After a beat, you feel the heat rising in your cheeks, unable to take it anymore.Â
âWhat?â you murmur, trying to keep your voice steady, but your heartâs racing too fast.
For a moment, he doesnât answer. He just holds your gaze, eyes dark, thoughtful, and a little teasing, as if heâs enjoying watching you squirm.Â
âJust⌠wondering why it took so long to get back hereâ it feels good to be here. With you.â His voice is low, quiet, but thereâs a warmth behind it that makes your stomach flip.
You glance down, biting back a smile, but you can feel his gaze still on you, unrelenting, like heâs waiting for you to look back.Â
âItâs just dessert, Bucky,â you murmur, trying to keep the moment light, but your cheeks betray you, a blush blooming under his attention.
âMaybe,â he replies, his tone teasing, eyes glinting. âBut itâs the best damn dessert Iâve had in a long time.â He takes a slow bite of the tart, watching you with that infuriatingly soft gaze that makes it impossible to breathe.
"Christ..." you mutter under your breath, barely aware youâve said it aloud. His gaze is so intense, it feels like heâs peeling away every defense youâve carefully built.
âDidnât mean to make you uncomfortable,â he murmurs, but thereâs a teasing lilt in his voice, like heâs testing just how far he can push.
You let out a shaky laugh, glancing down at your coffee to avoid those piercing eyes.Â
âYouâre not⌠itâs justââ You donât know how to finish the thought, every word slipping away under his unwavering stare.
He lets the silence hang for a beat, the corner of his mouth lifting into a smirk thatâs equal parts infuriating and heart-stopping. Then he leans forward, just a bit closer, his eyes still locked on you, the teasing glint in them intensifying.
âYou sure about that?â he murmurs, voice low and velvet-smooth. His fingers toy with the edge of his coffee cup, but his attention never wavers, every inch of him focused on you. âBecause if Iâm honest⌠I think I like watching you get flustered. Kind of makes me wonder what else I could do to make you look at me like that.â
Your breath catches, and you feel your pulse race, cheeks burning as his words sink in, every nerve suddenly buzzing. Youâre caught, and he knows it, the challenge in his gaze daring you to look awayâbut you donât, rooted to the spot, every nerve in your body humming.
But in that moment of stunned silence, something in your expression shifts, your eyes widening ever so slightly. Itâs not discomfort, but a soft vulnerabilityâan openness he wasnât expecting.
He misreads it entirely.
Bucky straightens abruptly, his face softening as he lets out a quick, self-conscious laugh, breaking eye contact. âIâsorry,â he says, rubbing the back of his neck, his smirk fading. âIâm just messing with you. Didnât mean to⌠you know, make things weird.â
Your heart clenches at the quickness with which he pulls back, his retreat sudden, like heâs trying to undo the last few moments. You open your mouth, words rushing to the tip of your tongue to stop him, to explain, to tell him he hadnât made you uncomfortable at all.
âBuckyâŚâ you say softly, reaching out before you can think twice. The moment your fingers brush his hand, he glances up, eyes wide, almost searching yours for permission.
And before you can lose your nerve, you let the words slip, your voice barely a whisper. âYou didnât make me uncomfortable⌠I just⌠wasnât expecting that.â
The tension between you flares back to life, sharper, deeper, as he studies you, realization dawning in his gaze, as if heâs daring himself to believe what youâre saying.
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The blizzard outside has intensified, blanketing everything in a thick layer of snow that doesnât look like itâll be easing up anytime soon. By the time you both finish your coffee and dessert, the wind is howling against the windows, and the soft glow from the streetlights barely penetrates the wall of snow outside.
You walk to the window, peering out into the swirling white, and let out a small sigh.Â
âLooks like itâs getting worse,â you murmur, more to yourself than to Bucky, the words carrying a quiet invitation you donât fully realize.
Behind you, he steps closer, joining you by the window, his hand resting on the edge of the sill as he gazes out into the storm.Â
âGuess I might have to wait it out,â he says, a hint of reluctance in his voice, though his eyes flicker with something warmer as they meet yours. His tone is casual, almost nonchalant, but the unspoken question lingers between you.
You turn to face him, folding your arms, trying to play it off casually.Â
âYeah, probably not the best idea to be out there in this.â You pause, giving him a small smile. âI mean, I have a couch. Wouldnât be the first time you crashed here.â
He chuckles softly, nodding.Â
âRight. Wouldnât want to risk life and limb just to get home.â Thereâs a glimmer of amusement in his gaze, like heâs just as reluctant as you are to let the night end.
You manage a laugh, a quiet, slightly nervous sound as you gesture towards the living room.Â
âThe couch is all yours if you want it. I can grab a spare blanket.â The offer feels both genuine and like an excuse, a small plea for him to stay, if only a bit longer.
âThanks,â he says, his voice soft, a warmth in his tone that makes your heart skip. âAppreciate it.â
As you disappear down the hall to fetch a blanket and pillow, he lingers in the living room, glancing around the familiar space. Heâs barely acknowledged how much heâs missed thisâmissed youâand now, surrounded by small remnants of your life, it all feels heavier than he expected, like heâs on the brink of something heâs not ready to let go of.
You return with a thick blanket and a pillow, handing them to him as he sets them down on the couch.Â
âHere you go. Itâs not much, but⌠I think youâll survive,â you say, though thereâs something tentative in your voice, almost as if youâre testing the waters, hoping heâll stay a little closer.
Bucky chuckles, sitting on the edge of the couch, his hands settling over his knees as he looks up at you.Â
âYeah, Iâve handled worse, I think,â he replies, his gaze lingering just a bit too long.
A quiet pause stretches between you, neither of you moving. Outside, the snow falls in thick, relentless waves, cocooning you both in this shared moment, and you feel the weight of whatâs left unsaid, lingering like an invitation neither of you dares to speak aloud.
Finally, you clear your throat, offering a small smile.Â
âWell⌠goodnight, Bucky,â you say, your voice softer than you intended, and you find yourself hesitating, like youâre reluctant to leave.
He nods, his gaze holding yours for a moment longer than necessary. âGoodnight, doll.â
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Bucky was asleep on the couch. Your couch. Crashing at your place, as he had so many nights before.
The man you wanted more than youâd ever wanted anyone in your life.
You couldn't sleep, tossing and turning and thinking of him lying not thirty feet away from you on the other side of your bedroom wall. He had stayed over countless times, what was it about tonight that had you squirming beneath the sheets?Â
God, the subtle, masculine scent of him, the warmth of his body so close to yoursâmaybe he'd actually seen the little shiver of sexual awareness that had rippled through you during dinner.
Whatever it was, you were suffering now. His smile, his voice, his deep, infectious laugh...so what if he had been your friend since, so what if he could be a bit of a doofus at timesâokay, a lot of the timeâso what if you were both single now and feeling that familiar itch, that longing, that uncomfortable awareness of being without someone just a bit too long.
Fuck.
You both had talked about this. Onceâa long time ago. You had agreed; getting involved wasn't the right thing to doâlook how many friendships were ruined by relationships.
You threw back the duvet and swung your legs over the side of the bed, wiggling your toes nervously as you bit your lip.Â
You needed a drink, that's what you needed. Not that kind of drinkâalthough God knew you weren't far from it. You needed a cool glass of water from the pitcher in the fridge and maybe some splashed on your face for good measure.Â
Then you could come back to bed and read. Or listen to some music. Or... something. You had an early start in the morning, you had to find some way to get some sleep. If you were really quiet, you could slip right past him and he'd never even know you'd been out of your room.
You creaked open your bedroom door and listened for the sound of his quiet snoring. Sure enough, the soft sounds of sleep drifted towards you and you straightened, relaxing a little.Â
He was sleeping just fine. He wasn't tossing and turning thinking about you.
You slipped out into the chilly living room, and shivered involuntarily. You'd set the thermostat low in the living room to save energy, completely forgetting to turn it up for his sake, so while your bedroom was toasty warm, the living room was cold and still.Â
Guiltily you cast your eyes over his sleeping form, sprawled inelegantly over the couch with one hand thrown over his eyes and one leg up over the back of the sofa. He wore only a t-shirt and boxers, and lying with the blanket kicked to the floor instead to cover himself with, he looked vulnerable somehow, and uncomfortable.
And incredibly, almost achingly sexy.
Your eyes roamed over him in blatant appreciation. He was a powerhouse of strength, with thick, chiseled muscles that seemed almost carved from stone. Broad shoulders tapered down to a torso built from years of dedication, and his arms were thick with veins and ridges that caught the light.Â
Your gaze slid down his powerful legs, the defined muscle of his thighs flexing beneath the hem of his shorts. He was the embodiment of rugged masculinity, intense and undeniably commanding. His stubbled jaw caught your eye, and you let your gaze linger on his lipsâthe lips youâd dreamed of tasting so many times...too many times, in fact. So often that sometimes you imagined the fantasy as if it were a memory. So delicious, so sensual and hot.
Only he wasn't hotâyou try to tell yourself. You dragged yourself back to reality, frowning as you looked down at him. He was cold.
You went back to the bedroom and pulled an extra blanket off the closet shelf, and carried it back to lay across his sleeping form. He stirred slightly as you draped it over him, and his eyelids fluttered open.            Â
âHmmmâŚâ Bucky mumbled thickly, his voice hoarse and low. âGood morning.â
âIt's not morning, it's two a.m,â you whispered. âI was just getting you another blanket. Go back to sleep.â
âMmmmmâŚâ he said, cuddling it around him.
He pulled his leg down off the couch and straightened himself out, stretching languidly, shuddering, like a cat. You loved watching the way his muscles tensed and relaxed. You loved watching him do anything, in fact.
âIt's so cold,â You said by way of an unasked-for explanation, and looked away from his body. His eyes were still closed so you could have looked a little longer, but didn't want to risk it.
âCold?â he murmured. âJust a second.â He pushed aside the blanket and reached for you, tugging you down towards him.
You gasped and lost your footing, sitting down hard on the couch beside him. He pulled you down and enveloped you in his arms, pulling you tight against his chest.
He flipped the blanket over top of both of you. âThere. I'll keep you warm.â
A sleepy duskiness coloured his voice, and something in the intimacy of it, the familiarity of it, made your heart flutter rebelliously in your chest. He smelled so damn good, like a mixture of soap and the sweet warm and musky scent of cedar wood. He drew you in closer, molding his body against yours, and God help you, you allowed him. You settled in more comfortably beside him, your leg thrown over his, your arm stretched across his chest.
âI was saying you must be cold,â you whispered. âNot telling you I was.â
âI know.â Bucky said without missing a beat.
You lay there, entwined, quiet, saying nothing more. You rested your head against his chest and could feel more than hear the lazy beat of his heart, and the quiet, smooth passage of his breath. His hand languidly caressed your arm, the rhythm growing slower as he drifted back to sleep.Â
Sleep threatened to claim you, too, so you stirred, trying to disentangle from him. You'd have to be near your alarm clock or you'd never get up in time.
âNo, don't go,â Bucky murmured as you tried to move. He held you tighter.
âI have to,â you whispered. âI have to get some sleep, I have to get up in a few hours.â
âStay.â
âI can't.â
He was gradually coming awake, slowly becoming more oriented. He shifted position slightly so that he was more on his side, looking down at you as he rested his head on his bent elbow. He stretched his other arm across you and pulled you closer, gently caressing you back.
âStay,â he said again. His voice was clearer now. He was fully awake. Still slightly dazed from sleep, but awake.
You hesitated, letting your gaze roam over his face. Finally you whispered, âWe talked about this a long time ago, remember?â
âI know. I'm sorry. I just...I want you to stay.â
In the dim moonlight spilling in through the French doors his features were muted, but his eyesâhis eyes were large and dark, taking you in with a mixture of hope and trepidation. Bucky moistened his lips, his pupils growing even larger as they roamed over your face and you could feel the pace of his heart pick up and his breathing increase.Â
His gaze moved down to your lips and his brow creased in an expression that could have been longing, or frustration, or both. He raised his eyes slowly to meet yours, the haze of desire stealing slowly into his gaze.
âYou're not nothing to me,â he said, almost to himself. âThat's precisely the problem.â
How on earth were you supposed to resist such a sensual, beautiful, soulful man? Stay? How could you not?
âPlease,â he whispered. âStay. . . I have something I need to get off my chest.â
Your resolve was crumbling as you felt your chest tighten. You looked into his eyes and barely managed to whisper the words.Â
âWhatâs that?â
âThis.âÂ
He lowered his head slowly and kissed you, brushing your lips softly, sensuously, as if in no particular hurry. As if he had all the time in the world to savor you, to taste you, to send pleasure rippling through you with every touch of his lips. He murmured softly as he gently nipped at your bottom lip, teasing your, biting and then kissing-better the lips he was bruising.
You could feel the pleasure he was taking in kissing you, the slowâtortuously slowâpleasure he was enjoying for himself and teasing out of you as he lingered in your mouth. Buckyâs hand slid along your jaw, tilting your face up to him, his thumb caressing your cheek as he kissed you. He broke the kiss and looked down at you in wonder, his eyes glittering in the dim light, then brought your face up to his and kissed you again.
You opened your mouth to him and his tongue slipped in to tangle sensuously with yours. He angled his head from one side to the other, exploring your mouth and pressing kisses along the edges of your lips. You kissed his cheeks, his chin, his light stubble gently razing your lips and making them all the more sensitive. When you found his lips again, their soft warmth was intoxicating and you deepened the kiss, teasing his tongue with your own.
You kissed him back sensually, with equal possessiveness and enjoyment, and knew that your response was emboldening him.
Bucky tensed and pressed against you, his kiss growing firmer and more insistent. His mouth moved over yours expertly, wringing pleasure from you in breaths that came faster and little cries that escaped into the quiet of the room. Your soft moans made him tense even more, and you could feel his arousal along the length of your leg, hard and urgent like the rest of his body.Â
You were both warm now, and he threw back the blanket before settling back down on top of you, returning to the slow, rhythmic dance of kissing, teasing, and tasting that was just about driving you mad.
You slipped your hands up over your head, thinking to wrap them around him, but he found them and clasped your wrists together with his left hand and kept them there, holding you down with gentle pressure as he bent to kiss you more deeply.Â
The sensation of being held by him, of being pinned down, gently, but with no doubt as to his strength, rushed through you in unfamiliar torrents of excitement. He entwined his fingers in yours, easing up the pressure, dipping his head between your upraised arms to kiss you deeply, slowly, torturously.
As his tongue tangled with yours the fingers of his right hand trailed up the side of your body, stopping at the swell of your breast. He ran his hand over you gently, tentatively, feeling the weight of it beneath him and groaning softly. He slipped his hand inside your robe and cupped you bare flesh, his warm hand gently squeezing, caressing, as he groaned again and grew even harder. His thumb circled over your nipple and you gasped, arching against him at the sudden sting of pleasure. He pushed aside the robe further, revealing your breast with its tight nipple, unbearably aroused by his touch.
"You are so beautiful," he whispered, gazing at you breast. He lowered his lips to your nipple and gently kissed it, his tongue tasting and savoring it the way he had just been savoring your mouth.
The wet warmth of his mouth on your sensitive flesh made you ache with a tension and desire you had never felt before. When his tongue swirled around you nipple languidly, when he took the sensitive bud into his mouth and suckled softly, you felt the exquisite torture of it flow down through you body to you very core. How could this feel so damn good? Just the lightest brush of his lips, his tongue, his teeth on your nipple and you felt almost ready to climax.
His free hand slid around to the small of your back and he lifted you gently, sliding you further down the couch and farther under him. You were completely beneath him now, and completely held by him, one strong hand gently pressing your wrists into the sofa cushions and the other splayed across you back while he bent his head and kissed and sucked and teased you breast. You almost couldn't bear the sensation as your nipple grew harder, more tender, and the pleasure started liquifying between your legs.
"Yes..." you breathed. You arched again, wanting him to release you from his mouth and yet hoping that he never would. "Oh my God, Bucky, that feels so good..."
Bucky lets go of your wrists and brings his hand down to your other breast, pushing aside your robe to free you completely. He caressed you, sensuously feeling the roundness of you, and trailed his lips across the rising swell, kissing and tasting and smiling at the way your soft flesh moved under his tongue. He gently grasped your breast and brought your nipple up to his mouth, which grew hard and exquisitely tender under his tongue. His fingers continued to tease your other nipple, the one still stinging from the feel of his mouth on it, still aching to feel it again.
You arched into him, sinking your hand into his hair and pressing him to your breast. The pleasure of his mouth and hands on you was making you weak, making you shiver with pleasure and need, all down the length of you and in between your legs. You could feel yourself growing wet and ready for him, the pleasure so intense, so unlike anything you'd ever felt before.
You heard yourself moaning softly, whimpering, making sounds you had never made before, all but dizzy with desire and sensation. With every little sound you made he groaned, or his erection surged against you, or he fell onto your breasts again with increased hunger. Your response to him was as intoxicating to him as his mouth was to youâyou could feel it in his every movement, his every ragged breath.
âI need you, Bucky.â You pleaded softly. âPlease.â
He rose over you, bracing his arms on either side of you. His eyes blazed with heat as he looked down at you, at you eyes, your mouth, your breasts. He took your mouth expertly, hungrily, kissing you fiercely with a dominance that thrilled you. He moved to trail hot kisses down your neck, licking the sensitive skin near your collarbone, barely skimming you with his tongue as if wanting the merest taste. You gripped his shoulders, and turned your head to the side, aching at the sensation of his mouth on you, kissing, licking, tasting.Â
You moaned at the feel of his tongue on your neck and the gentle pressure of his lips pressing kisses against your skin. You needed to feel him, to taste his salty sweet skin, his maleness, him.
As if he could read your thoughts he lifted up from you to pull his shirt over his head and let it fall to the floor. You reached up and ran your hands over his chest, and as he fell on you again his mouth found yours hungrily and his hand slid into your hair, gripping the top of your head possessively as you kissed.
You had never felt so possessed, so taken, so overwhelmed by a man. You broke the kiss and sought his neck, his shoulder, his tense muscles straining as he held himself above you. You branded your own hot trail of kisses into his skin, felt him strain against you at the sensation. You loved the taste of him, so male and wonderful beneath your lips.
"Baby. . ." His voice was hoarse, breathless.Â
For one brief moment uncertainty flashed in his eyes and he looked as though he wanted to say something. But when your lips found his again he lost the thought and succumbed to the kiss, slanting over your mouth, teasing your tongue with his.
You ran your hands down his back to the waistband of his boxers, and dipped your hands beneath the elastic to roam over his flesh. He tensed at your touch and you felt him suck in a breath as you moved your hands around to the front.Â
He was very hard, and you curled your fingersâwhich couldnât wrap around him fullyâas you gripped his ass with your other hand. He groaned softly and kissed you even more deeply, surging against you with an almost desperate urgency. You began to stroke him, your fingers gently gliding up and down his smooth shaft until he suddenly let out a groan and broke away, stopping your hand with his own.
âFuck,â he said breathlessly, heat blazing in his eyes. âI can't. . .â
Alarm flared in you. âWhat's wrong?â
âI won't last long. . .â
âOh, is that all?â You gently pushed his hand away and began to tentatively stroke him again.
He moaned, closing his eyes briefly, enjoying the pleasure. âIf you keep doing that. . .â
âWhat?â You prompted, nibbling on his lower lips as you stroked.
âI'll have to fuck you.â
âGood.â You took his lips again and you fell into a rhythmic kiss, as if you had been kissing each other forever. He moaned softly into your mouth as you stroked him, making soft noises of your own into his mouth.
Bucky broke the kiss, his breathing sharp and shallow, and gazed down at you, pressing his forehead to yours.
âAre you sure about this?â His voice was quiet, urgent, almost desperate.
âYes,â you breathed, pushing his boxers down with your free hand. He lifted up his hips to help you and shrugged out of them, kicking them to the floor.
âI didn't mean for this to happen, at least not tonight,â he said, his breath jagged and quiet as you continued to stroke him. âI've wanted you for so long, butââ
âI know,â You murmured, kissing his neck as your hand slid over his thick length again and again. His body was rigid with tension and you tried to relax him with your mouth, your whispers, the feel of your body. But you knew he wouldn't relax as long as you were stroking him. You paused and he relaxed slightly, but his eyes still burning and his breath still came unevenly.
âAre you sure?â He asked again, his eyes showing fear through the haze of desire. Heat blazed between them, and you felt such a desperate need in him that you wanted to soothe him, comfort him. But doing so with words seemed the wrong thing to do.
"Mhmmm," You murmured instead, kissing his jaw, his neck, the sensitive skin beneath his ear. He groaned softly as you ran your fingers over his shaft, teasing, tempting, letting you fingernails trail along the sensitive skin below. You cupped him and squeezed gently as he groaned louder, pleasure that sounded almost painful. you laughed softly, kissing along his collarbone, his shoulder, his neck.
âYou know how I feel about you. . . â he managed, his voice little more than a breath. âDon't you? That Iââ
"Shhhh," You said, coming back to meet his eyes. He looked so afraid, so vulnerable, and yet so filled with desire. You knew, then, everything you needed to know. And every word he needed to hear. "Please. . . Baby. . .it's okay. We can talk later. Right now. . .please. . . just shut up and fuck me."
His fear melted into a smile so warm, so open, so full of relief that he almost looked ready to cry. He took your mouth again, arching over you as he claimed you. Before his kisses had been searching and sensuous, now they seemed driven by pure desire. He ground his lips on yours masterfully, taking what he wanted, what he needed.
You could feel the raw need in him, the need for acceptance, the need to let pure passion overcome his fear. Every meeting of your lips sent another jolt through you, every taste of his tongue made you desperate for more, and you knew he was reeling from the same powerful sensations that you were. You could feel him starting to let go, to abandon himself to you, to enjoy making you abandon yourself to him.Â
Here was the lust you had always hoped was there, the powerful sexuality always just below the surface, the desire you had hoped and prayed he felt for you. It was here, pressed against you, an urgent cock and a hard, warm body, roaming lips and soft, male moans of pleasure and need. A careful heart revealing itself to yours.
You moved beneath him, pressing your hips against him to ease the heat that radiated from between your legs. The ache was exquisite, your need growing more urgent as you felt his erection surge and strengthen.
You felt his hand on your knee and then slowly, so damn slowly, he began to trail his fingers up along the inside of your thighs, which parted so easily at his gentle persuasion. His touch was electric, yet soft and sensual, and wherever his fingers played you felt a fiery tingle that made you shiver. Finally his fingers trailed delicately over your sensitive cunt, teasing you, tantalizing you, until you cried softly, silently begging him to touch you most sensitive place.
With a smile that you could feel more than see, his fingers slipped into your slick warmth and you cried out, a spasm of pleasure overwhelming you. He silenced your cry with his mouth, his tongue tangling with yours while his fingers slipped deeply inside you and stroked, as languidly and rhythmically as you were stroking him.
âOh my gââ You cried, writhing at the pleasure of his fingers sliding slowly in and out of you, then pulling out to trail up higher and caress your folds. When his fingers danced over your clit you arched you back, your breath leaving you in a gasp. The electricity of his touch, so gentle and sensuous, sent spasms of pleasure rippling through you.Â
He didn't hurry the pace, just stroked you with an even, sensual rhythm as he kissed you. He was holding you, his arm surrounding you, pressing his body to yours, his mouth never far from your lips, your neck, your ear, his eyes never far from yours. You had never felt so close to someone, so protected in his arms, so cherished and adored.
His fingers dipped down to enter you again and his thumb continued the slow, exquisite torture above. Just when you thought you'd go over the edge he'd pull away, pause, caress a different part of you and send you on the upward spiral again and again, or slide his fingers into you over and over while his thumb swirled and caressed and rubbed, driving you mad with an aching desire.Â
He smiled down at you, nipped at your lips, pressed his forehead to yours and trailed kisses down your eyelids, your cheeks, until claiming your mouth again, his tongue mimicking the sweet, sensuous motion of his fingers and thumb.
He grew rock hard in your hand as you moaned with each breath, as you came closer and closer to the edge. You could feel him restraining himself, wanting only to pleasure you, anticipating your climax. But it wasn't what you wanted. On a ragged breath you stopped his hand.
"I want you," you said urgently. "Please, Bucky. . .fuck me."
He gazed at you, teetering on a moment of indecision. His chest rose and fell sharply with his labored breath, and he brought a trembling hand up to your hip and gripped you, holding you, moving to settle between your legs and pausing at your entrance.
"Please, I want you inside me." your voice dropped to a whisper so urgent you hardly recognized it yourself. "Please don't make me beg."
And whatever strength he had left vanished.
"Oh baby. . ." He moved forward and slid into you, a breathless throaty sound of pure male pleasure escaping his lips. "Oh my God. . ."
He paused for a moment, looking down at you with heavy-lidded desire, visibly enjoying the new sensation of being so deep inside you. You were slick and hot, more than ready for him, and as you body adjusted to him, to the exquisite, aching stretch he was causing, you squirmed beneath him on a moan of primal pleasure. He pulled out slowly, torturously, and slid himself in again, filling you completely.
You closed your eyes and moaned, gripping his ass as he lifted your hips up to him, angling you so he could fill you more deeply. He began to thrust, slowly, rhythmically, his hips moving sensuously, making you muscles tighten around him as he plunged into you again and again, your movements coming so easily, so naturally, so deliciously slowly.
You lifted your legs to wrap them around him, loving the way it tilted you back so that his every thrust felt deeper, felt like it was reaching new depths of pleasure in you.
âYes, yes, yes. . .like that. . .oh my god, Bucky. . .you fill me up so good.âÂ
He ran his hand possessively along your leg, pausing to look down at your joined bodies as he thrust into you. He raised himself up, his arms braced on the other side of you to keep his weight off you, and moved so he could thrust more freely, more quickly, building the tempo. He pressed his lips to your forehead gently as he drove into you, his breath ragged, panting, yours matching his intensity and need.
âUghâyou drive me insane, I love hearing you moan my nameâdonât stop.â
You could feel him getting close, nearing the edge of his own release, and he slowed, lowering his head to nuzzle your neck as the rhythm of his hips paused, and then resumed again, more slowly this time, building again, savoring you body the way his lips had savored you mouth, the way his tongue had devoured you breasts. His arm slid around you back again, holding you, lifting you up to him as he took your breast in his mouth and teased it with his tongue. His mouth was hungrier this time, sucking your nipple, flicking his tongue over it with such abandon that you felt it in your core. His passion was growing, and you could sense that his desire to be slow and tender with you was losing the battle against his raw primitive need.
You gripped him, lost in the dizzying sensations he was causing in you. His mouth on you, his hand roaming over you, gripping your ass as he thrust into you in a relentless rhythm. You were limp in his embrace, held in place for him to possess, to plunder, to pleasure. You had never been held like that before, and the primal intensity of it, the feeling of being so completely owned by his desire, overwhelmed you. You were his, completely, your body as loose as a rag doll in his arms. You gripped his straining arms as he sent pleasure coursing through you, gripping you as he thrust and withdrew, plunged and pulled out, drove into you over and over again in breathless ecstasy.
âKeep fucking me like thatâYes! Oh my God, harder, please. . . B-Bucky!â
Waves of pleasure grew stronger and stronger in you, pushing you towards the ultimate pleasure, building with increasing urgency as his rhythm grew faster and harder.Â
âOhâlike that? You like that?â
He groaned as he kissed your neck, your collarbone, your breast, and drove himself into you with such exquisite need. You gripped his buttocks, feeling the powerful muscles contracting with each thrust, drawing him deeper into you. When he tore away from your lips and looked down into your eyes you felt the waves rise, growing stronger and higher and faster until with a shattered cry you came, trembling as the pleasure spasmed through you.
His eyes never left yours as he thrust into you, groaning from the exquisite pleasure of your spasming pussy.Â
âShitâfuck, youâre gonna make me come. Ohhhhââ Bucky moaned.
You were so incredibly tight, gripping his cock as you came, milking him as he struggled to last just a moment longer, lost in the heaven of you hot, wet heat. Your cries of pleasure echoed throughout the darkened room and when you whispered his name on a soft, sweet whimper he found his own release, jetting into you over and over again as he cried out in an agony of pleasure and a torrent, a chorus, of your name.
Finally, finally, his hips slowed and he lowered his head and kissed you gently, sensuously, as softly as he had when he had first pulled you down to him. Then he lowered his head to your neck and let himself rest there, lying against you, his heart thundering, his breath ragged and heavy. You lowered your legs from around his waist and wrapped your arms around him instead, cradling him to you. you rested your head against the top of his and felt your own breath slowing, your own heartbeat returning to normal. His cock was still hard inside you and he shuddered as you clenched around him.
"God, you're incredible." He exhaled a long, deep breath.
He rose up and kissed you, shuddering with each aftershock as his cock surged inside you. You could feel your inner muscles clenching around him, not releasing him yet, teasing the last drops of pleasure from him.Â
He lay his head down against you again, breathing out a sigh that was both release and contentment as the last tremors rippled through him. You loved this feeling, this sensation of his body trembling with the afterglow of pleasure, pleasure you had given him, just as your body was tingling from the intense pleasure he had given you.
He held you to him, sliding out of you slowly, and shifted slightly so that you fit against him perfectly, settling into the warmth and comfort of his arms encircling you.
âHoly shit,â he whispered again, pressing his lips to your temple and leaving them there for a long minute before letting go.
âI'm so glad you stayed over,â you said quietly, kissing the soft skin of his neck.
He stilled for a moment, and you looked up at him, trying to read whatever might be revealed in his eyes. In the darkness both of you were inscrutable, until he leaned closer and bumped your cheek with his nose before lightly pressing his lips to yours for a sweet, soulful kiss.
âSo does this mean we're not friends anymore?â He asked, in between luscious nips at your lips.
âYou tell me,â you said sleepily, unable to resist his slow, savoring kisses.
You felt his smile as he kissed you languidly, with deliberate slowness, each kiss deepening into something more intimate than the last. Finally his lips stilled and you felt him fall asleep beside you, his breathing soft and slow.
You wanted to stay awake, to freeze this moment in time, to make it last. you wished you could lay there forever, tucked in beside him, your bodies curled to get you. But even as you tried to stay awake, gently caressing the arm that draped over you protectively. you gradually succumbed to a peaceful, contented sleep.
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