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moe-broey · 2 months

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No context but I got So distracted. I did not set out to do All That today. I don't even know where the fuck I am anymore. It was all an impulse decision and I didn't even write down the second distraction because it was So Strong. In my mind. But then a second distraction hit my two braincells. I have no idea whwre I am anymore. I was just gonna whip up a shitpost doodle and then go back to my main project. I never even got to the shitpost doodle. 🧍

#okay fine full context. i was hit w a vision last night due to a pet peeve like No Hate but Damn #people will really just put any guy in this specific format. and obvs epic trans headcanons forever i have nothing but respect 🫡#but like. it just irked me and made me ask myself Well. who WOULD fit this format in my beautiful mind palace #who. in my mind. has LAYERS of lore surrounding my trans hc for him. who would fucking say that. some sort of mentor perhaps #and who would ASK him that. what would PROMPT that. under WHAT PLAUSIBLE CONDITIONS #esp i think bc the topic makes me so fucking dysphoric too i go insane and die 1000 deaths about it routinely #to the point where i straight up almost never talk about it. i refuse to even acknowledge it.#which is. i think why this got to me so much LMFAOOOOOO I'M. ANGRY. HOW DARE YOU HAVE FUN WHILE I'M DYING. BADLY.#in a way that i just could never allow myself to have fun w bc I Am Above It. you CANNOT get me. i'm WINNING.#takumi has too much pride so not him. moe has too much pride so not it either.#no.... this is. a job. for Bruno.......#and sharena my best friend sharena my sillie goofy about to jump to the most INSANE conclusion bestie sharena 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#but then. realization. i have to revisit my 'back in the day' designs for the askr sibs and ESP bruno.#and honestly i just needed to completely revamp him. okay. no probalm! 👍 i am revisiting my back in the day alfonse hcs #really Thinking about them. i doodle One Thing about how if alfonse wants to build any muscle #he needs proper nutrition. he is SCRAWNY. he is TWIGGY. he only has weight in his thighs abd really not as much as he shoulf #i get distractef. i am making a comic. anna is there. she is also a mentor. the comic is about learning life skills/food #I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS. I CAN'T FORGET. I NEED TO GO. GOODBYE #worte it down but alsp i got plans i gotta go for REAL. GOODGBEY

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