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dyslexicempress · 2 years ago

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talkin to a prof earlier today about how its really difficult and mentally frustrating that i can’t get myself to write things like a normal person-- takes me literal hours to get started on writing even IF ITS THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO DO AND WOULD ONLY TAKE MAYBE AN HOUR OF APPLIED TIME

she told me to drink about it. vent in tags

#ma'am...... i cannot get shitfaced everytime i have an assignment i'd be dead of alchohol poisoning within the week.........#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #like that's sorta the frustrating deal w/ everythin. is that i know i have some qualified chops as a historical writer. yay!#granted i dont really write the same on here when you compare my historical writing to my ramblings.#however. even with my writing skillz it's FILLED WITH AINGUISH. because it takes me WAAAAAAAY longer than it reasonably should because .#i just. can't. get started. like i'll block sites for hours. i'll throw my phone across the room #i'll remove any and all distractions AND YET. im staying up until the wee hours of the morn trying to crank out a TWO PAGE PAPER.#that should ONLY TAKE AN HOUR TOPS.#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #like i don't understand the deal!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!#but when i invaribly get my writing assignments done my profs are like. 'hey wtf. you should publish this.' or lavishing me w/ compliemtns #which is nice sure. BUT FFS I'D LIKE TO WRITE W/OUT THIS BARRIER #IMAGINE WHAT I COULD DO IF I COULD WRITE LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING #rather than the sleep-deprived musiings of a highly dyslexic fool.

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