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arsenicflame · 1 year ago

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i just. want it to end. i want to be able to go about my day without thinking about futures wherr you kidnap me

i want to not worry if you were serious about sending our old messages to family. like i wasn't a kid and it was illegal. i want to not worry if this is the thing that disapoints my mum for good

i want ro not spend every waking moment looking over my shoulder expecting, worrying, hoping, youll be there fo finally do whsteber it is you want from me

i wantto understand what you want from me

i want if to end. pleaw

#continue #im sorry #when i ssid i wasn't going to hide thiz away anymore i meant i wouldn't be his dirtt secret #not fhat id fall apart in public #im sorry you didn't ask for fhis #firsr all my mental health shif and now.fhis is bsck #im jusy tired.#its been a bsd week snd this has probably sent me free falling #hes my own hornigold i think. idont know metaohors #i don't know where i go from here #gonn delete thess n the morning fhat was embarrassing #hopefully ill be able to breathe when i wake up #nyxtalks

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