#went into the computer science and mathematics buildings at 12 am i scribbled axioms on the massive
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faaun · 3 years ago
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#stared at someone outside my window on the ground floor until they left were both drunk#today i smoked a pack of cigarettes and kissed someone in the same breath#(i confessed to thinking sex was my salvation but really they just start with the letter s)#tomorrow im going to kiss another#ill still have cigarette breath#read birthcharts at 2 am and my flatmate said they love us together she loves us she loves us she loves us#me and the munichian-serbian person i kissed took photos of a baby snail eating a mushroom afterwards#im in love with music#went into the computer science and mathematics buildings at 12 am i scribbled axioms on the massive#blackboards and turned on the linux computers and laid down on the desks and we listened to music the walls were all windows and#the room smelled like our old villa by the beach#we talked about art they drew an elephant on the blackboard#time was never linear#my battery has been on 2% for a year i let it run low and then plug it in and keep it there#went to visit a friend last weekend i travelled and we got high and drank and talked i love them so much i love them so so much we got into#a mosh pit and the strobing light and loud bass that shakes your blood and veins and bones from the inside made me want to fall back and#let love catch me#i closed my eyes and enjoyed the trance and watched people love and kiss and push each other and dance and have fun i watched my friend be#the most beautiful human being i could sense#YOU COWARD YOU HUMMINGBIRD ! YOU COWARD ! YOU HUMMINGBIRD !#tell me about germany tell me about the serbian villages#i went to a nearby town with a second year philosophy student and we argued and talked and debated and fought philosophy for 6 hours#i said the words 'i concede 2' times and ive never said them before and it made me feel a rush of philosophical defeat and that feeling is#something i want more and more every passing second since#smoked a cigarette saw my professor on campus took it out of my mouth and told him by the way you were wrong#thought he was gonna kill me#he told me to email him and prove it#pale green things pale green things#the doctors arent telling me im gonna die anymore in fact theyre saying nothing at all#i love you im glad we exist were hummingbirds and our own 3 am and i need you to tell me about when you learned to be your own home
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